Damn.

I suppose it was only a matter of time before I started feeling lonesome enough that I couldn't ignore or deny it anymore. >_<
I need a good friend. Someone who I can talk to and who will talk to me. Someone who I can confide in.

Part of the problem is that I'm not very social.

Also, why am I writing a journal that nobody reads anyway?

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1. Where is your cell phone?
In my right pocket
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Don't have one.
3. Your hair color?
I say brown, but a lot of people say blonde. O.o
4. Work?
None.
5. Your father's name?
Charles
6. Your favorite thing?
oh god... I think it's my computer,even though it sucks.
7. Your dream last night?
I wish I could remember my dreams.
8. Your favorite drink?
Propel "fitness water"
9. Your dream car?
I have no idea.
10. The room you’re in?
Hotel room.
11. Your pet?
Dog, named Missy.
12. Your fears?
I have several. :/
13. What do you want to be in 10 years?
Alive, preferably.
14. Where did you hang out last night?
Hotel room.
15. What you’re not good at?
Lots of things, meeting new people chief among them.
17. One of your wish list items?
Nintendo Wii, so I can play Night Game.
18. Where you grew up?
Lots of places.
19. The last thing you did?
typed the answer to quesion 18
20. What are you wearing?
Glasses, watch, U.S. Army T-shirt, camo shorts
21. what aren’t you wearing?
I have this vision in my head of someday going to Anthrocon wearing a tail, a T-shirt I

designed in Cafepress with a fox logo, and a baseall cap with fox ears on it. So, yeah. :3
23. Your computer?
Windows Vista Home Premium. DO NOT WEEP FOR ME.
24. Your life?
eh
25. Your mood?
eh
26. Missing?
My sanity has been missing for a while now. If you find it, please contact me.
27. Who are you thinking about right now?
My character Shuursi.
28. Your car?
lol I am 13.
32. Your favorite colour?
Blue. Red and black tie for a close second.
33. When is the last time you laughed?
I dunno
34. Last time you cried?
I have no idea.
35. School?
Homeschooled. Take THAT.

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Food

What is your salad dressing of choice?
Vinaigrette
What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
McDonalds D:
What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Ruby Tuesday's
What food could you eat every day and not get sick of it?
I don't think that applies to anything
What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Pepperoni
What do you like to put on your toast?
I haven't eaten toast in the longest time. But I have to say, butter and brown sugar.
What is your favorite type of gum?
Juicy Fruit

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What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A picture that i have favorited on my FA account
How many televisions are in your house?
Two

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Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right
Do you like your smile?
No. :P
What’s your best feature?
HAHAHAHAHA you're joking.
Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
no.
Which of your five senses do you think is keenest?
but they all suck... T_T
When was the last time you had a cavity?
no idea
What is the heaviest item you lifted last?
no idea
Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
No.

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If you could, would you wanna know the day you were going to die?
I'll keep it a surprise for now.
Is love for real?
Considering I've had crushes on some of my characters, I'm the last person to ask that. xD
If you could change your first name, what would you change it to?
Martin, only if I could change my last name to Kasran, lol.
What color do you think looks best on you?
Probably black, but TBH I don't care.
Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
Yes.
Have you ever saved someone’s life?
Nope.

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Would you walk naked down a public street for $100,000?
No.
Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
...
...
...No.
Would you cut off one of your little fingers for $200,000?
FSCK NO.
Would you never blog again for $50,000?
I don't blog anyway. I'll take that money now.
Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
That would be very illegal, considering my age.
Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
For more than that, I'd consider it.
Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000?
No. XD

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What is in your left pocket?
wallet
Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
no idea
Do you sit or stand in the shower?
stand
Could you live with roommates?
no
How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
Uh... One or two but they're too small for me.
Where were you born?
Colorado Springs, CO
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Alive, preferably.
Have you ever got drunk/high?
No.

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Friend you talked to?
I have no RL friends that aren't in a different state.
Last person you called?
My teacher, for a mandatory assignment.
Person you kissed?
I don't kiss. Anyone.
When?
Never.
Would you kiss that person again?
STOP DIVIDING BY ZERO.

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FAVORITOLOGY

Number? - 53
Seasons? - Winter.

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CURRENTOLOGY

Missing someone?
My dad, who is over in Qatar I think
Mood?
eh
Listening to?
nothing right now

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RANDOMOLOGY

First place you went this morning?
Bathroom, lol
What can you not wait to do?
Gtet home from this vacation
What’s the last movie you saw?
No idea.
Do you smile often?
Yes.
Are you a friendly person?
I hope. :P

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If you have any questions, feel free to ask.

