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Posted 14 years agoLike always lol
Anyway, some people are quitting the porn drawing to become clean artists, and others are tentatively stepping into the waters of erotic art. Makes me think... Do you guys see me as a 'clean' artist? Or an erotic artist(not a porn artist, I know cuz I draw porn all of once a year)? Or are you always unsure of what I will come up with?
lol Nothin serious, just wondering what people think of me, since I know how I feel on the subject, but I wanna see if I come off the same way.
Anyway, some people are quitting the porn drawing to become clean artists, and others are tentatively stepping into the waters of erotic art. Makes me think... Do you guys see me as a 'clean' artist? Or an erotic artist(not a porn artist, I know cuz I draw porn all of once a year)? Or are you always unsure of what I will come up with?
lol Nothin serious, just wondering what people think of me, since I know how I feel on the subject, but I wanna see if I come off the same way.
No Subject
Posted 14 years ago
1. Imagine yourself in a forest. Describe the forest.
- Open, and orange light reflecting off of the leaves that litter the ground. The ground is completely covered with almost four inches of leaves and sticks, but the canopy is still rich and green.
2. You come to a path. What is it like? Wide or narrow? Rocky or smooth?
- It's fairly wide, continues to be covered completely with leave, and you have to watch out for tree roots from time to time.
3. The path leads to a building. What kind of building is it? Small or large? Rundown or grand?
- A plantation-type building. Looks like it might have been one occupied, or maybe still is, but it doesn't look as nice as it had once looked.
4. What is it like from inside?
- I wouldn't have gone in, but it's fairly dark from lights being off, but would look like a rather normal building on the inside, lacy curtains and nice furniture.
5. You find a jar from the building. What kind of jar?
- A red clay jar that is filled with dirt and was probably used for something, but I can't tell what
6. You find a key inside the jar. Describe the key. What do you do with it?
- Covered in dirt and vines, but plain, just a circular top and one little notch on the bottom. I'd probably keep it, maybe try it out in some places.
7. You step out of the building. You arrive to water line. What kind of waters is it? What do you do?
- It's a lake. Rocks line the outside, but the waters look inviting and clear, gravelly rocky-type sand lines the bottom and I'd take of my shoes and stand in the shallows.
8. You encounter a bear on your way. What kind of bear? How do you act? Are you afraid?
- A black bear of some sort. My heart races, but I don't think it sees me so I continue quietly in the other direction.
9. You see a wall. What kind of wall is it? Can you see behind it? What is behind it?
- It's an old brick wall full of dirt and roots. I can't see behind it or over it. I'm guessing it belongs to the building I'd found and encompasses the property and outside is the woods I had come from.
The answers:
1. The forest describes your seeing of the world.
2. The path tells how you experience your life at the moment.
3. The building hints, how you see yourself on the outside.
4. The buildings inside tells, how you feel inside.
5. The jar reflects your relationship with wealth.
6. The key symbolizes your effort and attitude towards work.
7. The water and your behavior in front of it tells about your sexuality.
8. The bear reflects problems and how you react and deal with them.
9. The wall tells about your relationship with death.
I have my own interpretation on what this all means, but let's hear what you think.
I miss my snakebites
Posted 14 years agomy face feels so naked without them *sobs*
I am so sleepy and it is only barely 4pm what is this
I am so sleepy and it is only barely 4pm what is this
Remember when...?
Posted 14 years agoRemember way back when Quizilla was a super big thing on the internet and personality tests were all the rage? Well, I still like 'em. There were my results. The only thing I kinda disagree with is the part where 'I'll step on people to get where I want'. Bend the rules? Sure. But stepping on people? Not so much.
Anyway, I got it from
elannor's journal, and you can take it here: http://www.signalpatterns.com/psych_central/
Accessible
You're comfortable expressing yourself in words and actions, with no self-censorship. You believe that if someone doesn't like what they see it's not your problem, but theirs. A high score on the "accessible" trait suggests that you have a lot of friends, socialize often, and enjoy rap/hip-hop music.
You don't see the need to keep your thoughts to yourself, or to have a zone of privacy that encompasses only yourself and a small circle of friends and relatives.
Prudent
You look before you leap, think before you act, consider what you're about to say before you open your mouth to speak; that's why you rarely have to eat your words.
You usually don't get excited easily or blurt out the first thing that comes to mind without considering the consequences.
Original
You are constantly coming up with new ideas. For you, the world as it exists is just a jumping-off place; what's going on inside your mind is often more interesting than what's going on outside.
You don't feel that the road to success is to be a realist and stick to the program; you never stop yourself from coming up with new ideas or telling the world what you're thinking about.
Friendly
You would rather hang out with others than spend time alone, and you'd far rather be doing something with your friends than just sitting around. You're happy in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.
You're not a private person who is ill at ease in a group; you don't view excessive socializing as a waste of time.
Unflappable
You are not a slave to your emotions. It takes a lot to upset or unnerve you. That's why you're a good person to have around in a crisis.
You don't let it all hang out, which means that those around you often don't know the pressures you're under or what you're going through. You're not the kind of person people run from in a crisis.
Aesthetic
You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.
You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.
Loose
You feel that a clean, orderly desk is the sign of a person who doesn't have enough to do. Schedules and "to do" lists feel stifling; you thrive on a sense that anything goes, and know that the world won't end if you don't clean up after finishing a job.
You don't need to know that everything is in its place; it is not empowering to you to feel that the world around you is neat and organized. Mowing down every item on your "to do" list, every day, does not bring you joy.
