Would be super neato if FA had a poll system built in so I can take anonymous feedback in a safer fashion, but alas that might be expecting too much here.

ANYWAY, had a thought, because it's getting harder and harder to share one's art effectively online these days, what with most popular / active / mainstream social media just....making an absolute hurricane of terrible decisions. Tumblr doesn't allow adult content and flags any post with a significant amount of fleshy midtones, and twitter is....god, it's twitter. Look at it. It's like trying to ride a dying horse into battle. "It's falling apart, actively shitting itself routinely, and keeps biting me, but hopefully I can ride this a little longer to maintain safety." Alas, it's all I have as an active social structure that allows NSFW.

POINT IS: should I start posting my Doomsdaypecs styled art here?
You might be asking, "bro what the fuck even is that," which like, fair.
"Doomsdaypecs" is my artist-alt for drawing perhaps more....nonstandard kinkier stuff?
Fat fetish, tbh. Weight gain stuff. What can I say, I like thick bitches? I like 'em big and squishy, conflicted with the taboo sensations of shame and arousal at allowing themselves to violate the societal standards in order to be their freest most hedonistic self? That level of fantasy fiction fun time is my bread & butter!

But....I don't have a lot of places to post it outside the doomsdayspecs/double donut tier on my patreon, where I do process requests. I have a side twitter for it that I post stuff that goes publicly eventually, but it's not particularly noticed by many.




It's hard because my energy and inspiration for everything has been waning. I post very consistently on patreon, but it's still hard to reach my audience, find my audience, and really get a quality gauge on my audience's feelings on a piece. Is it good, is it mediocre? I have no idea! I've always been fueled by positive feedback, it's what keeps me making art, but some days it's very very hard. SO! Would it be okay to start posting the alt stuff here, or would that be too off-putting? I appreciate any feedback from you folks!

After years of hesitation, I've finally gone through with setting up a patreon!

I can't assume that folks following me here are aware of my more active personal posting on my pillowfort or my twitter. Due to that, I'll try to recap what's been going on with me! It's hard to cram everything into a short version, but suffice to say it's been a rough year. My husband was laid off, and his job had been both our main supporting income and our means of insurance. Given that I have MS, this was especially bad news, because it means I'll be off treatment. All of November was a stressful, scary, anxiety-inducing month. The whole lot of it just felt cursed. I was really amped about starting a new job, but then I had a terrifically horrible MS flare-up/relapse, which then made it so I couldn't even work the job I had tried so hard to get. For those not familiar with multiple sclerosis, their relapses are often akin to a stroke. You just get this inability to function, parts of your body stop working, etc., it fucking sucks. In addition to my health being at risk, I felt so defeated and embarrassed that I my illness couldn't even handle a proper labor job, especially when we needed it most.

So, where does that leave us?
While my partner has been doing his part with some hopeful looking prospects, I finally caved in to the suggestion of patreon. If I can not do your more conventional employment given my situation, the least I can do is buckle down and go full-time as an artist. It is the hope that this will give some much needed extra income in addition to more consistently churning out the type of art folks seem to enjoy! I explained the gist of what to expect here, in what should be a public post. You'll get little doodles, WIPs, behind-the-scene-extras, make suggestions, get to vote on polls, and be able to see art far in advance before it goes public! I'm still figuring stuff out, so I am always open to feedback in regards to what works best on there.

I do really hope this appeals to folks, and I do truly appreciate every kind generous soul who has been selfless enough to drop me a wee donation to help us stay together through these shitass times! So far everyone has been so wonderful, really showing so much amazing support, and I know I will always remember and appreciate it. Sincerely, my gratefulness knows no bounds. With that said, I hope everyone has some really great holidays and a happy New Year! May the next one be better and come with a much needed boost of luck.

Listen. I know I don't show up here often, I'm a terribly forgetful creature, just absent-minded as all get-out. THAT SAID! I still always appreciate the kindness and comments people show to my silly little uploads when I do scramble on over. I may not have much to say, or don't know what to say as my last two brain cells fight over a chew-toy steak in my skull? But it does mean loads to me that folks enjoy my work and leave even the passing compliments and kindnesses! Thank you to all people who make that simple effort, even if my ass don't say much if anything at all!

