LOOK IT'S ART
Posted 13 years agoYou really totally should check this out. Magnificent art for prices as cheap as $5! c:
Also it's
cobanay, who's already great by default. o u o
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3851007/
Also it's
cobanay, who's already great by default. o u ohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3851007/
Buy some cheap art!
Posted 13 years agoNo really it's like merely $4 and the art is pretty nifty. o uo
aiaigasa
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8222902/
aiaigasahttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/8222902/
Oh hey look some art trades! o uo
Posted 13 years agoWhat am I even doing?
Posted 13 years agoWe just don't know. Bird gif here.
Basically, I just try to keep entertaining the people. Why? We just don't know. Bird gif here.
Laughing people kinda make me laugh as long as they don't laugh maliciously. Unless they overdo the malicious laugh in which case, no matter whether or not they are trying to be mean, I can laugh at them for having a ridiculously evil laugh.
Why did I write this journal?
We just don't know. Bird gif here. Way too often I turn off the PC and lay down in bed WHEN SUDDENLY, ALL OF THE IDEAS AND QUADRUPLE NYAN RAINBOWS OF CREATIVITY IN MY HEAD.
But only after I got too comfy to get back out. Got school anyways so getting up again would mess stuff up.
....So yes, I wrote a journal. Hello people, I am alive. Anyone still out there?
We just
Don't
Know
(birdgifhere)
Basically, I just try to keep entertaining the people. Why? We just don't know. Bird gif here.
Laughing people kinda make me laugh as long as they don't laugh maliciously. Unless they overdo the malicious laugh in which case, no matter whether or not they are trying to be mean, I can laugh at them for having a ridiculously evil laugh.
Why did I write this journal?
We just don't know. Bird gif here. Way too often I turn off the PC and lay down in bed WHEN SUDDENLY, ALL OF THE IDEAS AND QUADRUPLE NYAN RAINBOWS OF CREATIVITY IN MY HEAD.
But only after I got too comfy to get back out. Got school anyways so getting up again would mess stuff up.
....So yes, I wrote a journal. Hello people, I am alive. Anyone still out there?
We just
Don't
Know
(birdgifhere)
Suddenly expanding bakery goods.
Posted 13 years agoIf you like MLP, you'll also probably like this guy!
Posted 13 years agoSuper personal meme of stuff you totally never knew of me
Posted 13 years agoName: Nico(lai)
Single or taken: Well actually it's kinda complicated y'see o3o
Gender: Male
Birthday: Sep 29
Sign: Libra
Hair color: Brownish
Eye color: Superbrown
Height: 165cm
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: bi/gay
• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: Put me in chains and drag me if you want me to buy clothes. Otherwise, no.
Favorite designer?: idc
What is your sexiest outfit?: I do have this black suit-ish thingy I like c:
What is your most comfortable outfit? Shirt and jeans I guess?
What do you usually wear?: ^
• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
What kind of shampoo do you use?: head n shoulders.
What are you listening to right now: Subway to Sally
Who is the last person that called you?: Ex-Housemate . n .
How many buddies are online right now?: a good few.
• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
Foods: Kasseler. I have no idea if you guys have dat.
Girls names: Celeste, Eve, Jasmin?
Boys names: Mike, William, Oscar?
Subjects in school: English, German
• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Given anyone a bath?: Well ONCE UPON A TIME I bathed my cat. She was surprisingly passive and enjoyed some scritches while getting clean c:
Smoked?: Once.
Bungee jumped?: no
Made yourself throw up?: yes, but that was after it turned out what I had eaten was spoiled.
Skinny dipped?: Positive, Doc.
Ever been in love?: Yup
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no
Pictured your crush naked?: ..................Dooooo I have to answer that? >3>
Actually seen your crush naked?: No.
Cried when someone died?: Yes but then I got told to shut up ._.
Lied: Whoever hasn't may toss the first rock, yus?
Fallen for your best friend?: Yes
Rejected someone?: Once.
Used someone?: No
Done something you regret?: Too often :<
• × • C U R R E N T • × •
Clothes: Boxers.
Music: everything
Smell: That softener stuff. Mmmm, freshly cleaned clothes. =w=
Desktop picture: A landscape picture a very special person made . u .
Cd in player: I do not own such a 'player' you speak of.