Cooperative
You enjoy teamwork, play well with others, and prefer getting along to winning.
You're not compelled to win every contest nor to be right all the time.
Ambitious
You often feel that you are above the rules that most other people follow. In this dog-eat-dog world, you are are willing to do what it takes to get ahead, even if it sometimes means stepping on others' toes.
You don't see the point of treating everyone with respect, or being absolutely honest and fair, when it's so clear that you sometimes have to bend the rules to get ahead.
Upbeat
You enjoy being around others and others enjoy being around you. You have a "live and let live" attitude; because you know that no one's perfect, you are forgiving and happy to give the benefit of the doubt.
You don't feel the need to be controversial or express contrary opinions all the time. You see no reason to go around rubbing people the wrong way.
Anyway, I got it from
elannor's journal, and you can take it here: http://www.signalpatterns.com/psych_central/Accessible
You're comfortable expressing yourself in words and actions, with no self-censorship. You believe that if someone doesn't like what they see it's not your problem, but theirs. A high score on the "accessible" trait suggests that you have a lot of friends, socialize often, and enjoy rap/hip-hop music.
You don't see the need to keep your thoughts to yourself, or to have a zone of privacy that encompasses only yourself and a small circle of friends and relatives.
Prudent
You look before you leap, think before you act, consider what you're about to say before you open your mouth to speak; that's why you rarely have to eat your words.
You usually don't get excited easily or blurt out the first thing that comes to mind without considering the consequences.
Original
You are constantly coming up with new ideas. For you, the world as it exists is just a jumping-off place; what's going on inside your mind is often more interesting than what's going on outside.
You don't feel that the road to success is to be a realist and stick to the program; you never stop yourself from coming up with new ideas or telling the world what you're thinking about.
Friendly
You would rather hang out with others than spend time alone, and you'd far rather be doing something with your friends than just sitting around. You're happy in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.
You're not a private person who is ill at ease in a group; you don't view excessive socializing as a waste of time.
Unflappable
You are not a slave to your emotions. It takes a lot to upset or unnerve you. That's why you're a good person to have around in a crisis.
You don't let it all hang out, which means that those around you often don't know the pressures you're under or what you're going through. You're not the kind of person people run from in a crisis.
Aesthetic
You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.
You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.
Loose
You feel that a clean, orderly desk is the sign of a person who doesn't have enough to do. Schedules and "to do" lists feel stifling; you thrive on a sense that anything goes, and know that the world won't end if you don't clean up after finishing a job.
You don't need to know that everything is in its place; it is not empowering to you to feel that the world around you is neat and organized. Mowing down every item on your "to do" list, every day, does not bring you joy.
Cooperative
You enjoy teamwork, play well with others, and prefer getting along to winning.
You're not compelled to win every contest nor to be right all the time.
Ambitious
You often feel that you are above the rules that most other people follow. In this dog-eat-dog world, you are are willing to do what it takes to get ahead, even if it sometimes means stepping on others' toes.
You don't see the point of treating everyone with respect, or being absolutely honest and fair, when it's so clear that you sometimes have to bend the rules to get ahead.
Upbeat
You enjoy being around others and others enjoy being around you. You have a "live and let live" attitude; because you know that no one's perfect, you are forgiving and happy to give the benefit of the doubt.
You don't feel the need to be controversial or express contrary opinions all the time. You see no reason to go around rubbing people the wrong way.
SLOOOOW
Posted 14 years agoI feel like a terrible person cuz I never finish anything quickly for people *sobs* I know it hasn't been long enough to feel terrible yet, but I keep drawing things for myself when I have things I should be doing *sobs more*
In other news, my kitty actually doesn't seem so bad, I was just being... me. :I She's actually shit-tons better than she was the last time I brought her to the vet. She hasn't been trembling since the first dose of the meds they gave to her, and she coughs maybe twice a day :I I guess fluctuating energy kind of makes sense for when you're recovering from an infection, and I keep looking at her eyes, and they're clear, no green gunk all day. I just saw a tiny speck last night and flipped out cuz she woke me up by smelling my mouth. But I had had lobster rolls, so she might just like that smell too :I *fail*
I'm just... feeling a little not okay lately. Very upset, lots of not feeling like I'm appreciated, lots of never wanting to see a young cat die again. Lots of family stuff that has been bothering me more and more.
But in good news, I am talking to my dad again. For the first time in 11 years and all. He got my address and wants to send me a headset for my PS3 so we can chat and play games together, though he probs plays games I don't play and will be very bad at lol.
In the meantime, I'm trying to work on all of my owed art. ;n; Because I'm a terrible person, working on my own stuff. It's like having homework and going to the beach instead. Except I hate the beach.
In other news, my kitty actually doesn't seem so bad, I was just being... me. :I She's actually shit-tons better than she was the last time I brought her to the vet. She hasn't been trembling since the first dose of the meds they gave to her, and she coughs maybe twice a day :I I guess fluctuating energy kind of makes sense for when you're recovering from an infection, and I keep looking at her eyes, and they're clear, no green gunk all day. I just saw a tiny speck last night and flipped out cuz she woke me up by smelling my mouth. But I had had lobster rolls, so she might just like that smell too :I *fail*
I'm just... feeling a little not okay lately. Very upset, lots of not feeling like I'm appreciated, lots of never wanting to see a young cat die again. Lots of family stuff that has been bothering me more and more.
