im not dead, im just a piece of shit
Posted 10 years agoi literally dont even have an excuse for avoiding people or work.
i've spent the last few months realizing i'm a lot more mentally ill than anybody realized and im not in a position where i can get the help i need for it.
but it still doesnt mean that im doing the right thing by not answering notes and not stabbing away at foam and fur.
im garbage. and im sorry.
people's suits WILL BE FINISHED. or sue the fucking crap out of me, because i would deserve it, honestly.
i just can't guarantee when anymore.
i'm sorry.
i've spent the last few months realizing i'm a lot more mentally ill than anybody realized and im not in a position where i can get the help i need for it.
but it still doesnt mean that im doing the right thing by not answering notes and not stabbing away at foam and fur.
im garbage. and im sorry.
people's suits WILL BE FINISHED. or sue the fucking crap out of me, because i would deserve it, honestly.
i just can't guarantee when anymore.
i'm sorry.
Furlandia 2015 meme
Posted 10 years ago-Staying at:
my apartment.
- Arrival and Departure?
all days of con, early until late.
- Mode of transportation
taxi.
- Rooming with:
moriwufsky, tobasage and otakupus
- Who Will I likely see you with?
see above answer, but i'm cool to chill with whoever.
- Con Plans:
my actual bday is the 22nd, first day of con, so i'll be partying all weekend. fursuiting, dancing, drinking, chilling, hot tubbing. lol
- How can I find you?
black cat partial fursuit, or look for my face? lol
- Do you do commissions?
check out conifurous for com info
- Will you be going to parties?
aww yee buddy
- Will you be performing?
not formally, no.
- Smoke?
yee
- Drink
all weekend, bro. buy me drinks for my 21sy bday?? :D
- Pronouns
she/her/her's
- Can I hug you?
in suit, most likey. out of suit, depends.
- Can I talk to you?
yea dude go for it
- Will you be at any panels?
probably
- Can I buy you drinks?
yes
- How old are you?
21 as of the first day of con!!!
- Can I snuggle with you?
probably not.
-Single or Taken?
Taken.
- How tall?
5'4"
- Can I Take pictures of you?
yeah.
- Will you get anything commissioned?
maybe.
- How can I get your attention?
"SQUEAKY KITTY!" "MATSU!" "FUCKFACE!" "GAY FURRY TRASH!" etc etc
- Can I ask you to dance at the raves?
yeah, but i reserve the right to decline.
see you at furlandia 2015!
my apartment.
- Arrival and Departure?
all days of con, early until late.
- Mode of transportation
taxi.
- Rooming with:
moriwufsky, tobasage and otakupus
- Who Will I likely see you with?
see above answer, but i'm cool to chill with whoever.
- Con Plans:
my actual bday is the 22nd, first day of con, so i'll be partying all weekend. fursuiting, dancing, drinking, chilling, hot tubbing. lol
- How can I find you?
black cat partial fursuit, or look for my face? lol
- Do you do commissions?
check out conifurous for com info
- Will you be going to parties?
aww yee buddy
- Will you be performing?
not formally, no.
- Smoke?
yee
- Drink
all weekend, bro. buy me drinks for my 21sy bday?? :D
- Pronouns
she/her/her's
- Can I hug you?
in suit, most likey. out of suit, depends.
- Can I talk to you?
yea dude go for it
- Will you be at any panels?
probably
- Can I buy you drinks?
yes
- How old are you?
21 as of the first day of con!!!
- Can I snuggle with you?
probably not.
-Single or Taken?
Taken.
- How tall?
5'4"
- Can I Take pictures of you?
yeah.
- Will you get anything commissioned?
maybe.
- How can I get your attention?
"SQUEAKY KITTY!" "MATSU!" "FUCKFACE!" "GAY FURRY TRASH!" etc etc
- Can I ask you to dance at the raves?
yeah, but i reserve the right to decline.
see you at furlandia 2015!
FIRE???????????????????????????????????
Posted 10 years agojust now the fucking fire alarm went off in my building. i dont mean the smoke detector, i mean the mother fucking FIRE ALARM
so i run outside barefoot to the manager’s apartment, start banging on the door for a solid TWO MINUTES which is too much fucking time to be wasting if there is a mother fucking FIRE IN MY APARTMENT BUILDING
and this random fucking dude who i’ve never seen before cracks the door like three inches and hes like “…what…?”
"UH THE FIRE ALARM IS GOING OFF???? YOU DONT HEAR THIS SHIT?????"
and he’s like “…okay…” and shuts the door.
and i’m like “YA KNOW WHAT FUCK ALL YOU GUYS, I’M GETTING MY FUCKING CAT”
i run back to my apartment, throw on my slippers and hoodie, toss my safety deposit box into my backpack, leash up Guapo and run back outside into the fucking rain
and what really fucking gets me.. oh man.. like ONLY THREE OTHER PEOPLE IN MY WHOLE BUILDING THOUGHT IT’D BE A GOOD IDEA TO LEAVE THEIR APARTMENTS WHEN THE FIRE ALARM IS GOING OFF???????
LIKE NOBODY ELSE GAVE A SHIT THAT THEIR LIVES AND PETS AND PROPERTY COULD BE IN DANGER??????????
like, it’s the night before i’m moving and i was so scared that all my stuff was going to get destroyed and NOBODY else seemed to care??????????
i’ve lived here two years and this has never happened so it’s not a case of “ehh we’re used to it…”
so i’m standing in the rain with my cat, who’s meowling this face off cuz he’s getting wet and there’s a loud noise that he doesn’t understand, FOR LIKE ANOTHER 5 FUCKING MINUTES BEFORE THE SAME RANDOM DUDEBRO DECIDES TO JUST MOSEY ON OUT, POKE HIS HEAD IN TO LOOK DOWN THE HALLWAYS THEN OPENS THE FUSE BOX TO MANUALLY SHUT OFF THE ALARM
LIKE WHAT???????? THATS IT????
