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Posted 3 weeks agowell its that time of year again and im a year older i feel old AF 33 YEARS ON THIS PLANET AND IM STILL KICKING
art status (if anyone cares)(rant)
Posted 2 months agoas of late.... i have very little to no drive to do art as much as i used to. the feeling i get behind a lot of my art if its commission based even if i get commissioned or someone buys a slot from ych (seems to never happen nowadays) i just feel like a robot. a lot of the art I've been drawing on my tablet i will draw full pictures from my character to doing friendly art of someone else's character or just things in general out in the world or anything that pops into my head. the one thing I've felt from my art is that it doesn't feel like me anymore. I've gone through maybe more art on my Samsung tablet and just deleted the picture cause i felt like posting it but it just didn't feel right to post at all on here or my twitter or bluesky.
i just feel the art doesn't accompany me in the same mind set cause I've been in and out of jobs not able to hold a job for a very long time cause its not in the feild im looking for or i just feel like a mass tool in a bigger project that doesn't really include my thoughts going into my future. I've just been stressed out lately and i feel like no matter what i try even trying to be more fit and healthy just doesn't seem work out for me no matter how hard i try to push myself. i just get sucked back into my games and my mental state just vanishes as i feel complacent with just putting my life into the games that even give me a moment of serotonin. the only peace of mind i have is just sitting there at the screen and just wasting away at the games. the one person i truly loved is gone in my life, i recently got fired from a job due to complaints, i know it seems im putting myself as the victim but the more this goes on the more i feel art isnt my escape anymore. its just games and games and more games. i never really leave my house anymore im just here physically but mental ive checked out. this shitty country of America has stressed me more and more as news just gets worse.
the more i feel to even try and do something even remotely good for myself i just get put down negatively. i try to constantly distance myself from these people but they just come back and i feel like im just stuck in an endless loop of the same cycle of repeat of trying to get work, try to work out, try to be healthy, into failing at the interview, ill do this tomorrow, it wont hurt to eat this.
i just want good people around me to help me with this mental state but i dont even know where to even begin to look for these kinds of people and have them in my life.
i just want to leave this current place and be at peace being alone at this point. just wallow away in self pitty and regret and leave the world with no legacy cause i just dont deserve the life everyone else gets to enjoy.need help (possible job in mississippi)
Posted 7 months agohi there so this is a bit off for me but due to issues of my past when i was a kid are still coming back to haunt me ive decided as a last resort i will attempt to move to Mississippi to take a job working for a company making ships for the US military ships and if i end up moving i dont know anyone in Mississippi that may let me house there to work at this company. i will be there for a long time to put work under my belt as a welder and get my profile going for work in the welding field so that i can then come back to texas and work local to my main residence.
if anyone has anybody they know that is willing to put up with me i will pay rent and pay for my own food and so on. i hate this but i need to make money somehow and if its for me to leave where i live to make a living just so i can afford a lawyer that can help with my situation then i guess thats what i gotta do.
please if you know anyone or can spread the word the company is called Ingalls they are stationed in Pascagoula,MS and anyone living near there that is willing to partner with me and i pay my rent and living there would be helpful on any detail.
thank you for reading and please spread the word if yall can.
if anyone has anybody they know that is willing to put up with me i will pay rent and pay for my own food and so on. i hate this but i need to make money somehow and if its for me to leave where i live to make a living just so i can afford a lawyer that can help with my situation then i guess thats what i gotta do.
please if you know anyone or can spread the word the company is called Ingalls they are stationed in Pascagoula,MS and anyone living near there that is willing to partner with me and i pay my rent and living there would be helpful on any detail.
thank you for reading and please spread the word if yall can.
