How not to discuss an issue
Posted 9 years agoThe man in the videos below had an opportunity to talk about a relevant problem that can happen. That being that if a hotel is hosting both a furry convention and an unrelated convention then it could result in a fursuiter hugging someone who did not want it.
The problem here is that the guy in the video chooses to say that he hates all furries and alienate the ones that watch his videos. The update video he made did not help his case.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MuGArKt0BXs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LnpBVyCfSko
The problem here is that the guy in the video chooses to say that he hates all furries and alienate the ones that watch his videos. The update video he made did not help his case.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MuGArKt0BXs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LnpBVyCfSko
Music
Posted 9 years agoThis isn't anything furry related but I wanted to share this anyway.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNRrqgaZMoc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNRrqgaZMoc
I don't even know what's going on anymore
Posted 9 years agoI do not want to cause anymore trouble. All I want to do is explain what my situation is and learn where I can go from here.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-DhWokOVsA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-DhWokOVsA
A need a catholic’s thoughts on this
Posted 9 years agoI am still unsure if I want to believe that the Abrahamic god is real. I read a passage where God is furious with Moses because the latter did not circumcise his son. Moses tries to explain that his wife was not an Israelite and felt that he did not have to use a knife on his son's genitals.
God then tries to kill Moses but stops when his terrified wife uses a rock to cut off her son's foreskin.
Does anyone actually think that God was in the right for doing this? I definitely don't and is this a real biblical quote then I do not want to follow this God anymore.
http://www.crivoice.org/biblestudy/.....dus/bbex7.html
God then tries to kill Moses but stops when his terrified wife uses a rock to cut off her son's foreskin.
Does anyone actually think that God was in the right for doing this? I definitely don't and is this a real biblical quote then I do not want to follow this God anymore.
http://www.crivoice.org/biblestudy/.....dus/bbex7.html
Something that I would mention during stand-up comedy
Posted 9 years agoI would bring up preferring open showers and I would then explain that this is not a perverted desire for a number of reasons.
#1: Open showers are easier to clean and are more sanitary.
#2: Someone could get away with attacking me in an individual shower.
#3: Some idiot(s) could use an individual shower to take a piss and that's disgusting.
#4: People could use individual showers to jerk off or have sex and that is very wrong.
#1: Open showers are easier to clean and are more sanitary.
#2: Someone could get away with attacking me in an individual shower.
#3: Some idiot(s) could use an individual shower to take a piss and that's disgusting.
#4: People could use individual showers to jerk off or have sex and that is very wrong.
Update on personal issues
Posted 9 years agoI now have enough skin to retain with an O-Ring. I now wear it all the time and I only wear the ManHood at night and during very important events. I even wear the O-Ring to the gym and I shower with it on.
I am better combating my fear of nudity. Every single day I go to the gym at 7:00 am (1:00 pm on Weekends) and I now follow a criteria to be naked as long as possible without wasting my time. When I show up I place my clean clothes on hooks and I make sure that I have a towel and washcloth available on another hook. I then change into shorts and I fill up my 32 oz. water bottle.
After I run on the treadmill for 30 minutes (15-20 minutes on Fridays because of my Psychology lab at 8:00 am) and finish drinking my water I make my way back to the locker room. The moment I walk in I take my shirt off then I get to my locker. I then remove my shoes and socks and then my shorts and underwear. I proceed to remove the lock in the nude and I quickly put my clothes in and put on flip flops. I grab my soap and a washcloth and towel but I do not wear the towel.
I proceed to walk to the shower nude. The showers are individual stalls and I pull the curtain back because I don't want anyone stealing my towel. After I am done I walk back to my locker without drying off since the locker area is carpeted. I open my locker and I put my now dirty clothes into plastic bags. After I get my stuff together I use the towel to dry off. Once I am done I put the towel back into my locker and close my locker and then I start getting dressed so I can leave.
Yesterday I weighted myself completely nude at the gym, I feel so liberated.
I hope that more men start being this comfortable with themselves and maybe more gyms will be built with an open shower system. Once I shower in one of those then I will finally have eliminated my fear of being nude around others.
I am better combating my fear of nudity. Every single day I go to the gym at 7:00 am (1:00 pm on Weekends) and I now follow a criteria to be naked as long as possible without wasting my time. When I show up I place my clean clothes on hooks and I make sure that I have a towel and washcloth available on another hook. I then change into shorts and I fill up my 32 oz. water bottle.
