just a little bored. and proving im still around
Posted 16 years agobeen a little distracted by my school work lately. and my imminent future *sigh* but to all my furry friends, im a live and well! (well fed that is) anyway, ill post an update on life and my next few stories pretty soon. but in the mean time, here's a meme!
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
14. Physically, what stands out?
15. Emotionally, what stands out?
16. Do you wish I was cooler?
17. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
18. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
19. Am I lovable?
20. How long have you known me?
21. Describe me in one word.
22. What was your first impression?
23. Do you still think that way about me now?
24. What do you think my weakness is?
25. Do you think I'll get married?
26. What makes me happy?
27. What makes me sad?
28. What reminds you of me?
29. If you could give me anything what would it be?
30. How well do you know me?
31. When's the last time you saw me?
32. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
33. Do you think I could kill someone?
34. Do you think I would kill someone?
35. Are you going to put this on your FA journal and see what I say about you?
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
14. Physically, what stands out?
15. Emotionally, what stands out?
16. Do you wish I was cooler?
17. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
18. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
19. Am I lovable?
20. How long have you known me?
21. Describe me in one word.
22. What was your first impression?
23. Do you still think that way about me now?
24. What do you think my weakness is?
25. Do you think I'll get married?
26. What makes me happy?
27. What makes me sad?
28. What reminds you of me?
29. If you could give me anything what would it be?
30. How well do you know me?
31. When's the last time you saw me?
32. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
33. Do you think I could kill someone?
34. Do you think I would kill someone?
35. Are you going to put this on your FA journal and see what I say about you?
um...im a full year older, and several inches wider...
Posted 16 years agoum...im 17 today. i dont know much else to say...
well, i had almost given up writing this morning...but with the help of a close friend i think i might throw myself back into writing.
my English composition professor has been really hard on me with grading and somehow he managed to ingrain it in me that im not a good writer. in his words:
"young man, i hope that writing will not be your future profession. for you may go a while without many meals...though it wouldn't really hurt you"
and if its not obvious, that was a shot at my writing and waistline. *sigh* but with the help of a very close friend (kiba, aka
powersndark) i got through that little depressive phase today. and he was the 1st fur today to wish me a happy birthday...
well, i dont know what else to say...
have a great day, and im going back to hiding in my room to avoid my 17 bithday punches from every guy on my hall
well, i had almost given up writing this morning...but with the help of a close friend i think i might throw myself back into writing.
my English composition professor has been really hard on me with grading and somehow he managed to ingrain it in me that im not a good writer. in his words:
"young man, i hope that writing will not be your future profession. for you may go a while without many meals...though it wouldn't really hurt you"
and if its not obvious, that was a shot at my writing and waistline. *sigh* but with the help of a very close friend (kiba, aka

well, i dont know what else to say...
have a great day, and im going back to hiding in my room to avoid my 17 bithday punches from every guy on my hall
no journals in a bit...figured id give an update
Posted 16 years agowell, not just an update. i sorta wanna know how all my afvorite furs (whom i havent seen in a bit and otherwise) are doing.
lets see, ive become the vp of the language club. im a tutor, and im part of the anime club and the sub division of that, the club making a manga. our 1st meeting was eariler today, so we have no name yet
im learning hebrew, and japanese. and im really brushing up on my french since im in a french 1 class (belong in french 3) but clerical errors annoy me too much to really care.
i have no access to a scale, but i can tell college life is making me rounder...heh, my pants are a little more snug, and i have to wear them lower. but ill stop describing there, just know that im getting bigger because the cafeteria is buffet style, and there is a cheap chinese buffet in walking distance (waddling distance soon)
hmm...My chem professer hates me. and my other professers are a combo of putting up with me and liking that i tutor for them, and that i partipate in class.
hmm...whats left?
the other kids my age are really cool here. we all have to stay on our specific side of the dorm hall (other side is for normal age students) and the little game hall that we get to goof off in and study in. right outside is a gaint lawn that we have done great insanity upon, last week was redrover. not a safe game for teenagers mind you.
hmmm...what else?...oh, my 17th birthday is next month. its not a big deal..but i wouldnt say no to gifts... *smirks* im kidding, my birthday has never been a big deal to me. but onward i go, anyway, please pm me on how things are going for you all. and that means every fur =^_^=
lets see, ive become the vp of the language club. im a tutor, and im part of the anime club and the sub division of that, the club making a manga. our 1st meeting was eariler today, so we have no name yet
im learning hebrew, and japanese. and im really brushing up on my french since im in a french 1 class (belong in french 3) but clerical errors annoy me too much to really care.
i have no access to a scale, but i can tell college life is making me rounder...heh, my pants are a little more snug, and i have to wear them lower. but ill stop describing there, just know that im getting bigger because the cafeteria is buffet style, and there is a cheap chinese buffet in walking distance (waddling distance soon)
hmm...My chem professer hates me. and my other professers are a combo of putting up with me and liking that i tutor for them, and that i partipate in class.
hmm...whats left?
the other kids my age are really cool here. we all have to stay on our specific side of the dorm hall (other side is for normal age students) and the little game hall that we get to goof off in and study in. right outside is a gaint lawn that we have done great insanity upon, last week was redrover. not a safe game for teenagers mind you.
hmmm...what else?...oh, my 17th birthday is next month. its not a big deal..but i wouldnt say no to gifts... *smirks* im kidding, my birthday has never been a big deal to me. but onward i go, anyway, please pm me on how things are going for you all. and that means every fur =^_^=
Character meme. just was bored tonight
Posted 16 years ago1. What is your character's name?
Marx (Maximillian) Ailes Gannel
2. What is your character's name in another language?
its Marx no matter what. hes the same no matter where
3. How old is he/she?
16. 17 in october, just like me!
4. What is your character's race/species?
A soot gray wolf. with black hair and a major stigmatism
5. Do they have a crush?
liking some one beside my mate?
abbyinflatabletabby is my only crush...and love
6. Do they have many friends?
yes, but mostly older furs
7. What planet is your character from?
Earth. at least he's pretty sure
8. Does your character like to eat?
Pizza, Double bacon cheese burgers. fries smothered with chilli and cheese. mozzerella sticks, steak, tacos, burritos, chips, plain fies, onion rings, waffles, buiscuits, cheesecakes, ice cream, fried rice, chicken, pork, hot dogs....
he eats like me to be honest
9. What's his/her favorite food?
All food basically. but i can narrow it down to beef and pork
10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Strawberry kiwi drink (or kiwi strawberry) then...SODA!!!!!
11. Is your character annoying?
probibly. always worried of what others think
13. Is your character loved?
by parents? no way. by friends? in a brotherly way. by boyfriend? Absolutely!!!
14. Is your character hated?
only by older students at ferndle. not sure about other furs...you guys dont hate me? right?
15. Is he/she emo/goth?
only onn halloween and when very upset
16. 16. Is he/she straight, bisexual, or gay?
Bi. but thanks to abbys love...gay really. doubt ill ever want another.
17. Is he/she a virgin?
for now. ill be 18 in a year
18. Name 3 hobbies
Writing, singing, and hanging out
19. Is your character normal?
not really. abnormal brain, and abnormal eating habits.
20. Is your character attractive?
i sorta doubt it. hes just the smart fat kid
21. How does your character handle emotions?
try to be the strong one in the situation. but if thats not possible...break into a million pieces and crys quietly. keeping face hidden with bangs
22. Does your character have other forms?
no, but tons of wardrobe changes. though abby has made me infalte. i do like it
23. Does your character overreact?
only in a comical matter or on silly stuff. like when abby eats the last of something, or if his fav pair of jeans cant be let out any more. never about more serious stuff
24. Is your character a criminal?
only when justice is on the line, or karma isnt picking up fast enough. worst thing, painting ferndales east wall.
25. Does your character go to school?
Yes, a 16 year old college student. and thats what i am as well. no fake
26. What's his/her IQ?
um, higher than mine by 60. so 290. heh, just never shows it unless desired
27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
horrible vision. a major stigmatism, making his glasses a key importance. that..and obesity i guess. but thats fun
28. Is your character dead?
Nope. Alive and well. He dies when I die. and i dont see that happening
29. Does your character have a family?
Yes. a mother in georgia. a father...who knows where. but his only true family has become abraham barbardos
30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
Heartbreak from the 1st girl he ever loved, and a verbally abusive relationship with a chubby tiger (same story for me really. ask if you dare)
31. What's the best time in your character's life?
the day he was accepted to Ferndale Academy. and then move in day
32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
you should sorta figure this out by now, but i gotta pick
abbyinflatabletabby
33. Is your character single?
Nope. much in love...and planning a wedding
34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
Yes, close friendships and a major love
35. Does she/he have an element?
air. its the sign of intellect and working in the mental realm ...and not paying much attention to condition of physical body. hence the belly.
36. Do you role-play your character?
yeah, i keep saying marx is me
37. Do you write about your character?
yeah, but not so sure i will for a while
38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
only comically and over small things. when it comes to the big stuff, he can be very cold and calm
39. Does your character get depressed?
yeah, but not too often
40. What's your characters favorite animal?
Cats. for obvious reasons. and he loves other canines
41. Does your character have any fears?
losing loved ones, screwing things up, and hurting loved ones. oh, and has aracniphobia (fear of spiders)
42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
food. food is the main one. then theres cuddling, friendship, kindness...and acceptance
43. Does your character look up to anyone?
most to Einstein, and other philosphical minds like shakespear and volitaire
44. Does your character like music?
Yes alot. his mp3 player is almost as much of a pacifier as food is.