So there's this awesome guy called Nifflas who makes awesome games. Now, there's been an awesome game in the works for quite a while now. It's called Night Game.
Apparently, through some sort of contract signing thing, apparently Night Game is only going to be released through WiiWare. This announcement disappointed a lot of people, including me.

So, I'm kinda sad and angry right now.

No, this is not a greeting in an obscure language.

I was doing a bit of a soul search, and I decided that I needed an alternate main character. So I took a doodle of some feral fox that I had made earlier and decided to work from there.

His name is Shuursi Kwadansayah. ("SHOOR-see KWAH-dahn-sai-YAH" heheh it's hard to pronounce) He is a kitsune. (Unlike Martin, who is a fox. In the fantasy world where my characters live, kitsune are fox spirits.) He has two forms: feral and anthro. He's got a lot of bands and rings and scars, so he'd probably be hell to draw accurately in feral form. He's around 153 years old, and still only has one tail.

He's a lot less sociopathic and more cheery than Martin is. More info to come later.

I was looking through my favorites list just now, and I realized that I have a whole friggen lot of them.
It seems to be a testament to how much I like a lot of different kinds of stuff. There's cute and not-so-cute stuff in there, and the music varies from calm to terrifying and evil.

Interesting.

D:
I have no Valentine...

I need no Valentine. ):U
Martin needs no Valentine either.

It must be nice to have someone you love though... Oh well.

This is a list and short profile of all the major characters in the world in which Martin lives. It serves as a good reference.

I was going to submit this, but it isn't creative writing at all. So, yeah.

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Martin Riatsu Kasran
Nickname: Martin Fox
Species: Red fox
Gender: Male
Age: 20
Height: 6'00"
About:
Martin is my main character. He carries a reserved manner around anyone but those he considers his friends.

Archfiend
Nickname: (none)
Species: Black fox...?
Gender: Male
Age: N/A
Height: 6'00"
About:
Archfiend was created when Martin botched a particularly complex spell. He is pure evil and his motives are unknown.

Tara Byron
Nickname: (none)
Species: Golden retriever
Gender: Female
Age: 17
Height: 5'10"
About:
Tara is Martin's best student with a regular sword at the martial arts school at which he teaches.

Ike Acron
Nickname: (none)
Species: Cougar
Gender: Male
Age: (unknown)
Height: 6'01"
About:
Ike is the master at the martial arts school where Martin teaches, and the only person in the valley better than Martin with a sword.

Aranshi Sanis
Nickname: (none)
Species: Swift fox
Gender: Male
Age: 12
Height: 5'02"
About:
Aranshi is the best in the entire valley with knives or daggers of any kind. He's even harder to talk to than Martin, and takes everything seriously.

Benjamin Khoros
Nickname: Ben
Species: dog (unknown breed)
Gender: Male
Age: 18
Height: 5'11"
About:
Ben lives with Elaine and Sarah in a large house built into the side of a hill. He enjoys illegal drugs and music, at the same time if possible. He is very lighthearted and loves a good joke.

Elaine Reidon Andaur
Nickname: (none)
Species: Red fox
Gender: Female
Age: 19
Height: 5'11"
About:
Elaine is an electronic musician specializing in rave and hardcore music who lives with Ben and Sarah. She is also very lighthearted, and also a druggie, though not as much as Ben.

Sarah Kwone
Nickname: (none)
Species: Gray wolf
Gender: Female
Age: (unknown)
Height: 5'10"
About:
Sarah lives with Ben and Elaine. She is the polar oppostie of them, with a very dark mood and cynical views.

NOTE: The relation between Ben, Elaine, and Sarah is comparable to that of roommates.

John Edgar
Nickname: (none)
Species: Swift fox
Gender: Male
Age: 26
Height: 6'00"
About:
John came to the valley one day, moderately injured. He claims to be a spy, though the majority opinion of him is that he's insane.

Thane Richards
Nickname: (none)
Species: Fennec
Gender: Male
Age: 21
Height: 6'04"
About:
Thane is the third-best swordsman in the valley, under Martin and Ike. He and Martin often spar.

Rinaera Khasa
Nickname: Rin
Species: Coyote
Gender: Female
Age: 20
Height: 5'11"
About:
Rin is an inventor and abstract sculptor, always welding or gluing or sanding or cutting her next creation. It is well-known that she has a crush on Martin.

Renacci Khasa
Nickname: Ren
Species: Coyote
Gender: Male
Age: 20
Height: 5'11"
About:
Ren is the token computer geek. He does a lot of calculations for Rin, and often also draws up plans for her. He's a game programmer in his spare time.

Martin considers Rin and Ren friends of his.