So my car was in the shop as the two back brakes had been leaking. Then they tell me that my car is so rusted underneath that it isn't worth saving. :/ Yay for me.

So I've been sitting here and I might go and redesign Stop.
I want to add more white and black. Also I'm not to sure on the grey to much. I'm not sure if I should keep it or replace it.

Then again I'm considering just adding to it instead of a full redesign thhough I still plan to keep her facial look and her floppy ear.

Does anyone have a room for a small husky? :3

My original plan seemed to have forgotten about me so now I have no real way there.
If nessicary I might be able to get there but not sure if I'll be staying or not just yet.

So a ride would be amazing.

So I really need to get back into my hold of art and fursuit making again.
Just haven't had motivation since this year started.

But slowly Its getting there again. One of my works is lined now and I just need to color and possibly shade it.
I was working on a brown dog fursuit but Idk. I'm not to happy with the foam work I've done so far so I might put it on the side while I possibly make a cat...Idk. Its still in the thinking stage.


Well I just hope life doesn't throw another horrible curve ball and try to ruin my happiness again. Throw me good happiness that'll last dang you life. XD

Yup that it is. X3
I'm not getting much and I know some of my gifts shall be late, but I shall get them out to you guys some how. :3

Huggles to all~
Have an awesome day guys. :3

So yes, happy holidays, merry Christmas eve, yadda yadda whatever else is out there to say happy or merry for. ^^

Be safe, have fun, and the like.
Hope you all have a good week to come and a good rest of the year. :3

My computer gave me its own gift of letting my tablet work like its supposed to. Hopefully it shall keep that function. X3

I hate drawing you muzzles! When I think I found a method to draw you I step back and look....
and dislike it. xD
Same with legs. X3

That is all.

So I am really in art mode...even though its 2:33am I shall try to get sleep, force my tablet into submission (might be the pen), and finally try to get some art done tomorrow.

No I don't givez a shiz about the end of the world stuff. :3

Anyway, I shall try to get alot of my art gifts I wanna do done. x3
Going to take a lot of time with them to try to make them as perfect as possible...I'm sure after I'm done and posted them that I'll notice something. >.X

I've told certain friends who are already getting art from me, some don't know yet. ;3

So many of my friends know I'm planning on moving again. This is due to the fact
that my parents are wanting to move back to TN. I have decided to stay in Florida
to go to the campus in this state (I hate online courses) and of course stick
with my amazing friends in the area.

Anyway I'm looking it to happen in Jan or Feb as I have a March deadline. ^^;
I'm looking into some places. So if anyone knows of job openings or peeps
that are trust worthy for roommates. Just have an idea of a place currently I
may go with and that includes a job as well. Just not the greatest job in the world. ^^;


So please commishy me for art. Spread the word! I'm starting to save up for all this stuff.

So when i try to draw with my simple bamboo tablet, right when i put the pen down to do a stroke, it decides not to move an instead to use the eye dropper on right where I first place the pen down. I have tried not pressing down hard and it still does it.

I'm not sure what is causing this as I'm not hitting the buttons on the pen. :/
Its really hard to draw when it does this constantly on both Sai and Photoshop.

Okay so people probably have noticed Stop and Caution. At Megaplex people kept joking about me getting a Go and now I'm finally figuring out what species Go should be. Stop is a floppy ear husky and Caution is now a striped hyena. So Go is in the works.

As for personality here is what they are so far.

Stop: Is very hyper, a bit clumsy, and just doesn't know when to calm herself.
Caution: Is an all around jerk face. Doesn't give a crud and will play pranks for its own amusement. I say it because I can see Caution as either male or female.
Go: Pure laziness and apathetic. The name does not connect to its personality at all. XD


Once I can get Caution done (hopefully with awesome help) and Go is all figured out, I'll start to construct Go. Then maybe I can put two people in the suit that don't have their own. XD Then I'll have a crew for it haha.

So if anyone has suggestions for Go do post them. ^^ Gotta start with an H. I prefer non canine just to have more of a range to it.

Going to be doing some flat color art commishies for $10 as I need the money.
I'll be posting some examples here shortly once my Sai likes me more or I'll just go back to photoshop for the actual sketching of the art.

Going to have 5 slots.
So spread the word please. :3

But it was fun!

I had an awesome time driving there with  musicpaws and  Zharek, not only that we had to drive pass so many tolls. >.< Met some awesome people at both places, danced alot more at Furloween and had a circle danceness with  durangodingo and some others.

Stayed at a fancy hotel with rich peoples felt odd but was amusing at times. X3

I look forward to the next Elliots to where I can hang out with all these people again and maybe even meet more. :3

And on a good note, a certain little pup Rody got the guts to ask me out. X3
So now I has an amazing mate and Zharek if your reading this....you shall be our love babi no matter what you say. xD
Rides with these two shall always be amusing. ^^

...
I should have my fursuit head done. xD
Normally about 12am I get very distracted by a certain fur and stop my work at the time. So I basically work myself non stop (unless I eat) from 2pm to 12am. I have been doing this for the last week or so to try and get my suit done. xD thank goodness I'm also done with my finals.

But as an update for it, I have cut out all the fur needed for the head and now currently sewing it together. ^^
Then shaving!!!! Just the thought of all that fur everywhere. ><


Anyway back to work!

So I still gotta finish stops head foam work but it keeps looking wrong or to bulky for my taste. > . <

I need to finish my feet paws to make then indoor shoes (though I'll wear them outside anyways) And then finish a tail just needs a strap, and finish hand paws for a friend. Oh and fix up Stop's hand paws.

