Friendly every so often reminder i have a discord server and a Patreon (newly reopened)

Discord is a friendly lil place but also where i advert firstly
https://discord.gg/NvMjpGaZ

Patreon is active i just dont post to it directly cause they can be weird about shit. but rewards and such are also through discord!
https://www.patreon.com/c/MedicatedCannibal

company nice

https://www.picarto.tv/MedicatedCannibal

I'm not usually the type to hang out my laundry but it has been impacting my life and art vastly too much to stay totally clammed up

This has been a kinda long time coming. So I've been very. Very. Absent this last like 6 months. Which is very obvious but Im here to shed some lights on it all

Long story short. Lots of loss and near loss.

About 6 months ago a break up. I do not want to go into depth on it but it all fucked me up in numerous ways I can't even want to explain. A whole half a decade thing gone completely in an instant and I'm still not really recovered fully. It however brought up a plethora of trauma and trauma responses *as well as being traumatic in it's own right* I don't want any animosity in this whole thing mind you. Frankly i wont tolerate it.

However that was just the start of things.

I also lost a dog. My lizard and the snek all within about a month.

My great uncle died.

My mother nearly died.

Someone I care deeply about kidneys are failing.

My grandma is literally talking about how she's just waiting to die. I never thought I would relate to my grandmother on the topic of depression, but here we are.

And My sisters health isnt great, to say the very very least

For about a month I lost ALL of my pillars basically which did not have a good reaction at all in my little basket cased brain.

Then *seasonal depression*

Ive been more active in my server but not by very much but still more active there, but I thank you all greatly for your patience with me and my depressed struggling ass

Discord server: https://discord.gg/cult-of-the-endless-tail

I usually keep these kind of things to my self
Ive realized some of my vent might be a bit distressing for some and i am sorry for that.
Im currently struggling and am honestly not ok, vent art is just the healthiest outlet i have atm

Didnt plan to do this this year but 32 HOUR STREAM HERE WE GO
as some may know i do this everyyear the last like 5 years.
super long streams so
company is very welcomed and appreciated!
ill be streaming through til Newyears!
Newyears day is also my birthday! so its a fun double celebration
Ill be doing Mini beans starting point pwyw $8 and D20 coms starting at $15
Ill also have freebs here and there! likely every 60 or 75 made or every 3 instreams
My sonas can be added in for no cost to you
Minibeans are artistic freedom and sfw only! mostly will lean into the holiday! can be up to 4 ocs a piece!

D20s are prompted artistic freedom and 1 oc only
Stream! https://www.picarto.tv/MedicatedCannibal
Ill likely announce the openings and take on 2-3 at a time
{links will be below with more info}

Mini beans see here
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....ee144a14d3&;

Animated axample
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....a15b87e85935dc1749e&

See here for D20 info
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....1a6269e598&;

Lately ive been taking small quickie comms between my normal queue for pwyw $15
These are however ONLY offered up on my discord!
most coms are announced there before here as well
I also have a raffle per month for server boosts
https://discord.gg/t4q773DH

I am ova here~ https://bsky.app/profile/medicatedc.....al.bsky.social

https://www.picarto.tv/MedicatedCannibal


Taking shork week instreams
Can be a shark oc
Oc turned into a shark
or oc with a shark plushie
pwyw $15 minimum

With new watchers and all that
Reminder that i have a small discord server that is fellow artist friendly and all inclusive.
https://discord.gg/Qw3p2n72

Tomorrow will be two kinda random chance to pick from
more d20, only you pick the prompts for this round.
and sticker prompts,
I have tons of stickers and I'll pull a random one and base the commission off of it or around it style is random but you can pick the stack
mushrooms
Drinks
potions
galaxy
flowers
Gems
Witchy
Dragons[this ones more dosh becuase it will have a draon more than likely]
or let me pick
https://forms.gle/bD2ZDk8M5sZ2mp6k9
Stream goal is $100

https://forms.gle/jFjWUsYRHGJCHAcT8

Going to start them tonight and do them on into tomorrow!

