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Posted 13 years agoI wish I knew why noone wants me to be happy :'-(.
A bad day today.
Posted 13 years agoWell after having such a good week I should have expected a bad day, it is always the same things that bring me down, my ex and the fact I am still alone, all these millions of women in the world and not one of them wants to be with me, today wasn't THAT bad, I have days when I am down and I have days when I am REALLY down (if you get the meaning).
I hope tomorrow will be better.
I hope tomorrow will be better.
Get your free art.
Posted 13 years ago
Milo.Shep Is new on FA, has talent and wants to draw for you.Go to http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3891233/ to welcome him and help him out.
Hair cut.
Posted 13 years agoYes its that time again when I get run over by a lawn mower, then by a combin harvester and then attacked with a strimmer (weed whacker for the Americans amongst us).
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I give up.
Posted 13 years agoFor those who dont know I have depression, I am ok at time other times I am really down, I have thought about suicide so often its become normal for me, I am not saying it to get attention, I am a person who will not "attempt" suicide, I will do it in a way to be certain of it, I have other problems as well, paranoia, jealousy, anger control issues, obsession issues and to cap it all off I am really shy I can talk to people online without a problem, but approaching a stranger makes me so nervous I panic, saying that men I dont have much of problem with but women is a different story.
I have now given up thinking that I will ever be happy again, I am on 9 different dating sites have sent thousands of messges to scores of different women, but i either never get a reply, or on the rare occasion I do get a reply and we chat online for bit but then they stop talking to me, or on the even more rare occasions I meet them once and that is it.
Right now I feel like going for a walk and never coming back, all I want to know is what is so wrong with me that I am so unlovable, is it be cause I m ugly, is it because I am stupid, is it because I am overweight, just wish I knew what it is that renders me unloveable by women.
Thanks for taking the time to read this.
Madcat.
I have now given up thinking that I will ever be happy again, I am on 9 different dating sites have sent thousands of messges to scores of different women, but i either never get a reply, or on the rare occasion I do get a reply and we chat online for bit but then they stop talking to me, or on the even more rare occasions I meet them once and that is it.
Right now I feel like going for a walk and never coming back, all I want to know is what is so wrong with me that I am so unlovable, is it be cause I m ugly, is it because I am stupid, is it because I am overweight, just wish I knew what it is that renders me unloveable by women.
Thanks for taking the time to read this.
Madcat.
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