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Man, this game really makes me think and feel odd.....
General | Posted 14 years agoThe game I am referring to is called Katawa Shoujo which just came out today. It is a free Visual Novel/Dating Simulation.
For those of you not in the know, it is a game which revolves around the main character who has heart problems and as such, after being hospitalized, is sent to a school for those with disabilities. There he meets a bunch of other people. As per Visual Novels/Dating Sims, you interact with a variety of girls who all have various different disabilities or handicaps. Granted, I don't like those words as they feel so negative, but still.
This game seems to be making me have odd feelings of my own. I can't quite describe them. I wonder if part of it could be almost considered minorly depressing, as it reminds of the current situation I have with not being able to do much due to my neck.
My neck seems to be doing better day by day, but it has only been maybe a good 4 days or so where I haven't had any shoulder pain which had been plauging me for a long time, making me not want to do much. It does seem I still have a way to go, as if I say, do too much walking say for example, with friends to a store a good 6-8 blocks away, my shoulder pain may flare up. But, I also think that my having friends around has helped me take my mind off of the pain as well as this...... void that I sometimes feel when home alone.
I am not at 100% to where I can go back full work mode as they want me to be. The only way to know is by working and seeing how my body reacts to the workload as when home alone, things are completly different.
I guess this game also makes me look back and think about my own school life and how rather torturous it was and how with at least I can somewhat feel for one of the characters as well due to circumstances she has to deal with.
It sounds odd getting so worked up over a game, but still, when something is done well that it makes you feel such emotion and think back on things you'd rather forget, it is really something else. I can't quite put it into words.
Almost as though you feel odd for feeling emotions that some may label as negative such as saddness or something, when you seem almost void of emotions a lot. Being around other people for me can make me happy, but say if the grouping is too large, it can be incredibly draining on me.
That is why sometimes in say, family get togethers, I sometimes go off on my own and be somewhat on my own or where not as many people are.
I would really recommend that you all give this "game" a try, even though it is really a type of interactive Story with something like a Choose your adventure type thing.
I would be interested in hearing from others who may have "disabilities" as society labels it, to see their thoughts on the game, and hear how it made them feel.
Anywho, perhaps part of all of this rambling is in part due to not having had a good nights sleep the past 2 nights due to fightiing that damnedable "Insert OS Name Here" Security "virus" which can potentially make your computer almost unusable and even removal nearly impossible if you don't know computers.
Needless to say, I think part of all this is due to that "Buzz" one gets when they haven't slept well for a few days, or whatnot, as though you are here, yet you aren;t really, as though your body is elsewhere and you are just floating about.
I hope this post does not make anyone worry or anything as that is not my intent. And, if I do make you worry, then I am sorry for that.
Anywho, Happy New years to all of you. Hard to believe another year is gone by and I turn another year old on Saturday. 27 years old. Talk about pure craziness right there.
Take care everyone.
http://katawa-shoujo.com
For those of you not in the know, it is a game which revolves around the main character who has heart problems and as such, after being hospitalized, is sent to a school for those with disabilities. There he meets a bunch of other people. As per Visual Novels/Dating Sims, you interact with a variety of girls who all have various different disabilities or handicaps. Granted, I don't like those words as they feel so negative, but still.
This game seems to be making me have odd feelings of my own. I can't quite describe them. I wonder if part of it could be almost considered minorly depressing, as it reminds of the current situation I have with not being able to do much due to my neck.
My neck seems to be doing better day by day, but it has only been maybe a good 4 days or so where I haven't had any shoulder pain which had been plauging me for a long time, making me not want to do much. It does seem I still have a way to go, as if I say, do too much walking say for example, with friends to a store a good 6-8 blocks away, my shoulder pain may flare up. But, I also think that my having friends around has helped me take my mind off of the pain as well as this...... void that I sometimes feel when home alone.
I am not at 100% to where I can go back full work mode as they want me to be. The only way to know is by working and seeing how my body reacts to the workload as when home alone, things are completly different.
I guess this game also makes me look back and think about my own school life and how rather torturous it was and how with at least I can somewhat feel for one of the characters as well due to circumstances she has to deal with.
It sounds odd getting so worked up over a game, but still, when something is done well that it makes you feel such emotion and think back on things you'd rather forget, it is really something else. I can't quite put it into words.
Almost as though you feel odd for feeling emotions that some may label as negative such as saddness or something, when you seem almost void of emotions a lot. Being around other people for me can make me happy, but say if the grouping is too large, it can be incredibly draining on me.
That is why sometimes in say, family get togethers, I sometimes go off on my own and be somewhat on my own or where not as many people are.
I would really recommend that you all give this "game" a try, even though it is really a type of interactive Story with something like a Choose your adventure type thing.
I would be interested in hearing from others who may have "disabilities" as society labels it, to see their thoughts on the game, and hear how it made them feel.
Anywho, perhaps part of all of this rambling is in part due to not having had a good nights sleep the past 2 nights due to fightiing that damnedable "Insert OS Name Here" Security "virus" which can potentially make your computer almost unusable and even removal nearly impossible if you don't know computers.
Needless to say, I think part of all this is due to that "Buzz" one gets when they haven't slept well for a few days, or whatnot, as though you are here, yet you aren;t really, as though your body is elsewhere and you are just floating about.
I hope this post does not make anyone worry or anything as that is not my intent. And, if I do make you worry, then I am sorry for that.
Anywho, Happy New years to all of you. Hard to believe another year is gone by and I turn another year old on Saturday. 27 years old. Talk about pure craziness right there.
Take care everyone.
http://katawa-shoujo.com
Update for all of you.....
General | Posted 14 years agoWell, the wind had knocked out the power here for a bit, so I spent time at friends house who was all, "Come on over. Don't want you to go stircrazy with nothing to do. Or starve with no hot water/electricity." XD That was cool of him. We went to an all you can eat seafood place. This place was as good as if not a bit better quality then a Hometown Buffet. All in all, that weekend was good. Then friend came over, and spent some time over at my place as he had been without power also.
This weekend I am heading back to my friends place for an event at a place called "Nuke the Fridge. at Frank & Sons in City of Industry.
Neck is doing good, though left shoulder seems to not want to be working quite as well. Gonna tell the doctor about that when I see him Friday.
All in all, I am doing pretty good. If I had to give a percentage about recovery, I would say, due to the shoulder, I am probably at around 80% recovery. If it weren't for the shoulder, that would be higher. Due to the shoulder, my ability to do some of the exercises I need to do is severly hindered. I mean, I could probably take some pain pills or something to offset the pain of exercising, but something about that doesn't seem right.
This weekend I am heading back to my friends place for an event at a place called "Nuke the Fridge. at Frank & Sons in City of Industry.
Neck is doing good, though left shoulder seems to not want to be working quite as well. Gonna tell the doctor about that when I see him Friday.
All in all, I am doing pretty good. If I had to give a percentage about recovery, I would say, due to the shoulder, I am probably at around 80% recovery. If it weren't for the shoulder, that would be higher. Due to the shoulder, my ability to do some of the exercises I need to do is severly hindered. I mean, I could probably take some pain pills or something to offset the pain of exercising, but something about that doesn't seem right.
I am back at my apartment, yay! + X-mas whatevers......
General | Posted 14 years ago[[[[[COPIED FROM FACEBOOK POST]]]]]
Some of this may not apply do to the fact that I di not have family on here and etc, but I am too tired to edit things out and stuff. So read and whatever from there ok? Thanks.
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Just a heads up to anyone paying attention, but I am now back home at my apartment. A bit tired, feels a bit odd what with having been gone for so long, but also good to be back and able to try and get into the swing of things again.
Just a heads up to all of ya. Maybe I can see about some friends coming over at some point soon. Just know chances are, I won't be cooking much for ya, unless it is all microwave or something. Can't be overdoing it with full on cooking just yet I think. But I am feeling energetic enough to have friends come over and hang out at least.
To those of you wondering what to get my for X-mas, it depends on the "group" you fall into. If you are family, for me, usually money or gift cards to Best Buy or Gamestop may work the best. That way I can figure out what I want later. The first two options are preferred. I also know that times are tough, so you should also know that if you are unable to get me anything that is fine as well. I see gifts as a bonus of "Oh cool, thanks" unexpected thingy. Not necessary, but cool if you feel like you can or want to.
To friends as in ones who come over and I hang out with and etc, seeing as how a lot of us do not have that much extra money to use as we wish, what with living on our own and all that, perhaps it would be wise if we do not give each other gifts, with the knowledge that we need to save money for things like rent, or groceries or whatnot. Just a suggestion, take it how you will.
All in all, I am not really expecting much for X-mas as times are tough all over. I have plenty as it is. And while there are some things I would LIKE, I know that they are not something I NEED at this moment in time. Maybe once I am back on my feet and able to be back working, I can save up for the things that may not be all that important.
The same should perhaps also apply for my birthday as well as it is close to X-mas. Of course, I am also not going to be the type and not accept a gift if you took the time and energy and thought to get something because that would be rude of me. Pretty much saying, if you did get something for me, then you have my thanks, even though it wasn't that nessisary, and if you didn't get me anything, don't worry yourself about it.
Anywho, I think my tired neck muscles are making me ramble and repeat myself so I should probably head off now. You know where to reach me if you need to. Later everyone. Stay safe and do your best to stay positive during the holidays.
Some of this may not apply do to the fact that I di not have family on here and etc, but I am too tired to edit things out and stuff. So read and whatever from there ok? Thanks.
