Hey there! I just made a new FA account, can you please watch? :

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/maxy./

I needed to change my account for some weird reason, my account wasn't properly working :3

Thanks! Hope you all had a great Valentine's Day! <3<3<3<3

Wow! My anti-fur mom is letting me go to AC, I am shocked! <3

I was wondering if anyone had any space in their room? If anyone has any room, please send me a note, or comment! I'll send you some basic information about myself ^_^ I can help with the cost of the room, I wouldn't even mind if I payed for more then half the cost ^^.

Please let me know if you have room available!

^_^

... Coco... <3 I miss a lot of people, i was grounded... For missing one practice... o.o

I really lost all of my connections with a ton of furs, I am so sorry...

Okay new Facebook! ^_^
Please add me
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php.....00002851113765

*please note that the link will obviously direct you to another page* :3

Oh and I'll be adding more info and pics when I get home from vacation ^^

<3

Thank you Facebook for deleting my profile! <3

Reason why it was deleted: impersonating someone -.- :3

I guess it's time to make another Facebook -.-

Look: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2590571/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2590571/

^^ Free head shot from a very nice fur ^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2514292/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2514292/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2514292/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2514292/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2514292/

Well looks like I cried for the first time ^_^ (which is a good thing..) First time in years.

Other then that, I don't really feel any emotions right now... I'm happy... I think xD

Things I do when I lose a mate /:
- Delete all the memories.
- Think about what I did wrong, and fix them
- Move on with life, and forget

I have my whole life in front of me... ^_^

Well i dunno what else to say xD

Hope you all have a great day ^_^

My page doesn't have many drawings >.<

I got a new tablet (intuos4 small) 2 days ago.

I am currently testing the tablet out, I will hopefully have pictures up sometime this week before I leave for Hilton Head in South Carolina. So be patient with me :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2461493/

Join for a free orgy pic chance! Only 17 contestants including me, and there are eight chances to get in. That's almost 50/50! :D

This is my first journal where I am not sad ^^

I'd like to start out with my Skype friends.... They are always supportive of me. Last night was a tough night for me, but they helped me through it.
Thanks to:
Clk
Robin
Colthan
Adam
Red
Tokes (wasn't there but he's a great friend)
And Dano <3

I love you all (but not as much as i love my bunny!)

There are also many others who helped me... So thank you as well.

Well good news is that I am going to AC 2012, but I'm currently looking for a roommate and a ride for Anthrocon 2012.... I just need to tell my mom that I am a furry.. But I don't know how to tell her. If you have any ideas for me. Please comment below ^^.

I'm sitting here trying to think of what to say.

Well I guess I'm going to get back on Skype.

Be back soon.. :3

Good thing beer was brought up in skype tonight (not pointing fingers)...
Reminded me of bad memories.
Parents divorsing
Mother almost dieing
Mother going to rehab
Mother lieing
Mother trying to commit suicide...

Why does my life get worse as it progresses?

My friends are total idiots,
My life is a complete waste...
Why am i sitting here with a emotionless face?

I seriously don't know why I'm making a small poem... But i guess writing poems make me calm.

But seriously. Was is there left to do in life? I know i have my whole life ahead of me, i know i have a lot to live for, i realize that suicide is for pussys who cant handle the pressure in life. So why live? Im just a waste.

The only time of my life that i miss was when i was little, when my dad loved me.. When my mom wasn't drunk...

Peace out fellas. I'm going to go think about the last 15 years of my life.

I miss my old friends,
seeing them grow up makes me sad.
Remembering the memories that i have shared with them.
Switching schools suck
Restarting my life is a bitch
When life gives me lemons, i just complain of how shitty my life is


Does it matter about my money?

I completely blew off a few friends because they wanted money... Me having a lot of money doesn't mean shit. I'm still a normal kid, having stress, anger, happiness and more.

I'm sorry but if you think money makes you happy, it does not make you happy
It makes your life total hell.
Being famous doesn't mean shit, you make a lot of friends, but you miss your old friends, you miss your old life.


I'm sorry if this does not make sense. I just had to put this out there because people piss me off, because some of my friends are back stabbing assholes.

...

I need to make a journal that has a happy topic... >.<

[ ] smoked (pot)
[ ] consumed alcohol ( a sip)
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] had sex
[X] had someone in your room other than family
[X] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs

TOTAL: 8

[ ] taken painkillers (asprin counts, right?)
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[X] lied to your parents
[X] lied to a friend
[X] snuck out of the house
[ ] done something illegal
[X] felt hurt
[ ] hurt someone
[ ] wished someone to die
[X] seen someone die

TOTAL: 17

[X] missed curfew
[ ] stayed out all night
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair
[ ] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[ ] been to a bar

TOTAL: 24

[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names
[X] listened to rap

TOTAL: 27

[ ] dressed gothic
[ ]dressed girly
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[ ] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL: 32

[X] had a crush on a friend
[X] been to a concert
[X] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[ ] been called a slut
[ ] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[ ] broken a mirror
[X] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL: 40

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper?
[X] seen an R-rated movie
[ ] cruised the mall
[ ] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[X] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[ ] caught something on fire


TOTAL: 46

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[X] talked to a stranger
[X] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[ ] been harassed
[ ] been verbally harassed

TOTAL: 51

[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[X] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[X] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[ ] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[X] been to a fair
[ ] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[ ] prank-called someone
[X] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[ ] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 59

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person

A few days ago. There was a death of a friend of mine....

The last 6 months felt like a terrible nightmare. My father (who is a cardiologist) gave multiple procedures to see what was wrong with my friends back (he was experiencing back pain). Later on, my father found that he had cancer in his spine. Doctors thought they could easily take out the tumor. But then later tests found that he also had cancer in his heart. My friend started Chemotherapy to try to get rid of the cancer. No luck.

2 months later there was a test showing that the cancer spread to his brain. He soon got double vision and he could barley see anything. His kidneys also started to fail. That is when things starting to go crashing down.

By his fourth month, there were signs of improvement, my friend started to feel a lot better, he started to eat and drink more. But when things start getting better, my friend had to be put on steroids because his heart was showing irregular beats. He had gained over 100 pounds from the steroids.

When the fifth month came. I couldn't tell of who it was. He had lost everything but not his hopes. One day he said to a preacher " I'm glad its me whos sick, i'm glad that no one else has to suffer the pain that im going through " he also said " I feel like im being rude to my family " even though he is deathly sick. My friend has a great personality, he has a great sense of humor and hes loving.

Month six: May, 8, 2011 at 1:30am. My friend Alex passed away from sarcoma.

Today there was a funeral. I have never been to a funeral, and i was extremely nervous.

It was very sad, seeing the tears of my loved ones around me just made me think about all the good times Alex and I had together. Im not a big crier, but this day was the saddest of them all. I tried to keep my emotions in, but here i am now, balling my eyes out. Just thinking about him makes me feel lonely, scared and lost. I have never experienced a death of a close one, and now i never want to experience it again. Well im going to go to bed :/ i have a long day ahead of me.