my mental state
Posted 9 months agoas i continue to seek work my depression is crippling my appetites as of late i have no motivation. the few games i was playin im now down to really not playing anything. the one family member who was helping me kinda just blew me off when i started getting depressed cause i couldnt find work no matter his help. its really hard to stay mentally stable right now. im starting to waver to heavily suicidal thoughts and it scares me. shit im fucking crying even typing this out. as someone who is heavily heavily ADHD when someone says something or if i let my mind wander to far the thoughts are increasingly hard to ignore. i dont have health care to get anti depressents or any kind of health. i have a huge bill for school i have to pay for but i cant cause i no longer have a job. i even have a large medical bill to pay which i cant afford i keep telling them i cant pay i have nothing in my name i just have my computer my tablets and my phone really. this actually sucks. this country is a fucking mess and i blame this shitty economy and the hate the fear mongering it just doesnt help. im torwards the point in my life i think im having a midlife crisis this is the only thing that makes me think this is what is to blame. i honestly dont know what to do and its confusing me. please if anyone does read this. please tell me something just anything comforting right now can help. please just anything.
words of comfort to those that may need it
Posted 9 months agoI've been through life and had my ups and downs. i learned to try to be someone else when i should have been me. the things ive learned have taught me from my mistakes. from happiness to sadness. to the darkest of times to the greatest of times. i learn to take what i can with what recourses i have. if you truly want to protect yourself protect yourself and your loved ones and your property. if you can keep moving forward making sure to get back up when you get knocked down keep pushing don't let anyone say otherwise. its hard i know. its a cruel world and we all live on this planet together.
i understand that even being alone we are afraid of being alone we are human we fear the things that are just inevitable. its a struggle but we all look for the words that will pick us up and when we hear those words we move towards those people. so don't be afraid to ask for help. reach for help when you truly struggle when your lowest of low. we all struggle we all hurt we are all afraid but why do you think that is? its cause we constantly fight the people around us to reach and strive to be at the top and make others proud but its just yourself gratification that pure feeling we search for to be somewhat complacent/
don't let the world beat you down. keep moving forward.
ill admit I've been to my lowest points that I've tried to commit suicide. i failed at it and i learned that i cant let my emotions just push me to this point. we all deserve an emotion to support us in our time of need be it greed, happiness, hope, even hate. we all need each other. please note that this is for that person who truly needs to see this. to read this. to know they are loved, wanted, and cared about.
don't let those difficult times make you feel ashamed. even if you do achieve what you want in life don't let the fear of loss take over. we all need each other's help. reach out think it out and look for where you truly belong.
look inward and ask yourself who are you? what do you want? what is it i want? who is it i truly want to be? where do i truly feel happy? who do i talk to when i need the support? YOU must figure this out not others not your friends not your parents but you alone must find these answers to find your own destiny in this life.
i understand that even being alone we are afraid of being alone we are human we fear the things that are just inevitable. its a struggle but we all look for the words that will pick us up and when we hear those words we move towards those people. so don't be afraid to ask for help. reach for help when you truly struggle when your lowest of low. we all struggle we all hurt we are all afraid but why do you think that is? its cause we constantly fight the people around us to reach and strive to be at the top and make others proud but its just yourself gratification that pure feeling we search for to be somewhat complacent/
don't let the world beat you down. keep moving forward.
ill admit I've been to my lowest points that I've tried to commit suicide. i failed at it and i learned that i cant let my emotions just push me to this point. we all deserve an emotion to support us in our time of need be it greed, happiness, hope, even hate. we all need each other. please note that this is for that person who truly needs to see this. to read this. to know they are loved, wanted, and cared about.
don't let those difficult times make you feel ashamed. even if you do achieve what you want in life don't let the fear of loss take over. we all need each other's help. reach out think it out and look for where you truly belong.
look inward and ask yourself who are you? what do you want? what is it i want? who is it i truly want to be? where do i truly feel happy? who do i talk to when i need the support? YOU must figure this out not others not your friends not your parents but you alone must find these answers to find your own destiny in this life.
sad day as its raining today (RIP sir you will be missed)
Posted a year agosadly it was stated today that akira toriyama the creator of the dragon ball universe has passed away from a brain hematoma basically a brain bleed at the age of 68 i grew up on dragon ball and i dont know what to feel right now im numb IM MAD IM SAD IM ANGRY AT THIS WORLD THIS IS HORSE SHIT BRO IVE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEW DRAGON BALL DAIMA ANIME SINCE THE INFO OF IT COMING OUT IN OCTOBER OF LAST FUCKING YEAR THIS YEAR IS SHIT!!!!!
im a low class job and i got how much back?????