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Just a heads up to anyone paying attention, but I am now back home at my apartment. A bit tired, feels a bit odd what with having been gone for so long, but also good to be back and able to try and get into the swing of things again.
Just a heads up to all of ya. Maybe I can see about some friends coming over at some point soon. Just know chances are, I won't be cooking much for ya, unless it is all microwave or something. Can't be overdoing it with full on cooking just yet I think. But I am feeling energetic enough to have friends come over and hang out at least.
To those of you wondering what to get my for X-mas, it depends on the "group" you fall into. If you are family, for me, usually money or gift cards to Best Buy or Gamestop may work the best. That way I can figure out what I want later. The first two options are preferred. I also know that times are tough, so you should also know that if you are unable to get me anything that is fine as well. I see gifts as a bonus of "Oh cool, thanks" unexpected thingy. Not necessary, but cool if you feel like you can or want to.
To friends as in ones who come over and I hang out with and etc, seeing as how a lot of us do not have that much extra money to use as we wish, what with living on our own and all that, perhaps it would be wise if we do not give each other gifts, with the knowledge that we need to save money for things like rent, or groceries or whatnot. Just a suggestion, take it how you will.
All in all, I am not really expecting much for X-mas as times are tough all over. I have plenty as it is. And while there are some things I would LIKE, I know that they are not something I NEED at this moment in time. Maybe once I am back on my feet and able to be back working, I can save up for the things that may not be all that important.
The same should perhaps also apply for my birthday as well as it is close to X-mas. Of course, I am also not going to be the type and not accept a gift if you took the time and energy and thought to get something because that would be rude of me. Pretty much saying, if you did get something for me, then you have my thanks, even though it wasn't that nessisary, and if you didn't get me anything, don't worry yourself about it.
Anywho, I think my tired neck muscles are making me ramble and repeat myself so I should probably head off now. You know where to reach me if you need to. Later everyone. Stay safe and do your best to stay positive during the holidays.
Neck update + ES5 Skyrim + Metal Gear 3 in 1 HD +DR2: OTR...
General | Posted 14 years agoFirst off, I shall update all of you on how my neck is doing. I went to the doctor today (The neurosurgeoun who did the surgery on me.. Hard to believe it has been almost 2 weeks. @_@) and he said that everything appears to be looking well, the insciscion area looks to be healing great and I can try to bit by bit not have the collar on as much now. THough, when sleeping or say, in the car I should have it on. I tell ya, that thing feels like a cage kinda and could be considered mildly torturous, but for me, it is like "Gotta do what I gotta do to get better.
Granted, I think I'll have to talk to my normal doctor about my uvula as it seems to be a bit too long, which causes it to at times try going in my windpipe and interfereing with breathing and making me snore apparently. Has woken myself up from the think trying to choke me.
So, I have to do some of these neck movements so as to try and slowly regain flexibility in my neck, what with the collar having atrophied some of the muscles making them super stiff and whatnot. But I can tough that out no problem.
I am sure those of you who know me in real life and wonder when we can hang out, I have no answer as I do not know when I will be back at my apartment. I hope at least by the end of this coming week or Thanksgiving or something. Hard to believe half a month is gone already. O_o
Been relaxing and recovering at my parents place, helping in little ways I can. If you were just interested in how I am with the neck stuff & all, you can stop reading now.
That is all for now about neck stufffs. onto the video gaming stuff.
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I just picked up my copy of Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim today ater the doctors appointment and being dragged to Stats (a holiday/Xmas store in Pasadena), and got my Collectors edition of the game.
I usually try getting the collectors editions of games to that say, 10 or 20 years later, maybe I can sell it for some extra $$$ or maybe just keep it, heck if I know.
Most collectors editions are decent. But I was blown away at how f*cking huge the bos was for the collectors edition of Skyrim was. This thing was just massive. Inside you open it up, and the first thing you see is what looks to be a leatherbound hard cover book that has art from the game as well as pics of the development team & whatnot. Under that, is the case with the game. Also includes some form of "The Making of blu-ray disk I believe (Haven't watched it yet). Also contains the game also.
However, after all that is said & done, you reach the true treasure and reason you got the Collectors edition. You open this huge box which makes up roughly say, 3/4 of the entire box perhaps and inside is this kickass looking dragon statue thingy that rests on this wall of some sort. I don't know how tall it all is, but trying to figure out how to get the bastard back inside, man that was a challenge. Luckily I got it back in.
The game so far is pretty good. It sucks I am not at my apartment, so I am playing in non HD which means it can be hard as hell to see things when trying to play. >_< Maybe since parents will be gone tommorow, I can hok up the ps3 to the living room TV for better visuals. So far, pretty neat game.
I got my copy of that Metal Gear HD Collection thingy s well in the mail. Have yet to play it & see how much better it is then the non high def ps2 versions. Been meaning to replay those anyways so this is a perfect excuse really.
Also, I got that Dead Rising Off the Record game. Beat Story mode & was really interesting. There are some shocking bits in it if you played the original Dead Rising 2. You won't get any spoilers from me though. Play for yourself and see. Working on getting this Protoman armor only done via getting bronze in the sandbox mode for all 30 challenges.
May download the PC version and try my hand at modding weapons or see about coming up with my own or something. I heard there is a pack soon available called the "Gamebreaker" pack which adds all sorts of crazy things to the game,, but if activated means no saving or achievements or something.
Anywho, that is all, take care everyone ok?
Granted, I think I'll have to talk to my normal doctor about my uvula as it seems to be a bit too long, which causes it to at times try going in my windpipe and interfereing with breathing and making me snore apparently. Has woken myself up from the think trying to choke me.
So, I have to do some of these neck movements so as to try and slowly regain flexibility in my neck, what with the collar having atrophied some of the muscles making them super stiff and whatnot. But I can tough that out no problem.
I am sure those of you who know me in real life and wonder when we can hang out, I have no answer as I do not know when I will be back at my apartment. I hope at least by the end of this coming week or Thanksgiving or something. Hard to believe half a month is gone already. O_o
Been relaxing and recovering at my parents place, helping in little ways I can. If you were just interested in how I am with the neck stuff & all, you can stop reading now.
That is all for now about neck stufffs. onto the video gaming stuff.
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I just picked up my copy of Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim today ater the doctors appointment and being dragged to Stats (a holiday/Xmas store in Pasadena), and got my Collectors edition of the game.
I usually try getting the collectors editions of games to that say, 10 or 20 years later, maybe I can sell it for some extra $$$ or maybe just keep it, heck if I know.
Most collectors editions are decent. But I was blown away at how f*cking huge the bos was for the collectors edition of Skyrim was. This thing was just massive. Inside you open it up, and the first thing you see is what looks to be a leatherbound hard cover book that has art from the game as well as pics of the development team & whatnot. Under that, is the case with the game. Also includes some form of "The Making of blu-ray disk I believe (Haven't watched it yet). Also contains the game also.
However, after all that is said & done, you reach the true treasure and reason you got the Collectors edition. You open this huge box which makes up roughly say, 3/4 of the entire box perhaps and inside is this kickass looking dragon statue thingy that rests on this wall of some sort. I don't know how tall it all is, but trying to figure out how to get the bastard back inside, man that was a challenge. Luckily I got it back in.
The game so far is pretty good. It sucks I am not at my apartment, so I am playing in non HD which means it can be hard as hell to see things when trying to play. >_< Maybe since parents will be gone tommorow, I can hok up the ps3 to the living room TV for better visuals. So far, pretty neat game.
I got my copy of that Metal Gear HD Collection thingy s well in the mail. Have yet to play it & see how much better it is then the non high def ps2 versions. Been meaning to replay those anyways so this is a perfect excuse really.
Also, I got that Dead Rising Off the Record game. Beat Story mode & was really interesting. There are some shocking bits in it if you played the original Dead Rising 2. You won't get any spoilers from me though. Play for yourself and see. Working on getting this Protoman armor only done via getting bronze in the sandbox mode for all 30 challenges.
May download the PC version and try my hand at modding weapons or see about coming up with my own or something. I heard there is a pack soon available called the "Gamebreaker" pack which adds all sorts of crazy things to the game,, but if activated means no saving or achievements or something.
Anywho, that is all, take care everyone ok?
for those who like humanoid female pokemon + Neck update
General | Posted 14 years agohttp://www.geekologie.com/image.php.....girls-full.jpg
Was surfing U-18chan.com at the following link.....
http://board.u18chan.com/ipkmn/
And I came across this tidbit of neat cute and awesomeness. Hope you all enjoy.
As for me, recovery has been kinda meh. This collar is annoying as I worry it coulod be causing my jaw to clench tight against my teeth. Not only that, but I think I need to get a mouth guard when I sleep as my teeth dig into my tongue causing really deep lines or grooves along my tongue to where it hurts. Needless to say, my tongue is a scarred with deep "cracks" where it seems my tongue is. I wonder if it can heal on it's own after a long time without my teeth digging into my tongue, XD Oh well.
Been doing well myself, despite not being at my place right now. But I can't complain. Sucks that there isn't much to do within walking distance. Been doing pretty good with the whole, pain management of not needing to take too many pain meds they prescribed me. one of which I haven;t had to take at all. Oxycontin or something I think it was. They prescribed it, but the pain has never gotten to the point of needing those,
The pain stuff I am on is what I think is called Valium or something, and the muscle relaxer is Diazepam. For those who play the Metal Gear Series, you'lll know what it supposedly is. No idea if in real life it would suppress convulsions or steady ones aim, but it can make you quite drowsy which would be bad in a war like situation. And, at least you don't "trip out: like in that one Metal Gear Flash Collab some of you may have seen.
