I sprained my ankle something fierce about a week and a half ago. Been hobbling around and taking pain killers since then. This weekend I did my most convalescing by not only staying at home but also not doing one damned productive thing. Just games.

So I think that actually helped because now it feels a lot better so far today. I hope it continues to recover! But now I'm feeling guilty because I didn't do anything. And like, I really shouldn't, huh? I should stop feeling like that!

Would you like for me to revisit "The Naughty Doggie"? Say so now in a reply. I was thinking I'd repost it here (in my scraps anyway) and I might be swayed into editing the thing and (like, OMG) maybe even adding to it.

I've had a couple loose ideas that I thought maybe I could get to fit but I'm kinda on the fence. I wanna know if anyone would even be interested. :P

I only really check this site once every Monday morning so I am not sure when it happened, but today I noticed that the site is gone. The whole thing wiped out. Jaycee Knight's Twitter is gone and his DA account emptied. I think his Tumblr account is gone too. People are saying his Pinterest account is gone too, but I never followed that ever.

It was a nice enough kinky comic strip though it had been meandering quite a lot for most of its run. But something really drastic must've happened for it to have all gone away without a peep. I'm not sure a lot of people knew about it tho since I can barely find anything in a Google search. I'm way curious what happened tho.

As you might have noticed, I've started making thumbnails for my submissions. Their style (such as it is) is congruent with the way I've been composing some SL screenshot comic thingies, which I will eventually post here.

I am pondering making all the comics I've commissioned to look like that when I share them here. If the artists don't mind it of course. I'm already fussing with one that I haven't shared yet. ;P

I've finally been able to put my scattered brain to work this week. Well, last week too but just not as intensely. I've been working on SL things when I am not writing. Of course I am still entirely unable to hold to a deadline to save my life. I sometimes wonder if maybe that kinda affliction of my brain has been a contributing factor to my uhm... intense interest in body-control stuffs. LOL

I mean seriously, I get really really curious about what it must feel like. To lose control of yourself in the ways I usually go on about, I mean. Used to be that I'd damn near hallucinate the stuff I was playing out back when I RP'd as Katrice lots. It was better than any drug at the time. And that's how I write now. By pretending it's a role-play. Except that I'm the one playing all the parts. :P

But it works, mostly! And the SL stuffs, gods it's helped me to visualize things a lot better. Setting those scenes up is very technical and tedious already. I've started building my own scenes in the form of skyboxes to temporarily rez in sandboxes. And I'm making poseballs and figuring out how the coding on those things is supposed to work. On top of all the editing of poses, saving those out and then uploading them. It's... pretty cool.

I haven't figured out yet how to make it so that Katrice's hands, forearms, feet and shins to glow and change color. SOMEONE has really gotten me interested in trying that. Who is that unknown stranger? It is a mystery!

So I've been some vivid dreams with Endora and Katrice in them, but they're not always of the lewd and kinky variety. In fact some of them are comparatively normal. In that nothing outlandish is going on. It's just them talking with each other.

For instance, they started talking about some old myths and fables. Not the ones you'd know about. These were from their own world's past. There's no naturally born bird people there (as there are fox and coyote people, I mean), but a lot of their old stories have bird people as characters. Bird Antonio recieves a lesson in humility. Bird Justine learns something about honor and loyalty. That kinda thing.

I mean I thought it was interesting anyway.

The heat wave around here is slowly waning, for the most part. It'll prolly get bad again soon. It's been seriously curtailing my creativity. The couple of SL shots I shared here recently were things I made like a bit over a week ago. :P

Anyways it's been getting better for me at night and I'm so I'm able to do stuffs then. And maybe someday I'll be able to be a lot more consistent! Hah.

Well in a short amount of time I've gotten better as using those SL pose tools I got. So I decided to upgrade Mayhem from just a prop to a whole other avatar. I made her last night and then got a lotta petite sized faerie avatar stuffs to make her look right. I'm totally redoing most of the pose shots I made already so that Mayhem actually looks to be interacting with Katrice and not just sitting there. :P

So I guess it's official. Mayhem lives in a fancy faerie house that's inside Katrice's room. Sometimes (maybe a lot of times) when Katrice is in her room, Mayhem will come out of her house and uhm... have some fun with her friend.