I've realized now that I just straight up FORGOT to upload art here since December of last year— hachi machi! That's quite a clutch of time to space out this hard! I suppose a lot of it stems from the fact that I just suck eggs at maintaining multiple media sites. Never quite had the head for it! Regardless, I'm gonna dump a few of the things that I've slapped together over the past several months that seem decent enough to upload. Apologies for the sudden art spam, if I don't get it all out of the way in one go I'm just going to forget about it again and not get to it later! Thanks for the patience!

If there's anything I learned at this point? It's just that I'm not a social-on-social-media guy! It's exceedingly rare that I ever have an urge to make make journals, personal posts, and similar. Even on twitter I just sort of bounce on, slap down art, chuck heart emojis at people leaving nice comments, and then scramble off to continue my squiddly deeds. However, I realized I hadn't posted anything journal wise on here since like...what, end of 2018? WHOOPS!

Same old same old, keeping busy, staying in good spirits despite the hell-train that is 2020! I'm hoping to knock some personal projects out of the way before this year ends.
As an aside, I tend to get a lot of people prodding me about commissions and when they'll be available. I want to try and say this in the chillest most polite fashion possible: I don't know. And I'll never know. It's not something I will ever be able to nail down with an official date for everyone where they're able to snag a guaranteed slot. Between me being an elusive creature of whimsy and the sheer bulk of interest I get, it is what it is. It sucks since there's no clear consistent efficient way that gives every person who wants to commission me a fair swing at being able to do so, specially since I can only ever handle one or two slots at a time these days. Lately I've either been doing YCHs or casual private stuff, just because it's typically a guaranteed good experience between output, quality, pay, and overall satisfaction. I haven't posted everything I've been on just because a lot has either been private or just....well, because I forget, heh.

As an aside, just a reminder that I have an official site that houses all my artist info, and a good hunk of my archive! If you have questions it's typically best to check there first, and if not already answered you can lob an email my way! And while I appreciate some people's interest, I try to be transparent about how I am very selective about the clients I take on these days. If you don't like to read/respect one's requirements and boundaries, and just want a cheap deal rather than fairly compensating an artist, then I'm not your guy! Then again, folks that fall into this category likely aren't going to be reading this anyway, haha!

Anywho, hope ya'll are well and can enjoy the holiday season. TAKE IT EASY!

- Dev / MOS

So as I'm sure everyone is already aware, tumblr banned adult content, thus effectively spelling the end for that poorly ran hellsite. As much as that site was a pain in the ass with its constant issues and bugs, it's a shame because it was my main place of work. It was easy to slap up work and sketches, WIPs and commissions, etc. Ah well, as is the way of the internet, time to mosey onto to new pastures!

I've mainly become active on twitter for the time being, @nsfw_elfdad, but I'm looking forward to using pillowfort as my main means of art postage. I'm holding off a bit with posting till they're more stable and situated after the influx of users. They are still in beta, but I do like their set up!

Any who, apologies for any upload spam! I'm reuploading some of the pieces from tumblr to FA. Not moving everything, but a few things here and there!

My apologies! I realize I haven't uploaded to here since like, what, December of 2017? WHOOPS! I know I say this all the time, but I am baaaad at visiting my art accounts (granted, I'm bad at staying on top of things in general, but sites like this especially). I'm going to upload some old work from over the months for the sake of giving this account some life.

As a reminder, I'm primarily active on my main blog found here: mail-order-superhero tumblr
For those interested in my more fetishy (and admittedly weirder) stuff, please free to vfollow my side blog here: doomsdaypecs tumblr
(As a warning, the latter containers a lot of weight gain / fatplay themes, please do not go there if it's not your cup of tea to save yourself the flinch!)

I've also recently gotten into twitter, so if you feel like joining in on my casual light shitposting, feel free to shoot me a follow: My NSFW Twitter

Thanks for reading! :D

- MOS