If you want to know where I'll be here on Furaffinity/Deviantart, note me for details or talk to me on Discord.
Since I don't feel right with my username, real name, and also drama issues happened once more , it's time to just start over once more. I'm not leaving the internet for people who want my happiness to shrivel and ruin my life once more because I said regretful shit and said alot about my past. I will check and see if you're on my watcher's list and such. Will check a few things. I want what's better for me... Just want what's better in life.

thank you all!

Yay it's my birthday today, 27 now... Oh boy!

I watched Deadwingdork's livestream about me and I've realized that I blamed on my mental health issues on things and mistakes I've done. I usually don't realize what I do when it comes to "blaming my disability" and such. I'm not a bad person, I'm just a mistake to humanity many times and I blame a lot on myself for a lot of shit I've done to people in the past. I just wish I wasn't mentally ill and childish at a constant. I'm trying to escape the hell in my mind with fantasies and escapism. Jacques was my happiness and I thought he was real in another realm but schizophrenia takes part of that. People I know have enabled me just to make me feel happy. Larry did it, one of my ex friends did it, my best friend did enable me once but I had to get the truth from her and she said what she said to me. I talked to my therapist about it today.

I just wanted to be happy for myself but I'm unsure of my sanity. Things aren't going right, the intrusive thoughts came back on and off and I've asked for help for possibly a cure for a few months with the medication dosage possibly being upped soon. People don't believe schizophrenia and autism should co exist but I've been diagnosed by a professional and even my therapist said it's possible. here are intrusive thoughts if you don't know what the hell it is

Intrusive thoughts:
Intrusive thoughts are thoughts that seem to become stuck in the mind. They can cause distress, as the nature of the thought may be upsetting. They may also reoccur frequently, which can make the concern worse. Intrusive thoughts may be violent or disturbing.

in which that also means that involves issues that are disturbing such as hurting, molesting/raping and/or killing people or animals. It does not always equal to fantasizing and actual actions.

the thoughts I keep getting I do what I can to ignore it and also tell it to stop. It started coming back again all because of the drama issues lately and bad memories that's been coming to haunt me.

I don't want to be with sexual weirdos/deviants, pedos and sick strange people in general as fuck buddies, friends or just being a couple with them. Because other people will associate me with them no matter how hard I do what I can to stop being with said people. everywhere I go, they would shun me for the accusations and believe in Kiwifarms more than talk to me for the truth before assuming shit. Kiwifarms is not a reliable source for facts on people, It's pretty much ED 2.0 at this point but people talking shit about you especially when they use to be friends with you. They stabbed me in the back pretty much. it's better to keep my circle small than being popular and have the most friends around.


If I get so many watchers, cool but they don't really matter because most in the future will be watching me because I'm a fucking joke to them and a lolcow that deserves humiliation.

I've been doing what I can to help myself get shit together and try to realize who I really am. I had a messed up life with Larry, I agree. I don't think I really loved him, I don't love him now because of him sneaking on my niece, Luckily nothing happened and he got caught in the act of sneaking around to that room.

Just wish people would ask me instead of relying on Kiwifarms and YouTube for bullshit. They need to start asking questions to me instead of assume so much about me. Anyways be blessed guys...

I'm faving my older art from both  LadyALT69 and  LadyALTernate because I may consider redrawing them in the future. Hopefully they'll be improved enough to meet the standards of such. I just hope you all will sit back and see at least some of the differences between times. I'll be posting some old art here too since Some I don't think has been here before or they were deleted before.

thank you for understanding!

Please check it out guys!
https://www.etsy.com/shop/MandaTeeART
I look forward to what you guys like.

I had to update the TOS most of all. be sure to check out my commissions slab over here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/manda-tee/

I know I'm trying to do better in art business and I hope I'll be able to get some people to commission me. If interested, please leave a note or check my business email address here to contact me.

Mandateeart[at]Gmail.com

Please no trolling/harassment, If you do I'll send your emails to the trash and/or possibly block you.

I got 10 more days until #Inktober2019 gets done and over with and I'll be proud of my accomplishments! I believe I've improved slowly and it feels good to be motivated and able to draw for this long! this is alot longer than what I did in 2012/2013.

Yeah it was 30 days of Porn the last and very first time I did something like this. This is my second round doing this kind of series and I'm going to keep going on this. Until it's over, I'll try to be motivated to continue my comic "The Fool and His Maid" (that's NSFW).
I'm sorry for the delays on that comic but I'll try to do something about returning to drawing it and keep updated. I'll try to make a schedule for my art times so I can keep my place organized and also be able to act professional with my artwork. I'm trying to improve my craft.

Also try to keep my mind in a better place. I will be open on commissions, I'll post a commission sheet on my SFW and NSFW art accounts
https://twitter.com/MandaTeeArt1 and https://twitter.com/MTeensfw
if you all are interested in buying from me. Be sure to follow there too!

https://curiouscat.me/MandaTee

Come on by and ask me stuff there! Even if you want to follow me

https://curiouscat.me/MandaTee93

be sure to ask me questions there if you guys are interested and stuff.

I also have a Patreon, Please support me there if you guys can!
https://www.patreon.com/Mandatee93

I have a few other places for you guys to go to in case FA gets shut down once more

Deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/manda-tee93
Personal Twitter: https://twitter.com/MandaTee12
NSFW Art Twitter: https://twitter.com/MTeensfw
Wattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/user/Manda-tee
Strawpoll: https://www.strawpoll.me/mandatee96

Note me for my Discord if you want it for my contact and want to be friends or have business with artwork like commissions and art trades. I have trust issues with trolls doxxing my contact info at places like Kiwi Farms and Encyclopedia Dramatica if I have it out publicly. So tell me your business if I don't know you that well when asking me for my Discord account name.