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Second attempt at scene posing! This took about two hours to set up and I wasn’t able to get it completely correct. My worst sin was not being able to properly position the tail. Grr. Learned lessons for trying again tho. Next time!

Anyways, this is one of the more common ways Katrice is made to tease herself. Someone will cast a spell on her to control her body to do this continuously and then leave her like that for a while. ;P

EDIT: I've gone and placed this in my scraps. I spent time trying to make this. I say that makes it my own work. >:P

I was playing with some pose editing tools this morning, on Second Life. So I made up a scene of Mayhem making Katrice play with herself. :P

http://katricemetaluna.tumblr.com/i.....e/162247247724

It's TMI Tuesday. Instead of doing this on Twitter tho, I'm doing it here instead. And I'll extend it to whenever so even it's not Tuesday by the time you read this and have something to ask me, ask anyway!

I'm trying to keep this channel alive, and trying to kickstart my heart. Oh, yeah!

So please be to asking a thing.

I've been having some severe problems trying to focus. If you can at all avoid executive dysfunction, I highly recommend doing so. >:P

I'm trying to get back on track with the things I enjoy the most. Your understanding is most appreciated!

So here's my first review! Not sure exactly what kinda format these ought to take but eventually one will emerge from the chaos. Here we go.

This is the very first story in the erotic mind control genre that I ever learned of. It's also the oldest one I know, so far as such stories first shared on the Internet are concerned. Written by one Daniel Steven Reinker in 1993 and originally shared on rec.arts.erotica, very quickly it ended up being propagated to almost every online repository of online erotic fiction. I didn't become aware of it until 1996, about a month or two after I'd first created Katrice on Tapestries. Someone there told me my character reminded them of that story and pointed it out to me.

You can still read this story on the EMCSA: http://mcstories.com/ControllingJen.....fer/index.html

Spoilers ahead! In case you wanted to read it.

The story is told from the point of view of the person being controlled, Jennifer Anne Cailly. She's just minding her own business being a university student when some guy, named Mark Robert Antonio, literally steps in out of nowhere and asks her to be his slave and if not, he'll take control of her because that's a power he has. Naturally she doesn't believe him and tells him where to go, but it turns out his mysterious power is real and he uses it on her. The next thing she knows, she's doing some very crazy scary things with no rhyme or reason, and with no control over herself.

When I first read this story, I thought it was pretty damned hot. Well, elements of it at least. That it was told from Jennifer's perspective was a big one. That lets you get into her mind and know what she's feeling. Right away you can tell that Mark's control over her is pretty absolute. Either her desires instantly change so that she wants nothing more in the world than to do what he'd previously instructed, or else her body acts without and against her conscious will.

In particular there was one scene early in the story that really got to me. Jennifer was trying to study in a library but Mark had made it so her pleasure would build up for half a minute until she was ready to burst, but then it would just fizzle without any release, only to start building up again a minute later. It was crazy and it was outlandish, but in her world it was also very real and there wasn't anything she could do about it. Not directly, anyway. It was this sort of thing that, with the way it was written, got me into the story well enough that I could imagine myself as Jennifer. That was happening to me and it was turning me the fuck on.

Beyond that scene, there were several other little tidbits here and there that got me hooked, such as one bit in a scene in a restaurant where Mark told Jennifer she'd start undressing herself slowly over time whenever she raised her voice. A few minutes later she did just that, and her hands immediately started unclasping some buttons. That made her quiet down right away but her hands didn't stop until those buttons were unfastened. That kind of detail bore into my mind and to this day I still describe things Katrice is made to do in a similar way.

Despite how much I loved such parts of this story, I have to admit that it's not very well written. And it's clear that it runs out of steam pretty quickly and by the end it's turned into a meandering mess. It's not even a finished tale. It stops with a promise of another chapter to come, but it never came. That was it. Also, I think the writer could have gone into greater detail about what Jennifer was feeling and thinking in those times Mark was controlling her. He did that to some extent, which is what hooked me. But in my opinion he didn't do that nearly enough! And sometimes he just kind of glossed over such details, like he was getting bored with his own story and just wanted to get on with it.

