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General | Posted 14 years agoWell, it seems I have found an apartment and am moving into it on the 1st of June. A week before I shall be moving things into the place I think. Of course, I will need to figure out how to make it so I get internet stuff, so that may be a bit slow.
I won't need to drive as most things are close by. All I pay for is electricity and the rent. Gas, Water & Trash is included. My mom says she is happy but at the same time was crying as well. Probably the shock of finding a place.
So, yeah. That is what is going on with my life. A new chapter of my life shall be starting. ^_^
I won't need to drive as most things are close by. All I pay for is electricity and the rent. Gas, Water & Trash is included. My mom says she is happy but at the same time was crying as well. Probably the shock of finding a place.
So, yeah. That is what is going on with my life. A new chapter of my life shall be starting. ^_^
Job stuff alterations + random stuff - edit 0
General | Posted 14 years agoWell, it seems aspects of my job have gotten interesting, as instead of working in the warehouse that pays me by the peice and working 4 days a week, now it seems that I (at least for 3 weeks to a month as of the moment) I will be working at some other warehouse area for a company called ITP, which does stuff what looks to be assorted sizes & types of nuts and bolts, and even on a few times, washers.
It seems that my pay will be really a lot more, instead of say, $50 every 2 weeks (aka by the peice rate), I may be making around $300 every two weeks or so. Even if temporary, it is good to have a bit more money. ^_^ And, who knows what this could lead to down the line. Granted, the place is out in Brea. The main place I work (As in the warehouse of pay by peice) is in South El Monte.
So, needless to say, I wake up at 5am, get ready, and at 6am, head to the bus stop. From there, I spend probably 5-8 minutes walking from bus stop to work. From there I wait until 7am-720am to have the staff member plus one other person to come, we get into the vehicle, pick up another person then head out.
I forgot to mention that the place I work is alongside those who have developmental disabilities. Technically, I also have what society would label as a disability. But for me, I rarely think about it. What is it about society having to label everyone and everything. Talk about crazy.
I think my tiredness and neck pain/oddness seems to be making me ramble on a bit. I really need to go see a chiropractor soon about this f*cking neck crap I've been having to deal with for over a year. Parents wouldn't do anything due to not having medical insurance (other then me having MediCAL which is shit to where the doctor I had a physical with, all he did was take a blood sample, maybe check my breathing and pulse. None of the aspects of disrobing, and the other stuff I can't remember due to not having had a normal physical in a long time. ^_^;
But, I suspect that once this aspect of neck at base of skull problem is dealt with, perhaps it will make other aspects of me function better. At least it should help with sensations of numbness that at times is present in my fingertips and sometimes hands and arms.
For some unknown reason, it seems I was banned from newvegasnexus. Have no idea why. Trying to do what it is they suggest to do to find out what happened, or even log out, seems to not work. Seems as though you click log out and it is like you are not allowed to or able to. trying to view the board that tells you why you may have been banned, I get a message about not being allowed to view it. Despite the fact that as far as I know, I didn't do anything wrong. The only thing I even did recently was upload an image of an outfit I created via someone elses mod to share for people viewing that mod.
I called it the Mysterious Mercenary. Even typed up a micro story as well. I would upload it here, but chances are high it may not abide by the AUP or whatever (Even though there are other things that may be similar.) Hmm, I wonder if I should upload the image elsewhere and type out the story thingy (If I can remember it) at a later time. Sorry, kinda annoyed that I got banned and unable to even find out the reason why. >_< I freaking love those nexus mod sites.
Chances are high I may have more to talk about, as I think I forgot stuff which is the reason for the title part.
Anywho, if you made it this far, congrats, feel free to take as many cookies as you want due to the cookie storm my character Alucard has created for this occasion. Enjoy and have your fill of cookie related yumminess. Take care ok? ^_^
It seems that my pay will be really a lot more, instead of say, $50 every 2 weeks (aka by the peice rate), I may be making around $300 every two weeks or so. Even if temporary, it is good to have a bit more money. ^_^ And, who knows what this could lead to down the line. Granted, the place is out in Brea. The main place I work (As in the warehouse of pay by peice) is in South El Monte.
So, needless to say, I wake up at 5am, get ready, and at 6am, head to the bus stop. From there, I spend probably 5-8 minutes walking from bus stop to work. From there I wait until 7am-720am to have the staff member plus one other person to come, we get into the vehicle, pick up another person then head out.
I forgot to mention that the place I work is alongside those who have developmental disabilities. Technically, I also have what society would label as a disability. But for me, I rarely think about it. What is it about society having to label everyone and everything. Talk about crazy.
I think my tiredness and neck pain/oddness seems to be making me ramble on a bit. I really need to go see a chiropractor soon about this f*cking neck crap I've been having to deal with for over a year. Parents wouldn't do anything due to not having medical insurance (other then me having MediCAL which is shit to where the doctor I had a physical with, all he did was take a blood sample, maybe check my breathing and pulse. None of the aspects of disrobing, and the other stuff I can't remember due to not having had a normal physical in a long time. ^_^;
But, I suspect that once this aspect of neck at base of skull problem is dealt with, perhaps it will make other aspects of me function better. At least it should help with sensations of numbness that at times is present in my fingertips and sometimes hands and arms.
For some unknown reason, it seems I was banned from newvegasnexus. Have no idea why. Trying to do what it is they suggest to do to find out what happened, or even log out, seems to not work. Seems as though you click log out and it is like you are not allowed to or able to. trying to view the board that tells you why you may have been banned, I get a message about not being allowed to view it. Despite the fact that as far as I know, I didn't do anything wrong. The only thing I even did recently was upload an image of an outfit I created via someone elses mod to share for people viewing that mod.
I called it the Mysterious Mercenary. Even typed up a micro story as well. I would upload it here, but chances are high it may not abide by the AUP or whatever (Even though there are other things that may be similar.) Hmm, I wonder if I should upload the image elsewhere and type out the story thingy (If I can remember it) at a later time. Sorry, kinda annoyed that I got banned and unable to even find out the reason why. >_< I freaking love those nexus mod sites.
Chances are high I may have more to talk about, as I think I forgot stuff which is the reason for the title part.
Anywho, if you made it this far, congrats, feel free to take as many cookies as you want due to the cookie storm my character Alucard has created for this occasion. Enjoy and have your fill of cookie related yumminess. Take care ok? ^_^
Have 2 leads on apartment stuff + 2 art contest links...
General | Posted 15 years agoWell, things are looking halfway decent in the search for an apartment for me.
Checked the local Penny Saver & found a couple places that look promising. ONe, which seems to be even more promising. $625 for a studio, allows pets (means yay for my cat Smudge), Also appears to be close to my work for transporation stuff. All utilities included as well which seems nice. ^_^ Going to go in Saturday sometime after 1pm to check it out.
The other one is $660 a month, semi close to the other one, but still a bit off a ways. Pets = ???, there are a few unknowns still, but could be promising as well. water + trash is included, which means I would pay for electricity, and I question how much it would be for me.
All in all, I hope things go well. Yay for independance of myself. And, who knows? Maybe I'll have enough to attempt aspects of driving related stuff, but that is a wait until I am on my own having paid for a bunch of stuff already kinda thing.
One step at a time. I told myself & my parents that before I drive and take on all the expenses that a car would entail, I would need to be on my own to see if I may be able to afford car related stuff.
Got money saved up as well as aspects of saving up money in an evelope for other things, one which will be a PS#, so I can have one which is the Jailbroken one for traveling to friends places that has a lot of my games laoded unto the bigger hard drive, and one for normal playing online + addons & etc. ^_^
Anywho, that is all for now. Hope everyone is doing ok. *Gives everyone big hugs and smooches and maybe a quick grope here and there.* ^o~
EDIT: IT seems that Lycanscar is doing a mini contest of sorts to make it so the possibility of having your character be in an image in a type of 7 deadly sins type of pictures. Link to the journal to read up on it is here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2140000/
Also, DirtyDragon is doing something where it can allow them to practise in digital based art, so if there is a chance you want to get a free sketch of sorts, go here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2140725/
Checked the local Penny Saver & found a couple places that look promising. ONe, which seems to be even more promising. $625 for a studio, allows pets (means yay for my cat Smudge), Also appears to be close to my work for transporation stuff. All utilities included as well which seems nice. ^_^ Going to go in Saturday sometime after 1pm to check it out.
The other one is $660 a month, semi close to the other one, but still a bit off a ways. Pets = ???, there are a few unknowns still, but could be promising as well. water + trash is included, which means I would pay for electricity, and I question how much it would be for me.
All in all, I hope things go well. Yay for independance of myself. And, who knows? Maybe I'll have enough to attempt aspects of driving related stuff, but that is a wait until I am on my own having paid for a bunch of stuff already kinda thing.
One step at a time. I told myself & my parents that before I drive and take on all the expenses that a car would entail, I would need to be on my own to see if I may be able to afford car related stuff.
Got money saved up as well as aspects of saving up money in an evelope for other things, one which will be a PS#, so I can have one which is the Jailbroken one for traveling to friends places that has a lot of my games laoded unto the bigger hard drive, and one for normal playing online + addons & etc. ^_^
Anywho, that is all for now. Hope everyone is doing ok. *Gives everyone big hugs and smooches and maybe a quick grope here and there.* ^o~
EDIT: IT seems that Lycanscar is doing a mini contest of sorts to make it so the possibility of having your character be in an image in a type of 7 deadly sins type of pictures. Link to the journal to read up on it is here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2140000/
Also, DirtyDragon is doing something where it can allow them to practise in digital based art, so if there is a chance you want to get a free sketch of sorts, go here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2140725/
f*cking worm/virus/insert f*cking internet annoying as s#it
General | Posted 15 years agoI swear, this one thing seems to be keep infecting my system. First it was something labeled as antivira something, scanned and removed it (or so I thought), now it comes up as AntiMalware GO demo.
Fucking thing won't let me do much of anything. Most programs (Taskmanager being one) is not allowed to load up. instant I try, the thing says that it is damaged and blablabla. Like I believe that shit. >_> I swwearm people who make viruses need to have their genitals ripped out of their bodies and allowed to bleed out.
Hmm, on second thought, that is a bit too easy a way out for them. After removal of genitals, take some big fucking red hot glowing metallic thing and cauterize the wound closed.
Maybe shove some salt, glass shards and lemon/citrus juice in before cauterizing it shut. I don't know, maybe remove their eyelids somehow so they can't close their eyes and have to endure that sensation one gets when like, having a staring contest yet eventually needs to blink.
Maybe aspects of that fingernail removal crap you hear about as well. Granted, whatever it is, it needs to be done in a way that draws out their pain as long as possible. Maybe not killing them, but enough so that they never do stuff like that again, and that they could be IDed for the shit they did/do.
I don't know. Maybe all that is tiredness and frustration affecting my thinking process.
BUt still, I am sure I could come up with a few more "Colorful" and vivid ideas that might be good to use one people who pull that kind of shit.
Granted, I think a lot of it stemmed from a thread on a forum I saw years ago that was all like, what would you do if your family were killed and you found the person responsible and were allowed to torture them in any way and not be in trouble for it.
I think I need to sleep. Maybe then I can go about a better way of attempting to remove this peice of s#it from my laptop.
Sorry if I offended anyone with what I said. Later all, that is if this thing doesn't prevent me from getting back one. >_<
Fucking thing won't let me do much of anything. Most programs (Taskmanager being one) is not allowed to load up. instant I try, the thing says that it is damaged and blablabla. Like I believe that shit. >_> I swwearm people who make viruses need to have their genitals ripped out of their bodies and allowed to bleed out.
Hmm, on second thought, that is a bit too easy a way out for them. After removal of genitals, take some big fucking red hot glowing metallic thing and cauterize the wound closed.
Maybe shove some salt, glass shards and lemon/citrus juice in before cauterizing it shut. I don't know, maybe remove their eyelids somehow so they can't close their eyes and have to endure that sensation one gets when like, having a staring contest yet eventually needs to blink.
Maybe aspects of that fingernail removal crap you hear about as well. Granted, whatever it is, it needs to be done in a way that draws out their pain as long as possible. Maybe not killing them, but enough so that they never do stuff like that again, and that they could be IDed for the shit they did/do.
I don't know. Maybe all that is tiredness and frustration affecting my thinking process.
BUt still, I am sure I could come up with a few more "Colorful" and vivid ideas that might be good to use one people who pull that kind of shit.
Granted, I think a lot of it stemmed from a thread on a forum I saw years ago that was all like, what would you do if your family were killed and you found the person responsible and were allowed to torture them in any way and not be in trouble for it.
I think I need to sleep. Maybe then I can go about a better way of attempting to remove this peice of s#it from my laptop.
Sorry if I offended anyone with what I said. Later all, that is if this thing doesn't prevent me from getting back one. >_<
ps3 jailbreak/modding related stuff.....edit1
General | Posted 15 years agowell, I managed to find a way to be able to mod my PS3 so it can run homebrew. I am pretty happy at the results actually. I backed up games I have onto the hard drive that I had upgraded from a 80gb to a 320gb a bit back.
I am now waiting to see if my attempts at modding fallout new vegas on the PS3 will work or not. Updates will follow once I know.
EDIT1:
I may have figured out what the problem I was having was as well as perhaps finding a way to see if I can load custom textures or whatnot as well. I am going to attempt & see if perhaps I CAN load the Shojo Neko Race unto the PS3 with adding of the Archive invalidation invalidated.bsa file.
Of course, the race addon mod part, I may be jumping into a bit fast. BUt, my first attempts did somewhat work as it was listed in the races, even if there were no textures (which some say that it could be best to load via external hard drive and custom ones may not work. We shall see)
I am now waiting to see if my attempts at modding fallout new vegas on the PS3 will work or not. Updates will follow once I know.
EDIT1:
I may have figured out what the problem I was having was as well as perhaps finding a way to see if I can load custom textures or whatnot as well. I am going to attempt & see if perhaps I CAN load the Shojo Neko Race unto the PS3 with adding of the Archive invalidation invalidated.bsa file.
Of course, the race addon mod part, I may be jumping into a bit fast. BUt, my first attempts did somewhat work as it was listed in the races, even if there were no textures (which some say that it could be best to load via external hard drive and custom ones may not work. We shall see)
Need males for art (not me but someone else)
General | Posted 15 years agoThe journal in question is here. Read it and whatnot. Maybe you'll get a free art thingy if lucky.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2055262/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2055262/
life update of randomness maybe.....
General | Posted 15 years agoSorry for the odd title. Being sick really sucks, especially when it seem there is no end in sight even after it being almost a week with it only getting "slightly better".
So, yeah, Since Friday the 21st, I have been sick with some form of sinus/nasal something or other infection. Doesn't help when one has a wart on the edge of their nostril that bleeds a lot due to it being rubbed raw by the constant nose blowing one does, or the sensation of your head being filled with some odd type of super dense thick foam of stuff that can't be removed from the head (probably aspects of the muscous membrane within the nasal cavity swelling to the "WTF!" factor of uncomfortableness.
I haven't been on that much recently due to that plus work. Same goes for online stuff like Instant messengers and whatnot. Of course, the fact that next week I will be adding an extra day of work to my schedule may not do much for me in the way of energy reserves of my body, but it will mean more for my cash reserves.
Yeah, I have a job that I started back in October, 3 days a week, pay is soso at best, but for me, it is a job. Yeah, so I may only bring in around 100-110 dollars a month. It is something. And, I am out and about doing something constructive instead of laying on my bed all day, playing video games, masturbating or just sleeping. XD I am happy for that.
One goal I hope to have accomplished by at least the end of the year (if not sooner), is to have my own apartment that I live in. I talked to my parents and they believe that I am indeed ready to be out on my own and learn the skills that one can only learn by being completly independant. Granted, trying to find a place around me where I am and thatr makes it easy for me to use the bus as transportation (due to not able to afford car stuff if I were to do the math), is rather hard.
I get other money, incase some of you were all confuzed about the money I get and the apartment talk.
Granted, there IS the fact I may have to do a roomate thing, but I really want to test my limits by simply being on my own, not having to worry about others, or the fact that I ate food Item A that the other person wanted or etc, you know?
A couple weekends back, I went to a friends house as it was a type of dual birthday celebration. My B-day was the 7th, his, the 11th. I went to his place from Friday night to Monday afternoon. We had fun. My mom gave me some cash so that I could buy dinner stuff. We got pizza from this one place. Large pizze with unlimited toppings for around $8 or so I think. We usually get the ALL MEAT (Yum!) pizz. He lives around the Whittier area. He had a couple other friends over also (Whoa are cool guys also) so it was kinda awesome fest of awesome fun stuff. Then, the next morning, a few other friends stopped buy, which includes this Independant living skills person he has (as he also has some mental disabilities as society would label it) and that guy is also one who is really cool. Basically, two cars, 4 people each, we went over to Frankensons (I think that is how it is spelled) which is basically a giant warehouse with all sorts of collectables, comics, anime, blablabla. Sucks it is only open on Wednesdays & Saturdays. We had fun, got a bunch of stuff (Even a naughty Manga which is rare for me due to the living with parents thing and how they'd frown on that (Even moreso due to the fact it has futanari content which would make them all confuzed I am sure. XD)
The independent living skills guy then told me that as a way of whatever for our Birthday, he'd buy us (for the 7 of us) a crapload of KFC chicken stuff. XD Definetly was surprised that he did that. He did not have to do that at all. Needless to say, for most of the rest of the weekend, we didn't have to worry about food stuff. 3 of the other friends that joined us in the morning left so it was the 4 originals that were there Friday. Played games, watched random funny online vids.
I even was playing Episodes 2 & 3 of that Boku no Pico hentai (as I had it on my PS3 as we were doing this funny thing that was playing hentai in super slow mode to make the voices sound all weird and funny. Then, I though, "Hey, people do things like playing appropriate music while X does Y." I though I would try it, si I did and some parts were funny when combined with that boku no pico stuff. One that made me laugh my ass off was during some part (can't remember what) with music of Evil the Cat's stage from earthworm Jim playing. Man, my head was feeling like it would pop due to the blood presure inside from laughing so much.
All in all,t hat was pretty awesome fun times there. ^_^
Other then that, not much else is going on with me. So, yeah, just kinda a heads up to all of you who may have been wondering why I have not been online or on IMs as of late. Now you know why.
Later all & take care.
So, yeah, Since Friday the 21st, I have been sick with some form of sinus/nasal something or other infection. Doesn't help when one has a wart on the edge of their nostril that bleeds a lot due to it being rubbed raw by the constant nose blowing one does, or the sensation of your head being filled with some odd type of super dense thick foam of stuff that can't be removed from the head (probably aspects of the muscous membrane within the nasal cavity swelling to the "WTF!" factor of uncomfortableness.
I haven't been on that much recently due to that plus work. Same goes for online stuff like Instant messengers and whatnot. Of course, the fact that next week I will be adding an extra day of work to my schedule may not do much for me in the way of energy reserves of my body, but it will mean more for my cash reserves.
Yeah, I have a job that I started back in October, 3 days a week, pay is soso at best, but for me, it is a job. Yeah, so I may only bring in around 100-110 dollars a month. It is something. And, I am out and about doing something constructive instead of laying on my bed all day, playing video games, masturbating or just sleeping. XD I am happy for that.
One goal I hope to have accomplished by at least the end of the year (if not sooner), is to have my own apartment that I live in. I talked to my parents and they believe that I am indeed ready to be out on my own and learn the skills that one can only learn by being completly independant. Granted, trying to find a place around me where I am and thatr makes it easy for me to use the bus as transportation (due to not able to afford car stuff if I were to do the math), is rather hard.
I get other money, incase some of you were all confuzed about the money I get and the apartment talk.
Granted, there IS the fact I may have to do a roomate thing, but I really want to test my limits by simply being on my own, not having to worry about others, or the fact that I ate food Item A that the other person wanted or etc, you know?
A couple weekends back, I went to a friends house as it was a type of dual birthday celebration. My B-day was the 7th, his, the 11th. I went to his place from Friday night to Monday afternoon. We had fun. My mom gave me some cash so that I could buy dinner stuff. We got pizza from this one place. Large pizze with unlimited toppings for around $8 or so I think. We usually get the ALL MEAT (Yum!) pizz. He lives around the Whittier area. He had a couple other friends over also (Whoa are cool guys also) so it was kinda awesome fest of awesome fun stuff. Then, the next morning, a few other friends stopped buy, which includes this Independant living skills person he has (as he also has some mental disabilities as society would label it) and that guy is also one who is really cool. Basically, two cars, 4 people each, we went over to Frankensons (I think that is how it is spelled) which is basically a giant warehouse with all sorts of collectables, comics, anime, blablabla. Sucks it is only open on Wednesdays & Saturdays. We had fun, got a bunch of stuff (Even a naughty Manga which is rare for me due to the living with parents thing and how they'd frown on that (Even moreso due to the fact it has futanari content which would make them all confuzed I am sure. XD)
The independent living skills guy then told me that as a way of whatever for our Birthday, he'd buy us (for the 7 of us) a crapload of KFC chicken stuff. XD Definetly was surprised that he did that. He did not have to do that at all. Needless to say, for most of the rest of the weekend, we didn't have to worry about food stuff. 3 of the other friends that joined us in the morning left so it was the 4 originals that were there Friday. Played games, watched random funny online vids.
I even was playing Episodes 2 & 3 of that Boku no Pico hentai (as I had it on my PS3 as we were doing this funny thing that was playing hentai in super slow mode to make the voices sound all weird and funny. Then, I though, "Hey, people do things like playing appropriate music while X does Y." I though I would try it, si I did and some parts were funny when combined with that boku no pico stuff. One that made me laugh my ass off was during some part (can't remember what) with music of Evil the Cat's stage from earthworm Jim playing. Man, my head was feeling like it would pop due to the blood presure inside from laughing so much.
All in all,t hat was pretty awesome fun times there. ^_^
Other then that, not much else is going on with me. So, yeah, just kinda a heads up to all of you who may have been wondering why I have not been online or on IMs as of late. Now you know why.
Later all & take care.
26 years old now. wow. XD
General | Posted 15 years agoJust a heads up to all of ya that My birthday was on Jan 7, which as I am typing this, ended almost 48 minutes ago as of this sentence. XD
I don't really feel older or whatnot as some people seem to ask and whatnot. Then again, to me, age is really just a number. Not to mention most people when they meet me think I am a lot younger and stuff. Maybe I am kinda like a "Child at heart" or something like that. Heck if I know.
Anywho, that is the heads up. Went out to dinner with parents, to a mexican food place called "Casa Del rey" which has some awesome stuff. I usually get a Beef, Bean & CHeese Burrito, extra red sauce, no onions. If I had to guess the dimensions of the burrito, I would have to say maybe around, 3-4 inches wide by maybe, 7-8 inches long and probably a good 1.5-2.5 inches thick maybe. Not 100 percent sure as me + guaging distances is pretty flawed. XD All in all, it is a decently sized burrito, especially if it is able to fill for the most part, the black hole (or as my parents say, "bottomless pit") that is my stomach. XD
The last time I went there actually was for my last birthday now that I think of it.
BUt yeah, people find it hard to believe I am the age I am. Maybe due to my upbeat and many times "Silly" personality, trying to make others laugh and smile? Whatever. It's all good.
One goal I have for the year is hopefully being able to move out and be on my own. The job I am doing seems to be going well (even if it seems that my fingers are being rubbed raw from all the cardboard related stuff I am doing at the fast pace I do to make sure things go well.