THEN HE FUCKING COMES BACK OVER TO WHERE WE’RE STANDING AND I’M LIKE “UHHHHHHHH?????”
AND HE ASKS ME “you have the emergency maintenance phone number?”
and i’m like “YEAH??????”
"next time just call that number…" AND FUCKING GOES BACK INTO HIS APARTMENT
OH I’M FUCKING SORRY THAT I THOUGHT THE MANAGER OF THE APARTMENT COMPLEX SHOULD’VE BEEN THE ONE TO DEAL WITH A FUCKING POTENTIAL FIRE
I DIDN’T EVEN SEE DYANNE (the manager) THIS WHOLE TIME
WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
I’M SO STRESSED OUT, I’M CRYING AND I’M TIRED AND I THINK I’M GETTING SICK AGAIN AND I’M SO FUCKING MAD THAT NOBODY ELSE GAVE A SHIT TO TRY TO MAKE SURE THE FUCKING BUILDING WASN’T ON FIRE, WHY WAS I THE ONLY ONE WHO WANTED TO MAKE SURE THERE WASN’T A FUCKING FIRE??????????
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT
so i run outside barefoot to the manager’s apartment, start banging on the door for a solid TWO MINUTES which is too much fucking time to be wasting if there is a mother fucking FIRE IN MY APARTMENT BUILDING
and this random fucking dude who i’ve never seen before cracks the door like three inches and hes like “…what…?”
"UH THE FIRE ALARM IS GOING OFF???? YOU DONT HEAR THIS SHIT?????"
and he’s like “…okay…” and shuts the door.
and i’m like “YA KNOW WHAT FUCK ALL YOU GUYS, I’M GETTING MY FUCKING CAT”
i run back to my apartment, throw on my slippers and hoodie, toss my safety deposit box into my backpack, leash up Guapo and run back outside into the fucking rain
and what really fucking gets me.. oh man.. like ONLY THREE OTHER PEOPLE IN MY WHOLE BUILDING THOUGHT IT’D BE A GOOD IDEA TO LEAVE THEIR APARTMENTS WHEN THE FIRE ALARM IS GOING OFF???????
LIKE NOBODY ELSE GAVE A SHIT THAT THEIR LIVES AND PETS AND PROPERTY COULD BE IN DANGER??????????
like, it’s the night before i’m moving and i was so scared that all my stuff was going to get destroyed and NOBODY else seemed to care??????????
i’ve lived here two years and this has never happened so it’s not a case of “ehh we’re used to it…”
so i’m standing in the rain with my cat, who’s meowling this face off cuz he’s getting wet and there’s a loud noise that he doesn’t understand, FOR LIKE ANOTHER 5 FUCKING MINUTES BEFORE THE SAME RANDOM DUDEBRO DECIDES TO JUST MOSEY ON OUT, POKE HIS HEAD IN TO LOOK DOWN THE HALLWAYS THEN OPENS THE FUSE BOX TO MANUALLY SHUT OFF THE ALARM
LIKE WHAT???????? THATS IT????
THEN HE FUCKING COMES BACK OVER TO WHERE WE’RE STANDING AND I’M LIKE “UHHHHHHHH?????”
AND HE ASKS ME “you have the emergency maintenance phone number?”
and i’m like “YEAH??????”
"next time just call that number…" AND FUCKING GOES BACK INTO HIS APARTMENT
OH I’M FUCKING SORRY THAT I THOUGHT THE MANAGER OF THE APARTMENT COMPLEX SHOULD’VE BEEN THE ONE TO DEAL WITH A FUCKING POTENTIAL FIRE
I DIDN’T EVEN SEE DYANNE (the manager) THIS WHOLE TIME
WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
I’M SO STRESSED OUT, I’M CRYING AND I’M TIRED AND I THINK I’M GETTING SICK AGAIN AND I’M SO FUCKING MAD THAT NOBODY ELSE GAVE A SHIT TO TRY TO MAKE SURE THE FUCKING BUILDING WASN’T ON FIRE, WHY WAS I THE ONLY ONE WHO WANTED TO MAKE SURE THERE WASN’T A FUCKING FIRE??????????
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT
DINGO RESIN BASE HEAD AUCTION (ENDS 1/28/15 @ 7PM PST)
Posted 11 years ago
hey folks!
at the time of posting this journal, there is 17 hours left on ognas's dingo resin base head + tail auction over on furbuy! https://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1066995.html
there's still not any bids on it so you could end up winning it for as low as $350.00 plus shipping!
she's also offering ladder options:
-$400.00 = Handpaws
-$450.00 = Armsleeves + Handpaws
-$500.00 = Feetpaws +Armsleeves + Handpaws
(Additional parts will be completed ASAP for winner)
it's a great deal for a resin based head so go check it out!
update yoooo
Posted 11 years agohey all!
obligatory new year journal, i suppose.
most important information regarding my fursuit making is in the newest journal over at conifurous so go check that out if that's what you're looking for.
the past few days has me more motivated than ever.
been finishing off projects, sending them out and spending time with friends and family.
i learned and grew a lot as a maker and as a person in the last year, i think, but i want this new one to be even better!
