so, here's a follow up to my other post which was made 2 weeks ago. I am trying to change, I've decided to make my own art and not take anyone. else's and I have been doing this since last late August early September of 2021. like for example I've made a ninji oc from the lego mario toyline. a Luxray, a Spotted owl and a Gryphon, a bee, a kobold, a plusil and minun, a huckit crab, a veemon, a guilmon, a renamon, and ect. admitting is one of the first steps in changing. And, making sure that one doesn't revert back to their old ways is the second step. the third step is helping people who have been wronged and get their stuff back is the third step and the final step is making sure that one doesn't ever hurt the people they have hurt already once don't ever do it again. so please just Understand that I do meant that I want to change. people deserve a second chance, but that isn't easily given that I know. But I just want to tell you all that even though I was an asshole, a groomer, and an art thief for ever since April of 2020 through mid-august of 2021, I really don't want to revert back to that ever again. I'm serious. I know that all of you think I'm lying by saying to my enemies I'm good now. I didn't become good overnight, I just said you know what enough is enough, I don't want to be known as an art thief, I'll just make my own art instead which I have done since august 24th or 28th all the way through even today cause I'm thinking of making a Charmander OC on you-doodle pro later today. and I've even made oc's on paper. like a Ninji, a Plusil and Minun, a huckit crab, a bunger, a reznor, an avian who's a Celestial sapian pheonix hybrid oc, a poison mushroom which I renamed it and its a different color too and because it has a crown on its head it's called the Rule63 mushroom which turns anyone into their opposite gender. but anyway, I'm serious when I said I've been trying to change so please just give me another shot at being someone that can be either a Friend or a fellow artist, I know there's gonna be lots of backlash and comments saying that this is just a ruse, I can assure you that this is no ruse, plus there's another art thief called Redballbomb on DA and FA so beware of him cause he was the one who taught me how to take. >w< I didn't know it would lead to lots of bad stuff, including being a groomer, an art thief, and other things. sorry once more from the bottom of my heart. which i do have one, and have always had one.

so here's the journal that was previously on my main FA page
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10324577/

This is for everyone who read that kiwifarms post. I have done terrible stuff to lots of people, such as art theft, being a groomer. and being a bitch/jerk/narcissist/asshole and every bad thing that makes someone unlikable like myself, I am trying to change your Guys's opinion of me. and to prove that, since late august/early September of 2021 I have been making my own art yes, I mean making my own art. and I've also been doodling on paper making lots of my own characters like a Reznor named Pamula, a bob-omb named Bomblina, a Huckit crab named Kyuna, a pulterpup named Lota, and so many more. I've been trying to stop being a groomer. and I'm succeeding too. there is one thing u guys should know, my old discord aka Buildina#8827 was taken away from me cause of a person who supposidly went to my steam profile and sent a request that my Steam account be deleted and it all led to my discord being given (unwillingly I might add) to someone named Solo#3378, so avoid him if u don't want your own account taken away as well. but I'm getting off topic, and I'm sorry for being an asshole to lots of people. like idq/itwasdq/itsdq2, I never was trying to do anything to him. I truly was only trying to give him inspiration. and he took it the wrong way, I'm to blame on that cause I did not give the full context of what I was trying to convey and I agree that he had the right to stop talking to me, to Dreameclipsewolf /DreamWolf_X3/Dreamwolf for being a rude jerk taking and taking his art and making them my own, and even to Zinzoa/zinnyz/ZinZoaArt with the same thing with taking his art and making them my own. and to some other people like albinoterror143 on DA/twitter for grooming her. I myself am again to blame. I should have not met her at all, and I do agree with myself when I say this, she would've been better off not ever meeting me, plus yes I've been trying to think of an apology of this magnitude for quite some time now. and everyone had every right to be mad/upset at me. and even doing shit that was so low that people hated me for it. I actually agree with them on the stuff they say about me. and I'm taking full responsibility of my actions, and No I'm not saying this just because I was backed into a corner, I'm genuinely saying this cause I am Truly sorry. and I also want find other art thieves and make them stop taking and making those stolen arts their own, so if anyone of you have any concerns about this topic I will be willing to help you, I want to get rid of art thieves just as much as you do. cause someone named RedBallBomb was doing the same thing I was doing even before i ever was on DA, FA, Twitter, Pixiv, Inkbunny, and Newgrounds
I have been trying to make him stop stealing art. cause one of my friends. DevilLordLaharl on DA/FA had his own OC Zone,

https://www.deviantart.com/devillor.....uble-905853011

and it was Traced by RedBallBomb into a Sylveon OC.

https://www.deviantart.com/redballb.....veon-923120211

So Yes, I'm trying to stop people from stealing art. and this Journal is Sincear, there is no deception. I can't make people Forgive my actions of what I have done. I just want to Mend peoples trust. and the first step to doing that is by confessing what I did. and what I plan on Changing so I do not revert back to being everything that you guys despise about me.

so like I said, if you ever experience a theft of an art you made and someone else is going about saying that they made it instead of you, if you want to give me their information, I'll make sure that they delete that art and leave whatever website they're using to post it and never return to the online world ever again.


that's my second step to redemption, cause I really don't want to be known as a man-child, who's selfish, a groomer, and an art thief.


heck I was even a jerk to Darknessthebat123 on DA, and FA, heck I was even rude to him on Discord. and that's unforgivable, so I want to make sure I'm not that way ever again, so please forgive my unforgivable actions. from what has happened from in the past. I know no one will ever forgive my Actions. and there's another person i wronged and his name is Pikachu_libre, i stole art from him, and i am ashamed of what i did, i truly regret everything i ever did online. i really want to make it up to people and not only help change their opinion about me, but also help them get rid of other art thieves,

this is the first step to righting the wrongs I have done from early 2020, to late 2021 and even in the beginning of 2022.

and one more thing, I mean it. I'm serious about the change, and I want people to know that as well. not as a art thief but as a person who wants to get rid of other art thieves to make people feel safe on the internet again. without having to worry about if their art will be stolen and traced, and posted on someone else's Media Page. and to show i'm serious. i've deleted the Kamen rider Build art from My FA here. it no longer exists on this page. and i also plan on deleting every stolen art i ever posted on my Twitter page as well. it'll take a lot of time but i'll get everything thats not the art i made myself off of there. thats how serious I am.

Buildina: Now to give you a story of everything in my belly button. (the camera comes close to her navel) go on. go in my belly button. (Blinking her navel) (giggling) Is my belly button cute? Now for the story in my belly button. (echo:" in my belly button" as the camera zooms into her navel) (inside her navel) welcome to inside my belly button. I have alot of universe in here. I'm easly tickled from in my belly button. even from inside my universes.
how do u like my bellybutton? is it comfortable? good, *giggles outside.* i hope you will find my children deep inside it too. hehehe. their itching to meet you after all. i hope you'll love them just like you love me hehehehe *smiles.*