So… I wanted to do another journal and I feel like crap doing this so soon after my giving up and I don’t want to sound like someone out for attention but I’m trying to voice my thoughts. So I may not be able to produce my thoughts and ideas are still there I just can’t do anything with them so I don’t know how to handle this so I’m not as gone as I thought I’d be but at the same time I’m just… I don’t know. This journal is just to do something and show what’s going on with me. I’ll post when something changes.

So... this sucks to admit but I finally have to admit defeat but it seems like I'm not producing art anymore at least now. I just can't make anything here anymore. Maybe in the future something will happen but now I can't seem to produce. I'll still be around watching, commenting, and so but otherwise... Sigh. I'm sorry I really hoped for the best but nowadays I just can't. I'll post if anything new changes. I'm around.

OK so a new journal was a must today. So I updated my 2 groups on DA which makes me happy. Not much to talk about in all honesty but and I don't want to get your hopes up but I'm hoping to get 4 pieces done this month hopefully. Otherwise not much else to report. Stay tuned!

I hope everyone has a nice time tonight!

This journal is just to show some sign of life besides favorites, comments, and reblogs. No other progress really. My state of stale-ness has gone maybe even worse then before. There have been times lately where I’ve thought to myself of deactivating this account if I didn’t use it for more then posting my current frame of mind here has been this bad. But I guess I’ll ramble about some other stuff.

Pokemon, I’ve seen the stuff for the new Sun/Moon anime. It’s a change but whatever.

I’ve had thoughts about my fanfics but my place here has been pretty locked down. I’d talk about the why but it is a rather uncomfortable area so I’ll leave it be. I’ll post when I have reason to.

This journal is long overdue and I don't really have much to say here as I haven't done anything lately for the pure simple fact that I just haven't been feeling it for my projects lately. I'm not in a dark place mind you just... a bland one I can favorite, I can talk, I can comment but... nothings there. I'll keep you posted on stuff but... yeah sorry. I did create a new avatar though as the old one looked a bit off and it turns out I never even updated it on AO3 so maybe this might help me feel better.

So I post this journal rather hesitantly but if only because it's been well over a month since my last journal and I posted chapter 4 of Scattered Summer. So I was gonna do a journal but then a part of me asked a certain question which I do NOT feel comfortable talking about so I dithered over that for a while then disaster struck I'll spare you all details but my capabilities became really limited to favoriting pretty much and by the time I was capable of doing a journal I wasn't really feeling it and then Y-Gallery sort of went down and I'm still not exactly sure what's going on there or how to handle it and then it REALLY did not feel right posting. On another note I've become a Voltron fan recently and have a new ship as a result but things are complicated for me. So as it stands my projects are up in the air, I may do an original thing (based on my fursona or otherwise) or I may do a fanfic. I'll let you know. ...I'm sorry for the delays. :/

Alright so sorry for that very depressing journal post last night I was just having issues and today I reached a decision and maybe it'll make me feel better and guarantee my piece of mind. I decided to delete my SAO fanfic Companionship. I didn't do this lightly and I'd talk about my reasons why but at this point that'd feel like me making excuses and I feel like I do that enough as is so I'm just gonna leave it at I couldn't do it anymore and leaving it up would of driven me slightly bonkers so I took it down across all my usual sites Tumblr included. With that done I'm gonna turn to Scattered Summer with hopefully a better mindset, maybe I'll do another one of my favorite pairings or some more original(ish) stuff so we'll see what happens next. Here's to good fortune and I'll stay in touch!

Alright so I write this post from a rather low point. Put simply I can't write or work on any of my stuff here either. I've also done some thinking and at this point, I'm sort of just debating pulling my fanfics from my sites all together and focusing on original stuff and such and yet I just can't and I'm feeling a bit lost. It's not dark, dark mind you but I am just not in a good place with how I do stuff here and I do not know what to do. I don't know what will happen next. Feel free to comment.

Alright so the site's up again somewhat so I can now post the journal here that I did on DA and Y-Gallery a day ago or so. A journal post is being posted given recent developments. Sadly I don't have anything new to really post as getting stuff done is tricky as my focus seems to be everywhere else but where I want it most. However today was my last day of class for spring semester and I have my summer free this year so I should be able to produce something hopefully soon. This also applies to the group I admin here on DeviantArt in showing some signs of life. I just wanted to make this announcement so I'll leave it here and stay in touch for now.

OK so a journal was needed today as I was actually able to get stuff done recently. I got a request done for a friend on FurAffinity and an experimental piece done for DeviantArt and Y-Gallery. With those done I think I'm gonna try and get my fanfics updated again but anything can happen be it a delay or something new being made so I'll keep you posted until something happens. Until next time.

Alright so I decided to do a journal as I got some stuff taken care of. First and foremost being my avatar I decided to fix it as the carnival mask (I could be wrong in calling it that) and the quill had been looking off. So I went for something new it looks better than both of my previous ones somewhat so that's a thing. Today I also finally managed to fix my story submission here for It's a Life and I am happy about that as hopefully I can manage future story submissions better. On another note since I can't seem to do anything with my fanfics elsewhere or with Horatio here I may branch out into some new stuff so hopefully o break this mold I'm gonna do two pieces for my categories on FA and my stuff elsewhere to hopefully clear my head. I'll keep you posted as stuff happens.