Needless to say, the fingers sure seem to be bright red and radiating quite a bit of heat. I probably could uplaod pics of them, but somehow I doubt many people would find it interesting, unless they like looking at things that make you go O_o or "WTF?" XD
My fingers seem to have that shiny smooth look to them, added with the bright redness factor. XD
Sorry if that grossed anyone out, but it is right now, 1254am now. XD And work made me tired due to how fast I was pumping out these cardboard coffee displays to hopefully meet the deadline we had earlier today. At least I know if it wasn't meet, it was not because of me. XD
For a while, I had been thinking about aspects of learning to drive, aka get my liscence, but for me, my thinking is this:
I need to get out and be on my own, see if I can survive on my own with minimal/no outside help (aka parents) and if I am able to afford it, maybe then see about a liscence and etc. But for now, driving is a nogo. I can do fine with the Metro system.
Also beat Bionic Command Rearmed for the PS3 and starting up Bionic COmmando for the PS3 as I had beaten it ages ago but that was before I bought the Rearmed thingy (and subsequently long ago accidently formatted my PS3 hard drive)..
The holidays were good to me. With a best buy card I got, I used that towards the purchase of a bigger hard drive for my Ps3. Sucks the model I have does not suppoert Ps2 stuff, due to a used game I got. Oh well, guess I'll have to dust off my PS2 at some point here. XD
Anywho, perhaps these tired ramblings which maybe to some would sound like drunken ramblings despite the fact I do not partake of booze, so maybe it best I stop typing for now. Granted, I could probably come up with all sorts of things to ramble about. XD But, maybe I can save it for another time or something. ^_^
Anywho, I hope everyone is doing well, loved ones, friends, family, pets, <insert other term here> are all doing well and are heallthy and all that.
So um, later I suppose. XD
I don't really feel older or whatnot as some people seem to ask and whatnot. Then again, to me, age is really just a number. Not to mention most people when they meet me think I am a lot younger and stuff. Maybe I am kinda like a "Child at heart" or something like that. Heck if I know.
Anywho, that is the heads up. Went out to dinner with parents, to a mexican food place called "Casa Del rey" which has some awesome stuff. I usually get a Beef, Bean & CHeese Burrito, extra red sauce, no onions. If I had to guess the dimensions of the burrito, I would have to say maybe around, 3-4 inches wide by maybe, 7-8 inches long and probably a good 1.5-2.5 inches thick maybe. Not 100 percent sure as me + guaging distances is pretty flawed. XD All in all, it is a decently sized burrito, especially if it is able to fill for the most part, the black hole (or as my parents say, "bottomless pit") that is my stomach. XD
The last time I went there actually was for my last birthday now that I think of it.
BUt yeah, people find it hard to believe I am the age I am. Maybe due to my upbeat and many times "Silly" personality, trying to make others laugh and smile? Whatever. It's all good.
One goal I have for the year is hopefully being able to move out and be on my own. The job I am doing seems to be going well (even if it seems that my fingers are being rubbed raw from all the cardboard related stuff I am doing at the fast pace I do to make sure things go well.
Needless to say, the fingers sure seem to be bright red and radiating quite a bit of heat. I probably could uplaod pics of them, but somehow I doubt many people would find it interesting, unless they like looking at things that make you go O_o or "WTF?" XD
My fingers seem to have that shiny smooth look to them, added with the bright redness factor. XD
Sorry if that grossed anyone out, but it is right now, 1254am now. XD And work made me tired due to how fast I was pumping out these cardboard coffee displays to hopefully meet the deadline we had earlier today. At least I know if it wasn't meet, it was not because of me. XD
For a while, I had been thinking about aspects of learning to drive, aka get my liscence, but for me, my thinking is this:
I need to get out and be on my own, see if I can survive on my own with minimal/no outside help (aka parents) and if I am able to afford it, maybe then see about a liscence and etc. But for now, driving is a nogo. I can do fine with the Metro system.
Also beat Bionic Command Rearmed for the PS3 and starting up Bionic COmmando for the PS3 as I had beaten it ages ago but that was before I bought the Rearmed thingy (and subsequently long ago accidently formatted my PS3 hard drive)..
The holidays were good to me. With a best buy card I got, I used that towards the purchase of a bigger hard drive for my Ps3. Sucks the model I have does not suppoert Ps2 stuff, due to a used game I got. Oh well, guess I'll have to dust off my PS2 at some point here. XD
Anywho, perhaps these tired ramblings which maybe to some would sound like drunken ramblings despite the fact I do not partake of booze, so maybe it best I stop typing for now. Granted, I could probably come up with all sorts of things to ramble about. XD But, maybe I can save it for another time or something. ^_^
Anywho, I hope everyone is doing well, loved ones, friends, family, pets, <insert other term here> are all doing well and are heallthy and all that.
So um, later I suppose. XD
31 cities’ tap water has cancer-causing hexavalent chromiu
General | Posted 15 years agoI found this article which seems to say that the water in the cities mentioned has some form of cancer causing chemical in it or something. I thought I would share this link and the list of cities as a way of helping spread the word.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/yblog_thelo.....using-chemical
So much for trying to drink water to be healthier. And they say Bottled Water is not put to near the "standards" that the tap water is. Talk about craziness. @_@
http://news.yahoo.com/s/yblog_thelo.....using-chemical
So much for trying to drink water to be healthier. And they say Bottled Water is not put to near the "standards" that the tap water is. Talk about craziness. @_@
society, closedmindedness & sexual orientation theory....
General | Posted 15 years agoI was reading a journal of a friend of mine how it seemed his parents were giving him a bunch of crap due to him having told them that he was Bi at some point. I won't go into details so as to respect his privacy, but I am sure there have been others who have come out and revealed their sexual orientation to others and have it backfire.
I have my thoughts on why perhaps parents and maybe even those you may label as friends, may suddenl;y be weirded out or act differently due to the aspects of suddenly knowing something different about you they didn't know despite the fact that this revelation does not change who they are as a person.
It is unfortunate that those who are bi/gay of or some other sexual orientation label that is not "Normal" aka "Straight" in society's terms, have to deal with s much crap. One would think that perhaps you'd be safe in revealing this aspect of who you are as a person family & close friends, but unfortunatly, it seems that is not always the case.
I suspect the reasoning why parents and those who are friends may "freak out" may not be due to the act itself, but overly worrying about how others in society would view them in relation to theperson who "came out" with whatever it was they did.
I suspect that when it comes from a parental aspect, the parents may overly worry what their friends or other family members may say or think of them. Perhaps saying hateful things like "How could you allow your child to be like that. You must not have raised them right." <insert other similar things or statements here> I think because they are so worried about this, that their fear and worry or a shift in societal standards and ranking or position or something similar, may perhaps unintentionally transform their emotions to be directed in a way that would be labeled as negative or hurtful. It probably doesn't matter whether the child in question is of their own "flesh & blood" or adopted.
It is quite unfortunate when aspects of when family or friends say "We will always be there for you" turns out to have turned into a lie the instant you tell them of your sexual orientation.
That is why for me, even when I do figure out my own sexual orientation, I won't tell my parents or friends really. It is not really their or anyone else's business, you know? Only between oneself and maybe any friends/partners you may have. heck, maybe not even friends really. Then again, I have no knoweldge about aspects of relationships that well due to never having been in any myself. So maybe I could be wrong about the aspects of ones personal love/sexual life may somehow "bleed over" into other areas of life.
For me, I consider myself both pan sexual and at the same time perhaps nonsexual. It is somewhat hard to explain really. Feel free to ask me about it if you are curious and I'll do my best to explain.
Anywho, to those of you who read this no matter what sexual orientation you are, do not feel bad about it or let others put you down. You are you. Don't let others walk all over you or force you to be something you don't want to be just because the society may not agree with it.
Of course, I know I shouldn't have to say this, even though I know some may say stuff, but this rule applies to things that are legal only. Anything illegal obviously is not good and illegal for some reason or another.
So, yeah. Maybe this will help others not feel so bad, maybe not. Heck if I know. If this has helped anyone or given them some form of positive emotional boost, then I am glad.
I wish all of you the best no matter your path in life. We need to try and support one another, not be fighting each other.
And to parents or friends of someone who may have treated someone you knew like crap due to them opening up to you in this way, do your best to perhaps get over society's bullcrap and make up for your hurtful actions. After all, why should your opinion of the person change just because they revealed that aspect. They are the same person you liked, cared about & loved. They just shared a personal bit of info to you. I would assume that they are in some form of pain because of actions you may have done to them in a time of biochemical surge for one reason or another. So, do you best to make up if you did something like "Disowning" or something as it may make them not feel so alone.
Anywho, tiredness is rearing it's head and making me lose focus. Talk to all of you later and best of luck in life for you, loved ones, pets & etc ok?
I have my thoughts on why perhaps parents and maybe even those you may label as friends, may suddenl;y be weirded out or act differently due to the aspects of suddenly knowing something different about you they didn't know despite the fact that this revelation does not change who they are as a person.
It is unfortunate that those who are bi/gay of or some other sexual orientation label that is not "Normal" aka "Straight" in society's terms, have to deal with s much crap. One would think that perhaps you'd be safe in revealing this aspect of who you are as a person family & close friends, but unfortunatly, it seems that is not always the case.
I suspect the reasoning why parents and those who are friends may "freak out" may not be due to the act itself, but overly worrying about how others in society would view them in relation to theperson who "came out" with whatever it was they did.
I suspect that when it comes from a parental aspect, the parents may overly worry what their friends or other family members may say or think of them. Perhaps saying hateful things like "How could you allow your child to be like that. You must not have raised them right." <insert other similar things or statements here> I think because they are so worried about this, that their fear and worry or a shift in societal standards and ranking or position or something similar, may perhaps unintentionally transform their emotions to be directed in a way that would be labeled as negative or hurtful. It probably doesn't matter whether the child in question is of their own "flesh & blood" or adopted.
It is quite unfortunate when aspects of when family or friends say "We will always be there for you" turns out to have turned into a lie the instant you tell them of your sexual orientation.
That is why for me, even when I do figure out my own sexual orientation, I won't tell my parents or friends really. It is not really their or anyone else's business, you know? Only between oneself and maybe any friends/partners you may have. heck, maybe not even friends really. Then again, I have no knoweldge about aspects of relationships that well due to never having been in any myself. So maybe I could be wrong about the aspects of ones personal love/sexual life may somehow "bleed over" into other areas of life.
For me, I consider myself both pan sexual and at the same time perhaps nonsexual. It is somewhat hard to explain really. Feel free to ask me about it if you are curious and I'll do my best to explain.
Anywho, to those of you who read this no matter what sexual orientation you are, do not feel bad about it or let others put you down. You are you. Don't let others walk all over you or force you to be something you don't want to be just because the society may not agree with it.
Of course, I know I shouldn't have to say this, even though I know some may say stuff, but this rule applies to things that are legal only. Anything illegal obviously is not good and illegal for some reason or another.
So, yeah. Maybe this will help others not feel so bad, maybe not. Heck if I know. If this has helped anyone or given them some form of positive emotional boost, then I am glad.
I wish all of you the best no matter your path in life. We need to try and support one another, not be fighting each other.
And to parents or friends of someone who may have treated someone you knew like crap due to them opening up to you in this way, do your best to perhaps get over society's bullcrap and make up for your hurtful actions. After all, why should your opinion of the person change just because they revealed that aspect. They are the same person you liked, cared about & loved. They just shared a personal bit of info to you. I would assume that they are in some form of pain because of actions you may have done to them in a time of biochemical surge for one reason or another. So, do you best to make up if you did something like "Disowning" or something as it may make them not feel so alone.
Anywho, tiredness is rearing it's head and making me lose focus. Talk to all of you later and best of luck in life for you, loved ones, pets & etc ok?
Sharing youtube vids to ya all - 12-06-10 1125pm
General | Posted 15 years agoHope you find these enjoyable as many are just of music I like while others are interesting, funny or unique. ^_^
I Monster - Who Is She?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDajrwMF5To
I Monster - Daydream In Blue
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SaUeiCaAejA&feature=related
I Monster - Hey Mrs.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPwZxJWsfdg&feature=related
I Monster - The Blue Wrath
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_OWI-2_JCz8
Stevie Wonder - Isn't She Lovely
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b2WzocbSd2w
Guile Theme goes with everything (Megaman 2)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QxvSBDtNvMs
Guile Theme goes with everything (Maury)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y1iqJqNHX_g
Brian Eno - An Ending (Ascent)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMXaE9NtQgg
Super Mario Bros. Crossover - SOPHIA the 3rd Trailer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZGwMqUB2Ceg
Super Mario Bros. Crossover - Ryu Hayabusa Trailer (Machinima)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sbaHRBa3-WM&feature=channel
Chobits AMV I Love My Computer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2bYgv9FQg0k
DearS - What Are You Watching?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQ9byhqw2P4
Aphex Twin - Stone In Focus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h8HUSdM53-w
The Adventures Of Duane & BrandO - Ninja Gaiden
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqyUEBGx5vU
No World For Tomorrow w/ Lyrics - Coheed & Cambria
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JF_AgjFY3UY
Coheed and Cambria - "Hound (of Blood and Rank)" w/lyrics
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w9gb3YD5PXo
Coheed & Cambria - Feathers lyrics
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snbqBTqBQ1U
Justice in Murder - Coheed and Cambria
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F0-3wQm8ifI
Coheed and Cambria- Mother May I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xQcq62KqWQU
Coheed and Cambria - The Running Free
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LRt82NJP96k
Coheed and Cambria - The Willing Well IV: The Final Cut
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sf90wjabKi0
Coheed and Cambria- Once Upon Your Dead Body
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lOmuxAvzXhE
Coheed & Cambria - A Favor House Atlantic
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4-0UvCfYps
Coheed and Cambria-Good Apollo, Vol. 1: The Suffering
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoSyj8ah4BY
Tears at Nightfall - Rhapsody (1995)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWDTo0Opsh8
Stratovarius - Chasing Shadows
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGTGeKk5AjM
Stratovarius - Kiss Of Judas
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2uLSvT0ERM
Tsunami Bomb - 20 Going On...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFywX1FjOi8
Cave Story: Eyes of Flame
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y1zAK6Q6AmA
Cave Story: Last Battle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_0pFBWAMvo4&feature=related
The Horrors of Ronald McDonald
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ky84jQn1gP4
Megaman Zero 4 Falling Down Remix
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JS9GqDvaXgo&feature=related
DVDA - Now You're A Man
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HSj-2shbqY&feature=related
The Joy of Painting Bob Ross
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bwz6xYcEyPA&fmt=18
Umineko - issues (parody) - You know BOSCO!?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkii1jtbrbM&feature=BF&list=PLD037D135CB4A4F09&index=22
I Monster - Who Is She?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDajrwMF5To
I Monster - Daydream In Blue
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SaUeiCaAejA&feature=related
I Monster - Hey Mrs.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPwZxJWsfdg&feature=related
I Monster - The Blue Wrath
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_OWI-2_JCz8
Stevie Wonder - Isn't She Lovely
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b2WzocbSd2w
Guile Theme goes with everything (Megaman 2)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QxvSBDtNvMs
Guile Theme goes with everything (Maury)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y1iqJqNHX_g
Brian Eno - An Ending (Ascent)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMXaE9NtQgg
Super Mario Bros. Crossover - SOPHIA the 3rd Trailer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZGwMqUB2Ceg
Super Mario Bros. Crossover - Ryu Hayabusa Trailer (Machinima)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sbaHRBa3-WM&feature=channel
Chobits AMV I Love My Computer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2bYgv9FQg0k
DearS - What Are You Watching?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQ9byhqw2P4
Aphex Twin - Stone In Focus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h8HUSdM53-w
The Adventures Of Duane & BrandO - Ninja Gaiden
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqyUEBGx5vU
No World For Tomorrow w/ Lyrics - Coheed & Cambria
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JF_AgjFY3UY
Coheed and Cambria - "Hound (of Blood and Rank)" w/lyrics
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w9gb3YD5PXo
Coheed & Cambria - Feathers lyrics
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snbqBTqBQ1U
Justice in Murder - Coheed and Cambria
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F0-3wQm8ifI
Coheed and Cambria- Mother May I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xQcq62KqWQU
Coheed and Cambria - The Running Free
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LRt82NJP96k
Coheed and Cambria - The Willing Well IV: The Final Cut
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sf90wjabKi0
Coheed and Cambria- Once Upon Your Dead Body
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lOmuxAvzXhE
Coheed & Cambria - A Favor House Atlantic
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4-0UvCfYps
Coheed and Cambria-Good Apollo, Vol. 1: The Suffering
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoSyj8ah4BY
Tears at Nightfall - Rhapsody (1995)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWDTo0Opsh8
Stratovarius - Chasing Shadows
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGTGeKk5AjM
Stratovarius - Kiss Of Judas
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2uLSvT0ERM
Tsunami Bomb - 20 Going On...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFywX1FjOi8
Cave Story: Eyes of Flame
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y1zAK6Q6AmA
Cave Story: Last Battle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_0pFBWAMvo4&feature=related
The Horrors of Ronald McDonald
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ky84jQn1gP4
Megaman Zero 4 Falling Down Remix
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JS9GqDvaXgo&feature=related
DVDA - Now You're A Man
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HSj-2shbqY&feature=related
The Joy of Painting Bob Ross
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bwz6xYcEyPA&fmt=18
Umineko - issues (parody) - You know BOSCO!?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkii1jtbrbM&feature=BF&list=PLD037D135CB4A4F09&index=22
going to Pacific Media Expo on Saturday in Pasadena....
General | Posted 15 years agoFor any of you in the LA or southern California area, incase you didn't know, there is a bit of a anime convention going on at the Hilton in Pasadena friday-sunday. I will be going on Saturday. Would be cool to meet up with others from here in the area or whatnot.
Other then that, no real news to report, other then my paycheck for October 1-15 was $23 , while the one for the last 2 weeks of October it went up to $48. Some of may may be confuzed as to why it seems so small at all. But, the job I am at, is not so much a hourly wage job, but a Paid by the piece. I wonder what my next paycheck will be like. Maybe it will be a bit higher. ^_^
Needless to say, my paycheck will be going towards a new PSP as my old one I accidently broke when trying to replace to casing of it which had been broken and causing issues with control stuff.
Other then that, no real news to report, other then my paycheck for October 1-15 was $23 , while the one for the last 2 weeks of October it went up to $48. Some of may may be confuzed as to why it seems so small at all. But, the job I am at, is not so much a hourly wage job, but a Paid by the piece. I wonder what my next paycheck will be like. Maybe it will be a bit higher. ^_^
Needless to say, my paycheck will be going towards a new PSP as my old one I accidently broke when trying to replace to casing of it which had been broken and causing issues with control stuff.
Images of Sexy Femmy Teacher Alucard aka "Allie" from 3DCG
General | Posted 15 years agoFrom 3D Custom Girl.
Some of you saw a few images of Alucard in the sexy female teacher attire in the classroom in my thread before. In these, you may notice the cat ears are not red like previous images. That is because in the other images I made with the program, I had to color in the ears myself in MS Paint. And, I did not have the time or energy to color in the 40+ images that are in this pack.
You can download it here:
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=971RFRS0
Hope you enjoy them. And, I hope that you enjoy the title of them. Granted, there may be a duplicate or two, now that I think about it. Oh well, work tiredness probably something to do with it and the potential aspects of potentially bad grammar that may or may not be present in this post. ^_^
Also, what do all of ya think of my new avatar. Is from an image of a Japanese Futanari artist who I enjoy a lot. The artists name.site is "Agent Orange Returns" or something. He does futanari (herms), and various unique things involving say, multiple heads/breasts/cocks, odd transformation like things, all sorts of stuff.
The site of said artist is here:
http://www100.sakura.ne.jp/~discharge/ao_top.html
This image is from some cyclops maid girl. The full image, which is kinda cute and funny is here:
http://www100.sakura.ne.jp/~dischar.....a/tope148.html
My interpritation of the image could be that say, someone sent her an email or perhaps aspects of sorting through her Master's (aka the artists" email clearing away junk mail or something, then she comes across one persons comment that has to do with her, perhaps something really perverted in nature, which makes her rather angry and pissed off, and then, the last panel is her going on a rampage, perhaps on the way to try and take out said offender. XD
There is one character, image that I like a lot and found funny who I now know is named Kerberos. , that I emailed the artist ages ago;
http://www100.sakura.ne.jp/~dischar.....a/18cg224.html
Needless to say, I suspect that I would totally be the guy in the background with the smile and nosebleed. XD
How I wish I knew Japanese, or that perhaps someone would translate the text on the images.
Gallery button = most of the art stuff, pretty much the individual images of various characters and art images.
Gallery2 = various top page images, as well as comics and other things art wise that is not in the other gallery.
Gift is what I assume could be something along the lines of gift art probably recieved. I honestly am not sure how such pages work unfortunatly. Lots of interesting art from other artists on that page.
Enjoy!
Some of you saw a few images of Alucard in the sexy female teacher attire in the classroom in my thread before. In these, you may notice the cat ears are not red like previous images. That is because in the other images I made with the program, I had to color in the ears myself in MS Paint. And, I did not have the time or energy to color in the 40+ images that are in this pack.
You can download it here:
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=971RFRS0
Hope you enjoy them. And, I hope that you enjoy the title of them. Granted, there may be a duplicate or two, now that I think about it. Oh well, work tiredness probably something to do with it and the potential aspects of potentially bad grammar that may or may not be present in this post. ^_^
Also, what do all of ya think of my new avatar. Is from an image of a Japanese Futanari artist who I enjoy a lot. The artists name.site is "Agent Orange Returns" or something. He does futanari (herms), and various unique things involving say, multiple heads/breasts/cocks, odd transformation like things, all sorts of stuff.
The site of said artist is here:
http://www100.sakura.ne.jp/~discharge/ao_top.html
This image is from some cyclops maid girl. The full image, which is kinda cute and funny is here:
http://www100.sakura.ne.jp/~dischar.....a/tope148.html
My interpritation of the image could be that say, someone sent her an email or perhaps aspects of sorting through her Master's (aka the artists" email clearing away junk mail or something, then she comes across one persons comment that has to do with her, perhaps something really perverted in nature, which makes her rather angry and pissed off, and then, the last panel is her going on a rampage, perhaps on the way to try and take out said offender. XD
There is one character, image that I like a lot and found funny who I now know is named Kerberos. , that I emailed the artist ages ago;
http://www100.sakura.ne.jp/~dischar.....a/18cg224.html
Needless to say, I suspect that I would totally be the guy in the background with the smile and nosebleed. XD
How I wish I knew Japanese, or that perhaps someone would translate the text on the images.
Gallery button = most of the art stuff, pretty much the individual images of various characters and art images.
Gallery2 = various top page images, as well as comics and other things art wise that is not in the other gallery.
Gift is what I assume could be something along the lines of gift art probably recieved. I honestly am not sure how such pages work unfortunatly. Lots of interesting art from other artists on that page.
Enjoy!
Thunder, sun and drenching rain, weather WTFness. ^_^
General | Posted 15 years agoWell, I am in Southern California, USA, and it seems where I am at, the sun is out, we are hearing thinder a bunch, and, we are hacving quite a drenching downpour of rain.
Is Mother Nature high or on something to make such a odd mix of weather stuff or what? XD
Is Mother Nature high or on something to make such a odd mix of weather stuff or what? XD
Just got drawn to life for wii.....
General | Posted 15 years agoAnd, I took probably around 3+ hours just drawing the sun, moon, planet thingy and character. The Sun, is a copy of that Angry/Evil Sun from Mario Bros 3.