DVD in player: ^
• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • ו
You touched: Brother
Hugged: Classmate
You IMed:
cobanay
You yelled at: Brother
You kissed: Mother
• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
Understanding: I try to be, Ive been thru a lot, so I can relate to many things <-dis
Open-minded: Giving my best
Arrogant: Secretly
Insecure: Less secretly
Random: Tentaspoo on a horse with eagles.
Hungry: Always
Smart: Too rarely
Moody: Dunno?
Hard working: If it is something important to me.
Organized: Yes but you'll still tell me that it's chaos.
Healthy: Super Minor heart issues, but as I loose weight, they'll subside.
Shy: Do you think?
Difficult: Too often :<
Bored easily: Nope.
Obsessed: Yes this.
Angry: Not right now, and not really often at all.
Sad: Not TOO often, and if, then usually for a few weeks.
Happy: Yes, most of the time.
Hyper: Do not put energy drinks near me. Your brain will never be the same again.
• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •
Kill?: No one so far?
Slap?: Christian fanatics.
Get really wasted with?: No one ever. Well maybe ONE guy. But shh.
Get high with: Wont be getting high willingly any time soon.
Talk to offline: many <-
Talk to online: many <-
Sex it up with: Two candidates right now.
• × • R A N D O M • × •
In the morning I: lay in my bed forever because I'm lazy.
Love is: Worth the pain, I guess.
Sexual preference: Men. However I do see sexual beauty in some women, too, but it's more rare.
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: eyes, smile, hands, butt.
• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×
Coke or Pepsi: Coke? Pepsi? DO I LOOK THAT RICH >:I *casually sips cheap ripoff soda*
Flowers or candy: Nommable candy flowers? o uo
Tall or short: It both has a certain appeal > u >
• × • W H O • × •
Makes you laugh the most: This may sound weird and narcisstic but lately I laughed about myself the most. Maybe it's the lack of contact to the friends I used to have contact to sometime before Christmas happened . n .
Makes you smile: Seeing happy couples, presents that had thought/effort put into them, small signs of affection.
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Duh. Guess who.
• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: almost nightly :<
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Not once yet. Swinging dat dick with pride, yo.*shot*
Wish you were younger: Maybe. Depends on the price I'd pay.
Cry because someone said something to you?: Tooooo often. :I
• × • N U M B E R • × •
Of times I have had my heart broken: Once, but extremely painfully. Still kinda hurts.
Of hearts I have broken: One I know of.
Of guys I've kissed: 0
Of girls I've kissed: 2
Of CD's I own: too lazy to count
Of scars on my body: Three, I think? I'll have to wait for whether these stay or not. They're spots where I burnt myself.
Single or taken: Well actually it's kinda complicated y'see o3o
Gender: Male
Birthday: Sep 29
Sign: Libra
Hair color: Brownish
Eye color: Superbrown
Height: 165cm
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: bi/gay
• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: Put me in chains and drag me if you want me to buy clothes. Otherwise, no.
Favorite designer?: idc
What is your sexiest outfit?: I do have this black suit-ish thingy I like c:
What is your most comfortable outfit? Shirt and jeans I guess?
What do you usually wear?: ^
• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
What kind of shampoo do you use?: head n shoulders.
What are you listening to right now: Subway to Sally
Who is the last person that called you?: Ex-Housemate . n .
How many buddies are online right now?: a good few.
• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
Foods: Kasseler. I have no idea if you guys have dat.
Girls names: Celeste, Eve, Jasmin?
Boys names: Mike, William, Oscar?
Subjects in school: English, German
• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Given anyone a bath?: Well ONCE UPON A TIME I bathed my cat. She was surprisingly passive and enjoyed some scritches while getting clean c:
Smoked?: Once.
Bungee jumped?: no
Made yourself throw up?: yes, but that was after it turned out what I had eaten was spoiled.
Skinny dipped?: Positive, Doc.
Ever been in love?: Yup
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no
Pictured your crush naked?: ..................Dooooo I have to answer that? >3>
Actually seen your crush naked?: No.
Cried when someone died?: Yes but then I got told to shut up ._.
Lied: Whoever hasn't may toss the first rock, yus?
Fallen for your best friend?: Yes
Rejected someone?: Once.
Used someone?: No
Done something you regret?: Too often :<
• × • C U R R E N T • × •
Clothes: Boxers.
Music: everything
Smell: That softener stuff. Mmmm, freshly cleaned clothes. =w=
Desktop picture: A landscape picture a very special person made . u .
Cd in player: I do not own such a 'player' you speak of.
