As many probably heard, my PC died. The power source fried some parts of my pc before dying leaving me with no means to work. I kind of freaked out a bit because I have TONS of work to do and I couldn't just waste time (and as people who know me are aware of, I am TERRIBLE at dealing with stress). It was a very difficult time for me not because the situation was terrible, but because I kind of panicked and I wasn't able to stop. (I really need to find a way to release my stress)

But it was really nice to see that many people helped me out in diferent ways, some donated money, some offered advice, others let me use his computer while I got a new one.

Many people reached out to me to help me. I have this idea that i'm despicable and people despise me, but it felt really good. to know I am not that hideous.

Thank you  Hyperyote for talking to me during these days and helping me out with my emotional breakdown.

And thank all of you for having me in your heart. Really.

I will try to be more open about myself (XD i will try, i dunno if i can, i'm really shy and weird about my personal life, i think people think i'm weird and awkward and i don't wanna bother people...)

Well, I found out the fake patreon accounts that pledged a ton of money and of course nothing came through. So yay for that.

The bad thing, for me, is that i found out how much I actually receive per month (and that still has some users that actually pledge and in the end nothing comes through) so yeah.

Please spread the word, suggest me what you'd like to get as a reward to feel like it's worth pledging.

Thank you.

Oh yeah this is the patreon link https://www.patreon.com/markwulfgar so please spread the word! XD help a wolf get stuff he needs xD and in the future may be a new PC (so yeah decided no new laptop since pc's are cheaper) and probably if patreon gets to like, 1500-2000 going to USA next year for AC.

Well while I'm utterly grateful for those who are helping me out being my patreons, there are a few out there who just pledge a large chunk of money and in the end, at the moment the pledge goes through they back off.

I mean, I wouldn't really mind that, if it didn't raise the ammount of money that Patreon shows that I get every month. That itself wouldn't be a big of a deal, if there weren't those who say that I get way much more money than I should get, or just simply see that "I'm doing fine cuz i'm getting a ton of money". The truth is: I don't get as much as patreon says I do. I don't mean cuz of the fees they charge (wich they're quite low tbh) A large ammount of patreons get rejected when they payment day comes.

This month in particular I got almost barely the ammount of my 4th goal. Patreon can be very misleading, and that's really bad for me since many people don't become my patreon mostly cuz they think i'm doing ok and I don't really need more money, or that I'm being a greedy pig or something. (yes, i've been called that XD), when I'm not getting as much money as people would think...

This was made to help me be able to work on owed commisions, and well, for people who want to support the artist to help a wolf out. If you really wanna help out, make sure your pledge will go through at the end of the month because if it doesn't not only you won't get any rewards (Cuz people have tried to fool me into believing they actually went through when they didn't. Patreon gives me a list of who went through and who didn't guys, stop doing that.) You're misleading potential patreons who might actually go through their pledges.

This month will be a tough one but oh well.

Thank you again to the patreons that actually stand by me.

I am sorry about it but i lost a dear friend of mine due to suicide. Things weren't easy. I'm doing a little bit better now, so expect some stuff being worked soonish.

Thanks for your consideration

Thank you gor the messages and notes, they were all very kind and sweet <3 *hugs warmly*

...And I'm going to give myself a present. I'm going to draw for me during that day. I gotta do that or else i'll just forget how it feels XD

I already am doubtful about what should I draw and I'm tempted to ask, but I think I'm going to go with stuff I used to do, like, draw a comic page of mark's story, or one of my old stories when i had a chance to actually work on non-porn stuff. Yeah. I may go for that. It ought to feel good.... <3

Well for those who doesn't know already (I wonder how, I've been spawning you guys like crazy XD sorry about that) I made a patreon account (https://www.patreon.com/markwulfgar) in order to be able to work on my backlog without having to pile up more work just to survive another month. (it was getting ridiculous XD). A lot of people have been helping out and I finally reached the first goal, to be able to pay rent every month without having to pile up work. My next goal is to be able to pay _all_ of my bills every month. That'd be super amazing, and I'm very close to it! Only 130 bucks worth of pledges to go.

