CHRISTMAS THEMED COMMISSIONS
1-  inflationfanboy DONE!
2-  milk-knight DONE!
3-  rena-mutini DONE!


NEW YEAR THEMED COMMISSIONS
1-  dragovian15 DONE!
2-  herro DONE!
3-  Fakerface45 DONE!



NORMAL COMMISSIONS
1- ANONYMOUS DONE!
2-  milk-knight DONE!
3-  ol.omong.anerret DONE!
4-  zorua3 DONE!
5-  trinityfate62 DONE!
6-  YoshiErnieGP
7-  hippocake DONE!
8-  hippocake DONE!
9-  milk-knight
10-  SkiderRunner

First i would like to apologize for the lack of commissions for the past couple of weeks, it was my finals and i didn’t have much time and privacy to work on them and during that time i did two private commissions aswell, sorry for all the waiting.

As some of you know i use Colors 3D for the Nintendo 3DS to work on my commissions and most of my artwork overall but im going to need to move over to Paint Tool Sai due to all the issues i currently have with my 3DS which includes:

*The charging port is loose and doesn’t always charge my 3DS properly, it will not always charge even if it claims to be.

*The L and R buttons don’t work properly, i have to press the R button with a lot of force to make it work and the L button when i press it it counts as if i did it twice which gets pretty annoying because when i try to open the colors bar it closes it instantly.

*The D pad came off and while the stick underneat it works perfectly fine my thumb gets sore after a while while zooming in and out while drawing.

All these issues i mentioned are pretty much annoyances and i can ignore them but there are also another issues which really affects my works which are:

*My 3DS abruptly shuts down when i fully open it and sometimes when i close it aswell making me lose all the progress i made on that pic it has happened to me and my commissions at least 10 times making me waste the little time of privacy i have to work on them.

And the worst one which is the main reason why im moving over to Sai:

*Sometimes my 3DS will stop detecting my SD card closing the app and this is way worse than the previous issue i mentioned because not only i lose the progress i made on the pic but it also mostly happens when im saving it and gets corrupt and if it gets corrupt there is nothing i can do about it, it won’t even let me open the file so i have no other option other than to start all over again, it has already happened to me 3 times.

My 3DS is pretty much useless at this point and it does nothing but delay me so im going to have to move over to Paint Tool Sai instead and continue working on them.

I also want to apologize for how long i’ve been taking with these commissions, there’s just been too much stuff going on in my life these past months, family discussions, school problems, family members fighting with each other and always having the fear of going to class just to come back and find out i have no house anymore, this year has really been stressful for me, not my best year for sure emotionally speaking.

I have no words to express how thankful i am for all of your support over the months, how you guys are willing to help me when you commission me, all the patience you have, how you’re willing to spend money on me, i know you all come here to see all the cringy stuff i draw but i actually feel you all care about me and that really, really, really means a lot.

The last thing i want to do is disappoint you, i owe you all so much, you guys really mean a lot to me, all of you.

There’s only 10 days before Christmas, i’ll try to see if i can get all the commissions done in the next 5 days, i have about 4 left i believe, after that i’ll try to open the christmas commissions i promised last october with christmas themed discounts like i did last year, if for some reason i don’t get to open the commissions i’ll do it in new year’s eve instead.



Sorry for all the trouble i’ve been causing. I’ll try my best to make the commissions resemble my Colors 3D pics as much as possible.



*This journal was originally longer but for some reason Tumblr deleted everything i wrote so i had to start all over again, i apologize for that.*

My mother took some bad decisions today and seeing how things are going we might be getting kicked out of the house soon, if that happens i’ll try my best to keep you updated.

If nothing happens ( for now.) i guess i’ll just delete this journal.

Just wanted to let you know.





( ...yaaaay...)

That you want to delete it because of how cringy it is?

By the way, remember the YCH's i mentioned before?, im planning to start the first one tomorrow around this time, what do you think?, if things goes right i'll make the second one aswell.

Sadly i don't have anything to offer.


I need to work more on my butts, they are lacking polishing

(It's that time again!)

Summer themed pics gets a 20% discount!, this can involve stuff like parties, time at the beach, beach clothes, all that kind of stuff, don't be afraid of asking!