DVD in player: ^
• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • ו
You touched: Brother
Hugged: Classmate
You IMed:
cobanayYou yelled at: Brother
You kissed: Mother
• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
Understanding: I try to be, Ive been thru a lot, so I can relate to many things <-dis
Open-minded: Giving my best
Arrogant: Secretly
Insecure: Less secretly
Random: Tentaspoo on a horse with eagles.
Hungry: Always
Smart: Too rarely
Moody: Dunno?
Hard working: If it is something important to me.
Organized: Yes but you'll still tell me that it's chaos.
Healthy: Super Minor heart issues, but as I loose weight, they'll subside.
Shy: Do you think?
Difficult: Too often :<
Bored easily: Nope.
Obsessed: Yes this.
Angry: Not right now, and not really often at all.
Sad: Not TOO often, and if, then usually for a few weeks.
Happy: Yes, most of the time.
Hyper: Do not put energy drinks near me. Your brain will never be the same again.
• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •
Kill?: No one so far?
Slap?: Christian fanatics.
Get really wasted with?: No one ever. Well maybe ONE guy. But shh.
Get high with: Wont be getting high willingly any time soon.
Talk to offline: many <-
Talk to online: many <-
Sex it up with: Two candidates right now.
• × • R A N D O M • × •
In the morning I: lay in my bed forever because I'm lazy.
Love is: Worth the pain, I guess.
Sexual preference: Men. However I do see sexual beauty in some women, too, but it's more rare.
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: eyes, smile, hands, butt.
• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×
Coke or Pepsi: Coke? Pepsi? DO I LOOK THAT RICH >:I *casually sips cheap ripoff soda*
Flowers or candy: Nommable candy flowers? o uo
Tall or short: It both has a certain appeal > u >
• × • W H O • × •
Makes you laugh the most: This may sound weird and narcisstic but lately I laughed about myself the most. Maybe it's the lack of contact to the friends I used to have contact to sometime before Christmas happened . n .
Makes you smile: Seeing happy couples, presents that had thought/effort put into them, small signs of affection.
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Duh. Guess who.
• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: almost nightly :<
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Not once yet. Swinging dat dick with pride, yo.*shot*
Wish you were younger: Maybe. Depends on the price I'd pay.
Cry because someone said something to you?: Tooooo often. :I
• × • N U M B E R • × •
Of times I have had my heart broken: Once, but extremely painfully. Still kinda hurts.
Of hearts I have broken: One I know of.
Of guys I've kissed: 0
Of girls I've kissed: 2
Of CD's I own: too lazy to count
Of scars on my body: Three, I think? I'll have to wait for whether these stay or not. They're spots where I burnt myself.
Huh. Seems I'm 44% furry, according to this.
Posted 13 years agoFound when sniffing around on :siberia_tigra:'s yard.
[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 2
[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.(Yes but it's dangerous so I don't do it often . n .)
[x] you like when people pet your head
[x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper (anybody would stop! wtf?)
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5
[x] you sleep a lot during daytime (When I can, which is not often.) <-
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them (No, I don't know where they've been)<-
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you (See above)<-
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours (It's a family thing. They do it too.)
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 3
[ ]you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[ ] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 0
[x] you call your hands and feet "paws" (In chat online, never in person, and only sometimes)
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about (Lul)
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 5
[ ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot(When there's chewable stuff, I guess. It's like biting fingernails, only chewing stuff.)
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 2
[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[ ] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better(I have no idea actually. I don't bleed often at all.)
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 1
[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers (Only on good days.)
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[x] people think you act like a pet(And I don't like it >:c)
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[ ] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 4
Final total: 22
Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry" END~~
[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 2
[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.(Yes but it's dangerous so I don't do it often . n .)
[x] you like when people pet your head
[x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper (anybody would stop! wtf?)
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5
[x] you sleep a lot during daytime (When I can, which is not often.) <-
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them (No, I don't know where they've been)<-
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you (See above)<-
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours (It's a family thing. They do it too.)
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 3
[ ]you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[ ] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 0
[x] you call your hands and feet "paws" (In chat online, never in person, and only sometimes)
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about (Lul)
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 5
[ ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot(When there's chewable stuff, I guess. It's like biting fingernails, only chewing stuff.)
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 2
[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[ ] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better(I have no idea actually. I don't bleed often at all.)
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 1
[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers (Only on good days.)
