Look I know there alot of fucked up shit wrong with me but I would like to know if a certified and creditable therapist exist whom either comfortable around furries or is one themselves if anyone knows please let me know, I say this cause most of the things I need to let our do involve furries my relationship etc. And saying that to just any ok therapist makes me feel unsure I already have an issue with believing everyone talking poorly about me behind my back

Im starting to get tired of people talking about how being in lockdown been bad for their mental health
i get it your an extrovert for me it's been great i had more people to talk to in my introverted way but what has been hurting me
is how these people who wanna talk to people still expect me to start the conversations
on top of that i still work retail making me increasingly more mentally unstable suicidal thoughts n all the full damn package
sometimes i wonder why i bother now adays when people just think "hey if you wanna talk to me just start very conversation and make sure you got a topic to talk about or im just not going to say anything" and why they think this cause some bull shit excuse "it's hard" "idk what to talk about" etc.

im just no longer mentally stable for people anymore so im just going to silently fade out of existances and look at porn, art, and do my own thing

Alt + F4

hey im also on twitter ( a bit more regular actually

https://twitter.com/AkiraYamatoka/s.....00274164097024

Join my friends server they trying to rebuild it and make it less inactive

https://discord.gg/e7WCHuH

SOOOO i won't have work for a few days maybe 2 max but during that time be great to get some art done PLEASE commission me during this time

So as you all know im in jacksonville florida and this hurricane will be grazing the east coast I WILL BE EFFECTED so i might not have power for a few days, but at the same time PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't be scare to commission me i'll have my phone still i will be using it sparingly though but it will have time to do more Traditional art and stuff which is good :3 and pelase do not worry for me i already know the drill for hurricanes

---

Also you can join me on my discord server before the storm hits :o

https://discord.gg/4rDj3JJ

Hey to everyone out there, listen i been very selfish and immature complaining about minor things and just bluntly being selfish i was envious of my friend and how much attention she was getting but at least when she complained about something she then does something about it, me no i was stupid and did nothing about it. it took me losing some i care A LOT about to up and tell it to me straight it made me open my eyes and realize i was being stupid and need to grow the fuck up and stop acting like an idiot i do wish to make it up to them and show them i changed so to everyone out there im sorry for wronging you im going to work towards pulling my self out of the hole i dug for myself.

thank you for telling me straight

Sorry for the second journal just made a new from for my page https://www.furaffinity.net/user/mangocream/

so tell me what you all think it's not much new just added and removed some things

So i have been doing lots of art, just never got around to uploading it mainly cause most of it is jsut sketches and not completed works i am sorry for those of you who follow me for my art i'll get better at this

Hey i have a pretty cool discord server, nothing goes on but you could be the change, keep in mind there will be non adults so please keep the nudes and dirty stuff in the NSFW areas

https://discord.gg/xJTc56f

Im in search for someone to help me design a character for me hit me up with an artist who you think is good for that

So the last patch went well might take more
so comment below if your interested

Past queue
1. Oso
2. Draegonis (done)

next Batch
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

Base
- Simple FB: 5$
- Complex FB: 10$

Addons
- NSFW: +5$
- Specified kink: +10$
- Additional Person: half the price of the base

soo just note me or comment below i could use the money

Current queue lineup
1. bigjazz (done)
2. moneysworth (canceled)
3. oso de culo (pending)
4. bec (done)
5. draegonis (in progress)

My current job isn't great isn't paying me as much, searching for a better one taking forever im running out of options
i can do traditional art for some side cash if anyone interested in my works of course i do have prices

Base
- Simple FB: 5$
- Complex FB: 10$

Addons
- NSFW: +5$
- Specified kink: +10$
- Additional Person: half the price of the base

these include no backgrounds and i will not do props or backgrounds

i would appriciate anything i get and remember i Do have a day job so these will take time

Bare with me
i bought alot of bases and legally i'm allowed to sell them as adoptable
so i plan on creating a few, adding a veriaty though using the diffrent bases i bought so please signal boost or what have you

the bases i have are
Werewolf Ref sheet
Goobeast/goodragon
Dragon
and a canine

so if you know a friend who idk wants a sona shoot them my way and i might make a custome adopt for them using the base just make sure they know i'm using a base and will have to pay for it

YO THIS IS FUCKKING COOL

like you all i really appreciate you all liking my art and art i made soo i'm doing a 100 watcher raffle

ends on 6/12 around noon EST

so like winner gets 1 free traditional art
and being part of my next 5 commissions

just like comment below

RULES
MUST BE WATCH (don't be an ass and unwatch when it's over :c)
MUST COMMENT BELOW

Trapped in a toxic living enviroment, can't drive, can't get a license, can't even save up money cause having to buy things that the other residents should be able to buy but no i have to

there a 99.9% chance i'll kill my self
i'm just done reallly nothing going to help me out of this

friends can't house me

mom keeping my SSN secret to me
i can't do anything

Yo i have these birds for sale if you want them just comment on the respected page and claim it

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27066665/

Why do people want me to cling to this pointless life? like it's horrible wasn't always this bad use to be good back then back when how you talk was regulated, how you looked wasn't given a two shit either. maybe it's how i was raised, got a disagreement? accept it and move the fuck on if you got breath and energy to be mad and yell then you got breath and energy to go out for a walk or leave the situation. this life is dumb i don't know why i was placed in this utopian timeline or why people want me to see it through the end? either way i'm done i'm tired and i just want out but oh no i submit this people will try to talk me out of it

i'm just a sad depressed creature on a landmass on a ball of elements in a sea of literally nothingness so i guess i'm not going to suicide but damn it sure does sound better than this shitty utopian timeline

Ok so i'm reall short on money and really need help ik i'm not a good fur artist but idc


i will do batches so my head doesn't explode and cause i have a "day" job as retail.

Slots [3/5]
1.  Troutsworth [Done]
2.  The_draconequus [Done]
3.  WrathScale12 [Done]
4
5

HEY PEOPLE I DO ART NO HUMANS OR NSFW SUBJECTS

PWYW
JSUT PROVIDE CHARACTER AND MAYBE INFO

SERIOUSLY WANT THESE TO BE A THING:

http://floraverse.limitedrun.com/