45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
mostly punk, pop punk, soft rock, and alternative rock
46. Is he/she impatient?
Yes!!! no matter the situation
47. What's something funny about your character?
is a complete clutz and is constanly blushing and appologizing
48. Name 5 nicknames
Wolfie, woof, dearheart, lardo, fat boy, and tubby
49. Does your character curse?
only when really hurt (feelings) or...in bed
50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
can i have a king size #3, #4, and #5 with extra mayo and a side order of 3 hershy pies? careful, dont spill it on my Chemisttry book!
Marx (Maximillian) Ailes Gannel
2. What is your character's name in another language?
its Marx no matter what. hes the same no matter where
3. How old is he/she?
16. 17 in october, just like me!
4. What is your character's race/species?
A soot gray wolf. with black hair and a major stigmatism
5. Do they have a crush?
liking some one beside my mate?

6. Do they have many friends?
yes, but mostly older furs
7. What planet is your character from?
Earth. at least he's pretty sure
8. Does your character like to eat?
Pizza, Double bacon cheese burgers. fries smothered with chilli and cheese. mozzerella sticks, steak, tacos, burritos, chips, plain fies, onion rings, waffles, buiscuits, cheesecakes, ice cream, fried rice, chicken, pork, hot dogs....
he eats like me to be honest
9. What's his/her favorite food?
All food basically. but i can narrow it down to beef and pork
10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Strawberry kiwi drink (or kiwi strawberry) then...SODA!!!!!
11. Is your character annoying?
probibly. always worried of what others think
13. Is your character loved?
by parents? no way. by friends? in a brotherly way. by boyfriend? Absolutely!!!
14. Is your character hated?
only by older students at ferndle. not sure about other furs...you guys dont hate me? right?
15. Is he/she emo/goth?
only onn halloween and when very upset
16. 16. Is he/she straight, bisexual, or gay?
Bi. but thanks to abbys love...gay really. doubt ill ever want another.
17. Is he/she a virgin?
for now. ill be 18 in a year
18. Name 3 hobbies
Writing, singing, and hanging out
19. Is your character normal?
not really. abnormal brain, and abnormal eating habits.
20. Is your character attractive?
i sorta doubt it. hes just the smart fat kid
21. How does your character handle emotions?
try to be the strong one in the situation. but if thats not possible...break into a million pieces and crys quietly. keeping face hidden with bangs
22. Does your character have other forms?
no, but tons of wardrobe changes. though abby has made me infalte. i do like it
23. Does your character overreact?
only in a comical matter or on silly stuff. like when abby eats the last of something, or if his fav pair of jeans cant be let out any more. never about more serious stuff
24. Is your character a criminal?
only when justice is on the line, or karma isnt picking up fast enough. worst thing, painting ferndales east wall.
25. Does your character go to school?
Yes, a 16 year old college student. and thats what i am as well. no fake
26. What's his/her IQ?
um, higher than mine by 60. so 290. heh, just never shows it unless desired
27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
horrible vision. a major stigmatism, making his glasses a key importance. that..and obesity i guess. but thats fun
28. Is your character dead?
Nope. Alive and well. He dies when I die. and i dont see that happening
29. Does your character have a family?
Yes. a mother in georgia. a father...who knows where. but his only true family has become abraham barbardos
30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
Heartbreak from the 1st girl he ever loved, and a verbally abusive relationship with a chubby tiger (same story for me really. ask if you dare)
31. What's the best time in your character's life?
the day he was accepted to Ferndale Academy. and then move in day
32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
you should sorta figure this out by now, but i gotta pick

33. Is your character single?
Nope. much in love...and planning a wedding
34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
Yes, close friendships and a major love
35. Does she/he have an element?
air. its the sign of intellect and working in the mental realm ...and not paying much attention to condition of physical body. hence the belly.
36. Do you role-play your character?
yeah, i keep saying marx is me
37. Do you write about your character?
yeah, but not so sure i will for a while
38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
only comically and over small things. when it comes to the big stuff, he can be very cold and calm
39. Does your character get depressed?
yeah, but not too often
40. What's your characters favorite animal?
Cats. for obvious reasons. and he loves other canines
41. Does your character have any fears?
losing loved ones, screwing things up, and hurting loved ones. oh, and has aracniphobia (fear of spiders)
42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
food. food is the main one. then theres cuddling, friendship, kindness...and acceptance
43. Does your character look up to anyone?
most to Einstein, and other philosphical minds like shakespear and volitaire
44. Does your character like music?
Yes alot. his mp3 player is almost as much of a pacifier as food is.
45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
mostly punk, pop punk, soft rock, and alternative rock
46. Is he/she impatient?
Yes!!! no matter the situation
47. What's something funny about your character?
is a complete clutz and is constanly blushing and appologizing
48. Name 5 nicknames
Wolfie, woof, dearheart, lardo, fat boy, and tubby
49. Does your character curse?
only when really hurt (feelings) or...in bed
50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
can i have a king size #3, #4, and #5 with extra mayo and a side order of 3 hershy pies? careful, dont spill it on my Chemisttry book!
6 days in college so far and im loving it!!!!!!
Posted 16 years agoWell, i meant to post a journal on the matter a while ago, but ive been having tons of fun! so far there are like 12 other 1st year students (meaning other 16 yr olds) but the other thing is that tlike 90% of the school hates us because we are in the same classes that they are in.
my room is pretty cool. 2 beds, 2 closets, 2 desks. pretty awesome for a single.
kidding! im not that fat you know!!!
i get along great with my roommate...lets call him...Aaron. well, we get along great, but i hang out more with another motly group. we actually got in trouble for playing rolling chair soccer in the game room (academy students main safe place)
classes are cake so far, and i think all my professurs (excpet zurales in chemistry) really like me! wich is bad in french since im the only one who said anything close to "j'ai seize ans" translation, i am 16. but oh well.
ive been playing more video games, hanging out more, and living life!
im really happy away from home. and to the furs that know why, well i am.
oh, im learing to play electric guitar. one of the 2nd year girls is teaching me. she is um...more into girls anyway. besides, i have my lovaeble kitty whom i shall never be unfaithful. oh, and i love the lug too.
he's been really supportive of this. and he will say ive just been having fun like i should, but ive been blowing off meetings online with him, then when i have time, he has to work. in that respect i really miss summer.
oh, i am sorta getting pudgier. um...every single meal is a buffet. i think my typical meal is 3 bins of fries, 2 cheese burgers, a ton of soda, andd lots of sweets (i kinda hogged the cheesecake yesterday at dinner though) and i think i ate a couple tacos too.
accaoring to
mustoshi ill put on the freshman 50.
oh, im working on a story, but class keeps me busy. i had an idea for a fur music video with marx and mustoshi, and abby. i just need 2 moe gay male furs...that are a little...how to put this? yiffy.
the video just says it and wont be it, but it deals with enjoying online porn.
my room is pretty cool. 2 beds, 2 closets, 2 desks. pretty awesome for a single.
kidding! im not that fat you know!!!
i get along great with my roommate...lets call him...Aaron. well, we get along great, but i hang out more with another motly group. we actually got in trouble for playing rolling chair soccer in the game room (academy students main safe place)
classes are cake so far, and i think all my professurs (excpet zurales in chemistry) really like me! wich is bad in french since im the only one who said anything close to "j'ai seize ans" translation, i am 16. but oh well.
ive been playing more video games, hanging out more, and living life!
im really happy away from home. and to the furs that know why, well i am.
oh, im learing to play electric guitar. one of the 2nd year girls is teaching me. she is um...more into girls anyway. besides, i have my lovaeble kitty whom i shall never be unfaithful. oh, and i love the lug too.
he's been really supportive of this. and he will say ive just been having fun like i should, but ive been blowing off meetings online with him, then when i have time, he has to work. in that respect i really miss summer.
oh, i am sorta getting pudgier. um...every single meal is a buffet. i think my typical meal is 3 bins of fries, 2 cheese burgers, a ton of soda, andd lots of sweets (i kinda hogged the cheesecake yesterday at dinner though) and i think i ate a couple tacos too.
accaoring to

oh, im working on a story, but class keeps me busy. i had an idea for a fur music video with marx and mustoshi, and abby. i just need 2 moe gay male furs...that are a little...how to put this? yiffy.
the video just says it and wont be it, but it deals with enjoying online porn.
Mate tagged me...maybe it'll help my mood
Posted 16 years agohere are the rules
you must fill out all question
you can not tag back or you have to do the penity of doing gift art for the retager :P
you have to anwser the following questions
and you must tag a total of 10 people when done
okay here they are:
BOOKS
1 do you read books: yeah. I read them all the time
2 if you read books what type: Scifi, fantasy, magic, other-worldly and anything with a tinge of evil, sadness or murder. Yes, i know, ‘emo’. But I like stories that interpret a bit about the human psyche and tiers of power. Whoo-hoo, anarchy.
3 if you read books any favorites: Counte of Monte Cristo, Great Gatsby, Catcher in the rye, Grapes of wrath, a lion among men, Wicked, Son of a witch, All the Bartieumaeus books, Harry potter books, Narnia books…my list goes on.
TV
1. do you watch tv: Yeah, I usually have on some cartoon or something when I do my school work.