Posted a year agoso i filed my tax returns today since i got my W-2 and the most bullshit thing ever is that after filing and putting in i went to a welding school for a certification my tax return was get this $28....yeah thats rigth only fucking $28 im sorry but trump fucked the lower class and middle class so fucking much. as soon as i have the money im fucking moving to the UK or canada cause this is absolutely bull shit
anyone know anybody that is taking commissions???
Posted a year agocurrently trying to find any artists that are gonna be within my price range im trying to get a ref sheet of my main character mellisa and my horse girl salina my price range im trying to find is gonna be around 50-80 usd
Samsung tablet users need info
Posted a year agoSo i just got a samsung galaxy s6 lite as a tablet for drawing art and im asking anyone that may use a galaxy tablet for art what program do you use g drawing cause im really interested in finding a good program or ap to use on my tablet
i need help deciding (samsung or ipad tablet for art)
Posted 2 years agoso as ive recently been getting decent checks and working on myself i thought i would try and get back into art a bit more and one thing i wanna do is buy a tablet that is portable like an ipad or samsung tablet that i can use an art program on. sadly i dont know which is more affordable or worth investing in as ive always hated apple but i have heard good things about their tablets for artists. i know that samsung tablets have more connection as you can use other devices to pair or plug into it like a laptop so i could use a mouse and keyboard kinda thing.
so im wanting to find out from any followers that do art what tablet they would recommend investing in to be on the go doing art.
so im wanting to find out from any followers that do art what tablet they would recommend investing in to be on the go doing art.
so life update sorta(birthday is soonish)
Posted 2 years agoso with me being into 400hours of the 900 hour program of welding school at arc labs ive been struggling for almost about a month on vertical welding and it got me to my breaking point today.
did a bit of soul searching when i got home from it and im disappointed and angry with myself and how ive been taking care of myself mentally and physically. going back and forth with myself on what im doing wrong in what im currently working on and how i can improve msyelf and how i can fix the situation.
like i really want to do welding its a good paying job i dont have to be in a conversation with a customer who bitches at me how to they can do my job better or how it was done wrong (mainly the foreman aka the boss will get on me for that rather that than a karen) but either way im done with food service overall and i hate it as the weeks go by that im still in this shitty hell hole of a paycheck.
other than school im almost 31 WOOO birthday is in 20 days and i feel the age is starting to wera on me cause im getting tired more and i dont feel happy with how i look even with the weight im slowly losing.
im trying to be alot healthier as well stay away from soda alot more and sweets but ugh sweets are my fucking kryptonite like hell. in other good news there was a job fair at school and im probably planning on moving out to ohio cause im FUCKING TIRED of this shitty houston hot weather in texas. look i may be overweight but dear god this heat wave is just busting my balls while im welding and i dont plan on taking any jobs here for welding outside FUCK that mess ill take an indoor job like a fabrication job or structure job at least where there is some shade of some sort/
another thing im also gonna be trying to do is find someone i can be with im tired of being single there is a person who ive had a crush on for a long time on here and she has drawn a character of mine and ill admit i still have some feelings for her but they arent mutual cause i barely ever talk to her and when i do its short convos but i feel like if i wasnt such a shy dumb dumb and choke up on the keyboard and talked to her more maybe something could happen i doubt it but ill still support her and her drawings when im even on this site. you can mainly find me in discords under the same name or under Matlynx in the server.
oh if anyone is playing Diablo4, for honor, or destiny 2 that want to give me some guides or help me out on doing things hit me up on steam or on battle.net my Btag is Matuscha#1743
did a bit of soul searching when i got home from it and im disappointed and angry with myself and how ive been taking care of myself mentally and physically. going back and forth with myself on what im doing wrong in what im currently working on and how i can improve msyelf and how i can fix the situation.
like i really want to do welding its a good paying job i dont have to be in a conversation with a customer who bitches at me how to they can do my job better or how it was done wrong (mainly the foreman aka the boss will get on me for that rather that than a karen) but either way im done with food service overall and i hate it as the weeks go by that im still in this shitty hell hole of a paycheck.
other than school im almost 31 WOOO birthday is in 20 days and i feel the age is starting to wera on me cause im getting tired more and i dont feel happy with how i look even with the weight im slowly losing.