my boyfriend and i are going to be moving into a new one bedroom apartment this month. we're still waiting on applications to finish getting processed but we'll be staying in the gresham/se portland area for sure.
in the meantime though, i'm going to appreciate the spare room i now have since my uncle ditched us as a roommate. i moved my fursuit supplies and desk into the room only hours after he moved out. haha
i wanna work more on drawing this new year. i always enjoyed it but felt like i'd never catch up to my other artist friends. i realize though now that if i don't at least try to practice, i'll never improve.
i'm also going to make more products for secondlife. i really enjoy texture modding and people liking my things enough to buy them. haha
i want to eat better and lose weight but that's what i say every year, huh? haha
in the end, i have a lot more i wanna do but i guess that can be generalized to "i just wanna be better in my endeavors this year."
so that's it on my end. happy new year, everybody~
obligatory new year journal, i suppose.
most important information regarding my fursuit making is in the newest journal over at conifurous so go check that out if that's what you're looking for.
the past few days has me more motivated than ever.
been finishing off projects, sending them out and spending time with friends and family.
i learned and grew a lot as a maker and as a person in the last year, i think, but i want this new one to be even better!
my boyfriend and i are going to be moving into a new one bedroom apartment this month. we're still waiting on applications to finish getting processed but we'll be staying in the gresham/se portland area for sure.
in the meantime though, i'm going to appreciate the spare room i now have since my uncle ditched us as a roommate. i moved my fursuit supplies and desk into the room only hours after he moved out. haha
i wanna work more on drawing this new year. i always enjoyed it but felt like i'd never catch up to my other artist friends. i realize though now that if i don't at least try to practice, i'll never improve.
i'm also going to make more products for secondlife. i really enjoy texture modding and people liking my things enough to buy them. haha
i want to eat better and lose weight but that's what i say every year, huh? haha
in the end, i have a lot more i wanna do but i guess that can be generalized to "i just wanna be better in my endeavors this year."
so that's it on my end. happy new year, everybody~
out of control
Posted 11 years agoi dont even know where to start
there is just so much and yet, there is nothing
my depression and anxiety are at an all time high. i need to renew my health insurance and make an appointment so i can finally get on medication for depression and anxiety as well as get back on birth control.
i'm having relationship issues but i'm not going into that right now.
my depression/anxiety gets worse when the space around me is gross. my apartment is super fucking gross and i feel like even if i try cleaning, it doesn't make a difference.
i have one partial to finish (which i should have fucking finished already but i am fucking trash), one partial to start and finish, armsleeves to finish (one good thing is that the fur i've been waiting TWO MONTHS on for these armsleeves, finally got here today), a pair of handpaws that were prematurely paid for MONTHS ago (this is why i take payments as i'm working on your guys' commissions cuz if you pay me and it takes me a long time to get to you, i feel like shit), a head to be started and finished from a trade, and two handpaw commissions that i'm sure i'm going to have to message the commissioners and tell them i just can't get to them.
i have to get all that shit done before i have to move at the end of january because if we stay in this apartment and renew our lease, our rent is going to go up again and we're already paying $775 for a shitty two bedroom, with no dishwasher, washing machine or dryer and the back door has a huge gap between the glass door and the stationary glass which lets all the heat out which makes our electric go up a fuck ton cuz we have to turn the heaters up to stay warm.
plus on top of everything, i took a last minute trip a couple hours south to visit a friend's town, stayed the night and came back yesterday, but the trip got me sick. my whole body hurts today, i can't breathe through my nose, can barely breathe through my mouth either since my throat is super mucus-y.
most of the time i feel like the world is crashing down but then i'll have, i guess, a disassociative moment where i think i'm just being a pussy and this isn't all that bad and i need to just fucking get over myself.
i dont even know anymore. i feel like shit. and because i feel like shit, i know i'm disappointing people which makes me feel even shittier.
there is just so much and yet, there is nothing
my depression and anxiety are at an all time high. i need to renew my health insurance and make an appointment so i can finally get on medication for depression and anxiety as well as get back on birth control.
i'm having relationship issues but i'm not going into that right now.
my depression/anxiety gets worse when the space around me is gross. my apartment is super fucking gross and i feel like even if i try cleaning, it doesn't make a difference.
i have one partial to finish (which i should have fucking finished already but i am fucking trash), one partial to start and finish, armsleeves to finish (one good thing is that the fur i've been waiting TWO MONTHS on for these armsleeves, finally got here today), a pair of handpaws that were prematurely paid for MONTHS ago (this is why i take payments as i'm working on your guys' commissions cuz if you pay me and it takes me a long time to get to you, i feel like shit), a head to be started and finished from a trade, and two handpaw commissions that i'm sure i'm going to have to message the commissioners and tell them i just can't get to them.
i have to get all that shit done before i have to move at the end of january because if we stay in this apartment and renew our lease, our rent is going to go up again and we're already paying $775 for a shitty two bedroom, with no dishwasher, washing machine or dryer and the back door has a huge gap between the glass door and the stationary glass which lets all the heat out which makes our electric go up a fuck ton cuz we have to turn the heaters up to stay warm.
plus on top of everything, i took a last minute trip a couple hours south to visit a friend's town, stayed the night and came back yesterday, but the trip got me sick. my whole body hurts today, i can't breathe through my nose, can barely breathe through my mouth either since my throat is super mucus-y.
most of the time i feel like the world is crashing down but then i'll have, i guess, a disassociative moment where i think i'm just being a pussy and this isn't all that bad and i need to just fucking get over myself.