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[x] people think you act like a pet(And I don't like it >:c)
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[ ] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 4
Final total: 22
Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry" END~~
Meh
Posted 13 years agoMy brother just told me that it'd be good if I had a job, and I feel like that's the hint that any promise ever of having a constant flow of pocket money cannot be held.
I can't really take a job that's not an at-home job though as school goes from 8AM to 4:30PM and I'm home at 5 only. I'd have to spend all of my free time for that job. Or work on Saturday and Sunday, but I don't want that either if I can avoid it ._.
I can't really take a job that's not an at-home job though as school goes from 8AM to 4:30PM and I'm home at 5 only. I'd have to spend all of my free time for that job. Or work on Saturday and Sunday, but I don't want that either if I can avoid it ._.
Truth Meme yay
Posted 14 years agoFrom now on, you can’t tell lies, are you ready?
- Sure.
Think back eight months ago, were you single?
- Yes.
What do you carry with you at all times?
- Wallet, key, Molla's bracelet, hair band in case I encounter fire or dangerous tools or have to cook suddenly, lighter. Normally an electric light source too but my last one was stolen and I have yet to get money for a new one.
Are you a cuddler?
- If I may cuddle, I cuddle.
What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
- Dust and spiders.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you text messaged?
- ....Fush?
How are you feeling?
- Mixed up, actually.
Is something wrong right now?
- I am very confused. That in itself is confusing because I once used to know my own mind very well. Oh puberty and love.
Are you mad at someone?
- Not presently. <-
How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl?
- A little. I want them to take a bit of care of their bodies, that's all.
What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
- The woman at work that usually only glared at me and shooed me around was suddenly nice today.
How many TRUE best friends do you have?
- Two.
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
- Sleep in a little, then get a shower and breakfast, then to my internship.
How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
- My mother only.
Where is your number one friend on your friends list?
- Huh?
Do you have anyone crushing on you?
- I /know/ of two, and assume at least one more, sadly.
When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex?
- A few months back, I think.
Do you sleep with the TV on?
- Only my PC sometimes when there's unfinished work that I MUST remember to do in the morning. And the Keyboard.
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
- Yes, I did not like that thought. Still not. Augh.
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
- I only passed out once in my life so far, and that was when I fell down a flight of brick stairs.
Are you jealous of someone right now?
- No, but I usually get a little jealous whenever someone heavily exceeds me in something I considered myself good at before they appeared.
Where is the person you like right now?
- Across the seeeeea~
What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
- The toothbrush. Sleepytime soon.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- Sleeping, because I have to work to...day.
What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex's body?
- Eyes, and if they're not facing me, butts are nice to look at too.
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- Yes. <-
Could you handle a long distance relationship?
- Yes, too.
Could you cry right now?
- Feeling like it a tiny bit, but since I /am/ not crying....I guess it's gotta happen sometime by itself?
Are you okay with the life you live?
- Sadly yes. Sadly, because it's about to change. Again. Blargh.
Did you enjoy your day today?
- Meh, it was a bit bland.
Do you have a tattoo?
- No, but I'd like at least a small one.
Would you ever get any piercings on your body, other than your ear?
- No. Not even in my ear.
Ever had a song sang about/for you?
- Lullabies as a kid, and then there was this Cobbuh guy singing a Kaizer's song to me as we played Battlefield > u >
What was the last thing you spent money for?
- A really crappy pizza. I do that every once in a while because I never know if there's gonna be food when I come home. I don't eat anything proper most of the day during internships ._.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- The sister of my female housemate.
Do you call it fall or autumn?
- I call it Herbst. > u >
11:11… Make a wish?
- I wish for clarity. That's pretty much all I need in order to function again right now. Again.
Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
- My two best friends. One of them was even mentioned already here, methinks. > u >
What were you up to at 9pm last night?
- I blow dryer'd paint on a piece of background for the theatre.
Do you hold grudges?
- Eeeeeh. I try not to. But as much as I try, a very few select people I never, ever want to have any contact with again.
Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
- Energy Drinks, my friend.
What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
- PENIS FOR ALL! <- He said that very nicely, I think.
Who was your last text from?
- Random friend saying hi and goodnight.
Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
- Actually going through such a phase right now, and trying to recover while panically hoping to not scare my friends away.
One thing you’re looking forward to?
- Being done with this phase of school. Finals in March, and school's out in summer. Then, I'll have a bit of time to rest and orientate myself again and then, back into adventure.
Are you shy at first when it comes to meeting people?
