Geez, it's been like, 3 years since I've actually made a journal on this site. Well, believe it or not, I still yet live. And I'm still pretty active. These last few years have been a mess, a struggle, and a journey but I'm making my way back into the fandom at-large.

I'm going to be going through my stuff, seeing what I need to upload on here, and see if I can start being more talkative again. FA ain't my main place to be, but there are some awesome pepole here that I do miss.

I'll catch you guys around!

Life and time are too short, to be completely honest, to allow your mind and heart to become polluted with the stresses and the pains of life today. Give yourself a break. I know life sucks. I know it's hard. I know we've lost contact with and fell out with a lot of people.

But you are not alone this holiday.

Remember. Even if you are suffering, so are others. Don't allow your pain to be your wedge. Let it be your adhesive. Find someone else on this vast website, or other websites that are suffering. Suffer together. Hold the burden with each other. Allow this holiday season to be one of lessened pain.

I mean, c'mon. There are 365 days a year. A day is a dime a dozen. But today's a day where there are people putting in so much effort to make this ONE day a day that you can leave the stress of the other 364 behind.

Today is a day to celebrate. Today's a day to enjoy at least one day of your world to just let the snow, the sun, the rain, or whatever the weather to freeze, shine, or wash away the darkness. Let today be a day to celebrate. If not for you, than for others. Let any reason to smile permeate your day.

And hey, who knows, a smile today might be a smile tomorrow.

I might be crazy, but one of the greatest gifts one can even offer would be a smile. Give some. Get some. Let them last until next Christmas. 2017 might look a whole lot brighter that way.

I love you all as I always have my friends, my fans, my buddies and my brothers.

Get me my gift. Smile for me, and smile on.

Have a merry Christmas. Enjoy the advent of a new year. And celebrate the best you can. Be good for me and smile on.

Naked Urien night! Come watch, have fun!

So, that's it. Journals, gone. Submissions. Gone.

It's been 6 years since my first journal, and dang how things have changed. Lots of replies, lots of conversation, lots of fun. ow I almost have to internaly beg for someone to notie me. Not even sempai, but someone to notice 'em. That's all good though, I'm not sad or mad.

I realize that things have changed. I've changed. My journals of me ranting and raving about my misfortunes, about wondering what I am to you guys, talking about games, pimping artists, assisting other furs that need help. They just...up and vanished, as did I.

Well...I'm still here. I've been lurking, been around trying to make friends 'round these parts still. Success has been slow but it has been here. It is good to see some people that used to talk to me back in the day, or at least see my journals still active here, but I realize that none of it is the same, they've changed just like I have.

Well, even though I have changed...I'm still here. I still love you guys, and despite how stressful life can be sometimes, I'm better than I've been in a very, very long time.


I wiped my gallery, gonna reupload with folders, new/better descriptions (or just copy/pasted stuff from Inkbunny, whichever works).

Thanks for listening everyone. I'll be back around these parts soon with a fresh batch of rebaked goodies for you all.