I rly need to get back into the fandom in a bunch of ways. Lik drawing and posting n stuff, but I wanna find some new things as well. I rly wanna branch out to some new furs; to open me up to some new stuff I've never seen before. I guess this is a post to say Ima back:3

I was thinking today about the whole gender switching and genderqueer and sexuality and all tht jazz, and well hmmmmm where do I fit in at.....Oh how thts been the question of my life. Well I don't rly care where I am in the whole spectrum, but it is a nice conversational piece to shot the shit wit someone. So lets see how would I describe myself. Well first lets list of something.

Things I Like/Like To Do

[G] I love to dress in womans clothes (makes me feel so sexy and they are so comfy)
[G] I like wearing Make-up and getting all pretty (such a diva)
[G] I talk like a teenage white girl -like totes omg lawl tee hee
[G/B] I love love love guys (duhhhhhhh)
[G] Im flamboyant (at times/who im with)
[B] Love workingout
[B] I like MMA and fighting
[B] Biking is MY LIFE

Theres a bunch more but I can't think of em and rly if you wanna say any of those can be up for interpretation of which side they can fall on. Idk Ive always been weird so...ummm yea tht a thing. Well rly I just got to thinking all about this cus I drew myself as a Chick today but yea tht was wht I wanted to ramble about

Tonight I had my first game night with a slow and novice start but it turned out to be a win.

Checklist for next time

-Chairs
-Table
-Official Time and Date
-Group Snack Run Before
-More Games (party, video, board, etc.)
-Paper&Plastic Ware

Until the Next time I'll be planning out some cool things to do. Maybe a Theme night or something who knows, but Thankoo Thankoo to Luke, Doggy&Foxy, and Lyla for coming and having some fun:3

[✓] Party Every Night
[✓] Drink A Ton Of Boozes
[✓] Hug A Fursuiter
[✓] Hug A Ton Of People
[✓] Get A Free Drink
[✓] Get Some Tail :3
[✓] Snuggles
[✓] Play Con Games
[✓] Buy Arts and Other Con Things
[✓] Make Friends
[✓] See The Parade
[✓] Drunk Dancing
[✓] Saw Uncle Kage
[✓] Raved
[✓] Saw A Proposal
[✓✓✓] Had Fun

It's everything YouTube said it would be lol

Ok now tht my liver is working at a tolerable level lets do this *takes sip of water*

Day 1

Well the first day my favorite dragon kitty was there and we had a blast even tho he couldn't stay for too long :( Oh oh and Luke everyone raved about ur panel they were like "wished it could have been longer" "wish it could have been two days" "had so much fun there" so new year can't wait to see wht you do next. Lets see, the rest of the day we and by we I mean these and tht pups sister kinda just feeled it out checked out some other things but nothing to special.

Day 2

(DUN DUN DUUUUNNNNNN) jk tee hee. Ok started off with breakfast omg maybe it was from being wasted the night before.....oh yea got smashed the night before but back to the story. Yea everything I ate I swear was the driest thing I ever eat...even the juice lol. After tht we did some suiting stuff with and then we did the Parade pretty awesome, think we had like 103 suiters I may be one of those guys next year but who knows. Well later tht night the rave was on and boy oh boy did I shake my hind end...of course with the help of some liquid encouragement. After the rave we were still looking for a party and ran into a very interesting room. Im a bit shy and new but Ill just say I wasn't to experienced yet and we'll leave tht at tht.

Day 3

Well day three was kinda winding down nothing much happen just the dance copo with omg omg two people proposed, my heart was like melted OHHHHH DA FEELLLLSSSSSS!!!!!! We walked around a bit more and then and picked up info from all our friends tht we hope to see next year and shipped off

Big Shout Outs:

Platinum Square
Amanda - The Coldest Bitch Around
Pears
Ban Ba Ban Ban Baaannnnn

Now tht it's warmer out Im thinking of fun ways to stay in shape and hang with some friends other then staying in a gym all day.

Running is always awesome either in a park or maybe a beach but Id love to find new interesting places as well.

Cycling is the shiz and I love love love it, would be amazing to find some riding buddies, I mostly do road biking but im down for anything Id rly like to try mtb.

Swimming I heard works a lot of you body and is a nice way to cool off on the hot summer days thts a bonus but don't kno many place to swim around me other then the ymca and the beach and beach water ewwwwwww

Sports would be fun to of just throwing the ball around having a good chat but if I got enough people I love to play some softball or soccer halk even maybe some kick ball

If anyone else has anything to throw in feel free :3

Relationships with me are a very unstable thing. Im just so.....different of a person tht I think I'll never find a anyone. For years Ive hurt so many people and I just don't understand why. I don't try I rly don't and I hate myself for cusing so much pain, but I don't kno how to change myself. Do I need to change myself?? Is there anyone out there tht I can make happy and not hurt them??? All I want in life is to make others happy, tht is my goal. Thts truly wht makes me happy and im not doing any kind of a good job at doing it. I just want the headaches to stop, there a everyday thing and im just at the breaking point.

Only three more dayz til my fluffy butt pillow gets home and I can get some good sleep in my flat, even if im nearly pushed off of it :3