- I pretty much rub myself up to everyone's face at parties. People seem to like that.
Has anyone ever called you sexy?
- Once there was someone who implied I might be. That wasn't too long ago. A month or two, I think.
What color is your camera?
- Silver/metal and blackish grey.
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
- Yes.
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- I was for roughly 17 years, maybe a bit longer, but recently I pour out like I-don't-know-what.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
- If I spend time with someone and enjoy it, or help them somehow, or both, then the time was not wasted. Usually I don't.
Have you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to?
- Yeah, sometimes. Never intentionally though.
By the way, what is your name?
- Nicolai. Careful there, not Nikolai, not Nicolay, nor any other way of misspelling this pretty name. Ni-Cola-I.
Are you currently in a relationship?
- No.
Do you give out second chances too easily?
- I give out second chances to anyone who apologizes and of whom I think they really regret whatever they did wrong. It would be unfair at some point to say that they never ever get a chance to make up for it again.
What color is your favorite hoodie?
- I have no favourite hoodie. I do have a hat though. It's my favourite one. c:
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- No. Not under any circumstances. Maybe if they were dying and it was their last wish, but otherwise no.
- Sure.
Think back eight months ago, were you single?
- Yes.
What do you carry with you at all times?
- Wallet, key, Molla's bracelet, hair band in case I encounter fire or dangerous tools or have to cook suddenly, lighter. Normally an electric light source too but my last one was stolen and I have yet to get money for a new one.
Are you a cuddler?
- If I may cuddle, I cuddle.
What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
- Dust and spiders.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you text messaged?
- ....Fush?
How are you feeling?
- Mixed up, actually.
Is something wrong right now?
- I am very confused. That in itself is confusing because I once used to know my own mind very well. Oh puberty and love.
Are you mad at someone?
- Not presently. <-
How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl?
- A little. I want them to take a bit of care of their bodies, that's all.
What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
- The woman at work that usually only glared at me and shooed me around was suddenly nice today.
How many TRUE best friends do you have?
- Two.
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
- Sleep in a little, then get a shower and breakfast, then to my internship.
How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
- My mother only.
Where is your number one friend on your friends list?
- Huh?
Do you have anyone crushing on you?
- I /know/ of two, and assume at least one more, sadly.
When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex?
- A few months back, I think.
Do you sleep with the TV on?
- Only my PC sometimes when there's unfinished work that I MUST remember to do in the morning. And the Keyboard.
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
- Yes, I did not like that thought. Still not. Augh.
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
- I only passed out once in my life so far, and that was when I fell down a flight of brick stairs.
Are you jealous of someone right now?
- No, but I usually get a little jealous whenever someone heavily exceeds me in something I considered myself good at before they appeared.
Where is the person you like right now?
- Across the seeeeea~
What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
- The toothbrush. Sleepytime soon.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- Sleeping, because I have to work to...day.
What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex's body?
- Eyes, and if they're not facing me, butts are nice to look at too.
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- Yes. <-
Could you handle a long distance relationship?
- Yes, too.
Could you cry right now?
- Feeling like it a tiny bit, but since I /am/ not crying....I guess it's gotta happen sometime by itself?
Are you okay with the life you live?
- Sadly yes. Sadly, because it's about to change. Again. Blargh.
Did you enjoy your day today?
- Meh, it was a bit bland.
Do you have a tattoo?
- No, but I'd like at least a small one.
Would you ever get any piercings on your body, other than your ear?
- No. Not even in my ear.
Ever had a song sang about/for you?
- Lullabies as a kid, and then there was this Cobbuh guy singing a Kaizer's song to me as we played Battlefield > u >
What was the last thing you spent money for?
- A really crappy pizza. I do that every once in a while because I never know if there's gonna be food when I come home. I don't eat anything proper most of the day during internships ._.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- The sister of my female housemate.
Do you call it fall or autumn?
- I call it Herbst. > u >
11:11… Make a wish?
- I wish for clarity. That's pretty much all I need in order to function again right now. Again.
Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
- My two best friends. One of them was even mentioned already here, methinks. > u >
What were you up to at 9pm last night?
- I blow dryer'd paint on a piece of background for the theatre.
Do you hold grudges?
- Eeeeeh. I try not to. But as much as I try, a very few select people I never, ever want to have any contact with again.
Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
- Energy Drinks, my friend.
What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
- PENIS FOR ALL! <- He said that very nicely, I think.