im trying to be alot healthier as well stay away from soda alot more and sweets but ugh sweets are my fucking kryptonite like hell. in other good news there was a job fair at school and im probably planning on moving out to ohio cause im FUCKING TIRED of this shitty houston hot weather in texas. look i may be overweight but dear god this heat wave is just busting my balls while im welding and i dont plan on taking any jobs here for welding outside FUCK that mess ill take an indoor job like a fabrication job or structure job at least where there is some shade of some sort/
another thing im also gonna be trying to do is find someone i can be with im tired of being single there is a person who ive had a crush on for a long time on here and she has drawn a character of mine and ill admit i still have some feelings for her but they arent mutual cause i barely ever talk to her and when i do its short convos but i feel like if i wasnt such a shy dumb dumb and choke up on the keyboard and talked to her more maybe something could happen i doubt it but ill still support her and her drawings when im even on this site. you can mainly find me in discords under the same name or under Matlynx in the server.
oh if anyone is playing Diablo4, for honor, or destiny 2 that want to give me some guides or help me out on doing things hit me up on steam or on battle.net my Btag is Matuscha#1743
SO GOOD NEWS
Posted 2 years agoim currently enrolled into welding school i couldnt be fucking happier. i feel like im actually getting a win in life and not a loss it feels like im actually achieving something for myself other than a big paycheck. but i chose 900 hours for class of welding at arc labs and i recommend this school over other schools as this school has 40 hours or so of being in a class and then the rest of my hours will be me doing hands on learning..
SO FUCKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW
SO FUCKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW
trying to find artist
Posted 2 years agoso there is an artist i love their style alot and im trying to remember the name of that artist but can someone help me out
they made a comic not to long ago about a fennec fox male character giving head to a horse trying to get him all ready for a porno when he had enough drugged the female lead of the porno she passes out they put her in another room and he ends up becoming the main character of the porno getting pounded by the horse guy.
please really trying to find this artist but his name slips my mind as of right now.
they made a comic not to long ago about a fennec fox male character giving head to a horse trying to get him all ready for a porno when he had enough drugged the female lead of the porno she passes out they put her in another room and he ends up becoming the main character of the porno getting pounded by the horse guy.
please really trying to find this artist but his name slips my mind as of right now.
reason for my absence...
Posted 2 years agoso for the past couple years my drive for doing art has dwindled to a halt. i have no drive at all for doing any art as of late due to the fact im a game addict. i have adhd and have not been medicated since highschool so my mind cannot focus on the task at hand when im trying to do any art so projects get half assed and not completed. ive been dealing with constant money issues cause of my addiction to games and buying food when i dont need to when i have food at home.
the constant issues i put myself through i feel like i put myself into a depressing state that i feel like doing nothing but playing my games. no motivation for me means nothing gets fucking done and im tired of it. im currently trying to push myself into motivation so that i feel better about myself feel better mentally and physically. im currently trying to go back to school for welding to get a better job and have a career in life so that i feel stable mentally, financially, and physically. sadly with the current inflations of school going on right now im trying to find the cheapest welding school i can aford. the major issue im having right now is FOCUSING i constantly lose my train of thought cause i cant focus for shit and due to this i think im forgetting too much on when i need to do certain tasks at hand and its becoming an issue even to my mother.
for right now im going to be trying to go back to School as of right now and when i can i will try my hardest to come back to doing art which i love doing. just as of right now anything i try to draw just doesnt feel right or feels like i botched the peice.so new job love it but there is a downside.....
Posted 3 years agoso finally got a new job very happy i got it but there is currently a situation that is a downside but its not that bad or anything its just a minor nuance of life i guess but i work for a pizzeria i work in the back and i make decent pay but the issue is that i take 10% of the servers tips and i feel like as someone who used to work as a waiter i shouldnt be taking their tips they are making. i understand if thats how its run but as i know the pay rate is BS for servers i dont know the full payrate for there servers here as its a bar/pizza place and apparently alot of people who get high from the reefer tend to order from the place. when i say people getting high is an understatement cause almost everyone but me who works there smokes it lol. EVEN THE OWNER SMOKES IT and im just like wow this is the best job ever a bunch of pot heads cooking some good as fucking pizza....
