• I Saw The TV Glow - existential horror for closeted transbians (desperate undeniable younger sister edition)
• I'm Thinking Of Ending Things - existential horror for closeted transbians (hopeless subtextual older sister edition (the films are sisters to me))
• Redline - no notes, no notes are required
• thats the three i can confidently declare as my favorites i hacent seeen enough films. sorry
additional candidates:
- Sedmikrásky / Daisies - i need to give this one a rewatch firzt because it was streamed to me in discord and i was kinda drifting in and out of life but like what i could latch onto was lile a pretty good movi3. haunting haunting haunting gutwrenching ending, which is like the best type of ending to me (see first two entries and the below entry)
- Beau Is Afraid - I finished this one literally under an hour ago and i need more time to sit on it but its like structurally and tonally the perfect movie for me with no hyperbole present in that statment
- The Wall - sort of like a prototype of a specific kind of movie i like a lot rather than a full fledged entry into that pantheon for me. i dont think it has any shot of axtually making it into my fsvorit3s actially
- The Fantastic Mr. Fox - i didnt actually like this movie that much in my first watch as an adult 2 months ago and that feels sad to me because it's like visually perfect and it has the little autistic boy with egg vibes whos like literslly me and the goody perfectshoes cousin(?) kid i had a massive crush on when i was like ? years old that i difnt undrrstand what was happening ot why which were feelings i had only previously experienced for the rat from chsrleyoes web. Teppleton
- The Last Man On Earth - i think i love this movie from what i remember, i love the way vinvent price bisexually sits on the table at some point, i love the way his vampirified coworker guy or whoever moana out his name like Morgannnnn we're going to kill you morgannnn, i love the ending, it's a good movie, it's pretty good. i think im forgetting like approximately 5 hours of boring shit which was like manditory for every movie made before probably 1970
- true stories - david byrnes genuine glee at the coming of the world we live in today is endlessly fascinating to me
- i xant think if any more movies but maybe i will come back and edit more later. What movies shoild i watch also
- CREEP HOLY SHIT HOW DID I FORGET CREEP

so many of the artists behind some of my favorite artworks in the world follow my account on here
its scary
cool but also scary

im moving out soon and i wont have wifi tell me albums to download. also books maybe idk. PDFs and MP3s and MP4s. Maybe some EXEs. i'm full up on PNGs and JPGs and WEBPs i got plenty of those to download already

organize the folder of art i've downloaded from the internet
i cant figure out a good way to do it

treat it like alchohol
Fun on the weekends! Addictive. Toxic to the body. Annihilates the organs. Terminal illness.
potent neurotoxin. cerebral liquefaction. self-induced dementia. Kill it. Kill it. Squash it. Squash it.
Plus: feeds that reactionary seed that sits in everyone. Rose glasses often pair well with brown shirts.
This is not the future "they"(???) took from you:

IT'S MARKETING, DUMBASS!!!!!!

STOP TALKING LIKE A FUCKING FASCIST ABOUT MICROSOFT ADVERTISING!!!!!!!!
don't become one of those humanoid underground dwellers who make memes about "Rejecting Modernity" and "Returning To Tradition" about mcdonalds architecture!!!
Shut! The fuck! Up! You sound like the dumbest human being on the planet!
its not good
say NO! to nostalgia!

make an impromptu playlist now go
1 https://youtu.be/5Gpt_foufho
2 https://youtu.be/2OQvBrXLHUU
3 https://youtu.be/MV06cSt2MTM
4 https://youtu.be/-oPYmaN3QhM
5 https://youtu.be/mCcS9gWPWrg
6 https://cuddlyone.bandcamp.com/albu.....ak-my-ribs?t=5
ok done

its like we,re in the parking lot

pretty cra?zy right. anyways
what other sites do people post their art on
becaus right now im only on this one
besides blusky or any twitter-likes im not intending to engage with those vibrations.

whoops! oooops! oww! it dont work no more. i keep trying and it dosnt work. the lines come out wrong and bad. the shapes are hostile. what is desired cannot be captured. whooooops! ooopsie doopsie!

are they doing like a seperating display name / username or something

who is this
who is that
who are you
who am i
who is she
who is love
who is death
who is where

where is this
where is that
where are y[ Do Not Answer ]
where am i
where is she
where is love
where is death
where is when

when is this
when is that
when are you
when am i
when is she
when is love
when is death
when is what

what is this
what is that
what are you
what am i
what is she
what is love
what is death
what is why

why is this
why is that
why are you
why am i
why is she
why is love
why is death
why is how

how is this?
how is that?
how are you?
how am i?
how is she?
how is love?
how is death?
how is