2. what are your favoirte tv shows: Pushing Daisies, Scrubs, King Of Queens, Simpsons, My Name Is Earl, Mythbusters, My Wife And Kids, That 70's Show, Naruto, Mind Of Mencia, Mindfreak, Malcolm In The Middle, American Dad, MANswers, Bleach, Code Geaes, Just Shoot Me, How Its Made
3 if you could, which show's realtiy would you live in and why: Pushing daises. There may be murder and betrayal and lies…and there is the bringing dead people back to life…but itd be fun. Either that or code geasas. Itd be cool to rule all of Britannia
4. which show do you wish would get canceled or put back on the air: I dunno…most of the shows I watch still come on…I do miss angry beavers from nickelodeon. And catdog…I basically want back all of nicks old stufff
MOVIES
1. which movie are you looking forward to seeing: Was looking forward to Harry Potter. But the weather is to hectic in town, so the theater is kah put for a while longer. Guess ill just watch it online
2. which movie did you see most recently: cant remember…I haven’t gone to the theater since…oh! Transformers, revenge of the fallen
3. which movie was the best: Heh, gotta agree with my mate here…The Nightmare before Christmas^^
4. which movie was the biggest let down: hmm…nothing I can think of.
FURSONA
1. what is your fursona's name: Marx Gannel.
2. what specie(s) are/is your fursona:
3. male or female: im a dude, dude.
4. do you want to meet your fursona face to face: Marx really is just me. With the clothes my mother finds “unbecoming” (hoodies, tshirts) so i see him each day
5. is your fursona just like you or: (check all that apply)
A. fatter: Marx is the same weight as me really…an embarrassingly hefty 298lbs.
B. taller: same height as me. Staggering 6 foot 4 inches
C. stronger/more muscular: nope. I look more strong than fat (until shirt comes off) but im weak
D. shorter/ thiner: no way.
E. different gender: nah, hes me. Just with fur, tail, nose…you get my point
6. Does your fursona have a back story?: yeah, I was thinking of telling it, but it seems like no one would really like it. Just middle school and high school heart break and turmoil. Bah!
7. do you have more then one fursona: no, I make all my other characters off of people I know in reality. And what theyd be like…in my situations
8. what groups does your fursona belong to? (in example, draco is a part of lamplight labs): none that I can think of. Ive been trying to make a group for my “Ferndale academy” but that’s looking bleak
LIFE
1. are you happy with your current life: Yeah. Ive got a loving mate, and in 2 weeks im free from my hell hole of a hometown. Im 16 and im enrolled as a freshman at…well, I don’t really want to point myself out. Ask me if you want to. But im a college freshman living in a dorm and everything
2. do you have a pet: oh yeah. One older Chihuahua that I’ve had since I was 12. And a jack Russell…mutt (he’s half pure breed. Other side…eh?) and he is totally insane and a chubby chow hound. Heh, just last night he stole my mother’s chicken.
3. are you a teenager?: yeah. Im not really seeing why adults say its so great though
4. what did you eat for breakfast: Nothing…a little too moody to eat this morning
epic question (you must make an epic question to be anwsered by the people you tag, can be anyting)
Ooh, a question O.O lemme think: "What is the first thought on your mind when you think of me?"
lets see…well, my 1st thought of abby…well, I don’t feel much like typing so ill just say love. My 1st thought is that I love that cooky, cranky, silly, kind and caring kitty.
Now…my epic question…? “What is 2+2”?
What?!...thats sorta epic….
onto tagging...
1
mustoshi
2
bigpuppy_Stuart
3
PowersNDark
4
Tubbycub
5
DonCass
6
Erfson
7
pookie
8
Dire_husky
9
tracose
10 :icon:Shibuyah
you must fill out all question
you can not tag back or you have to do the penity of doing gift art for the retager :P
you have to anwser the following questions
and you must tag a total of 10 people when done
okay here they are:
BOOKS
1 do you read books: yeah. I read them all the time
2 if you read books what type: Scifi, fantasy, magic, other-worldly and anything with a tinge of evil, sadness or murder. Yes, i know, ‘emo’. But I like stories that interpret a bit about the human psyche and tiers of power. Whoo-hoo, anarchy.
3 if you read books any favorites: Counte of Monte Cristo, Great Gatsby, Catcher in the rye, Grapes of wrath, a lion among men, Wicked, Son of a witch, All the Bartieumaeus books, Harry potter books, Narnia books…my list goes on.
TV
1. do you watch tv: Yeah, I usually have on some cartoon or something when I do my school work.
2. what are your favoirte tv shows: Pushing Daisies, Scrubs, King Of Queens, Simpsons, My Name Is Earl, Mythbusters, My Wife And Kids, That 70's Show, Naruto, Mind Of Mencia, Mindfreak, Malcolm In The Middle, American Dad, MANswers, Bleach, Code Geaes, Just Shoot Me, How Its Made
3 if you could, which show's realtiy would you live in and why: Pushing daises. There may be murder and betrayal and lies…and there is the bringing dead people back to life…but itd be fun. Either that or code geasas. Itd be cool to rule all of Britannia
4. which show do you wish would get canceled or put back on the air: I dunno…most of the shows I watch still come on…I do miss angry beavers from nickelodeon. And catdog…I basically want back all of nicks old stufff
MOVIES
1. which movie are you looking forward to seeing: Was looking forward to Harry Potter. But the weather is to hectic in town, so the theater is kah put for a while longer. Guess ill just watch it online
2. which movie did you see most recently: cant remember…I haven’t gone to the theater since…oh! Transformers, revenge of the fallen
3. which movie was the best: Heh, gotta agree with my mate here…The Nightmare before Christmas^^
4. which movie was the biggest let down: hmm…nothing I can think of.
FURSONA
1. what is your fursona's name: Marx Gannel.
2. what specie(s) are/is your fursona:
3. male or female: im a dude, dude.
4. do you want to meet your fursona face to face: Marx really is just me. With the clothes my mother finds “unbecoming” (hoodies, tshirts) so i see him each day
5. is your fursona just like you or: (check all that apply)
A. fatter: Marx is the same weight as me really…an embarrassingly hefty 298lbs.
B. taller: same height as me. Staggering 6 foot 4 inches
C. stronger/more muscular: nope. I look more strong than fat (until shirt comes off) but im weak
D. shorter/ thiner: no way.
E. different gender: nah, hes me. Just with fur, tail, nose…you get my point
6. Does your fursona have a back story?: yeah, I was thinking of telling it, but it seems like no one would really like it. Just middle school and high school heart break and turmoil. Bah!
7. do you have more then one fursona: no, I make all my other characters off of people I know in reality. And what theyd be like…in my situations
8. what groups does your fursona belong to? (in example, draco is a part of lamplight labs): none that I can think of. Ive been trying to make a group for my “Ferndale academy” but that’s looking bleak
LIFE
1. are you happy with your current life: Yeah. Ive got a loving mate, and in 2 weeks im free from my hell hole of a hometown. Im 16 and im enrolled as a freshman at…well, I don’t really want to point myself out. Ask me if you want to. But im a college freshman living in a dorm and everything
2. do you have a pet: oh yeah. One older Chihuahua that I’ve had since I was 12. And a jack Russell…mutt (he’s half pure breed. Other side…eh?) and he is totally insane and a chubby chow hound. Heh, just last night he stole my mother’s chicken.
3. are you a teenager?: yeah. Im not really seeing why adults say its so great though
4. what did you eat for breakfast: Nothing…a little too moody to eat this morning
epic question (you must make an epic question to be anwsered by the people you tag, can be anyting)
Ooh, a question O.O lemme think: "What is the first thought on your mind when you think of me?"
lets see…well, my 1st thought of abby…well, I don’t feel much like typing so ill just say love. My 1st thought is that I love that cooky, cranky, silly, kind and caring kitty.
Now…my epic question…? “What is 2+2”?
What?!...thats sorta epic….
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i cant sleep.
Posted 16 years agoive actually been up since 10 am this morning. and now its like...6 am. know, sleep is supposed to be a nessesity for kids my age. but i swear im an insomniac latley (and abby, you can yell and dicipline me later) i downloaded maple story, and so far its pretty good. but i just have alot on my mind latley. eh.
well, i do wantt to get back into the swing of writing so i did want to ask that people resuest stuff from me...i know, weird right?
well ive got writers block and ive really wanted to do a request from someone. i think my writing has gotten a bit better (cause lets face it, my previous stories sucked)
but anyway, i wanna do request.
maybe im depressed about something i have no idea about. eh, im weid like that. anywyay...well, i want requests and i cant sleep. that about covers it... damn insomnia! i wasnt supposed to be an insomniac at least until i was 19.
well, i do wantt to get back into the swing of writing so i did want to ask that people resuest stuff from me...i know, weird right?
well ive got writers block and ive really wanted to do a request from someone. i think my writing has gotten a bit better (cause lets face it, my previous stories sucked)
but anyway, i wanna do request.
maybe im depressed about something i have no idea about. eh, im weid like that. anywyay...well, i want requests and i cant sleep. that about covers it... damn insomnia! i wasnt supposed to be an insomniac at least until i was 19.
I got my laptop and im back on the net!