i knew there were stories of people being high and loving pizza but yeah its a fucking true thing its helarious i love the job i really enjoy this even if im a lil slow at tossing the dough its a really fun job and hopefully i will lose the weight i gained back by working there cause jeezus i sweat alot.
i knew there were stories of people being high and loving pizza but yeah its a fucking true thing its helarious i love the job i really enjoy this even if im a lil slow at tossing the dough its a really fun job and hopefully i will lose the weight i gained back by working there cause jeezus i sweat alot.
doing art stream freebies &PWYW
Posted 3 years agotaking commissions need to pay off car repair
Posted 3 years agoso ill be doing an art stream today and i need to make $80 i was short by this much to pay off the cost of getting my airflow sensor replaced on my vehicle. I DO HAVE A JOB SOON so thats good news but i dont know when i get my first pay check is the issue. but for me to get back and forth to my new job i really need to stay on top of my payments. if you would like to commission me at all please comment below i will stream doing the commissions this week if necessary to verify i am working on your picture.
ill only do 3 slots for now if you are interested in helping me out please comment below
[slot1]
[slot2]
[slot3]
i feel like no one even wants me on this site
Posted 3 years agoas of lately i feel like im under the microscope while being here on FA lately. it feels weird and i dont like it. people dont seem to talk as much to me anymore that i knew on here or in general.
the only thing i feel while being here is that people wait for me to go stream FREE ART STREAM, and i dont want to be known as doing free art all the time on here and im honestly at a loss of how to grow here and how to branch out but it really does feel like no one wants me here or something of the sort.
so if this is due to me just being paranoid or something i dont know what to do but when i feel like wanting to do art and its for a cause for me wanting to buy something and im upfront about it and im not beating around the bush of the sort and honestly i just got hired for a job TODAY but it just feels off being on here as of late.im about to lose my fucking mind (lil rant)
Posted 3 years agoso since ive been fired ive been applying to jobs non stop. ok so wtf is the issue that i cant get hired anywhere ive been applying every fucking day multiple interviews over phone or in person. ok seems like its going ok....BUT OVER EVERY FUCKING JOB I DONT GET PICKED I FIND OUT ITS WOMEN OVER ME FFS IS IT CAUSE OF HOW I LOOK?????
is seeing a fat guy that repulsive or something. look im trying to lose weight but every fucking day with this bs were WE ARE URGENTLY HIRING ALL POSITIONS... i apply to your fucking company with multiple backgrounds of having done this industry when it comes to cleaning, food service, delivery, and repairs, and yes i know what your thinking oh he must not have enough yours of experiience.
5 FUCKING YEARS IN FOOD SERVICE AND DELIVERY
2 YEARS IN REPAIR WORK AS WELL AS ASSEMBLY
2 FUCKING YEARS IN CLEANING
how is that not fucking enough experience to get the jobs im applying for. oh and they dont even say in their field that i need a degree....
WHAT AM I DOING WRONG
im litterally getting pissed off and im even applying for jobs that are minimum wage as well as jobs that most people wont apply for such as janitorial staff-waste disposal
anyone want a full color/shading pic cheap?
Posted 3 years agohey so im stuck currently at my house im broke AF and need gas money for an interview i have next week on monday. would anyone be willing to do a full body with color and shading picture for $25 at all ill stream it here in a bit if you would like but i really gotta get to this interview next week and i really hope this interview works out.
please please help me out here taking commissions (since i have no job now)
Posted 3 years agoso yeah i got fired from my job and i have my own expenses to work on where i have to pay my mother about 200 a month ive already paid her but till i can get another job i will be taking commissions 1 at a time ill start with 4 slots i will work on these pictures on stream for you to watch me work on the picture you paid for so down below will be slots to buy
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#4- i got fired (rant)
Posted 3 years agoso yeah this is going to be a bit of a rant. today i was fired for noise complaint by one of the companies customers. supposedly i was TOO FUCKING LOUD WHEN CLEANING THEIR FUCKING WINDOWS??????
