I haven't been posting any journals in a long long time in here and I apologies for that. I do have some really sad news to tell.

I met the love of my life and I was the happiest lad in the world but something horrible happened. I was aware that she had lots of struggling with her health and that was a common thing to us as I have plenty of issues too with my physical health. As life goes on we decided to get married and so we did as the art shows as well but Janyary of this year I got a news from her that her health had been taken a huge leap to the worse and next day she went silent. Later I heard that she was rushed in hospital and it was very serious and sadly in February 11'th she got too tired of fighting anymore and she passed away leaving many friends and me behind. It's been only a week of her passing but I am hurting so much and I can't even say how much I am missing her every hour, every day.

So uhh... I'm sorry if I haven't been here so much. I try my best but I am grieving the loss of my wife so I hope that you guys understand if I am not so chatty.


-Mason-

Thank you soooo soo sooooo much for all the support you have been giving to me my friends. I really do appreciate it and I respect you all so much. <3

Hey everybody!

Winter is here and weather is been getting colder and colder in here.

How are you guys been doing during the fall?


-Mason-

Hey all ^^

I sincerely apologies about my slow updates in Journals. I am not so much of a typer type of a wolf at all so my Journals comes slow eh ^.^'

Lot of things have happened in my life in such a short period of time and mostly all of these things are quite bad things. I'm not going
to list all the happenings here but I honestly thought my life would go down the drain but yet here I am and it is wonderful to see all
of you again being strong and amazing. <3

-Mason-

Happy Summer Solstice to everyone! Stay awesome and stay safe!

-Mason-

Hi all

So I've been under a huge stress for almost 2 years now and it has been really getting the best of me but on Saturday it finally got me. I collapsed on my own yard being unconcious and barely breathing. Ambulance was called and these kind paramedics finally got me "alive" again. I do have some serious heart and health problems from my birth but this time I was almost dead so I was rushed in the ER by that ambulance and I was examined and I felt like I was some kind of test animal there. They took my blood so much and all the machines beeping around me it turned out to be a blood clot what caused a heart attac so I am not sure how long I will be out of here but I wish all the best for you guys.

I know not all won't understand my stress ever here and I've been called with names, my life been threatned by some furs and people say I'm toxic, manipulative and I just hurt people so I am sorry for everything that I've been hurting you guys. If it is now my time to go I don't want anyone to be angry at me or thinking that I didn't even try to fix things so I sincerely apologies about my actions and wrong doings.

Also I want to thank you all who had been staying with me in my ups and down. You guys are true friends and I appreciate all of you so much. I never can pay you back that kind of kindness but I will say this. No matter what kind of struggles you have in life stay strong and never give up. You will out come that struggle I'm sure of that.

I love you all. Please stay awesome no matter what.


-Mason-

Holy moly! Thank you so much for all of you who are watching me in here! I love you all and appreciate you a ton! ^^ I never expected to get over 100 to be honest. You guys made my day today.

Thank you <3

-Mason-

Hey all my friends and followers.

It is fall on the doorstep and weather is getting colder in Finland. As the fall comes so does come those darker times and it is throwing me into a pit of a depression so if I seem to be a bit strange or upset it is just that and nothing too serious. ^^

How are all of you doing there?

Stay awesome you all! <3

-Mason-

Hi all!

Today I want to thank you all new people who are watching me and have favorited my pictures. <3 Thank you all! I really do appreciate you all so much!

-Mason-

So yeah. I am waiting one more commission in here FA. When I will get that then it is my time to inactivate.

I am still thinking about to leave FA behind after some things but atm i am enjoying of the warm summers days and try to relax as much as i can. I have this fatal heart failure what doesn't cope well with heat so I need a lots of AC help in my house to stay alive literally.

I still love warmth and I hope that every of you have an amazing summer. <3

Okay so... Things haven't been going well. Not with my sona nor with me... So when I get my last commission through here I will go inactive. I will miss many of you but it will be the best for myself. There is my telegram info on the info part so you can still catch me from there. I probably make an art channel there where i post all art I've commissioned

Thank you to you all!

-Mason-

Well I survived from corona even tho I was quite very sure that it would be my end because of so many other health issues but here we are alive and kicking. ^^ Whew!

Other updates are concidering my relationship status. It has been changing couple of times but things didn't work so I'm living a single life now and not gonna go into a "love" game anymore. I will stay as a single till my last days since... honestly love isn't for me. I will throw the ring in the trash what I bought for Luna and most of the art is in the trash too. Also art with Tamara will end in the trash soonish so I don't need to remember those... arts and stuffs.

How everyone elses quarantine has been going? I hope things are well.

Single life here I come... >>

-Mason-

Looks like I'm still alive and still at home but my health has crashed and I might have to go to the hospital soon.

So... Today I was diagnosed with corona virus. My immune system isn't working well so there is a high chances that I won't survive through it. I'm not scared tho. I gotta go if I gotta go but just wanted to inform all my friends that if I suddenly just dissappear... I probably didn't make it.

Thank you for all who was reading this. I appreciate it a lot.

Heya all my friends and followers. ^^

So I was thinking to tell all of you today that one damn amazing artist have a patreon page and he needs more patreons and followers ^^ He is my best buddy and I promised to do this for him as I have some followers here and I know that all of you are so cool. <3

So what would you get if you start to be his patreon?

You will get some amazing free bases to create your own adoptables, you can admire his beautiful art and get some other incredible rewards for supporting him.

So please, check his patreon. ^^ His work is very beautiful.

https://www.patreon.com/EJ_artworkz/posts

Thank you for reading. I appreciate it a lot!


-Mason-

Happy holidays to everyone! ^^ Enjoy it with your friends, families and pets too. Give some peace to yourself too.

Also.... Happy new year!

I just wanted to say to all of you that I appreciate you all so damn much. ^^

THANK YOU!

Well not sure how long this bliss will continue BUT... if there is any need to contact me when FA isn't working you can find me from Telegram.
I'm Mason_DuVall in there. Welcome to talk haha.

So it is my birthday in 1'st of june. Tomorrow. I'm not celebrating since my birthdays were never celebrated. I wasn't worthy for parties even when I was a kid. There is nothing happy about my birthday so I'll stay offline tomorrow.

-Mason-

to thank all of you my watchers for being there. I really do appreciate you all more than you can even imagine.

Tho it is probably my time to leave from FA. ^^ It's totally fine tho and it's been fun too. Found even one friend through FA and I want to thank him so... Thank you Elwood. Heh.

Anyway... I will wait for those last commissions I've commissioned and then I'm gone. I know I'm not missed so I don't know why I type this but maybe I do it to remind me for some things from past 8 months. There has been so much bad things that normal people probably couldn't handle those things.

Thank you for reading this. ^^

Oi oi mates! I'm doing soon some updates on my FA

If you want me to add you in my friends in my profile please note me. If you want me to remove you please also note me. XD

Oh shoot!

I just got 100 watchers not so long time ago and now I'm almost in 150! Oh gosh that's a lot of watchers for a guy like me <3 Thank you so much for everyone who made such an action of love and caring here. ^^ You all are awesome!

Seems that my Discord friendlist is mostly dead. I talk only for two people in there so I feel that I probably should shut my discord account and uninstall the app.

Wowie! Thank you so much guys and gals! I never thought that I could reach the hundred watchers. My goal was get tops 25 watchers since I was thinking that my sona and characters aren't so interesting to anyone but maybe my friends.

Thank you a bunch to everyone who is watching me! <3 You are the greatest ones. ^^