The moon is just some random evil moon thingy. The planet, I think I made into a type of Kirby with that awesome face, like that meme that seems so popular.
As for the character, I tried making him into something similar to a Megaman Volnutt from Megaman legends. Granted, I rushed on the head as I had less then an hour of staying awake time and thought if I didn't stop, I would have probably worked a couple more hours away. XD
Maybe I'll take pics of it later or something, who knows?
Maybe tommorow I will get to actually play it as well. XD
The moon is just some random evil moon thingy. The planet, I think I made into a type of Kirby with that awesome face, like that meme that seems so popular.
As for the character, I tried making him into something similar to a Megaman Volnutt from Megaman legends. Granted, I rushed on the head as I had less then an hour of staying awake time and thought if I didn't stop, I would have probably worked a couple more hours away. XD
Maybe I'll take pics of it later or something, who knows?
Maybe tommorow I will get to actually play it as well. XD
dream journal 09-02-10
General | Posted 15 years agoPlease ignore any typos in this as the 1st chunk was done while half asleep without my glasses on, so I hope it makes sense.
Also, before I went to sleep, I had taken a 3mg pill of Melatonin, and a pill of 5-htp, I can't remember what the dosage of that one was, but I wonder if the combo of the two of those resulted in aspects of dream stuff which at times is rare for me.
dream journal 446am
dream incuded things such as some form of video game where I think was of a magic & swords and whatnot in theme, another chunk was like where these neighbors lost a couple dogs, I one of the dogs somehow got in our yard, I told the girl who came to wait while I tried getting it to wait, but she tried tossing the leash to the dog she had at/to me then stood there for a moment as the dog sdhe did have ran off. another chuk was aspcets of out gate we have being on the other side being like a park, and my mom seeing a dog similar to a dog we had that died not too long ago, her tryin to dig a hole under the grass of the gate to see if she would come to us.
I know there were also aspects that involved king of the hill characters, but the details seem lost to me, though one chunkmust have been after the findinthe two lost dogs, it must have switched to a kin of the hill like scene but different, where hank hill takes the two dogs over to khan & his family. he thanks hank, saying someething about how he guesses he has to consider him a friend in a somewhat annoyed manner, hank walks outside, and he hears khan say now!. For some reason, before all this, hank had soemthing akin to a bloofdy bubblr of a bruise o the bridge area of his nose and a bb gun shot hits that, causing it to pop ^ you hear Min saying alright being excited, and saying sorry to hank as she is training for someting.
anotyher chunk of the dream was weired as it seemed to involve massive amounts of turkeys that I or others must have been drenching in that butter that can be squeezed out of bottles. It was like having trashcans ful; of them nd we sprayed so much butter all over them, as though to cook them over some fire pit or something. We were visited by someone, who, I do not know, but there must have been something about some punishment, perhaps something about eating pies or something, though I guess it was that, while this other person who was eating them must have gotten horrible gas from eating them, which was supposed to be bad foor us. Needless to say, I think the pies ere good, as I was able to miimise aspects of smeling fart gas. And there were aspects of something akin t like, some show that could be similar to being on a stage that involved tapdancers or something, I remember watching ther feet, being amazed at how fast they could move.
dream journal 09-02-10 830am
I had another mini dream of sorts. I think it involved aspects of waking up in my room & I think that it seemed almost completly intact. I can't remember the full details, but I think it was somehow aspects of like, being some form of Fallout universe type setting, somehow, I had been asleep for a few years which in itself would sem impossible, even though I think to me, it felt like just sleeping a single night. Anywho, I woke up, found that my parents ere nowhere around, confused that none of the animals we had, cats or dogs, not even the cat that normally would be in my room was here or anywhere in the house. I can't fully remember the details, other then the fact that my room seemed perfectly intact despite the rest of the house. I also thing that things in my room still seemed to work a bit despite one would think there not being any power. Anywho, I can't fully remember much, but I think someone from a group called The Brotherhood, suddenly knocked on the front door of the house, perhaps having some device that noticed aspects of electrical devices powering on.
Needless to say, I talked to the person and he mentioned aspects of collecting aspects of technology, kinda like they do in game,. It didn't matter that I think the person was dressed in clothing similar to the noble gentleman outfit from Fable 2, which would be dyed pure white with gold trimming. I talked to him a bit, showing him my room, and how it seemed mch of my stuff was indeed intact, as well as game systems & the like. I think I remember packing up as much as I could in my backpack, and a few other bags I had. Of course, I have LOTS of game related stuff from the old NES, to the most recent stuff currently. I know I packed up my laptop as it was easier as well as most of the game consoles I could fit into various bags. I think I told the guy I had more stuff and someone should return to get it, but, this could also be my brain fabricating things after the dream sequence. Needless to say, I think then I went inside a Brotherhood bunker of sorts that had various forms of technology and they seemed surprised to find that someone like me had all this old stuff that still worked.
I don't remember anything after that.
Also, before I went to sleep, I had taken a 3mg pill of Melatonin, and a pill of 5-htp, I can't remember what the dosage of that one was, but I wonder if the combo of the two of those resulted in aspects of dream stuff which at times is rare for me.
dream journal 446am
dream incuded things such as some form of video game where I think was of a magic & swords and whatnot in theme, another chunk was like where these neighbors lost a couple dogs, I one of the dogs somehow got in our yard, I told the girl who came to wait while I tried getting it to wait, but she tried tossing the leash to the dog she had at/to me then stood there for a moment as the dog sdhe did have ran off. another chuk was aspcets of out gate we have being on the other side being like a park, and my mom seeing a dog similar to a dog we had that died not too long ago, her tryin to dig a hole under the grass of the gate to see if she would come to us.
I know there were also aspects that involved king of the hill characters, but the details seem lost to me, though one chunkmust have been after the findinthe two lost dogs, it must have switched to a kin of the hill like scene but different, where hank hill takes the two dogs over to khan & his family. he thanks hank, saying someething about how he guesses he has to consider him a friend in a somewhat annoyed manner, hank walks outside, and he hears khan say now!. For some reason, before all this, hank had soemthing akin to a bloofdy bubblr of a bruise o the bridge area of his nose and a bb gun shot hits that, causing it to pop ^ you hear Min saying alright being excited, and saying sorry to hank as she is training for someting.
anotyher chunk of the dream was weired as it seemed to involve massive amounts of turkeys that I or others must have been drenching in that butter that can be squeezed out of bottles. It was like having trashcans ful; of them nd we sprayed so much butter all over them, as though to cook them over some fire pit or something. We were visited by someone, who, I do not know, but there must have been something about some punishment, perhaps something about eating pies or something, though I guess it was that, while this other person who was eating them must have gotten horrible gas from eating them, which was supposed to be bad foor us. Needless to say, I think the pies ere good, as I was able to miimise aspects of smeling fart gas. And there were aspects of something akin t like, some show that could be similar to being on a stage that involved tapdancers or something, I remember watching ther feet, being amazed at how fast they could move.
dream journal 09-02-10 830am
I had another mini dream of sorts. I think it involved aspects of waking up in my room & I think that it seemed almost completly intact. I can't remember the full details, but I think it was somehow aspects of like, being some form of Fallout universe type setting, somehow, I had been asleep for a few years which in itself would sem impossible, even though I think to me, it felt like just sleeping a single night. Anywho, I woke up, found that my parents ere nowhere around, confused that none of the animals we had, cats or dogs, not even the cat that normally would be in my room was here or anywhere in the house. I can't fully remember the details, other then the fact that my room seemed perfectly intact despite the rest of the house. I also thing that things in my room still seemed to work a bit despite one would think there not being any power. Anywho, I can't fully remember much, but I think someone from a group called The Brotherhood, suddenly knocked on the front door of the house, perhaps having some device that noticed aspects of electrical devices powering on.
Needless to say, I talked to the person and he mentioned aspects of collecting aspects of technology, kinda like they do in game,. It didn't matter that I think the person was dressed in clothing similar to the noble gentleman outfit from Fable 2, which would be dyed pure white with gold trimming. I talked to him a bit, showing him my room, and how it seemed mch of my stuff was indeed intact, as well as game systems & the like. I think I remember packing up as much as I could in my backpack, and a few other bags I had. Of course, I have LOTS of game related stuff from the old NES, to the most recent stuff currently. I know I packed up my laptop as it was easier as well as most of the game consoles I could fit into various bags. I think I told the guy I had more stuff and someone should return to get it, but, this could also be my brain fabricating things after the dream sequence. Needless to say, I think then I went inside a Brotherhood bunker of sorts that had various forms of technology and they seemed surprised to find that someone like me had all this old stuff that still worked.
I don't remember anything after that.
Been messing around with Audacity.....
General | Posted 15 years agoI may either upload a few of the songs I have altered to sound different be it in my gallery, or in a massive zip/rar file and post the link here. Some are from animes & video games.
Keep an eye out ok
Keep an eye out ok
Dream journal 07-30-10 - Wish I had better dream recall
General | Posted 15 years agoI don't know why, but the last few days, I have had dreams that might have been rather odd. I can't really remember them.
Last night/this morning, I know I had a jumble of dreams. One, I must have been in some sort of dorm room/shared apartment/etc thingy. If I remember correctly, I woke up feeling rather not well. Not like do to being drunk or drug related stuff as I don't do that stuff, but needless to say, I think what happened was that I walked in the restroom, and either, I used the restroom or didn't. Granted, it might be more comical if I had used it, but needless to say, I saw my face in the mirror and was rather horrified by what I saw.
Basically, I think it was like having two massive circular chunks of skin & whatnot removed from my forehead. I can't remember how bad it was, if one hole was to the bone, and the other like, where muscular tissue (Which I would think be minimal due to there not being that much there.) or just a large circular layer of skin "shaved off". Also on the side where it may not have been down to the bone, I think that side of the face was covered in dried blood from that wound. Also, I looked closer at my eyes. One of them I think was like where the colored ring of the eye (I assume that is the iris, as my tired brain can't remember my anatomy lessons from high school) and the black of the eye was massive, like where it almost covered most of the visible aspects of the eye. The other, seemed to be missing the colored part of the eye. As though somehow it was removed due to seeing a super faint circle where it would have been & instead just being the black dot of the eye.
The think is, I don't think I woke up from seeing that, but I can't remember what I did, be it freaking out in the place or what. I could swear I told someone there that I wouldn't be going to classes due to what happened. Maybe I called my parents, but I can't remember.
Another fragment of dream memory I think had me in some medievalish/similar type of setting. I think I was walking in some town and found something that looked like it could have been some form of necklace which seemed to have three orbs on it. Almost as though it was 3 necklasses each with one orb fashioned into one with each orbs seperated with equal space.
I picked it up and put it around my neck, it seeming to not do much, other then me realizing they were orbs that possesed elemental magical abilities.
Needless to say, there semed to be some guy who seemed to be selling these orbs, in a shop.... I think. Maybe he was walking down the street with a lot of others around him, I honestly don't know. Needless to say, I meet with the guy who wishes he could figure out ways to create other elemental types.
I think I told him of a few combos, but I can't remember what I said. I think looking back on the dream, the orbs seemed large enough to fit in your hand with your fingers wrapped around it Maybe I thing of them as being rather large versions of Materia from Final Fantasy 7 or something. Not that that is what I thought when in the dream of course.
I think another chunk involved as though some form of injury to my sternum. The thing is, I have a "bump" on my sternum, which to me feels as though a "Chunk" of it seems to be higher positioned then the rest of the sternum. Sometimes, it feels as though it is a form of crack or something. Needless to say, in the dream, I think what happened was something like, that chunk somehow dislodged itself like pushing farther out of my chest, causing the two halves to push into each other. Needless to say, I can't remember what happened after that. Needless to say, I wonder if I worry a bit much about this odd bump/chunk. I mean, yeah, my dad in his playing around would randomly thump me hard in that same area, so who knows what it could be. @_@
I wish I could remember more of what it was the dreams I had were. Oh well.....
Thanks for reading. ^_^
Last night/this morning, I know I had a jumble of dreams. One, I must have been in some sort of dorm room/shared apartment/etc thingy. If I remember correctly, I woke up feeling rather not well. Not like do to being drunk or drug related stuff as I don't do that stuff, but needless to say, I think what happened was that I walked in the restroom, and either, I used the restroom or didn't. Granted, it might be more comical if I had used it, but needless to say, I saw my face in the mirror and was rather horrified by what I saw.
Basically, I think it was like having two massive circular chunks of skin & whatnot removed from my forehead. I can't remember how bad it was, if one hole was to the bone, and the other like, where muscular tissue (Which I would think be minimal due to there not being that much there.) or just a large circular layer of skin "shaved off". Also on the side where it may not have been down to the bone, I think that side of the face was covered in dried blood from that wound. Also, I looked closer at my eyes. One of them I think was like where the colored ring of the eye (I assume that is the iris, as my tired brain can't remember my anatomy lessons from high school) and the black of the eye was massive, like where it almost covered most of the visible aspects of the eye. The other, seemed to be missing the colored part of the eye. As though somehow it was removed due to seeing a super faint circle where it would have been & instead just being the black dot of the eye.
The think is, I don't think I woke up from seeing that, but I can't remember what I did, be it freaking out in the place or what. I could swear I told someone there that I wouldn't be going to classes due to what happened. Maybe I called my parents, but I can't remember.
Another fragment of dream memory I think had me in some medievalish/similar type of setting. I think I was walking in some town and found something that looked like it could have been some form of necklace which seemed to have three orbs on it. Almost as though it was 3 necklasses each with one orb fashioned into one with each orbs seperated with equal space.
I picked it up and put it around my neck, it seeming to not do much, other then me realizing they were orbs that possesed elemental magical abilities.
Needless to say, there semed to be some guy who seemed to be selling these orbs, in a shop.... I think. Maybe he was walking down the street with a lot of others around him, I honestly don't know. Needless to say, I meet with the guy who wishes he could figure out ways to create other elemental types.
I think I told him of a few combos, but I can't remember what I said. I think looking back on the dream, the orbs seemed large enough to fit in your hand with your fingers wrapped around it Maybe I thing of them as being rather large versions of Materia from Final Fantasy 7 or something. Not that that is what I thought when in the dream of course.
I think another chunk involved as though some form of injury to my sternum. The thing is, I have a "bump" on my sternum, which to me feels as though a "Chunk" of it seems to be higher positioned then the rest of the sternum. Sometimes, it feels as though it is a form of crack or something. Needless to say, in the dream, I think what happened was something like, that chunk somehow dislodged itself like pushing farther out of my chest, causing the two halves to push into each other. Needless to say, I can't remember what happened after that. Needless to say, I wonder if I worry a bit much about this odd bump/chunk. I mean, yeah, my dad in his playing around would randomly thump me hard in that same area, so who knows what it could be. @_@
I wish I could remember more of what it was the dreams I had were. Oh well.....
Thanks for reading. ^_^
Link to nudie me pics, new avatar + Muushi.net troubles...
General | Posted 15 years agoDon't ask me why I am doing this, as I do not really know. But, anywho, let me know what you guys think of me in all my uncensored.....glory or something. ^_^;
The link to the thread I made on 7chan is here:
https://7chan.org/men/res/67469.html
Also, feel free to put coments in here instead of on 7chan ok? ^_^
Also, if anyone wants my Yahoo IM, all they need to do is ask in a PM. ^o~
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Also, I just changed my avatar. I love how suggestively Schrodinger is allowing the gun to enter his mouth. XD Makes me wonder if he is imagining it as "something else" XD
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I am having trouble with aspects of getting a confirmation e-mail sent to my email from Muushi.net
Is anyone else on here, or say a mod or something that can message or send a message for me letting them know that nothing I do, I do not get their activation email even after numerous requests for it to be sent? And, it is not in the spam or any other folder. It is as if I click send and then nothing, like I may as well not have bothered or whatnot, you know?
Anywho, if you can help in this regard, send me a PM & I'll give youmy email to tell someone in charge there and see if they can assist me as there is no way to "Contact a board administrator if you keep having problems" @_@
The link to the thread I made on 7chan is here:
https://7chan.org/men/res/67469.html
Also, feel free to put coments in here instead of on 7chan ok? ^_^
Also, if anyone wants my Yahoo IM, all they need to do is ask in a PM. ^o~
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Also, I just changed my avatar. I love how suggestively Schrodinger is allowing the gun to enter his mouth. XD Makes me wonder if he is imagining it as "something else" XD
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I am having trouble with aspects of getting a confirmation e-mail sent to my email from Muushi.net
Is anyone else on here, or say a mod or something that can message or send a message for me letting them know that nothing I do, I do not get their activation email even after numerous requests for it to be sent? And, it is not in the spam or any other folder. It is as if I click send and then nothing, like I may as well not have bothered or whatnot, you know?
Anywho, if you can help in this regard, send me a PM & I'll give youmy email to tell someone in charge there and see if they can assist me as there is no way to "Contact a board administrator if you keep having problems" @_@
Anime Expo 2K10 report (end of day 2)
General | Posted 15 years agoBack at friends house now. Still doing good despite feeling what I am assuming is sunburn,
Having fun, bought some stuff. A couple dual sided body pillow cases, though I think those were more a "end of the day impulse buy" As was the dual sided wallscroll at the MangaGamers.com Booth.
It seems though that they forgot to give me a few items they said they were supposed to, which means me bringing the stuff back from friends house & carrying it all day. Oh well.
The cases & wallscroll are dual sided, one with a "teaser" image, say barely a nippl showing or a flash of panties or whatnot, then other side = like, nude or lots more visible stuff.
For those, it was $80 I believe.
Today, I found 4 Adult Manga by an artist I enjoy who goes by the name of The Amanoja9. Mainly does Newhalf/Shemale related stuff. The art and how it is drawn = Causing Mental/Nether regions/pants explosions of some sort. To me anywho. Those were total of around $55 or so.
I got this one Art thingy for around $60 as well as three adult Manga publications, two who have another artist whose art is freaking awesome as he does Video Game/Anime/Adult Anime/Hentai related art by the name of Satoshi Urushihara.
I fell in love with his style and coloring and whatnot long before I knew he did adult related stuff. The two that have the cover of his stuff are from something called Comic Tenma, which I am unsure if it is still being published (I believe so as I got Issue #1, which was a X-Mas special. I also got one I believe is called Comic Rin. Unsure what it is about but looked interesting. I assume those three were around $10 each.
I picked up a few Growlanser Figures for dirt cheap ($2 each) It was the last 3 & it is those "you don't know what you'll get untill you open it, even if it may be a duplicate.". UNfortunatly, this place decided to do it where you have no idea what you get. Other places who sell similar things mark what is inside as many times with those, sometimes people may not buy unless they know which they;ll get (but also makes money I guess.)
I also bought a couple poster/art related things also. One has what looks to be a Zombie Aeris/Aerith (thanks to Umbrella Corporation Item) attacking a surprised Cloud.
The other isof a game called Katawa Shoujo. Apparently, one of the artists of this Visual Novel was there. It involves a cutout image of this one character who is named Hanako Ikezawa who was disfigured in a fire which killed her father. The image is a cutout of her looking scared at what appears to be a cupcake with a big wide/fat candle on it.
You can find info about the characters/game (and download the current version (No adult stuff so yay for story related goodness) here:
http://katawa-shoujo.com/
A friend of mine was asked by Aksys (The company behind Guilty Gear, Blazblue & other games) to show off some game of sorts he has been making. I guess they are going to demo/see it sometime Tommorow morning (saturday morning). Perhaps before or after their panel thingy.
I will also be going to the Hobby Japan Panel around 230pm.
Also, it seems there are a lot of others of the fur Community there this time. There were three dressed up in what I would call "Fuzzy Dragon" outfits which were cool.
Near the end before I left, I was talking to this one guy dressed in a bright red+orange outfit, that seemed to be head/arms/legs/tail + some sort of vest. He said that around Noon/12pm, there will be a meetup at the West hall plaza area.
So, if any of you are reading this, Look for the guy with the Nametag of Willy. (OMG revealing my name. XD)
Last thingy, I will probably (If I am lucky) will be working this one Anime booth I think close to the leftmost side for around 3 hours. It will also mean as though working a job, so I will get $30 in credit for the store. ^_^
I caught a shirt that Bandai was tossing out to a crowd before it ended. Alas, it was Large or Medium. I am thinking of Selling it at around $15-$20. Then, I found a bag that no one was around, when me & my friend sat down. In it was a Medium/Large (cant remember) shirt that had the words "Glomp Me" on it.I may sell it for the same amount up above. (maybe for those even as low as $10-$15)
That is all for now I think. ^_^
My cell Numer, which will be written in word format is:
(Six Two Six) Six One Four - Six Six Six Five
Feel free to give me a call during the day or something ok? ^_^
Having fun, bought some stuff. A couple dual sided body pillow cases, though I think those were more a "end of the day impulse buy" As was the dual sided wallscroll at the MangaGamers.com Booth.
It seems though that they forgot to give me a few items they said they were supposed to, which means me bringing the stuff back from friends house & carrying it all day. Oh well.
The cases & wallscroll are dual sided, one with a "teaser" image, say barely a nippl showing or a flash of panties or whatnot, then other side = like, nude or lots more visible stuff.
For those, it was $80 I believe.
Today, I found 4 Adult Manga by an artist I enjoy who goes by the name of The Amanoja9. Mainly does Newhalf/Shemale related stuff. The art and how it is drawn = Causing Mental/Nether regions/pants explosions of some sort. To me anywho. Those were total of around $55 or so.
I got this one Art thingy for around $60 as well as three adult Manga publications, two who have another artist whose art is freaking awesome as he does Video Game/Anime/Adult Anime/Hentai related art by the name of Satoshi Urushihara.
I fell in love with his style and coloring and whatnot long before I knew he did adult related stuff. The two that have the cover of his stuff are from something called Comic Tenma, which I am unsure if it is still being published (I believe so as I got Issue #1, which was a X-Mas special. I also got one I believe is called Comic Rin. Unsure what it is about but looked interesting. I assume those three were around $10 each.
I picked up a few Growlanser Figures for dirt cheap ($2 each) It was the last 3 & it is those "you don't know what you'll get untill you open it, even if it may be a duplicate.". UNfortunatly, this place decided to do it where you have no idea what you get. Other places who sell similar things mark what is inside as many times with those, sometimes people may not buy unless they know which they;ll get (but also makes money I guess.)
I also bought a couple poster/art related things also. One has what looks to be a Zombie Aeris/Aerith (thanks to Umbrella Corporation Item) attacking a surprised Cloud.
The other isof a game called Katawa Shoujo. Apparently, one of the artists of this Visual Novel was there. It involves a cutout image of this one character who is named Hanako Ikezawa who was disfigured in a fire which killed her father. The image is a cutout of her looking scared at what appears to be a cupcake with a big wide/fat candle on it.
You can find info about the characters/game (and download the current version (No adult stuff so yay for story related goodness) here:
http://katawa-shoujo.com/
A friend of mine was asked by Aksys (The company behind Guilty Gear, Blazblue & other games) to show off some game of sorts he has been making. I guess they are going to demo/see it sometime Tommorow morning (saturday morning). Perhaps before or after their panel thingy.
I will also be going to the Hobby Japan Panel around 230pm.
Also, it seems there are a lot of others of the fur Community there this time. There were three dressed up in what I would call "Fuzzy Dragon" outfits which were cool.
Near the end before I left, I was talking to this one guy dressed in a bright red+orange outfit, that seemed to be head/arms/legs/tail + some sort of vest. He said that around Noon/12pm, there will be a meetup at the West hall plaza area.
