i had something like really good and cool to say but i frogot it

screaming

let's play

I don't talk like this. Why did I talk like this here? and there...
Audibly shaking in her boots through the word choices. Haha. lol. Sorry!
The feeling repeats and repeats every time she looks backwards.
Unfortunately it seems she's stuck putting on faces and putting on faces.
Well, thankfully she doesn't use that one anymore.
For now at least, for now for now...

do you want to join my discord server

hahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahahahahah



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alone

yeah yeah yeah yeah eyah
(throws up on the floort)

dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance

journal journal j0ournal jouiranl

starting to try and
stop being so stuck in my own head
i tend to just sit around in my own skull
and think about the things i want to say
[ OPEN YOUR MOUTH! OPEN IT I TELL YOU! ]
i know how important it is to ( OH GOD!! OH GOD!! WHY IS trying to right the find words making my HEAD HURT so bad?? )
i know how inportant it is to say good words at people
i like this please keep creating we love you etc etc
its what keeps me going and i need to return the whatev err
i want to become a more active part of the
i guess Community
whatever you can call this
so from now on i wanna try and
comment
on stuff
( it's not a big deal. why make a post about it? )
( just start commenting... )
( silly. )

i need to start
i want to start talking
i want to start
posting comments
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
It's funny how your head is an unbearable constant flood of coherent statements but the moment you want to right something down everything just crumbles into incoherency
SHUT UP I DONT THINK IT'S VERY FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!

wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

wawawawa

i have no idea what im going to do i cant just sit here in this room forever but i have nowhere to go and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i cant even get myself to draw i just sit here doing everything i can to distract myself until the day is over and i can sleep and then i wake up and distract myself until the day is over and i can sleep and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hi everyone hi everyone hi everyone i am exhausted all the time i am wasting my life i

hi

when i was a puppy mine were
- the dragon from secret of mana
- the dragon from Forgotten Worlds
- general grievous
- tails the fox
- foxy
- whatshisface the white fox from the movie with the fox the fox movie about the fox
- komali from wind waker
- enderman
- asriel dreemurr
- leon belmont
- leon kennedy
- lion from street fighter
- from virtual fighter
- virtua fighter
- whatever
- vega from street fighter
- kabal from mortal kombat
- smoke from mortal kombat
- zero from borderlands
- the werewolf from the cartridge of the n64 casltvlania
- i never actually played it because i turned it on and didnt see a single werewolf anywhere
- so i just got bored and turned it off
- in SpongeBob SquarePants featuring Nicktoons: Globs of Doom (2008) there was a part wgere the little robot from unvader zim got corrupted by evil slime and became powerful and got a lot of really long robot arms and
- count duckula
- fenton crackshell
- neko from secret of mana
- the traveller's tales logo
- the rat from charlotte's web
- the robin williams bat from ferngully

this is not a comprehensive list

sorry

if i have a fursuit by the time i die i want them to do this
at least mount the head on a wall or something !!

i'm not gonna be here for very long.
come on everybody, let's play!

am i asking for suggestions or guesses



shrug

hello i have a dog here
it is quickly nearing the age of 20 and it doesn;t have its own name or face or place to feel home or anything yet
you can help give it a name if you want

it likes names that feel like 🟩⬜⬛ or just 🟩
the dog in question also looks like a human man and likes avoiding conflict & so prefers names that are not exclusively "boy names" but still could plausibly be a "boy name"
but these are just preferences and not hard requiurem,netns

im just a dog

f4tfur <- its there
if i draw like
funny animals becoming obese or anthropomorphic foxes turning into houses or whatever im into
it goes over there now

part of me has some reservations about drawing a big fat line between "NORMAL ART" and "FETISH ART"
and what effects that could come to have on the things i make and how i think about them
but mostly i just do not want my drawings of cartoon rabbits with air hoses stuck in their mouth or whatever
getting published to the Net under a name i stole from a song from a band i like
i feel weird about that

that is all goodbye

i am fascinated by those who can keep the same one for years. never in my life have i been able to hold onto one of these things.
since the creation of my very first in 2016 i have gone through around 20. the longest one ever survived was for like a year. many failed to make it past a single drawing.
i just made my current one like a month ago and i am already strongly considering replacing it.
am i doing something wrong. is there a cure for this disease. will i die