Element Meme Taken from  brownkuma
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/776863/

Here we go:
Fire
[] If you get in my way I'll POUND YOU!
[] I confide in my Passion!
[] I can beat anyone with my superior will!
[] I don' like to wait to get what I want.
[] I like warm weather and lots of sun.
[] Caution is not worth sacrificing efficiency, in some cases.
[] I have a short temper.
[] I like Spicy/Savory food. And it's gotta be hot!
[] It's important to fight for what's right! Very much!
[] Music should be fast and powerful. It should make me want to dance!
Total: 0

Water:
[x] If you get in my way, I'll just go around you.
[x] Versatility is invaluable.
[] I can overcome anything with my superior wit.
[] I'll get what I want using a method you hadn't considered.
[x] I like when it rains.
[x] I'll help you if you need it, but don't get greedy.
[] I'm willing to bend my morals for the sake of progress.
[x] I like food that soothes my body. Like how you can feel water run all the way into your belly.
[x] A solution can be found with diplomacy.
[x] Music should be soft and soothing, but also focused if that makes sense.
Total: 7

Earth:
[] If you get in my way, I'll get in your way!
[] I center myself on Focus!
[] I can't be overcome by anything. I'll stay right here until you give up!
[x] I can wait for what I want.
[x] I like cool mornings and lazy evenings.
[x] I bet I could beat you in a staring contest. Don't lose focus!
[x] I won't sacrifice my morals for anything. I have them for a reason.
[x] I like earthy/savory foods. Like heavy breads and red meat.
[x] I respect devotion and order.
[x] Music should be strong and steady. Like the beat of your heart.
Total: 7

Air:
[] You can't get in my way. Haha!
[x] I believe in total freedom!
[] I already have everything I could want.
[] It's impossible to stop me, because I'm not limited by the same things as you.
[x] I like a refreshing breeze on a warm day. With lots of white clouds.
[x] I live in the moment and act on my impulsive desires.
[x] What's the point in getting angry? Just have fun!
[x] I like light and sweet foods, like sweet breads and water-based broths.
[x] I'll do anything to be free and happy.
[x] Music should dance in my ears and remind me of what it's like to cut loose.
Total: 7

Nature:
[x] Oh! Am I in your way? Let me move.
[x] I believe life should be cherished above all other things.
[] I will submit for now, but I will never give up.
[x] If I play my cards right, everything I want will be provided for me.
[x] I like windy days that make the trees sway and whisper.
[x] I will not hesitate to help you if I am able.
[x] Everyone is entitled to their own opinions. I will fight for that right only.
[] I love fresh fruit and vegetables.
[x] I would compromise before I would argue.
[x] Music should be honest and gentle like leaves blowing in the autumn wind. Or the creaking of a great tree.
Total: 8

Ice:
[] If you get in my way once, I'll find another way. If you do it again, I'll kill you.
[x] My strength is drawn from Clarity and Understanding.
[] Come winter, you'll freeze to death, and I won't have to bother with you.
[x] I'll endure much suffering to get what I want.
[x] I love cold, cloudless days.
[] Your problems aren't my problems. Bother someone else.
[] I'm not easily impressed.
[x] I like cold and sweet foods. Like cold soups and shaved ice.
[] Justice is indefinite you fool.
[x] Music should have clear, bold sounds. Like bells.
Total: 5

Lightning:
[] Try getting in my way! I'll blast right past you!
[x] Confidence is key! I just lose it and forget to check under my doormat, sometimes.
[] I don't stop until I win!
[] I don't like waiting for what I want. If it takes to long, I'll find something else.
[] I'd prefer not getting rained on, but I love thunder and lightning.
[] I'll to anything for my friends.
[x] I'm easily excited
[] I love sour!
[] I'll fight tooth and nail for my pride!
[x] Music should be fast and upbeat. Techno and Electrodance baby!
Total: 3

Darkness:
[] Don't ever cross my path.
[] I draw my strength only from myself.
[] I'm not afraid to be underhanded.
[] All I want is for people to leave me alone.
[x] I like the night. And the shade during the day. I prefer to avoid the sun.
[] People like Batman's The Joker, and Naruto's Orochimaru are my idols.
[] If there is no profit in it, I don't do it.
[] I like salty and bland foods. Potatoes are a must.
[] I would be an executioner.
[x] Music should be low and slow. I should feel the darkness of the composer's heart in the beat.
Total: 2

