The silenced mind speaketh!
General | Posted 7 years agoThat's right... New album in the works. Bass, guitar, Church organ? (Well. It's a Hammond).
NEWS!!
I AM NO LONGER HOMELESS!!! I currently live in the township of Robla CA. Near Rio Linda CA. Outskirts of Sacramento.
I got my SSI and my lithium. I still smoke pot and have the ABSOLUTE BEST HOOKUP FOR WAX / DABS / OILS / and the FUCKING best flower ( a.k.a. tree / Bud's) on the frickin planet and I will take the Pepsi challenge on that.
Anyways...
I'm working on quitting tobacco. As of June 8th 2018 I have used tobacco for 20 years. I do have Emphysema. But I am down to 125lbs. I can wear size 26 pants. 😍. I am in better shape than when I was in the 4th grade. I will NOT GO BACK TO BEING FAT!!!!!
stay tooned for updates. =:3
NEWS!!
I AM NO LONGER HOMELESS!!! I currently live in the township of Robla CA. Near Rio Linda CA. Outskirts of Sacramento.
I got my SSI and my lithium. I still smoke pot and have the ABSOLUTE BEST HOOKUP FOR WAX / DABS / OILS / and the FUCKING best flower ( a.k.a. tree / Bud's) on the frickin planet and I will take the Pepsi challenge on that.
Anyways...
I'm working on quitting tobacco. As of June 8th 2018 I have used tobacco for 20 years. I do have Emphysema. But I am down to 125lbs. I can wear size 26 pants. 😍. I am in better shape than when I was in the 4th grade. I will NOT GO BACK TO BEING FAT!!!!!
stay tooned for updates. =:3
The law few years.
General | Posted 10 years agoWell, I have been chasing my ex around, hoping that she would see them light and come back to me unfortunately that never happened so I spent the last two years and still chasing her around hopelessly,, bu i have recently realized it's never going to happen with her. I needed to move on and I am actually able to mentally move on it just took a couple a years a lot of depression a couple of suicide attempts and lithium to become normal again. Good thing that came from all that pain and torture I now have Social Security I am retired happily retired for the rest of my days I don't have to work. God how I would like to work. But there are days where I cannot get out of bed till 5pm, there are nights that I wake up screaming mad at nothing. I am bi-polar, manic depressive and schizo-affective. I'm OK though, I have my lithium and that is all I need. Well besides weed and nicotine. I lost 160# changing a eating disorder to a cigarette habbit. I am down to 135#, I have not been this skinny since ATLEAST 5th grade. =:). Now I am back in my home town of Fair Oaks California. Old Fair oaks that is. Plaza park, village market, red bridge and the river , the old haunted library building. It's all still just about the same as when I left it except for a few things for instance the elementary school is no longer an elementary school it is a homeschool. They had whitewashed the murals inside the cafeteria and the pre school has been white washed as well. Is nothing sacred anymore?? I am re-typing my play. I wrote a Shakespearian play that has Shakespeare, the Beastie boys, and back to the future in it.
life
General | Posted 11 years agoFUCKING SUCKS!!
Well, nothing good to say, new BF i think. homeless again. but back on the net.
working on rewriting a 14 year old Shakespearean play. Brings bttf to Shakespeare. wrote it for senior drama class. got a A+ in the whole class (i cut alot of senior year) ny ONLY grade that year.
F M L!!!
Well, nothing good to say, new BF i think. homeless again. but back on the net.
working on rewriting a 14 year old Shakespearean play. Brings bttf to Shakespeare. wrote it for senior drama class. got a A+ in the whole class (i cut alot of senior year) ny ONLY grade that year.
F M L!!!
2011-2013, what a crazy time
General | Posted 12 years agoOMG where to start? I moved from Burbank back to Sacramento, I didnt want to but I was dragged up here and stranded. Ended up I was staying to help get a very old friend (known for 20 years) and his then girlfriend get off of meth.
(Back story) I used to be a street punk to put it nicely, I have never smoked crack, I got tricked into smokeing Heroin once. NEVER AGAIN!!!)
