I have account on there. If you're looking at my doodles n such... I will be posting there.

https://bsky.app/profile/unknownspade.bsky.social

I got nothing better to do and I figured I guess I'll opening journal up. I got two I need to work on but I figured on opening this up if anyone is interested. I am open to nsfw and sfw but I am picky on what I will draw. I am looking for something more my range of tastes (Such as monsters or aliens.) I am not really looking for typical anthro stuff to draw. Unless it's something that catches my eye for it.

I will probably be bit slow since I am dealing with mental stuff. We can discuses if you're interested through notes on what to agree on. Art styles will not be consistent just keep that in mind.

Hello! it's been 4 years since I been active on this account and I am aware I tried moving on to other places. I have said I can't really connect to the community. But.. after 4 years maybe I will give it another go this time around.

I had lot things going on to me ever since I tried moving to places. Some of it was good while others went horribly wrong over the years. It's been quite a journey through it. All I can tell you is I been doing well! Been taking care of myself and trying to move pass lot things. I found lot about myself (Such as well... who knew I'd become trans? Crazy right? besides that I found out I was Ace and other things... pretty much queer xD) but also went through the worst moments of life. (I am not gonna go into it since it's something that pains me till this day.) But after those moments hit me hard I end up coming back from them as a fresh new person with lot of healing and understanding of one's psyche. Again it's been quite journey through it. But yeah... I been struggling with mental health related but with the help I been receiving it's been going through long way. I still struggle with painful memories I had to go through in those traumatic moments but I try my best to pull through. It's thing I wish I done sooner then letting it build up over the years but after... I experience traumatic moment that broke my mind. It hit me like truck and I had to realized there is lot I need to work on. (that moment opened lot of older wounds I thought they were healed but the holes seems to got bigger.) With the help I receive it's been helping me lot move forward. I hope everyone is doing alright, I am very aware how tough things are. I may post here and there but it won't be consistent since I been just not keeping up with the social media stuff. Plus I don't do lot of full artwork as I used.

on those traumatic moments I do have moments of nightmares and my brain being split (Not really but... more mental I guess) it's hard to explain but I won't get into depth apong it. But you can say I may have.. alter or two that formed of it. You may see them post some art or interact in the comments.

"Hello! Since the host has mention about us... I guess I will introduce myself! Names Spade! I am one of alters that has been helping Unknown to heal from their trauma and co-host. It's been difficult but me and another have been doing our best to move forward past this.We been pretty new to this but it taking us lot time to adjust on it. It maybe difficult to some to adjust to us being around but we do what we can to aid. If you got any questions about us we will be happy to answer. I only came out as mention and well I don't mind showing some my art here. But yeah to some It maybe awkward but it's pleasuring seeing you guys here. We only came out with the consent with the host to speak. Or at least I did. But regardless Hopefully everyone is having nice day." - ♠️

I also did some cleaning of my older artwork since holds painful memories with person who caused me trauma. I didn't want to be reminded of him when I come back here. But all my older artwork is saved, however I want to start fresh and move on. Again I appreciate it and thank you. My characters shown on here still exist! I just don't use them anymore. But every so often I will doodle them. So they haven't been forgotten as well. Only artwork I am keeping up is memorial picture.

Yeah those who have been looking at this profile, I am no longer active here anymore.

If you are looking for new content of my stuff I am in different places, I feel really disconnected from this place. So I won't be posting anymore things for now on, on here anyways. If you want to know where I post just privately dm me.


Till then It's been nice knowing all of you.

mmm I really don't know.

I been dead on here quite bit again. (just been busy and just lot of things going on)

Well... I am not sure what I can do.


so, ima gonna ask is...if I post more here.


What are you guys looking for? What do you want to see?

Yeah, something simple nothing too crazy. (Sorry I been dead here)

These are messy sketches/colored pieces.

Uncolored mug shot is 3$
Uncolored half body is 5$
uncolored full body is 10$

Colored mugshot is 6$
Colored half body is 8$
Colored full body is 12$

-Another character is doubled the original price

-backgrounds are for free (abstract or just simple colored ones)
-detailed backgrounds usually cost little extra.

(depending on the detail of characters the prices will go up)

-any uncomfortable subjects I will turn down

-gore is okay (usually I do lot of hard gore? I think? idk but I can also do candy gore too)

-Anthros/Furries, Humans Ferals and Humanoids I can do

-sfw is usually fine for me

-Paypal only

-Paid in advance is usually preferred.

-I can do up to 3 characters in a drawing

-Be very descriptive on what you want so I can get an idea what I can do.

-I usually get it done within a week or so. (usually preferred to be patient) usually depending on how busy I am. How much time I am working on the commission. Considering I am using program with no editing tools. (Such as paint bucket or cropping) It may take me little bit longer to get it done. Target dates are usually get this commissions done with in month or 2 depending on how many I got stacked. (If it's only a few usually within couple of weeks or so and depends the commission)

-Maybe
Nfsw (It depends what it is. you can just discuses that with me.)

things I will not draw is
Watersports, baby furs, scat, vomit, inflation, hyper etc. (gross things)


-Any questions you have just ask me through notes

Yes I am hoping into this event.

https://artfight.net/~Veneer

It would be my second year at artfight

go head attack me there if you wish~

Yeah I am putting this journal up.