Light:
[] No obstacle shall obscure my righteous path.
[x] Justice and Loyalty are of the utmost importance.
[x] Valor will overcome all forms of treachery.
[x] I want to see peace throughout the world.
[] I love warm sunny days where the wind blows across the golden fields.
[] I find the world to be dismal and seek to correct it.
[] People have called me stuck up.
[x] I appreciate food that is prepared with hard work and love.
[] Those who are wrong must be corrected!
[x] Music should be beautiful and imposing. Drum, Trumpet, Piano, Harp, Flute, etc... are lovely.
Total: 5

Space:
[] I know all the alternate paths. No one can get in my way for long.
[] I pride myself on my Awareness.
[x] I just want to enjoy the scenery.
[x] My tastes change often, so getting things I want is sometimes a chore.
[x] I like wide open spaces. Like sparsely treed fields and big houses.
[x] I would prefer to travel than live in one place.
[x] Don't crowd me!
[x] I like things you can eat a lot of without getting full.
[] I'll fight for the best seat in the house.
[x] Music should be grand and boisterous. It should echo!
Total: 7

Time:
[] If you get in my way, I'll wait for you to leave and come back.
[x] Among all things, Patience is the most valuable.
[] I can outlast anyone at anything.
[x] Everything is finite. I'll take what I get and leave what I don't.
[x] As long as it's convenient to me, I like any weather, for the most part, anyway.
[x] People should go out of their ways to spend time enjoying things.
[x] I can easily become lost in thought.
[x] I like hardy, filling foods.
[x] I don't bother fighting over things. People will eventually wear themselves out.
[x] Music should be timeless. Enjoyable by all people through the ages.
Total: 8

What are your thoughts?
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In My Pant's Meme taken from  Simba09

Put your audio player software on random. Post the title of the first twenty songs that come up. Append "in My Pants" to the end of each title.

I decided to do top 50 instead due to getting into it. Normal = 20 songs, I did 50. Maybe I'll add more later, but seeing as its almost 3:30am, time to stop. XD
The top 50 list of things in my pants:

01. Ai Otsuka - Kingyo Hanabi...In My Pants!
02. Super R-Type - Try Harder!...In My Pants!
03. SHINING FINGER SWORD!!!!!...In My Pants!
04. Rockman & Forte - Violent Showdown (Robot Master Battle)...In My Pants!
05. Queen - Another One Bites The Dust...In My Pants!
06. Daisuke Ishiwatari - The Irony Of Chaste...In My Pants!
07. Wanko To Kurasou - Trembling Alone...In My Pants!
08. Koji Kondo - LoZ: Twilight Princess - Midna's Desperation...In My Pants!
09. Final Fantasy 9 - Immoral Melody...In My Pants!
10. Bethoven - Sonata Claro de Luna...In My Pants!
11. Shadow the Hedgehog OST - 15 - Egg Breaker...In My Pants!
12. Code Geass OST - Nakagawa Koutarou - Nightmare...In My Pants!
13. Kingdom Hearts OST - Yoko Shimomura - Fragments of Sorrow...In My Pants!
14. Michael Jackson - Beat It...In My Pants!
15. Wanko To Kurasou - Precious Memories...In My Pants!
16. Kingdom Hearts OST - Hand in Hand...IN My Pants!
17. Katawa Shoujo OST - Another Day...In My Pants!
18. Aphex Twin - Lichen...In My Pants!
19. Rhapsody - Holy Wind...In My Pants!
20. TAMusic - The Dark Blowhole...In My Pants!
21. Koji Kondo - LoZ: Twilight Princess - Enterance to the Temple of Time...In My Pants!
22. Final Fantasy 7 - 408 Hurry, Faster!...In My Pants!
23. Code Geass OST - Nakagawa Koutarou - Stray Cat...In My Pants!
24. Sinon - U.N. Owen Was Her...In My Pants!
25. Katawa Shoujo OST - Raindrops & Puddles...In My Pants!
26. Coheed & Cambria - The Runnning Free...In My Pants!
27. Bad Religion - I Love My Computer...In My Pants!
28. Castlevania SOTN OST - 16 - Crystal Teardrops...In My Pants!
29. Megaman X7 OST - Crimson Palace - Soul Asylum...In My Pants!
30. LoZ: Majora's Mask - Woods of Mystery...In My Pants!
31. Tips & Tricks Vs Wisdome - Let's Groove Tonight...In My Pants!
32. Super R-Type - As Wet as a Fish...In My Pants!
33. Andrew WK - Let's Get A Party Going...In My Pants!
34. Katawa Shoujo OST - Painful History...In My Pants!
35. Casltvania 2 - Bloody Tears...In My Pants!
36. The Foundations - Baby, Now That I've Found You...In My Pants!
37. Ocremix - Rockman X - Take Back the Tower...In My Pants!
38. Studio Pixel - Cave Story - Mischievous Robot...In My Pants!
39. Ludwig Van Beethoven - Ode to Joy...In My Pants!
40. Van Halen - Ain't Talkin' 'Bout Love...In My Pants!
41. Growlanser II: The Sense of Justice - Because You Have Friends...In My Pants!
42. The Smiths - William, It Was Really Nothing...In My Pants!
43. [From saks61 - Youtube] - Tai Chi - The Gentle Energy...In My Pants!
43. Android Kikaider OST - Akira Mitake - Devil's Flute...In My Pants!
44. Tsunami Bomb - The Invasion From Within...In My Pants!
45. Cosby Bebop...In My Pants!
46. Napoleon XIV - They're Coming To Take Me Away, Ha-Haaa! (The Funny Farm)...In My Pants!
47. Android Kikaider OST - Akira Mitake - Jiro's Guitar (Part 1)...In My Pants!
48. Chiasm - Isolated...In My Pants!
49. Marvin Gaye & Tammi Terrel - Ain't No Mountain High Enough...In My Pants!
50. Mass Effect OST - Jack Wall & Sam Hulick - Breeding Ground...In My Pants!