After I run on the treadmill for 30 minutes (15-20 minutes on Fridays because of my Psychology lab at 8:00 am) and finish drinking my water I make my way back to the locker room. The moment I walk in I take my shirt off then I get to my locker. I then remove my shoes and socks and then my shorts and underwear. I proceed to remove the lock in the nude and I quickly put my clothes in and put on flip flops. I grab my soap and a washcloth and towel but I do not wear the towel.
I proceed to walk to the shower nude. The showers are individual stalls and I pull the curtain back because I don't want anyone stealing my towel. After I am done I walk back to my locker without drying off since the locker area is carpeted. I open my locker and I put my now dirty clothes into plastic bags. After I get my stuff together I use the towel to dry off. Once I am done I put the towel back into my locker and close my locker and then I start getting dressed so I can leave.
Yesterday I weighted myself completely nude at the gym, I feel so liberated.
I hope that more men start being this comfortable with themselves and maybe more gyms will be built with an open shower system. Once I shower in one of those then I will finally have eliminated my fear of being nude around others.
Concept for a short comic
Posted 9 years agoA man from the USA is vacationing in another country. He eventually finds himself having to shower in a locker room that has no privacy. He choose to shower in trunks unlike the other local men who are showering nude.
The other men start making bets in their native language on why he is wearing trunks.
Local #1: $20 says he has a small dick.
Local #2: $20 says he has a huge dick.
Local #3: $20 says he shaves his pubes.
Local #4: $20 says he has a lot of pubes.
Local #5: $20 says he has an embarrassing birth mark, tattoo, rash, or scar.
Local #6: $20 says he is missing all or a portion of his genitals.
Local #7: $20 says he has a cunt.
One of the locals then pulls the tourist's trunks down and tears them in half. The dude has the biggest cock that any of the locals have ever seen.
Local #2: I win!!!!!!
The other men start making bets in their native language on why he is wearing trunks.
Local #1: $20 says he has a small dick.
Local #2: $20 says he has a huge dick.
Local #3: $20 says he shaves his pubes.
Local #4: $20 says he has a lot of pubes.
Local #5: $20 says he has an embarrassing birth mark, tattoo, rash, or scar.
Local #6: $20 says he is missing all or a portion of his genitals.
Local #7: $20 says he has a cunt.
One of the locals then pulls the tourist's trunks down and tears them in half. The dude has the biggest cock that any of the locals have ever seen.
Local #2: I win!!!!!!
TMI Tuesday
Posted 9 years agoI will answer literally anything no matter how off color it is.
Never been sent a notification before
Posted 9 years agoI follow many artists and I usually leave positive comments on most of the submissions that I see. However recently on someone's submission I asked a question and it let to a back and forth argument that escalated to a very uncomfortable point for both of us. I quickly became ashamed for starting it but what happened next was something that I did not see coming.
The artist sent me a private notification regarding my inappropriate behavior and told me that if I bring this up again then I will be blocked. I sent him a message back saying that I would never talk about the offensive subject again and I deleted every comment that I recall making on his submissions that related to it.
I have been on this site for a year and a half and never have I felt so guilty for offending someone. I believed that I had a very good standing on this site and I could blend in well with many other members.
Starting that argument is probably the worst mistake that I have ever made on a forum and I need to find personal forgiveness because I am very upset about this right now. I won't tell you who the artist is nor the topic of discussion because I don't want either of us to have former wounds reopened.
Hopefully this is just a one time mishap that I will get over. I hope that latter on I can better decide when it is necessary to talk about such a taboo topic as I did.
Good night.
The artist sent me a private notification regarding my inappropriate behavior and told me that if I bring this up again then I will be blocked. I sent him a message back saying that I would never talk about the offensive subject again and I deleted every comment that I recall making on his submissions that related to it.
I have been on this site for a year and a half and never have I felt so guilty for offending someone. I believed that I had a very good standing on this site and I could blend in well with many other members.
Starting that argument is probably the worst mistake that I have ever made on a forum and I need to find personal forgiveness because I am very upset about this right now. I won't tell you who the artist is nor the topic of discussion because I don't want either of us to have former wounds reopened.
Hopefully this is just a one time mishap that I will get over. I hope that latter on I can better decide when it is necessary to talk about such a taboo topic as I did.
Good night.
My brother and I just saw Zootopia
Posted 9 years agoI also confessed to him my identity as a furry. Go ahead and watch below.