Favorite Video Computer Games Of My Memory World Life:
#1: Disco Elysium, Night In The Woods,
#2: World Of Goo, Little Inferno
#3: (the chapters of) Deltarune (which currently exist)
#4: Anthology Of The Killer
#5: Cruelty Squad
#6: Fallout: New Vegas
#7: the "private" server i play space station 14 on but exclusively that server
#8: Team Fortress 2
#9: LittleBigPlanet 2,,,
#10: Rumbleverse?? Rumbleverse. RUMBLEVERSE!!
Honourable Mentions Some Of Which Could Honestly Be Swapped With Items On The List:
minecraft but exclusively as a platform for me to be in the same space as friends I love dearly because actually i really hate actually having to play minecraft because it is not a fun video game
Terraria
Gauntlet: Dark Legacy
METAL GEAR RISING: REVENGEANCE How the fuck did i almost forget METAL GEAR RISING: REVENGEANCE
I Have Never Even Finished Undertale but i do not need to as I have seen it be finished one thousand times over since i was twelve
Yume Nikki
Audiosurf and Audiosurf 2
Bloodborne
Armored Core Six I Have Not Played Any Of The Other Ones
Simcity, Secret of Mana, Super Mario World...
Wildermyth, ANATOMY, Hypnospace Outlaw, The Beginner's Guide, Portal and Portal 2, Spore, Katamari Damacy, i cannot play Ultra Fight Da Kyanta 2 because it refused to recognize when i pressed the guard? input i think but i do respect it deeply and find it greatly inspiring...
Stellaris, Crusader Kings III, red dead 2 was ok, i liked battlefield 1, Wasteland 3 didn't stick the landing but I enjoyed it a good bit, i remember enjoying Darkest Dungeon a lot when i was 14 or so, i have too many garry's mod dreams to not put that on this list, Skyrim is in that same boat, Konami Kid's Playground DINOSAURS Shapes And Colors,
Mentions which are not particularly Honourable but Have Been Played For Too Many Hours Not To Mention among The Games Of My Life:
Call Of Duty Black Ops I, II. Fallout 3. Fallout 4. So many hours of Fallout 4... And 76. 76 too. I put so many hours into... Victoria 3. Two Hearts Of Iron 4 mods. Grand Theft Auto Five Online....

Have you ever been in a tussle with the donchyaknow boys?
Have you ever felt what it means to fly?
Have you seen, with your eyes, the bottom of a sea?
Have you ever jacked it to completion, and is it possible to finish?
Have you ever beaten a baby botfly to bits?
Have you ever lost something you can never ever remember?
Have you ever taken a life for corporate interests?
Have you ever had a glimpse of the future mainstream?
Have you ever shot yourself in the head?
Have you ever burst your bubble?
Have you ever touched the body of a Kennedy?
Have you ever lost?
Have you ever made your baby a bonnet?
Have you ever gone and fucked yourself?
Have you ever needed medical care?
Have you ever lost a flake of skin?
Have you ever been a bullet?
Have you ever
Have you ever done the bare minimum during a time of need?
Have you ever shit your pants at a Tom Cochrane concert?
Have you ever lost a bone?
Have you ever found a way home?
Have you ever made sense?
Have you ever killed a viceroy?
Have you ever broken a LEGO set?
Have you ever had a happy childhood?
Have you ever seen the birds fly?
Have you ever made her laugh?
Have you ever answered the riddle?
Have you ever touched the last face?
Have you ever heard the last question?
Have you ever spent a hundred hours crafting a bucket for ad revenue?
Have you ever been the lead singer of Radiohead?
Have you ever lost a thousand dollars in half a second?
Have you ever flown a bomberplane?
Have you ever found a reason to break a bottle?
Have you ever broke the noise?
Have you ever canned a cart?
Have you ever bunched your baby bustle bone?
Have you ever taken a dose of G-1293?
Have you ever beent?
Have you ever touched a Rodfellow?
Have you ever lost and lost and lost?
Have you ever randomly generated content?
Have you ever finished a free trial? H
Have you ever stayn awake for Quake?
Have you ever been comforted by the sound of Jerma985's voice?
Have you ever found a way to stop the noise?
Have you ever been driven to a rage by the sound of Jerma985's voice?
Have you ever mumbled murder?
Have you ever made a "YO MAMMA JOKE"
Have you ever been expelled?
Have you ever stopped thinking?
Have you ever been calm?
Have you ever understood?
Have you ever found sense?
Have you ever seen the future?
Have you ever seen that dark cloud on the horizon?
Have you ever seen the glow?
Have you ever heard breathing, holding your breath in an empty room?
Have you ever been shot rite thru with a boltar blue?
Have you ever been a worm?
Have you ever asked a question?
Have you ever thrown an XBOX across the room?
Have you ever broken a broken a broken a
Have you ever seen this reaction video? Reaction to Pink Floyd The Wall
Have you ever seen BIG SCREEN baby bq b2 ba md al
Have you ever seen HOUSE MD YOUTUBE CLIP
Have you ever thanked an audience for watching?
Have you ever found a fucking reason to
Have you ever to have you ever t
Have you sveer 2 awehen Wently? When stbnen?
Have you ever fought for self-determination in western sahara?
Have you ever made amends with your face?
Have you ever boiled the flesh of an egg?
Have you ever been a poem?
Have you ever cursed a star?
Have you ever seen the pain-star?
Have you ever touched
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Have you ever
Have you ever made a youtube poop?
Have you been on an episode of Kitchen Nightmares?
Have you ever wished upon a dandelion?
Have you ever sucked a honeysuckle?
Have you ever made your mother clean your body?
Have you ever felt corrugated pipes?
Have you ever been in debt?
Have you evershaved your head?
Have you ever ripped your toenail off?
Have
Have
Have
Have
Have you ever pointed a machine?
Have you ever berated someone into tears?
Have you ever dropped your dentures?
Have you ever fired a son?
Have you ever tuched it?
Have you ever ever ever dreamed about a boy?
Have you ever grenade a thrown?
Have you ever chucked stuff?
Have you ever found a compelling conclusion, one that made it all make sense?
Have you ever noticed this flashlight had ONE tubes, not two?
Have you ever bought a human being?
Have you ever sharpened a pencil?
Have you ever dumped oil down the drain?
Have you
Have
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Have you
Have you met my friend?
Have you ever driv'n down late nite road on a summ'r even'ng?
Have you 2 or 3 or a pair for me?
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Have you ever happen to you?
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Who is https://www.furaffinity.net/user/mechanicalbirds ?
I think it is just some kind of crappy myth/urban legend.