If you like my stuff and you want to sponsor me to keep on drawing stuff (and if you're in for the rewards I have a few, check my patreon page for more info), this is it! you can help me out a lot. And you will help me get back on track and be able to do more projects for everyone to see, not just commisions that are mostly private nowdays...

Again, the link for my patreon is here. Help out if you can, It will be much appreciated!
https://www.patreon.com/markwulfgar

Well I've been sick for quite a while now, but finally it seems i'm gonna heal finally. Blame the irregular weather we've been having here in mexico and the whole stressful situations here too. Sorry about that y'all.


so I've been seeing patreon, wich gave me an idea (that seems like most guys already apply) wich is preety much "support the artist to get a project done". I've been considering it for a while now. I haven't done it yet cuz i'm a bit behind work still, so may be when i'm a little less pressured, i may do it. but I have a question regarding how to use it.

Would a monthly 5-pages comic do? like a webcomic or something like that. If not, I'm open to suggestions!

thank you for your time and patience guys!

Mark

May this year bring you what you need in your life!

I am grateful for all of you guys! You all rock my world!

https://www.weasyl.com/~markwulfgar

that is for during FA's downtimes. I also have an inkbunny site, but I don't use it as much as of late... (https://inkbunny.net/markwulfgar)

I also post sometimes on tumblr markwulfgar.tumblr.com

And soon, my website's gonna be back, but it's gonna be improved. But for now just check these 3 too!

Well, I really, really tried to find a way to avoid opening more slots but I had an incident that threw me off my balance and I lost the work of 2 months that was going to give me a chunk of money that I needed.

I need to come up with 700 bucks. (yeah, last attempt didn't get me very far as you can see >_>), so I'm offering icon commisions, sketches, inks, doable on streams until I get the goal money. I'm also releasing the last kuma senshi no bokki comic on booth. I'll put the link for the comic tomorrow. (still doing some minor changes).

Coloured Icons: 30 usd.
sketches: 30 usd.
inks: 40 usd.

For those who can help out a wolf in distress, donations are greatly appreciated! every buck makes a difference!
my paypal is graywolf2400[at]gmail.com

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6226015

 KazeMizuho A friend of mine is doing an iron artist to gather donations for children with cancer. For more information check the link below.

Do something good for somebody, feel good for that and get art for it too! :3

https://furstre.am/stream/markwulfgar

Password (to avoid accidental findings) is: imover18

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6181702/ for commision prices and extra info.

I'm also taking donations if you are able to do so
graywolf2400[at]gmail.com

I will be doing some streams this weekend. I need to come up with a ton of money for rent money, car payment, services bills (such as water, light, gas) and well food.

Prices are as follow:

sketch: 30 usd.
ink 40 usd.

I won't be doing colors for the streams, but I can refer you to  Kumatt who can color your stuff for 30 usd. He's the one who helps me out with colors most of the time, and he's super good at it.

While my aim is to get as close as I can to 500 bucks,when I begin the stream, if I don't get a bite right away, I'll probably work on some stuff that I already owe or that is on my queue.

I'll post a pic letting you guys know i'm going to start when I do. The pic will have the address for the stream in it. Since I'm using join.me, the slots for watching will be a little limited (unless I get another platform. I can't use livestream anymore because of TOS).

This is already stressing enough for me to have to come to this, as you probably noticed, i've been trying to avoid doing this, so please let's try and keep this as possitive as possible, please... I'm a nervious person that tends to have emotional breakdowns when pressured. We all know that breakdowns don't get to anything close to productivity, so let's do this as clean as possible...

also if you feel like you can help the artist without adding up to the large queue list and feel like donating, my paypal is graywolf2400[at]gmail.com

It really depressed me to see that Project BiG2 died back in the day. I had done one of my best comics (I think) for that issue, and I don't think it'll ever see the light of day.

since then I kind of lost the will of drawing comics. I don't know why or how it happened, but it really bummed me out.

