Today Ive reached a new level on how much I can hate my own existence.

Hi everybody.

After 3 years of suffering and self sabotage, I finally returned to therapy and came clean about my sex and porn addictions. Now I'm doing all I can to follow the instructions of my psychologist and getting tested.

I'm really grateful of all the friends I've made here in FA /DA and their daily support.

I'm also thankful for having a job, finally making some friends, having a crush after years of solitude and the strength to finally face reality. I've made a lot of fucked up things to myself and I'm ready to take responsability for my careless actions.

That's all. Have a nice day.

Relationships are so hard man. Sometimes I just wanna throw in the towel and go hide in a cave or something.

I got to do a lot of shit to even be noticed and when I met people I have to do a lot to start conversations and keep their interest. And then I have to overanalyze every interaction and use all my energy to keep contact after work and plan activities.

My brain isn't wired for this shit. I was born to do specific stuff, keep to myself, enjoy my special interests and live my life. I shouldn't have to feel so bad about myself and be forced everyday to adjust to some stupid social expectations.

This shit space rock can fuck off.

Hi, everbody!

I just wanted to share some thoughts about my art journey. Lately I've been having a lot of struggles to accept my own art. After I finish any drawing, I start to feel a lot of regret and shame. I really don't know if all those feelings are caused by depression, my perfectionism or me just not liking my own art style/themes.

I'm still trying to find my art style and the type of content I'm most comfortable with. I apologize if my content keeps changing constantly or the themes I talk about aren't always consistent. Creating art is always a hard task for me and I'm always trying to do my best.

I thank you all for your time and I wish you the best.

Bye