How things will be and all that!
firstly the Dice instreams
they will be decided by a D20 throw
it will be pwyw with a $15 minimum. these are unlimited. you can do as many as you wish over the next 32 hours

Secondly is the Oc drinks. your oc in a drink, also unlimited
35 each for this one, you can pitch 3 drink types and ill pick from them. but again mostly freedom

Goal point for today is 600. do i really think ill hit that. no xD but would be super nice
however, ever 50 hit with equal a freeb or two.
but with that let the 32 hour stream begin!

https://www.picarto.tv/MedicatedCannibal

Heya for those of you new the last couple years. My birthday is New years day and I do a super long stream for it. This year will be 32hrs

ill be doing a few different things during the stream,
1 will be ocs in a glass, artistic freedom

another with be more of a gamble instream
ill make an example on that one but it involves a D20 to decide the Quality

there will also a goal point and freebs scattered throughout
Will be starting it later tonight.
Hope to see yall there

Hi, im honestly about 90% more active with things on discord with advertising and just in general at the moment.
so consider joining my little community.
We are friendly with all and are super accepting just dont be a bad butt.
https://discord.gg/EaYmN2KS

https://forms.gle/MKkZeyFy1pfHUw5m7
Opening for regular commish!
August slots~
if you have questions about a style youve seen me do thats not listed just shoot me a message
cheebs-4/4
chibis-2/4
flat rendering-3/3
full rendering-2/2

cute as fluck artist
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/wiporu/

Hi, ill be changing my prices here soon.
Instream and otherwise
BUT tommorrow ill be doing instreams and it will be the last chance to get at current prices!
Form here! https://forms.gle/haWXEfgSjDx3zYD66

Reminder that i have a reward based Patreon! with many many benefits
First dibs on commissions, instreams, and ychs!
Discounts
and patreon streams
https://www.patreon.com/MedicatedCannibal

I also have a small discord server!
ychs and com slots are posted there before here!
https://discord.gg/ESBGpsCB3d

They have cute things come watch
their watcher count is a crime
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/honeypeachjelly/

Meant to do this here a few days ago but I just felt too sick to xD
But amazing artist with a very lovely talent~

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/stefaink

Small yearlyish note that I do have a server! Most things get posted there first with ychs and commissions!
Also is other artist friendly and has places you can post and advert!
Littles friendly too

https://discord.gg/HW6k6p3VXf

I added this also to the image but also realized not all will look back and see it later.


Addon in better head space: There's nothing wrong with feeling broken. Most people are so in some degrees. Everyone has their cracks and dings, it's ok to have moments that they still hurt. So to any who do relate to this there's nothing wrong with feeling how you do, it takes alot of hurt to leave cracks like that, it's ok to still have those moments of hurt and you're perfectly normal and it will pass.

I also wish to clarify I never post venty things to get attention, I just feel bad feelings should be more normalized as a thing? So maybe posting things so raw, someone who sees it might not feel so alone in how they feel.

SO out of stream commissions ill only take via form from here on out, just easier and more organized
cheebs and chibis are still open for instreams just adding it as an option for out of stream too.

https://forms.gle/at3RTyLkGHjy9R1f9
Cheebs and chibis are also open!
Ill be opening for 5 slots for now. Only 4 available atm
Patrons get dibs on slots first. https://www.patreon.com/MedicatedCannibal
Then Discord is informed of openings after patrons and for ychs and instreams in general! https://discord.gg/
ill message you to let you know if yours is accepted
if you want more than one thing just fill out the form for each
things up for grabs

They do some really nice work and are in need of some serious amounts of help.
Any help or boosts i think will help them greatly
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9924181

They do good work and deserve more watches period, but also need of some help
so please consider checking them out.
Artist in question: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/r2squared/

Explaining the need for some help: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9835641/

Neat bundle deal they are offering: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9836753/