I can't wait to get this darned neck collar off. But all in all, the incision seems to be healing well. I see the doctor on Friday, so it shall be interesting to see what he has to say.
So yeah, maybe sometime soon, some of you guys can come over and hang out or something. Since I am at my parents place right now, would need some warning or heads up to see if it is okay for someone to hang out.
Take care everyone.
Was surfing U-18chan.com at the following link.....
http://board.u18chan.com/ipkmn/
And I came across this tidbit of neat cute and awesomeness. Hope you all enjoy.
As for me, recovery has been kinda meh. This collar is annoying as I worry it coulod be causing my jaw to clench tight against my teeth. Not only that, but I think I need to get a mouth guard when I sleep as my teeth dig into my tongue causing really deep lines or grooves along my tongue to where it hurts. Needless to say, my tongue is a scarred with deep "cracks" where it seems my tongue is. I wonder if it can heal on it's own after a long time without my teeth digging into my tongue, XD Oh well.
Been doing well myself, despite not being at my place right now. But I can't complain. Sucks that there isn't much to do within walking distance. Been doing pretty good with the whole, pain management of not needing to take too many pain meds they prescribed me. one of which I haven;t had to take at all. Oxycontin or something I think it was. They prescribed it, but the pain has never gotten to the point of needing those,
The pain stuff I am on is what I think is called Valium or something, and the muscle relaxer is Diazepam. For those who play the Metal Gear Series, you'lll know what it supposedly is. No idea if in real life it would suppress convulsions or steady ones aim, but it can make you quite drowsy which would be bad in a war like situation. And, at least you don't "trip out: like in that one Metal Gear Flash Collab some of you may have seen.
I can't wait to get this darned neck collar off. But all in all, the incision seems to be healing well. I see the doctor on Friday, so it shall be interesting to see what he has to say.
So yeah, maybe sometime soon, some of you guys can come over and hang out or something. Since I am at my parents place right now, would need some warning or heads up to see if it is okay for someone to hang out.
Take care everyone.
tommorow is surgery day - be back whenever I am back.....
General | Posted 14 years agoJust a reminder to all of you that my surgery is set for tomorrow, at 1030am at Huntington Hospital.
I will probably be in the hospital for 2-3 days and then at parents house for around a week if not longer. Won't have laptop or internet at hospital so I will be gone for at least 2-3 days probably.
So, I will be back some point around the weekend probably. Just letting you all know ok? Take care of yourselves.
I will probably be in the hospital for 2-3 days and then at parents house for around a week if not longer. Won't have laptop or internet at hospital so I will be gone for at least 2-3 days probably.
So, I will be back some point around the weekend probably. Just letting you all know ok? Take care of yourselves.
Surgery Date = 10-26-11
General | Posted 14 years agoI told you all that when I knew the Surgery date, I would update you all on it.
As you can see by the title, it will be on the 26th of this month. 10:30AM. Huntington Hospital in Pasadena. So, yeah. Not sure what else to say really.
As you can see by the title, it will be on the 26th of this month. 10:30AM. Huntington Hospital in Pasadena. So, yeah. Not sure what else to say really.
New avatar....
General | Posted 14 years agoIncase my having to shrink it makes it hard to see, you can see the full creepy WTFness of it here:
http://gelbooru.com/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=844057&pid=10
Have fun not getting any sleep tonight. XD
http://gelbooru.com/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=844057&pid=10
Have fun not getting any sleep tonight. XD
update on health stuffs - 10-01-11
General | Posted 14 years agoI went to the Neuro surgeon on Friday. We talked a bit, he showed us the MRI scans.
It seems that around 3 levels of vertebrae are narrow in the spinal column area. There are some options, but we may go with this something o plasty, so I can retain the most amount of movement in my next. Need to go and get a CAT scan and a couple of X-rays soon.
Recovery time will be around 6 weeks with some form of head collar or something. Oh well. Gotta do what I gotta do. Just a bit of a heads up for you all incase you were wondering. Take care ok? I'll keep you all updated on what is going on as things develop further.
It seems that around 3 levels of vertebrae are narrow in the spinal column area. There are some options, but we may go with this something o plasty, so I can retain the most amount of movement in my next. Need to go and get a CAT scan and a couple of X-rays soon.
Recovery time will be around 6 weeks with some form of head collar or something. Oh well. Gotta do what I gotta do. Just a bit of a heads up for you all incase you were wondering. Take care ok? I'll keep you all updated on what is going on as things develop further.
Seems I'll be having a lot more free time. >_<
General | Posted 14 years agoWell, today was a truckload of crap it seems.
Today, I woke up, thinking I would be able to go to work, but my body seemed to have other plans. My legs and arms felt like cement blocks, barely able to carry my weight. Somehow, I managed to take a shower, but after it, I knew, there was no way I would be able to work.
I hesitantly called my mom, letting her know, as I know how she is and how she would sound upset with me having to take off work. But, she has no idea how much stuff I have toughed it out with when not feeling well and still working. I suspect that she would be blown away if she knew the true extent of I guess what could be considered my mental strength to ignore pain and weakness of the body and force myself to push through.
I then called work, letting them know. They pretty much were like Get Better Soon.
That was probably around 640am or so. I went to sleep and didn't wake up until 100pm or 130pm, somewhere around there. Called mom, and well, it seems that the guy in charge of those who go to outside jobs for Lincoln Training Center (The place that sent me to the Georg Signet place I have worked for a few months.) said that the job may aggravate my condition and that unless my doctor gives the okay, I can't be working. I heard that and was thinking "Well, f*ck me." >_<
As many of you know, my parents raised me to take any job with 500% seriousness and do my best. It feels bad that I can't work at a job that I have been able to do even under these current body situations I have had. But, I can totally understand the guy's side also. He has to make sure that any job a person does is not going to jeopardize one's health.
So, I am pretty bummed out about all this, but also know that maybe this is all happening right now for a reason. I suppose it is better now, and it can get fixed and whatnot. Instead of say, something bad happening and as my mom put it "At least I won't have to be changing diapers for ya or something." ^_^;
So yeah. Guess I am going to try listening to some music, play games or something to alleviate all this bad energy or whatever that seems to have gotten into me.
Anywho, just thought I would update you all.
Neurosurgeon appointment on Friday. Take care everyone. I care about all of ya.
Today, I woke up, thinking I would be able to go to work, but my body seemed to have other plans. My legs and arms felt like cement blocks, barely able to carry my weight. Somehow, I managed to take a shower, but after it, I knew, there was no way I would be able to work.
I hesitantly called my mom, letting her know, as I know how she is and how she would sound upset with me having to take off work. But, she has no idea how much stuff I have toughed it out with when not feeling well and still working. I suspect that she would be blown away if she knew the true extent of I guess what could be considered my mental strength to ignore pain and weakness of the body and force myself to push through.
I then called work, letting them know. They pretty much were like Get Better Soon.
That was probably around 640am or so. I went to sleep and didn't wake up until 100pm or 130pm, somewhere around there. Called mom, and well, it seems that the guy in charge of those who go to outside jobs for Lincoln Training Center (The place that sent me to the Georg Signet place I have worked for a few months.) said that the job may aggravate my condition and that unless my doctor gives the okay, I can't be working. I heard that and was thinking "Well, f*ck me." >_<
As many of you know, my parents raised me to take any job with 500% seriousness and do my best. It feels bad that I can't work at a job that I have been able to do even under these current body situations I have had. But, I can totally understand the guy's side also. He has to make sure that any job a person does is not going to jeopardize one's health.
So, I am pretty bummed out about all this, but also know that maybe this is all happening right now for a reason. I suppose it is better now, and it can get fixed and whatnot. Instead of say, something bad happening and as my mom put it "At least I won't have to be changing diapers for ya or something." ^_^;
So yeah. Guess I am going to try listening to some music, play games or something to alleviate all this bad energy or whatever that seems to have gotten into me.
Anywho, just thought I would update you all.
Neurosurgeon appointment on Friday. Take care everyone. I care about all of ya.
Back from Little Tokyo, Los Angeles with friends....
General | Posted 14 years agoThey had a free Karaoke thing in the plaza. My friend sung a couple of songs. For me I though, Why not nakle it funnny for everyone. I sung Viva Las Vegas by Elvis Presley, in my Arnold Schwartzeneger Voice.
Needless to say, the making people laugh and have fun went exactly as planned.
Well, that is all for now.
Needless to say, the making people laugh and have fun went exactly as planned.
Well, that is all for now.
Back from Neurologist office... >_< 09-20-11
General | Posted 14 years agoWell, I just got back from the neurologist office. As some of you may know, I have been having health stuff going on with me.
Well, the EMG came back normal, however the CAT scan did not. Apparently, I am having one of the disks being swollen which is compressing the spinal nerve.
Seems that could be explaining a bit of why I have been having muscle/leg & arm weakness. So, this Friday, I go to see a neurosurgeon and from that point, sometime later, I get to have neck surgery. Oh joy, my first ever serious medical procedure (wisdom teeth removal doesn't count to me. XD)
So, yeah. That is what is currently happening. No idea what to expect after, but that is what is going on. ^_^;
Well, the EMG came back normal, however the CAT scan did not. Apparently, I am having one of the disks being swollen which is compressing the spinal nerve.
Seems that could be explaining a bit of why I have been having muscle/leg & arm weakness. So, this Friday, I go to see a neurosurgeon and from that point, sometime later, I get to have neck surgery. Oh joy, my first ever serious medical procedure (wisdom teeth removal doesn't count to me. XD)
So, yeah. That is what is currently happening. No idea what to expect after, but that is what is going on. ^_^;
Back from Neurologist office... >_< 09-20-11
General | Posted 14 years agoWell, I just got back from the neurologist office. As some of you may know, I have been having health stuff going on with me.