Who was your last text from?
- Random friend saying hi and goodnight.
Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
- Actually going through such a phase right now, and trying to recover while panically hoping to not scare my friends away.
One thing you’re looking forward to?
- Being done with this phase of school. Finals in March, and school's out in summer. Then, I'll have a bit of time to rest and orientate myself again and then, back into adventure.
Are you shy at first when it comes to meeting people?
- I pretty much rub myself up to everyone's face at parties. People seem to like that.
Has anyone ever called you sexy?
- Once there was someone who implied I might be. That wasn't too long ago. A month or two, I think.
What color is your camera?
- Silver/metal and blackish grey.
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
- Yes.
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- I was for roughly 17 years, maybe a bit longer, but recently I pour out like I-don't-know-what.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
- If I spend time with someone and enjoy it, or help them somehow, or both, then the time was not wasted. Usually I don't.
Have you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to?
- Yeah, sometimes. Never intentionally though.
By the way, what is your name?
- Nicolai. Careful there, not Nikolai, not Nicolay, nor any other way of misspelling this pretty name. Ni-Cola-I.
Are you currently in a relationship?
- No.
Do you give out second chances too easily?
- I give out second chances to anyone who apologizes and of whom I think they really regret whatever they did wrong. It would be unfair at some point to say that they never ever get a chance to make up for it again.
What color is your favorite hoodie?
- I have no favourite hoodie. I do have a hat though. It's my favourite one. c:
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- No. Not under any circumstances. Maybe if they were dying and it was their last wish, but otherwise no.
I thought I'd share
Posted 14 years agoStreaming either Thursday or Sunday
Posted 14 years agoWhich day would be more convenient for you guys?
Who'd be interested in watching me play STALKER?
Posted 14 years agoBecause
....
Scary part is scary. There's zombies and creepy mutants > n >
....
Scary part is scary. There's zombies and creepy mutants > n >
Moving this year
Posted 14 years agoAnd depending on how it goes, I might even be able to leave the country doing so. I'll have to see how much support I get.
I'm scared.
I'm scared.
I don't want praise, but at least READ my stuff, dammit
Posted 14 years agoOKAY FINE, I give up. Screw you, FA. And you too, DA. Furthermore, I shall upload my poems on neither of them if I write some, it's not like it was making a difference anyways. 12 out of 72 on FA bothered to -look- at my stuff in 4 days. I can probably name all of them. On DA 9 took a look, understandable since people watch me on both and I can't expect 'em to read stuff twice.
So I guess
Well, give me a shout if you want to be told whenever I write something.
Otherwise, this account is officially declared dead, except for when I upload commissions/requests other people drew for me. I'll probably use it for faving, too. Just not gonna publish my writing, I'm gonna save a majority of you guys that click, that's one submission once in forever that you wont have to delete on sight. Seriously, if you can't be assed to at least give a quick little read, don't give me hopes by watching me.
You other ~10 guys, you're fine. You're excepted from this rant. I just need to know who you are IF you wanna keep reading the stuff I write.
That's about it.
So I guess
Well, give me a shout if you want to be told whenever I write something.
Otherwise, this account is officially declared dead, except for when I upload commissions/requests other people drew for me. I'll probably use it for faving, too. Just not gonna publish my writing, I'm gonna save a majority of you guys that click, that's one submission once in forever that you wont have to delete on sight. Seriously, if you can't be assed to at least give a quick little read, don't give me hopes by watching me.
You other ~10 guys, you're fine. You're excepted from this rant. I just need to know who you are IF you wanna keep reading the stuff I write.
That's about it.
My one and only really well-developed talent
Posted 14 years agoTalking nonsense. I think I can do that, and actually AM doing that for a majority of my free time. I dunno if that is good or bad, and if or if not one can somehow magically derive money off that > 3 >
Especially when I have been drinking non-diet coke, energy drinks or any other mix of caffeine and sugar. That is when I unleash the Kraken.
NO. >:I
Posted 14 years agoUNMERRY CHRISTMAS AND A TERRIBLE NEW YEAR. >:c
Just kidding, have fun |3
Just kidding, have fun |3
Collecting money!
Posted 14 years agoWell not me, but a friend of mine.
While I know that most of my peers are AT LEAST as poor as I am, I'mma give it a shot:
aiaigasa needs money to visit somebody, and is therefore taking commissions, the info is in the journal link below.