So, if any of you are reading this, Look for the guy with the Nametag of Willy. (OMG revealing my name. XD)
Last thingy, I will probably (If I am lucky) will be working this one Anime booth I think close to the leftmost side for around 3 hours. It will also mean as though working a job, so I will get $30 in credit for the store. ^_^
I caught a shirt that Bandai was tossing out to a crowd before it ended. Alas, it was Large or Medium. I am thinking of Selling it at around $15-$20. Then, I found a bag that no one was around, when me & my friend sat down. In it was a Medium/Large (cant remember) shirt that had the words "Glomp Me" on it.I may sell it for the same amount up above. (maybe for those even as low as $10-$15)
That is all for now I think. ^_^
My cell Numer, which will be written in word format is:
(Six Two Six) Six One Four - Six Six Six Five
Feel free to give me a call during the day or something ok? ^_^
Off to Anime Expo in a few hours...
General | Posted 15 years agoJust a heads up to you all.
If you are going and feel like hanging out, let me know. I know I gave a few of you my cell#, but feel free to ask for it if you are going or there or something ok? ^_^ I will take my laptop so I can check from time to time if anyone has messaged me or not. ^_^
If you are going and feel like hanging out, let me know. I know I gave a few of you my cell#, but feel free to ask for it if you are going or there or something ok? ^_^ I will take my laptop so I can check from time to time if anyone has messaged me or not. ^_^
The shaving of an intimate area + Anime Expo 2K10....
General | Posted 15 years agoI am sure some of you are going what the f*ck at the title of this. Well, for whatever reason, this morning, after shaving my face, I thought "Hey, why dont I give shaving my area below the belt a try to see what it feels like." Granted, I luckily didn't "nick" any part of myself which is always good. Granted, I still feel a tad bit of "stubble" probably due to me being one that doesn't use lotion of any sort when shaving, just normal water. XD
BUt I am amazed at how f*cking soft and smooth the area is. Needless to say, the "Jungle" I had downstairs had been completly obliterated. XD
So, yeah..... Some of you probably know I am one that... shall we say "Shows off" on webcam. So, if you are one that does watch me and notices the change, this is kinda like a warning of sorts.
And for those of ya who may be interested in seeing me, I usually "Show off" on Yahoo only. PM me if interested and if I have the chance, then I will show off, ok? No need to be shy. ^o~
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Also, Just another asking of who may be going to Anime Expo in Los Angeles this year. I know a few of ya are going. Just trying to see who else is to see if there can be a type of mini get together/group wandering around thing to happen maybe. ^_^
Anywho, that is all I suppose. ^_^
BUt I am amazed at how f*cking soft and smooth the area is. Needless to say, the "Jungle" I had downstairs had been completly obliterated. XD
So, yeah..... Some of you probably know I am one that... shall we say "Shows off" on webcam. So, if you are one that does watch me and notices the change, this is kinda like a warning of sorts.
And for those of ya who may be interested in seeing me, I usually "Show off" on Yahoo only. PM me if interested and if I have the chance, then I will show off, ok? No need to be shy. ^o~
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Also, Just another asking of who may be going to Anime Expo in Los Angeles this year. I know a few of ya are going. Just trying to see who else is to see if there can be a type of mini get together/group wandering around thing to happen maybe. ^_^
Anywho, that is all I suppose. ^_^
Dream Journal 06-18-10 - 8:30am + Who's Going to AX 2010
General | Posted 15 years agodream journal 06-18-10 - 8:30am (Please excuse typos, typed when eyes only half open)
dream seemed to involve aspects of friends house, or friends dads house with him and his dad. Stuff about walking around late at night, can't remember.
Some form of aspects of shopping, finding things like a big jar of nuts that were supposed to be some hot flavored nuts that seemed coated in what appeared to be dried buffalo sauce plus other spices. Finding other things that would cotain alcohol that I do not believe made snese.
Other aspects I think involved some form of weird zombie thingy with some or a few said zombie or whatevers being intelligent or something. I think in a super market or something. Apparently, it must have also had a large form of pizza place as I remember something about how Soliders or whatever who must have had dogs aid them, were given pizza cooked from this place once it was deemed "safe" or something, and how stuff got really weird with the dogs, so the whole place had to be demolished.
Other aspects involved a form of weird megaman related type thingy where he must have been able to get seriously sick, where I remember aspects of telling some other persons (in a present day setting) how to use a backup disk as it can restore memories and whatnot to that point and how they would need to help him remeber other stuff.
Aspects of I think walking around some store, watching this one guy mixing a large fat of chocllate cake mix with vanilla. Later, at same bakery, how some guy/customer put something inside some sort of thing that must have been for cooking soething and they looked somewhat bread like in nature. Can't remember why it was bad that he put those in.
Needless to say, the scene I think switched as though me eating with a bunch of friend, people that I do not know in real life. And we are eating at the apparent bakery/deli or something. We are eating and I think I or we ate, thinking that this crunchy sensation we felt in our food was something like small chunks of nuts in bread or something. But then, I manage to fish out a large sliver of something and it had the texture similar to surgical tape you can buy instores, but was paper thin, and really hard, I fdon't remember what we called it, did we think it something like silicon or something else, I can't remember. Needless to say, we found more and then was when I think stomach aspects happened.
Thesecond to last last sequence, I can't remember, but I think the megaman stuff happened after the food/deli/bakery aspect as I remember it being as though being in some odd non existing stage perhaps which can be described as partially using Flame Stag related things where I have this dash ability similar to the Speed booster from Super Metroiud. I remeber it seeming that I was almost completly invulnerable as I remember entering dashing through a wall of rock into some corridor that seemed to have spikes or no floor, and some massive wind of sorts kept repelling me, yet I could keep dashing against it making some headway, At the end, I think I got some form of sub tank that instead of sayined the letter E, I think it was S or something.
The last sequence I can barely remember due to waking up but was the most interesting. I can't fully remember the details, but I think it must have been aspects of being friend with some sort of asian family somewhere, how me and some other friend (Again, someone unknown in real life) were freinds with two of said family, as well as the father of these two wqho were brother and sister. I think they must have had some form of loss or witnessed something as I remember that somehow, I found myself on the second story, perhaps due to the architecture of the house, it had outside stiars and a doorway that could lead to the bedroom area. I know that once I unlocked the door (Means unknown, be it somehow lockpicking it, or having a kay, I do not know)
I do know that it seemed in the room I was in, was just the bedroom. It appeared as though the father and son (around a teen age/late teen, probably 19-20s or so, must have been at a the computer all night, perhaps crying and upset about something as they were fast asleep at the desk. I wish I could remember the faces of them, but can't.
I think then, the friend came to me and saw them and knew why they had failed to show up to said meeting of asking questions to them. I believe then he left, I stayed for reasons I can't remember.
I think a bit later, as I sat on the bed, looking at the two, upset for whatever loss they had endured, the dad woke up, perhaps starled by seeing me sitting on the bed watching the two of them. Can't remember what else happened.
I think I also somehow at some point, I was in the sister's room, who must have been my guess, something around16-18, I honestly can't say as my ability to guage age is not good. Maybe she was younger, who knows? For one reason or another she seemed really upset, something about having to transfer to some other school far away which meant she would not be able to see me or hang out with me and other friends. The lst bit I remember before I woke up involved her handing me something of a pamphlet of sorts, or group of papers. I looked at it and had lots of odd info, I think stuff involving how it appeared that somehow we knew each other way back from say, 1st/2nd grade, depite that I think I was perhaps about the same age as me, which makes the aspects of being the same grades odd. Talked about aspects of various interactions we had, which I can't remember anything it said on it unfortunatly, as I know it was interesting stuff, even if some words I think don't exist in the english language seeming a fusion of other things.
The last think I remember seeing was something like some odd image perhaps similar or semi similar in style to one of those Prescious Memories cards/things one may see in older store thignies. I think the image had what appeared to be two kids of sorts,.... man I can;t remember what the image was like, other then I think something of just the two together, how the two were positioned, I do not know. I think it must have had other words or things near it or on lines that pointed to other parts of the image. I think she was upset how she wouldn't be able to hang out with me anymore as she really enjoyed my company or something. I can;t remember what her answer was when I asked her what these papers were.
Sorry I can only remember fragments of the dream, as it was a really long and good one, especially considering I haven;t had any in quite a long time. >_<
I wonder if my tweaking my neck or upsetting said injury which takes place at the base of my skull, and thus causing left arm numbness and tingliness + right thumb numb/tingliness yesterday, had anything to do with it? Right now, I STILL feel aspects of a few "Needles jabbed into skin" sensation. Oh well. Sorry this may not be a real good read to you all. >_<
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Just curious as to who is going to Anime Expo 2010 in the Los Angeles Convention/Staples Center this year. I haven't been to the con in a couple years myself.
Curious as to what others are doing, be it having hotel room, staying with friends at their house or other things. Who knows, maybe we can try a bit of a hang out/get together for a bit or something. I believe I shall be going on days 1-3. Unsure of day 4 though.
Feel free to let me know what is going on. Maybe we can exchange cell #s via PM to try meeting up or something.
dream seemed to involve aspects of friends house, or friends dads house with him and his dad. Stuff about walking around late at night, can't remember.
Some form of aspects of shopping, finding things like a big jar of nuts that were supposed to be some hot flavored nuts that seemed coated in what appeared to be dried buffalo sauce plus other spices. Finding other things that would cotain alcohol that I do not believe made snese.
Other aspects I think involved some form of weird zombie thingy with some or a few said zombie or whatevers being intelligent or something. I think in a super market or something. Apparently, it must have also had a large form of pizza place as I remember something about how Soliders or whatever who must have had dogs aid them, were given pizza cooked from this place once it was deemed "safe" or something, and how stuff got really weird with the dogs, so the whole place had to be demolished.
Other aspects involved a form of weird megaman related type thingy where he must have been able to get seriously sick, where I remember aspects of telling some other persons (in a present day setting) how to use a backup disk as it can restore memories and whatnot to that point and how they would need to help him remeber other stuff.
Aspects of I think walking around some store, watching this one guy mixing a large fat of chocllate cake mix with vanilla. Later, at same bakery, how some guy/customer put something inside some sort of thing that must have been for cooking soething and they looked somewhat bread like in nature. Can't remember why it was bad that he put those in.
Needless to say, the scene I think switched as though me eating with a bunch of friend, people that I do not know in real life. And we are eating at the apparent bakery/deli or something. We are eating and I think I or we ate, thinking that this crunchy sensation we felt in our food was something like small chunks of nuts in bread or something. But then, I manage to fish out a large sliver of something and it had the texture similar to surgical tape you can buy instores, but was paper thin, and really hard, I fdon't remember what we called it, did we think it something like silicon or something else, I can't remember. Needless to say, we found more and then was when I think stomach aspects happened.
Thesecond to last last sequence, I can't remember, but I think the megaman stuff happened after the food/deli/bakery aspect as I remember it being as though being in some odd non existing stage perhaps which can be described as partially using Flame Stag related things where I have this dash ability similar to the Speed booster from Super Metroiud. I remeber it seeming that I was almost completly invulnerable as I remember entering dashing through a wall of rock into some corridor that seemed to have spikes or no floor, and some massive wind of sorts kept repelling me, yet I could keep dashing against it making some headway, At the end, I think I got some form of sub tank that instead of sayined the letter E, I think it was S or something.
The last sequence I can barely remember due to waking up but was the most interesting. I can't fully remember the details, but I think it must have been aspects of being friend with some sort of asian family somewhere, how me and some other friend (Again, someone unknown in real life) were freinds with two of said family, as well as the father of these two wqho were brother and sister. I think they must have had some form of loss or witnessed something as I remember that somehow, I found myself on the second story, perhaps due to the architecture of the house, it had outside stiars and a doorway that could lead to the bedroom area. I know that once I unlocked the door (Means unknown, be it somehow lockpicking it, or having a kay, I do not know)
I do know that it seemed in the room I was in, was just the bedroom. It appeared as though the father and son (around a teen age/late teen, probably 19-20s or so, must have been at a the computer all night, perhaps crying and upset about something as they were fast asleep at the desk. I wish I could remember the faces of them, but can't.
I think then, the friend came to me and saw them and knew why they had failed to show up to said meeting of asking questions to them. I believe then he left, I stayed for reasons I can't remember.
I think a bit later, as I sat on the bed, looking at the two, upset for whatever loss they had endured, the dad woke up, perhaps starled by seeing me sitting on the bed watching the two of them. Can't remember what else happened.
I think I also somehow at some point, I was in the sister's room, who must have been my guess, something around16-18, I honestly can't say as my ability to guage age is not good. Maybe she was younger, who knows? For one reason or another she seemed really upset, something about having to transfer to some other school far away which meant she would not be able to see me or hang out with me and other friends. The lst bit I remember before I woke up involved her handing me something of a pamphlet of sorts, or group of papers. I looked at it and had lots of odd info, I think stuff involving how it appeared that somehow we knew each other way back from say, 1st/2nd grade, depite that I think I was perhaps about the same age as me, which makes the aspects of being the same grades odd. Talked about aspects of various interactions we had, which I can't remember anything it said on it unfortunatly, as I know it was interesting stuff, even if some words I think don't exist in the english language seeming a fusion of other things.
The last think I remember seeing was something like some odd image perhaps similar or semi similar in style to one of those Prescious Memories cards/things one may see in older store thignies. I think the image had what appeared to be two kids of sorts,.... man I can;t remember what the image was like, other then I think something of just the two together, how the two were positioned, I do not know. I think it must have had other words or things near it or on lines that pointed to other parts of the image. I think she was upset how she wouldn't be able to hang out with me anymore as she really enjoyed my company or something. I can;t remember what her answer was when I asked her what these papers were.
Sorry I can only remember fragments of the dream, as it was a really long and good one, especially considering I haven;t had any in quite a long time. >_<
I wonder if my tweaking my neck or upsetting said injury which takes place at the base of my skull, and thus causing left arm numbness and tingliness + right thumb numb/tingliness yesterday, had anything to do with it? Right now, I STILL feel aspects of a few "Needles jabbed into skin" sensation. Oh well. Sorry this may not be a real good read to you all. >_<
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Just curious as to who is going to Anime Expo 2010 in the Los Angeles Convention/Staples Center this year. I haven't been to the con in a couple years myself.
Curious as to what others are doing, be it having hotel room, staying with friends at their house or other things. Who knows, maybe we can try a bit of a hang out/get together for a bit or something. I believe I shall be going on days 1-3. Unsure of day 4 though.
Feel free to let me know what is going on. Maybe we can exchange cell #s via PM to try meeting up or something.
Who is going to Anime Expo 2010 in Los Angeles?
General | Posted 15 years agoJust curious as to who is going to Anime Expo 2010 in the Los Angeles Convention/Staples Center this year. I haven't been to the con in a couple years myself.
Curious as to what others are doing, be it having hotel room, staying with friends at their house or other things. Who knows, maybe we can try a bit of a hang out/get together for a bit or something. I believe I shall be going on days 1-3. Unsure of day 4 though.
Feel free to let me know what is going on. Maybe we can exchange cell #s via PM to try meeting up or something.
Curious as to what others are doing, be it having hotel room, staying with friends at their house or other things. Who knows, maybe we can try a bit of a hang out/get together for a bit or something. I believe I shall be going on days 1-3. Unsure of day 4 though.
Feel free to let me know what is going on. Maybe we can exchange cell #s via PM to try meeting up or something.
Interesting things I found online...
General | Posted 15 years agoCan't remember where I found these, though may have been due to using TOR, surfing random sites. I think this stuff was suppsoed to be "Top Secret" but makes me laugh and sounds interesting. Anywho, gonna paste these for all of you to read and comment on. ^_^
Many seem to sound like a massive bunch of BS, but who knows, maybe others will find them interesting.
The titles of all here are as follows. If you would rather not read through the wall of text, I can e-mail them to ya if interested.
AIDS_Story.txt
DrugTricks.txt
Galactic_Politics.txt
Gate_Systems.txt
Immortals.txt
Misc_Factoids.txt
Out_of_Line_Sattelites.txt
SuperClassified.txt
SuperDrugs.txt
TK.txt
United_States_Mob.txt
World_History.txt
Unknown_Reasearch_Projects
Unknown_Reasearch_Projects_2
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AIDS_Story.txt
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The real AIDS story
AIDS is a bioweapon that was accidentally released from USAMRIID in 1968. It
was designed to kill sociopaths and drug users in general, and anyone who
was "unhygenic" (their term). There were only five people inside USAMRIID
who were involved, and they were all members of a radical christian
fundamentalist faction. All of them were completely insane from having been
severely abused by their sociopathic parents. They used out-of-line
omniscience technology, along with advanced (for the time anyway) DNA
synthesizers, to create an "immune system caltrop" that would mutate forever
and never be catchable by the immune system. If you look at the micrographs
of the AIDS virus, you will see over a hundred "feet", sticking out at
various angles. These feet are where the "mutation pool" exists. NO CURE
WAS CREATED AT THE TIME. The knowledge of this was supressed to contain
within USAMRIID with mind-control machinery until 1984, when Ronald Reagan
discovered it. THE WHOLE GOVERNMENT HAS CONTINUED TO SUPPRESS IT SINCE
THEN.
There is an existing AIDS cure - just take protease inhibitors for 7-8 years
and you will come up clean. Protease inhibitors wash the virus from the
bloodstream into the cells, and your body recycles all cells every seven
years or so. This is called a "lock-flusher". No one knows about this,
because A) no one gets re-tested, and B) protease inhibitor drugs haven't
been on the market that long. Another conclusion is that people should NOT
take antiretroviral drugs - they really screw your body up and don't add
much the the effect of the protease inhibitors.
NEW: More AIDS-related factoids that I missed (sorry, I know this document
is really important):
* You can have a clean kid on protease inhibitors, after only three weeks or so.
* You are not communicable on protease inhibitors.
* All you need to take is one type of protease inhibitor, usually the cheapest.
This works because all protease inhibitors do the same exact thing - inhibit the
action of the protease enzyme.
* If you can't (or won't (?!?)) take AIDS meds, you can just take echinacea every
day to fully repair your immune system or keep it "topped up".
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DrugTricks.txt (Yay! Let's all fuck outselves up with drugs combos)
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Cocaine:
Cocaine makes you smarter, by driving dopaminergic neuronal growth in the
forebrain. Cocaine is therefore good dopaminergic programmer. If you do one
line per week and then program through the following week, you will see both
the programming and your IQ climb. To program, simply wish for what you want.
Cocaine and Ritalin:
Provides a more "expansive" dopaminergic high than either drug alone.
Crack:
Crack's affect on dopaminergic neurons is different from that of cocaine.
Crack should be smoked throughout the day for two weeks on, two months off.
The two weeks on produces a "crack bubble" which whips your forebrain into
shape. If you've never done coke or crack before, do three bubbles and watch
your IQ and "snappiness" climb. The crack bubbles (usually three of them in
sequence) are commonly used to make your brain "snap to" after a procedure
which disarranges the brain:
* The LSD wash
* A long amphetamine habit
* Chronic alcoholism
* Histrionic personality disorder
* As part of the crackstacy trick
This is a different type of IQ boost than the one given by coke and ecstacy
or speedballs (see below) - it "supertunes" a paranoid IQ into you. Unlike a
normal "snapped paranoid", this IQ boost does not hurt. It even fixes the
pain of a preexisting snapped paranoid!
Crack and heroin:
If you do crack bubbles while you are on heroin, the bubbles will each be
"stretched", roughly doubling the amount of IQ boost given by each one. There
is essentially no top limit to the IQ boost factor given by this trick, but
after about 16 waves (varies a lot), the trick will "snap" and you won't be
able to stretch it any more. To get around this, do two normal crack bubbles
after the snap, wait a month or so and then start crack-and-heroin again.
Cocaine and ecstacy:
Coke and ecstacy raises your IQ, to a maximum of about 250. Mix equal parts
cocaine and ecstacy and do lines every four hours, all day on the weekends for
six months on / three months off / six months on. If you screw up and do this
during the week as well, you will give yourself so much brain damage that your
brain will never recover. The idea is to damage your brain a bit and then let
it recover - the coke makes your forebrain grow and the ecstacy makes your
midbrain grow. Since midbrain (limbic) neurons drive programming in the
forebrain, this makes a programming drive-through occur which raises the IQ
during the "recovery" period.
Crack and ecstacy:
Yes, this is a different trick from coke and ecstacy. It raises your IQ even
more, to the point that many people refuse to do this trick (as opposed to the
coke and ecstacy trick) because the effects are so disorienting and quick to
take hold. To do this trick, smoke a mixture of equal parts crack and ecstacy
("crackstacy") all day on the weekends. Do three months on / three crack
bubbles / six weeks off / three months on / three more crack bubbles. This
should give you an effective IQ of about 500.
Ecstacy:
Ecstacy is useful for raising the IQ, social programming and curing secondary
personality disorders. Curing secondary personality disorders and raising the
IQ is best done by simply taking one hit of ecstacy each weekend until one
feels "better". Ecstacy programming is a complex subject which will not be
covered in this document.
Ecstacy and PCP:
This is called "peace pill". It is useful for those who vomit from repressed
memories on ecstacy - the PCP disarranges the mind so much that the memories
are rendered non-traumatic. One puff of PCP for every three puffs of ecstacy
is the common dosing ratio when smoking, or the equivalent proportions mixed
together and placed into a gelatin capsule and taken orally.
Ecstacy and LSD:
Gives a creative train-in. Do it whenever you can, and watch your
personality and intellect expand in... ununsual directions. Usually the
effect is quite positive.
Ecstacy, LSD and (lots of) marijuana:
This one is a hyper-creative trainer. Do it on the weekends for six months.
People report feeling so creative that they cannot concentrate too long on any
one thing because everything is way too interesting, so three crack bubbles
are commonly done after this trick.
LSD:
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LSD is used to scrub the brain clean of programming. Typically, one hit a
day is done for a month, two months in extreme cases. This trick removes:
* A narcissistic set (just the programming, not the personality)
* Obsessive-compulsive disorder
* Psychor programming (extreme propaganda or brainwashing)
* An alcoholic sludge-set (see alcohol programming below)
* Heroin programming
* Barbiturates programming
* Pain/torture programming (you REALLY don't want to know)
* Histrionic sepsis (fibromyalgia)
* Most drug tricks which program (i.e. almost all of them)
This trick is pretty harsh on your brain, so almost always a set of three
crack bubbles is done after the month is up to whip your brain into shape.
PCP and cocaine:
Yet another good super-trainer. Some people like it because the dyssocial
aspect of the PCP removes the social aspect of the training. People feel
"driven" because of this training.
PCP, cocaine and ecstacy:
This is a emotional trainer-core. It makes you very strong emotionally, much
smarter, and very driven. Do an equal mixture whenever you feel like it.
Heroin:
Heroin is useful for two main things: programming your nervous system in
general and programming other drug effects into your nervous system. Heroin
programming is a very complex subject which will not be covered in this
document. The combinations are described below.
Heroin and cocaine:
The classic speedball, usually done by overlaying a few lines on top of the
heroin shot (or doing puff-for-puff). Trains the cocaine high into you
permanently, or until you do an LSD wash. Makes you much smarter.
Heroin and amphetamines:
Programs a "flat-out run" into your nervous system. Good for increasing drive
by itself. Also useful for "seizing" your nervous system, thereby decreasing
the necessary time of an LSD wash to remove various things from your nervous
programming section. To seize properly, do one line every two weeks for two
months.