But in good news, I am talking to my dad again. For the first time in 11 years and all. He got my address and wants to send me a headset for my PS3 so we can chat and play games together, though he probs plays games I don't play and will be very bad at lol.
In the meantime, I'm trying to work on all of my owed art. ;n; Because I'm a terrible person, working on my own stuff. It's like having homework and going to the beach instead. Except I hate the beach.
Health of Kitty
Posted 14 years agoWorried again. You know how when you know an animal, you can tell every little tiny change in behavior? Well, it's bothersome. Especially when you're as up-at-arms about things as I have been because of the incident with Taco.
Half of me is thinking that perhaps she's in heat, cuz she uh... doesn't LOOK any younger than 6 months, but I don't really know, but also she hasn't really stopped coughing or anything since I brought her to the vet a month ago, and today, though it was the first time, I saw the tiiiiniest bit of what LOOKED like maybe green gunk in her eye, though it was dark and might not have been green at all.
Anyway, she's being strange, not having as much energy and seeming to sniff things she's never bothered sniffing before(like my face/mouth). I gave her an eyedropper of water, but... @_@ Y'know. With the worrying and all.
Oh yeah, and my birthday was... interesting to say the least. I cried a lot. And I wasn't even drunk.
Half of me is thinking that perhaps she's in heat, cuz she uh... doesn't LOOK any younger than 6 months, but I don't really know, but also she hasn't really stopped coughing or anything since I brought her to the vet a month ago, and today, though it was the first time, I saw the tiiiiniest bit of what LOOKED like maybe green gunk in her eye, though it was dark and might not have been green at all.
Anyway, she's being strange, not having as much energy and seeming to sniff things she's never bothered sniffing before(like my face/mouth). I gave her an eyedropper of water, but... @_@ Y'know. With the worrying and all.
Oh yeah, and my birthday was... interesting to say the least. I cried a lot. And I wasn't even drunk.
Psst
Posted 14 years agoI'm 22 now
It's done! ~Winners~
Posted 14 years agoThe Auction is over and the raffle as well! Thank you to all entries! :>
The winners are
selene-heart for the auction and 
torisnowfox for the raffle :> I will be pming you two in a moment to let you know, just in case the journal is missed. I highly appreciate everyone joining, and I will be opening for icon commissions here soon, so this isn't an end-all~
The winners are
selene-heart for the auction and 
torisnowfox for the raffle :> I will be pming you two in a moment to let you know, just in case the journal is missed. I highly appreciate everyone joining, and I will be opening for icon commissions here soon, so this isn't an end-all~Last Day to Enter(Free Icon Raffle)
Posted 14 years agoYep, today's the day!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2568646/
Just go over to that journal to either make a bid on my auction OR to enter the free raffle. Tomorrow when I wake up, both winners will be chosen(though I mean... the highest bidder is the one chosen, lol)
This is some awesome stuff, bros. Free fullcolored icons to ALL bidders, and a Fullcolor commission of anything(even custom designs if you like, though there will be shading), with up to two(2) characters doing whatever it is you'd like.
The winner of the raffle gets a free fullcolored icon similar to these:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6243623/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6204553/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6172978/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6216664/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2568646/
Just go over to that journal to either make a bid on my auction OR to enter the free raffle. Tomorrow when I wake up, both winners will be chosen(though I mean... the highest bidder is the one chosen, lol)
This is some awesome stuff, bros. Free fullcolored icons to ALL bidders, and a Fullcolor commission of anything(even custom designs if you like, though there will be shading), with up to two(2) characters doing whatever it is you'd like.
The winner of the raffle gets a free fullcolored icon similar to these:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6243623/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6204553/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6172978/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6216664/
3rd Journal of the Day
Posted 14 years agoBut this one is kinda relevant.
Check it... Up there on my header is a link to an auction, ending in just two days. The free raffle ends then too, loves~
After then, I will be opening up derp icons lookin kinda like --->http://www.furaffinity.net/view/621...../#cid:45386022
Prices will be anywhere between 5-10 dollars depending on complexity. Background colors will be able to be chosen and everything. But just that expression. That's all. XP
Check it... Up there on my header is a link to an auction, ending in just two days. The free raffle ends then too, loves~
After then, I will be opening up derp icons lookin kinda like --->http://www.furaffinity.net/view/621...../#cid:45386022
Prices will be anywhere between 5-10 dollars depending on complexity. Background colors will be able to be chosen and everything. But just that expression. That's all. XP
Cats and Purring
Posted 14 years agoWOAH
So, once upon a time... I read that cats don't only purr when they are happy. Now, my cat purrs a lot, and I'M ASSUMING it is a happy purr right now, because she doesn't seem to be critically injured(since though she is sneezing and stuff still, she is playing and eating and running around all happy-like).
But apparently, scientists have done some cat-purr studies(why? beats the shit outta me) and they've found out that the PURR IS MAGIC... I mean... the frequency of the noise of a purr, that vibration they make... promotes healing and improves bone density.
I'm a little mindblown... that a noise can do that. :I Apparently cats will purr after severe injuries and it helps them recover from things that they otherwise wouldn't be able to.
Crazaaay.
Anyway, my cat sneezed in my eye.
So, once upon a time... I read that cats don't only purr when they are happy. Now, my cat purrs a lot, and I'M ASSUMING it is a happy purr right now, because she doesn't seem to be critically injured(since though she is sneezing and stuff still, she is playing and eating and running around all happy-like).
But apparently, scientists have done some cat-purr studies(why? beats the shit outta me) and they've found out that the PURR IS MAGIC... I mean... the frequency of the noise of a purr, that vibration they make... promotes healing and improves bone density.