Nowadays the story's general premise rubs me the wrong way. Doing the sorts of things Mark does to the people he targets is of course highly unethical, but more than that it makes no damned sense that any of the women he wanted as his "slaves" would ever do so willingly. Not without him using his power on them. And as he wants them to be his without him having to resort to exercising his mysterious ability, well I'd say he has a problem then doesn't he? This is the biggest difference between Jennifer and Katrice. Katrice invites this sort of thing toward her. She seeks it out. She might try to deny that she's doing this in order to maintain the pretense that it's all just happening to her and she's entirely innocent, but that's another problem!

And so in my head canon about this story, Jennifer made a deal with Mark beforehand to have him do those things to her, because it was something she had a deep desire to experience. Only she also asked him to make her forget that she made that deal in the first place, because it was important to her for it to feel as real to her as possible. All the people she was made to interact with were also in on this, and were quite likely her friends whom she trusted anyway. Especially the ones she was going to be made to have sex with later on! But knowing how much she wanted to have this prolonged experience, they all agreed to participate and promised not to reveal the truth. And that's how the story would end, with the revelation that she was the one who caused this all to happen to herself. Mark's power is real, but he only controls people who ask him first, and he's never cavalier with his ability. Because that's the only way it would really work. If you don't get excited and aroused at losing control over yourself, then when someone does that to you it's going to be a terrible and hellish experience. Jennifer has to like it. She needs to want it. She has to be the one who seeks it out, because what are the chances that some kinky body controller is just going to happen to enter her life and start playing with her in the ways she wants to be played with? Makes sense to me, anyway!

You all wanna hear me give sort-of reviews of my favorite mostly erotic mind control stories that I have slowly collected over the last 20 years? I seriously doubt they'd be at all professional or unbiased. In fact they would be entirely biased and I'd likely go on about my most favorite parts and why they're my favorite parts and I doubt they'd be at all comprehensive. But at least I'd try to leave a link to the story I was discussing!

For the past... has it been two weeks already? Gosh. I've been letting my imagination wander by building things on land on Second Life owned by  mits. It's right next door to the land my group owns. So I've been trying to make sure its borders are seamless with ours. It's been pretty fun.

Up until recently I've been mostly building a lot of stone walls built upon large rock. But this weekend I managed to build a hedge maze. And now I'm starting to place some trees. Slow work for me, but it's really fun!

It's managed to recharge my imagination, and mits really loves what I've done so far.

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And here's one of Endora on Mitsland.
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The faerie called Mayhem has been getting more developed as a character as I've been working things out. She's the first one to discover Katrice, who wandered close to the town that still needs a proper name and the faerie forest that probably also should get a unique name.

At first, Mayhem is just intensely curious because she'd never seen someone so enchanted like Katrice was and she just had to know everything she could about it. And so she kind of stuck around (and ended up causing the Faerie Queen to get involved). As I've been working on it, it's becoming clear to me that Mayhem is actually starting to (gasp) CARE about Katrice, her feelings and her well being. She wants to be Katrice's friend.

But she's still a faerie and so very prone to whimsical behavior, as her magick is chaotic. She knows very well what Katrice's predilections are, because Katrice told her outright all about it in their initial encounter with one another. And so when she sees Katrice is bored or sad, Mayhem would think that making Katrice do those kinky lewd things to herself would help! And well, it kind of does! But this would be detrimental to what Endora's been trying to accomplish, both in trying to help Katrice become whole again, and to give structure structure to her life for as long as she's Endora's charge.

To that end, Endora's made Mayhem solemnly swear that she'll NEVER do anything to Katrice unless Katrice says without a doubt that it's OK. Only after Mayhem's made that promise will Endora allow her and Katrice to pal around with each other.

Mayhem is still a faerie of course and so she's still quite eager to help Katrice if she's bored or sad. You might think her first inclination is to go our exploring together or find some benign thing to do for fun. But at first, Mayhem's first thoughts to help Katrice be happy is to make her play with herself because she knows for certain that's something that makes her excited and happy. VERY excited and happy of course, but now she can't do that unless Katrice says it's OK.