Posted 16 years agoHello furs of FA! i hope i was important enough to be missed these last couple of weeks. Well, more like month. but anyway, im back and glad!
for those that didnt know already school let out for me back on May 22, and that was my last day as a high school student. i wont lie, i did bawl like a baby not realizing how much ill miss the people in my life. there were alot of sad moments, and even more very touching moments. the rest...the rest mostly involved gossip of "he must have cheated" and "does he think he's to good for us?" and the worst is the betting pool that was started over how long i will last in college. its actually posted on the ass holes myspace page.
myspace and teenagers never ends well. but i am going to make those ass holes loose whatever money they bet against me!
i move into my dorm on august 14th of august and classes start on the 18th.
and my schedule is killer. Trigonometry, Advanced bilogical Chemistry, Advanced Prinicplas of chemistry, Calulus Mathmatics, Intermediate French, composition 1, Gym and health (im technically an academy student, so i gotta take it). and i am really just 16. heh...in my family im only the 2nd on my moms side to go to college. and the youngest in my whole family.
please wish me luck. heh, abby has been saying ill do great in school
Speaking of abby....oh how i love him! Let me count the many ways that tabby makes me happy. hes caring, loving, a doting lover (almost like a school marm...in a good way)
heh, things between us r really heating up despite the distance between us.
and before anyone even asks, yes. i am totally aware of our age difference. im 16, and he is 21. big effing deal. and i dont care. in fact, he had been kind of annoying at the start of things saying he couldnt do it because i am a minor. but that wont last to much longer, and if anyone is worried, we arent meeting until im 18. happy?
well, im happy that i found a mate in that loving tabby kat.
oh, ive got my laptop. hp is soooo the brand for me. so ill now officially be back in the furry community and will be online most week days if you wanna chat or hang out. and for the furs that wanted to chat with me on yahoo messanger, now that i am on my OWN computer i have downloaded all the best messangers.
anyway...what was i saying? well qucik review: got an hp laptop, stoked about going to college, got my class scedule, back online to talk and hang out with people and furs, gettting very serious with my boyfriend (glad i am), planning to go to mall with friends and see the next harry potter (the half blood prince. Snape kills!...nah, for those that might have just started reading it or dont like reading and just want the movie, i wont be a spoiler) , ive put on a few pounds in my gut, and...well, i think thats it.
ill keep everyone updated as i start a major chapter in my life. and no duh, im not concieted! pm me everything thats been going on with you all! tell me what ive missed in ur lives....well, im sure you get what i mean. and ill be commenting on alot of stuff ive missed lately.
heh...i just cant stop smiling.
i'd say something like 'ive arrived' but thats way to cliche for me
for those that didnt know already school let out for me back on May 22, and that was my last day as a high school student. i wont lie, i did bawl like a baby not realizing how much ill miss the people in my life. there were alot of sad moments, and even more very touching moments. the rest...the rest mostly involved gossip of "he must have cheated" and "does he think he's to good for us?" and the worst is the betting pool that was started over how long i will last in college. its actually posted on the ass holes myspace page.
myspace and teenagers never ends well. but i am going to make those ass holes loose whatever money they bet against me!
i move into my dorm on august 14th of august and classes start on the 18th.
and my schedule is killer. Trigonometry, Advanced bilogical Chemistry, Advanced Prinicplas of chemistry, Calulus Mathmatics, Intermediate French, composition 1, Gym and health (im technically an academy student, so i gotta take it). and i am really just 16. heh...in my family im only the 2nd on my moms side to go to college. and the youngest in my whole family.
please wish me luck. heh, abby has been saying ill do great in school
Speaking of abby....oh how i love him! Let me count the many ways that tabby makes me happy. hes caring, loving, a doting lover (almost like a school marm...in a good way)
heh, things between us r really heating up despite the distance between us.
and before anyone even asks, yes. i am totally aware of our age difference. im 16, and he is 21. big effing deal. and i dont care. in fact, he had been kind of annoying at the start of things saying he couldnt do it because i am a minor. but that wont last to much longer, and if anyone is worried, we arent meeting until im 18. happy?
well, im happy that i found a mate in that loving tabby kat.
oh, ive got my laptop. hp is soooo the brand for me. so ill now officially be back in the furry community and will be online most week days if you wanna chat or hang out. and for the furs that wanted to chat with me on yahoo messanger, now that i am on my OWN computer i have downloaded all the best messangers.
anyway...what was i saying? well qucik review: got an hp laptop, stoked about going to college, got my class scedule, back online to talk and hang out with people and furs, gettting very serious with my boyfriend (glad i am), planning to go to mall with friends and see the next harry potter (the half blood prince. Snape kills!...nah, for those that might have just started reading it or dont like reading and just want the movie, i wont be a spoiler) , ive put on a few pounds in my gut, and...well, i think thats it.
ill keep everyone updated as i start a major chapter in my life. and no duh, im not concieted! pm me everything thats been going on with you all! tell me what ive missed in ur lives....well, im sure you get what i mean. and ill be commenting on alot of stuff ive missed lately.
heh...i just cant stop smiling.
i'd say something like 'ive arrived' but thats way to cliche for me
SIGN MY YEARBOOK! XD
Posted 16 years agoIt’s only 1 more week and school is over for me. No more high school… *sigh*
But today is yearbook day. The day at my school where we get our yearbooks, and all have a little ‘festival’ of sorts.
There are college booths for the juniors (the seniors get out a week before everyone else), military and navy recruiters, and a bunch of local restaurants set up shop and sell junk food to us all day.
Basically, it’s a school day but its no school.
Kind of an “almost end of the year” party and a break for teachers as well. Basically, you’ll see cliques of friends hanging out in separate parts of school wandering around writing in other people’s yearbooks.
My group hangs out in the balcony of the auditorium.
Anyway, since its my last year at this school, and in high school in general, what’s written in here will mean a lot to me both now, and when I’m older
And since this was the year I joined the furry community, and made a lot of close friends here, I want those words in my yearbook too!
Please, comment on this journal and in your comment type something you’d like to write in my yearbook.
Please say something meaningful…well, just don’t say ‘have a nice summer’ or something insincere. If you want to say I’m lame, go ahead! Say whatever you want to!
Because I’m going to actually print this page out and staple it to one of the pages in my yearbook. (I’ll put it in after school lets out)
*Two paws open up a green hardback book*
Come on and sign it!
But today is yearbook day. The day at my school where we get our yearbooks, and all have a little ‘festival’ of sorts.
There are college booths for the juniors (the seniors get out a week before everyone else), military and navy recruiters, and a bunch of local restaurants set up shop and sell junk food to us all day.
Basically, it’s a school day but its no school.
Kind of an “almost end of the year” party and a break for teachers as well. Basically, you’ll see cliques of friends hanging out in separate parts of school wandering around writing in other people’s yearbooks.
My group hangs out in the balcony of the auditorium.
Anyway, since its my last year at this school, and in high school in general, what’s written in here will mean a lot to me both now, and when I’m older
And since this was the year I joined the furry community, and made a lot of close friends here, I want those words in my yearbook too!
Please, comment on this journal and in your comment type something you’d like to write in my yearbook.
Please say something meaningful…well, just don’t say ‘have a nice summer’ or something insincere. If you want to say I’m lame, go ahead! Say whatever you want to!
Because I’m going to actually print this page out and staple it to one of the pages in my yearbook. (I’ll put it in after school lets out)
*Two paws open up a green hardback book*
Come on and sign it!
I like chess…I just shouldn’t be allowed to play it.
Posted 16 years agoI like playing strategy games. I just don’t like being quiet, so that’s why you’ll never see me in an actual chess competition or Go (Japanese strategy war game, last I checked online I’m a 12 kyu) competition.
I have to make jokes and kid around. Heh, being a smart aleck is kind of my way of dealing with life. The library at my school has a section in back for playing chess and checkers, and me and a friend were back there earlier.
My friend ‘Lee’ is just a year older than me, we’ve been buds since I started middle school. He’s just…well lets just say we bring out a lot of immaturity in each other.
This is how the whole game went in a nutshell.
We decide what the ‘war’ is over
Lee: It’s a war, so what should it be over…?
Me: Oil prices? Holy land?
Lee: Your mom?
Me: Shut up Lee.
Lee: Make me
Me: I don’t make tacos, I eat them!
Lee: Man, I could go for some tacos right now.
Me: I know right, me too!
He captures my first pawn with his knight.
Me: MR. EXPENDABLE! I will avenge your death!
Lee: Really?
Me: No.
Lee: nice. Really nice dude.
Me: Hey! I don’t criticize how many expendable warriors you kill to get your goal, so don’t criticize how many expendable warriors I kill to beat you!
I take his bishop with my rook
Me: Ha ha, I’m gonna kill the castle!
Lee: Get your hands off of him you damn dirty ashtray!
He takes my knight with his pawn.
Lee: Don’t worry pony, you’re dying for a just cause.
Me: And that cause would be…?
Lee: Cause I felt like it! NOW DIE PONY, DIE!
I win
Me: CHECK MATE! WHAT THEN?!
Lee: Bitch!
Me: Hey, it’s not my fault you fail at life.
Lee: Well, it’s not my fault you suck at being human
Me: Totally-expendable-pawn killer!
Lee: Funny-moving-pony murderer!
Me: DARKY!
Lee: WHITEY!
Librarian: BOYS! Racist terms don’t belong…
Lee: We’re playing chess.
Librarian: Get out.
Heh, I’m really going to miss him. Anyone else like chess…and incredibly stupid-witty banter?
I have to make jokes and kid around. Heh, being a smart aleck is kind of my way of dealing with life. The library at my school has a section in back for playing chess and checkers, and me and a friend were back there earlier.
My friend ‘Lee’ is just a year older than me, we’ve been buds since I started middle school. He’s just…well lets just say we bring out a lot of immaturity in each other.
This is how the whole game went in a nutshell.
We decide what the ‘war’ is over
Lee: It’s a war, so what should it be over…?
Me: Oil prices? Holy land?
Lee: Your mom?
Me: Shut up Lee.
Lee: Make me
Me: I don’t make tacos, I eat them!
Lee: Man, I could go for some tacos right now.