I'm a little mindblown... that a noise can do that. :I Apparently cats will purr after severe injuries and it helps them recover from things that they otherwise wouldn't be able to.
Crazaaay.
Anyway, my cat sneezed in my eye.
Words words words
Posted 14 years agoKids came and ate my cinnamon roll.
So much rage
So much rage
SHARK WEEK CONTEST~ EDIT: Because people are hilarious
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:20655226
Art from various artists will be the prizes! Just draw as many sharks as possible, I believe. Just go ahead and clicky that linky up there. XD
EDIT: Also, apparently some people can get so butthurt about video games that they PUT SHOUTS ON MY PAGE about me NOT BEING A GAMER and then they block me. So uh, enjoy that. Also grow a pair. It's video games. :I It's not like I'm saying God doesn't exist or anything. (which I'm not, btw)
Art from various artists will be the prizes! Just draw as many sharks as possible, I believe. Just go ahead and clicky that linky up there. XD
EDIT: Also, apparently some people can get so butthurt about video games that they PUT SHOUTS ON MY PAGE about me NOT BEING A GAMER and then they block me. So uh, enjoy that. Also grow a pair. It's video games. :I It's not like I'm saying God doesn't exist or anything. (which I'm not, btw)
Video Games
Posted 14 years agoGonna not do this in days and just do it all at once cuz my attention span will only let me do it all now.
Day 1 - First video game you ever played:
MORTAL KOMBAT
Or... Donkey Kong Country 3
Day 2 - Your favorite character:
There was a day that this would be easy, but uuuhhhhhmmmm DANTE. Devil May Cry plz
Day 3 - A game that is underrated:
Jade Cocoon 2. I LOVE that game, stupid glitches and all.
Day 4 - Your guilty pleasure game:
Hum. A game I am ashamed to love... Bayonetta? I am ashamed that I liked it as much as I did :I
Day 5 - Game character you feel you are most like (or wish you were):
The one I am most like...? I think Kite from .Hack. I have more violent tendencies, but I also tend to be dragged along as much. I won't really complain unless things get ridiculous, but I have enough of a sense of duty to go out and do shit too. Huh. Weird choice.
Though Haseo might be a close second, except for the whole GAY at the end lololol whatahomo
Day 6 - Most annoying character:
Atoli from .Hack//GU. ALL OF MY HATE.
Day 7 - Favorite game couple:
Zidane and Dagger/Garnet from FFIX *sobs* It's so... real. Like, there isn't that whole part that is in most games where you just feel 'ok, they're together cuz they're the main characters', no. It's like... they grow and don't immediately fall in love or say really stupid, out-of-place things. And Dagger even play a bit of hard to get. Not in a "I'M SO TSUNDERE" way either. Just like "Uh, yeah we got married, but just a fake marriage so we can cross pass these people, not for anything else, you perv~"
I could go on forever about those two. :>
Day 8 - Best soundtrack:
.Hack anything. Amazing, moving, I can listen to it over and over again.
Day 9 - Saddest game scene:
HEY. I LIKE .HACK A LOT. Let's just say that I cried about a million times playing those games, especially the last disc of .Hack//GU
Day 10 - Best gameplay:
NA NAAAA NANANA NA NA NA NANA KATAMARI DAMACYYY I can play it forever. BUT OKAMI comes in a VERY close second. I have played through that game exactly 14 times.
Day 11 - Gaming system of choice:
PS2 foreverrrr. Never done me wrong.
Day 12 - A game everyone should play:
Shadow of the Colossus.
Day 13 - A game you’ve played more than five times:
Hey... lol Okami e.e Also DMC3. FFIX and Infamous are getting there.
Day 14 - Current (or most recent) gaming wallpaper:
lol My wallpaper atm is a screenshot from Silent Hill with Harry standing at a doghouse and it says "Probably a doghouse. Though I'm not sure since there's no dog around", but a dog monster is leaping at him.
Day 15 - Post a screenshot from the game you’re playing right now:
Not playing anything right now. I just beat Dragon Age II though.
Day 16 - Game with the best cut scenes:
FFX, I suppose
Day 17 - Favorite antagonist:
Hmmm... Kuja, as far as games go lol
Day 18 - Favorite protagonist:
Zidane or Dante. XD
Day 19 - Picture of a game setting you wish you lived in:
I LOVE FFIX
http://www.tu-pc.com/operaciones/de.....6247&Pan=0
Lindblum. I'd live there so fast
Day 20 - Favorite genre:
Hack-n-slashes. But RPGs are good too, I'd just rather smash buttons and kill demons
Day 21 - Game with the best story:
FFIX e.e
Day 22 - A game sequel which disappointed you:
DMC4. I really... don't like it. Other than the Pandora weapon, it's boring. *shrugs*
Day 23 - Game you think had the best graphics or art style:
Okami, hands down. @_@ Silent Hill 2 also makes me so happy to just LOOK at.
Day 24 - Favorite classic game:
How old does it have to be to be 'classic'? PS1? Cuz Spyro. Or Crash Bandicoot Warped or summat.
Day 25 - A game you plan on playing:
The Last Guardian, and Saints Row the 3rd. That shit's gonna be AWESOME
Day 26 - Best voice acting:
Fatal Frame. I loled.
Day 27 - Most epic scene ever:
In vidjya games? UUuuuhhm... Anything in Shadow of the Colossus.