hi

i'm scrobbling. last.fm. i'm scrobbling.
i dint know why i use this website i just kind of do it.
i dont know what the social element of it is either what does following people do. i dint know. i just sort of use it as an intermitent. Intermintent? ittirmintant. Intermittent compulsively kept diary
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half that at most! surely! how on earth could it be two? there must be a mistake of some sort. perhaps 2023 and 2024 were the same year? one long year? perhaps these distinctions of this year and that year are not meaningful and i simply in the same period of my life. calenders don't measure that!

death anxiety intense enough to physically shake this body soothed by the final vlog of podcaster matt christman and obsessive replaying of the same 3 songs (incl. ABBA'S The Winner Takes It All) culminating in a moment of experience and realization never before processed in this brain and unable to be articulated using the language of the self
making art and having people give me attention for the art and say nice things about the art
playing team fortress 2 with furry strangers
sharing a virtual space with friends in modded minecraft (i do not like the videogame Minecraft at all but it's a place to share)
preforming squats and other such motions
the first 1 and a half seasons of "my little pony"
finding a really huge teddy bear at a thrift store
my grandma
the landscapes of central washington
really really really good tacos in ellensburg
getting really into planning a fallout game set in the inland northwest for a few weeks
burger i ate
my other grandma's cats
pink floyd's "the wall"
weird ass week where i was playing cod zombies and listening to system of a down because i became possessed by my 12 year old self i guess
wahching socpens on twitch
the music of SoGreatAndPowerful
seeing friends of mine who didn't previously know eachother become familiar as a result of me putting them in the same discord server
becoming close to my two dearest friends in the world
my friend caralees art and music
my friend beas art and music
my f (et cetera et cetera)
artfight!
space station 14 and the community surrounding the particular server
listening to episode 56 of the podcast Where Do We Begin? while hopping down the road in the middle of a manic episode
like a lot of space station 14
getting really convinced i had diabeties and then going to the doctor and being told i did not have diabetes (x2)
daisies (1966) viewed with a friend
popee the preformer viewed with the same friend
google streetview with friends
assorted voice and video calls with friends
big spider on my windowsill
smaller spiders on my cieling
like too much space station 14 way too much
the feeling of emerging from the longest hyperfixation of my life (Months)
going to the densist (they told me good job)
"i'm thinking of ending things" followed by "The Rodfellows Movie" on a laptop in a chilly candlelit bedroom during a power outage (i watched videodrome inbetween them but that film didn't really do anything for me)
"anthology of the killer"
realising it wasn't the fear of death making my chest shake all those months ago, i was just cold.
these old songs i've loved too long
really cozy hoodie
laughing
dreaming
washing dishes
talking to friends
talking about art
talking to friends about art
other things i forgot
aand you.

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my art, my characters, everything is free! take it! do what you want with it!
like something i drew? you can just make your own version! no need to ask! just do it!
everything is free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
or literally just trace it! i do not care! you do not need to credit me!!!
EVERYTHING IS FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you can just use characters i make. you can just take them. you can have them. they can live in your house too.
everything. is. free.
you can take my art. turn it into other things. use it in your things. do what you want. the doors are open. everything is free.
we are meant to play together.
no copyright intended. I own nothing.

im gona do it

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scrobble

never done
seems fun
whats the vibe
swag or bogus