Ever wanted to commission me a pic?, ever wondered how would your character look like if i made it myself? well, here are the current prices!, as usual im trying my best to keep the prices as low as possible.

You can get a fully colored pic with character cel-shading and background all for just 12 dollars!, and with 5 additional dollars you can get a second character in the same pic, and with 3 dollars a third one! you can get up to 3 characters on a single commission!

There will be 2 YCH's available soon, stay tunned!.

This is a list of stuff i mainly and mostly can do!, if something is not in this list you can ask me anyways, i'll let you know if i can do what you want or not!:

*Weight gain
*Inflation (Body, belly breasts, butts, thighs, etc.)
*Slob

Now this is the stuff i won't be willing to do, each time i try my best to reduce this list, but there is some stuff you cannot expect from me:

*Diapers
*Scat
*Cub ( It can be an underage character, as long as it's not anything explicit)
*Humanoid characters ( This would mostly apply to characters with human-like faces)


This time im going to be more open to male characters aswell!, so if you want a commission from me but you're not that much into female characters or not at all you can still ask me!, i'll most probably say "YES, OF COURSE!!" ( Without the capital letters of course, that would be rude).

Also last time i opened commissions, if you know me from long ago you might know that prior to 2013 i used to draw Sonic characters and i said that i would never draw them again, until now, you can ask for Sonic characters aswell!, but only oficial ones, this can be from either the games, cartoons or comics, that's up to you!.

One last thing!, i don't think i've mentioned this before but i can also do characters from cartoons, movies, video games, any particular character you may like!, i'll try my best to mimick the character's original designs if necesary!

Well that would be it!, i would like to thank  woahdogger for helping me with this!, ( just look at that adorable doodle of both Elisa and Ellie at the bottom left!), without his help this wouldn't look nearly as good as it does right now!, thanks a million!.

It really amazes me how much you guys support me when i do these commissions it trully means a lot to me!, i hope the quality of my pics is good enough this time, 80% of the money goes towards my University
inscription so it really helps me a lot, thanks for everything!.

My paypal is Suicidalrattie @ outlook.com

*Sorry for my broken english*


( I also want to apologize for not replying to the comments on my previous submissions yet, i'll reply to them soon i promise, just hang in there!.)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20623270/


Im planning to do some soon, but first i wanted to know your opinion about it.

Here's my Tumblr http://rattiesteps.tumblr.com/

You don't need to be registered to make question, so ask away!.

Get's "hacked"

Goes to Tumblr
Get's hacked aswell.

Fucking hell.

Sorry for not telling you earlier, i just don't want you to worry about me.

Which one would you like to see fattened the most?

I'll try to be more active there from now on. http://rattiesteps.tumblr.com/







-rattie, the attention whore.

I wonder which ones are dead








-rattie, the creepy bastard.

It's such a beautiful language.

What would you think about... a paid comic?, it's something i've been wanting to work on for quite a few months, it would be cheap, with alternative endings and a completely new character and art style.

I want to let you know about this first, i don't want to take you by surprise, in a bad way.

She's bald

































The End

That everytime i have the smallest and slightliest sence of happiness, my father is there, ready to make me feel like the most stupid, useless, retarded, whortless, and pathetic idiot on earth, every fucking day, for over a fucking decade.


It's because of this stupid and pathetic cunt that every single day of my life is the worst, i forgot how to be happy because of this asshole, and because of this useless idiot i have to deal with suicidal toughts every fucking hour everyday.


You have no idea of how much i hate my life since i was a child, and i just can't take it anymore, i want to die, and im being serious about this, i cannot stand my life anymore.

Im starting to feel a lot better actually!, last weekend i felt so bad i probably should had gone to the hospital, my temperature was so high last sunday, i can hardly believe it myself!.

Wish i could say the same about my family by the way, i apparently got them all infected, they are doing just as bad as i was, in fact, i'll probably get sick again, im starting to have breathing issues right now.

Also, from what i can see, were not the only ones sick, in fact, my classmates at college are getting sick aswell, could it be my fault?, it could...

Han Solo dies