Day 28 - Favorite game developer:
I used to say Capcom, but I'm mad as shit at those fuckers. And Squeenix has pissed me off too. So Microsoft atm.
Day 29 - A game you thought you wouldn’t like, but ended up loving:
Bayonetta. >:(
Day 30 - Your favorite game of all time:
Final Fantasy 9. As though this would be a surprise.
Day 1 - First video game you ever played:
MORTAL KOMBAT
Or... Donkey Kong Country 3
Day 2 - Your favorite character:
There was a day that this would be easy, but uuuhhhhhmmmm DANTE. Devil May Cry plz
Day 3 - A game that is underrated:
Jade Cocoon 2. I LOVE that game, stupid glitches and all.
Day 4 - Your guilty pleasure game:
Hum. A game I am ashamed to love... Bayonetta? I am ashamed that I liked it as much as I did :I
Day 5 - Game character you feel you are most like (or wish you were):
The one I am most like...? I think Kite from .Hack. I have more violent tendencies, but I also tend to be dragged along as much. I won't really complain unless things get ridiculous, but I have enough of a sense of duty to go out and do shit too. Huh. Weird choice.
Though Haseo might be a close second, except for the whole GAY at the end lololol whatahomo
Day 6 - Most annoying character:
Atoli from .Hack//GU. ALL OF MY HATE.
Day 7 - Favorite game couple:
Zidane and Dagger/Garnet from FFIX *sobs* It's so... real. Like, there isn't that whole part that is in most games where you just feel 'ok, they're together cuz they're the main characters', no. It's like... they grow and don't immediately fall in love or say really stupid, out-of-place things. And Dagger even play a bit of hard to get. Not in a "I'M SO TSUNDERE" way either. Just like "Uh, yeah we got married, but just a fake marriage so we can cross pass these people, not for anything else, you perv~"
I could go on forever about those two. :>
Day 8 - Best soundtrack:
.Hack anything. Amazing, moving, I can listen to it over and over again.
Day 9 - Saddest game scene:
HEY. I LIKE .HACK A LOT. Let's just say that I cried about a million times playing those games, especially the last disc of .Hack//GU
Day 10 - Best gameplay:
NA NAAAA NANANA NA NA NA NANA KATAMARI DAMACYYY I can play it forever. BUT OKAMI comes in a VERY close second. I have played through that game exactly 14 times.
Day 11 - Gaming system of choice:
PS2 foreverrrr. Never done me wrong.
Day 12 - A game everyone should play:
Shadow of the Colossus.
Day 13 - A game you’ve played more than five times:
Hey... lol Okami e.e Also DMC3. FFIX and Infamous are getting there.
Day 14 - Current (or most recent) gaming wallpaper:
lol My wallpaper atm is a screenshot from Silent Hill with Harry standing at a doghouse and it says "Probably a doghouse. Though I'm not sure since there's no dog around", but a dog monster is leaping at him.
Day 15 - Post a screenshot from the game you’re playing right now:
Not playing anything right now. I just beat Dragon Age II though.
Day 16 - Game with the best cut scenes:
FFX, I suppose
Day 17 - Favorite antagonist:
Hmmm... Kuja, as far as games go lol
Day 18 - Favorite protagonist:
Zidane or Dante. XD
Day 19 - Picture of a game setting you wish you lived in:
I LOVE FFIX
http://www.tu-pc.com/operaciones/de.....6247&Pan=0
Lindblum. I'd live there so fast
Day 20 - Favorite genre:
Hack-n-slashes. But RPGs are good too, I'd just rather smash buttons and kill demons
Day 21 - Game with the best story:
FFIX e.e
Day 22 - A game sequel which disappointed you:
DMC4. I really... don't like it. Other than the Pandora weapon, it's boring. *shrugs*
Day 23 - Game you think had the best graphics or art style:
Okami, hands down. @_@ Silent Hill 2 also makes me so happy to just LOOK at.
Day 24 - Favorite classic game:
How old does it have to be to be 'classic'? PS1? Cuz Spyro. Or Crash Bandicoot Warped or summat.
Day 25 - A game you plan on playing:
The Last Guardian, and Saints Row the 3rd. That shit's gonna be AWESOME
Day 26 - Best voice acting:
Fatal Frame. I loled.
Day 27 - Most epic scene ever:
In vidjya games? UUuuuhhm... Anything in Shadow of the Colossus.
Day 28 - Favorite game developer:
I used to say Capcom, but I'm mad as shit at those fuckers. And Squeenix has pissed me off too. So Microsoft atm.
Day 29 - A game you thought you wouldn’t like, but ended up loving:
Bayonetta. >:(
Day 30 - Your favorite game of all time:
Final Fantasy 9. As though this would be a surprise.
GUYS
Posted 14 years agoMiracle Whip or Mayo?
Also, 5 days till the auction(and free raffle) mentioned in my header are up! And 8 days till I am no longer the magical age of 21. *sob* My booze magic will be gone. ;n;
Also, 5 days till the auction(and free raffle) mentioned in my header are up! And 8 days till I am no longer the magical age of 21. *sob* My booze magic will be gone. ;n;
Ever come across...
Posted 14 years ago...An artist that doesn't draw like... genitals or nipples when they do nudes and just go "Man, that looks scarier without anything."
Cuz I have. I have also felt like I am one of those people. That's why most everything I do has everything. :I Mostly. Not like... pokemon or anything. But like, even the chibis I do. I think my worst problem is not wanting to draw nipples on guys. I never know if I'm placing them right or if they stand out too much. Because they shouldn't.