Well, the EMG came back normal, however the CAT scan did not. Apparently, I am having one of the disks being swollen which is compressing the spinal nerve.
Seems that could be explaining a bit of why I have been having muscle/leg & arm weakness. So, this Friday, I go to see a neurosurgeon and from that point, sometime later, I get to have neck surgery. Oh joy, my first ever serious medical procedure (wisdom teeth removal doesn't count to me. XD)
So, yeah. That is what is currently happening. No idea what to expect after, but that is what is going on. ^_^;
Well, the EMG came back normal, however the CAT scan did not. Apparently, I am having one of the disks being swollen which is compressing the spinal nerve.
Seems that could be explaining a bit of why I have been having muscle/leg & arm weakness. So, this Friday, I go to see a neurosurgeon and from that point, sometime later, I get to have neck surgery. Oh joy, my first ever serious medical procedure (wisdom teeth removal doesn't count to me. XD)
So, yeah. That is what is currently happening. No idea what to expect after, but that is what is going on. ^_^;
Dream Journal - 09-16-11 + EMG Test + Deus Ex game.......
General | Posted 14 years agoFirst part will be the dream, parts I can remember anywho, then seperated by a bunch of ===='s will be the opinions of the EMG test.
I think I remember myself in some form of place similar to like, a mass transit hub, perhaps similar functionality and size of like, Union Station in LA, but nothing at all like it appearance or setup/positioning wise. I think there was an arcade near there where I met someone who was playing some type of sniping game where you just rack up as many points as you can. Looked like something like crude 3d VR type things one would see, similar to more like a type of target practice I think. I could have sworn at one point, the bullet (Which you would follow the path to kinda like how movies do for "bullet time", at times seemed to split into a multitude of smaller fragments, which in turn would travel along and hit targets.
I then could have sworn maybe we exchanged contact info and went on our ways. I think I did some more walking around the city. I think I managed to find some area where some others from my work who are through the other place that got me (and them) hired were there. I think we had or were eating lunch together or something.
Later, I remeber only fragments of this, but it went all crazy Willy Wonka like on me. For some reason I then found myself in something that may have been similar to a type of floating city/platform area with this Willy Wonka like person I think there was some kid who had pushed something that looked like a rather large Battery type thing over the edge, and a few moments later, the outer ring of the walkway that was there seemed to fall off. I could have sworn that the Willy Wonka person was just kinda like "Eh whatever" additude like and mentioned that even if say, a penny had fallen onto that area of platform, it might have short circuited something and caused that area to fall. I know the kid didn't fall down or anything. I think a bit later, a second inner(middle) ring area fell out also.
I later found myself in what I assume to be something resemling some type of store. I think there was something before about electricity and making it be able to be super small but have a super high amount of energy to last a really ling time. Maybe was the size of a marble or something, I can't remember. All I know is that for whatever reason, I was in the store and the Willy Wonka Person seemed to be there and have changed a bit. I get the feeling it would be like if you fuzed Willy Wonka with my "Science Friend" who is known as
Foxystallion but like a fusion of the human part of him appearance wise I think. Details are a tad fuzzy though.
I do know this person was showing me some of the new product they had just made. I really wish I could remember the dimensions of sizes that were on the packages he listed, as they would have been sex toys that probably those of the Hyper sized type individuals, or those whose body defy the laws of well, body stretchiness or something. All I know is that the packages were small themselves, but apparently the thing, which I think must have been some type of Canine Dildo (maybe similar to ones by Bad Dragon) were in the box. But the size they could grow up to was a WTF? moment. I could have sworn one could have gotten to be around 6 feet tall or something. ^_^; I really wish I could remember that part due to the What the heck and silliness of it. I am pretty sure this Willy Wonka like person mentioned to me about taking a look an Hank Hill and something about wondering why he seems so eager to get out of the area.
Perhaps it was because in my dream, he was purchasing one of those items and was worried about others opinion? Trying to make sense of dreams is probably not something that should be done.
Not sure if anything else happened or not. All I know it has been AGES since I have had a dream like that. XD
Feel free to Comment on my dream and the silliness of it if ya want. ^_^
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Earlier today, I had an EMG done. Where they test the nerves and whatnot. He did the tests on my right arm and leg. First off was aspects of being jolted by electricity in various areas of arms and legs. That was interesting to say the least, but nothing major for me.
the 3nd part was a bit more intense. Basically, sticking needles in areas of your arms and legs for a couple seconds each. Man, at times did that hurt, what with it being to poke right at the nerves. So, I go back around Tuesday for the results of the EMG as well as the CAT Scan of my neck I had Wednesday.
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I also recently rented that Deus Ex: HUman Revolution game from one of those Redbox places I happen to have right in front of the store across the street. So far, from what I have played, it is a really neat game. I may have to buy it sometime here to finish it up, as well as try different upgrades early on for different paths and stuff.
But, from what I have played so far, I would recommend this game to others if you have a PS3 (or 360 if it is on that system as well).
Anywho, that is all from me, take care everyone.
I think I remember myself in some form of place similar to like, a mass transit hub, perhaps similar functionality and size of like, Union Station in LA, but nothing at all like it appearance or setup/positioning wise. I think there was an arcade near there where I met someone who was playing some type of sniping game where you just rack up as many points as you can. Looked like something like crude 3d VR type things one would see, similar to more like a type of target practice I think. I could have sworn at one point, the bullet (Which you would follow the path to kinda like how movies do for "bullet time", at times seemed to split into a multitude of smaller fragments, which in turn would travel along and hit targets.
I then could have sworn maybe we exchanged contact info and went on our ways. I think I did some more walking around the city. I think I managed to find some area where some others from my work who are through the other place that got me (and them) hired were there. I think we had or were eating lunch together or something.
Later, I remeber only fragments of this, but it went all crazy Willy Wonka like on me. For some reason I then found myself in something that may have been similar to a type of floating city/platform area with this Willy Wonka like person I think there was some kid who had pushed something that looked like a rather large Battery type thing over the edge, and a few moments later, the outer ring of the walkway that was there seemed to fall off. I could have sworn that the Willy Wonka person was just kinda like "Eh whatever" additude like and mentioned that even if say, a penny had fallen onto that area of platform, it might have short circuited something and caused that area to fall. I know the kid didn't fall down or anything. I think a bit later, a second inner(middle) ring area fell out also.
I later found myself in what I assume to be something resemling some type of store. I think there was something before about electricity and making it be able to be super small but have a super high amount of energy to last a really ling time. Maybe was the size of a marble or something, I can't remember. All I know is that for whatever reason, I was in the store and the Willy Wonka Person seemed to be there and have changed a bit. I get the feeling it would be like if you fuzed Willy Wonka with my "Science Friend" who is known as
Foxystallion but like a fusion of the human part of him appearance wise I think. Details are a tad fuzzy though.I do know this person was showing me some of the new product they had just made. I really wish I could remember the dimensions of sizes that were on the packages he listed, as they would have been sex toys that probably those of the Hyper sized type individuals, or those whose body defy the laws of well, body stretchiness or something. All I know is that the packages were small themselves, but apparently the thing, which I think must have been some type of Canine Dildo (maybe similar to ones by Bad Dragon) were in the box. But the size they could grow up to was a WTF? moment. I could have sworn one could have gotten to be around 6 feet tall or something. ^_^; I really wish I could remember that part due to the What the heck and silliness of it. I am pretty sure this Willy Wonka like person mentioned to me about taking a look an Hank Hill and something about wondering why he seems so eager to get out of the area.
Perhaps it was because in my dream, he was purchasing one of those items and was worried about others opinion? Trying to make sense of dreams is probably not something that should be done.
Not sure if anything else happened or not. All I know it has been AGES since I have had a dream like that. XD
Feel free to Comment on my dream and the silliness of it if ya want. ^_^
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Earlier today, I had an EMG done. Where they test the nerves and whatnot. He did the tests on my right arm and leg. First off was aspects of being jolted by electricity in various areas of arms and legs. That was interesting to say the least, but nothing major for me.
the 3nd part was a bit more intense. Basically, sticking needles in areas of your arms and legs for a couple seconds each. Man, at times did that hurt, what with it being to poke right at the nerves. So, I go back around Tuesday for the results of the EMG as well as the CAT Scan of my neck I had Wednesday.
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I also recently rented that Deus Ex: HUman Revolution game from one of those Redbox places I happen to have right in front of the store across the street. So far, from what I have played, it is a really neat game. I may have to buy it sometime here to finish it up, as well as try different upgrades early on for different paths and stuff.
But, from what I have played so far, I would recommend this game to others if you have a PS3 (or 360 if it is on that system as well).
Anywho, that is all from me, take care everyone.
My week of Craziness - beginning 08-09-11
General | Posted 14 years agoTuesday 08-09-11
Let's see here. I went in to have a general checkup as well as a blood test of my muscle enzyme levels as a few months back, the doctor said they were a bit high. I had fasted for it, only to find out later, that I didn't need to fast for it. After that, the doctor gave me a referal to a neurologist to see if maybe they can help with aspects of my body desensitivity, as well as neck issues I am having.The body desensitivity is where the sensation of touch goes almost completely unnoticed. I at times do feel things, but nowhere in the levels of what would be seen as normal. Think of you had a rather thick coat on and someone tried to gently rub your arm. Maybe you'd feel a tiny sensation, but nothing too much from it.