Me: I know right, me too!
He captures my first pawn with his knight.
Me: MR. EXPENDABLE! I will avenge your death!
Lee: Really?
Me: No.
Lee: nice. Really nice dude.
Me: Hey! I don’t criticize how many expendable warriors you kill to get your goal, so don’t criticize how many expendable warriors I kill to beat you!
I take his bishop with my rook
Me: Ha ha, I’m gonna kill the castle!
Lee: Get your hands off of him you damn dirty ashtray!
He takes my knight with his pawn.
Lee: Don’t worry pony, you’re dying for a just cause.
Me: And that cause would be…?
Lee: Cause I felt like it! NOW DIE PONY, DIE!
I win
Me: CHECK MATE! WHAT THEN?!
Lee: Bitch!
Me: Hey, it’s not my fault you fail at life.
Lee: Well, it’s not my fault you suck at being human
Me: Totally-expendable-pawn killer!
Lee: Funny-moving-pony murderer!
Me: DARKY!
Lee: WHITEY!
Librarian: BOYS! Racist terms don’t belong…
Lee: We’re playing chess.
Librarian: Get out.
Heh, I’m really going to miss him. Anyone else like chess…and incredibly stupid-witty banter?
Class day is today... X_X
Posted 16 years agoIn a way, class day is a passing baton thing is literal, because on that day (when the last part of the program is over) the freshman become sophomores, the sophomores become juniors, the juniors become seniors, and the seniors are ‘done’ with high school.
It’s not literal in that sence, its more of a title kind of thing.
Just a bunch of stupid school spirit.
But the baton is literal because my school’s mascot is an Indian; we each pass down this stupid totem pole thing through the auditorium.
I just don’t want to go because I won’t be a junior next year and I’ll feel crappy the whole program. Oh, only a couple of teachers and one girl (well, and my family) know I’m leaving in fall.
Well there’s that, and I don’t want to go because it will suck.
i mean, i have about as much school spirit as a shriveled...well, something shirivled.
crap...the asembly starting...gotta go.
*resists going to the auditorim as much as possible...but knows its ineveitble*
It’s not literal in that sence, its more of a title kind of thing.
Just a bunch of stupid school spirit.
But the baton is literal because my school’s mascot is an Indian; we each pass down this stupid totem pole thing through the auditorium.
I just don’t want to go because I won’t be a junior next year and I’ll feel crappy the whole program. Oh, only a couple of teachers and one girl (well, and my family) know I’m leaving in fall.
Well there’s that, and I don’t want to go because it will suck.
i mean, i have about as much school spirit as a shriveled...well, something shirivled.
crap...the asembly starting...gotta go.
*resists going to the auditorim as much as possible...but knows its ineveitble*
I <3 EARTH! And I hope you do too!!!
Posted 16 years agoI hope everyone is aware that earth day is on April 22
And the advanced Chemistry and Biology classes at my school get to go to the premiere of the Disney Earth movie!
It’s going to be awesome, as I have no idea what! I mean…it’s just a documentary really. But…well, I guess I just have a flare for the environment and nature. Even tough we’ll be in a movie theater; the image of nature will be peaceful. In fact, I think I’ll chill out in the park of my town after school that day.
Not the part but this one secluded section with a giant tree in the center. I’ve been climbing it since I was 10, and I usually sit on one of the strong limbs to read.
But I digress, plant a tree, clean up around you local area, recycle, even shut of your lights (any other electric stuff too) for at least an hour!
Do whatever you can to help the environment we all share!
We’ve only got one planet earth furs! Don’t let it get even more screwed up!!!
And the advanced Chemistry and Biology classes at my school get to go to the premiere of the Disney Earth movie!
It’s going to be awesome, as I have no idea what! I mean…it’s just a documentary really. But…well, I guess I just have a flare for the environment and nature. Even tough we’ll be in a movie theater; the image of nature will be peaceful. In fact, I think I’ll chill out in the park of my town after school that day.
Not the part but this one secluded section with a giant tree in the center. I’ve been climbing it since I was 10, and I usually sit on one of the strong limbs to read.
But I digress, plant a tree, clean up around you local area, recycle, even shut of your lights (any other electric stuff too) for at least an hour!
Do whatever you can to help the environment we all share!
We’ve only got one planet earth furs! Don’t let it get even more screwed up!!!
Maybe I should just avoid talking…
Posted 16 years ago*Curtain pulls to reveal a High School Honors Algebra II class*
Teacher: Young man…Young man! Were you playing with your glasses while I was teaching!!!
Me: *glasses fall from being balanced on my nose* No…
Teacher: I have had it with your complacent little attitude!!
Me: But…
Teacher: No, this is a blatant disrespect to me as your elder!
Me: Much elder…
Teacher: What was that?!
Me: *nervous* Nothing!!!
Teacher: Fine. Since you’ve paid such close attention, why not solve number 23 in your textbook for us?
Me: Okay. *shuffles up to board and solves the stupid logarithm*.
Teacher: Now, since you can’t… *looks at dry erase board*
Me: Y equals one half raised to the X plus one.
Teacher: Do you think you are witty or something?!
Me: By doing math…?
Teacher: No…by solving it thinking you’re so smart!
Me: But like I said, I was paying attention!
Teacher: That’s it!! Detention, tomorrow morning young man! 30 minutes!
Me: On a Saturday! Are you sick in the…!
Teacher: 1 hour!
Me: I’m sorry…but I wasn’t distracting anyone, and I solved the equation no problem!
Teacher: Hour and a half! Don’t test me young man!
Girl: Here they go again.
Girl 2: You think he’d just give up.
Me: *to girl 2* I don’t give up!!
Teacher: 2 hours!!!
Me: That’s not fair! I could do this stuff in my sleep, and you punish me for…
Teacher: 2 and a half!!! Try me!
Me: But…
Friend: Dude, use that big brain of yours and shut up!
Teacher: Take that as good advice young man! Now sit your patootey down and pay attention!!
Me: Patootey?
Teacher: 3 HOURS!!!
Me: Yes mam.
*The rest of the class laughs as the curtain pulls shut. Multiple roses are thrown at the stage*
And that’s why I have detention tomorrow.
ACHOO! I’M DYING!!! X_X
Posted 16 years agoACHOO! I don’t know about the rest of America, but the south is having some really wet weather. I mean the river in my town has been dangerously high, and the rain has been coming down like no one’s business!
I have the tendency to either brood like a depressed scholar, or go into an unbelievably good mood when it rains.
Are any of you other furs like that?
(Seriously, I really want to know! I probably talk too much about myself anyway)
But the rain stated at around my 3rd period class, and lasted the whole day. At lunch I went a little crazy with my friends…and well…long story short we had music in the rain kind of thing.
Heh…*sniffle*…if you like the show tune “singing in the rain”…well, we kind of butchered it.
But I did do a killer version of “Hum Hallelujah” by fall out boy.
I got a standing ovation…and a fair amount of “shut that dumb ass sophomore up!”
Its days like yesterday that make me sad it’s my last 2 months with my old friends.
I guess I’ll make new ones though…
But I digress, I screwed around playing in the rain, got soaked to the bone, and got sick. Very…*sniffles and coughs badly* sick.
I still have to go to school though, because my mom is at a work related conference and she’s trusting me to stay home for a few days (don’t worry for me or anything, the neighbors are checking on me every afternoon, evening, and morning).
And not going to school would kind of screw up that trust.
I was planning to take advantage of being home alone and stuffing myself to the point of exploding…but all I can do is take some medicine, get lots of fluids, and hope for the…
AH-AHH-AAHHH! I’m ok…CHOOOO!
*Wipes nose, and falls down…making the ground shake just a little*
I have the tendency to either brood like a depressed scholar, or go into an unbelievably good mood when it rains.
Are any of you other furs like that?
(Seriously, I really want to know! I probably talk too much about myself anyway)
But the rain stated at around my 3rd period class, and lasted the whole day. At lunch I went a little crazy with my friends…and well…long story short we had music in the rain kind of thing.
Heh…*sniffle*…if you like the show tune “singing in the rain”…well, we kind of butchered it.
But I did do a killer version of “Hum Hallelujah” by fall out boy.
I got a standing ovation…and a fair amount of “shut that dumb ass sophomore up!”
Its days like yesterday that make me sad it’s my last 2 months with my old friends.
I guess I’ll make new ones though…
But I digress, I screwed around playing in the rain, got soaked to the bone, and got sick. Very…*sniffles and coughs badly* sick.
I still have to go to school though, because my mom is at a work related conference and she’s trusting me to stay home for a few days (don’t worry for me or anything, the neighbors are checking on me every afternoon, evening, and morning).
And not going to school would kind of screw up that trust.
I was planning to take advantage of being home alone and stuffing myself to the point of exploding…but all I can do is take some medicine, get lots of fluids, and hope for the…
AH-AHH-AAHHH! I’m ok…CHOOOO!
*Wipes nose, and falls down…making the ground shake just a little*
Happy easter! to one and...i smell chocolate...
Posted 16 years agoHey there furs…HAPPY EASTER!
I mean this in every sense. To furs in the commercial and religious sense.
Um…I’m Christian…I’m just not really religious.
Good example is how I was freakishly uncomfortable in church today…maybe I’ve just read to many history books portraying the older churches…but I just feel uncomfortable in there.
Well, I mean I believe in god, its just a lot of my morals contradict the bible. And I happen to have a lot of questions that can’t be answered by anyone but myself…and there’s no way I can even begin to understand my questions. So if you ever wanted to know, I think I’m Christian…I just have a few qualms about it.