i dont even know anymore. i feel like shit. and because i feel like shit, i know i'm disappointing people which makes me feel even shittier.
writing this down so i'll have to stick to it
Posted 11 years ago
since i work from home, i tend to get my days mixed up and can't keep a schedule worth a damn.
what i'm going to do from now on is work on fursuit stuff between when i wake up (which can be anywhere from 11am to 3pm, since my boyfriend has a graveyard shift and i tend to sync up with that) and 8pm. i wanna try to work every week day (week day for me is when my bf has work. sometimes my "weekend" might land on a tuesday or something, for example) for at least 5 hours on fursuits. i think that's more than reasonable and i can totally do it if i just get my lazy ass in gear.
after 8pm i can dick around on the internet and make adoptables and whatever else, or i can keep working on fursuits, if i'm in a groove.
i just really need some sort of set schedule. @_@
open tinychat!!!
Posted 11 years ago
got into the spirit of halloween a night early!
come hang out with me on tinychat!
http://tinychat.com/matsuwolfess
advice???
Posted 11 years ago
anybody have any home remedies for upset stomach?
i don't have tums or pepto nor a car to get to the store to buy anything.
please help. ;n;
fabric.com has never let me down before today...
Posted 11 years ago
i just got the package from fabric.com that was supposed to contain the spotted wolf faux fur for a set of armsleeves which needed to be finished and shipped within the next couple of days.
when i opened it, i found a textured black minky sort of material with a sticker on it that said "spotted wolf" which it's obviously not. i've emailed fabric.com about this, but their hours of operation already ended by the time i got the package, so they will probably respond tomorrow morning. i've asked if it's possible to get a rush order for the fur i PAID for but i don't know if that'll happen.
i'm waiting for the commissioner to come online so we can figure out what to do if fabric.com doesn't pull their heads out of their asses.
i've never had a problem with fabric.com before and when i'm really on a deadline crunch they send me crap fabric that i'll never be able to use in my projects. i'm really frustrated... *head/desk*
furgather aka furry facebook
Posted 11 years ago
hey guys,
so i made a furgather account.
if you don't know what furgather is, it's basically a furry social networking site based off of facebook.
if enough people use this, then i'll probably take the furs i know off of my personal facebook, since i dont have a "hooman" FB and a separate "furry" FB. it's kinda weird having people named like "bloodfang ravenwolf" for example, on my friends list with people like my grandma. XD
anyway, here's my profile: http://www.furgather.com/matsuwolfess
OBLIGATORY CONTACT INFO JOURNAL
Posted 11 years agohey there folks!
i know everybody and their dog is posting a journal like this right now, but it's kinda really important.
same goes for me as a lot of other folks; i couldn't work on certain commissions during the down time as i couldn't access references, and i don't wanna be stuck in that position again, so from now on (and honestly, i should've just been doing this since the beginning...) i'll be saving references to my computer. and maybe start using a cloud service? is there one you guys recommend?
anyway, i use these most often so contact me on...
-email: matsuwolfess[at]yahoo.com
-tumblr: matsu-fur
-skype: matsu.fur
i also made a twitter cuz that's how i kept track of the news regarding the DDOS during the downtime, but i'm not sure how often i'll use it.
-twitter: matsuwolfess
and if for some ungodly reason those don't work, i also have these, but i RARELY ever get on these so best of luck to you...
-deviantart: matsuwolfess
-secondlife: matsuwolfess
-weasyl: matsuwolfess
i know everybody and their dog is posting a journal like this right now, but it's kinda really important.
same goes for me as a lot of other folks; i couldn't work on certain commissions during the down time as i couldn't access references, and i don't wanna be stuck in that position again, so from now on (and honestly, i should've just been doing this since the beginning...) i'll be saving references to my computer. and maybe start using a cloud service? is there one you guys recommend?
anyway, i use these most often so contact me on...
-email: matsuwolfess[at]yahoo.com
-tumblr: matsu-fur
-skype: matsu.fur
i also made a twitter cuz that's how i kept track of the news regarding the DDOS during the downtime, but i'm not sure how often i'll use it.
-twitter: matsuwolfess
and if for some ungodly reason those don't work, i also have these, but i RARELY ever get on these so best of luck to you...
-deviantart: matsuwolfess
-secondlife: matsuwolfess
-weasyl: matsuwolfess
premade suits/parts and adopts for sale CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP
Posted 11 years ago
hey guys!! here's a list of things my business has for sale right now!
FURSUITS AND PARTS on the fursuit account conifurous
-cobalt and green hand paws $25 w/ free shipping
-arctic fox partial fursuit $300 w/ $15 shipping
-angry tiger partial fursuit SOLD
-UV yellow fox fullsuit SOLD
these can be delivered to rainfurrest to save the shipping cost, wear around the con, and be included in our first coniFURous photoshoot!! :D
ADOPTABLES on the adopts and reference sheet/concept account conifurous.adopts.and.concept
-brown, orange, purple bat girl $25
-red, orange, teal okapi girl $15
outfits can be added to these for $10 per outfit.
also, if you'd like to watch both of those accounts, that'd be swell!! <3
NET NEUTRALITY IS DEAD! BUT WE CAN BRING IT BACK
Posted 11 years ago[taken from aspenbear]
THEY KILLED NET NEUTRALITY!
GO SIGN NOW TO GET OUR FREEDOM BACK
http://act.freepress.net/letter/int.....ource=facebook
[taken from a tumblr post]
Needed: Your Comments on the Future of the Internet
The FCC's proposed Internet rules are terrible.
