I must have been gone from this place for a really long time, just look at all those messages XP I have to know I'm still very much alive, and sorry if I had you peeps worried about me XP I'm not the person who liked having their daily routines disrupted; it'll take forever for me to get used to it DX Especially now I have to wear diapers (the doctor said it's due to stress incontinence DX) I hardly find time to have my recreation time too DX But since today it's Labour Day, that means no school today, hence more time today :D Then again, we are going outdoors for a family trip in a few moments, but I just thought it'll be a good time for me to check in on your peeps :P I'm still doing good, how about everyone else? :D

Alright alright, I guess I might have overacted a teeny little bit a while ago XP Maybe I forgot to mention it the last time, but I have an anxiety disorder as well. I first had it when I first learned that I had muscular dystrophy, and it had been lingering till now whether something is against my line of thoughts DX Thankfully I'm also attending psychotherapy, along side with my physical therapy :D Having read all of your concerning comments and and being counseled, I finally chilled down and accept my fate XP I guess being back in diapers for the first time must be weird for most of us, especially peeing in it too >.< You could also imagining my family's reaction once I had one on >.< Guess it's going to take a long while to get used to this XP Thank you all peeps for your concerns and kindness, I'm glad I had met you X3

Ok, this is going to be embarrassing at the moment XP I can't even feel the urge to go to the toilet anymore, like you're just sitting there, minding your own business, then a tinkling wet sensation on your seat DX Happened in school and at home too! Good thing I still have some bowel control, or this is getting out of hand DX My mother suggested I should drink less water, and if this still goes on, she might be considering adult diapers for me. At first I was in denial, then I'm beginning to accept it. But still, I just don't want to wear a diaper, peeing in my pants is gross enough DX I heard some of you wear diapers as a babyfur thing, or for whatever reasons, so this is maybe my first question to your peeps, is there any good for wearing one at this state? How you feel when you're wearing one?

Hahaha, it's funny when you think about it XD Actual fact, when school started days ago, we were dumped with a lot of homeworks and assignments DX Also, it seems that my bladder is beginning to weaken, I woke up with my pajamas pants wet and it occasionally leak in school, it's totally disgusting and embarrassing DX So many things happening, so busy XP But school always come first, so I'll be only checking in once in a while. Drawings will be slowed too, but it'll be done, all 92 of them and more to come X3

My classmates had been asking me whether I could draw a few drawings of their preferences for them, and on that thought, I kinda like the sound of that! Since I'm still quite an amateur artist, it's not always I'm able to think of some good ideas X3 Also, some people might not like what I draw for them XP So that's it then, I'll draw what you peeps want! Starting with these next five friends I'm going to draw:
 monkeyboy214 chilling in his diaper
 mcwerewolf leaves it to the artist
 20percentcooler want his eevee drawn in any pose
 zearatual-crystal
 kittotenshi in chibi form
If you have something you want, you can just tell me and I'll draw it :D But if I didn't hear from you, I'll just have to draw them myself then X3 I'm off to school by the way, so I'll smell y'all later X3

Seems like my scanner's not working so well :O I can't connected it to my computer some reasons, I tried unjacking and jacking in the USB cable :O If my scanner's not working, how am I going to scan the drawings I drew during my vacations? Guess I have to find another solution, so everyone just stand-by, I'll get back ASAP :D

Do you peeps miss me? XP A week or more had gone by, I'm still alive and kicking XP Gosh, that class trip was awesome, I had so much fun :D But I came back home really late now, missing the good times, and feeling super tired XP So I'll talk you peeps about it tomorrow, if you want :D I'm off to bed now, smell y'all later!

And after that, we're off to the chalet :D This is so going to be so exciting X3 I had even printed a few reference sheets of of the characters I'll be drawing next, so I can draw them on my vacations XP It's a week long, so I guess I might miss your friendly faces. And if I'm not back after a week, it might be possibly I had passed on. No no touch wood touch wood XP I'll be back, I promised :D I'm heading off now, smell y'all later X3

I had been spending a lot of time indoors already, since I became an artist. I need to go out and have some fresh air or two XP Coincidentally, the school holidays are starting since, and my class had decided to organise a week-long class outing for the whole vacations X3 And it starts after school ends tomorrow :D Boy I'm so excited X3

Every time I want to draw something on my sketch pad, I can't seem to get anything out D: It's like I can't think of any ideas of what it should be, or a invisible barrier between me and the paper, preventing the pencil from touching it XP I believe this might be what artists called the art block. Can anyone tell me how to overcome it?

I guess not many of you peeps know about me yet XP So I think I should be a short introduction of myself, and also answer a few FAQs I'm getting from you all.

- My name is Caleb, aged 18 going 19, born on 11 November, and live in Malaysia.
- For things like requests and art trades, I don't think I'm ready for that yet. I'm still an amateur you know XP Still, the least I could do is to draw some gifts for everyone :D
- I got a disease called muscular dystrophy. It had already affected my lower body, causing me to be wheelchair bound and losing control of my bladder, and it's still progressing, eventually killing me. I'm taking physical therapy regularly to slow down the pace.
- While I agreed that furries in diapers are cute to an extent, I don't want to do anything involving pee and poo. They're really disgusting to me, I hate the smell of those too D:

And I guess that's all I can answer. If you got some more question, go ahead and ask. I'm no biter X3

I had never seen this much messages in my life before XP I just only gone out the whole day for physical therapy and the first thing I saw on Furaffinity is this many messages! So much replying and checking out to do! Guess there's more peeps to draw for now X3

I had a great day today here on Furaffinity! Since I first joined in, I had made more than 50 friends and artists! I indeed made the right choice to be an artist, but I'll like to thank  marcofox, and  sorceressrose, and anyone for showing me to everyone. You peeps are the greatest :D And it looks like I have around 50 drawings to draw for everyone too X3 However, I'm bushed for the day, plus I'm staying up late past my bedtime too XP So I'm heading off now! Nini everyfur, and smell y'all later X3

Thank you all for checking me out! Guess I made the right decision to become an artist here X3 I will draw cute artworks for everyone's enjoyment :D *gives you all a big hug*