I want to start another woodcut print since I have some time to do an art project. Any ideas on a themes?

Today I found out I was three points away from passing calculus because I bombed the final. So I tried to sign up for Cal 1 and an art class and got a bunch of errors. I fixed most of them, but to take the class they are charging me out of state costs, so it doubled in price. I think I am going to draw and relax.

Every year around my birthday I am miserable, not because I am getting older, but because I lost a close pet that I raised from being a baby. I also have the worst luck for a week, this year I did poorly on a cal test and was attack by yellow jackets. The day after it I am on top of the world. The thing I wonder it has been 5 years since that night where he just screamed for hours before passing on my 21 birthday, should I still be feeling so bad? I have many family members die that I was close to, but this seem to effect me as much. Is there something wrong with me?

I know that I haven't really been doing much on here, but I have been swamped with college. I know not many people will see this, but to those who do I have a question. I got drunk about a week ago and got creative and I wrote a short dirty story about 4.5 pages. I don't think my friends would like to reading it so I have kept it to myself. I am sort of proud of it, but I don't know what to do with it. The story is about me and conflict with how my world seems to be in this rhythm with it. From being in the field to being alone and most of all love.

So to anyone who reads this, tell me what do you think.