I have had this ugly wart like thing on the tip of my nose for a year or two. Needless to say, we go to where we thought we were supposed to go, only to have them tell us to go somewhere else. We get there, and they say I am supposed to be back at the place I was just at. Needless to say, after a bit, they said they could remove it later today. So, I go home, my dad takes me to Best Buy and gets for me a 3TB USB Hard Drive to replace the other that crapped out on me, which was a 2TB + enclosure. He said he'd buy it for me, as he asked me how I was doing money wise and etc. Was really awesome of him to do.
After that, I lazed about at parents house for an hour or so until we had to go & get the thing removed.
The needle to inject the numbing agent into that wart thing hurt a hell of a lot more then the needle in the arm for blood. It was like the pain shot right up into my right eye. >_< Needless to say, they cut it off and then cauterized it closed (Due to it having something to do with a blood vessel and it would have bleed a lot).Needless to say, for a couple days, it was like a black dot on my nose. Today (as in Friday 08-12-11), it seems the scab fell off. Still going to keep putting that ointment on it. But bandaids don't seem to stay on at all there.
I made a mistake of trying to breathe through my nose after it had been done. Dear god, the horrible stink of the burnt flesh. Let's just say it's not to appealing. At least the doctor doing this was a pretty neat lady. You could tell she enjoyed her job, cracking jokes and whatnot. ^_^
Now, here I am, back home. I have some bandages, some ointment and a couple other things. Trying to relax with my freaking paining neck that at times causes my vision to go blurry. At least tommorow at work is technically a half day with a baseball game with all you can eat food and all the soda I can drink for lunch tommorow.
Wednesday 08-10-11
Work went well, for the tiny bit that was actual work. The baseball game was okay. The free food was pretty good though. Throughout the time of the game, I managed to down 5 Dodger Dogs, somewhere between 2-4 nachos, 1 bag of peanuts and at least 2 small cups of soda. It was fun watching the others in the crowd get excited when something happened. It was more fun "People watching" and seeing others enjoy themselves then the game itself.
Went home and did my best to relax.
I also got a call from my doctors office on the Muscle Enzyme Level test. It seems the cutoff of a normal range is something to around 200 or so. My Levels were in the 1000's. He is giving me a referal to a Rheumatologist to get that checked out. Who knows, maybe this could have something to do with my neck as well as my bad joints and muscle issues.
I talked to a friend of mine who I call my "Science Friend" about all that seems to be going on. (You know who you are. ^_~) He informed me that when I go to the Rheumetologist, to inform him about the aspects of how my body is extremely resistant to cold yet weak against the heat, as it could be something Thyroid related. He also mentioned to have the doctor test for either Graves Disease, or to see if for some reason, my Immune system is attacking my muscles. He said it is possible that could be why my body is having all these issues, as well as the whole, feeling weak despite being at the job for over a month and my body still being so fatigued and whatnot.
I also got the device I needed to connect my old "dead" 2TB hard drive to my laptop so I can see about recovering the data I had on it.
Friday 08-12-11
Went to work, work was the same as usual. For lunch, we went to Hometown Buffet near my Parents and my place on Rosemead blvd. For all of you who know me and know how much I can eat, it should be no surprise that I was able to eat 4.5 to 5 plates of food, as well as 1 plate with desert type things on it. It is unfortunate we only had an hour, which meant I had to eat fast. Otherwise I may have been able to eat slower and either, eat less, or eat more. ^_^;
Needless to say, for someone like me who when hungry can eat a lot, around $10 is a great deal to be stuffed full of food. :D
Finished work, mom picked me up from work. Went home, checked progress on the scan of old hard drive. Tried taking a nap, seemed to work only partially. Woke up around 9pm or so. Scanning of data was done and it looks I'll be able to get just about all my data back except a few files which have no real meaning to me anyways.
The act of restoring all the data to the new hard drive will be around 80 Hours or so. But, at least I won't have to download a bunch of stuff all over again. So I am happy about that. ^_^ It is just the waiting part that can be rather annoying. But, they say good things come to those who wait.
Tommorow, I will have to go and get more blood sucked out of me so the Rheumatologist can see it and whatnot. Though that appointment isn't until around the 23rd or so. But whatever, at least it will be done.
No clue for what if any plans I have this weekend really. ^_^;
Anywho, take care everyone. I hope your lives as well as the lives of loved ones, friends, and family are all well. And for those who may be feeling sad or upset due to whatever reason may be causing them to feel down, please do your best to not take things so seriously. Dwelling on things of the past, may prevent one from moving on with their lives. It may be hard to do, but if you can, try talking to someone about your feelings. You'd be surprised at how letting all that out can help.
That is all for now, so take care everyone ok?
Let's see here. I went in to have a general checkup as well as a blood test of my muscle enzyme levels as a few months back, the doctor said they were a bit high. I had fasted for it, only to find out later, that I didn't need to fast for it. After that, the doctor gave me a referal to a neurologist to see if maybe they can help with aspects of my body desensitivity, as well as neck issues I am having.The body desensitivity is where the sensation of touch goes almost completely unnoticed. I at times do feel things, but nowhere in the levels of what would be seen as normal. Think of you had a rather thick coat on and someone tried to gently rub your arm. Maybe you'd feel a tiny sensation, but nothing too much from it.
I have had this ugly wart like thing on the tip of my nose for a year or two. Needless to say, we go to where we thought we were supposed to go, only to have them tell us to go somewhere else. We get there, and they say I am supposed to be back at the place I was just at. Needless to say, after a bit, they said they could remove it later today. So, I go home, my dad takes me to Best Buy and gets for me a 3TB USB Hard Drive to replace the other that crapped out on me, which was a 2TB + enclosure. He said he'd buy it for me, as he asked me how I was doing money wise and etc. Was really awesome of him to do.
After that, I lazed about at parents house for an hour or so until we had to go & get the thing removed.
The needle to inject the numbing agent into that wart thing hurt a hell of a lot more then the needle in the arm for blood. It was like the pain shot right up into my right eye. >_< Needless to say, they cut it off and then cauterized it closed (Due to it having something to do with a blood vessel and it would have bleed a lot).Needless to say, for a couple days, it was like a black dot on my nose. Today (as in Friday 08-12-11), it seems the scab fell off. Still going to keep putting that ointment on it. But bandaids don't seem to stay on at all there.
I made a mistake of trying to breathe through my nose after it had been done. Dear god, the horrible stink of the burnt flesh. Let's just say it's not to appealing. At least the doctor doing this was a pretty neat lady. You could tell she enjoyed her job, cracking jokes and whatnot. ^_^
Now, here I am, back home. I have some bandages, some ointment and a couple other things. Trying to relax with my freaking paining neck that at times causes my vision to go blurry. At least tommorow at work is technically a half day with a baseball game with all you can eat food and all the soda I can drink for lunch tommorow.
Wednesday 08-10-11
Work went well, for the tiny bit that was actual work. The baseball game was okay. The free food was pretty good though. Throughout the time of the game, I managed to down 5 Dodger Dogs, somewhere between 2-4 nachos, 1 bag of peanuts and at least 2 small cups of soda. It was fun watching the others in the crowd get excited when something happened. It was more fun "People watching" and seeing others enjoy themselves then the game itself.
Went home and did my best to relax.
I also got a call from my doctors office on the Muscle Enzyme Level test. It seems the cutoff of a normal range is something to around 200 or so. My Levels were in the 1000's. He is giving me a referal to a Rheumatologist to get that checked out. Who knows, maybe this could have something to do with my neck as well as my bad joints and muscle issues.
I talked to a friend of mine who I call my "Science Friend" about all that seems to be going on. (You know who you are. ^_~) He informed me that when I go to the Rheumetologist, to inform him about the aspects of how my body is extremely resistant to cold yet weak against the heat, as it could be something Thyroid related. He also mentioned to have the doctor test for either Graves Disease, or to see if for some reason, my Immune system is attacking my muscles. He said it is possible that could be why my body is having all these issues, as well as the whole, feeling weak despite being at the job for over a month and my body still being so fatigued and whatnot.
I also got the device I needed to connect my old "dead" 2TB hard drive to my laptop so I can see about recovering the data I had on it.
Friday 08-12-11
Went to work, work was the same as usual. For lunch, we went to Hometown Buffet near my Parents and my place on Rosemead blvd. For all of you who know me and know how much I can eat, it should be no surprise that I was able to eat 4.5 to 5 plates of food, as well as 1 plate with desert type things on it. It is unfortunate we only had an hour, which meant I had to eat fast. Otherwise I may have been able to eat slower and either, eat less, or eat more. ^_^;
Needless to say, for someone like me who when hungry can eat a lot, around $10 is a great deal to be stuffed full of food. :D
Finished work, mom picked me up from work. Went home, checked progress on the scan of old hard drive. Tried taking a nap, seemed to work only partially. Woke up around 9pm or so. Scanning of data was done and it looks I'll be able to get just about all my data back except a few files which have no real meaning to me anyways.
The act of restoring all the data to the new hard drive will be around 80 Hours or so. But, at least I won't have to download a bunch of stuff all over again. So I am happy about that. ^_^ It is just the waiting part that can be rather annoying. But, they say good things come to those who wait.
Tommorow, I will have to go and get more blood sucked out of me so the Rheumatologist can see it and whatnot. Though that appointment isn't until around the 23rd or so. But whatever, at least it will be done.