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?li.....XJSK4nn3TMU3Ri
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?li.....XJSK4nn3TMU3Ri
What I hope does not happen with Zootopia
Posted 9 years agoI am seeing a midnight showing of Zootopia and if I wasn't a furry I would have wanted to watch it anyway. Some people think that the movie will give furries bad publicity. I doubt this but I hope that no one is stupid enough to wear something furry related to a public screening of the movie.
Maybe I am just being paranoid.
Maybe I am just being paranoid.
A victim of American Prudishness
Posted 9 years agoA lot of Americans are becoming uncomfortable with their bodies. It is even worse with kids and in the modern day many kids don't even shower after gym class because they are too scared of being nude in front of each other. Despite the fact that not showering after gym is very unhygienic teachers can't force them to shower anymore because they are afraid that the one of the kids' parents will file a lawsuit against them. A lot of guys will use a towel to hide themselves when they are changing in the locker room and will even shower in trunks.
FurAffinity has many people from around the world. I am sure that someone from a culture where showering after gym class is still mandatory would read this and I wanted to give some context. Now to talk about me.
For my entire life I have been uncomfortable with my body. Later on as a teenager I was terrified of pre-martial sex and I believed that masturbation was a terrible sin that I could not stop. I can blame it all on two things. My parents and my religious background.
At one point when I was a child and I was on spring break I had the desire to be naked in my room with the door closed. My sister went to a different school with a different break and I can't remember where my brother was at the time. He was either too young to be involved with anything or attended the same school. That left me alone in the house with just me and my mother. I told her that I was going to take a nap and I went in my room and stripped nude and put my clothes in a pillowcase. I don't remember if I did this on multiple days or if it was only one but eventually my mom then entered the room and caught me.
I was in my bed at the time and I quickly pulled the covers over myself. She came up to me and pulled the covers off and became deeply confused and concerned that I was nude. I could not explain myself and she lectured me about not taking my clothes off.
This really angers me off as an adult because by her definition it is wrong to sleep in the nude. Later on as I was getting older I started to notice pleasure out of dryhumping my bed. I was discovering masturbation and later on that was how I jerk off even to this day. I have used my own spit as lubricant with the traditional self-handjob method but most of the time I dryhump my bed.
Recently I figured out that I should not be jerking off that way. Don't worry about me hurting my junk because I am looking into other options. My main goal was to grow another foreskin since that will be a natural lubricant. Until then I'll find another way. Let's get back on track
On nights I started to take my clothes off as I was laying in bed and I put my clothes in a pillowcase. I used additional layers of blankets at the same time. Unfortunately my father came in and fought me to pull the covers off. He then left silently and I put my clothes back on. He soon came back and he had me follow him to his room. He was interrogating me and I did not know what to say and he gave up and sent me back to bed.
On a later night I left my shirt on and left everything else in my pillowcase. The exact same thing happened again and it shocks me that my parents could not figure out that I was sexually discovering myself. I told them that I was rubbing myself and they believed that I was suffering from a rash or something.
I don't follow a religion anymore because I am not sure if it is believed that people who have pre-martial sex or masturbate are going to hell. I definitely thought this in the past and that along with what happened in the past has scarred me.
I recall going on a trip to a creek a couple of years ago. For many years I wanted to try skinny-dipping and I did so at that creek. I snuck away from our camping site in the early morning and I was the only one at the creek. It was very relaxing but I felt like I would be punished if one of my parents where to catch me.
As an adult I am comfortable being naked if I am all alone. In present day I sleep in the nude and I spend a lot of time in my dorm or in my bedroom surfing the web in the nude (I was even nude when I wrote the first draft of this journal). This does not stop the fact that I am still not comfortable with being nude with others.
I was and probably still am uncomfortable with doctor exams at the point where my genitals are being checked. In the past when I have share a room with other guys I hide under covers when we change clothes. I was not even comfortable changing in the room with my own brother and I kept going into the bathroom every morning back when we shared a room.
I was never an athlete and I took gym over the summer in high school. What I am saying is that I have never build up a tolerance for public showering. There was one instance before high school when I was on a camping trip where my father forced me to join him in an open room but that was only one time and it did not help. As an adult I get anxious when I have changed in a gym locker room and when I am anxious like that I get an erection.
I used to believe that I having issues with myself because I lost my foreskin. That might be the case but I am afraid that I will still be uncomfortable with myself after I have another foreskin. My parents don't even know that I have issue with my body and there is no way that I can talk with them. I am in college so I have a lot of studying to do and I am not in any immediate danger but I need to eventually find a way to get rid of this terrible irrational fear.
