This fire burns, always...

Fuck organic life.
Sign me up to try and know everhthing and upload my brain intoa computer.

Conscious or not.

I want to know why life is the spark. My spark.

I wonder.
I wonder
I wander
And sunder

Somewhere above the rose
And below the crested cheeks
Between them the nose
And behind that? The Knows.

Soul be dawned.
You won't take me alive
Maybe frozen amber alert in time
Sound of sirens erupt
And our bodies are left
Behind.
To wonder,
Souls wander,
Without wondering
Immortal souls.
What a beautiful life.
Irony is life,
Death is rot
Be pretty and kind and never think twice
For all.our days will come

Mom has cancer.

Fuck.

No.

Anythjng but that!

However you slice it.
Life is our own right.
Life is handled by an owner if you are a pet.
If youre in pain (obvious pain) and also a pet.
It is the owners responsiblity.
To selfishly let their companion suffer silently as their condition deteriorates.
(After expendjng all availablr options. In my case renal failure)
Or to allow their companion to suffer no more.
Yes we will not know what they are thinking.
But when you refuse to eat or drink because your kidneys no longer function. Its painful to watch.

If im ever to be in some sort of situstion where im forced to not live life normally or without pain or hooked up to a machine.

I wish to be humanely euthanized.

I will miss alice when the time comes. Each day draws another baited breath.
But without a fix all or panacea for kidneys.

This lovely shih tzu will be in heaven with the other three (libby anne and jezze)

How i hate this part.

I really do.

But its for the best my friend
Companion,
Ill remember always; you.

and so am i

My life is a shitshow. And I'm the cast crew and crowd.

Overcoming an addiction is needed (again). But this time I really screwed the pooch.

What are some fun ways to not be online all the time and save money. It is directly correlated.

Tough
I have been laying in wait
it is my time to shine
never extinguished
i'll burn brighter than all

Hello and please enjoy the following, a 70s band called Jethro Tull.

The song Teacher embodies a youthful understanding, but then a coming of age by the end of the song.
To learn is to experience, and to teach is to reinforce from experiences we have learned.

the day we stop learning is the very same day we become old.

stay curious!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Esp_hOlFqiM

the song

well the dawn was coming,
heard him ringing on my bell]
he said my name;'s the teacher
oh that is what i call myself

and i have a lesson
which i must impart to you
it's an old expression,
but i must insist it's true,

Jump up, look around
Find yourself some fun
No sense in sitting there hating everyone

No man's an island and his castle isn't home
The nest is for nothing
when the bird has flown

So I took a journey
Threw my world into the sea
With me went the teacher
Who found fun instead of me

Hey man, what's the plan,
what was that you said?
Sun-tanned, drink in hand, lying there in bed
I try to socialize but I can't seem to find
What I was looking for, got something on my mind

Then the teacher told me
It had been a lot of fun
Thanked me for his ticket
And all that I had done

Hey man, what's the plan, what was that you said?
Sun-tanned, drink in hand, lying there in bed
I try to socialize but I can't seem to find
What I was looking for, got something on my mind

Going back into hybernation.

Im a decent human being who has little need for assumptions about my intentions.

i am lonely, i am curious, i want to help.

if i come off as anything but that? that's your issue

sorry that you feel that way,
the only thing ther eis to say
every silver lining has got a
touch of grey.

but for real.

Karma exists

Always keep your head up. And your intentions pure. The way of the world will make you soar. From the darkest of times, to a lightness life, karma is here karma will stay, and karma will pave your way.

Also my condolences.

Let me start off my rant by saying "hello human". I am very glad you can read and interpret what I am saying to you all.

It's a little dark sure. But look at the night sky and tell me what fits between all the specks of light and tell me that our outlook is anything but a story that winners will tell their ilk.

What makes us? Conscious beings who can communicate through a vast multitude of mediums, so sure we are what nature or an Almighty beings vision of a being so perfect? Or imperfect?

Anywho! Human! My real argument to anyone out there listening on a dark and stormy night.

Earth's climate is not static. Climate change is really happening. Yes humans can speculate. Whistle through their teeth and spit about how to "keep the old ways". The old ways?? You mean xenophobia, nationalism? Perhaps you're just wanting to fight against the "wookies" and Joe Rogan worshippers.

It's pigheaded to think that extinction as well as the flat out refusal to acknowledge and adapt to your own environment? Forcing the tide ti continually erode the same sand. The workers play sisyphus and the sand their Boulder. Millions even billions wasted om erosion that could have been spent proactively not reactively.

All. (Relatively speaking) the atoms on earth didn't disappear or v get created since the dinosaurs. All the carbon? Had been here. So our little Rock has been an ice back to a tropical paradise. And everything in between.

It's INSANE TO THINK THAY HUMANS ATMRE THE CAUSE. The price of progress? Humanity's emotional environmental state.

No matter what you believe? This is just my opinion. Based on my own logic, observation, and cold hard empirical data.

Let's call a spade a spade. Dude gets paid for sensationalism. Does he actually care about *you*? Does anyone? Truly?

I'm sorry.

You rich folks paying millions to undo an entire year's worth of long shore erosion just so your property value stays up. Rebuilding cities which are built under sea level.

Yes it sucks. But we have to adapt.