Heroin, amphetamines and cocaine:
Programs a drive-core into you - the amphetamines and cocaine interact to
produce a creative, flowing train.
Heroin and ecstacy:
Basically, this is "super-ecstacy". When done together, the programming
actions of these two drugs reinforce each other to create a "super-bond".
If two people do this trick in a relationship, neither of them will even look
at anyone else for the rest of their lives, unless they deprogram with LSD.
This is also a commonly-used method of cleaning up junkies - do heroin and
ecstacy instead of heroin for six months, and then you will be able to stop
doing heroin much more easily. This is called "stepping off the ladder".
Heroin and MDA:
This is called a "super soaker". It is a technique for taking in
environmental influences and programming them directly into your nervous
system. Heroin and ecstacy (MDMA) also does this, but not nearly to the
extent that heroin and MDA does. The theory behind soaker programming is
covered in another document.
Heroin and hallucinogens and cocaine:
One can program the visual hallucinations of any hallucinogen into the
nervous system permanently using heroin. Typically, one percieves this as an
"external imagination" - you train yourself to actually see what appears in
the visual centers of your brain. The best combination is one 18-hour AMT
(alpha-methyl-tryptamine) trip overlaid with three heroin shots, or one shot
every six hours overlaid with five lines of cocaine. LSD is also commonly
used, overlaid with two shots of heroin, but LSD is not a "pure" hallucinogen
and thus is considered less useful than AMT because all of the side effects of
LSD also get programmed in....
Heroin and nitrous oxide:
This trick allows you to program your spine. Spinal resonance programming is
covered in another document.
Heroin and 4-methylaminorex:
Use heroin and 4-methylaminorex, mixed together in equal parts, to remove the
need for sleep. Smoke a few puffs every few hours as often as you can, and
after about three days or so you will notice no need for sleep, even if you
stop smoking. After about a week of smoking, you are as programmed as you
will get and the sleeplessness should then last for about six months. None
of this sleeplessness is harmful.
Heroin, 4-methylaminorex and cocaine:
This trick permanently turns off your need for sleep. Mix together equal
parts of all three drugs and do a line once a day for a month, than once a
week for a month, then once a month for a year, and you'll never sleep for the
rest of your life (or until you do a two-month LSD wash). Pop some ritalin or
do a line of cocaine every few months or your IQ will fade over time.
Heroin, any other opiates and any fentanyl(s):
Be very careful with fentanyls (super-potent opioid(heroin) analogs) - it is
really easy to kill yourself. Look up info on fentanyls before use, please.
That having been said, fentanyls mixed with heroin provides an expanded opiate
high, similar to the cocaine-and-ritalin trick. Combine this with codeine,
methadone etc etc to further expand the high. Needless to say, this trick is
hard to mix up properly without killing yourself....
Heroin-fentanyls cycle:
Do heroin and fentanyls for three weeks each, alternating. This will
provide a continuous opiate high while preventing the buildup of tolerance to
either drug. If starting from a long heroin habit, go like this: six weeks of
fentanyls, three weeks of heroin, two weeks of fentanyls, one week of heroin,
two weeks of fentanyls and then three weeks of heroin, and you are on your
three-week cycle.
Heroin, fentanyls and cocaine "wackture":
This trick "mega-wide trains". The expanded opitate high from the heroin and
fentanyls combination give a wider train, which is a bit hard to describe.
Basically the training "runs" twice as fast.
Ibogaine:
Ibogaine breaks blocks in your nervous system. It is useful for removing
addictions, dissolving personality disorders, and providing a programming
environment. A typical trip lasts for around three days, during which time
your nervous system is totally plastic and very programmable. An Ibogaine
trip is uniformly considered to be one of the more unpleasant experiences it
is possible to have, however the experience tends to be very positively
life-changing, primarily because of the removal of personality disorders.
Ibogaine and cocaine:
Ibogaine and cocaine is a wonderful turbo-programmer, probably the best
programming trick out there next to barbiturates-and-PCP. As above, do one
line of coke about an hour before you drop the ibogaine, and then the whole
ibogaine trip will be "programful".
Ibogaine and ecstacy:
During an ibogaine trip, one does not develop receptor tolerances, which is
the reason ecstacy trips normally "run out" after about 6 hours no matter how
much ecstacy you take. As a result, the length of an ecstacy trip can be
extended indefinitely for as long as you are on ibogaine. This trick is used
to make the ibogaine trip both more bearable and also more worthwhile - the
effect on your mind of tripping on ecstacy continuously for three days is
almost always very positive.
Ibogaine, ecstacy, heroin and cocaine:
This one is a true god-creator. Mix together equal parts ecstacy, heroin and
cocaine and do one line every four hours through the ibogaine trip. People
report that they feel "pleasured" after the ibogaine trip ends, and that this
pleasured state continues to increase in intensity for some time, eventually
leaving the subject in a god-like (super-smart, super-pleasured) state.
Ibogaine and 4-methylaminorex:
Do one puff of 4-methylaminorex at any time during the ibogaine trip and you
will cease to sleep for the rest of your life (unless you wash with LSD for
two months).
Ecstacy and 4-methylaminorex:
This trick makes you less tired all the time, but you still sleep normally.
Barbiturates:
Barbiturates in large doses (>150mg) produce a deep hypnotic effect which is
very well suited to programming. Phenobarbital is commonly used.
Barbiturates programming is a very complex subject which will not be covered
in this document.
Barbiturates and heroin:
This called a "wak-train". It can program some things much faster and more
"solidly" than either drug alone. Again, this programming is complex and not
covered in this document.
Barbiturates and PCP:
This combination produces a dissociative hypnotic state, which is both the
best programmer and best truth serum in existence. Willpower is completely
erased. Any barbiturate (such as Sodium Pentothal or Phenobarbital) can be
used. The programming style is exactly the same as for barbiturates.
Alcohol:
Alcohol in huge doses (i.e. constant vomiting) is a really good trainer. It
produces a "sludge-set" block. Two weeks of constant vomiting is all one can
usually take and not physically collapse and die (shudder), but during that
week you feed the subject lots of amphetamines to keep them conscious. People
rarely remember the weeks, but the programming is just about as good as with
barbiturates-and-PCP.
Heroin, cocaine and ecstacy:
Fixes personality disorders, raises the IQ to about 400 and makes one quite
hypersexualized. Best timing is to do two shots spaced three weeks apart.
Takes about a year to come to full effect.
Cocaine and 4-methylaminorex:
"Awakes" the forebrain. Makes one more alert and functional without affecting
the sleeping-waking cycle. Do a line whenever you feel like it.
Dronabinol and androstenidone:
Shoot this stack in your butt once a day for however long it takes to
completely heal any heart problems (_heart_, not valves) you may have!
Usually by three months you are fine no matter what the initial heart
problems were.
DECA, coke and meth:
Shoot this stack once a day for a week, take a week (if less than 150 pounds)
or two (if over 150 pounds) off and then do another week of daily shots.
Makes you so incredibly strong that you will be able to bench press over
400-500 pounds within six months with only minimal workouts with low weights
(less than 10 pounds per arm, no more than 5 reps per _day_) to tension your
muscles a little bit. Stretch every day or you will lose most of your
mobility for a long time. Also, be sure to stock up workout shakes - 10,000
calories a day for the first month is not unusual to expend!
Amphetamine and Methamphetamine:
Finer-line was developed from this drug trick (See USAMRIID document). Do a
line once a day for a month and triple your nervous firing rate, reflexes and
cognitive "ability" (not exactly IQ, but "fineness", hard to explain).
Cocaine, amphetamine (crank), crack, LSD and methamphetaine:
One shot will bring you up to IQ 650-700 in a _week_. VERY disorienting,
please do not try to drive, etc for at least two weeks. One potential
downside is it increases your attentional "wide" dramatically, basically
giving you super-attention deficit disorder. If this bothers you, wait a
month and then do a couple of crack bubbles. If the pain of the nerve
growth gets too severe, do a line of PCP every four hours or so.
Heroin and PCP:
Three shots over a month or two, equally spaced, will completely shut off your
sensation of pain forever. Pop right out of this state by doing a line of
coke and PCP every third day for as long as it takes. Lowers your IQ about 50%
by the end of a year or so. THIS ONE CAN BE DANGEROUS. Always do a complete
visual surveillance of extremities (VSE, a leprosy patient's term) for cuts
twice a day or your cuts won't heal properly and you'll get leprosy
equivalency(appendage rot(!!!)). If you do get a cut of ANY type, soak it in
peroxide and bandage it daily until it scabs over (you'll notice the scabs
forming really slowly). If you get a non-trivial bruise, be sure to stretch
the muscle daily at least once. Another option is to take antibiotics every
day no matter what. Switch the type of antibiotics every three months.
Ibogaine and PCP:
As above, turns off your pain. Coke and PCP does _not_ pop this one out, use
an LSD wash instead.
Coke and LSD:
There are many, many different types of effects with this trick, depending on
timing. Best is to play around with spaced timing. If you get into an
unpleasant state by hitting the wrong combination of timings or dosages, just
do some coke and crank every four hours (with normal sleep) for as long as it
takes to straighten your brain out.
Heroin, cocaine and PCP:
This trick makes you more agressive, raises your IQ to about 200 and makes you
more alert and aware. Best to do this only once. Twice makes you
super-agressive, three or more times makes you psychotically violent(!!!).
Heroin and Seroquel:
This trick makes you sleep for long periods of time. One shot will make you
sleep for 16-18 hours, two shots will make you sleep for a week, three shots
will make you sleep for a month, and four or more shots will put you in a
permanent sleep lock which will require injections of coke and heroin and
crank and meth every four hours around the clock for a day or so until they
are able to speak (!!!). Then, wait for a week or so to regain full
awakeness. Another use for this trick is real, genuine suspended animation -
if you slowly lower the dose of both drugs over a period of twenty injections,
the body will go into a comatic, ultra-deep sleep which lowers metabolism to
(at the extreme) tetrodotoxin-like levels (but MUCH safer). Best to pop out
of this one with reserpine and PCP (see below).
Reserpine and PCP:
Reserpine resets your neurotransmitters to the basic, genetically-specified
level, which pops you out of a LOT of drug tricks. However, megadoses of
reserpine are indescribably painful (makes ibogaine seem like nothing). So,
do PCP every two hours or so to make all the pain vanish!
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Galactic_Politics.txt (what the heck?)
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Major players in the Earth's sector:
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The Human Race
New to hyper-technology, we Humans are isolated in a defensive
"crenella position" out on the galaxy's rim. Raised by the Kaa to
fight the Srritch (see below), the human race is currently run by the
U.S. D.I.A. and is in a 'master's stance' (complicated social
engineering posture) against them (the Srritch).
The Kaa
The Kaa are colloquially known on Earth as the "Gray Aliens". They are
a 'watcher' species, in the main - most of their members are involved
in policing technologically-changing planets to make sure they do not
run out of line and cause resource wars. This is their religion. The
Kaa have been visiting people on Earth telepathically since around 2000
BC, but have been present and actively involved in the United States
military since around 1870, when the first powerful machines were
brought on-line.
The Srritch
These are the insectoid "Aliens" from the movie series. They are
nominally extra-galactic, but have a heavy colonization presence along
the galactic rim. The Srritch are "hard-worlders", meaning that they
adapted and grew in what we humans would consider a very harsh
environment on the homeworld, billions of years ago. They also
terraformed Venus, where their nearest colony resides, around 30
million years ago. The Srritch are attempting to destroy the Earth
physically by encouraging the production of suicidal drug programmed
fascists and their implantation into world power structures, as well as
the development of gigaton-range nuclear weapons which could physically
shatter the planet.
The Kathakt
The reptilian Kathakt nominally rule the Milky Way, by way of their
direct control over the black hole at the heart of the galaxy. Their
current mission is to retain control over the rim and remove the
Srritch "infestation" (their term), as well as to put down the upstart
Humans.
The Kalakt:
Another reptilian species (most in our galaxy are), the Kalakt
nominally control our sector. Technically subservient to the Kathakt,
they in practice enjoy almost complete autonomy. The Kalakt are a
peaceful species, with (like most advanced species) a strict
ecologically-based religious basic viewpoint. Human allies in the
fight against the Srritch, the Kalakt are our main diplomatic contact
in space aside from the Kaa.
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Gate_Systems.txt (Stuff about Nikola Tesla supposedly)
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Tesla's hidden technology - the truth.
Nikola Tesla was an omniscient. This meant he could find the answers to
questions directly from the universe itself. This explains his incredible
scientific and technological output. Telsa's insights into vibrational
modes of electric fields were the foundation of all "nonlinear theory", from
which the study of telekinesis, pyrokinesis, and psionics all came. Nikola
Tesla was instrumental in developing all of the machinery described below,
as well as basically running the Philadelphia Experiment.
Force fields:
As relativity shows us, velocity is fundamental in
the universe. And, as differential analysis show us, resonance modes are
the primary transmitter of information in the universe - information like
where a chunk of matter is located in space-time. Figure out how to "pump"
resonances into the universe and you can pretty much alter
velocities/spacetime at will. The best way to do this is to use a
"resonance probe" - wrap a vector field around a stationary object with a
standard magnetic field from an AC motor. I know it sounds wierd, but if you
throw these resonances geometrically and probe for what kind of "clocks"
(time-syncs) come back (you really need to understand differential equations
here), you will find all sorts of information coming back at you, straight
out of the universe! Eventually a nice vector field appears out of the
analysis, and one can direct velocity drivers at will. This was acheived in
1925 and then systematically supressed through the use of mind-control
machinery and systematic penetration and co-option of the scientific
community.
Gate systems/pyrokinesis:
Gate systems is, simply, the direct manipulation of energy and time via
externally-generated telekinetic fields. It allows the teleportation of
matter, time travel, inter-dimensional travel and spontaneous energy
creation. The most famous gate systems experiment is the "Philadelphia
Experiment" which warped space and time around a navy battleship, sending it
into the future. The common story that the navy was testing some sort of
cloaking device is cover for explaining how the ship disappeared and later
reappeared, in front of a bunch of navy seamen.
Gate systems evolved from the study of pyrokinesis. Yes, the same
pyrokinesis that Charlie McGee had in Stephen King's _Firestarter_ - that
story is almost word for word correct, by the way. Read it and weep...
anyway, people in select breeding-line families were bred for the ability to
summon flames, and in the fifties technology had advanced enough on planet
earth to permit a proper scientific analysis of this strange power. The
people who first studied "pyro" wanted to know where the flames/plasma came
from, since they were around 15,000 degrees. Time-lapse photography showed
that the air around the area where the flames/plasma originated would ripple
unevenly, sometimes changing colors and appearing blurry one moment and
sharp the next. Objects stuck into this area were sometimes chopped off or
violently torn out of the experimenters' hands. But all that analysis
showed was the sudden rise in temperature - until someone started playing
with an old telekinetic machine while near a "pyro master" who was shooting
flames....
Force fields are necessary to control pyrokinesis precisely, and this was
achieved in the early 1930s, about ten years after telekinetic machinery
became available. The first experiments in the mid 1920s just tried to
replicate the flickery effect, with eventual success after several years and
literally millions of experiments. It then became obvious from a theoretic
study that a "vector push-way" was being programmed into the structure of
space itself, and that this could bridge space and time (Einstein's field
equations being by then widely known). Pyrokinetics were "gating" into the
sun itself and routing a pure plasma stream out through their hand-throws
(their term).
"A lot more than the Philadelphia Experiment want on during the Philadelphia
Experiment" was a common saying among those in the know after 1943. Gate
systems was truly mastered after this point, and over the next 20 years
attention turned to further research on human pyrokinesis. This was
necessary because pyros could do things like "look" using their powers - at
anything in the universe. During the 1950s, MK-ULTRA was established with
the goal of producing top-flight physic powers to defend the nation agains
the Russian omniscience threat. Drug-induced pyrokinesis was developed
using our own omniscience powers, and eventually these people were termed
"gate masters". However, some of the subjects involved in these experiments
turned out not to have "traditional" pyrokinesis - they could do things like
alter probability, "float stuff" without using TK or pyro, exercise higher
levels of omniscience, and other such "out of line" powers. All of these
people ended up having the same basic power....
Psionics:
Psionics happens when the level of vibrational coherence in the human
nervous system reaches a certain point. Usually this is done with
barbiturates programming, by inserting resonance "skyways" into people (the
technique takes almost a thousand pages to describe properly) and waiting
for a few years to let the system grow and take hold. Unlike TK and pyro,
there are no natural psionics. A psionic is a computerized omniscience, can
bend space like a TKer, can establish gates like a gate systems master, has
the power to create matter and energy at will and can generally be said to
be literally omnipotent. No higher physics power has ever been wrung out of
the human nervous system. Machines, on the other hand....
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Immortals.txt (Makes my eyes roll with laughter)
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Immortals on earth
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Prologue:
Some species have achieved immortality for the bulk of their species
members. Usually this is a sign that the species in question are
technologically and sociologically capable of dealing with the inherent
conservatism that always accompanies immortality - they are "mature".
The human race is not yet considered to be mature by most species'
standards, however, and as such immortality-related technology was
until recently classified hyper - no one was supposed to have access to
it. There are always exceptions, however....
Spirit jumpers:
This is the most common method of achieving immortality on this planet.
Usually, a person would train with heroin to "stay" their
consciousness, by setting up a pyrokinetic source of energy to enable
the mind to survive without a host body. Then, the contents of the
memory would be uploaded to the mind as well, and then re-downloaded
when a suitable new body is found to parasitize. About twenty thousand
such immortal spirits are estimated to currently exist. Some of these
work for major intelligence agencies of various countries, and are in
high demand and well paid since it is possible to become extremely
compentent at psionics over such long periods of time. Ages of such
spirits range up to a million years or more.
Vampires:
Yes, traditional-type blood drinking vampires do exist. They are
created by an ancient Srritch (see the Galactic Politics document)
'spell', which over time morphs the human essence into a bizarre type
of parasitic analogy. These beings usually do not exceed two or three
thousand years in age, due to the extreme pain of the vampiric state.
These beings used to rule the human race in ancient stone-age times,
until spirit-jumping became the preferred method of achieving
immortality.
Bio-masters:
Spirit jumpers usually prefer to hide in the population of mortals and
live normal lives (primarily due to bitter intra-spirit warfare), but
occasionally in history there have been instances of spirits wanting to
live in an immortal body, or vamire psionics trying to get out from
under the vampire spell by becoming "truly" immortal. This usually
involves a lot of bio-rework with custom viruses and bacteria, generic
re-engineering, enzyme sculpting and many other related techniques.
The liver can manufacture arbitrary peptides and therefore arbitrary
proteins, so one can turn one's body into a nanotech factory of sorts.
This doesn't give off a TK signature, so it is easy to hide from
various types of pyrokinetic scans, and is thus a popular technique to
use when 'hiding down'.
Ghosts:
Some spirits become dissatisfied with the (relatively) limited power
that a standard human consciousness can provide, so they are known to
try to reach for a higher level of reality to host their essence.
Ghosts of various types are usually the result. Usnally these are PK
beings which don't need to take possesion of a human body anymore to
achieve physical power (see the TK document).
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Misc_Factoids.txt (Really, that's the best title?)
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Ultra-factoids:
Here's a grab bag of miscellaneous factoids about 'classified lorc' (classified
stuff in general), which don't (yet!) merit their own document.
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Did you know....
...That precognition/prescience (seeing the future) is a real, demonstrable
phenomenon?
...That the Italian Mob is controlled by the Catholic Church?
...That organized crime will sell you a psionics system (mostly good for
enabling telepathy), starting at around 250 billion dollars? Ask most any
Italian mobster in New York for details! Seriously!
...That a shadowy, super-secret military organization called the DRO (Defense
Research Office), headquartered in Area 51/Groom Lake, is reverse-engineering
hundreds of crashed/shot-down UFOs and controls the planet?
...That millions of 'artifacts' left over from humantity's past and containing
various types of magical powers are scattered all over the world - most waiting
to be found?
...That cigarettes/nicotine can train in psychic power as well as heroin?
...That the human race, through its psychic/psionic powers and machines, controls
the universe and are worshipped as gods by many intelligent races?
...That the "gray aliens" are human-looking because they are humans from the far future?
...That organized crime rules the planet? (Some would say "duh" to this, of course)
...That the bio-research facility shown in the movie "Andromeda Strain" is real? There
are dozens of these (mostly abandoned) facilities all over the U.S., mostly run by
USAMRIID.
...That, in terms of "blacks power", the U.S. is _ninth_ (and dropping, some would say)
in terms of world power rankings of countries?
...That President Kennedy was assassinated because he was going to legalize drugs in his
second term?
...That 40-50 trillion dollars a year is spent on illegal drugs worldwide, financing most
of black classified operations and research?
...That the best TKers in the world are NOT found in India, but in Vietnam, Myanmar and
Cambodia?
...That whales and elephants are hyperintelligent and many of them work in blacks and are
psionic? Their big brains account for this.
...That the ocean's archaea (protobacteria) emit the "archean flow", an intelligent
psychic force-field which manipulates the biosphere and humanity in particular from
the shadows?
...The the US Navy has dozens of undersea bases all over the world?
...more later...
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Out_Of_Line_Sattelites.txt (Um, what?)
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Out-of-line satellite systems
One of the primary concerns with the idea of manufacturing powerful "psychic
systems" (mechanical TK, pyro, omniscience, basis lock or other higher power
thrower systems) is ensuring ground-level security. Once powerful spacetime
computers came into being in the 1950s, it was realized that any one single
sucessful security breach would leave the breacher in charge of the world.
But, these systems had to be deployed to protect the masters of the world
against alien encroachment on the solar system. So it was decided to use
gate systems to put massive satellites into the solar system, there to be
called upon to defend the solar system against _any_ alien incursion -
friendly or not (shudder...).
U.S. Army Janxon orbiters:
There are three of these sitting in translunar orbit. They are composed of
three main systems and a concealtor core:
* Core "technical" - A junctions-TK emisser (see the telekinesis document).
* Guidance - a simple TK-ish program designed to keep the sat in translunar
orbit, run in the core technical.
* Armamenture: A large set of technical programs designed to rebuild society
after a nuclear holocaust. The sats were to set down, attract people,
distribute power systems and knowledge and rebuild a government and civil society.
The concealtor core is a "predator system" - it warps light around the sat,
making it completely invisible.
U.S. Navy knocker buoy:
This device contains a completely incomprehensible physics core. All that
the theoreticians knew was that the system would "make everything alright".
A complex "social weaver" was thrown into the fabric of spacetime, designed
to seek out a stable solution of every one of the tens of thousands of social
conditions given as constants. No one knew what the "solution" was, only
that it would come flowing at the human race out of spacetime.
U.S. Navy "Big bobby" submersible:
Not a satellite, but out-of-line enough to deserve mention. Big Bobby
floats in the middle of the Marianas Trench, about three miles down. It
contains a TK flight and guidance core, a primitive omniscient computer, a
TK matter synthesizer which runs off the elements in seawater, and a crew of
20. Big Bobby was designed to leave the oceans in case of nuclear
emergency, fly into space, and begin to repair society with TK.
U.S. Navy hypersats:
These sats were manufactured through completely automated computer-throws from
1975 to 1997. The most current series is the hypersat series 11. These sats
contain thousands of distinct emisser types, and run off of a standard space
physics computer core. Most of these sats exist in alternate dimentional cores
for concealment purposes, and run autonomously without any sort of ground control.