If you guys are interested in helping me getting my bill paid this way, be sure to check out my Patreon here

https://www.patreon.com/Mandatee93

I had to clean a few things up and it use to be for Youtube. It will be NSFW oriented so that is a warning! I'll post the comic there as well.

I hate asking but please check out my Ko-Fi for details. I posted images as proof of what I have as the cost. I got a $498 bill to take care of that I've been paying a little at a time but I'd like to have some support and such and I'm willing to do some commissions for you all.

here's the link to my Ko-fi:
https://ko-fi.com/V7V4ETIX#

I'm trying my best to be active on my ko-fi and going to try my best to make this my small job. The $498 is my new goal on my Ko-Fi. I planned to go for the gold membership by next month since I'm about broke this time, and I may have to ask for commissions for food as well. I'm okay with donations as well if you want to send me some I don't mind, just put it in the note that it is or not.

I would like some followers on Ko-fi as well. I don't have that many :crying:

For my paypal donations just go here:
https://www.paypal.me/Mandatee

Yeah I took the test and here's what I got..

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
99% Switch
82% Rope bunny
63% Voyeur
62% Submissive
62% Non-monogamist
60% Dominant
58% Owner
58% Experimentalist
57% Rigger
57% Primal (Hunter)
56% Sadist
55% Exhibitionist
46% Brat tamer
44% Vanilla
44% Pet
43% Daddy/Mommy
43% Master/Mistress
42% Slave
38% Brat
21% Ageplayer
15% Primal (Prey)
7% Masochist
4% Degradee
1% Degrader
0% Boy/Girl
http://bdsmtest.org/r/GxEmcnQh

Hey guys, How are you doing today?

I was wanting to know if you guys can at least spread the word that I'm open on commissions that's a semi-emergency. Why semi-emergency you ask? It's a food situation again and also some money for the vet bill that'll be coming up on this Thursday (the 21st of 2019) Even though it may be $25 to $45 to get her anal glands checked and possibly squeezed and possibly get her rabies tag on her (she already got her rabies shot, just need the tags) I might need a little extra cash on the spot for gas and also some extra for groceries later down the road until next month.

If you want to donate instead of buying a commission from me, I will be happy as well.

Here are my price list on here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28372337/

My TOS and dos and don'ts:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8280404/


My Paypal.me:
https://www.paypal.me/Mandatee

The end date is April 2nd of 2019 so be sure to come by and check out my price list and what not

I am open for art trades, I would like some practice on my new art tablet I recently got a few weeks back and I would like to experiment and such. I do mostly humans but I'm willing to do anrthros as well. Two (2) characters Maximum and willing to do NSFW as well. I would like Some sexy human art of my Rufino if possible either solo or with Manda Tee or My self Insert

Rufino Zacaris: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30020812/
NSFW: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30591653/

Manda Tee: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25160260/
NSFW: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25160284/

Self Insert self: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27868849/
NSFW: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27868907/
Sexier version: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28978078/
NSFW: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29169286/

If you can't do humans, I can find something else a little better as well such as my fursona Mandi the Rabbit, my otherkin self Midara the Piasa bird and a few others I got that needs love and attention by art. Just let me know in the comments below!

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCi.....64FYBnrwA/live

Come on by guys, Let's chat and hang out!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30440639/

Be sure to go to  MidnightArtCat's raffle

I might get a raffle open as well sometime soon, so don't worry. I'll be planning as well

Check it out guys, I love this!!!

https://twitter.com/MandaTee12/stat.....91195886690304
Please go to the link above for details! Must be at least able to follow me on Twitter to join the raffle

https://twitter.com/MandaTee12/stat.....58356199284736

Hey guys I don't like begging to do commissions but I don't want my niece starve and she's 10 years old. I need to get enough money to get food for the house. If you're willing to donate as well, feel free to do so. I would be very happy about the donations and commissions to do. My price list is here below:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28372337/

If you want to Use Ko-Fi as a way to donate, please let me know!
https://ko-fi.com/V7V4ETIX

https://www.paypal.me/Mandatee

Please go to this YCH raffle and check it out! It's the ocean's beauty!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28572223

Okay so you don't want your wife finding out you contacted me right? you contacted me first saying we should be only friends but your wife is having so much trust issues. Fuck off you deaf piece of shit. You can't even have me as your friend because of my past, you're fucked up. I'm sick of your wife having trust issues with you, all because of my past.

I've been patient with you, I wanted to check on you and plus all I wanted to do was do an art trade... but your wife is too much. I just got out of a relationship because I've been used since we've been together and no I'm not going to fuck you/your husband because of that shit. I can't do long distant relationships anyways. It's not like I'm going to come up to your home an fuck you/your deaf husband. I'm not going to show nudes to him at all so please calm your tits... He's fucking you over, might as well divorce his ass.

Anyways he came up to me and talked first in months, he wants to be friends with me again but your controlling him with who he should see and you get possessive and that's not healthy to manipulate people like that.

Anyways I'll block you if I have to so your wife would be much happier. and BTW She can't even type proper English just like you do. Not sure if it's really you or that's how your wife types but either way, fuck off if you're worrying about me fucking you/him when I really can't do it, I'm out of his league and I'm too unattractive by many. It's better if you just fuck off and leave me alone. If you really want to be friends, please get her to stop being possessive about you because of my past.

other than that I don't want you around my profile. period

 Sunraider is doing requests for Labor day go check it out here!:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8859255