Stressing myself to death but literally
General | Posted a month agoTaking a kind of hiatus for a while...
This isn't new news but I figured I should make a post about it.
Lately I've been really struggling with my mental AND physical health.
Along with being terribly disturbed by the state of my country, and the stresses of my personal life, I'm also struggling with POTS
(Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS) is a chronic autonomic nervous system disorder characterized by a rapid heart rate increase, causing dizziness, fainting, and severe fatigue. My condition is worsened by stress sooo... Yeeeah. Fun times right now lemme tell ya.
So, I'm not taking commissions at the moment. The few that I have taken are taking me to long to finish. I might still put out some YCHs few and far between but thats all I want to put out there at the moment.
This isn't new news but I figured I should make a post about it.
Lately I've been really struggling with my mental AND physical health.
Along with being terribly disturbed by the state of my country, and the stresses of my personal life, I'm also struggling with POTS
(Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS) is a chronic autonomic nervous system disorder characterized by a rapid heart rate increase, causing dizziness, fainting, and severe fatigue. My condition is worsened by stress sooo... Yeeeah. Fun times right now lemme tell ya.
So, I'm not taking commissions at the moment. The few that I have taken are taking me to long to finish. I might still put out some YCHs few and far between but thats all I want to put out there at the moment.
Fuck my fucking chungus life
General | Posted 4 months agoMy drawing tablet is broken and no longer works.
My car is broken and I can't leave the house (I live in the middle of nowhere) It would be a 4 hour walk to the nearest store.
My coffee pot stopped working 3 days ago.
And the worst of the worst... I have an impacted wisdom tooth that's now infected with a cyst growing under it because I can't afford the surgery I need.
I am in some of the worst pain of my life. It's constant too. I can't open my mouth or chew or eat, or talk hardly. I have to just deal with this horrible pain until I save up 1500$ to get the help I need.
I'm rrreeeally struggling right now. I'm in so much pain I've been crying for days and lemme tell you, I have an extramly high pain tolerance. I'm a masocist for fucks sake but I'm tempted to tap out of life from this pain. I'm scared because I don't know how long I'll be stuck like this.
I just needed to vent a bit. Everything sucks so hard rn. :( I haven't been this down in a long time.
My car is broken and I can't leave the house (I live in the middle of nowhere) It would be a 4 hour walk to the nearest store.
My coffee pot stopped working 3 days ago.
And the worst of the worst... I have an impacted wisdom tooth that's now infected with a cyst growing under it because I can't afford the surgery I need.
I am in some of the worst pain of my life. It's constant too. I can't open my mouth or chew or eat, or talk hardly. I have to just deal with this horrible pain until I save up 1500$ to get the help I need.
I'm rrreeeally struggling right now. I'm in so much pain I've been crying for days and lemme tell you, I have an extramly high pain tolerance. I'm a masocist for fucks sake but I'm tempted to tap out of life from this pain. I'm scared because I don't know how long I'll be stuck like this.
I just needed to vent a bit. Everything sucks so hard rn. :( I haven't been this down in a long time.
Drawing tablet recomendations?
General | Posted 4 months agoMine finally no longer works! It's kinda scary... Not sure how I'm going to afford a new one now that I can't draw.
I've been out of the loop on products for years and I have no idea whats good now a days. I need recommendations.
I've been out of the loop on products for years and I have no idea whats good now a days. I need recommendations.
The new FA banner is to sweet
General | Posted 6 months agoWhaaa It's to bittersweet! RIP Dragoneer <3
That's all. Couldn't contain myself. Byyye.
That's all. Couldn't contain myself. Byyye.
Updated commission tab
General | Posted 6 months agoI've updated my commission tab, be sure to check it out for new deals and info.
Click here to go to it directly: https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/mankokat/
Click here to go to it directly: https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/mankokat/
Updated commission info and pricing
General | Posted 11 months agoCheck out my commissions tab! I updated prices and selections. Commissions are currently open and on sale so don't be late! <3 Thank y'all
Other places to find me
General | Posted 12 months agoSince Furaffinity is having issues I'm just reminding yall of my other social media you can follow me on.
Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/mankokat.bsky.social
Facebook: Manko Kat
Deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/mankokat
My user is MankoKat everywhere ;)
Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/mankokat.bsky.social
Facebook: Manko Kat
Deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/mankokat
My user is MankoKat everywhere ;)
Small hiatus. Big health issues.
General | Posted 2 years agoHey everyone. Due to health reasons I'm taking a small break from taking commissions right now. I'll finished and post the ones I already have taken of course, but no new orders. I've been having seizures, panic attacks, and I get so dizzy every time I move my head it's sickening. I have a neurology appt in a few days to hopefully fix whatever is wrong with my brain. Wish me luck, I'm nervous. It's scary when your brain is broken.
I finally made a Ko-Fi
General | Posted 2 years agoI'm way late to this and I feel stupid for not doing it sooner, seeing how awesome the set up and interface is.
Heres my Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/mankokat
If you want to commission me or donate theres a great place to do it.
Heres my Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/mankokat
If you want to commission me or donate theres a great place to do it.
(Furry) Facebook friends?
General | Posted 2 years agoHey y’all. I just made an alt FB account specifically for furry stuff. Do any of my friends here also have furry Facebook accounts I can add as friends? :) My Facebook name is also Manko Kat if you wanna add me :)
I'm here to bitch
General | Posted 2 years agoThis week sucks! It's my birthday week and heres what happened so far.
I had a seizure in the middle of the night and unconsciously chewed the shit out of my tongue. Thankfully my BF was spending the night and saved me because I woke him up by shaking the bed. I'ts been 3 days and my tongue still feels numb. I also have lock jaw! I can't open my mouth more than just a little bit. I think it's because of my wisdom teeth coming in bad. And since I can't open my mouth for the teeth removal, they will most likely have to break my jaw. :') Happy bday to meeee. Kinda wish I didn't exist right now.
I had a seizure in the middle of the night and unconsciously chewed the shit out of my tongue. Thankfully my BF was spending the night and saved me because I woke him up by shaking the bed. I'ts been 3 days and my tongue still feels numb. I also have lock jaw! I can't open my mouth more than just a little bit. I think it's because of my wisdom teeth coming in bad. And since I can't open my mouth for the teeth removal, they will most likely have to break my jaw. :') Happy bday to meeee. Kinda wish I didn't exist right now.
Back to work
General | Posted 3 years agoHi everyone, thanks for your support and patience. I'm getting back to work on commissions and other art now. <3
Saying goodbye
General | Posted 3 years agoToday I made the call to the vet to put my 13 year old dog to rest. He can't get up on his own, or walk without falling down. He is peeing inside, which he would never do if he was ok. He won't eat anymore and hes gotten so thin. I've had this dog, Sephiroth, since I was 18 years old, hes been with me through my 20s. He means the world to me. This is the hardest death I've had to go through. His vet appointment is on Thursday at 2 PM.
Please give me some time to grieve, I wont be able to work on commissions for few days. I can't go to long without crying my eyes out, they are so swollen. Please be patient with me. I will get back to work as soon as I can, I just feel so overwhelmed with life right now. I had to barrow money to be able to afford this. It's all so awful and I feel pathetic. I will be back to work as soon as I can...
Please give me some time to grieve, I wont be able to work on commissions for few days. I can't go to long without crying my eyes out, they are so swollen. Please be patient with me. I will get back to work as soon as I can, I just feel so overwhelmed with life right now. I had to barrow money to be able to afford this. It's all so awful and I feel pathetic. I will be back to work as soon as I can...
Emergency commission help❗️
General | Posted 3 years agoSoooo I just blew most all of my money on this family living out of their car. A mom, her 9 year old, her 2 year old, and a 3 month old. They needed food and clothes, formula and diapers.
And I gave them almost all my money. And now I’m kinda hurting lol I couldn’t help it 😭
So if anyone wants to commission me or even donate I would be so happy.
And I gave them almost all my money. And now I’m kinda hurting lol I couldn’t help it 😭
So if anyone wants to commission me or even donate I would be so happy.
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