NRO mipe-sats:
There are four of these in solar orbit. No one knows what these systems do,
but they assume that they come from the NRO since they have more out-of-line
technology than anyone else around. The most powerful prober systems in
existence cannot penetrate these craft's shields.
NRO Keyholes:
Slightly more primitive than the mipe-sats, these systems (in addition to
their normal classified down-looking camera systems) contain out-of-line
programmable field-emissive cores. These are used to program and contain
the telepathic community. In an emergency (decided by ground stations -
these sats have no computational cores), the keyholes could fly themselves
with a space physics "TK-ism" to avoid ground fire.
Russian gedanya sats:
Roughtly analogous to a Navy hypersat, these sats contain a brace of emisser cores.
These sats were operational in series from 1967-1987, until the failing Soviet Union
decided to get out of the solar system-protection business and leave it to the United
States DoD.
Chinese wang-wei 'turbosatellites':
These sats ditched the idea of a core brace for a hyper-programmable general-purpose
'sark emisser'. These sats are distributed all over the solar system - _billions_ of
them, all cooperating to work as a group-set.
French 'sarvades':
Tiny (30 cm in diameter) 'microsats', these are some of the most sophisticated
physical-materials-based sats ever developed. Each of the approximately 20,000
microsats in orbit contains a different power emisser, to spread out the difficulty
of taking out any significant portion of the total 'power grid' in case of space
warfare.
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SuperClassified.txt (OMG NO! HOW DARE I POST THIS!) XD
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U.S. Super-classified agencies:
Prologue:
There are two major levels of security involved in any classified agency which
is publically known: The formal organization which is known to the public, and
the hidden ("really classified") section, which is usually known by a secret
name within the DoD. Usually, two-thirds of the power and resources of a given
agency are set aside for the super-classified section. If you want to know what
is really going on in classified circles, you look here....
Defense Security Agency:
The DSA is the super-classified arm of the NSA. Unusually for a SC agency, the
DSA has a public face - the NSA CSS division. This agency employs tens of
thousands of "cryptanalysis experts" (psionics-math experts and TKers) who
permeate the military with unlimited access, establishing a control pinion way.
Defense Research Agency:
The DRA is DARPA in super-classified circles. Composed mostly of ex-DRO
(see the Factoids document) personnel, the DRA is the most powerful agency in
the US government. All new theorietics in psionics research come from here.
A dangerous place to be because of all the new powers that are constantly
arising, the DRA is usually composed of personnel who are drug-programmed and
locked in containment for life.
Defense Procurements Agency:
Field personnel in super-classified systems, DPA combs the population for little
bits of "accidental psionics" in the average person's nervous system (these
occur in everyone). DPA runs a lot of its people around using automatic
mind control computers, since the job is mindless and just takes a lot of
time to do.
Defense Master Agency:
The office of the president in super-classified circles. Being commander-in-
chief, the president usually has a lot of powerful and unique psionics tech
to protect him or her. So to some degree does his staff and the Secret Service.
The DMA
Defense Rapid Reactions Agency:
Comparable to the British SAS, this agency takes in Special Forces and SEALs and
other such 'commando' type personnel and trains them to act as liasons/placements
for civilian police forces of various types, often as classified SWAT personnel
with telepathic or other such abilities.
Defense Emergency Response Agency:
DERO is FEMA (nee Homeland Security) in super-classified. Also known as
"emergency containment", DERO rarely interacts with the outside world and is
shrouded in mystery. DERO is designed to control (and if necessary, house) the
entire population of the country in times of psionics attack against the US.
USAMRIID:
Also known as "tops containment", this is the US Army in super-classified.
USAMRIID is widely thought to run the entire world, but no one knows for sure.
Very few people have ever been inside tops containment and returned to tell
the tale....
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SuperDrugs.txt (Some of these names are so silly. XD)
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Classified super-drugs
Prologue: USAMRIID (the United States Army Medical Research Instistute of
Infection Diseases, in Fort Detrick) has been doing classified bio-weapons
research since the 1940s. In addition to elucidating all drug tricks with
"street drugs", al lot of time and effort was put into the synthesis of
brand new drugs with all types of effects. So, without further ado, here's
the list (obviously not comprehensive - USAMRIID must have invented a
thousand distinct drugs - this is a survey of the "best" ones). Also note
that, for the drugs which give you psychic powers, most of them require a
course of heroin programming and telepathic guidance during that course in
order to do anything coherent with the abilities the drug gives you. Even
the most complex of these drugs is only a protein assemblage which
decomposes into five parts or so - you can't do much that is organized with
just that.
D3 analogs family: Basically cocaine analogs, these drugs range from
"cocaine-like and lasting 6 hours" to "several times better than cocaine and
lasting 36 hours" through around 20 different drugs.
D4: This drug feels about a thousand times better than crack. Highly
addictive is a huge understatement. "If you try it once, better have enough
for the rest of your life or you will have ruined the shit out of it" is the
common phrase. A very good trainer and mental organizer.
D5: Feels about ten times better than D4, and is qualitatively different.
D6, D7, D8: All of these are so pleasurable that you usually die in ecstatic
agony after a month or so, from total nervous collapse.
Sparklefire: This drug "exvorges" your nervous system with a chaotic flow.
It makes you much smarter, much more emotionally stable, much MUCH more
creative ("eerily creative", they say) and much stronger physically.
Gemstone: This is also a hyper-creative generator, but the creativity is
qualitatively different from that generated by sparklefire. Many such
creative "throws" (about 30 or so) have been found and catalogued, and we
don't need to list them all.
Siper-kane: This drug makes it so that your IQ will increase exponentially
for as long as you live. It puts thrower cores into your cerebrum, which
expand in intelligence both inward and outward, pretty much forever. You
almost always become a machine, totally amoral. It is not possible to
describe this "giant IQ" (10,000+) in words, only extraordinarily subtle
thought vibrations.
Tendor down: This drug reduces the IQ to the level of an imbecile - about 50
or so.
Lop-licker: This drug makes you spontaneously start sucking copies of nearby
people's souls into your own. One gets multiple personality disorder farily
quickly, but proper training with heroin programming allows the "master"
personality to remain in charge, with the other personalities as slaves.
Psychic power increases with each successful suck, depending on the powers
of the suck-ee.
Finer line: This drug makes people smarter - sort of. What it does is
introduce a standards "core" into people, which is commonly described as a
very thin, "sharp" line in the middle of your thoughts. If you learn to
throw your thoughts down the line, you will end up thinking at about ten to
fifteen times the rate of a normal human. Effective intelligence is greatly
increased, however memory retention and other associated aspects of "real"
intelligence are not.
Licky: Licky makes you pyrokinetic, and with associated heroin and barbiturates
training you become a "gate systems master". Pyrokinesis/gating is
described in another document.
Tricky: Tricky makes you mega-omniscient for about six months before you die
a raving madman, so you are useful for a while at least (shudder).
Mega-omniscience is described in another document.
Sticky (I swear to God, these are the real names): Gives a permanent heroin
high.
Icky: Makes you feel like absolute dogshit for the rest of your life or until
you do a two-month (usually) LSD wash.
Johnson: Another pyrokinetic "wack" (nervous system throw). This one gives
one aspect only of pyro - a visual gate system which allows a "camera" to be
thrown anywhere in the universe, and beams directly back into your mind.
People say that it is difficult to belive that the effect is not generated
by a computer with holographic fields, it is so sharp and distinct.
Axielior: Gives one remote viewing, which acts a lot like the "Johnson"
listed above. Remote viewing is described in another document. There are
over a hundred of these type of drugs.
Pasure: Gives one psychokinesis (PK, also called telekinesis or TK). There
are about ten PK drugs.
Condesiure: Gives one "total basis locktors", also called psionics. Psionics
power is described in another document. There are 8 "psi-drugs" in
existence.
Trainer Knock: Trains the nervous system like heroin, but does not make the user
high and is not addictive.
Clallior: Makes the user a mega-type-omniscient. The same "wide omniscience" given
by Tricky is provided with one dose, but no pain or death occurs.
Axnelior: A "fixed" Axelior - it was discovered in 1957 that Axelior-heads were
destroying the fabric of existence (!!!). This drug provides a working version of
the same dimensional pinions that Axelior does, and also fixes an existing Axelior
"tune".
Bosture Nader: This drug makes one a telepath, by attuning an existing paranoid
personality to other BN-ers' paranoid "functions". Used extensively by the CIA in
the field, since most people in the CIA are A) paranoids and B) require telepathic
links to each other and to their home base in Langely, Virginia.
Promic Course: This one gives the user a "maker conn". This turns people into
infinite-energy masters.
Siper-wader: Makes your IQ 150 billion within five years. Kills about half its users.
Someravery: Puts one in a sleep-locker, much as the heroin-and-seroquel drugtrick does.
Hamnoriactor: Makes you into a probe-wader type of telepath, totally unblockable.
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TK.txt (I think one of the previous ones mentioned looking to this one)
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Secrets of telekinesis
Since the dawn of time, lengends have existed of people who could move
objects with their minds alone, or could fly, or were invulnerable. Legends of
ghosts or spirits with the ability to move objects have also been around as long
as humans have. Surely, mystics and researchers thought at the dawn of the
twentieth century, there must be some truth to these legends?
As it turns out, there was truth aplenty. Telekinesis is a real,
demonstrable phenomenon. Ghosts exist and have been coaxed into repeated,
controlled displays of TK in a laboratory environment. One such demonstration
in 1953 punched a long, narrow tube through 25+ feet of solid concrete wall.
Until the eighties, it was common for CIA "telekinetics" to use a pet "ghost
sorc" which had been tortured to obey commands from its master.
In addition to the ghosts, one other type of TK was known to the western
world. The Anatolian (Greek) peoples (see the History of the World document)
are natural "basis TKers", and this was a closely-held secret of the Eastern
Orthodox church until MK-ULTRA came around in the fifties. Greek TKers can
litf cars with their minds, bend time, and perform other such dramatic
tricks.
This was all that people knew until 1959, when the Indian army decided
to participate in MK-ULTRA and reveal their telekinetics to the western world.
For the first time, people in the west learned the ancient secrets of eastern
TK training with Heroin. TK usage exploded throughout the blacks-classified
world after this point, and remains an open secret of those in power across the
world to this day.
How does TK work? For a long time, no one knew. All that was known
from the Indian heroin training manuals was that "junctions" were involved -
little bits of existence that came in various shapes and needed to be wired
together with various types of vibrationally-coherent streams of energy. A
TKer would begin his or her training by learning a little bit of pyrokinesis,
then learn how to twist the summoned energy through a controlled "hoptor",
which would route the energy stream through a couple of training junctions.
From there, the procedure boils down to "place and route" with various
types of junctions and the energy streams. Some junctions need to be shared,
others are endlessly duplicated and so every TKer picks their own to use. Some
junctions are simple, some complex, but all of them eat up some of the energy
streams that are routed through them, and so every TKer must learn how to suck
vibro-energy between junctional cores to recharge their flow's strength.
Below the junctional "layer" lies the Greek Basis, which is the "true"
TK source (junctions being much easier to get to and use, but much less
powerful). Techniques such as basis flow, basis spar-ways, basis synctors and
basis woptors are practiced down here, not junctional ties. Aside from the
Greeks, who exclusively work with types of basis flow locktors, most basis TK
is the province of powerful psionics who can support the extremely large
computational requirements of these techniques.
In terms of classical physics, TK operates at the planck scale, at or
below 10^-34 meters. It is also called 'reality physics'. True TK can do much
more than just move things around - it can generate optical illusions,
synthesize matter directly, and teleport things from place to place.
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United_states_Mob.txt
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Organized crime in classified in the U.S.
Prologue:
The main difference between the US government and organized crime when it
comes to classified operations (population management, blacks tech, drug
smuggling, etc etc) is that the government generally operates according to
a set of rules (not laws, but rules nonetheless), and almost by definition
organized crime does not. This usually give organized crime a natural
advantage over the government in terms of power-authority: in fact, a
natural progression of rising-in-rank in blacks/crime goes as follows:
Hierarchy of blacks power in the U.S.
1: Petty crime (no blacks power)
2: Civilian small-time drugs (occasional telepathy)
3: Local police (generally telepathic)
4: Local mob (telepathic required, some TK)
4: State police (telepathic required, also about half TK)
5: National mob (telepathy required, social engineering, mostly TK required)
6: Federal police (TK and telepathy required, some pyrokinesis)
7: US military (pyro required, advanced training required, some psionics/AI)
9: Transnational mob (psionics/AI required, super-advanced training required)
10: Organized religion (artifact access and lifetime service/training req'd)
Organized crime power structure by geography:
Northeast:
1: Skull and Bones (upper New England): Mostly advanced machine tech, some
drugs and political influence, some artifacts
2: New York City Italian/Jewish Mob: Advanced psionics tech, some drugs
religious connections
3: Washington DC 'political/diplomatic mob': Political and diplomatic influence,
some drugs, transnational mob
Southeast:
1: Klu Klux Klan (in the 'deep south'): Mostly drugs
2: DEA (in Florida and coastal areas): Mostly drugs, also some advanced machine tech
Midwest:
1: Chicago Italian Mob (Chicago and Detroit areas): Some drugs, some machine
tech, some artifacts
2: Hell's Angels (most rural areas). Mostly drugs, also required advanced psionics
Central west:
1: Aryan gang/neo-nazi movement in Idaho: Advanced machine tech
2: Mormon Church in Utah: Drugs, artifacts, some machine tech
3: Mexican organized crime in the Phoenix metro area: Drugs
Northwest:
1: Seattle area (mostly Boeing and Microsoft): Machine tech, some drugs
2: San Francisco bay area (tons of smallish ethnic and tech company mobs):
Mostly drugs
Southwest:
1: Los Angeles area (Mexicans, Hollywood): Drugs, Hyper-advanced machine tech,
artifacts, transnational mob, religion
2: Las Vegas Italian Mob: Drugs
The overall winner is (somewhat surprisingly) Los Angeles. The L.A. area mob
conglomerates appear (as of 2010) to be the 'go-to guys' for damn near anything.
Their tech (through Hollywood, which runs military propaganda) is leagues above
anything else, their drugs are cheap, plentiful and well-run, the Mexicans have
brought in a lot of good artifacts recently, and their connections with Mexico
and the U.S. federal government (via propaganda) are superb. Whereas in
previous years and decades L.A. were simple DEA servants, they appear to have
taken the kingship position in the U.S. over the last ten years, and are a
viable contender for world-wide mob central over the next ten, assuming they
don't screw up anything major.
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World_History.txt (What the heck is this stuff?)
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The real history of the world
There have been telepaths and psychic powers on earth since chordate nervous
systems evolved, with the powers usually tied to "primary" (bred)
personality types. These super-powerful telepaths control most of humanity,
usually extending their powers to antisocials who would keep their secrets.
This is the "telepathic community", and it is composed of ancient breeding
lines which bred for mentalist powers. These people scripted most human
migrations for over a million years, generated and implanted most culture,
raised up civilization and still to this day control almost every
institution of power in the world, from the presidencies of every major
country and the leaders of organized crime down to little groups of three or
four people with one social engineering "locker". One needs to know this
hidden world well in order to explain why history is the way it was.
Everyone knows by now about the "out of Africa" theory, which states that
approximately 200,000 years ago, humans began to migrate out of northern
Africa and into Asia and Europe. What people do not know, in the civilian
realm at least, is why. The answer is simple: those tribes were kicked out.
Most of Africa consists of smallish local tribes which have lived and bred
in the exact same spot for hundreds of thousands of years. You cannot live
like that and not get inbred, and indeed most tribes have highly-developed
primary (heritable) personality "disorders" which reflect the mate choices
made down those long years and hence the values of the individual, which
usually reflected the values of the tribe. Usually these are primary
sociopaths, since aggressive antisocial behavior is usually rewarded
reproductively in non-industrialized/agricultural societies. Not always,
however....
Why were these powers bred? The answer is this: WAR. Now, of course
primary sociopaths go to war, but most often this will be limited to
smallish feuds, over land or resources. Primary sociopaths usually want to
impress their women, not die. However, primary borderlines are dyssexual,
and this engenders a desire for war due to sublimation of essential desires.
Many, many tribes bred "through" borderline-ism to sociopathy, but
(unfortunately for the world) many did not, and this led to a great increase
in child abuse to create people with secondary personality disorders. These
were used and then sent off to war to get them out of the tribe. After
thousands of years of pointless wars, the psychic rulers of Africa decided
to breed people who weren't antisocial, and that led to the creation of the
autistic tribes, who today are called semitic (the Jews). However, these
tribes became extremely unpopular with the men, due to their appeal to
women's basic desires for "adult children". Primary sociopaths were easily
manipulated into hating and fearing these autistic tribes, and so it was
decided that they would have to leave Africa for good. They all ended up
settling in what is now called the "middle east", and continued to breed for
autistics with psychic power. Their "ranger corps" continued to move north
into anatolia (Turkey) and settled there.
Not all was well in Africa, however. The removal of the autistic tribes
hadn't calmed things down much after all - the problem was the primary
borderlines, after all, and they were still in control. So controlling
factors were brought into play, and the primary narcissists were bred. These
were found to be too rigid and inflexible for the primary sociopaths,
however, and they too were ejected from africa. These tribes hugged the
coastline and migrated out through what is now the arabian peninsula, iran,
afghanistan and pakistan, finally settling in the indus river valley. There,
the "narcisisstic core" settled for around 100,000 years, and bred their own
new sociopathic slave lines in order to fend off further immigration down
into the indian subcontinent. The narcissists then fanned out their ranger
corps across india, keeping telepathic control of the sociopathic core they
had left behind in the indus river valley. Over time, the narcissists
migrated across india to settle in the east, leaving the ranger corps in the
south. The ranger corps is the Tamil tribe now.
The chinese (han) peoples are _Homo Habilis_. These peoples "migrated"
(were kicked out by the first bred _sapiens_ powers in africa) out of africa
far earlier than _homo sapiens_ (about half a million years ago). The han
migrated north and east throughout asia north of the andes mountain range,
and then down into southeast asia. There they met the narcissistic tribes
wo were migrating east through what is now Bangladesh, and the "exer war"
was fought for about a thousand years until the two tribes worked out where
they would live. To this day, the boundary between bangladesh and myanmar
is a no-man's land of avoidancy magic and little heroin smuggling tribes.
The southeast asians continued to breed themselves, eventually becoming
distinct peoples from the han up north.
The northern european tribes are _homo neaderthalensis_, which were also
kicked out of (read: fled in gibbering terror from, much as _Homo Habilis_
had) Africa, around the same time as _Homo Habilis_. These peoples migrated
far to the north, settling in Europe and western Asia. There they bred
themselves for power, mostly higher types of omniscience. They needed this
power to keep track of what the southern tribes were doing. Most of these
peoples ended up with powerful primary paranoid-borderline personalities,
which tend to be much more reasonable than the pure borderlines they were
descended from.
While most tribes were kicked out of central Africa to the north, a few were
sent south, to colonize southern Africa. This was done so that the central
African tribes would be able to keep some power over the peoples they had
forced out into the rest of the world. These people settled in the southern
tip of Africa about 175,000, and began what was, for the time, the most
sophisticated "breeding lock" in the world. A primary borderline tribe was
set in place as a "locktor", and another, slave tribe was bred to be A)
powerful, and B) completely power-locked by the master tribe. Today, the
master tribe is known as the Zulus, and the slaves the Xhosa - both tribes
live in South Africa. The Zulus have no power at all, except for the fact
that they can "down" any Xhosa. The Xhosa, on the other hand, are so
heavily bred for mentalist powers t
Many seem to sound like a massive bunch of BS, but who knows, maybe others will find them interesting.
The titles of all here are as follows. If you would rather not read through the wall of text, I can e-mail them to ya if interested.
AIDS_Story.txt
DrugTricks.txt
Galactic_Politics.txt
Gate_Systems.txt
Immortals.txt
Misc_Factoids.txt
Out_of_Line_Sattelites.txt
SuperClassified.txt
SuperDrugs.txt
TK.txt
United_States_Mob.txt
World_History.txt
Unknown_Reasearch_Projects
Unknown_Reasearch_Projects_2
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AIDS_Story.txt
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The real AIDS story
AIDS is a bioweapon that was accidentally released from USAMRIID in 1968. It
was designed to kill sociopaths and drug users in general, and anyone who
was "unhygenic" (their term). There were only five people inside USAMRIID
who were involved, and they were all members of a radical christian
fundamentalist faction. All of them were completely insane from having been
severely abused by their sociopathic parents. They used out-of-line
omniscience technology, along with advanced (for the time anyway) DNA
synthesizers, to create an "immune system caltrop" that would mutate forever
and never be catchable by the immune system. If you look at the micrographs
of the AIDS virus, you will see over a hundred "feet", sticking out at
various angles. These feet are where the "mutation pool" exists. NO CURE
WAS CREATED AT THE TIME. The knowledge of this was supressed to contain
within USAMRIID with mind-control machinery until 1984, when Ronald Reagan
discovered it. THE WHOLE GOVERNMENT HAS CONTINUED TO SUPPRESS IT SINCE
THEN.
There is an existing AIDS cure - just take protease inhibitors for 7-8 years
and you will come up clean. Protease inhibitors wash the virus from the
bloodstream into the cells, and your body recycles all cells every seven
years or so. This is called a "lock-flusher". No one knows about this,
because A) no one gets re-tested, and B) protease inhibitor drugs haven't
been on the market that long. Another conclusion is that people should NOT
take antiretroviral drugs - they really screw your body up and don't add
much the the effect of the protease inhibitors.
NEW: More AIDS-related factoids that I missed (sorry, I know this document
is really important):
* You can have a clean kid on protease inhibitors, after only three weeks or so.
* You are not communicable on protease inhibitors.
* All you need to take is one type of protease inhibitor, usually the cheapest.
This works because all protease inhibitors do the same exact thing - inhibit the
action of the protease enzyme.
* If you can't (or won't (?!?)) take AIDS meds, you can just take echinacea every
day to fully repair your immune system or keep it "topped up".
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DrugTricks.txt (Yay! Let's all fuck outselves up with drugs combos)
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Cocaine:
Cocaine makes you smarter, by driving dopaminergic neuronal growth in the
forebrain. Cocaine is therefore good dopaminergic programmer. If you do one
line per week and then program through the following week, you will see both
the programming and your IQ climb. To program, simply wish for what you want.
Cocaine and Ritalin:
Provides a more "expansive" dopaminergic high than either drug alone.
Crack:
Crack's affect on dopaminergic neurons is different from that of cocaine.
Crack should be smoked throughout the day for two weeks on, two months off.
The two weeks on produces a "crack bubble" which whips your forebrain into
shape. If you've never done coke or crack before, do three bubbles and watch
your IQ and "snappiness" climb. The crack bubbles (usually three of them in
sequence) are commonly used to make your brain "snap to" after a procedure
which disarranges the brain:
* The LSD wash
* A long amphetamine habit
* Chronic alcoholism
* Histrionic personality disorder
* As part of the crackstacy trick
This is a different type of IQ boost than the one given by coke and ecstacy
or speedballs (see below) - it "supertunes" a paranoid IQ into you. Unlike a
normal "snapped paranoid", this IQ boost does not hurt. It even fixes the
pain of a preexisting snapped paranoid!