FCC Chairman Tom Wheeler is pushing a plan that would allow rampant discrimination online. If approved, this proposal would kill Net Neutrality.
Wheeler’s plan would let Internet service providers like AT&T, Comcast and Verizon create a two-tiered Internet, with fast lanes for the few who can afford the extra fees and a slow dirt road for the rest of us. These companies would have the power to pick winners and losers online and discriminate against online content and applications. And no one would be able to do anything about it.
So far more than a million Americans — a record-breaking number — have filed comments slamming the FCC's proposal.
The agency is taking comments through Sept. 15. Don't miss your chance to weigh in: Tell the FCC to throw out its rules and instead reclassify ISPs as common carriers.
This is the ONLY way to protect real Net Neutrality.
Breaking news: The D.C. Appeals Court just killed Net Neutrality.
This could be the end of the Internet as we know it. But it doesn’t have to be.
Tell the FCC to restore Net Neutrality: http://bit.ly/1iOOjoe
they want to make the internet like tv. with channels and paying to get to specific websites and things. net neutrality = not doing that
This impacts every internet user. Please signal boost the hell out of this and sign the petition if you are American
I do not reblog things like this very often, but this affects me both personally and my business as a freelance artist.
In the economy here; cash is already strapped as it is. You bet your ass companies would suck the ever living life out of misc. art sites.
I don’t want it to ever come down to me choosing between groceries or purchasing a new tier package via comcast to be able to access tumblr or DeviantArt (let alone not guaranteeing I’ll even be seen by my customer base since they may not want to pay out their asses either). It doesn’t seem important to most, but I do 90% of my business online entirely.
Please sign up, fight for this and share it with your followers/friends/family and urge them to give them hell as well.
Not writing related, but this is incredibly important. While we pay for service via ISPs, the internet has been a relatively free space where everyone, no matter their income level, is able to connect, access a wealth of information, and express themselves. The Internet has become a major part of our culture as human beings and the notion that ISPs might be able to limit what sites I can access unless I pay them more is utterly sickening. A lot of us are cash strapped as is, and I’d rather not be limited even more by someone else’s greed. Net Neutrality is essential and I hope you guys will understand why it needs to remain.
-Morgan
P.S. Signal boost this if you’re able.
“ limit what sites I can access unless I pay them more”
limit what sites I can access unless I pay them more
limit what sites I can access unless I pay them more
limit what sites I can access unless I pay them more
limit what sites I can access unless I pay them more
DO YOU WANT THIS? NO?? CLICK THE LINK. REBLOG.
As I understand this ruling, it means that businesses now have to pay extra to ISPs to have access to their websites through that ISP provided at a reasonable speed. If you don’t pay, users’ access to your website will be slowed to a crawl - so independent people and small businesses can forget about getting onto that high speed access tier.
This means that the American internet is going to be firmly under the control of those who have the most money. You’ll only get to see the content of those who can pay the ISPs to provide access at a reasonable speed. This means that you can expect to see skewed representation of just about everything, with those bigger businesses who can afford to pay ISPs a premium for access deciding what you can and cannot read, view and consume on the internet.
This is not something that we have in the UK. Our ISPs compete with each other to provide higher speeds, better services and lower prices, but because there’s a monopoly in the US of a few ISPs who provide services, they can afford to do this to you. You can’t go anywhere else, after all.
Everyone in the US needs to sign that petition, call their representatives, write angry letters and do whatever you can to tell your government that this ruling is Not Okay.
Maybe you guys are sick of this post but It’s really important to freelance artists and pretty much everyone who uses the internet, so here it is again. \o0o/
THEY KILLED NET NEUTRALITY!
GO SIGN NOW TO GET OUR FREEDOM BACK
http://act.freepress.net/letter/int.....ource=facebook
[taken from a tumblr post]
Needed: Your Comments on the Future of the Internet
The FCC's proposed Internet rules are terrible.
FCC Chairman Tom Wheeler is pushing a plan that would allow rampant discrimination online. If approved, this proposal would kill Net Neutrality.
Wheeler’s plan would let Internet service providers like AT&T, Comcast and Verizon create a two-tiered Internet, with fast lanes for the few who can afford the extra fees and a slow dirt road for the rest of us. These companies would have the power to pick winners and losers online and discriminate against online content and applications. And no one would be able to do anything about it.
So far more than a million Americans — a record-breaking number — have filed comments slamming the FCC's proposal.
The agency is taking comments through Sept. 15. Don't miss your chance to weigh in: Tell the FCC to throw out its rules and instead reclassify ISPs as common carriers.
This is the ONLY way to protect real Net Neutrality.
Breaking news: The D.C. Appeals Court just killed Net Neutrality.
This could be the end of the Internet as we know it. But it doesn’t have to be.
Tell the FCC to restore Net Neutrality: http://bit.ly/1iOOjoe
they want to make the internet like tv. with channels and paying to get to specific websites and things. net neutrality = not doing that
This impacts every internet user. Please signal boost the hell out of this and sign the petition if you are American
I do not reblog things like this very often, but this affects me both personally and my business as a freelance artist.
In the economy here; cash is already strapped as it is. You bet your ass companies would suck the ever living life out of misc. art sites.
I don’t want it to ever come down to me choosing between groceries or purchasing a new tier package via comcast to be able to access tumblr or DeviantArt (let alone not guaranteeing I’ll even be seen by my customer base since they may not want to pay out their asses either). It doesn’t seem important to most, but I do 90% of my business online entirely.
Please sign up, fight for this and share it with your followers/friends/family and urge them to give them hell as well.