Anyway, that was a weird thought I had.
Cuz I have. I have also felt like I am one of those people. That's why most everything I do has everything. :I Mostly. Not like... pokemon or anything. But like, even the chibis I do. I think my worst problem is not wanting to draw nipples on guys. I never know if I'm placing them right or if they stand out too much. Because they shouldn't.
Anyway, that was a weird thought I had.
I'm just gonna leave this here...
Posted 14 years agoBecause it was brought up by a friend on y!gallery and the article was well-written and researched. Even with links to the research right in the article, many of which I suggest you click, ESPECIALLY if you believe in freedom of speech, in the form of art, whether written or visual. I couldn't say it better than Neil Gaiman.
http://journal.neilgaiman.com/2008/.....ky-speech.html
Also, one link in particular for those of you who think that rape in art will make more people likely to rape someone --> http://jurist.law.pitt.edu/forumy/2.....-political.php
http://journal.neilgaiman.com/2008/.....ky-speech.html
Also, one link in particular for those of you who think that rape in art will make more people likely to rape someone --> http://jurist.law.pitt.edu/forumy/2.....-political.php
Freebie Icons and A Commission Auction ~Ends Aug 6th~
Posted 14 years agoHello lovelies!Been thinking lately. Wanting to auction off a commission spot. An actual commission. :)
Read everything if you wish for a freebie icon. Even the Auction info.
But I am terribly bad at advertisement. So my idea here is for a freebie icon raffle. Anyone who wants to post a journal leading people back here will be entered into a raffle for a free icon. All you need is to post your link to the journal you posted for me and a reference(along with any details about what you'd like) on this journal, or note it to me and I'll enter you in a raffle that, once the Auction is over, I'll put names to a random number generator to decide the winner. :>
ALSO... Anyone who bids may also post a link to a reference. All bidders will get an icon, so long as it is a valid bid. To bid, you MUST have the funds ready, and I prefer paypal, but things can be worked out. Bidding may also be done here or by note.
So then, onto the auction info!
The winner gets ONE(1) drawing with up to TWO(2) characters in it. Full colored, shaded, and your choice of digital or traditional LINES. I don't color traditionally atm, but here are some examples of what I have:
Digital lines:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6104002/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6162525/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6141300/
Traditional lines:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6026131/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6148457/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5991118/
Backgrounds will be similar to what it there. Just colors, no real objects(unless it's something like the pentagram on the one in the second traditional example). I'm BAD at backgrounds/furniture/props/robots/children, but you are welcome to ask.
Will do:
Porn(m/m, m/f, f/f, whatever genders I don't care, including herms)
Gore
Most anything. Just ask so long as it isn't on the other list.
Will NOT do:
Scat/urine
Anything I can't submit here(aka, no cub/children porn)
Starting bid is $25. Bid increment is $5.
The Auction Ends AUG 6th.
*more slots will be available, I'm just putting in these ones so far*
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Current high bidder:
$40
When Talking About Fetishes...
Posted 14 years agoMildy ranty-type stuff ahead. Just kind of a verbalizing(or like... typing out...) of thoughts. Not really looking for arguments please. Not this time. JUST SAYIN.
Don't you think it's rude and cruel to label something as 'fucked-up', even if it sort of is? I mean honestly, most people with those fetishes don't act on it, and I think it's kind of a bitch move.
"AW MAN, VORE IS SO FUCKED UP THOSE PEOPLE ARE CRAZY SHITS"
No. They have weird sexual fantasies, sorry they don't adhere to your world view e.e /sarcasm
I mean, there are a lot of fetishes I dislike or don't agree with, and while I may say "ew gross", I'm not going to BOLD IT and put it on someone else's journal about opinions and say "IT'S NOT FUNNY OR SEXY."
BTW, this journal isn't about vore, that's just a good example of a fetish some people may say that about. It just bothers me when someone says something is 'fucked up' just cuz they don't like it. It's just like the people who I'm like "OMG, I'm getting sushi! <3" to and they respond with "Gross, fish are so gross, how can you like it? It smells bad and you can never tell if it's gone bad cuz it's grooooss".
I mean, I didn't say "yay, I'm getting food I like" to get your opinion on something I love, and it kind of makes me upset to hear that I can't even talk about fish with you without you wrinkling your nose and expressing how totally unsavory it is. Just like how I would never go onto a post asking what kinds of food you like and you don't like and then respond with "OMG FISH IS SO SICK AND WRONG HOW CAN ANYONE EAT FISH?"
I dunno, it just bothers me. I don't think I'm fucked up. I think I'm a perfectly rational, sane, easy-to-get-along-with person, at least last time I checked I was. And last time I checked, when people asked for a list "do"s and "don't"s, they aren't asking for "Oh, and put an asterisk by the ones who you think should die because they like it" e.e
Ugh. People.
My philosophy is live and let live, so long as others do the same for you. It's all about mutual respect. Is that REALLY so hard? You can disagree with things without being an asshole about it.
Don't you think it's rude and cruel to label something as 'fucked-up', even if it sort of is? I mean honestly, most people with those fetishes don't act on it, and I think it's kind of a bitch move.
"AW MAN, VORE IS SO FUCKED UP THOSE PEOPLE ARE CRAZY SHITS"
No. They have weird sexual fantasies, sorry they don't adhere to your world view e.e /sarcasm
I mean, there are a lot of fetishes I dislike or don't agree with, and while I may say "ew gross", I'm not going to BOLD IT and put it on someone else's journal about opinions and say "IT'S NOT FUNNY OR SEXY."