I _want_ to get back to them tho. I miss drawing stories, comics.

Depression is a bitch, and with the day it gets worse and worse. I feel how my sadness is stripping me away my will to do anything. I just wake up every morning just wondering why.

But I am tired of feeling bad. I am going to live only once. It can't be that my 33 years are of sadness. I don't know how many years I still have (with my self-destructive choices in life probably not too many...)

I am fighting this. I don't want to feel bad anymore.

Thank you all of you who reminded my birthday and said hi <3 thank you guys!

https://join.me/markwulfgar

since for some reason I can't access livestream anymore, I'm using join.me, it has limited access, so join up if you want to see me do this YCH comic that's been long overdue. I will do probably a page or two. Depending on how well my hand and my carpal tunnel syndrome is today. Enjoy!

http://www.livestream.com/markwulfgardrawings

I'm mostly doing stuff i already owe, and first i'll be doing a new banner for my website's respawn. if you want to join, you're more than welcome to.

Continuing where I left off last time. Afterwards I might work on new stuff or may be depending on the time, i could take new avatar commisions.

http://www.livestream.com/markwulfgardrawings

Come on in :)

the avatars are 5 bucks. 10 usd the coloured ones.

So i've been working on commisions this week, and I think I could take one day off to take new stuff, small stuff I could end today, like a icon commision on a stream.

BW icons are 5 usd. Coloured icons are 10 usd.

I'll be taking the commisions depending on the workload. Please join in if you'd like :)

http://www.livestream.com/markwulfgardrawings

Stream is 18+ only. Not sure who's gonna ask for what, better make sure.

Well, I checked your feedback, and I'm more calm now. I just need to find my passion for drawing again.

My stories aren't the best. I'd probably have more luck if I wrote comics in my native language :p

I think I also have to mention that most of my comics aren't even my own creation, storywise, so have that in mind.

Regarding my commisions, well, I've recently made an agreement with someone that will lead into me having more chance of working on my due commisions more.

And as Ger said to me. I think the main reason this isn't selling is because it was made for a single person, and yeah, that person loved it. And that should suffice.

Thank you for all your sincere and positive opinions. I will take all of them in consideration!

Ok. since this whole idea of selling a comic seems to have blown up my face, by spending months working on this comic, bewteen really shitty moments, really thinking people's gonna like it, I find myself finding out that this comic is one of the stuff that have failed me the worst. Like, nobody wants this.

I want a honest opinion regarding it.

Why don't you want it?
What would you want to see in order to want to buy a comic like that?

Please, I accept suggestions.

Since the website's still under maintainance and I can't really keep taking commisions all the time, I already have a huge pile of work that I need to chop off before taking more. I need to find a way to earn an income without adding more to the list of commisions I already got.

I'm trying to sell a comic that has a decent quality ( i can't say it's super cool or anything cuz i'm no one to judge that, you are) and has a story that is sexy. (or so I think) . What is the comic lacking?

Thanks, guys!

PD: I wouldn't be doing all this if I had another way to go on. If you probably have heard how are things in mexico, things are really bad, and they'll get worse with the time. Until I manage to literally find a job in another country so I can get a job visa and escape Mexico, I don't have much of an option than just keep doing this. So I need to know what do you guys want to see so I can deliver...

I hope you have an awesome year! :3

http://www.livestream.com/markwulfgardrawing

Streaming some stuff I already owe. if you wanna come and watch, or you want to help a wolf by commisioning him some new stuff, by all means, please do.

I also finally got a new paypal account. This one will be used only for donations preferently because I don't want any more trouble with paypal.

If you want to send a donation use graywolf2400[at]gmail.com

Make sure to specify it's only a donation.

Mark