Extinction is real.
Is it right morally to Artificially insurer endangered species have a place to live? E.g. zoos Which create habitats that no longer exist?
Surviving to speculate.
Surviving to carry on the tradition of conscious life (yes even in death there are cycles and processes while we take the sleep that we don't know)

It's a pleasure to share a time and relative space with you all. Thanks if you read this far.

Do good be good. Improve the community around you. Out if all the things you can be in this world? Be kind human.

come check out the groovy spooky haunting and sci fi vibes!

also join their raffle of course because why wouldn't you?!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52846871/

I will be suited up and scampering along.

If you see a purple wolf with a purple wolf shirt and long black pants, that would be I


I'm bringing repair stuff for suiters in need and will offer my services as an armature seem(ster?)

Anywho, I hope to see . Well I hope to make some friends at least ^^;

*anxious wolf noise*

Pls help

Hey.

I'm glad you clicked and are reading my journal.

Today I had the unfortunate duty to check in on a fellow worker at my job. He was an over weight poornhealthed dish washer who did not take the greatest care of himself.

There has been times in my life where I can thank my own self for having friends, or being at work enough for people to know me.

Today? I had paid my debts forward.

I used to be a kitchen manager.
I used to be more valued but i too have been the victim of no calm no show due to I my need and want to make up for the previous 4 years of my life.

I never thought I'd ever have to be "the guy with a heart" again at my place of work.

I may have been humiliated verbally.
I may have been screamed at.
I may have been a person who doesn't show up.

But my heart. Was always there.

My dishwasher friend was older, but he never no call no showed.
His health was deteriorating. Even when I saw him last on Monday.
His last shift he worked was Wednesday.
He missed his shift Thursday.
My restaurant did try tk reach him but no wellness check.
What did it take?

It took a humiliated 33 year old disgruntled former kitchen manager to message one of his daughters (whom I did not know) because we did not know the man's new address.

I was messaged 15 minutes later that he had passed on.

MORAL OF THE STORY

Please take the time to check in on your loved ones. Really check in on them. I m embarrassed to say that it took this long to discover him.

And I shudder to think of how long it would have been unchecked, had I not asked his daughter.

I hope everyone here knows that we all share one thing. If nothing else. We are human. Capable of conscious thought and rational thinking. We may not always see eye to eye, but we all deserve the mutual respect of a dignified passing. Not to wait for days on end.
Care.

Don't be careless unless in creativity.

Thank you all for reading.


I hope you all know that I love you all. And deserve all the love you have not felt.

Pass on the message,

From the time we rise
To the time we fall,
Earth is our home
Forever and all.

Loads of mtg cards, valuable ones gone.

You know who you are. And karma will find you.

Rotting teeth and a smile as fake as your dentures.

I sincerely hope i never ever see you again you scumbag.

Just wow.

Scum

due to my schedule, it seems like every artist i have comiissioned ever, is russian!!

(i dont mind)

Time.

It's damndable.

Oxidizing like chains

Our vessel, our vehicle,

Hemoglobin,

Soon enough we all rust,

Our vehicle dead

We all erode,

From sea we came,

From sea we will remain

Earthling.

By Black Sabbath

give a listen here is the lyrics they hit hard


My name it means nothing,
my fortune is less
My future is shrouded in dark wilderness
Sunshine is far away,
clouds linger on
Everything I possessed, now,
they are gone
They are gone,
they are gone...

Oh, where can I go to and what can I do?
Nothing can please me,
only thoughts are of you
You just laughed when I begged you to stay
I've not stopped crying since you went away
You went away,
you went away...


The world is a lonely place,
you're on your own
Guess I will go home, sit down and mourn
Crying and thinking is all that I do
Memories I have remind me of you
Of you,
of you...

if you can't take it with you, dont go.

Time will,
Always and will always carry,
Our bodies through
The decay of entropy
Our cells all flake,
Human brains can't take
The synaptic memories or
Perhaps it is fate,
Our bodies will find
Earth's floor once more,
Time marches on.

Be kind humans

Hey.

I'm not good.

I might go away for a while.

Find my smile and maybe stop doing all the bad things that I do. Not bad for my community. Bad for myself.

I am a selfless person who will do whatever it takes to reach another level professionally.

**FOR THE LOVE OF GOD CHECK IN ON ME AND MAKE SURE I AM ON THE RIGHT PATH!**

Mange#7299 on discord.
If you have what's app or even just get me a note. I can't fight my demons AND live my live and work normally anymore. I assure you.

Because of this, and certain other circumstances...

I may bow out for a little while. You know... actually get sleep? Take care of myself? Maybe if I quit doing the lewd. I can be a regular dood.

Maybe if I do that. I won't lose *everyone*

The True price of ambition? Is your humanity. Keep it.

Drink some water, take a nap, don't eat food that's questionable. Most of all. Be a kind human.

Until the sun rises, and the air carries to see my friends.

Hey!

So I'm going to (actually this time >w<) begin my first short erotic story. Though fetishes I am certain of, what kinds of pokemon? Oops, I mean furries? ^^;

Yep it's going to be centered around my eldest and most near and dear to my heart character. My lil fetish piece...

So anyway! We have

WEAVILE FEMALE DOM

X

???

Pokemon preferably. But I assure you if you'd like your character in the story? Be warned it will contain:

Cbt
Feminization
Paws
Claws
Chastity
And lots of big pokemon looking to get their rocks off


So! Suggestions welcome!