Not writing related, but this is incredibly important. While we pay for service via ISPs, the internet has been a relatively free space where everyone, no matter their income level, is able to connect, access a wealth of information, and express themselves. The Internet has become a major part of our culture as human beings and the notion that ISPs might be able to limit what sites I can access unless I pay them more is utterly sickening. A lot of us are cash strapped as is, and I’d rather not be limited even more by someone else’s greed. Net Neutrality is essential and I hope you guys will understand why it needs to remain.
-Morgan
P.S. Signal boost this if you’re able.
“ limit what sites I can access unless I pay them more”
limit what sites I can access unless I pay them more
limit what sites I can access unless I pay them more
limit what sites I can access unless I pay them more
limit what sites I can access unless I pay them more
DO YOU WANT THIS? NO?? CLICK THE LINK. REBLOG.
As I understand this ruling, it means that businesses now have to pay extra to ISPs to have access to their websites through that ISP provided at a reasonable speed. If you don’t pay, users’ access to your website will be slowed to a crawl - so independent people and small businesses can forget about getting onto that high speed access tier.
This means that the American internet is going to be firmly under the control of those who have the most money. You’ll only get to see the content of those who can pay the ISPs to provide access at a reasonable speed. This means that you can expect to see skewed representation of just about everything, with those bigger businesses who can afford to pay ISPs a premium for access deciding what you can and cannot read, view and consume on the internet.
This is not something that we have in the UK. Our ISPs compete with each other to provide higher speeds, better services and lower prices, but because there’s a monopoly in the US of a few ISPs who provide services, they can afford to do this to you. You can’t go anywhere else, after all.
Everyone in the US needs to sign that petition, call their representatives, write angry letters and do whatever you can to tell your government that this ruling is Not Okay.
Maybe you guys are sick of this post but It’s really important to freelance artists and pretty much everyone who uses the internet, so here it is again. \o0o/
what a shitty way to start my day
Posted 11 years agoso i do not have enough sleep
but i’m awake wow
BECAUSE, i got up to pee and before i went back into my bedroom i looked out my sliding glass door and noticed my bike was gone from my porch.
the thing about my apartment is that it’s half underground. to get to my front door, you have to go down some stairs. to get to my back door, you have to hop down a 4 foot concrete wall and onto my porch.
also on my porch, i have a little garden growing. a shitty zuichini plant which probably wont do anything this year, a tomato plant, some carrots and some green onions.
well my green onions are crushed. meaning somebody stepped on them.
meaning… some ass hole not only stole my shitty bike which was uncomfortable to ride but mine nonetheless so i’m pissed, BUT also stepped on my fucking shitty tiny green onions to add insult to injury.
best morning.
so excite about the day.
but i’m awake wow
BECAUSE, i got up to pee and before i went back into my bedroom i looked out my sliding glass door and noticed my bike was gone from my porch.
the thing about my apartment is that it’s half underground. to get to my front door, you have to go down some stairs. to get to my back door, you have to hop down a 4 foot concrete wall and onto my porch.
also on my porch, i have a little garden growing. a shitty zuichini plant which probably wont do anything this year, a tomato plant, some carrots and some green onions.
well my green onions are crushed. meaning somebody stepped on them.
meaning… some ass hole not only stole my shitty bike which was uncomfortable to ride but mine nonetheless so i’m pissed, BUT also stepped on my fucking shitty tiny green onions to add insult to injury.
best morning.
so excite about the day.
come hang out with me on tinychat
Posted 11 years agoopen tinychat!! (started 10:45 pm PST)
i’m currently working on some fursuit stuff and want people to chat with
http://tinychat.com/matsuwolfess
EDIT: JK!! tinychat is down so if people wanna skype chat, add me matsu.fur
i’m currently working on some fursuit stuff and want people to chat with
http://tinychat.com/matsuwolfess
EDIT: JK!! tinychat is down so if people wanna skype chat, add me matsu.fur
IGNORANCE BE GONE
Posted 11 years ago
so in my late night wandering of the internet and my constant refreshing of my profile page to see if i had gotten any new messages and clicking of the home icon on tumblr with no new posts, i became super bored.
i went and started browsing the new submissions here on fa.
i noticed somebody posted a wip pic of an adult diaper they were making for their business.
my immediate thought was "uh.. weird.. :/" but i stopped myself and instead thought "ya know, i am so ignorant to this side of the fandom. i've seen cute art of people's baby fur characters and seen cute baby fur avatars on secondlife, but i dont get it."
i've never really researched that hobby/fetish because of the fetish side. it's NOT my cup of tea and i think it's pretty gross for adults with the total capability to get up and go use the toilet to soil themselves for the luls.
so i messaged the person who posted the wip pic asking "hey what's all this about? i want to be educated and not be so darn judgmental and ignorant!"
they were super kind to reply to me, explaining to me a good plenty about what sorts of reasons people have to be interested in acting out being small children.
i basically came away with this: baby furs/adult babies/diaper lovers are pretty similar to fursuiters, in the way that, yes, it CAN be about the fetishness of the act, but a lot of folks just wanna have fun.
like, i like to put on a cat costume and squeak at people for fun, others like to throw on a bib and a diaper and play with some toys on the floor for fun!
i think a lot of folks really dont like the baby furs because of the stereotype that it'll ALL fetish and sexual but we, as furries, deal with that same stigma all the time and we should be more open minded and accepting of eachother. we're all in this fandom together and we should try to blow away our ignorance and try to understand one another.
well, that's it, i suppose. just kinda wanted to share that i became a little wiser tonight and i feel pretty good about it.
c:
okapi adoptable still available
Posted 11 years agoRainfurrest 2014 MEME
Posted 11 years ago-Staying at:
clarion, across the street from the hilton
- Arrival and Departure?
thursaday to sunday
- Mode of transportation
riding with ognas moriwufsky datfluffybuttcorgi
- Rooming with:
ognas moriwufsky datfluffybuttcorgi
- Who Will I likely see you with?
ognas moriwufsky datfluffybuttcorgi and other folks like wilbuh, vessi, karma, uh and others XD
- Con Plans:
BE AT CON, DO CON THINGS idek
- How can I find you?
i'll post a "how to find me at RF" submission closer to con, so just keep an eye out for that.