Crack and heroin:
If you do crack bubbles while you are on heroin, the bubbles will each be
"stretched", roughly doubling the amount of IQ boost given by each one. There
is essentially no top limit to the IQ boost factor given by this trick, but
after about 16 waves (varies a lot), the trick will "snap" and you won't be
able to stretch it any more. To get around this, do two normal crack bubbles
after the snap, wait a month or so and then start crack-and-heroin again.
Cocaine and ecstacy:
Coke and ecstacy raises your IQ, to a maximum of about 250. Mix equal parts
cocaine and ecstacy and do lines every four hours, all day on the weekends for
six months on / three months off / six months on. If you screw up and do this
during the week as well, you will give yourself so much brain damage that your
brain will never recover. The idea is to damage your brain a bit and then let
it recover - the coke makes your forebrain grow and the ecstacy makes your
midbrain grow. Since midbrain (limbic) neurons drive programming in the
forebrain, this makes a programming drive-through occur which raises the IQ
during the "recovery" period.
Crack and ecstacy:
Yes, this is a different trick from coke and ecstacy. It raises your IQ even
more, to the point that many people refuse to do this trick (as opposed to the
coke and ecstacy trick) because the effects are so disorienting and quick to
take hold. To do this trick, smoke a mixture of equal parts crack and ecstacy
("crackstacy") all day on the weekends. Do three months on / three crack
bubbles / six weeks off / three months on / three more crack bubbles. This
should give you an effective IQ of about 500.
Ecstacy:
Ecstacy is useful for raising the IQ, social programming and curing secondary
personality disorders. Curing secondary personality disorders and raising the
IQ is best done by simply taking one hit of ecstacy each weekend until one
feels "better". Ecstacy programming is a complex subject which will not be
covered in this document.
Ecstacy and PCP:
This is called "peace pill". It is useful for those who vomit from repressed
memories on ecstacy - the PCP disarranges the mind so much that the memories
are rendered non-traumatic. One puff of PCP for every three puffs of ecstacy
is the common dosing ratio when smoking, or the equivalent proportions mixed
together and placed into a gelatin capsule and taken orally.
Ecstacy and LSD:
Gives a creative train-in. Do it whenever you can, and watch your
personality and intellect expand in... ununsual directions. Usually the
effect is quite positive.
Ecstacy, LSD and (lots of) marijuana:
This one is a hyper-creative trainer. Do it on the weekends for six months.
People report feeling so creative that they cannot concentrate too long on any
one thing because everything is way too interesting, so three crack bubbles
are commonly done after this trick.
LSD:
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LSD is used to scrub the brain clean of programming. Typically, one hit a
day is done for a month, two months in extreme cases. This trick removes:
* A narcissistic set (just the programming, not the personality)
* Obsessive-compulsive disorder
* Psychor programming (extreme propaganda or brainwashing)
* An alcoholic sludge-set (see alcohol programming below)
* Heroin programming
* Barbiturates programming
* Pain/torture programming (you REALLY don't want to know)
* Histrionic sepsis (fibromyalgia)
* Most drug tricks which program (i.e. almost all of them)
This trick is pretty harsh on your brain, so almost always a set of three
crack bubbles is done after the month is up to whip your brain into shape.
PCP and cocaine:
Yet another good super-trainer. Some people like it because the dyssocial
aspect of the PCP removes the social aspect of the training. People feel
"driven" because of this training.
PCP, cocaine and ecstacy:
This is a emotional trainer-core. It makes you very strong emotionally, much
smarter, and very driven. Do an equal mixture whenever you feel like it.
Heroin:
Heroin is useful for two main things: programming your nervous system in
general and programming other drug effects into your nervous system. Heroin
programming is a very complex subject which will not be covered in this
document. The combinations are described below.
Heroin and cocaine:
The classic speedball, usually done by overlaying a few lines on top of the
heroin shot (or doing puff-for-puff). Trains the cocaine high into you
permanently, or until you do an LSD wash. Makes you much smarter.
Heroin and amphetamines:
Programs a "flat-out run" into your nervous system. Good for increasing drive
by itself. Also useful for "seizing" your nervous system, thereby decreasing
the necessary time of an LSD wash to remove various things from your nervous
programming section. To seize properly, do one line every two weeks for two
months.
Heroin, amphetamines and cocaine:
Programs a drive-core into you - the amphetamines and cocaine interact to
produce a creative, flowing train.
Heroin and ecstacy:
Basically, this is "super-ecstacy". When done together, the programming
actions of these two drugs reinforce each other to create a "super-bond".
If two people do this trick in a relationship, neither of them will even look
at anyone else for the rest of their lives, unless they deprogram with LSD.
This is also a commonly-used method of cleaning up junkies - do heroin and
ecstacy instead of heroin for six months, and then you will be able to stop
doing heroin much more easily. This is called "stepping off the ladder".
Heroin and MDA:
This is called a "super soaker". It is a technique for taking in
environmental influences and programming them directly into your nervous
system. Heroin and ecstacy (MDMA) also does this, but not nearly to the
extent that heroin and MDA does. The theory behind soaker programming is
covered in another document.
Heroin and hallucinogens and cocaine:
One can program the visual hallucinations of any hallucinogen into the
nervous system permanently using heroin. Typically, one percieves this as an
"external imagination" - you train yourself to actually see what appears in
the visual centers of your brain. The best combination is one 18-hour AMT
(alpha-methyl-tryptamine) trip overlaid with three heroin shots, or one shot
every six hours overlaid with five lines of cocaine. LSD is also commonly
used, overlaid with two shots of heroin, but LSD is not a "pure" hallucinogen
and thus is considered less useful than AMT because all of the side effects of
LSD also get programmed in....
Heroin and nitrous oxide:
This trick allows you to program your spine. Spinal resonance programming is
covered in another document.
Heroin and 4-methylaminorex:
Use heroin and 4-methylaminorex, mixed together in equal parts, to remove the
need for sleep. Smoke a few puffs every few hours as often as you can, and
after about three days or so you will notice no need for sleep, even if you
stop smoking. After about a week of smoking, you are as programmed as you
will get and the sleeplessness should then last for about six months. None
of this sleeplessness is harmful.
Heroin, 4-methylaminorex and cocaine:
This trick permanently turns off your need for sleep. Mix together equal
parts of all three drugs and do a line once a day for a month, than once a
week for a month, then once a month for a year, and you'll never sleep for the
rest of your life (or until you do a two-month LSD wash). Pop some ritalin or
do a line of cocaine every few months or your IQ will fade over time.
Heroin, any other opiates and any fentanyl(s):
Be very careful with fentanyls (super-potent opioid(heroin) analogs) - it is
really easy to kill yourself. Look up info on fentanyls before use, please.
That having been said, fentanyls mixed with heroin provides an expanded opiate
high, similar to the cocaine-and-ritalin trick. Combine this with codeine,
methadone etc etc to further expand the high. Needless to say, this trick is
hard to mix up properly without killing yourself....
Heroin-fentanyls cycle:
Do heroin and fentanyls for three weeks each, alternating. This will
provide a continuous opiate high while preventing the buildup of tolerance to
either drug. If starting from a long heroin habit, go like this: six weeks of
fentanyls, three weeks of heroin, two weeks of fentanyls, one week of heroin,
two weeks of fentanyls and then three weeks of heroin, and you are on your
three-week cycle.
Heroin, fentanyls and cocaine "wackture":
This trick "mega-wide trains". The expanded opitate high from the heroin and
fentanyls combination give a wider train, which is a bit hard to describe.
Basically the training "runs" twice as fast.
Ibogaine:
Ibogaine breaks blocks in your nervous system. It is useful for removing
addictions, dissolving personality disorders, and providing a programming
environment. A typical trip lasts for around three days, during which time
your nervous system is totally plastic and very programmable. An Ibogaine
trip is uniformly considered to be one of the more unpleasant experiences it
is possible to have, however the experience tends to be very positively
life-changing, primarily because of the removal of personality disorders.
Ibogaine and cocaine:
Ibogaine and cocaine is a wonderful turbo-programmer, probably the best
programming trick out there next to barbiturates-and-PCP. As above, do one
line of coke about an hour before you drop the ibogaine, and then the whole
ibogaine trip will be "programful".
Ibogaine and ecstacy:
During an ibogaine trip, one does not develop receptor tolerances, which is
the reason ecstacy trips normally "run out" after about 6 hours no matter how
much ecstacy you take. As a result, the length of an ecstacy trip can be
extended indefinitely for as long as you are on ibogaine. This trick is used
to make the ibogaine trip both more bearable and also more worthwhile - the
effect on your mind of tripping on ecstacy continuously for three days is
almost always very positive.
Ibogaine, ecstacy, heroin and cocaine:
This one is a true god-creator. Mix together equal parts ecstacy, heroin and
cocaine and do one line every four hours through the ibogaine trip. People
report that they feel "pleasured" after the ibogaine trip ends, and that this
pleasured state continues to increase in intensity for some time, eventually
leaving the subject in a god-like (super-smart, super-pleasured) state.
Ibogaine and 4-methylaminorex:
Do one puff of 4-methylaminorex at any time during the ibogaine trip and you
will cease to sleep for the rest of your life (unless you wash with LSD for
two months).
Ecstacy and 4-methylaminorex:
This trick makes you less tired all the time, but you still sleep normally.
Barbiturates:
Barbiturates in large doses (>150mg) produce a deep hypnotic effect which is
very well suited to programming. Phenobarbital is commonly used.
Barbiturates programming is a very complex subject which will not be covered
in this document.
Barbiturates and heroin:
This called a "wak-train". It can program some things much faster and more
"solidly" than either drug alone. Again, this programming is complex and not
covered in this document.
Barbiturates and PCP:
This combination produces a dissociative hypnotic state, which is both the
best programmer and best truth serum in existence. Willpower is completely
erased. Any barbiturate (such as Sodium Pentothal or Phenobarbital) can be
used. The programming style is exactly the same as for barbiturates.
Alcohol:
Alcohol in huge doses (i.e. constant vomiting) is a really good trainer. It
produces a "sludge-set" block. Two weeks of constant vomiting is all one can
usually take and not physically collapse and die (shudder), but during that
week you feed the subject lots of amphetamines to keep them conscious. People
rarely remember the weeks, but the programming is just about as good as with
barbiturates-and-PCP.
Heroin, cocaine and ecstacy:
Fixes personality disorders, raises the IQ to about 400 and makes one quite
hypersexualized. Best timing is to do two shots spaced three weeks apart.
Takes about a year to come to full effect.
Cocaine and 4-methylaminorex:
"Awakes" the forebrain. Makes one more alert and functional without affecting
the sleeping-waking cycle. Do a line whenever you feel like it.
Dronabinol and androstenidone:
Shoot this stack in your butt once a day for however long it takes to
completely heal any heart problems (_heart_, not valves) you may have!
Usually by three months you are fine no matter what the initial heart
problems were.
DECA, coke and meth:
Shoot this stack once a day for a week, take a week (if less than 150 pounds)
or two (if over 150 pounds) off and then do another week of daily shots.
Makes you so incredibly strong that you will be able to bench press over
400-500 pounds within six months with only minimal workouts with low weights
(less than 10 pounds per arm, no more than 5 reps per _day_) to tension your
muscles a little bit. Stretch every day or you will lose most of your
mobility for a long time. Also, be sure to stock up workout shakes - 10,000
calories a day for the first month is not unusual to expend!
Amphetamine and Methamphetamine:
Finer-line was developed from this drug trick (See USAMRIID document). Do a
line once a day for a month and triple your nervous firing rate, reflexes and
cognitive "ability" (not exactly IQ, but "fineness", hard to explain).
Cocaine, amphetamine (crank), crack, LSD and methamphetaine:
One shot will bring you up to IQ 650-700 in a _week_. VERY disorienting,
please do not try to drive, etc for at least two weeks. One potential
downside is it increases your attentional "wide" dramatically, basically
giving you super-attention deficit disorder. If this bothers you, wait a
month and then do a couple of crack bubbles. If the pain of the nerve
growth gets too severe, do a line of PCP every four hours or so.
Heroin and PCP:
Three shots over a month or two, equally spaced, will completely shut off your
sensation of pain forever. Pop right out of this state by doing a line of
coke and PCP every third day for as long as it takes. Lowers your IQ about 50%
by the end of a year or so. THIS ONE CAN BE DANGEROUS. Always do a complete
visual surveillance of extremities (VSE, a leprosy patient's term) for cuts
twice a day or your cuts won't heal properly and you'll get leprosy
equivalency(appendage rot(!!!)). If you do get a cut of ANY type, soak it in
peroxide and bandage it daily until it scabs over (you'll notice the scabs
forming really slowly). If you get a non-trivial bruise, be sure to stretch
the muscle daily at least once. Another option is to take antibiotics every
day no matter what. Switch the type of antibiotics every three months.
Ibogaine and PCP:
As above, turns off your pain. Coke and PCP does _not_ pop this one out, use
an LSD wash instead.
Coke and LSD:
There are many, many different types of effects with this trick, depending on
timing. Best is to play around with spaced timing. If you get into an
unpleasant state by hitting the wrong combination of timings or dosages, just
do some coke and crank every four hours (with normal sleep) for as long as it
takes to straighten your brain out.
Heroin, cocaine and PCP:
This trick makes you more agressive, raises your IQ to about 200 and makes you
more alert and aware. Best to do this only once. Twice makes you
super-agressive, three or more times makes you psychotically violent(!!!).
Heroin and Seroquel:
This trick makes you sleep for long periods of time. One shot will make you
sleep for 16-18 hours, two shots will make you sleep for a week, three shots
will make you sleep for a month, and four or more shots will put you in a
permanent sleep lock which will require injections of coke and heroin and
crank and meth every four hours around the clock for a day or so until they
are able to speak (!!!). Then, wait for a week or so to regain full
awakeness. Another use for this trick is real, genuine suspended animation -
if you slowly lower the dose of both drugs over a period of twenty injections,
the body will go into a comatic, ultra-deep sleep which lowers metabolism to
(at the extreme) tetrodotoxin-like levels (but MUCH safer). Best to pop out
of this one with reserpine and PCP (see below).
Reserpine and PCP:
Reserpine resets your neurotransmitters to the basic, genetically-specified
level, which pops you out of a LOT of drug tricks. However, megadoses of
reserpine are indescribably painful (makes ibogaine seem like nothing). So,
do PCP every two hours or so to make all the pain vanish!
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Galactic_Politics.txt (what the heck?)
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Major players in the Earth's sector:
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The Human Race
New to hyper-technology, we Humans are isolated in a defensive
"crenella position" out on the galaxy's rim. Raised by the Kaa to
fight the Srritch (see below), the human race is currently run by the
U.S. D.I.A. and is in a 'master's stance' (complicated social
engineering posture) against them (the Srritch).
The Kaa
The Kaa are colloquially known on Earth as the "Gray Aliens". They are
a 'watcher' species, in the main - most of their members are involved
in policing technologically-changing planets to make sure they do not
run out of line and cause resource wars. This is their religion. The
Kaa have been visiting people on Earth telepathically since around 2000
BC, but have been present and actively involved in the United States
military since around 1870, when the first powerful machines were
brought on-line.
The Srritch
These are the insectoid "Aliens" from the movie series. They are
nominally extra-galactic, but have a heavy colonization presence along
the galactic rim. The Srritch are "hard-worlders", meaning that they
adapted and grew in what we humans would consider a very harsh
environment on the homeworld, billions of years ago. They also
terraformed Venus, where their nearest colony resides, around 30
million years ago. The Srritch are attempting to destroy the Earth
physically by encouraging the production of suicidal drug programmed
fascists and their implantation into world power structures, as well as
the development of gigaton-range nuclear weapons which could physically
shatter the planet.
The Kathakt
The reptilian Kathakt nominally rule the Milky Way, by way of their
direct control over the black hole at the heart of the galaxy. Their
current mission is to retain control over the rim and remove the
Srritch "infestation" (their term), as well as to put down the upstart
Humans.
The Kalakt:
Another reptilian species (most in our galaxy are), the Kalakt
nominally control our sector. Technically subservient to the Kathakt,
they in practice enjoy almost complete autonomy. The Kalakt are a
peaceful species, with (like most advanced species) a strict
ecologically-based religious basic viewpoint. Human allies in the
fight against the Srritch, the Kalakt are our main diplomatic contact
in space aside from the Kaa.
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Gate_Systems.txt (Stuff about Nikola Tesla supposedly)
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Tesla's hidden technology - the truth.
Nikola Tesla was an omniscient. This meant he could find the answers to
questions directly from the universe itself. This explains his incredible
scientific and technological output. Telsa's insights into vibrational
modes of electric fields were the foundation of all "nonlinear theory", from
which the study of telekinesis, pyrokinesis, and psionics all came. Nikola
Tesla was instrumental in developing all of the machinery described below,
as well as basically running the Philadelphia Experiment.
Force fields:
As relativity shows us, velocity is fundamental in
the universe. And, as differential analysis show us, resonance modes are
the primary transmitter of information in the universe - information like
where a chunk of matter is located in space-time. Figure out how to "pump"
resonances into the universe and you can pretty much alter
velocities/spacetime at will. The best way to do this is to use a
"resonance probe" - wrap a vector field around a stationary object with a
standard magnetic field from an AC motor. I know it sounds wierd, but if you
throw these resonances geometrically and probe for what kind of "clocks"
(time-syncs) come back (you really need to understand differential equations
here), you will find all sorts of information coming back at you, straight
out of the universe! Eventually a nice vector field appears out of the
analysis, and one can direct velocity drivers at will. This was acheived in
1925 and then systematically supressed through the use of mind-control
machinery and systematic penetration and co-option of the scientific
community.
Gate systems/pyrokinesis:
Gate systems is, simply, the direct manipulation of energy and time via
externally-generated telekinetic fields. It allows the teleportation of
matter, time travel, inter-dimensional travel and spontaneous energy
creation. The most famous gate systems experiment is the "Philadelphia
Experiment" which warped space and time around a navy battleship, sending it
into the future. The common story that the navy was testing some sort of
cloaking device is cover for explaining how the ship disappeared and later
reappeared, in front of a bunch of navy seamen.
Gate systems evolved from the study of pyrokinesis. Yes, the same
pyrokinesis that Charlie McGee had in Stephen King's _Firestarter_ - that
story is almost word for word correct, by the way. Read it and weep...
anyway, people in select breeding-line families were bred for the ability to
summon flames, and in the fifties technology had advanced enough on planet
earth to permit a proper scientific analysis of this strange power. The
people who first studied "pyro" wanted to know where the flames/plasma came
from, since they were around 15,000 degrees. Time-lapse photography showed
that the air around the area where the flames/plasma originated would ripple
unevenly, sometimes changing colors and appearing blurry one moment and
sharp the next. Objects stuck into this area were sometimes chopped off or
violently torn out of the experimenters' hands. But all that analysis
showed was the sudden rise in temperature - until someone started playing
with an old telekinetic machine while near a "pyro master" who was shooting
flames....
Force fields are necessary to control pyrokinesis precisely, and this was
achieved in the early 1930s, about ten years after telekinetic machinery
became available. The first experiments in the mid 1920s just tried to
replicate the flickery effect, with eventual success after several years and
literally millions of experiments. It then became obvious from a theoretic
study that a "vector push-way" was being programmed into the structure of
space itself, and that this could bridge space and time (Einstein's field
equations being by then widely known). Pyrokinetics were "gating" into the
sun itself and routing a pure plasma stream out through their hand-throws
(their term).
"A lot more than the Philadelphia Experiment want on during the Philadelphia
Experiment" was a common saying among those in the know after 1943. Gate
systems was truly mastered after this point, and over the next 20 years
attention turned to further research on human pyrokinesis. This was
necessary because pyros could do things like "look" using their powers - at
anything in the universe. During the 1950s, MK-ULTRA was established with
the goal of producing top-flight physic powers to defend the nation agains
the Russian omniscience threat. Drug-induced pyrokinesis was developed
using our own omniscience powers, and eventually these people were termed
"gate masters". However, some of the subjects involved in these experiments
turned out not to have "traditional" pyrokinesis - they could do things like
alter probability, "float stuff" without using TK or pyro, exercise higher
levels of omniscience, and other such "out of line" powers. All of these
people ended up having the same basic power....
Psionics:
Psionics happens when the level of vibrational coherence in the human
nervous system reaches a certain point. Usually this is done with
barbiturates programming, by inserting resonance "skyways" into people (the
technique takes almost a thousand pages to describe properly) and waiting
for a few years to let the system grow and take hold. Unlike TK and pyro,
there are no natural psionics. A psionic is a computerized omniscience, can
bend space like a TKer, can establish gates like a gate systems master, has
the power to create matter and energy at will and can generally be said to
be literally omnipotent. No higher physics power has ever been wrung out of
the human nervous system. Machines, on the other hand....
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Immortals.txt (Makes my eyes roll with laughter)
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Immortals on earth
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Prologue:
Some species have achieved immortality for the bulk of their species
members. Usually this is a sign that the species in question are
technologically and sociologically capable of dealing with the inherent
conservatism that always accompanies immortality - they are "mature".
The human race is not yet considered to be mature by most species'
standards, however, and as such immortality-related technology was
until recently classified hyper - no one was supposed to have access to
it. There are always exceptions, however....
Spirit jumpers:
This is the most common method of achieving immortality on this planet.
Usually, a person would train with heroin to "stay" their
consciousness, by setting up a pyrokinetic source of energy to enable
the mind to survive without a host body. Then, the contents of the
memory would be uploaded to the mind as well, and then re-downloaded
when a suitable new body is found to parasitize. About twenty thousand
such immortal spirits are estimated to currently exist. Some of these
work for major intelligence agencies of various countries, and are in
high demand and well paid since it is possible to become extremely
compentent at psionics over such long periods of time. Ages of such
spirits range up to a million years or more.
Vampires:
Yes, traditional-type blood drinking vampires do exist. They are
created by an ancient Srritch (see the Galactic Politics document)
'spell', which over time morphs the human essence into a bizarre type
of parasitic analogy. These beings usually do not exceed two or three
thousand years in age, due to the extreme pain of the vampiric state.
These beings used to rule the human race in ancient stone-age times,
until spirit-jumping became the preferred method of achieving
immortality.
Bio-masters:
Spirit jumpers usually prefer to hide in the population of mortals and
live normal lives (primarily due to bitter intra-spirit warfare), but
occasionally in history there have been instances of spirits wanting to
live in an immortal body, or vamire psionics trying to get out from
under the vampire spell by becoming "truly" immortal. This usually
involves a lot of bio-rework with custom viruses and bacteria, generic
re-engineering, enzyme sculpting and many other related techniques.
The liver can manufacture arbitrary peptides and therefore arbitrary
proteins, so one can turn one's body into a nanotech factory of sorts.
This doesn't give off a TK signature, so it is easy to hide from
various types of pyrokinetic scans, and is thus a popular technique to
use when 'hiding down'.
Ghosts:
Some spirits become dissatisfied with the (relatively) limited power
that a standard human consciousness can provide, so they are known to
try to reach for a higher level of reality to host their essence.
Ghosts of various types are usually the result. Usnally these are PK
beings which don't need to take possesion of a human body anymore to
achieve physical power (see the TK document).
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Misc_Factoids.txt (Really, that's the best title?)
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Ultra-factoids:
Here's a grab bag of miscellaneous factoids about 'classified lorc' (classified
stuff in general), which don't (yet!) merit their own document.
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Did you know....
...That precognition/prescience (seeing the future) is a real, demonstrable
phenomenon?
...That the Italian Mob is controlled by the Catholic Church?