No clue for what if any plans I have this weekend really. ^_^;
Anywho, take care everyone. I hope your lives as well as the lives of loved ones, friends, and family are all well. And for those who may be feeling sad or upset due to whatever reason may be causing them to feel down, please do your best to not take things so seriously. Dwelling on things of the past, may prevent one from moving on with their lives. It may be hard to do, but if you can, try talking to someone about your feelings. You'd be surprised at how letting all that out can help.
That is all for now, so take care everyone ok?
talk about one heck of a day at the doctors offices UPDATE!!
General | Posted 14 years agoLet's see here. I went in to have a checkup as well as aspects of a muscle enzyme blood test. I had fasted for it and all that, only to find out later, that I didn't need to fast for it. After that, the doctor gave me a referal to a neurologist to see if maybe they can help with aspects of my body desensitivity, as well as neck issues I am having.
I have had this ugly wart like thing on the tip of my nose for a year or two. Needless to say, we go to where we thought we were supposed to go, only to have them tell us to go somehwere else. We get there, and they say I am supposed to be back at the place I was just at. Needless to say, after a bit, they said they could remove it later today. So, I go home, my dad takes me and gets for me a 3TB USB Hard Drive to replace the other that crapped out on me, which was a 2TB + enclosure.
After that, I lazed about at parents house until we had to go & get the thing removed.
The needle to inject the numbing agent into that wart thing hurt a hell of a lot more then the needle in the arm for blood. It was like the pain shot right up into my right eye. >_< Needless to say, they cut it off and then cauterized it closed (Due to it having something to do with a blood vessel and it would have bleed a lot).
Man, the stink of burning flesh. >_< Yuck.
Now, here I am, back home. I have some bandages, some ointment and a couple other things. Trying to relax with my freaking paining neck that at times causes my vision to go blurry. At least tommorow at work is technically a half day with a baseball game with all you can eat food and all the soda I can drink for lunch tommorow.
Take care everyone.
EDIT:
I got a call from my doctors office on the Muscle Enzyme Level test. It seems the normal range is something to around 200 or so. My Levels were in the 1000's. He is giving me a referal to a Rheumatologist to get that checked out. Who knows, maybe this could have something to do with my neck as well as my bad joints. Who can say really?
I have had this ugly wart like thing on the tip of my nose for a year or two. Needless to say, we go to where we thought we were supposed to go, only to have them tell us to go somehwere else. We get there, and they say I am supposed to be back at the place I was just at. Needless to say, after a bit, they said they could remove it later today. So, I go home, my dad takes me and gets for me a 3TB USB Hard Drive to replace the other that crapped out on me, which was a 2TB + enclosure.
After that, I lazed about at parents house until we had to go & get the thing removed.
The needle to inject the numbing agent into that wart thing hurt a hell of a lot more then the needle in the arm for blood. It was like the pain shot right up into my right eye. >_< Needless to say, they cut it off and then cauterized it closed (Due to it having something to do with a blood vessel and it would have bleed a lot).
Man, the stink of burning flesh. >_< Yuck.
Now, here I am, back home. I have some bandages, some ointment and a couple other things. Trying to relax with my freaking paining neck that at times causes my vision to go blurry. At least tommorow at work is technically a half day with a baseball game with all you can eat food and all the soda I can drink for lunch tommorow.
Take care everyone.
EDIT:
I got a call from my doctors office on the Muscle Enzyme Level test. It seems the normal range is something to around 200 or so. My Levels were in the 1000's. He is giving me a referal to a Rheumatologist to get that checked out. Who knows, maybe this could have something to do with my neck as well as my bad joints. Who can say really?
Reporting to you from Campland in the Bay, San Diego CA.....
General | Posted 14 years agoJust a heads up to all of ya, that it seems there is internet access at the place here where me & my family were "camping" down in San Diego. It seems the mascot of this place is some form of wolf. Looks to be potentially mildly cartoony in some depictions I may add.
Seems to have a bit of everything. mini skateboard park, basketball courts, pool, access tot he Bay (As to why they need a pool, I have no clue), a arcade, a micro market, resturaunt.ice cream parlor, horseshoe ring and a few other things I am forgetting.
All in all have had fun. Did lots of swimming today, got a bit of sunburn. To those of you who know me, this won't sound that odd, to those who don't know me, it will be odd. To me, I do not mind the sun burn. It means I am able to have some form of sensation on my skin that is so elusive for me.
we had fun. I had with me (And obviosuly currently) have my laptop with me. Lucky I found out there is internet service. Wish I knew last night, but oh well.
There was a semi decent area to swim in the beachy bay area, was fenced off so to seperage swimmers from baoters/jet skiers & etc. there was a small platform out a bit for people to swim to and jump off of. I helped tow so to speak, a couple of my cousins kids over to it and whatnot. XD
All in all things have been going well. Got my air matress inflated and am on it as I type this out.
I hope everyine is well & take care ok?
Seems to have a bit of everything. mini skateboard park, basketball courts, pool, access tot he Bay (As to why they need a pool, I have no clue), a arcade, a micro market, resturaunt.ice cream parlor, horseshoe ring and a few other things I am forgetting.
All in all have had fun. Did lots of swimming today, got a bit of sunburn. To those of you who know me, this won't sound that odd, to those who don't know me, it will be odd. To me, I do not mind the sun burn. It means I am able to have some form of sensation on my skin that is so elusive for me.
we had fun. I had with me (And obviosuly currently) have my laptop with me. Lucky I found out there is internet service. Wish I knew last night, but oh well.
There was a semi decent area to swim in the beachy bay area, was fenced off so to seperage swimmers from baoters/jet skiers & etc. there was a small platform out a bit for people to swim to and jump off of. I helped tow so to speak, a couple of my cousins kids over to it and whatnot. XD
All in all things have been going well. Got my air matress inflated and am on it as I type this out.
I hope everyine is well & take care ok?
Just got a bunch of old VHS'S......
General | Posted 14 years agoWhich order do you all think I should watch em in?
Usure which order I'll watch em in. CUrious as to other people's ideas of which they preffered and stuff. top being top of the list going down:
Robotech 1-3
Space Jam
Dennis the Menace
Who Framed Roger Rabit
Last Action Hero
Mortal Kombat
True Crime - Clint Eastwood
Ace Ventura Pet Detective
The Rocketeer
Beverly Hills Ninja
Starship Troopers
Robin Hood Prince of Thieves
Kindergarten Cop
Mars Attacks! - Ack ack ack ACK! ACK! X3
Dumb & Dumberer - When Harry met Lloyd
Army of Darkness
Steven Segal - Out for Justice
Teenage Mutant NInja Turtles 2 - Secret of the Ooze.
Many of these, I saw long ago. Curious as to what other peoples thoughts are.
Usure which order I'll watch em in. CUrious as to other people's ideas of which they preffered and stuff. top being top of the list going down:
Robotech 1-3
Space Jam
Dennis the Menace
Who Framed Roger Rabit
Last Action Hero
Mortal Kombat
True Crime - Clint Eastwood
Ace Ventura Pet Detective
The Rocketeer
Beverly Hills Ninja
Starship Troopers
Robin Hood Prince of Thieves
Kindergarten Cop
Mars Attacks! - Ack ack ack ACK! ACK! X3
Dumb & Dumberer - When Harry met Lloyd
Army of Darkness
Steven Segal - Out for Justice
Teenage Mutant NInja Turtles 2 - Secret of the Ooze.
Many of these, I saw long ago. Curious as to what other peoples thoughts are.
For those of you who draw art stuffs....
General | Posted 14 years agoI am curious, do any of you ever have aspects where you are in the mood to draw yet when you are getting things up and going to start trying to draw, your mind decides to pull a "Fuck you" and suck that energy away as well as any ideas you had as well?
If so, how does one get around fighting this damnable thing? I was thinking of trying to do some drawing related things, but it seems that that energy has gone as well as any potentials for ideas of what to draw. >_<
Granted, I wonder if my brain is auotmatically making me think of failure and not doing stuff before I attempt to try due to my rather perfectionist nature when I do stuff? Like, my chances are being shot down by that before they even come close to coming to fruition?
I don't know, but the aspects of me feeling like drawing almost never happen, and then, when it does, I seem unable to do much. Forcing myself just makes it much less likely for me to draw, or to not like that which I made even if by others standards it is pretty good. So f*cking confusing. >_<
Also, am I bad in the fact that my brain seems to want to try doing this drawing stuff out of my own head and that looking at things as referances to be "cheating" a bad thing? I mean, I know I shouldn't feel that way, but still, it is like my brain is a mountain and I am just a guy trying to shove it away, you know?
If so, how does one get around fighting this damnable thing? I was thinking of trying to do some drawing related things, but it seems that that energy has gone as well as any potentials for ideas of what to draw. >_<
Granted, I wonder if my brain is auotmatically making me think of failure and not doing stuff before I attempt to try due to my rather perfectionist nature when I do stuff? Like, my chances are being shot down by that before they even come close to coming to fruition?
I don't know, but the aspects of me feeling like drawing almost never happen, and then, when it does, I seem unable to do much. Forcing myself just makes it much less likely for me to draw, or to not like that which I made even if by others standards it is pretty good. So f*cking confusing. >_<
Also, am I bad in the fact that my brain seems to want to try doing this drawing stuff out of my own head and that looking at things as referances to be "cheating" a bad thing? I mean, I know I shouldn't feel that way, but still, it is like my brain is a mountain and I am just a guy trying to shove it away, you know?
Went to Anime Expo 2K11 after all....
General | Posted 14 years agoThe thing is, I spent the weekend at my friend's dad's place with him Saturday. Spent the night, a couple of his friends who are awesome, one who has the unfortunate luck of living/moving to Vegas (But having a good paying job it seems.) came over to crash at his place as well. We had quite a bit of fun.
