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Posted 10 years agoTha'ts right my SL crap and RL crap will be moved moved to 
I doubt anyone's going to really notice this, as nobody ever replies to my Journals anyway, but at least if anyone did follow this, you know where you can find it. :P
I am going to try to keep this account for my crappy art, yes. Cause I don't like mixing the two, as photography/modding/ and such are a hobby that take higher priority then sketching, doodling, drawing whatever.
So yep. :)
I doubt anyone's going to really notice this, as nobody ever replies to my Journals anyway, but at least if anyone did follow this, you know where you can find it. :P
I am going to try to keep this account for my crappy art, yes. Cause I don't like mixing the two, as photography/modding/ and such are a hobby that take higher priority then sketching, doodling, drawing whatever.
So yep. :)
Stress/Rant
Posted 10 years agoSo. Where do I begin?
In the past on Secondlife, I've done things that I'm not too proud of.
Lets see I joined back in 2005?
I'm 28 years old now, and have matured by alot as far as one can mature.
I've learned to let go of the past, to forgive those who had hurt me, and to try and apologize and be friends with those who I had hurt.
I've had many accounts, until I've found one that stuck with me.
While I may have done certain people wrong in the past, you know the saying goes. "The past will catch up with you" or something like that.
These people that have hurt me, and that I have hurt, are still bitter toward me, and act childish.
For starters they call me by my OLD name Soa, which I do not go by anymore. I go by Holly J.
So when they call me that, it makes me feel like they're trying to get a rise out of me or intimidate me in some way shape or form.
I know I told a very select few of my friend who I was when I made my new account, but some how that information has spread and I feel attacked all over again.
My question is to these people, if I can mature, and learn to forgive you after 5 years, over things that happened, why can't you?
Why do you have to TP out when I'm around? Or go out of your way to make who I used to be known, as if I'm forever wearing some sort of red flag?
If I try to talk to you and sort things out, you belittle me, and make me feel like I'm not worth listening to or even worth an apology or forgiveness on your behalf.
Do you really think that makes you look any better? Do even care how that makes you look? Probably not.
But if you would just learn to talk to me like an adult, you would learn new things about me, what I like, what I don't like, and you would realize, that I am a person who has feelings and a life behind this computer.
I don't get on SL for the sake of having you make me feel like crap if I happen to come around by some random means, I am usually there to just hang with someone who is a friend of mine.
I like to have fun, texture, create, take photos. I don't like to be bullied, or intimidated, or to be dragged into drama that is YEARS old. I want respect, and in return I will respect you. I'm not always the friendliest person. I've got my boundaries just like everyone else, and I like to have them respected.
In the past on Secondlife, I've done things that I'm not too proud of.
Lets see I joined back in 2005?
I'm 28 years old now, and have matured by alot as far as one can mature.
I've learned to let go of the past, to forgive those who had hurt me, and to try and apologize and be friends with those who I had hurt.
I've had many accounts, until I've found one that stuck with me.
While I may have done certain people wrong in the past, you know the saying goes. "The past will catch up with you" or something like that.
These people that have hurt me, and that I have hurt, are still bitter toward me, and act childish.
For starters they call me by my OLD name Soa, which I do not go by anymore. I go by Holly J.
So when they call me that, it makes me feel like they're trying to get a rise out of me or intimidate me in some way shape or form.
I know I told a very select few of my friend who I was when I made my new account, but some how that information has spread and I feel attacked all over again.
My question is to these people, if I can mature, and learn to forgive you after 5 years, over things that happened, why can't you?
Why do you have to TP out when I'm around? Or go out of your way to make who I used to be known, as if I'm forever wearing some sort of red flag?
If I try to talk to you and sort things out, you belittle me, and make me feel like I'm not worth listening to or even worth an apology or forgiveness on your behalf.
Do you really think that makes you look any better? Do even care how that makes you look? Probably not.
But if you would just learn to talk to me like an adult, you would learn new things about me, what I like, what I don't like, and you would realize, that I am a person who has feelings and a life behind this computer.
I don't get on SL for the sake of having you make me feel like crap if I happen to come around by some random means, I am usually there to just hang with someone who is a friend of mine.
I like to have fun, texture, create, take photos. I don't like to be bullied, or intimidated, or to be dragged into drama that is YEARS old. I want respect, and in return I will respect you. I'm not always the friendliest person. I've got my boundaries just like everyone else, and I like to have them respected.