BTW, this journal isn't about vore, that's just a good example of a fetish some people may say that about. It just bothers me when someone says something is 'fucked up' just cuz they don't like it. It's just like the people who I'm like "OMG, I'm getting sushi! <3" to and they respond with "Gross, fish are so gross, how can you like it? It smells bad and you can never tell if it's gone bad cuz it's grooooss".
I mean, I didn't say "yay, I'm getting food I like" to get your opinion on something I love, and it kind of makes me upset to hear that I can't even talk about fish with you without you wrinkling your nose and expressing how totally unsavory it is. Just like how I would never go onto a post asking what kinds of food you like and you don't like and then respond with "OMG FISH IS SO SICK AND WRONG HOW CAN ANYONE EAT FISH?"
I dunno, it just bothers me. I don't think I'm fucked up. I think I'm a perfectly rational, sane, easy-to-get-along-with person, at least last time I checked I was. And last time I checked, when people asked for a list "do"s and "don't"s, they aren't asking for "Oh, and put an asterisk by the ones who you think should die because they like it" e.e
Ugh. People.
My philosophy is live and let live, so long as others do the same for you. It's all about mutual respect. Is that REALLY so hard? You can disagree with things without being an asshole about it.
Note to Self
Posted 14 years agoNo more staying up all night. It does not fix your sleep schedule, it just makes your type of humor sound bitter. And maybe you are a bit bitter, but you're supposed to be funny. So sleep so you don't bother people so much. :I
All The Artists You Remember
Posted 14 years agoAll of those art gurus n' shit
No one gave a shit till they died. So it's cool.
Whatevs. I'm REALLY sleepy. Gimme a sec.
Right
This journal was actually cuz I have this auction see? --->http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6120920<--- Highest bid right now is only $5. And it ends TONIGHT. AT MIDNGHT. MY MIDNIGHT NOT YOURS. That's East Coast. Which is something. I dunno.
ANYWAY. Not many people are gonna probs bid, so now would be an excellent time to try sniping or something I dunno.
My message will live on. I'm not done yet, bitches. Dinner is NOT served.
Edit: /sarcasm
Sometimes I forget that the internet can't hear me
No one gave a shit till they died. So it's cool.
Whatevs. I'm REALLY sleepy. Gimme a sec.
Right
This journal was actually cuz I have this auction see? --->http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6120920<--- Highest bid right now is only $5. And it ends TONIGHT. AT MIDNGHT. MY MIDNIGHT NOT YOURS. That's East Coast. Which is something. I dunno.
ANYWAY. Not many people are gonna probs bid, so now would be an excellent time to try sniping or something I dunno.
My message will live on. I'm not done yet, bitches. Dinner is NOT served.
Edit: /sarcasm
Sometimes I forget that the internet can't hear me
Furry time
Posted 14 years agoYEAH
Stoled from
radio-gaz
1. Do you and your "fursona" look alike?
Yeah. I look just like that IRL. With the ears and the amorphous gender. And the fur. We be the same, yo.
PSSTT THAT WAS SARCASM.
Shi's... maybe as fat as me lol. But shi has smaller boobs. :I And an amorphous gender. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just genderqueer. I probs am, but more male-leaning. Still, boobies are fun to draw. Also yeah, I have a mohawk. Mine's curly, hir's is spiky. I used to have all those piercings, but my lip rings were taken out and close up for woooorrrrking, but I want to get them again.
Also I wear glasses.
2. Do you and your "fursona" share attires?
Shi seems to be much more naked than me. Go figure. I have no 'style', and I'm loathe to dressing my furry characters up in sandals and baggy t-shirts and baggy shorts. Also shi gets to wear sunglasses, cuz. :I
3. Do you share the same sexuality as your fursona?
My fursona had touched boobies once. That's about the extent of it. But probs. I dunno.
4. If you changed your fursona to be more like you, how do you think he/she would look?
Shorter. :I Maybe smaller ears. No guarantee.
5. Did you work hard to develop your fursona? What is the (brief) history of your fursona?
Uh... My favorite canines are satellite ears. And I have no canine characters. So one day... I was all "IMMA DRAW A WOOF WOOF" So I did. And I made it look like me. The End.
6. Do you and your fursona share relationship status?
Yeah.
7. Do you find yourself jealous or upset if you get paired with someone you don’t like or your partner does?
No, lol. It's art, not IRL. IC =/= OOC as they say in LJ RPs. Yeah shut up, you know you do it too.
8. How would you like your character NOT to be used?
Uhm... By other people for roleplay. Or for other people's money. Unless it's like... getting a commission of hir. Other than that, it's whatevs. No one really draws me anything without it being an explicitly stated commission/trade/whatever except
stellary, and I can't really complain about anything she's done so far lol
9. What’s your fursona’s specialty?
Touching boobs, stealing your sirrius radio, farting rainbows, derping
10. On a scale of 1-10, how much are you and your fursona alike?
Like... 9. Shi gets more ass than me though lolololol
I'm not sleepy. I'm just hungry.
Maybe a little sleepy. Shit. This was a terrible idea.
Stoled from
radio-gaz1. Do you and your "fursona" look alike?
Yeah. I look just like that IRL. With the ears and the amorphous gender. And the fur. We be the same, yo.
PSSTT THAT WAS SARCASM.