Hello FA I wanted to do a journal update as it was past time but first I should say something. A few days before my deadline on March 12th my PC crashed on me. I got a miracle and was able to save my stuff but outside of posting a journal on DA and being able to comment there and here on FA everything I could do was limited. Then I got my PC issues resolved but sadly I just can't seem to produce stuff like I once was able to. Getting my fics done and stuff up on here is still a goal of mine but it'll be a while in coming. I'll stay in touch as stuff happens but those who follow what I do will need to be patient. Sorry for the letdown again I'll stay in touch.

Hello everyone, Happy Valentines Day! I hope everyone is having a day filled with warmth.

Now for the update. In the rough four weeks since my last update I haven't been doing much (I did have a realization for my stuff one I feel stupid fr not realizing sooner but oh well its done and I can hopefully do better with my stuff in the future) as that thing I've been waiting on nothing's come of it really and it's past time since I did something productive so here I am posting an update. If that thing should come up I'll handle it as best as I can then otherwise I aim to do new pieces for all of my current projects by March 12th. That should give me enough time to get it all done. Here's to hope everyone!

All right so it's been two weeks since school started for me and a bit since my last journal. Everything's going fine and today I updated one of my fanfics on my other places so now I turn to other stuff. While I am looking to updating one of my other fics I feel like I'm neglecting my stuff here at FA so i may want to focus on those for a while but there's something else that may become a priory first so depending on what happens with that I'll keep you posted.

OK here we have my first post of 2016 for the new year. My main goals I want to get done this year are finishing Scattered Summer and Companionship my current main fanfics (there on the other sites I use) and getting more stuff done with my new Fursona Horatio here at FA! But for this month in particular I have two goals in mind. A huge update for Companionship over the holidays I get SAO Progressive Volumes one, two, and three and those should be a huge help to me. So I intend to finally update that interlude with a proper chapter three, I'll also try for chapter four but I'm not sure about that. My second goal is a new avatar my current one is fine but it may be a bit too off putting so I want something new. I intend to get this done in January but I'm not sure on the whens as real life will kick back into gear for me next week but I promise you (and I intend to stay true to it) it will happen. I'll keep you posted.

Happy New Years everyone! This year has been something for me and I hope for better things in the future!

Just wanted to do a real quick journal for my friends, followers, and anyone else in general even though it may be too late.

I wish you all a Happy Holiday!

It's been over two weeks since I last posted and sorry about that. School was a thing, then my PC gave me grief, and now I'm just having trouble. I'd like to set a deadline for that long overdue Companionship update as well as my other stuff and while it may give me he shove I need but at this point I also feel like it'd just be a false promise and I really don't want that. To that end all I can promise is that stuff will come but until I'm out of this slump you're just going to have to be surprised. I'll keep you posted if things change but for now I need you all to be patient with me and I thank you for doing so anyway. :)

So yesterday as I was in a bit of a rush and dealing with some stuff and put up a bad journal on DA (only there but still) so I took it down and did a new one, and properly that means an update across my usual sites. So my previous Tumblr blog is gone the reason for it basically was a utility thing. You can find it here:

hidingfanficwriter.tumblr.com/

There's not much to it right now but it'll grow. Now my chapter for Companionship has been delayed because of school, it'll be put up sooner or later, I promise. I'm thinking of updating my avatar soon too. I'll keep in touch. :)

ts been two weeks since my last sign of life. Sorry about that. I have good news sadly I don't think it'll be this weekend, but I had things planned out for Companionship so once it's ready I can replace that rough interlude with something a bit better. After that I'm gonna work on FA stuff and then back to Scatterbrain things hopefully. I'll keep in touch if something comes up but it looks like next weekend is the plan. Till next time! :)

So I updated the picture I did like I wanted but now I reach a bad point. Real life is getting in the way and I’m pushing up the update for Companionship. I’m sorry for the wait but I will try and make sure of it next weekend. But this weekend is a no-go cause of real life but this will also give me time for some planning (and organizing my folders are an unsorted mess :( !) so I will works on stuff starting with Companionship, I may update the most recent chapter of Scattered Summer cause I’m seeing one or two things that are making me itch now, and then provided I can learn more file formats on FA I’ll try for a new piece there too. I’m also wondering if I need to start using more tags here on Tumblr to show more? I’ll keep you posted.

So I have furry based things up now so its time to get back to my other promise. So to let you know what’s coming next it’ll be an update for my SAO fanfic Companionship and a revision of my drawing for Scattered Summer but they probably won’t happen until next weekend so sorry about that and if a delay or a push up on the time table happens I’ll let you know. I’ll keep in touch!

OK so for those not paying attention to my DA, y-gallery, or Tumblr you should know I updated my stuff there and now it's time to do some stuff here. I said I was planning to update Companionship (one of my fanfics) and I meant that but my FA page is suffering so I'm going to be crafting a story piece about my new OC for here this weekend! It'll probably won't make it onto DA or Y-gallery as I might want to keep my furry stuff just on here you know? I may put it on Tumblr though. I may also re-do my latest drawing cause it looks too rough even for my standards. Anyways going from this Saturday to Sunday expect updates. And since I'm not sure I'll be doing a journal for it I'll say it now. Happy Halloween!

21 days and not a single thing to show really. I've made progress on chapter 3 of Scattered Summer but not enough to post it so stuffs happening but I wouldn't mind being able to show some form of activity other adding favorites stuff and commenting so I'de decided to create a Tumblr blog for my own use here and elsewhere. The URL MaskedSeeker was a no go so instead I have:

hidingfanficwriter.tumblr.com/

At least that way you'll have some means to know what I'm up to. FF.net and AO3 really need some sort of blog thing anyways stuff'll happen till next time!