I've had a wonderful German Shepherd named Mayhem for 6 years who passed away 2 days ago, pure black/ pictures are on my FA. Doing my best to remember the good days we had. He passed away from sudden kidney failure even though I took him to the vet last month and was told nothing was wrong. I'm still in shock and not sure how to cope with my baby not sleeping in my bed with me anymore. If anyone could give some advice or comfort please do so. I'll always love you buddy, you were the best dog ever. Please rest in peace and remember I'll always love you and never forget you.
Love, dad

Well I'm not really sure if it matters but I've had a fursona that was mostly outgoing and happy, recently I have dealt with a bevy of thongs that have made me realize that I have a 2nd personality besides my Normy and mayhem. It might be cliche and I don't want people to think too much into it because I'm not defining myself by the name. Either way I've found another side of me named depression dingo. Should I shove this to the back of my mind or should I embrace him and help him get better. Please any input would be helpful positive or negative, I'm very confused right now and really not sure what to do. Thanks for the help my furry family whether I know you not, much appreciated . Mayhem

Anyone wanna fill me in on why it got cancelled and if its coming back? Super bummed

Hey everyone. I know its been quite a while and I missed you all. But some pretty crazy things have happened in life and I haven't got to get down to Wichita as often as I wanted. I'm going to try to be at cpfc this year if they're still doing it. Gonna research a bit to find out. If there's anyone wants to give me a shout to let me know how they've been and catch up that would be awesome.
Later Dink. =P

Right now I'm flat ass broke with no $ or a ride to lake Afton. If there's anyone who knows a way to help me out here PLEASE let me know, otherwise I think I'm screwed as far as this year goes.

Much appreciated, Mayhem

Well its to the point again where another year has passed me by. I kind of figured that things would change a bit being 21 and all, but I didn't think that meant it would be the how it was. This year has probably been one of the most life changing years in my life, I mean I went to my first con, my first meet which probably makes that one of, if not the best in my life. Along with that though I've lost best friends forever and had over a dozen shitty incidents with the police (no I didn't do anything stupid it was family related) At times it feels like this year has flown by without leaving me any time to absorb what's going on around me and others it just feels like this has been the longest most exhausting 365 days of my life. but I guess that's just life. I can't say I'm starting to feel like an old person or anything, I'm only 22 after all. But I definitely think I'm starting not to feel like a kid anymore. Don't get me wrong, I'll always have the kid somewhere around inside and that'll never change. But luckily through it all I've had my bro, this is his day too us being twins and all, but he's always there if I need someone to vent to. So I'm gonna go and make this the best start to another year that I can think of (pool party is out cuz its raining). Thanks for reading. Happy Birthday to me ^^

Sadly I woke up today to a text from home. I was told that my 9 year old doxin had passed away early this morning. At first I was 100% in denial, but I came home to see for myself. All I can say is RIP Jaja, you were my first dog and you will always be remembered. We had lot of good times and I'm glad to have had you to grow up with.