But enough about religion, I hope everyone had a great Easter, whether you were with family, or on your own this year.
And if you have family dinners like a lot of families do, then may I recommend you totally stuff yourself silly!
I did kind of get in trouble for getting creative with the egg painting. But come on, radioactive symbols on eggs is awesome! Plus i made this really cool one with fire coming from the bottom and the side said "Flaming Egg of DOOM"
That was so totally awesome!
Blame my grandmother for telling me to paint with my younger cousins! I had to do something to keep myself entertained!
But, um…what was I saying?
*Sniffs around*
I smell chocolate…
Hey bunny!! Give me my chocolate!!!
*Runs on all fours, chasing the Easter bunny for all the chocolate I can eat*
I mean this in every sense. To furs in the commercial and religious sense.
Um…I’m Christian…I’m just not really religious.
Good example is how I was freakishly uncomfortable in church today…maybe I’ve just read to many history books portraying the older churches…but I just feel uncomfortable in there.
Well, I mean I believe in god, its just a lot of my morals contradict the bible. And I happen to have a lot of questions that can’t be answered by anyone but myself…and there’s no way I can even begin to understand my questions. So if you ever wanted to know, I think I’m Christian…I just have a few qualms about it.
But enough about religion, I hope everyone had a great Easter, whether you were with family, or on your own this year.
And if you have family dinners like a lot of families do, then may I recommend you totally stuff yourself silly!
I did kind of get in trouble for getting creative with the egg painting. But come on, radioactive symbols on eggs is awesome! Plus i made this really cool one with fire coming from the bottom and the side said "Flaming Egg of DOOM"
That was so totally awesome!
Blame my grandmother for telling me to paint with my younger cousins! I had to do something to keep myself entertained!
But, um…what was I saying?
*Sniffs around*
I smell chocolate…
Hey bunny!! Give me my chocolate!!!
*Runs on all fours, chasing the Easter bunny for all the chocolate I can eat*
My new avvy!
Posted 16 years ago
When i was little, each of my eyes was a different color. one black, one blue. I grew out of it before i turned...um i think i was 6, but i always loved how my eyes looked when they were mix matched. My parents hated it though...heh i guess thats part of why i liked them.
But thank you Abby! this means alot to me bud!
Youth meme (click on me now!!!)
Posted 16 years agoI’ve decided to become a one-fur meme factory! I want to get to know more about my friends here on FA, and I assume they want to know more about me. Blame
Tubbycub for this one, he mentioned that everyone looks back on their child hood when they are older and like to think about it (not his exact words) anyway, answer the meme and tag as many people as you can. (Because I tag everyone who reads this)
I think this one may be a bit of fun…I really want to see how some furs answer these.
But I’ll do it just to be fair.
1.What was the worst thing you ever did (that got you into trouble) when you were a kid?
Made fake report cards. It was for someone I was trying to impress back in 6th grade, but I listened to my conscious and ripped it up before I lost my dignity. I did get detention for 2 and a half months though. (They went easy on me because I did right in the end)
2.Were you ever picked on by someone (or picked on someone)?
I’m a super nerd, who’s going to college two years early, but still has a voice like he belongs in middle school (no offence Tubbycub) so yes. Which is why my only other sport besides soccer was karate. But now my size just gives off the “don’t mess with him” vibe. So yes, I’ve been picked on.
3.What was a major fad that you regret following? (At any age)
The Yu-Gi-Oh trading card game. I pored so much hard earned (and not just begging for it) money into booster packs and new decks that it wasn’t even funny. And now they sit in a binder somewhere in storage.
4.First car? (Detail and brag as much as you want)
Still waiting. I’m getting my license this summer though, and my first car is looking like it’s going to be one of my cousin’s old Honda accords.
5.First drink? (Detail as much as you want)
Not yet…counting down to the time I can and it would not be ‘illegal’ though….
6.Did you ever get in a schoolyard fight?
Only in elementary school (grade school) with some boy that was picking on an old friend of mine. I got my first black eye, and he got his first broken nose.
7.The musician (band) that totally rocked your socks off!
Ever since 7th grade…FALL OUT BOY!!!
8.First date? (Detail as much as you’d like)
I was in the fifth grade, and it was with Casey…um, I forgot her last name. But we went to a local mini golf place, and the night was amazing. She was actually my first kiss. It was under ‘make out-falls’ (the mini golf hole that went under a big tunnel that pumped out water like a waterfall). We didn’t date after that or anything…it was kind of a 1 night kind of thing.
9.What’s one thing you will always remember about your teen years?
That I’ve met the most beautiful (souls, personalities, etc), loving, and kindhearted people ever. And that I’ve met the most wicked, unloving, and callous people ever as well.
10.Would you relive them if you had the chance?
I’m still living them…but so far no.

I think this one may be a bit of fun…I really want to see how some furs answer these.
But I’ll do it just to be fair.
1.What was the worst thing you ever did (that got you into trouble) when you were a kid?
Made fake report cards. It was for someone I was trying to impress back in 6th grade, but I listened to my conscious and ripped it up before I lost my dignity. I did get detention for 2 and a half months though. (They went easy on me because I did right in the end)
2.Were you ever picked on by someone (or picked on someone)?
I’m a super nerd, who’s going to college two years early, but still has a voice like he belongs in middle school (no offence Tubbycub) so yes. Which is why my only other sport besides soccer was karate. But now my size just gives off the “don’t mess with him” vibe. So yes, I’ve been picked on.
3.What was a major fad that you regret following? (At any age)
The Yu-Gi-Oh trading card game. I pored so much hard earned (and not just begging for it) money into booster packs and new decks that it wasn’t even funny. And now they sit in a binder somewhere in storage.
4.First car? (Detail and brag as much as you want)
Still waiting. I’m getting my license this summer though, and my first car is looking like it’s going to be one of my cousin’s old Honda accords.
5.First drink? (Detail as much as you want)
Not yet…counting down to the time I can and it would not be ‘illegal’ though….
6.Did you ever get in a schoolyard fight?
Only in elementary school (grade school) with some boy that was picking on an old friend of mine. I got my first black eye, and he got his first broken nose.
7.The musician (band) that totally rocked your socks off!
Ever since 7th grade…FALL OUT BOY!!!
8.First date? (Detail as much as you’d like)
I was in the fifth grade, and it was with Casey…um, I forgot her last name. But we went to a local mini golf place, and the night was amazing. She was actually my first kiss. It was under ‘make out-falls’ (the mini golf hole that went under a big tunnel that pumped out water like a waterfall). We didn’t date after that or anything…it was kind of a 1 night kind of thing.
9.What’s one thing you will always remember about your teen years?
That I’ve met the most beautiful (souls, personalities, etc), loving, and kindhearted people ever. And that I’ve met the most wicked, unloving, and callous people ever as well.
10.Would you relive them if you had the chance?
I’m still living them…but so far no.
Even if you hate my journals, CLICK ME NOW!!!!
Posted 16 years agoI love manga and anime. Just felt like saying it. And yes there’s a point to this. Naruto is one of my top favorites (the manga, the anime filler sucks.)
Anyway, I read the latest chapter yesterday…and I see those glares, yes I was reading it in algebra II, but logarithms are easy as pie…. But this month’s Shonen jump came with a poster of all the tailed beasts hosts. And the way they were all up there gave me a killer idea.
Now this sounds like it might be a total rip off of
Zeekthelion and his sky run team, but I got to thinking about killer anime groups and teams.
Naruto has the Taka (well, technically Sauske has he Taka), the Akautski, and ANBU black ops.
Bleach has the 12 court guard squads.
And I’ve got nothing. That made me sad. So like most of yesterday I was daydreaming about this really cool idea of a team of furs (this is the part that sounds like a rip off, so I’m sorry
Zeekthelion ) in search of adventure. I know that sounds cliché but its a lot more than that.
For those that don’t know, I write a lot more than just fat fur stories. I write fiction stories very well, and I sound like a genius when I write history or literary analysis reports. In fact my minor next year is in philosophy and I’m taking some extra composition classes.
The “after school” series is kind of major for me, because the next part is my autobiography, and after that I hope for it to be a combination of my journal and my imagination.
But this new idea is really like an other world fantasy kind of thing…its hard to explain. If I get the response I’m hoping for I’ll post some back information.
And if I start this up, I really need members, support, a smidge of help, and go through (as my chemistry teacher calls it) of members.
I don’t like dropping ideas, but at the same time I don’t like dragging them on and on and…well you get it.
So comment what you think, and if you’d be willing to join. (I have high hopes from abby, Tubbycub, siriusdog, big puppy Stuart, DonCass (bring AT with you!), spectrumwolf, Gavin wolf, Scott bear, and well…every fur!
But don’t hesitate to say if you think I should just drop it.
Anyway, I read the latest chapter yesterday…and I see those glares, yes I was reading it in algebra II, but logarithms are easy as pie…. But this month’s Shonen jump came with a poster of all the tailed beasts hosts. And the way they were all up there gave me a killer idea.
Now this sounds like it might be a total rip off of

Naruto has the Taka (well, technically Sauske has he Taka), the Akautski, and ANBU black ops.
Bleach has the 12 court guard squads.
And I’ve got nothing. That made me sad. So like most of yesterday I was daydreaming about this really cool idea of a team of furs (this is the part that sounds like a rip off, so I’m sorry

For those that don’t know, I write a lot more than just fat fur stories. I write fiction stories very well, and I sound like a genius when I write history or literary analysis reports. In fact my minor next year is in philosophy and I’m taking some extra composition classes.