So now Mayhem's prone to begging and nagging Katrice sometimes. Which puts Katrice in the situation of have to actually decide if it would be OK or not. Sometimes it's not an appropriate time for things like that, and despite how tempted Katrice would be to give in, she realizes she ought to say no. There's no excuse here that someone's going to make her do those things and there's nothing she can do about it!

Now I have to re-do everything so Mayhem tags along with Katrice as they go with Endora, Brandt, Kaye. Often very far away. Mayhem will stay near Katrice and likes to ride on her shoulder. Something that Katrice really enjoys. Katrice is sort of the odd duck in most of those adventures anyhow. Endora and Brandt are mages and Kaye is a gadgeteer. So having Katrice and Mayhem be companions really sounds kind of nice. Besides, I don't think Mayhem will really want to be engaging in any big magick duels, especially if she's the only faerie around.

Where was I going with this? Oh yeah. I think I ought to commish some pics of Mayhem and finally nail down her appearance. And some pics of Mayhem and Katrice together. I still hardly know much about Mayhem and now I need to bring her more into the spotlight. I don't even know what her true name is!

Does anyone remember that story I wrote in 2009? The Naughty Doggie? I think I shared two parts and was working on a third when I gave up and never finished it.

Anyways I think I was high when I wrote it, because I'm looking at it right now and it's weirder than I remembered it. I guess I wanted to go that way. Weird and nonsensical or something. Anyways, if you remember it and you liked it then please let me know what parts you liked specifically? And if you can tell me why you liked those parts then that would help me too.

The reason I'm asking is that I'm trying to determine everything that happened to Katrice between when she initially lost her memory and most of her identity up until the point when she encounters Mayhem, who leads her to Endora. I figure maybe I can salvage something out of my old stuff in one way or another and also maybe give me a starting off point because right now that long span of time is almost completely nebulous and that just won't do!

I've upgraded Katrice and Endora's tails on Second Life to some of those newfangled Bento models. They're both pretty spiffy. They even curl up around the avatar's waist when they sit down! Have a look.

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Now I have to upgrade them to Bento hands, so that their individual fingers can move and be animated. Hopefully soon there will be new animations that come around to take advantage of this. So I can finally set up some scenes that... ah... I've been kinda hoping to do, lol.

I nuked most of my notifications in preparation of a new year. Will I finally finish anything I've started? Will I finally start the things I haven't? The plot thickens...

I went to the trouble of inserting captions into each screenshot. I even went to the trouble of looking for an appropriate font. That's how much I'm willing to give to all of you! But seriously, what do you think? Better?

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Or is it a fountain? Anyways, after working on updating Katrice's body on SL and improving her appearance there, we ended up taking lots of screenshots. Then we ended up making up a little story out the screenshots. This was taken in part of our own virtual estate there, at some ruins we built. Katrice was told not to go there, but she went there. And this is what happened to her. How long do you think she was stuck like that?

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Enjoy an electro-swinging coyote girl.

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These are animated GIFs. Long ones. Better than the ones I made previously. I think so, anyway. It was actually kinda tricky getting this all set up right. What do you think?

At first Katrice is made to prance around for her mistress.
The sorceress Endora appears quite regal while she makes her pet dance.
Suddenly Katrice is being made to play with herself. She can't stop it.
Endora makes Katrice get on her knees. Katrice's helpless pleasure rises up, and up!
Endora makes Katrice get on her back, on the floor. She gives Katrice playful little taunts while Katrice pants and whimpers and whines.
Endora keeps making Katrice shift around into different poses. Katrice makes a helpless, excited little cry when her leg goes up. Music to Endora's ears.
Katrice's legs spread themselves wide open while fingers work hard to keep her good and pleasured. She's starting to break.
Endora makes Katrice's hand go into her mouth and she's made to start suckling on her fingers. This pushes Katrice almost over the edge.
Katrice is close to exploding in a tingly and wonderfully helpless crescendo of pleasure. She can't stop herself and she loves it.

Updated this look so I think it looks even better:
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This one here might need some more tweaks? Pretty fancy as is tho!
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I just got finished tweaking Endora's appearances on Second Life. Check it out:

http://katricemetaluna.tumblr.com/p.....far-also-i-got