Shi's... maybe as fat as me lol. But shi has smaller boobs. :I And an amorphous gender. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just genderqueer. I probs am, but more male-leaning. Still, boobies are fun to draw. Also yeah, I have a mohawk. Mine's curly, hir's is spiky. I used to have all those piercings, but my lip rings were taken out and close up for woooorrrrking, but I want to get them again.
Also I wear glasses.
2. Do you and your "fursona" share attires?
Shi seems to be much more naked than me. Go figure. I have no 'style', and I'm loathe to dressing my furry characters up in sandals and baggy t-shirts and baggy shorts. Also shi gets to wear sunglasses, cuz. :I
3. Do you share the same sexuality as your fursona?
My fursona had touched boobies once. That's about the extent of it. But probs. I dunno.
4. If you changed your fursona to be more like you, how do you think he/she would look?
Shorter. :I Maybe smaller ears. No guarantee.
5. Did you work hard to develop your fursona? What is the (brief) history of your fursona?
Uh... My favorite canines are satellite ears. And I have no canine characters. So one day... I was all "IMMA DRAW A WOOF WOOF" So I did. And I made it look like me. The End.
6. Do you and your fursona share relationship status?
Yeah.
7. Do you find yourself jealous or upset if you get paired with someone you don’t like or your partner does?
No, lol. It's art, not IRL. IC =/= OOC as they say in LJ RPs. Yeah shut up, you know you do it too.
8. How would you like your character NOT to be used?
Uhm... By other people for roleplay. Or for other people's money. Unless it's like... getting a commission of hir. Other than that, it's whatevs. No one really draws me anything without it being an explicitly stated commission/trade/whatever except
stellary, and I can't really complain about anything she's done so far lol9. What’s your fursona’s specialty?
Touching boobs, stealing your sirrius radio, farting rainbows, derping
10. On a scale of 1-10, how much are you and your fursona alike?
Like... 9. Shi gets more ass than me though lolololol
I'm not sleepy. I'm just hungry.
Maybe a little sleepy. Shit. This was a terrible idea.
Art Lately
Posted 14 years ago...has been fantastic! I'm makin lots of it, I love the way they turn out(after the initial rage of starting over a million times), and here's hoping it stays as I work on a long-overdue commission and some trades. Also long overdue. I'm in a good artistic mood.
*doodles and colors* :>
*doodles and colors* :>
Update tiiiiime
Posted 14 years agoSO
It's only fair. I might've worried people.
So I brought my kitty in to the vet and got her meds. As well as Frontline and some other stuff that they gave me for free cuz I poor. But today, she got her energy back. She's still coughing a bit, but she's tearing through the house like the little hellion she is again :> Love this cat. So happy she's recovering. <3
I'm recovering too. In fact, I may even get a job soon. A GOOD one. Where I can manage people rather than being constantly looked down on. Here's hopin. :>
Also, just as a note, I still have my auction going on until the 21st on my
~insovietrussia~ account, and the 
hotchkiss account is now also doing collab adoptables that will probs go both ways as far as who does the coloring vs the lineart :> We're hoping to have more examples of our work up soon as well~
My funds are probably going to go towards my kitty's next booster shot and getting her fixed until I have that money, (so I can pay
ryanr with my shelter refund >.<), and then it'll go to my TRAVELIN' BILLS, and hopefully last but not least, towards getting my ass to Portland/Seattle, my ultimate goal. So anyone who buys from that account, let me just thank you right now, because it's all helpful! ;o; (And I still feel too bad to do any commissions myself. Since I need to finish at least one. :I Sorry Remmy, I still remember and it is coming!)
It's only fair. I might've worried people.
So I brought my kitty in to the vet and got her meds. As well as Frontline and some other stuff that they gave me for free cuz I poor. But today, she got her energy back. She's still coughing a bit, but she's tearing through the house like the little hellion she is again :> Love this cat. So happy she's recovering. <3
I'm recovering too. In fact, I may even get a job soon. A GOOD one. Where I can manage people rather than being constantly looked down on. Here's hopin. :>
Also, just as a note, I still have my auction going on until the 21st on my
~insovietrussia~ account, and the 
hotchkiss account is now also doing collab adoptables that will probs go both ways as far as who does the coloring vs the lineart :> We're hoping to have more examples of our work up soon as well~My funds are probably going to go towards my kitty's next booster shot and getting her fixed until I have that money, (so I can pay
ryanr with my shelter refund >.<), and then it'll go to my TRAVELIN' BILLS, and hopefully last but not least, towards getting my ass to Portland/Seattle, my ultimate goal. So anyone who buys from that account, let me just thank you right now, because it's all helpful! ;o; (And I still feel too bad to do any commissions myself. Since I need to finish at least one. :I Sorry Remmy, I still remember and it is coming!)Commissions
Posted 14 years agoWell...
I'm not taking them. I don't really like to, as my work generally makes me feel like I've failed somehow.
But...
I'm going to work at collaboration commissions. stellary will sketch/ink and I'm gonna color up them bitchiz. The collab account is going to be hotchkiss, which has not much on it yet, but all good things in time. We will not take many commissions at a time due to a lot of things, but I'd love to send you that way, even just to see what we come up with :>
I'm not taking them. I don't really like to, as my work generally makes me feel like I've failed somehow.
But...
I'm going to work at collaboration commissions.
stellary will sketch/ink and I'm gonna color up them bitchiz. The collab account is going to be hotchkiss, which has not much on it yet, but all good things in time. We will not take many commissions at a time due to a lot of things, but I'd love to send you that way, even just to see what we come up with :>