Please at least take a look, yus? :3
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2943051/
While I know that most of my peers are AT LEAST as poor as I am, I'mma give it a shot:
aiaigasa needs money to visit somebody, and is therefore taking commissions, the info is in the journal link below.Please at least take a look, yus? :3
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2943051/
I require Christmassy music!
Posted 14 years agoAnyone got youtube links? Anything from traditional all the way to new stuff is welcome, I just need christmas mood to write christmas stuff 8D
Turns out water doesn't help against dehydration
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/wor.....hydration.html
....Probably salt does instead. Sneaky water, deceiving us like that for millennia.
....Probably salt does instead. Sneaky water, deceiving us like that for millennia.
Listen!
Posted 14 years agoI feel like singing. I don't have time to sing due to school most of the time, so I sing at school. But I want to record and share it with people if possible...I also need songs to sing. Any suggestions?
My last five minutes
Posted 14 years agoI'm currently enjoying my last FOUR now minutes. After those, I will have no friends for a few weeks, Skyrim is gonna absorb them. So, anyone wanna be friends meanwhile? o3o
I will try and earn some money, you guys take a look at it.
Posted 14 years agoI've put up actual, proper commission info I think.
If I look around FA, I see many writers. Lots and lots and lots. Sometimes however(a bit too often*COUGH*) I notice how many errors many people make. Punctuation and grammar mainly, and exactly these two are what I'm best at, I think - It ranges from "really just a few" mistakes all the way down to "OH MY GOD RIP OUT MY EYES I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ON THIS PLANET ANYMORE"-Horror.
Since I think that shouldn't stay that way, I'll now proof read! 8D
It's on my profile, but here we go again:
~~Commission me!~~
I can proofread your stuff! You wrote a story/poem, but you aren't sure in terms of grammar and punctuation?
Then I'm the man for the job. I've been writing successfully since years, in both English and German, and for English, I've even got an award as 17th best speaking student of Germany in 2010.
I mean, sure, you can try and find better ones, but I don't think they're selling their services online! 8D
In addition, I can also translate: Give me any text in either German or English, and I'll give it back to you translated as a natural, well-flowing text - Unlike a translating machine would. I can at least tell you that if you were to use a machine to translate to German, it would sound utterly horrible.
And if all of this hasn't quite convinced you of my capabilities yet, why not check out my gallery? I'm writing poetry from time to time, although it's just a hobby.
Oh, and the price is low, too: If you give me a text or poem under a hundred words, it'll be $1, and anything above 100 words is simply one cent per word.
PayPal:aitmokhtar@web.de
~~Just leave me a note!~~
OH and feel free to advertise for me. Not expecting you to, but it'd be nice :3
If I look around FA, I see many writers. Lots and lots and lots. Sometimes however(a bit too often*COUGH*) I notice how many errors many people make. Punctuation and grammar mainly, and exactly these two are what I'm best at, I think - It ranges from "really just a few" mistakes all the way down to "OH MY GOD RIP OUT MY EYES I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ON THIS PLANET ANYMORE"-Horror.
Since I think that shouldn't stay that way, I'll now proof read! 8D
It's on my profile, but here we go again:
~~Commission me!~~
I can proofread your stuff! You wrote a story/poem, but you aren't sure in terms of grammar and punctuation?
Then I'm the man for the job. I've been writing successfully since years, in both English and German, and for English, I've even got an award as 17th best speaking student of Germany in 2010.
I mean, sure, you can try and find better ones, but I don't think they're selling their services online! 8D
In addition, I can also translate: Give me any text in either German or English, and I'll give it back to you translated as a natural, well-flowing text - Unlike a translating machine would. I can at least tell you that if you were to use a machine to translate to German, it would sound utterly horrible.
And if all of this hasn't quite convinced you of my capabilities yet, why not check out my gallery? I'm writing poetry from time to time, although it's just a hobby.
Oh, and the price is low, too: If you give me a text or poem under a hundred words, it'll be $1, and anything above 100 words is simply one cent per word.
PayPal:aitmokhtar@web.de
~~Just leave me a note!~~
OH and feel free to advertise for me. Not expecting you to, but it'd be nice :3
Friend streaming!
Posted 14 years agoWatch him at http://www.livestream.com/lolwhatdehheck , he has the cutest voice ever and curses a lot 8D
What is this sorcery
Posted 14 years agoI think I'm affected by winter sleep in some way. I feel sleepy all the time. I also gained weight, not excessively yet, but I did ._.
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