But Sale on commissions for sketches.


Sketches will be 5 dollars each but it's limited time for this month.


so come and get them

It's been while I actually post here which I do apologize for. I haven't had any good finish works to show around here unless you guys want to see some sketches I have.


But there will be a sale on next month.

Yeah Valentine month sale from I will doing.

So I will update about that as soon as I can. The style of art will be changing so expect different then I did on the previous month.

I hope you guys had really good week~

Considering I am surprised lot people here aren't freaking out about this or have some concerns about it. So I will ask.

Well Net Neutrality is going to be gone soon.

How do you guys feel about it? I know this gonna affect the USA (which includes me since I live there but it will go through other countries in the future)

I am little worried that everything I progressed is going to be gone thanks to that new law.

So out of curiosity what do you guys feel about this issue? Do you guys really want to pay more money on getting on here? (or hell this site could be blocked)

Or you are worried as I am on this since many artists here who do make lively hood on here will lose lot of their stuff?

That really what I have to say here on the matter.

I am accepting them as well.


example here.

https://sta.sh/0my8hdgt7oo

about 5 dollars something like that

I find it kind of odd that world would of end today before two weeks of my birthday. I find it kind of funny actually.

Then again if they say the world is truly ending are they implying new era is being made? I can understand something raising up like a new era (it was somewhat implying what the current world is going) There was bronze age, silver age and the golden age that happened many many years ago.


Planet crashing down on earth? Nah I don't believe that. That would be end of all life.


Leaves me lot of questions. But then again lot shit has happened over the years.



Who knows.

I am accepting for commissions for those who are interested.

talk to me what you want and we can discuses it from there.

Next summer I will be joining Artfight again. I know it strange just to put this up now but eh (I should of put it up way earlier when it was still going.) But for those who don't know. Yeah I have artfight account.


If you want to fight me on there when next event comes around go right ahead.

artfight.net/~Veneer

I use it as practice since I mix up attacks. I look forward on seeing you guys next year.

I had lot fun with it.

Me and group of friends are looking for some other artists for our current project. I can't say what the project is what we doing but,
If you got some work to show us just send me note and I'll show some of it in my group. We'll talk from rest there.
I wouldn't say it's auditions, more so just getting stuff out there. What is also good is talking about your strengths and weaknesses if you are submitting some work. Be honest about it.

So please feel free to note me if you got some stuff. I do appreciate it lot.

This is such an odd question to ask but I been seeing around lately (over year or so)

I know many I seen use Toyhouse as a character storage.

The thing I don't understand why is it need for codes?


and if it's still in beta why is it taking too long?

For site to store characters shouldn't be too hard to make...unless I am missing something here.

I find strange.

I was thinking of joining toyhouse for while now but seems to be taking super long to get out of a beta area and I don't really want to go around trying to hunt down codes.

Specially if one day they open to public. Kind of worthless to me.


Then again I may just be missing something here.

what do you guys want see me draw more?

Hey uh yeah I am open for commissions. Took long while I know since I just started to have a paypal. So

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23022041/ <- pricing and policies are there.

Note me about it what you want and we'll discuss from there.

Because I am kind of bored and I don't as post as often here I like.

Anyone interested in doing Art trades?


(Most will just be standard monotone color set.)

For those who have me on skype. If you guys want to contact me I recommend using discord or hamachi for contacts.


I am fed up of how skype kept destroying my computer ever time I boot it up.

So I chucked it out if you really desperately want to contact me or care where I gone I will send note of my discord number.


and for the hamachi I will just make server with password if prefer that.


I just heads up for me


Edit: OR use yahoo messager, I barely use it but if you guys have it then I will use it.


actually gives me an excuse to even use it at all since its been 6 years? maybe less? of not using which is long time

Not on here since I will be posting some art. So I will not stop producing art.even though it just may be vent art in the end of day
This my note to you guys


But for those know me from other places I may go into hiatus. Why?



Well I really don't like bring up any my problems of my personal life. But the things are going it seems to explode any time or day how clock is ticking.
So I may just be my void for quite bit till this burns away.


So I don't think talking me would be good idea considering my negative emotions will be its highest peak where everything is.

I apologize if I don't talk, just right now I really been feeling like piece of shit, ever since shit been going on.


Right before fucking Christmas coming...and my life starting new turn. Just fucking great.

But I will be okay I guess...depending how this blows over.

if you really want to know what it actually is I can just say few words in here.



Death is something I can't handle.


But till then I hope everyone has wonderful week or Christmas or whatever


Just take care.

Skull

Well considering its been my mind quite bit.




Anyone up for an art trade?

press f5 to see?

I got it fixed

Just when I updated my Anti Virus last night



now I can't get my pen pressure to work on my computer.

and top of it no drivers on the properties


I never had this problem now... so if anyone can help me out just let me know please




ugh fuck my life.


EDIT: My new mouse doesn't work either



I am getting no patience for this