The “after school” series is kind of major for me, because the next part is my autobiography, and after that I hope for it to be a combination of my journal and my imagination.
But this new idea is really like an other world fantasy kind of thing…its hard to explain. If I get the response I’m hoping for I’ll post some back information.
And if I start this up, I really need members, support, a smidge of help, and go through (as my chemistry teacher calls it) of members.
I don’t like dropping ideas, but at the same time I don’t like dragging them on and on and…well you get it.
So comment what you think, and if you’d be willing to join. (I have high hopes from abby, Tubbycub, siriusdog, big puppy Stuart, DonCass (bring AT with you!), spectrumwolf, Gavin wolf, Scott bear, and well…every fur!
But don’t hesitate to say if you think I should just drop it.
2 new stories are up…and being 16 sucks
Posted 16 years agoBeing back at school is really depressing.
Its only 45 days until summer vacation for me. And you think I’d be really excited or something? Well I am…but it just feels weird knowing that the next two months will be the last time I ever set foot in these halls again as a student.
One of my friends (she’s a senior this year) said that a lot, if not all, seniors feel like that as soon as their last spring (sometimes winter) break ends. Any idea if she’s right?
Well if she is, I’m feeling that way too early.
*sigh*…maybe its just the guilt getting to me. You see, I’m going to this school to better myself academically and get ready for a great job when I’m an adult…but it’s also a more productive form of running away from home.
Yeah, it sounds dumb…but I knew if I just ran away, I couldn’t finish school and I’d be fairly screwed for the next few years of my life.
But by going to this school, I get away from my family…I love them, its just really complex…and from the crappy situation I am in with my friends.
You know, the whole ‘my true love’ thing and the people who claim to need me around. Not that I’m pessimistic about it…I mean…well…ugh I’d kill for more people (furs, or anyone) who understands what I mean.
Well...I do have some. And one who really means a lot to me.
But I get my associates degree at the same time I’d get my high school diploma, and I get to live away from home in a new setting with new people, and my first long term roommates (I’ve bunked with cousins and bunked on school trips…never for longer than that).
The other thing about this that is depressing me is that some of my teachers only want me to stay is because my grades beef up their paychecks. Not all of them are that way…at least I hope not…but a lot of them really are.
But don’t worry about me or anything, I probably sound like one sad sack of a wolf right now.
Anyway, be sure to check out my belated birthday present for
AbbyInflateableTabby
and my thank you (kind of rushed, so its not that great) story for
Tubbycub
I owe you guys some major thanks for cheering me up when I need it. Well, not just you guys, I want to thank big puppy stuart, DonCass, and anyone else I’ve forgotten.
I bid all who read this a good day, and beg for any and all advice & support possible in this time (aside from saying “don’t go”)…
Ugh, being a teenager sucks. Being a nerdy smart one is even worse.
Its only 45 days until summer vacation for me. And you think I’d be really excited or something? Well I am…but it just feels weird knowing that the next two months will be the last time I ever set foot in these halls again as a student.
One of my friends (she’s a senior this year) said that a lot, if not all, seniors feel like that as soon as their last spring (sometimes winter) break ends. Any idea if she’s right?
Well if she is, I’m feeling that way too early.
*sigh*…maybe its just the guilt getting to me. You see, I’m going to this school to better myself academically and get ready for a great job when I’m an adult…but it’s also a more productive form of running away from home.
Yeah, it sounds dumb…but I knew if I just ran away, I couldn’t finish school and I’d be fairly screwed for the next few years of my life.
But by going to this school, I get away from my family…I love them, its just really complex…and from the crappy situation I am in with my friends.
You know, the whole ‘my true love’ thing and the people who claim to need me around. Not that I’m pessimistic about it…I mean…well…ugh I’d kill for more people (furs, or anyone) who understands what I mean.
Well...I do have some. And one who really means a lot to me.
But I get my associates degree at the same time I’d get my high school diploma, and I get to live away from home in a new setting with new people, and my first long term roommates (I’ve bunked with cousins and bunked on school trips…never for longer than that).
The other thing about this that is depressing me is that some of my teachers only want me to stay is because my grades beef up their paychecks. Not all of them are that way…at least I hope not…but a lot of them really are.
But don’t worry about me or anything, I probably sound like one sad sack of a wolf right now.
Anyway, be sure to check out my belated birthday present for

and my thank you (kind of rushed, so its not that great) story for

I owe you guys some major thanks for cheering me up when I need it. Well, not just you guys, I want to thank big puppy stuart, DonCass, and anyone else I’ve forgotten.
I bid all who read this a good day, and beg for any and all advice & support possible in this time (aside from saying “don’t go”)…
Ugh, being a teenager sucks. Being a nerdy smart one is even worse.
A music meme
Posted 16 years agoUse your music player (computer or mp3 player) and set it on shuffle. Randomly pick a group of your friends, and type them out. Next, go through your music player and in order (no cheating) match up whatever son is playing to whoever is on your list.
Disclaimer: my mp3 player is more mixed up than…I can’t think of a good metaphor. Oh well, but I do have very diverse music interests…and a bit of a fall out boy addiction.
Rolacus College Kids (Relient K)
WolfgoneWide You’re Crashing, But You’re No Wave (Fall Out Boy)
AbbyInflatableTabby 1234 (Plain White T’s)
Tubbycub Troublemaker (Weezer)
Tolstoy Caramelldansen (Caramell)
BigPuppy_Stuart But It’s Better If You Do (Panic! At The Disco)
DonCass Pop Punk is Soooo ‘05 (Cobra Starship)
Aldi 1985 (Bowling For Soup)
erfson 20 Dollar Nose Bleed (Fall Out Boy)
siriusdog Shake It (metro Station)
Zeekthelion Sweet Talk 101 (Cute is What We Aim For)
Spectrumwolf421 Gives You Hell (All American Rejects)
And I tag everyone who reads this mwhaha! (and if the song you end up with for me is a really bad match to me…well I guess its my fault for tagging you :-P)
Disclaimer: my mp3 player is more mixed up than…I can’t think of a good metaphor. Oh well, but I do have very diverse music interests…and a bit of a fall out boy addiction.












And I tag everyone who reads this mwhaha! (and if the song you end up with for me is a really bad match to me…well I guess its my fault for tagging you :-P)
i never realized scientist could be such a fattening career
Posted 16 years agoits the last day of the georgia science fair (happy because its over, and sad because i still have school on monday)
and this whole weekend, staying at hotels and other places through the city with scientists and judges...well ive noticed one thing. not 1 single male that had some 'say' in what happened at this competition was 'in shape'
i even saw the chairman in a little rascal scooter, going around to judge. every male judge had either a smallish pot belly, or a gut so big that they actually knocked down projects with it.
i'm not kidding, the girl across form me had her model knocked down when one of the judges turned around to say something.
I honestly never realized that science could make you fat...oh well. guess i'm just making an odd observation....
oh gotta go! THE BUS IS LEAVING!!!!
*runs (panting) to catch up with class*
and this whole weekend, staying at hotels and other places through the city with scientists and judges...well ive noticed one thing. not 1 single male that had some 'say' in what happened at this competition was 'in shape'
i even saw the chairman in a little rascal scooter, going around to judge. every male judge had either a smallish pot belly, or a gut so big that they actually knocked down projects with it.
i'm not kidding, the girl across form me had her model knocked down when one of the judges turned around to say something.
I honestly never realized that science could make you fat...oh well. guess i'm just making an odd observation....
oh gotta go! THE BUS IS LEAVING!!!!
*runs (panting) to catch up with class*
i shall blind them with science!...and my tummy hurts :(
Posted 16 years agoim chilling in a holiday inn right now...its past my curfew but i just wanted to check and see all of my favorite furs and see how they're doing and say how i'm doing
i've got my science fair thingy in the morning...
everyone wish me luck, like i've said beofe, i wont bore with details unless you ask.
but i will let you know its a real doosy! (another word i rarley say)
Its called "flame retardant people", and it so rocks!
But anyway, my school's group got back form dinner about half an hour ago...and i feel lke a beached whale!
i ate chicken marsala, alfredo pasta, garlic potatoes, rosted calamari, fried calamari, fried mozzerella...
but...ugh...i really shouldn't have splurged on that last plate of chocolate cheesecake temptation...
*trys to make it back to the fifth floor*
Does anyone have an antiacid?
*belches and falls into a deep sleep*
i've got my science fair thingy in the morning...
everyone wish me luck, like i've said beofe, i wont bore with details unless you ask.
but i will let you know its a real doosy! (another word i rarley say)
Its called "flame retardant people", and it so rocks!
But anyway, my school's group got back form dinner about half an hour ago...and i feel lke a beached whale!
i ate chicken marsala, alfredo pasta, garlic potatoes, rosted calamari, fried calamari, fried mozzerella...
but...ugh...i really shouldn't have splurged on that last plate of chocolate cheesecake temptation...
*trys to make it back to the fifth floor*
Does anyone have an antiacid?
*belches and falls into a deep sleep*
top 5!