...That organized crime will sell you a psionics system (mostly good for
enabling telepathy), starting at around 250 billion dollars? Ask most any
Italian mobster in New York for details! Seriously!
...That a shadowy, super-secret military organization called the DRO (Defense
Research Office), headquartered in Area 51/Groom Lake, is reverse-engineering
hundreds of crashed/shot-down UFOs and controls the planet?
...That millions of 'artifacts' left over from humantity's past and containing
various types of magical powers are scattered all over the world - most waiting
to be found?
...That cigarettes/nicotine can train in psychic power as well as heroin?
...That the human race, through its psychic/psionic powers and machines, controls
the universe and are worshipped as gods by many intelligent races?
...That the "gray aliens" are human-looking because they are humans from the far future?
...That organized crime rules the planet? (Some would say "duh" to this, of course)
...That the bio-research facility shown in the movie "Andromeda Strain" is real? There
are dozens of these (mostly abandoned) facilities all over the U.S., mostly run by
USAMRIID.
...That, in terms of "blacks power", the U.S. is _ninth_ (and dropping, some would say)
in terms of world power rankings of countries?
...That President Kennedy was assassinated because he was going to legalize drugs in his
second term?
...That 40-50 trillion dollars a year is spent on illegal drugs worldwide, financing most
of black classified operations and research?
...That the best TKers in the world are NOT found in India, but in Vietnam, Myanmar and
Cambodia?
...That whales and elephants are hyperintelligent and many of them work in blacks and are
psionic? Their big brains account for this.
...That the ocean's archaea (protobacteria) emit the "archean flow", an intelligent
psychic force-field which manipulates the biosphere and humanity in particular from
the shadows?
...The the US Navy has dozens of undersea bases all over the world?
...more later...
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Out_Of_Line_Sattelites.txt (Um, what?)
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Out-of-line satellite systems
One of the primary concerns with the idea of manufacturing powerful "psychic
systems" (mechanical TK, pyro, omniscience, basis lock or other higher power
thrower systems) is ensuring ground-level security. Once powerful spacetime
computers came into being in the 1950s, it was realized that any one single
sucessful security breach would leave the breacher in charge of the world.
But, these systems had to be deployed to protect the masters of the world
against alien encroachment on the solar system. So it was decided to use
gate systems to put massive satellites into the solar system, there to be
called upon to defend the solar system against _any_ alien incursion -
friendly or not (shudder...).
U.S. Army Janxon orbiters:
There are three of these sitting in translunar orbit. They are composed of
three main systems and a concealtor core:
* Core "technical" - A junctions-TK emisser (see the telekinesis document).
* Guidance - a simple TK-ish program designed to keep the sat in translunar
orbit, run in the core technical.
* Armamenture: A large set of technical programs designed to rebuild society
after a nuclear holocaust. The sats were to set down, attract people,
distribute power systems and knowledge and rebuild a government and civil society.
The concealtor core is a "predator system" - it warps light around the sat,
making it completely invisible.
U.S. Navy knocker buoy:
This device contains a completely incomprehensible physics core. All that
the theoreticians knew was that the system would "make everything alright".
A complex "social weaver" was thrown into the fabric of spacetime, designed
to seek out a stable solution of every one of the tens of thousands of social
conditions given as constants. No one knew what the "solution" was, only
that it would come flowing at the human race out of spacetime.
U.S. Navy "Big bobby" submersible:
Not a satellite, but out-of-line enough to deserve mention. Big Bobby
floats in the middle of the Marianas Trench, about three miles down. It
contains a TK flight and guidance core, a primitive omniscient computer, a
TK matter synthesizer which runs off the elements in seawater, and a crew of
20. Big Bobby was designed to leave the oceans in case of nuclear
emergency, fly into space, and begin to repair society with TK.
U.S. Navy hypersats:
These sats were manufactured through completely automated computer-throws from
1975 to 1997. The most current series is the hypersat series 11. These sats
contain thousands of distinct emisser types, and run off of a standard space
physics computer core. Most of these sats exist in alternate dimentional cores
for concealment purposes, and run autonomously without any sort of ground control.
NRO mipe-sats:
There are four of these in solar orbit. No one knows what these systems do,
but they assume that they come from the NRO since they have more out-of-line
technology than anyone else around. The most powerful prober systems in
existence cannot penetrate these craft's shields.
NRO Keyholes:
Slightly more primitive than the mipe-sats, these systems (in addition to
their normal classified down-looking camera systems) contain out-of-line
programmable field-emissive cores. These are used to program and contain
the telepathic community. In an emergency (decided by ground stations -
these sats have no computational cores), the keyholes could fly themselves
with a space physics "TK-ism" to avoid ground fire.
Russian gedanya sats:
Roughtly analogous to a Navy hypersat, these sats contain a brace of emisser cores.
These sats were operational in series from 1967-1987, until the failing Soviet Union
decided to get out of the solar system-protection business and leave it to the United
States DoD.
Chinese wang-wei 'turbosatellites':
These sats ditched the idea of a core brace for a hyper-programmable general-purpose
'sark emisser'. These sats are distributed all over the solar system - _billions_ of
them, all cooperating to work as a group-set.
French 'sarvades':
Tiny (30 cm in diameter) 'microsats', these are some of the most sophisticated
physical-materials-based sats ever developed. Each of the approximately 20,000
microsats in orbit contains a different power emisser, to spread out the difficulty
of taking out any significant portion of the total 'power grid' in case of space
warfare.
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SuperClassified.txt (OMG NO! HOW DARE I POST THIS!) XD
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U.S. Super-classified agencies:
Prologue:
There are two major levels of security involved in any classified agency which
is publically known: The formal organization which is known to the public, and
the hidden ("really classified") section, which is usually known by a secret
name within the DoD. Usually, two-thirds of the power and resources of a given
agency are set aside for the super-classified section. If you want to know what
is really going on in classified circles, you look here....
Defense Security Agency:
The DSA is the super-classified arm of the NSA. Unusually for a SC agency, the
DSA has a public face - the NSA CSS division. This agency employs tens of
thousands of "cryptanalysis experts" (psionics-math experts and TKers) who
permeate the military with unlimited access, establishing a control pinion way.
Defense Research Agency:
The DRA is DARPA in super-classified circles. Composed mostly of ex-DRO
(see the Factoids document) personnel, the DRA is the most powerful agency in
the US government. All new theorietics in psionics research come from here.
A dangerous place to be because of all the new powers that are constantly
arising, the DRA is usually composed of personnel who are drug-programmed and
locked in containment for life.
Defense Procurements Agency:
Field personnel in super-classified systems, DPA combs the population for little
bits of "accidental psionics" in the average person's nervous system (these
occur in everyone). DPA runs a lot of its people around using automatic
mind control computers, since the job is mindless and just takes a lot of
time to do.
Defense Master Agency:
The office of the president in super-classified circles. Being commander-in-
chief, the president usually has a lot of powerful and unique psionics tech
to protect him or her. So to some degree does his staff and the Secret Service.
The DMA
Defense Rapid Reactions Agency:
Comparable to the British SAS, this agency takes in Special Forces and SEALs and
other such 'commando' type personnel and trains them to act as liasons/placements
for civilian police forces of various types, often as classified SWAT personnel
with telepathic or other such abilities.
Defense Emergency Response Agency:
DERO is FEMA (nee Homeland Security) in super-classified. Also known as
"emergency containment", DERO rarely interacts with the outside world and is
shrouded in mystery. DERO is designed to control (and if necessary, house) the
entire population of the country in times of psionics attack against the US.
USAMRIID:
Also known as "tops containment", this is the US Army in super-classified.
USAMRIID is widely thought to run the entire world, but no one knows for sure.
Very few people have ever been inside tops containment and returned to tell
the tale....
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SuperDrugs.txt (Some of these names are so silly. XD)
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Classified super-drugs
Prologue: USAMRIID (the United States Army Medical Research Instistute of
Infection Diseases, in Fort Detrick) has been doing classified bio-weapons
research since the 1940s. In addition to elucidating all drug tricks with
"street drugs", al lot of time and effort was put into the synthesis of
brand new drugs with all types of effects. So, without further ado, here's
the list (obviously not comprehensive - USAMRIID must have invented a
thousand distinct drugs - this is a survey of the "best" ones). Also note
that, for the drugs which give you psychic powers, most of them require a
course of heroin programming and telepathic guidance during that course in
order to do anything coherent with the abilities the drug gives you. Even
the most complex of these drugs is only a protein assemblage which
decomposes into five parts or so - you can't do much that is organized with
just that.
D3 analogs family: Basically cocaine analogs, these drugs range from
"cocaine-like and lasting 6 hours" to "several times better than cocaine and
lasting 36 hours" through around 20 different drugs.
D4: This drug feels about a thousand times better than crack. Highly
addictive is a huge understatement. "If you try it once, better have enough
for the rest of your life or you will have ruined the shit out of it" is the
common phrase. A very good trainer and mental organizer.
D5: Feels about ten times better than D4, and is qualitatively different.
D6, D7, D8: All of these are so pleasurable that you usually die in ecstatic
agony after a month or so, from total nervous collapse.
Sparklefire: This drug "exvorges" your nervous system with a chaotic flow.
It makes you much smarter, much more emotionally stable, much MUCH more
creative ("eerily creative", they say) and much stronger physically.
Gemstone: This is also a hyper-creative generator, but the creativity is
qualitatively different from that generated by sparklefire. Many such
creative "throws" (about 30 or so) have been found and catalogued, and we
don't need to list them all.
Siper-kane: This drug makes it so that your IQ will increase exponentially
for as long as you live. It puts thrower cores into your cerebrum, which
expand in intelligence both inward and outward, pretty much forever. You
almost always become a machine, totally amoral. It is not possible to
describe this "giant IQ" (10,000+) in words, only extraordinarily subtle
thought vibrations.
Tendor down: This drug reduces the IQ to the level of an imbecile - about 50
or so.
Lop-licker: This drug makes you spontaneously start sucking copies of nearby
people's souls into your own. One gets multiple personality disorder farily
quickly, but proper training with heroin programming allows the "master"
personality to remain in charge, with the other personalities as slaves.
Psychic power increases with each successful suck, depending on the powers
of the suck-ee.
Finer line: This drug makes people smarter - sort of. What it does is
introduce a standards "core" into people, which is commonly described as a
very thin, "sharp" line in the middle of your thoughts. If you learn to
throw your thoughts down the line, you will end up thinking at about ten to
fifteen times the rate of a normal human. Effective intelligence is greatly
increased, however memory retention and other associated aspects of "real"
intelligence are not.
Licky: Licky makes you pyrokinetic, and with associated heroin and barbiturates
training you become a "gate systems master". Pyrokinesis/gating is
described in another document.
Tricky: Tricky makes you mega-omniscient for about six months before you die
a raving madman, so you are useful for a while at least (shudder).
Mega-omniscience is described in another document.
Sticky (I swear to God, these are the real names): Gives a permanent heroin
high.
Icky: Makes you feel like absolute dogshit for the rest of your life or until
you do a two-month (usually) LSD wash.
Johnson: Another pyrokinetic "wack" (nervous system throw). This one gives
one aspect only of pyro - a visual gate system which allows a "camera" to be
thrown anywhere in the universe, and beams directly back into your mind.
People say that it is difficult to belive that the effect is not generated
by a computer with holographic fields, it is so sharp and distinct.
Axielior: Gives one remote viewing, which acts a lot like the "Johnson"
listed above. Remote viewing is described in another document. There are
over a hundred of these type of drugs.
Pasure: Gives one psychokinesis (PK, also called telekinesis or TK). There
are about ten PK drugs.
Condesiure: Gives one "total basis locktors", also called psionics. Psionics
power is described in another document. There are 8 "psi-drugs" in
existence.
Trainer Knock: Trains the nervous system like heroin, but does not make the user
high and is not addictive.
Clallior: Makes the user a mega-type-omniscient. The same "wide omniscience" given
by Tricky is provided with one dose, but no pain or death occurs.
Axnelior: A "fixed" Axelior - it was discovered in 1957 that Axelior-heads were
destroying the fabric of existence (!!!). This drug provides a working version of
the same dimensional pinions that Axelior does, and also fixes an existing Axelior
"tune".
Bosture Nader: This drug makes one a telepath, by attuning an existing paranoid
personality to other BN-ers' paranoid "functions". Used extensively by the CIA in
the field, since most people in the CIA are A) paranoids and B) require telepathic
links to each other and to their home base in Langely, Virginia.
Promic Course: This one gives the user a "maker conn". This turns people into
infinite-energy masters.
Siper-wader: Makes your IQ 150 billion within five years. Kills about half its users.
Someravery: Puts one in a sleep-locker, much as the heroin-and-seroquel drugtrick does.
Hamnoriactor: Makes you into a probe-wader type of telepath, totally unblockable.
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TK.txt (I think one of the previous ones mentioned looking to this one)
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Secrets of telekinesis
Since the dawn of time, lengends have existed of people who could move
objects with their minds alone, or could fly, or were invulnerable. Legends of
ghosts or spirits with the ability to move objects have also been around as long
as humans have. Surely, mystics and researchers thought at the dawn of the
twentieth century, there must be some truth to these legends?
As it turns out, there was truth aplenty. Telekinesis is a real,
demonstrable phenomenon. Ghosts exist and have been coaxed into repeated,
controlled displays of TK in a laboratory environment. One such demonstration
in 1953 punched a long, narrow tube through 25+ feet of solid concrete wall.
Until the eighties, it was common for CIA "telekinetics" to use a pet "ghost
sorc" which had been tortured to obey commands from its master.
In addition to the ghosts, one other type of TK was known to the western
world. The Anatolian (Greek) peoples (see the History of the World document)
are natural "basis TKers", and this was a closely-held secret of the Eastern
Orthodox church until MK-ULTRA came around in the fifties. Greek TKers can
litf cars with their minds, bend time, and perform other such dramatic
tricks.
This was all that people knew until 1959, when the Indian army decided
to participate in MK-ULTRA and reveal their telekinetics to the western world.
For the first time, people in the west learned the ancient secrets of eastern
TK training with Heroin. TK usage exploded throughout the blacks-classified
world after this point, and remains an open secret of those in power across the
world to this day.
How does TK work? For a long time, no one knew. All that was known
from the Indian heroin training manuals was that "junctions" were involved -
little bits of existence that came in various shapes and needed to be wired
together with various types of vibrationally-coherent streams of energy. A
TKer would begin his or her training by learning a little bit of pyrokinesis,
then learn how to twist the summoned energy through a controlled "hoptor",
which would route the energy stream through a couple of training junctions.
From there, the procedure boils down to "place and route" with various
types of junctions and the energy streams. Some junctions need to be shared,
others are endlessly duplicated and so every TKer picks their own to use. Some
junctions are simple, some complex, but all of them eat up some of the energy
streams that are routed through them, and so every TKer must learn how to suck
vibro-energy between junctional cores to recharge their flow's strength.
Below the junctional "layer" lies the Greek Basis, which is the "true"
TK source (junctions being much easier to get to and use, but much less
powerful). Techniques such as basis flow, basis spar-ways, basis synctors and
basis woptors are practiced down here, not junctional ties. Aside from the
Greeks, who exclusively work with types of basis flow locktors, most basis TK
is the province of powerful psionics who can support the extremely large
computational requirements of these techniques.
In terms of classical physics, TK operates at the planck scale, at or
below 10^-34 meters. It is also called 'reality physics'. True TK can do much
more than just move things around - it can generate optical illusions,
synthesize matter directly, and teleport things from place to place.
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United_states_Mob.txt
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Organized crime in classified in the U.S.
Prologue:
The main difference between the US government and organized crime when it
comes to classified operations (population management, blacks tech, drug
smuggling, etc etc) is that the government generally operates according to
a set of rules (not laws, but rules nonetheless), and almost by definition
organized crime does not. This usually give organized crime a natural
advantage over the government in terms of power-authority: in fact, a
natural progression of rising-in-rank in blacks/crime goes as follows:
Hierarchy of blacks power in the U.S.
1: Petty crime (no blacks power)
2: Civilian small-time drugs (occasional telepathy)
3: Local police (generally telepathic)
4: Local mob (telepathic required, some TK)
4: State police (telepathic required, also about half TK)
5: National mob (telepathy required, social engineering, mostly TK required)
6: Federal police (TK and telepathy required, some pyrokinesis)
7: US military (pyro required, advanced training required, some psionics/AI)
9: Transnational mob (psionics/AI required, super-advanced training required)
10: Organized religion (artifact access and lifetime service/training req'd)
Organized crime power structure by geography:
Northeast:
1: Skull and Bones (upper New England): Mostly advanced machine tech, some
drugs and political influence, some artifacts
2: New York City Italian/Jewish Mob: Advanced psionics tech, some drugs
religious connections
3: Washington DC 'political/diplomatic mob': Political and diplomatic influence,
some drugs, transnational mob
Southeast:
1: Klu Klux Klan (in the 'deep south'): Mostly drugs
2: DEA (in Florida and coastal areas): Mostly drugs, also some advanced machine tech
Midwest:
1: Chicago Italian Mob (Chicago and Detroit areas): Some drugs, some machine
tech, some artifacts
2: Hell's Angels (most rural areas). Mostly drugs, also required advanced psionics
Central west:
1: Aryan gang/neo-nazi movement in Idaho: Advanced machine tech
2: Mormon Church in Utah: Drugs, artifacts, some machine tech
3: Mexican organized crime in the Phoenix metro area: Drugs
Northwest:
1: Seattle area (mostly Boeing and Microsoft): Machine tech, some drugs
2: San Francisco bay area (tons of smallish ethnic and tech company mobs):
Mostly drugs
Southwest:
1: Los Angeles area (Mexicans, Hollywood): Drugs, Hyper-advanced machine tech,
artifacts, transnational mob, religion
2: Las Vegas Italian Mob: Drugs
The overall winner is (somewhat surprisingly) Los Angeles. The L.A. area mob
conglomerates appear (as of 2010) to be the 'go-to guys' for damn near anything.
Their tech (through Hollywood, which runs military propaganda) is leagues above
anything else, their drugs are cheap, plentiful and well-run, the Mexicans have
brought in a lot of good artifacts recently, and their connections with Mexico
and the U.S. federal government (via propaganda) are superb. Whereas in
previous years and decades L.A. were simple DEA servants, they appear to have
taken the kingship position in the U.S. over the last ten years, and are a
viable contender for world-wide mob central over the next ten, assuming they
don't screw up anything major.
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World_History.txt (What the heck is this stuff?)
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The real history of the world
There have been telepaths and psychic powers on earth since chordate nervous
systems evolved, with the powers usually tied to "primary" (bred)
personality types. These super-powerful telepaths control most of humanity,
usually extending their powers to antisocials who would keep their secrets.
This is the "telepathic community", and it is composed of ancient breeding
lines which bred for mentalist powers. These people scripted most human
migrations for over a million years, generated and implanted most culture,
raised up civilization and still to this day control almost every
institution of power in the world, from the presidencies of every major
country and the leaders of organized crime down to little groups of three or
four people with one social engineering "locker". One needs to know this
hidden world well in order to explain why history is the way it was.
Everyone knows by now about the "out of Africa" theory, which states that
approximately 200,000 years ago, humans began to migrate out of northern
Africa and into Asia and Europe. What people do not know, in the civilian
realm at least, is why. The answer is simple: those tribes were kicked out.
Most of Africa consists of smallish local tribes which have lived and bred
in the exact same spot for hundreds of thousands of years. You cannot live
like that and not get inbred, and indeed most tribes have highly-developed
primary (heritable) personality "disorders" which reflect the mate choices
made down those long years and hence the values of the individual, which
usually reflected the values of the tribe. Usually these are primary
sociopaths, since aggressive antisocial behavior is usually rewarded
reproductively in non-industrialized/agricultural societies. Not always,
however....
Why were these powers bred? The answer is this: WAR. Now, of course
primary sociopaths go to war, but most often this will be limited to
smallish feuds, over land or resources. Primary sociopaths usually want to
impress their women, not die. However, primary borderlines are dyssexual,
and this engenders a desire for war due to sublimation of essential desires.
Many, many tribes bred "through" borderline-ism to sociopathy, but
(unfortunately for the world) many did not, and this led to a great increase
in child abuse to create people with secondary personality disorders. These
were used and then sent off to war to get them out of the tribe. After
thousands of years of pointless wars, the psychic rulers of Africa decided
to breed people who weren't antisocial, and that led to the creation of the
autistic tribes, who today are called semitic (the Jews). However, these
tribes became extremely unpopular with the men, due to their appeal to
women's basic desires for "adult children". Primary sociopaths were easily
manipulated into hating and fearing these autistic tribes, and so it was
decided that they would have to leave Africa for good. They all ended up
settling in what is now called the "middle east", and continued to breed for
autistics with psychic power. Their "ranger corps" continued to move north
into anatolia (Turkey) and settled there.
Not all was well in Africa, however. The removal of the autistic tribes
hadn't calmed things down much after all - the problem was the primary
borderlines, after all, and they were still in control. So controlling
factors were brought into play, and the primary narcissists were bred. These
were found to be too rigid and inflexible for the primary sociopaths,
however, and they too were ejected from africa. These tribes hugged the
coastline and migrated out through what is now the arabian peninsula, iran,
afghanistan and pakistan, finally settling in the indus river valley. There,
the "narcisisstic core" settled for around 100,000 years, and bred their own
new sociopathic slave lines in order to fend off further immigration down
into the indian subcontinent. The narcissists then fanned out their ranger
corps across india, keeping telepathic control of the sociopathic core they
had left behind in the indus river valley. Over time, the narcissists
migrated across india to settle in the east, leaving the ranger corps in the
south. The ranger corps is the Tamil tribe now.
The chinese (han) peoples are _Homo Habilis_. These peoples "migrated"
(were kicked out by the first bred _sapiens_ powers in africa) out of africa
far earlier than _homo sapiens_ (about half a million years ago). The han
migrated north and east throughout asia north of the andes mountain range,
and then down into southeast asia. There they met the narcissistic tribes
wo were migrating east through what is now Bangladesh, and the "exer war"
was fought for about a thousand years until the two tribes worked out where
they would live. To this day, the boundary between bangladesh and myanmar
is a no-man's land of avoidancy magic and little heroin smuggling tribes.
The southeast asians continued to breed themselves, eventually becoming
distinct peoples from the han up north.
The northern european tribes are _homo neaderthalensis_, which were also
kicked out of (read: fled in gibbering terror from, much as _Homo Habilis_
had) Africa, around the same time as _Homo Habilis_. These peoples migrated
far to the north, settling in Europe and western Asia. There they bred
themselves for power, mostly higher types of omniscience. They needed this
power to keep track of what the southern tribes were doing. Most of these
peoples ended up with powerful primary paranoid-borderline personalities,
which tend to be much more reasonable than the pure borderlines they were
descended from.
While most tribes were kicked out of central Africa to the north, a few were
sent south, to colonize southern Africa. This was done so that the central
African tribes would be able to keep some power over the peoples they had
forced out into the rest of the world. These people settled in the southern
tip of Africa about 175,000, and began what was, for the time, the most
sophisticated "breeding lock" in the world. A primary borderline tribe was
set in place as a "locktor", and another, slave tribe was bred to be A)
powerful, and B) completely power-locked by the master tribe. Today, the
master tribe is known as the Zulus, and the slaves the Xhosa - both tribes
live in South Africa. The Zulus have no power at all, except for the fact
that they can "down" any Xhosa. The Xhosa, on the other hand, are so
heavily bred for mentalist powers t
