https://www.furaffinity.net/view/63004034/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/63004034/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/63004034/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62989486/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62989486/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62989486/

Decided to write this journal to help spread the word from a artist who is struggling with getting new commissions so feel free to check out these YCH's from

if your interested!


https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62630931/ Multislot M/F solo

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62599903/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62633113/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62575661/ Collab with Mekk

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62460756/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62460756/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62460756/

is hosting a raffle!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62317566/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62317566/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62317566/

is holding a raffle to celebrate so feel free to check it out if you wanna participate!


https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11205953/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11205953/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11205953/

is hosting a raffle to celebrate 200 watchers so feel free to check it out if it interests you ^^


https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61566981/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61566981/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61505389/

Just wanted to help my friend hopefully get some new commissions since she is finished with her queue soon. And i been so happy with all work she done for me sofar ^^

So if your interested in commissioning a cool artist who helped me design both updated new design of maz and my OC ulfhild feel free to checkout her page! <3

https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/bldarksoul/

https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/bldarksoul/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61301622/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61301622/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61301622/

I felt i should make a update here. As i wrote before in in this journal https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10729621/ . My dad's health has worsened even more.Earlier a few days ago he got out of hospital after having stayed at hospital for 12 days due to a severe cold/flue that almost killed him it wasn't Covid since they took tests but some form of virus that coupled with his heart disease almost killed him.

And now today i got a call from him he was rushed to hospital again cause he has low blood pressure atm and is scheduled for a different pacemaker surgery on thursday and if that one fails on keeping his heart going. They will look at getting him a mechanical heart to his failing heart more help.

Doctor even asked my dad before he answered if he had worked as a chef before and my dad replied he did it for 40 years never taking vacation and owning two own resturants over the years. And doctor replied ''well i can see on your heart you lived under a lot of stress since your heart is afflicted by herditary diease + stress and burnouts''

Due to his age they don't wanna give him a new heart from a donor cause they are afraid its to much risk involved and my dad so option as it looks now is a mechanical heart. Atm lots of thoughts going through my mind but my dad told me not to worry so gonna try keep myself busy with work and workouts+ games until surgery is done.

Go check it out if your intrested!

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11105877/#cid:61023920
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11105877/#cid:61023920
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11105877/#cid:61023920

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60397616/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60397616/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60397616/

Feel free to check it out it's event by a friend of mine who wanna pair up egglayers and spermdonators to create adopts. So feel free to check out the rules in her post! And if you wanna be a lucky father for my OC ulfhilds kids well she is waiting!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60176818/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60176818/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60176818/

Albtraum_Wach is hosting a raffle feel free to check it out! ^^

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60171973/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60171973/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60171973/

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11072456/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11072456/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11072456/

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11083011/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11083011/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11083011/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59430549/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59430549/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59430549/

Guppic is hosting a raffle feel free to check it out!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59567932/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59567932/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59567932/

Saw earlier today when i was browsing FA on work break that i been registered on FA for over 10 years now. And wow feels like just recent i joined FA xD


But i'm happy to be here and do artsplits with others when possible. Since i just like bringing ideas either NSFW or SFW. But yeah short journal today but just wanted to say I hope i get to celebrate another 10 years on FA 2035! ^^

Today is last day of 2024 and i just wanna say thank you to all the new watchers and old who stick around means alot! <3

I also saw i passed 1500 watchers a few day's ago which is crazy at least to me since i'm just a commissioner and not a artist. And i do plan on holding a raffle later this coming year to celebrate and it be that i either use Ulfhild or Mazrogal and pay for both slots already have a artist in mind for it.

And in 2 months i'm gonna attend NordicFuzzCon 2025 which i do look forward to even if i be working at convention also and helping out i will still have time for fursuiting among other things. And might also try attend Eurofurence in september but its not 100% sure yet it depends on budget. Since i have some art splits planned also which is why for 2025 and 2026 it be way less art spending then what happened during 2024. Since art commission i do find nice to get ideas into reality but its good to save also for other projects ^^

And as for the planned Raffle i will post a new journal later next year when it's time for it.

And i just wanna end this journal with wishing you all a nice celebration!

feel free to check it out ^^

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59134412/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59134412/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59134412/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58835294/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58835294/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58835294/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59098283/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59098283/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59098283/

So another year has passed for this drake, And even if its been a lot of work at store i work at with around 100 hours of overtime. ( that i accepted willingly just for the extra pay) i'ts been alot of fun also got to visit some cool friends down south in sweden during vacation. Got to create a new OC from scratch even adopted one also. ( gonna giver her a proper ref next year).

So you can expect some art of Ulfhild my Vulcanoness later and also some of Freyja my snake lady.

Although i noticed myself i've commissioned around 36 art pieces this year? so that's 3 per month. So i promised myself even if art is nice to get i'm gonna slow down a little for 2025 at least. Cause i'm turning 35 now and realized it can be good to try and take a drivers license instead of relying on trains, airplanes and bus when traveling around. I'm also trying to save for my own apartment instead of renting so yeah gonna put more on Avanza in stocks etc for long term saving.

I will still get art have some projects planned but i'm gonna try keep it at around 10-15 max during 2025. Since i'm also planning on attending both Eurofurence and NordicFuzzcon next year also haven't been to eurofurence in 5 years so hope i can visit new place in Hamburg.

I also have some other news i really haven't talked about much but my fathers health been declining he turned 70 this year in september and i found out now that he is having difficulties breathing due to his heart condition even after surgery he had some years ago. He now is waiting for blood tests on how his cancer is going also. I feel really sorryfor my dad who have to deal with Heart condition+ Cancer in his bladder. But i'm gonna go have lunch with him on 27th day after my bday cause i'm working late.

Cause past few months i've always tried visiting my dad once per week and play some game on PS5 with him watching and just talk about anything how his week been ,just because due to his condition i never know if it be last week i speak with him. When doctors had surgery on him a few years ago they expected him to only live for a few more years cause he has some form of heart condition that makes it worse and worse hence why now he is having hard time breathing and getting oxygen in his blood. So for now they thinking of giving him oxygen tubes at home to help him get oxygen into his blood cause they have told him they don't really wanna do a 2nd heart surgery due to risk of death.

My dad has also always supported my hobby which is the furry lifestyle. He told me he just find the dragon fursuit so awesome and actually look forward to 2nd one and with new redesign of maz i got now well i might get a 3rd one but that be 2029 as 40 year present for myself. Hell even my grandpa who is 93 and also tags along for lunch loved the old suit,and wanna get a photo with new one since he used to act in local theater when he was younger dressing up as a bear so i guess cosplay goes in the family xD.

So atm i'm waiting on last parts to arrive before 2.0 fursuit is done hopefully before february when i travel to malmö for NordicFuzzcon which is around 4600´+ regged now? It's crazy how much it keeps growing in Sweden. Also i held a small Bday raffle with some friends on discord but i'm actually gonna hold a public raffle sometime next year also drawn by darkarlett to give everyone of you who watch me a chance to get a art piece with either Ulfhild or Maz.

But i just wanna end this journal with thanking everyone of you for sticking along with me next year in january i will have been on FA for 10 years. And i'm gonna enjoy my bday with sandwich cake tomorrow as lunch at work cause it's my favorite cake for celebrations!

Update:
Thank you all for the nice comments i had a awesome bday even if i worked since i just went day after and enjoyed some lunch with my father ^^