SO after 4 months of every week knowing and getting a confession that they could not stay off I left them. I walked from Rocklin CA. to Elk Grove, CA. 2 months later they plead with me to come back. So I do... Sept. 1st 2011...
My friend the night before attacks his GF and she breaks up with him.. and gets with me.
So for the next year once a month she broke up with him and comes running to me. Then runs back to him. And all this time I am supposed to be ok with this. I finally have enough after she tells me I dont contribute enough, after spending about $900 on her. Now I am still waiting for my w2 from the electronic repair shop I worked at. They also owe me 800 in back pay but I am still supposed to just accept it. No longer!!!!!
there will be more soon, not enough time..
8-19-15
I have been gone a long time. I am now happily retired. My family wants me to move to iona but I don't want to. I am a very social person. How I retired at 35 you ask? SSI. I hear voice's and have a anger problem. I have NO idea if I want to stay in my home town of Fair Oaks California or what. But I am getting around 3k in a week or so. I was thinking of getting a trailer in a rv park. Cheap living, my mom and me lived in one for YEhoursI am going to work till my bday (I am a public artist, I paint the emergency address numbers in front of house's. Good money but not reliable. I have made $350 in 4 hours. I have worked 8 hours and made $10.
I found god. Yes I am a christian. Non-the nomination oh but I am stilll bi-sexual. I am NOT a bible thumping moron. I am now finally getting what I deserve. I got a new phone so Sacramento CA furs I now have the time to participate. 😁
8-24-15
I GOT MY SSI CHECK!!! 😊😊😊😍😍😍
I want a trailer in a park. I need a cheap van. I have hope again. 😊😊😊😍😍
(Back story) I used to be a street punk to put it nicely, I have never smoked crack, I got tricked into smokeing Heroin once. NEVER AGAIN!!!)
SO after 4 months of every week knowing and getting a confession that they could not stay off I left them. I walked from Rocklin CA. to Elk Grove, CA. 2 months later they plead with me to come back. So I do... Sept. 1st 2011...
My friend the night before attacks his GF and she breaks up with him.. and gets with me.
So for the next year once a month she broke up with him and comes running to me. Then runs back to him. And all this time I am supposed to be ok with this. I finally have enough after she tells me I dont contribute enough, after spending about $900 on her. Now I am still waiting for my w2 from the electronic repair shop I worked at. They also owe me 800 in back pay but I am still supposed to just accept it. No longer!!!!!
there will be more soon, not enough time..
8-19-15
I have been gone a long time. I am now happily retired. My family wants me to move to iona but I don't want to. I am a very social person. How I retired at 35 you ask? SSI. I hear voice's and have a anger problem. I have NO idea if I want to stay in my home town of Fair Oaks California or what. But I am getting around 3k in a week or so. I was thinking of getting a trailer in a rv park. Cheap living, my mom and me lived in one for YEhoursI am going to work till my bday (I am a public artist, I paint the emergency address numbers in front of house's. Good money but not reliable. I have made $350 in 4 hours. I have worked 8 hours and made $10.
I found god. Yes I am a christian. Non-the nomination oh but I am stilll bi-sexual. I am NOT a bible thumping moron. I am now finally getting what I deserve. I got a new phone so Sacramento CA furs I now have the time to participate. 😁
8-24-15
I GOT MY SSI CHECK!!! 😊😊😊😍😍😍
I want a trailer in a park. I need a cheap van. I have hope again. 😊😊😊😍😍
9/11/11
General | Posted 14 years agoI've been really good about keeping my blood sugar in line since 1996 when I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes (I had to take 2 pills a day) but on 9/11/11 I was shopping with my current girlfriend and passed out in the store. I awoke later that day in the hospital. The doctor said I had a blood sugar level of 43 (anything from 90-120 is perfect, anything under 30 is almost death) I had experienced some kidney failure and am now dependent on insulin 2 times a day. I cant eat Ice Cream or Bread or any sweet fruits. :(
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