FurAffinity has many people from around the world. I am sure that someone from a culture where showering after gym class is still mandatory would read this and I wanted to give some context. Now to talk about me.
For my entire life I have been uncomfortable with my body. Later on as a teenager I was terrified of pre-martial sex and I believed that masturbation was a terrible sin that I could not stop. I can blame it all on two things. My parents and my religious background.
At one point when I was a child and I was on spring break I had the desire to be naked in my room with the door closed. My sister went to a different school with a different break and I can't remember where my brother was at the time. He was either too young to be involved with anything or attended the same school. That left me alone in the house with just me and my mother. I told her that I was going to take a nap and I went in my room and stripped nude and put my clothes in a pillowcase. I don't remember if I did this on multiple days or if it was only one but eventually my mom then entered the room and caught me.
I was in my bed at the time and I quickly pulled the covers over myself. She came up to me and pulled the covers off and became deeply confused and concerned that I was nude. I could not explain myself and she lectured me about not taking my clothes off.
This really angers me off as an adult because by her definition it is wrong to sleep in the nude. Later on as I was getting older I started to notice pleasure out of dryhumping my bed. I was discovering masturbation and later on that was how I jerk off even to this day. I have used my own spit as lubricant with the traditional self-handjob method but most of the time I dryhump my bed.
Recently I figured out that I should not be jerking off that way. Don't worry about me hurting my junk because I am looking into other options. My main goal was to grow another foreskin since that will be a natural lubricant. Until then I'll find another way. Let's get back on track
On nights I started to take my clothes off as I was laying in bed and I put my clothes in a pillowcase. I used additional layers of blankets at the same time. Unfortunately my father came in and fought me to pull the covers off. He then left silently and I put my clothes back on. He soon came back and he had me follow him to his room. He was interrogating me and I did not know what to say and he gave up and sent me back to bed.
On a later night I left my shirt on and left everything else in my pillowcase. The exact same thing happened again and it shocks me that my parents could not figure out that I was sexually discovering myself. I told them that I was rubbing myself and they believed that I was suffering from a rash or something.
I don't follow a religion anymore because I am not sure if it is believed that people who have pre-martial sex or masturbate are going to hell. I definitely thought this in the past and that along with what happened in the past has scarred me.
I recall going on a trip to a creek a couple of years ago. For many years I wanted to try skinny-dipping and I did so at that creek. I snuck away from our camping site in the early morning and I was the only one at the creek. It was very relaxing but I felt like I would be punished if one of my parents where to catch me.
As an adult I am comfortable being naked if I am all alone. In present day I sleep in the nude and I spend a lot of time in my dorm or in my bedroom surfing the web in the nude (I was even nude when I wrote the first draft of this journal). This does not stop the fact that I am still not comfortable with being nude with others.
I was and probably still am uncomfortable with doctor exams at the point where my genitals are being checked. In the past when I have share a room with other guys I hide under covers when we change clothes. I was not even comfortable changing in the room with my own brother and I kept going into the bathroom every morning back when we shared a room.
I was never an athlete and I took gym over the summer in high school. What I am saying is that I have never build up a tolerance for public showering. There was one instance before high school when I was on a camping trip where my father forced me to join him in an open room but that was only one time and it did not help. As an adult I get anxious when I have changed in a gym locker room and when I am anxious like that I get an erection.
I used to believe that I having issues with myself because I lost my foreskin. That might be the case but I am afraid that I will still be uncomfortable with myself after I have another foreskin. My parents don't even know that I have issue with my body and there is no way that I can talk with them. I am in college so I have a lot of studying to do and I am not in any immediate danger but I need to eventually find a way to get rid of this terrible irrational fear.