Posted 16 years agono idea if this next hotel i have to go to will have computers...so here's a meme i got form Raccoondrew (i'd post the link, but i cant figure out how to do it right)
Feel free to comment, just no saying i'm lame
~Top 5 Favorite Movies~
1) Pleasantville
2) Harry Potter (all of them)
3) brother bear (1 and 2)
4) Run Fat Boy, Run
5) Lion King (even the sequels and prequels)
~Top 5 Favorite Songs~
1) Troublemaker by Weezer
2) Basket case by Greenday
3) Gives you Hell by All American Rejects
4) Thnks fr th mmrs by Fall out boy
5) I don't care by Fall out boy
6) The (shipped) gold standard by fall out boy
7) Dance Dance by Fall out Boy...i think you get where this is going
~Top 5 Favorite TV Shows~
1) Bleach (anime)
2) Pushing Daises (even though those a-holes at abc cancelled it!)
3) Family guy
4) Scrubs
5) South Park
~Top 5 Favorite Video Games~
1) Persona 4
2) Persona 3
3) Giutar hero (all of them)
4) Kingdom Hearts II
5) Final Fantasy Crisis Core
~Top 5 Favorite Artists~
1) Fanimal (because his was the very first fat fur art i'd ever seen)
2) WolfGoneWide aka Lupine
3) Raccoondrew
4) Tolstoy
5) Big wolf
and alot of other furs! dang it! why does five have to be so not enough! um...Abby, tubbycub, DonCass, Marurun, mitsuro...i'll stop before i name everyone on this site. Sorries to anyone i didnt name
~Top 5 Fears~
1) Spilling my heart out to someone face to face
2) That i wont find that "special someone"
3) having to hurt someone (their feelings)
4) what people think of me
5) Spiders
~Top 5 Turn Ons~
1) Girls...boys...both... X.X
2) Intelligence
3) A sense of humor
4) A big soft giggly belly (this one applies to the boys)
5) someone tha loves me for me
~Top 5 Turn Offs~
1) Hypocrisy (or however you spell it)
2) Intolerence
3) hatefullness
4) cigarette smoke (i have bronchitis)
5) Lying...even though i admit i do it too often :(
well...there you go...and i tag all who read this! MWHAHA!
Feel free to comment, just no saying i'm lame
~Top 5 Favorite Movies~
1) Pleasantville
2) Harry Potter (all of them)
3) brother bear (1 and 2)
4) Run Fat Boy, Run
5) Lion King (even the sequels and prequels)
~Top 5 Favorite Songs~
1) Troublemaker by Weezer
2) Basket case by Greenday
3) Gives you Hell by All American Rejects
4) Thnks fr th mmrs by Fall out boy
5) I don't care by Fall out boy
6) The (shipped) gold standard by fall out boy
7) Dance Dance by Fall out Boy...i think you get where this is going
~Top 5 Favorite TV Shows~
1) Bleach (anime)
2) Pushing Daises (even though those a-holes at abc cancelled it!)
3) Family guy
4) Scrubs
5) South Park
~Top 5 Favorite Video Games~
1) Persona 4
2) Persona 3
3) Giutar hero (all of them)
4) Kingdom Hearts II
5) Final Fantasy Crisis Core
~Top 5 Favorite Artists~
1) Fanimal (because his was the very first fat fur art i'd ever seen)
2) WolfGoneWide aka Lupine
3) Raccoondrew
4) Tolstoy
5) Big wolf
and alot of other furs! dang it! why does five have to be so not enough! um...Abby, tubbycub, DonCass, Marurun, mitsuro...i'll stop before i name everyone on this site. Sorries to anyone i didnt name
~Top 5 Fears~
1) Spilling my heart out to someone face to face
2) That i wont find that "special someone"
3) having to hurt someone (their feelings)
4) what people think of me
5) Spiders
~Top 5 Turn Ons~
1) Girls...boys...both... X.X
2) Intelligence
3) A sense of humor
4) A big soft giggly belly (this one applies to the boys)
5) someone tha loves me for me
~Top 5 Turn Offs~
1) Hypocrisy (or however you spell it)
2) Intolerence
3) hatefullness
4) cigarette smoke (i have bronchitis)
5) Lying...even though i admit i do it too often :(
well...there you go...and i tag all who read this! MWHAHA!
i just got home...*sigh*and i think i'll go with the flow
Posted 16 years agohello furs. i am a little moody today. moddy as in kind of depressed and at the same time relieved and joyous.
I know that dosent make sense, so i'll explain:
i got passed over for that internship this summer, and i failed misribly at my "future business leaders of america" competition. which means unless i go looking for something to do (and i might, just won't anytime soon)i've got no plans for this summer anymore.
ugh...
But the hotel they put us all in was seriously swanky. and i rarley ever use that word. There were like 25 floors, and a buch of art every where, and...well just know that it was impressive. and expensive. But thank god the school paid for it! well...most of it.
oh, and they held a wedding, and a tango competition at the same time! if any furs work at the atlanta hyatt, give them some major credit! (i kind of suspected a few people...but not without good evidence)
Some creepy senior from another school hit on me (he had been drunk) and i kind of went along with it for a while. i even helped him to his room. As for his hangover...i kind of let his own group worry about that.
but anyway, i just got off the bus an hour ago, and i'm thinking about my immediate future.
That being, that it is now my spring break.
I've got two days of sheer laziness that i am going to use to the fullest extent! I've got my tv and remote, my ps2 and psp, my mp3 player, and i've got enough food here to keep 5 furs alive for six months...so in theory it will all last until tomorrow :-P
its just kind of weird being lazy...i mean that its just weird for me.
maybe it's the universe's way of making me have a restful 4 months before i enter this whole new life thingy (refer to my I GOT IN journal if you don't already know)
I've still got science fair on wednsday, and i kno i'm going to kick some nerd butt! (even though i am a nerd...)
but i doubt i'll stress about it as much. besides, i don't need some internship to tell me i'm smart...
that attitude wont last long.
oh well, but i guess being a little more lax wouldnt kill me. bu then again,the running around to do stuff was keeping my gut from expanding to much...
*pats gut tenderly*
I know that dosent make sense, so i'll explain:
i got passed over for that internship this summer, and i failed misribly at my "future business leaders of america" competition. which means unless i go looking for something to do (and i might, just won't anytime soon)i've got no plans for this summer anymore.
ugh...
But the hotel they put us all in was seriously swanky. and i rarley ever use that word. There were like 25 floors, and a buch of art every where, and...well just know that it was impressive. and expensive. But thank god the school paid for it! well...most of it.
oh, and they held a wedding, and a tango competition at the same time! if any furs work at the atlanta hyatt, give them some major credit! (i kind of suspected a few people...but not without good evidence)
Some creepy senior from another school hit on me (he had been drunk) and i kind of went along with it for a while. i even helped him to his room. As for his hangover...i kind of let his own group worry about that.
but anyway, i just got off the bus an hour ago, and i'm thinking about my immediate future.
That being, that it is now my spring break.
I've got two days of sheer laziness that i am going to use to the fullest extent! I've got my tv and remote, my ps2 and psp, my mp3 player, and i've got enough food here to keep 5 furs alive for six months...so in theory it will all last until tomorrow :-P
its just kind of weird being lazy...i mean that its just weird for me.
maybe it's the universe's way of making me have a restful 4 months before i enter this whole new life thingy (refer to my I GOT IN journal if you don't already know)
I've still got science fair on wednsday, and i kno i'm going to kick some nerd butt! (even though i am a nerd...)
but i doubt i'll stress about it as much. besides, i don't need some internship to tell me i'm smart...
that attitude wont last long.
oh well, but i guess being a little more lax wouldnt kill me. bu then again,the running around to do stuff was keeping my gut from expanding to much...
*pats gut tenderly*
AHHH! I SWEAR I"M GONNA PULL MY FUR OUT!!!
Posted 16 years agothe stress latley is killing me!
my mother is giving me crap about how much my new school costs. and by the by, i got like 27 scholarships paying FOR me! She just wants to make me feel guilty for leaving. So she's complaining about paying something she dosent even need to pay for!
And she's not even filling out all of my paper work! i am. thats right, i'm filling out paprer work for my own education, imunization, and all of that junk!
(now dont think my mom is lazy or dosent care, but she never seems to notice when i have alot on my plate)
And the summer internship i'm applying for is hanging by a thread (i'll tell you all if i make it or not)
My early admissions thesis has been proven, but some local professurs are teatring it apart bit by bit until nothing is left but little modles of molecules (my thesis is kinda boring...pm me if you are actually interested.
the 'love of my life' is giving me even more crap about how i should be to her, and she just sprung an i was raped bomb on me yesterday and got pissed that i didnt drop everything to comfort her!
I'm only one wolf!
Ugh, and to top it off
My teachers that notice i am dealing with alot right now are giving me crap over how i should stay a modle student! I'm not a model anything...
i think im aiming for a breakdown
X_X
my mother is giving me crap about how much my new school costs. and by the by, i got like 27 scholarships paying FOR me! She just wants to make me feel guilty for leaving. So she's complaining about paying something she dosent even need to pay for!
And she's not even filling out all of my paper work! i am. thats right, i'm filling out paprer work for my own education, imunization, and all of that junk!
(now dont think my mom is lazy or dosent care, but she never seems to notice when i have alot on my plate)
And the summer internship i'm applying for is hanging by a thread (i'll tell you all if i make it or not)
My early admissions thesis has been proven, but some local professurs are teatring it apart bit by bit until nothing is left but little modles of molecules (my thesis is kinda boring...pm me if you are actually interested.
the 'love of my life' is giving me even more crap about how i should be to her, and she just sprung an i was raped bomb on me yesterday and got pissed that i didnt drop everything to comfort her!
I'm only one wolf!
Ugh, and to top it off
My teachers that notice i am dealing with alot right now are giving me crap over how i should stay a modle student! I'm not a model anything...
i think im aiming for a breakdown
X_X