Then I should be ready for Elliots and Furloween on Sat. So I got until friday night to finish all of this. > . <
I need to stop waiting this long! But this time I have help by sewing machine. x3 So that might save my life in the end.

<3

So I was invited to go so I am gunna go. X3
Its gunna be awesome and a fun silly time I am sure.

Also finally have stuff to work on Stop V2 thanks to a certain furry. ;3
So hopefully I can get this head done in time. ^^

Also workin on arts some.

Ex's....when you think the break-up wasn't to terribly bad after they start talking to you again.
Only for them to post about constant reminders of you.

Well I'm sorry I lived with ya for a month or two...wanted you to move in with me but threw so many excuses
to refuse me every time...
And then after i comment saying sorry that my mail still pops up once in a while as a reminder then get your friend to comment: "Was that saying about constant reminders? Well speaking of reminders, look who commented. xD" and then you like it...

Should I just stop tryin to be friends though you started to talk to me first?
I should just stop commenting or even bother to try to be friends if this happens.
I don't care if he didn't mean to be rude but I know that other person probably was. I don't think he liked me anyways....


But this is why I avoid fb and tend to lean more towards the fur fandom than the anime/cosplay fandom. Though I haven't dated a furry yet, and I'm sure there is drama no matter what fandom I'm in, so far things have been awesome. In such a short time I have met many awesome furs. Made tons of friends. Many have already became very close and dear to me.

I wanted to rant again but this saber wolf did not want to cause drama on fb and no one (other than a certain dog and wolf) have me on fb. Three furs I know have met my ex when I lived in Georgia. One I told more about the problems at that time. -Sigh- I just need to find something fun to do this weekend to get my mind off of stuff.

I am slowly cheering myself up. X3
From awesome people, to the ddr cravings, to just slowly getting back into art again.

Job hunting is going slow, money is low, and things are just moving slowly at the moment. ^^;
But that isn't stopping me. I'm going to challenge myself to do three pieces of art tomorrow, homework, and more job hunting.
Also I plan to start learning some dance moves to maybe become a future dance fur down the road and not just a DDR fur. ^^;
Just hope that being in suite can help me get rid of my stage freight I believe I have.

Also trying to get more chances to work on making Stop V. 0.5 (head mainly) as rushing her before Megaplex caused many flaws.
Hands need re-sewing, tail needs some small adjustment, and hands also need re-sewing as it was done on friday morning of the Megaplex. So much to fix and work on and I can't wait to see if all done again. X3

Also I have noticed many stuff about relationships seeming to pop up. One thing has already been crushed and so I start to question if it was karma of some sort and what might be to come for me. I step forward not caring if I am anyones' 'type' and I'm sure there will be someone who will come to love everything about me; my cuteness that I don't see in myself (haha ^^;), my random nature, silliness that can and will happen, random glomps, and other things. I do enjoy having that person to be with or just someone to cuddle. ^^

So I'm trying to get back into the swing of art to maybe get some commissions from it to maybe help a deposit on an apartment or something. Well generally just to get some cash flow in that is needed for some things when I do move and such.

Certain friends of mine can get a free one or two. X3
Only cause they are awesome peeps and you should know if I'll give you one or not. Haha!

Anyway living here is awesome so far though. ^^

So here I am in the hot state of florida. X3 So far I haven't minded it to much.
Though I came right when those lovely tropical storms wana visit. XD

Plan on hanging out with ppls down here and stuffs.
Also going to try and work on Stop V2.

So it is time to move again.
I was going to wait till this weekend but once I told my landlords today, they said I have till tomorrow to get out, and by 2pm at that.

So I have an 8hr drive. About 6hrs in I'm going to be stopping to visit a fur for some dinner.
Then back on the road again for around another 1:30min to my location in Edgewater, Fl.

All the furs that I met in Georgia are awesome and I shall keep in contact with all of you and maybe plan on trips to cons with you guys.. ^^ I hope to befriend some furs in florida and I do hope we don't plan to moving to Tn right off the bat. I need break from the constant moving.

Also will have to contact the internet company to get it turned on so I might not be online and it would only be for school work.
Can check on my phone but it isn't the best phone in the world as it isn't a smart phone.

Anyway...need sleep gotta pack, clean, and drive an 8hr trip tomorrow.

I have decided to move in with my mom to Florida due to many money issues I am running into. I'm also not sure how long my car will survive so I hope I can make it there fine. This wont be fore another week or two or something as I gotta go through my stuff and actually see what I can shove into my car and what I might have to entrust into a friend until I can get it again.

The area is Edgewater Fl located about 30 or so min under Daytona and right on New Smyrna beach.
Had problems with people also who have recently started to become a tad hateful. I really wanted to try and stay more in GA but it seems its not going to happen with this job I have. Also later on my mom wants to move back to TN...so I'll be moving again. >.<;

But anyway...yea.

This is for someone else's raffle. ^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3587190/

The link above takes you to win a fursuit head raffle.
This is only the head so do take that in mind. ^^

So I'm thinking of doing art and fursuit commissions.
First I need to finish my own suit and the one I'm currently working on (need shoes to do feet, waiting on fur, and other things to do the eyes).

My art is slowly being worked on. I gotta throw more example of those up also. >.<

Ugh. Need the money mainly due to my car breaking down and my new job having to be put back a week.

A local cosplayer has commissioned me for a fursuit for a character in BlazeBlue.
So I'm really looking forward to doing good and getting example of it out there. ^^

Not only that, it will help me get my other fursuit finished. The head is near completion and thus I'd need fur to continue it. ^^


WHooo~!