That is what i think anyway. and most will agree.

How i see it, i am a nobody. just a shadow an the wall. No one sees me as anything of value. just someone to be there and be ignored.

No one would stay because of me in anyway. No one listens to me. No one notices me really.

No one notices me sitting right there for them, wanting to help them. And when i help them, no one knows i do.
I'm no friend, i don't help anyone, no one cares if i am there or not.

He. Hehe. Hehehe, hahahaha HAHAHAHAHA.

i could cut or beat myself and no one would notice, no one would care. I could disappear and no one would know or care. they would just ignore me.

hehehe.

I could bleed myself out, and not be seen.
Of course, if it's my blood, then it doesn't matter, it can always be spilled.

After all, it is such a pretty shade of red. and in the moonlight, as Hopkins said "have you ever seen blood in the moonlight? it appears very black" and such a pretty color it is.

If i could spill my blood and cause peace, it would be worth every drop.


HAHAHAHAHAHA. well now you can keep going on if you want, it is normal to me

Watch me crap stuff up XD

https://join.me/784-053-091
https://join.me/784-053-091

if any one wants to add me to skype you can, if not, either way

Malix_fox

So, it appears, my grandfather is in the hospital again. He has some sort of infection again, that people have to wear masks and stuff to see him

It also seems, he may just be giving up. He may just be waiting to go home.

I don't know how much i'll be on when he dies, if i go to the funeral wise. I just am not sure.
Maybe he is just ready to be with my grandmother again. IDRK.

but sides that, im gonna stream tonight. I'll post a streaming journal and image with the address if i can get it working and all.

That is all til then ^_^

So, plan to try streaming tonight. Got two things to work on so far, minus the side project i am going to work on.

Would anyone watch if i stream, or, attempt to stream later tonight?

Also which would you more likely see, a journal of me streaming, or a submission pic?

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3745554/ Check it here to see what is going on

The Furoticon team is making an online version of the game, and they're giving away free store credit to everyone who refers someone to have their project launched! Voting is free and they need 1,000 votes!

Here's all you need to do:

1) Make an Offbeatr account: https://offbeatr.com/users/login

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3) In your voting comments, say that I referred you!

And we both get 50 Furos!

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COPY THIS TO YOUR JOURNAL AND SEE WHAT PEOPLE RATE YOU
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Just comment with the number :D

Things are just confusing the hell out of me, but not gonna talk about it for fear of being killed by probably around 20 people. So, i am gonna do a bit of a poll questioning deal of things i have wondered.

1.) If you are with someone, and you RP with someone else, is it cheating, and why?

2.) if you are with someone, and you flirt with someone else is it cheating, and why?

3.) is it cheating if you hug someone who isn't the person you are with, and why?

these are just somethings i wish to know before i get in another relationship with anyone, had these problems with my ex so, wanted to know the mass opinion

So, drew the winners, and chose to have 7 this time. so here are the winners and the order i will work on them

#6  Muti_Messiah

#4  Talusredwolf

#5  UnderSiege

#7  Huskerroo

#10  Griac~Poliwanbl

#3  SourShark

#8  Tika123498

okay so these people please note me and we will talk about what you want in the pictures ^_^

Thank you all for entering. I may try to hold another raffle soon, once i have finished everything.

oh, and here is the screen cap http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=14obn76&s=6

what site do those who hold raffles use? i don't know it and want to use it for mine.

So, the raffle i am having is ending in around 1 hour and 45 minutes at 8pm Central time. If you haven't and still want to enter, go here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3727642/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3677981/ Ends Friday, so enter soon ^_^