My stance on circumcision
Posted 10 years agoI was circumcised as an infant like many unfortunate boys born in Kentucky in 1995. I am pretty sure that all of the men from both sides of my family who are currently living have been circumcised as infants. I know that my father was and I have one brother who was born in 1999 that did not escape it either. I would estimate that I went for about 13 years without ever seeing a foreskin and I thought that having the head of the penis exposed was the way all men were born. Everything changed when I started to read about South Park on Wikipedia. I did not watch the show at the time but I read about it. I had heard about the episode Ike's Wee Wee and it lead me to figure out the basics of circumcision and I saw one picture of a penis that still had its foreskin. For 3 years I was in the wrong for accepting the fact that I had been circumcised. The mindset that I had back then sounds like I would say yes to having a son circumcised. The only problem that I knew about was the possibility of painful erections caused by having too much skin being removed. Eventually I learned that 70% of the world's men have foreskins which left me confused but not convinced. Everything changed when I was about 16 when I watched a video on YouTube called Circumcision Trauma. It plays live circumcisions that do not use anesthesia. The instant that the first baby started screaming was when my entire stance on the subject changed. I then researched functions of the foreskin which made me feel robbed. I was left shocked, confused, traumatized, distrustful of doctors and unsure of my status as a normal human being. It did not help that while I was and still am a virgin my erections hurt due to lack of skin and the glands were easily irritated by swimwear. I learned about Foreskin Restoration shortly after this and I wanted to start immediately. I knew for a fact that I could not buy a device but I could still use my bare hands. I knew back then that I would never truly get it back but it sounded like a solution. Unfortunately I did not begin when I was 16 and I wish I did. For the next 3 years I kept trying to start restoring only to stop due to a bad attention span. I avoided discussing this with my parents but eventually I cracked and I tried to talk to them. When I did they became angry with me thinking that am complaining about something that everybody does. They come across as people who hate anyone and everyone who is either not circumcised or is against circumcision or both. I do not discuss circumcision nor restoration with my parents anymore because I can tell that there is no way that I can change their minds. Fuck them. I have a sister who is disturbed by circumcision but does not think about it. I have told my brother everything that I know and he wants me to shut up. He told me that he is not interested in restoring which made me feel sad. On December 25, 2013 I finally decided to begin restoring for real. Unfortunately I was not consistent at it. Sometimes I might go for a while without restoring while other times I might want to devote too much time to it. On November 30, 2014 I started taking daily flaccid pictures and keeping an hour devoted every day. Over winter break I tried to go up to 2 hours with half of it only focused on the underside of my penis to solve the issue of barely having any hairless skin on that side. On most of those days I got some restoring done but only rarely was it 2 hours and on some days restoring did not happen at all. When I arrived back at college I went for 5 days trying to put aside 2 hours a day but that lead to stress. I now only dedicate 30 minutes per day. Half of that only focuses on the underside while the other half is manual method 2. As I am writing this I am days away from getting O-Rings through the mail. If they work then this will be the last thing that I will have written on this site before I start retaining. My story is far from over and I have a lot of events to come. I just hope that it gets better.
Concept for homosexual romance ending in tragedy.
Posted 10 years agoProtagonist: 15 year old freshman living in the USA with his parents. He has a 23 year old brother who recently moved into a house a block away from them after finishing college a couple of months before. The family are German immigrants who moved when the brothers were 5 and 13.
Boyfriend: 14 year old freshman living in the USA with his mother. He was conceived during a one-night stand with a stranger who was never seen again. The mother is from Scotland and she and her son moved when the boy was 10.
How they met: The boys attended the same high school which had a support group for immigrants. They joined the group and became friends.
Time period: August 25, 2013 - February 14, 2014
Tragic ending: The protagonist's parents were homophobic and had anger problems. Their son was making a Valentine's Day gift for his boyfriend and they found the present after he forgets to take it with him to school. The parents kidnap their son's boyfriend and the father beats the boy to death while the mother forces their son to watch. The protagonist's brother then sneaks into the house and assassinates his parents before they can kill their own son. The entire ordeal was captured on the family's security cameras and the older brother is not arrested. The protagonist decides to move in with his older brother and the man vows to help his sibling find work and help put him through college.
That's all that I've got. I hope that it is a concept that can work.
Boyfriend: 14 year old freshman living in the USA with his mother. He was conceived during a one-night stand with a stranger who was never seen again. The mother is from Scotland and she and her son moved when the boy was 10.
How they met: The boys attended the same high school which had a support group for immigrants. They joined the group and became friends.
Time period: August 25, 2013 - February 14, 2014
Tragic ending: The protagonist's parents were homophobic and had anger problems. Their son was making a Valentine's Day gift for his boyfriend and they found the present after he forgets to take it with him to school. The parents kidnap their son's boyfriend and the father beats the boy to death while the mother forces their son to watch. The protagonist's brother then sneaks into the house and assassinates his parents before they can kill their own son. The entire ordeal was captured on the family's security cameras and the older brother is not arrested. The protagonist decides to move in with his older brother and the man vows to help his sibling find work and help put him through college.
That's all that I've got. I hope that it is a concept that can work.
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