- Do you do free art?
nupe
- Do you do trades?
nupe
- Do you do commissions?
yee, check out conifurous (lol this is an art question but whatev)
- Do you have prints / CDs ?
nupe
- Do you do badges?
nupe
- Will you have Art in the Art Show?
nupe
- Will you be going to parties?
ye sure
- Will you be performing?
noo
- Smoke?
vape, hookah, if somebody offers me hash oil pen or something, maybe
- Drink
OH YEE
- Gender
cis female
- Can I hug you?
yee but dont get frisky cuz i'll punch you, man
- Can I talk to you?
doo eet
- Will you be at any panels?
probably
- Can I touch you?
not in a perverse way cuz, bruh, i'll punch you
- Can I buy you drinks?
yee but it's your skin if you get caught lol
- How old are you?
20
- Can I snuggle with you?
probably not
- If you're pissed off, should I approach you?
what kind of question even is that??
- Are you nice?
noooooo so mean, very vicious, much anger (ye)
-Single or Taken?
Taken
- Cliquey?
uh i have friends??
- How tall?
5'4" i think??
- Can I Take pictures of you?
yee
- Will you get anything commissioned?
maybe?
- How can I get your attention?
give me cash money. lol but no, idk, just come up and say hi??
- Can I ask you to dance at the raves?
sure but watch your pelvic thrusting cuz the boyfrando might lay the smack down on ya
clarion, across the street from the hilton
- Arrival and Departure?
thursaday to sunday
- Mode of transportation
riding with ognas moriwufsky datfluffybuttcorgi
- Rooming with:
ognas moriwufsky datfluffybuttcorgi
- Who Will I likely see you with?
ognas moriwufsky datfluffybuttcorgi and other folks like wilbuh, vessi, karma, uh and others XD
- Con Plans:
BE AT CON, DO CON THINGS idek
- How can I find you?
i'll post a "how to find me at RF" submission closer to con, so just keep an eye out for that.
- Do you do free art?
nupe
- Do you do trades?
nupe
- Do you do commissions?
yee, check out conifurous (lol this is an art question but whatev)
- Do you have prints / CDs ?
nupe
- Do you do badges?
nupe
- Will you have Art in the Art Show?
nupe
- Will you be going to parties?
ye sure
- Will you be performing?
noo
- Smoke?
vape, hookah, if somebody offers me hash oil pen or something, maybe
- Drink
OH YEE
- Gender
cis female
- Can I hug you?
yee but dont get frisky cuz i'll punch you, man
- Can I talk to you?
doo eet
- Will you be at any panels?
probably
- Can I touch you?
not in a perverse way cuz, bruh, i'll punch you
- Can I buy you drinks?
yee but it's your skin if you get caught lol
- How old are you?
20
- Can I snuggle with you?
probably not
- If you're pissed off, should I approach you?
what kind of question even is that??
- Are you nice?
noooooo so mean, very vicious, much anger (ye)
-Single or Taken?
Taken
- Cliquey?
uh i have friends??
- How tall?
5'4" i think??
- Can I Take pictures of you?
yee
- Will you get anything commissioned?
maybe?
- How can I get your attention?
give me cash money. lol but no, idk, just come up and say hi??
- Can I ask you to dance at the raves?
sure but watch your pelvic thrusting cuz the boyfrando might lay the smack down on ya
new fursuit business account coniFURous
Posted 11 years ago
ognas and myself do most of our fursuit making collaboratively so we decided to make an account to do our business through.
conifurous
please go watch that account to find all our updated commission information.
in the profile info, you can also find some links to premade fursuits for sale.
thank you very much, friends~
CHEAP FURSUITS FOR SALE!! auctions ending soon!!
Posted 11 years agoYELLOW WOLF PARTIAL starting at $375.00 (auction ends 8/7/14 8pm PST)
ORANGE TIGER PARTIAL starting at $360.00 (auction ends 8/8/14 8:40pm PST)
UV REACTIVE FOX FULLSUIT starting at $500.00 (auction ends 8/11/14 8:30pm PST)
my friend/neighbor, ognas is selling two partials and a fullsuit!!
i’d be grateful if you could signal boost this a little. here is a link to a tumblr post for reblogging.
thank you~ <3
current queue
Posted 11 years agoGREEN is paid/in progress
RED is unpaid/unstarted
Skyrent (partial suit)
DakotaAmoraK. (partial suit)
takeachancemica (Handpaws)
shadywolf (hand paws & sleeves) (paid, NOT in progress)
RED is unpaid/unstarted
Skyrent (partial suit)
DakotaAmoraK. (partial suit)
takeachancemica (Handpaws)
shadywolf (hand paws & sleeves) (paid, NOT in progress)
commission update: urgent care clinic
Posted 11 years agoi thought i had a cold but it could be symptoms of something else.