HELLO ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS YOU FIRE ME OVER FUCKING NOISE OF WINDOW CLEANING. AND OVER A CUSTOMER THAT COMPLAINS ABOUT ALL OF YOUR FUCKING WORKERS BEING TO FUCKING LOUD AND YOU TERMINATED ME OVER THIS SHIT..
look i know i may have had some issues in the past when it was constantly raining and stuff where i asked instead of saying hey im here to clean windows i understand i didnt understand we werent supposed to ask but just present yourself and do your job BUT IT WAS IN NO FUCKING SHAPE OR FORM OK TO TERMINATE ME OVER FUCKING NOISE!!!!!
i swear to fucking god this generation is going to cause so many people to lose their jobs and they will end up losing their jobs cause OH IM A FUCKING SNOWFLAKE THAT NEEDS EVERYTHING MY FUCKING WAY....please just fucking end my suffering of this god forsaken world and put me out of my misery and shoot me between the fucking eyes.
this generation of people are fucking snowflakes that are by far the worst workers, people, and in general disgusting human beings. I HONESTLY DONT WANT TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD ANYMORE CAUSE OF THESE FUCKING IDIOTS AND SNOWFLAKES.
i would rather see the world burn right now and off all these people that are fucking idiots and snowflakes that think the world revolves around them.
in the name of god please please anyone who is reading this understand i have no hate to the company i worked for its for the company WHO GOT ME FUCKING FIRED OVER NOISE OF CLEANING THEIR FUCKING WINDOWS. i swear to fucking god this world needs to be purged of the human beings that act like this shit.
HELLO ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS YOU FIRE ME OVER FUCKING NOISE OF WINDOW CLEANING. AND OVER A CUSTOMER THAT COMPLAINS ABOUT ALL OF YOUR FUCKING WORKERS BEING TO FUCKING LOUD AND YOU TERMINATED ME OVER THIS SHIT..
look i know i may have had some issues in the past when it was constantly raining and stuff where i asked instead of saying hey im here to clean windows i understand i didnt understand we werent supposed to ask but just present yourself and do your job BUT IT WAS IN NO FUCKING SHAPE OR FORM OK TO TERMINATE ME OVER FUCKING NOISE!!!!!
i swear to fucking god this generation is going to cause so many people to lose their jobs and they will end up losing their jobs cause OH IM A FUCKING SNOWFLAKE THAT NEEDS EVERYTHING MY FUCKING WAY....please just fucking end my suffering of this god forsaken world and put me out of my misery and shoot me between the fucking eyes.
this generation of people are fucking snowflakes that are by far the worst workers, people, and in general disgusting human beings. I HONESTLY DONT WANT TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD ANYMORE CAUSE OF THESE FUCKING IDIOTS AND SNOWFLAKES.
i would rather see the world burn right now and off all these people that are fucking idiots and snowflakes that think the world revolves around them.
in the name of god please please anyone who is reading this understand i have no hate to the company i worked for its for the company WHO GOT ME FUCKING FIRED OVER NOISE OF CLEANING THEIR FUCKING WINDOWS. i swear to fucking god this world needs to be purged of the human beings that act like this shit.
PLEASE GO HERE URGENT TAKING COMMISSIONS FOR CAR !!!!
Posted 3 years agohey guys i need your help (urgent Commissions)
Posted 3 years agohey guys im still trying to take commissions and i talked with my car guy he said he would extend my ability to pay him till next week on monday he did the car maintenance already for me so im good on that part but i need to pay him ASAP PLEASE HELP A GUY OUT
im willing to do 4 images on stream on picarto for each picture i will do color and shading and lighting for $30 flat please help me out spread the word that im taking urgent commissions PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME OUT
4 slots will be available
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im willing to do 4 images on stream on picarto for each picture i will do color and shading and lighting for $30 flat please help me out spread the word that im taking urgent commissions PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME OUT
4 slots will be available
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reminder taking commissions for car fixes(URGENT)
Posted 3 years agoso again taking commissions i need the money to fix my car
please go here and spread the word if you could if your able to help in anyway i need to fix my car by tomorrow or tuesday
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10318459/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10318459/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10318459/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10318459/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10318459/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10318459/
please go here and spread the word if you could if your able to help in anyway i need to fix my car by tomorrow or tuesday
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10318459/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10318459/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10318459/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10318459/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10318459/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10318459/
