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A request of those reading this.
Posted 17 years agoI don't know any real good way of wording this, so please bare with me and hopefully you'll know what I mean even if I word it wrong.
I've come to the realization that the furry fandom plays a large roll in my life. Its not exactly what I would call a spiritual roll, but the fandom means a lot to me. Now...when I say fandom, I mean the idea, the vision...the thought of being a fur.
The problem I've run into is...I've been sort of hiding my interest in the fandom from most of the people I deal with in person, or IRL for those who like using that term. I hide it from them because I worry about their reaction to it. Not really a rational fear I suppose, but its there. Another thing I've been keeping quiet about is my bisexuality, though I think my parents and at least one brother suspect it.
What I'm looking for is advice on how I can possibly mix the two, "IRL" with my love of the fandom. Are there any of you out there who are in a similar situation to my own who don't know how to cope with both?
As it stands right now, I'm running out of money, I don't seem to have enough motivation to avoid the unfortunately near future of being unable to pay for the things in my life I have right now.
One suggestion has been medication...and I know what the general opinion is of that option by those in this fandom, and I tend to balk at the idea myself.
Any tricks, tips, suggestions people may have for trying to get organized, getting moving in the "right direction", and how to try living comfortably with my interests would be more than greatly appreciated.
~~Quillum~~
I've come to the realization that the furry fandom plays a large roll in my life. Its not exactly what I would call a spiritual roll, but the fandom means a lot to me. Now...when I say fandom, I mean the idea, the vision...the thought of being a fur.
The problem I've run into is...I've been sort of hiding my interest in the fandom from most of the people I deal with in person, or IRL for those who like using that term. I hide it from them because I worry about their reaction to it. Not really a rational fear I suppose, but its there. Another thing I've been keeping quiet about is my bisexuality, though I think my parents and at least one brother suspect it.
What I'm looking for is advice on how I can possibly mix the two, "IRL" with my love of the fandom. Are there any of you out there who are in a similar situation to my own who don't know how to cope with both?
As it stands right now, I'm running out of money, I don't seem to have enough motivation to avoid the unfortunately near future of being unable to pay for the things in my life I have right now.
One suggestion has been medication...and I know what the general opinion is of that option by those in this fandom, and I tend to balk at the idea myself.
Any tricks, tips, suggestions people may have for trying to get organized, getting moving in the "right direction", and how to try living comfortably with my interests would be more than greatly appreciated.
~~Quillum~~
Some World of Warcraft fun
Posted 17 years agoThose of you who play the game and know about the Black Mageweave set will appreciate this video more than those who don't know what this notorious armor looks like. This is what happens when you make someone with a sick sense of humor like myself wait before a raid.
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http://files.filefront.com/Meadowgl.....8448;/fileinfo
NICE GUYS FINISH LAST!
Posted 17 years agoI saw this on a 
Jalen 's journal.
To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait."
To every guy that's said, "You're BEAUTIFUL."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that REALLY would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with MEANING.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give his jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home even though she went home with that other guy.
To every guy that would sit and WAIT for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to CUDDLE.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he CARED through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the ONE.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that WASN'T just trying to get laid.
To every guy that gave his HEART and SOUL.
To every guy who PRAYS that she is HAPPY even if you are not with her.
***Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore ... And because of this, there are not many left out there!!!
If you are a nice guy repost this with "Nice guys finish last." in great big letters
If you are a girl that thinks every guy should try to accomplish even a few of these repost this with: "To the nice guys left behind"
Jalen 's journal.To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait."
To every guy that's said, "You're BEAUTIFUL."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that REALLY would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with MEANING.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give his jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home even though she went home with that other guy.
To every guy that would sit and WAIT for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to CUDDLE.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he CARED through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the ONE.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that WASN'T just trying to get laid.
To every guy that gave his HEART and SOUL.
To every guy who PRAYS that she is HAPPY even if you are not with her.
***Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore ... And because of this, there are not many left out there!!!
If you are a nice guy repost this with "Nice guys finish last." in great big letters
If you are a girl that thinks every guy should try to accomplish even a few of these repost this with: "To the nice guys left behind"
Uploaded some pictures
Posted 18 years agoI just uploaded some pictures after finally talking to Vtaarahn 
v-taar and getting his permission.
They bring back some very good memories of my time 2 years or so ago learning how to describe a character to someone so that they may draw them.
Just a note, I have since reworked how Quill looks. Some of those changes include the way the head is shaped (an equine-esque shape), the ears are more equine now than feline.
I've remembered a few things about Quill that I had forgotten (horrible I know), that being the color of his wings and eyes.
Anyways, this is very choppy for a journal, but ah well. Its my first one, yay!
v-taar and getting his permission.They bring back some very good memories of my time 2 years or so ago learning how to describe a character to someone so that they may draw them.
Just a note, I have since reworked how Quill looks. Some of those changes include the way the head is shaped (an equine-esque shape), the ears are more equine now than feline.
I've remembered a few things about Quill that I had forgotten (horrible I know), that being the color of his wings and eyes.
Anyways, this is very choppy for a journal, but ah well. Its my first one, yay!