We saw the Transformers movie around 12:01am Sunday morning (Got in around 1215 and the movie started around 1230. Around 230-300am, we got out. Went to jack in the box, got some food, ate it, played some Duke NUkem forever on the PS3 I brought along.
The next morning, it seemed we were going to go to Anime Expo after all.
I made the mistake of getting a Genral Admission, thinking I would have time to go around and do more stuff so spent $50, when I could/should have spent the $25 for the dealer room only. >_<
Needless to say, I got a fes statue thingies, this one really kickass looking figure thingy, where the art is done by a Japanese artist known as "Blade". It is like some girl who has pseudo mech type armor parts which make her look like some cybernetic catgirl or something. ^_^
That was around 20-25 dollars or so. Next, I had gotten this Lucky Star statue of that pink haired girl, with glasses and large breasts in a bright red bunny suit. That ran me $15 I got another tiny little statue of some girl in some Gym outfit for like, $% at the same place.
Got a Manga by The Amanoja9 who does some (in my opinion) really sexy and awesome shemale related art) that was around $15 I think also.
I then looked around the artist Gallery, ran into who I believe is named Steve Martin who had some really neat furry art. Got one of his Art Cd's. Unfortunatly, I just tried it at home and unfortunatly, it seems a mistake was made, as the disk is blank. >_< Gonna have to contact him to see about getting a replacement. Got a free print of something for that purchase. Part of it was due to the fact at that time, I didn't have much money left so I traded him the Lucky star bunny girl Plus a little extra $$$ for the CD.
Walked around a bit more, went to the PMX booth, filled out a survey, played this game where you turn this thing and a ball drops out. I won a free t_shirt from it as most balls are white and mine was black.
After that, I borrowed $10 from a friend to rebuy the statue I had traded. Went to the ATM there, was waiting in line. My friend was going to sit in the chair when I noticed some books lying underneath. Noone had even been around them at all which I found a bit odd. There were 3 books there. 2 which I am assuming have something to do with Buudhism or something, and the other which looks to be some type of Cookbook dome in partial manga form with some really yummy looking stuff I may try soon here. ^_^ The thing is, when I found the books, the Dealer Room was about to cloe, like with one-3 minutes to go. Nearest bathroom quite a ways away. No one seemed to claim it, so it seems that I found somethingpossibly abandoned or something. Part of me feels bad that whoever it was that they were no longer has them, but at the same time, maybe I should not feel bad if noone was around to claim them either. Hmmm.....
Anywho, at friends dad's house to spend the night, mom will pick me up, drop me off home and then back to Parents house for BBQing for/with them and maybe some fireworks. ^_^
I hope everyone else has had a good weekend and does not get hurt if you do firewroks, be they the legal or non legal kind. ^_^
We saw the Transformers movie around 12:01am Sunday morning (Got in around 1215 and the movie started around 1230. Around 230-300am, we got out. Went to jack in the box, got some food, ate it, played some Duke NUkem forever on the PS3 I brought along.
The next morning, it seemed we were going to go to Anime Expo after all.
I made the mistake of getting a Genral Admission, thinking I would have time to go around and do more stuff so spent $50, when I could/should have spent the $25 for the dealer room only. >_<
Needless to say, I got a fes statue thingies, this one really kickass looking figure thingy, where the art is done by a Japanese artist known as "Blade". It is like some girl who has pseudo mech type armor parts which make her look like some cybernetic catgirl or something. ^_^
That was around 20-25 dollars or so. Next, I had gotten this Lucky Star statue of that pink haired girl, with glasses and large breasts in a bright red bunny suit. That ran me $15 I got another tiny little statue of some girl in some Gym outfit for like, $% at the same place.
Got a Manga by The Amanoja9 who does some (in my opinion) really sexy and awesome shemale related art) that was around $15 I think also.
I then looked around the artist Gallery, ran into who I believe is named Steve Martin who had some really neat furry art. Got one of his Art Cd's. Unfortunatly, I just tried it at home and unfortunatly, it seems a mistake was made, as the disk is blank. >_< Gonna have to contact him to see about getting a replacement. Got a free print of something for that purchase. Part of it was due to the fact at that time, I didn't have much money left so I traded him the Lucky star bunny girl Plus a little extra $$$ for the CD.
Walked around a bit more, went to the PMX booth, filled out a survey, played this game where you turn this thing and a ball drops out. I won a free t_shirt from it as most balls are white and mine was black.
After that, I borrowed $10 from a friend to rebuy the statue I had traded. Went to the ATM there, was waiting in line. My friend was going to sit in the chair when I noticed some books lying underneath. Noone had even been around them at all which I found a bit odd. There were 3 books there. 2 which I am assuming have something to do with Buudhism or something, and the other which looks to be some type of Cookbook dome in partial manga form with some really yummy looking stuff I may try soon here. ^_^ The thing is, when I found the books, the Dealer Room was about to cloe, like with one-3 minutes to go. Nearest bathroom quite a ways away. No one seemed to claim it, so it seems that I found somethingpossibly abandoned or something. Part of me feels bad that whoever it was that they were no longer has them, but at the same time, maybe I should not feel bad if noone was around to claim them either. Hmmm.....
Anywho, at friends dad's house to spend the night, mom will pick me up, drop me off home and then back to Parents house for BBQing for/with them and maybe some fireworks. ^_^
I hope everyone else has had a good weekend and does not get hurt if you do firewroks, be they the legal or non legal kind. ^_^
If you or someone related has been eaten by dragons.....
General | Posted 14 years agoPLEASE - put this on your status if you know someone (or are related to someone) who has been eaten by dragons. Dragons are nearly unstoppable and, in case you didn't know, they can also breathe fire. 93% of people won't copy and paste this, because they have already been eaten by dragons. 6% of people are sitting in the shower armed with fire extinguishers and the remaining 1% are awesome and will re-post...;P
Thanks goes out to a friend of mine by the name of Mutanatia (Unsure if they have a FA or not. >_<)
Thanks goes out to a friend of mine by the name of Mutanatia (Unsure if they have a FA or not. >_<)
Talk about a roller coaster of a day & the morning after....
General | Posted 14 years agoI went to work, for the most part nothnig happening, so was really bored. Near end of the day felt like I could have fallen asleep.
Went to this potluck dinner annual meeting thingy my work apparently has. Lots of good food, got a Certificate of Congressional Recognition from my work place, which was quite a surprise. Granted, only soso of a surprise due to the fact my nickname at work is "Turbo", due to how well and fast I accomplish stuff at work.
We were then walking out of the room and one of the other people there (remember the place I work at has people with varying levels of functionality, some lower the n others). This person seemed to be having a seizure. Man, talk about a....... not sure what emotion to put as I am still a bit shocked and feeling a bit odd from it all. But, basically, my dad & I as well as one or two others help to hold the guy while he was having his seizures.
A few of them went to lay him down and they needed something for his head. We were in the hallway which was next to a small laundry room. The door was kinda stuck, but I managed to get it open and get what liiked to be a small sack filled with stuff that could be used as a makeshift pillow.
After they got him laying down and on his size, I kinda was holding his back in place as well as trying to rub his back and shoulders, hoping perhaps it could give some sense of like, calm or help out somehow. Needless to say, after a bit, we helped him into a wheel chair, got his shoes back on and help him into his mother's car.
Man, talk about one rollercoaster of a day ending on quite a high note. ^_^;
Just typing this up in the hopes it may drain some of the stress that probably got built up from it all.
EDIT. I do not know if part of what happened this morning had some connection of the night before, but it seems that in my changing my alarm to wake up earlier (To give myself some game time due to not getting any), I accidently set my alarm for PM instead of AM. I woke up this morning to the sound of footsteps and doors being closed. I was thinking "My god, why the hell are the neighbors up so early? My alarm hasn't even gone off for 5:15am, what the hell are they doing awake and moving around like that?
About 10 or 15 seconds passed as I tried to ignore it. Something in my mind was like "Wake the f*ck up and check the clock now." I do that, and the clock reads 9am.
I was like -_- You gotta be kidding me. Needless to say, I checked the bus schdule, saw I had an hour to prepare, took a shower, ate a quick breakfast, walked to the 2nd bus stop (15 minute walk or so as I did not want to wait an hour or so for the 1st bus to come.) Needless to say, I got to work at 1030 instead of my normal early time of say, 720 or so.
But, they were pretty chill with it, knowing that these things happen at random. They also thanked me and my dad, saying how the mother was extremely appreciative of helping that we did.
And, I saw the guy who had the seizure at work and patted him on the shoulder telling him I was glad to see he was better, even if he may not have remembered me or stuff. But, it felt good to see him ok.
Went to this potluck dinner annual meeting thingy my work apparently has. Lots of good food, got a Certificate of Congressional Recognition from my work place, which was quite a surprise. Granted, only soso of a surprise due to the fact my nickname at work is "Turbo", due to how well and fast I accomplish stuff at work.
We were then walking out of the room and one of the other people there (remember the place I work at has people with varying levels of functionality, some lower the n others). This person seemed to be having a seizure. Man, talk about a....... not sure what emotion to put as I am still a bit shocked and feeling a bit odd from it all. But, basically, my dad & I as well as one or two others help to hold the guy while he was having his seizures.
A few of them went to lay him down and they needed something for his head. We were in the hallway which was next to a small laundry room. The door was kinda stuck, but I managed to get it open and get what liiked to be a small sack filled with stuff that could be used as a makeshift pillow.