i had to suddenly leave a few hours ago, to go to an urgent care clinic for some pain that became sobbing-inducing.
i was examined and given medication for the pain and a prescription for the potential condition to see if it had an effect while i wait two days for results to come back from the lab.
this means i'm still on the bench for a little while longer, before i can get back into the fursuit commissions game.
my one commission with a deadline will still get done on time, even if it kills me, i will do it.
i had to suddenly leave a few hours ago, to go to an urgent care clinic for some pain that became sobbing-inducing.
i was examined and given medication for the pain and a prescription for the potential condition to see if it had an effect while i wait two days for results to come back from the lab.
this means i'm still on the bench for a little while longer, before i can get back into the fursuit commissions game.
my one commission with a deadline will still get done on time, even if it kills me, i will do it.
commission update: illness
Posted 11 years agothe weather drastically changed from hot as balls to cold ass rain. tons of people in my area have gotten a cold due to the weather change and i, unfortunately, am one of them.
because i dont wanna get my germs on your stuff and get you guys sick, i'm taking a little break from working on commissions.
i only plan on being bed ridden a couple of days so commissions with deadlines WILL be met, i swear.
i will be back at work as soon as i am able.
thanks <3
because i dont wanna get my germs on your stuff and get you guys sick, i'm taking a little break from working on commissions.
i only plan on being bed ridden a couple of days so commissions with deadlines WILL be met, i swear.
i will be back at work as soon as i am able.
thanks <3
FURSUIT QUOTES OPEN + NEW PRICES
Posted 11 years agoOLD QUOTES:
i regret to inform you, my lovely watchers and friends, that previous quotes no longer stand.
i have some folks on an old waitlist with quotes for $15 for a pair of hand paws and i can't bring myself to devalue my work so greatly. i've made so much improvement in the 9 months i've been suit making and i just can't let my work go for so little return.
that being said if you have previously gotten a quote from me, and you're alright paying my new prices, i'd absolutely love to work with you still.
just send me a note, reminding me what you wanted and then we can work from there on a new quote.
OPEN FOR NEW QUOTES:
i am now open for quotes. i will stay open until friday the 11th, then i will choose who i would like to work with.
if i don't get very many people interested then i will just take all the commissions inquired about.
HOW TO GET A QUOTE:
note me with a link to a full body reference sheet and fill out the forms that apply to you.
please take note that partial fursuit commissions will take priority over parts commissions.
-HEAD FORM
-head circumference in inches
-species
-expression
-feminine or masculine
-fur color(s)
-toony flat or follow-me eyes
-eye color
-no teeth, bottom front teeth, top canines or all teeth
-any extra details
-HAND PAW FORM
-elbow or wrist length paws
-fur color(s)
-stuffed fleece or silicone paw pads
-paw pad color
-claws or no claws
-claw color
-skinny, average or thick hand/arms (basically, please tell me if you don't think you'll fit my standard paw pattern)
-any extra details
-ARM SLEEVE FORM
-inches around your wrist
-inches around your elbow
-inches around your bicep
-inches from tip of shoulder to wrist
-fur color(s)
-FEET PAW FORM
-indoor, outdoor or sock paws
-fur color(s)
-paw pad color(s)
-claws or no claws
-claw color
-shoe size
-TAIL FORM
-speices
-length
-fur color(s)
PRICES
all prices are subject to be higher depending on color count and marking complexity
-heads: $250+
-wrist length hand paws: $40+
-elbow length hand paws: $50+
-arm sleeves: $40+
-feet paws: $75+
-tails: $35+
i regret to inform you, my lovely watchers and friends, that previous quotes no longer stand.
i have some folks on an old waitlist with quotes for $15 for a pair of hand paws and i can't bring myself to devalue my work so greatly. i've made so much improvement in the 9 months i've been suit making and i just can't let my work go for so little return.
that being said if you have previously gotten a quote from me, and you're alright paying my new prices, i'd absolutely love to work with you still.
just send me a note, reminding me what you wanted and then we can work from there on a new quote.
OPEN FOR NEW QUOTES:
i am now open for quotes. i will stay open until friday the 11th, then i will choose who i would like to work with.
if i don't get very many people interested then i will just take all the commissions inquired about.
HOW TO GET A QUOTE:
note me with a link to a full body reference sheet and fill out the forms that apply to you.
please take note that partial fursuit commissions will take priority over parts commissions.
-HEAD FORM
-head circumference in inches
-species
-expression
-feminine or masculine
-fur color(s)
-toony flat or follow-me eyes
-eye color
-no teeth, bottom front teeth, top canines or all teeth
-any extra details
-HAND PAW FORM
-elbow or wrist length paws
-fur color(s)
-stuffed fleece or silicone paw pads
-paw pad color
-claws or no claws
-claw color
-skinny, average or thick hand/arms (basically, please tell me if you don't think you'll fit my standard paw pattern)
-any extra details
-ARM SLEEVE FORM
-inches around your wrist
-inches around your elbow
-inches around your bicep
-inches from tip of shoulder to wrist
-fur color(s)
-FEET PAW FORM
-indoor, outdoor or sock paws
-fur color(s)
-paw pad color(s)
-claws or no claws
-claw color
-shoe size
-TAIL FORM
-speices
-length
-fur color(s)
PRICES
all prices are subject to be higher depending on color count and marking complexity
-heads: $250+
-wrist length hand paws: $40+
-elbow length hand paws: $50+
-arm sleeves: $40+
-feet paws: $75+
-tails: $35+
FA+

conifurous