After they got him laying down and on his size, I kinda was holding his back in place as well as trying to rub his back and shoulders, hoping perhaps it could give some sense of like, calm or help out somehow. Needless to say, after a bit, we helped him into a wheel chair, got his shoes back on and help him into his mother's car.
Man, talk about one rollercoaster of a day ending on quite a high note. ^_^;
Just typing this up in the hopes it may drain some of the stress that probably got built up from it all.
EDIT. I do not know if part of what happened this morning had some connection of the night before, but it seems that in my changing my alarm to wake up earlier (To give myself some game time due to not getting any), I accidently set my alarm for PM instead of AM. I woke up this morning to the sound of footsteps and doors being closed. I was thinking "My god, why the hell are the neighbors up so early? My alarm hasn't even gone off for 5:15am, what the hell are they doing awake and moving around like that?
About 10 or 15 seconds passed as I tried to ignore it. Something in my mind was like "Wake the f*ck up and check the clock now." I do that, and the clock reads 9am.
I was like -_- You gotta be kidding me. Needless to say, I checked the bus schdule, saw I had an hour to prepare, took a shower, ate a quick breakfast, walked to the 2nd bus stop (15 minute walk or so as I did not want to wait an hour or so for the 1st bus to come.) Needless to say, I got to work at 1030 instead of my normal early time of say, 720 or so.
But, they were pretty chill with it, knowing that these things happen at random. They also thanked me and my dad, saying how the mother was extremely appreciative of helping that we did.
And, I saw the guy who had the seizure at work and patted him on the shoulder telling him I was glad to see he was better, even if he may not have remembered me or stuff. But, it felt good to see him ok.
Talk about odd sexual orentaition labels......
General | Posted 14 years agoMaybe not the most fitting title, but my neck/head hurts, and I am really tired, so thinking has taken a back seat for a while here, so please bear with me.
What I am trying to refer to, is that yes in my mind, I suspect myself to be openminded to all things sexual. Art even moreso, it matters not the genders if any of the creatures/people/etc involved in the image. It seems there is something more unique and arousing in art, then there can be in real life.
For me, I also know that my body seems to be really weird when it comes to physical sensation, or perhaps I should say, the lack of. Most of the time, my body feels as though there is something like a forcefield or some other barrier type thing that seems to prevent most forms of tactile sensation to go through.
I could for example, smack my arm hard to the point where it looks to be bright red, but barely feel anything.
The reason I bring this up in this topic of discusion is that if I were to have someone who wanted to have sex with me, it would more then likely be a one way street, where I may be able to give that person pleasure without feeling any of my own. Is this good, or bad, who knows? All I know, is that it does seem a bit silly to try all sorts of sexual things, only to feel bad that your partner is feeling bad for not being able to arouse you or whatnot.
It seems that very little seems to work for me when trying to pleasure myself. I do seem to be the only one able to do it. And even then, there are a rather selective amount of things that can really help me. It seems that using just my hand normal has no real effect. Usually a bath towel, be it damp or dry seems to work well. Condoms seem to add a bit of sensitivity to my junk down there. Other then that, not much else. Using a dildo for example, pretty much nothing pleasurable. Various forms of "stimulating" gels or lubes or whatnot, barely have any effect on me.
My body indeed seems to be rather weird like that.
Of course, maybe part of me is worrying about this a tad bit is because of society's (And parents) viewpoint of how people need to do this and that & have children and blablabla.
I don't know, maybe tiredness is making me overthink things a bit. Sometimes, I do feel as though I am something somewhat different then what could be considered a "Normal" human. Maybe a bit on the unique side?
ONe crazy thing about all this is that despite my body's physical desensitivity, I do seem to have a rather high sex drive or someething. I usually need to masturbate every night, otherwise I can't sleep unless I am ultra dead tired from something, and even sometimes the morning after I have another crank session. Talk about craziness.
Anywho, thanks for listening to my ramblings. Comment if you want. Otherwise, thanks for reading. I hope everyone has a wonderful memorial day and rest of the week.
What I am trying to refer to, is that yes in my mind, I suspect myself to be openminded to all things sexual. Art even moreso, it matters not the genders if any of the creatures/people/etc involved in the image. It seems there is something more unique and arousing in art, then there can be in real life.
For me, I also know that my body seems to be really weird when it comes to physical sensation, or perhaps I should say, the lack of. Most of the time, my body feels as though there is something like a forcefield or some other barrier type thing that seems to prevent most forms of tactile sensation to go through.
I could for example, smack my arm hard to the point where it looks to be bright red, but barely feel anything.
The reason I bring this up in this topic of discusion is that if I were to have someone who wanted to have sex with me, it would more then likely be a one way street, where I may be able to give that person pleasure without feeling any of my own. Is this good, or bad, who knows? All I know, is that it does seem a bit silly to try all sorts of sexual things, only to feel bad that your partner is feeling bad for not being able to arouse you or whatnot.
It seems that very little seems to work for me when trying to pleasure myself. I do seem to be the only one able to do it. And even then, there are a rather selective amount of things that can really help me. It seems that using just my hand normal has no real effect. Usually a bath towel, be it damp or dry seems to work well. Condoms seem to add a bit of sensitivity to my junk down there. Other then that, not much else. Using a dildo for example, pretty much nothing pleasurable. Various forms of "stimulating" gels or lubes or whatnot, barely have any effect on me.
My body indeed seems to be rather weird like that.
Of course, maybe part of me is worrying about this a tad bit is because of society's (And parents) viewpoint of how people need to do this and that & have children and blablabla.
I don't know, maybe tiredness is making me overthink things a bit. Sometimes, I do feel as though I am something somewhat different then what could be considered a "Normal" human. Maybe a bit on the unique side?
ONe crazy thing about all this is that despite my body's physical desensitivity, I do seem to have a rather high sex drive or someething. I usually need to masturbate every night, otherwise I can't sleep unless I am ultra dead tired from something, and even sometimes the morning after I have another crank session. Talk about craziness.
Anywho, thanks for listening to my ramblings. Comment if you want. Otherwise, thanks for reading. I hope everyone has a wonderful memorial day and rest of the week.
I am in my apartment (Also computer question)
General | Posted 14 years agoFirst of all, I am in my apartment now. Been here since around, maybe 4 or 5pm. Getting stuff all figured out still, the gaming center being the most important for me. XD I may need to buy one or two of those AV cable select tools and maybe chain them together as the one I have, one of them is not working that well (unless I tape it to the thing).
All in all, things are going good so far.
I was cleaning out one of these container thingies I had and realized that this one box I had that looked like a controller box was in fact a box that had a couple of "Naughty" things inside them (That I have not yet really had a chance to use.) Needless to say, knowing my mom and her nosiness, I had to find a better hiding spot for it. Luckily, I doubt she will check the grey footlocker thing I have. Nor do I think she will check the Grand Theft Auto 4 Limeted Edition box which was that bank safety deposit box. Needless to say, I crammed Mr 12 INch Purple Flamer inside the thing, as well as this other toy that I basically screw as well as a tube of lube. XD So, needless to say, I think I am okay, if not overly paranoid. XD And, if that was too much info for ya, well, sorry. XD ^_^;
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And now unto the Computer question.
I have been noticing at times that even when I am not doing anything, be it all programs are closed & etc, it seems as though despite having say, 8-10GB of free space on my hard drive, and not doing anything (Or sometimes simply surfing the web) I get an annoying message saying I am running out of disk space.
Other times, I may be downloading torrent stuff (but that is for an external hard drive 95% of the time.
So, my question to those with more computer knoweldge then I have, do any of you have any idea what could be causing this unexplained filling of free space on my computer?
I have Windows Vista Home Premium Service Pack 1.
Any help that can be offered would be wonderful. Thanks in advance. I hope everyone is doing well ok?
All in all, things are going good so far.
I was cleaning out one of these container thingies I had and realized that this one box I had that looked like a controller box was in fact a box that had a couple of "Naughty" things inside them (That I have not yet really had a chance to use.) Needless to say, knowing my mom and her nosiness, I had to find a better hiding spot for it. Luckily, I doubt she will check the grey footlocker thing I have. Nor do I think she will check the Grand Theft Auto 4 Limeted Edition box which was that bank safety deposit box. Needless to say, I crammed Mr 12 INch Purple Flamer inside the thing, as well as this other toy that I basically screw as well as a tube of lube. XD So, needless to say, I think I am okay, if not overly paranoid. XD And, if that was too much info for ya, well, sorry. XD ^_^;
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And now unto the Computer question.
I have been noticing at times that even when I am not doing anything, be it all programs are closed & etc, it seems as though despite having say, 8-10GB of free space on my hard drive, and not doing anything (Or sometimes simply surfing the web) I get an annoying message saying I am running out of disk space.
Other times, I may be downloading torrent stuff (but that is for an external hard drive 95% of the time.
So, my question to those with more computer knoweldge then I have, do any of you have any idea what could be causing this unexplained filling of free space on my computer?
I have Windows Vista Home Premium Service Pack 1.
Any help that can be offered would be wonderful. Thanks in advance. I hope everyone is doing well ok?
Wanna get pegged + apartment update
General | Posted 14 years agoBEfore I forget, Kyralie is having a "Who wants to get pegged" art raffle.
Link to the journal is here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2352964/
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In apartmen related news, things are coming together. Sunday = move in day for me. one week away. O_O Talk about craziness. XD
That is all for now.
Link to the journal is here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2352964/
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In apartmen related news, things are coming together. Sunday = move in day for me. one week away. O_O Talk about craziness. XD
That is all for now.