That's all for the moment. In My Pants!
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I saw this image here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3955266

And due to viewing/listening to this so many times,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tFo0_nYPLmQ
And
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwyVV5_orBo&feature=related
it made me thing of writing this in response to the image:
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*Cue Mobile Fighter G Gundam - King of Hearts Theme Music*

"This cock of mine glows with an awesome power! It's burning eruption tells me to fuck you! Take this! My lust, my desire and all of my penis!

ERUPTING BURNING CUMBLAAASSSSTTTTT!!!!!

GO! GO! GO!

AND NOW! HEAT END!!!!
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Also, for any youtube vid you wish to loop endlessly (Say music for example), add the word endless before youtube. would be like https://www.endlessyoutube.com/BlaB.....RandomCrapHere

Probably odd huh? XD

As some of you who have played this game (And perhaps saved to your computer), perhaps some of you have been curious to see what the characters do at full power or just want to be full powered at the start. Well, I created or found out what does what so that you can now have 99 lives, and everyone starts and Full (Fire Flower) Power and the stage is 1-1.

Basically, create a new notepad document (For Macs, whatever allows you to create txt files)

Name it what you want, Maybe something like I did which was:
SMC_Save_Data_Full_Power_&_99_Lives & Coins_Stage_1-1

Then, paste the following, save & load ingame:

<smbc_save_data>328,331,167,167,68,34,34,34,34,34,34,114,116,115,117,167,165,142,160,0</smbc_save_data>

The 2nd 328 = stage number. The 167 = the 99 lives. Those 6 # 34 is the "power state" of the characters. When you are starting, it is set at 32. 33 would equal to having the mushroom.

I do not yet know what other numbers are.

Hope this can be a form of "Cheat" thingy so to speak for those who want it to just have fun as what games are meant to do. ^_^

I use the term Body fat, as body fat & weight, technically are not the same thing.

Weight I know can be numerous things like body fat, msucle tissue and perhaps other related things.

For me, I find it a tad hard to do exercise. I mean, I am lucky if say, I am able to ride my bike around the block in say, under 10-15 minutes or so.

I mean, heck, yes I could walk it with ease in that time, and probably walk a LONG time before needing to rest. But for me, I get the feeling that in order to lose body fat, I would need to do exercises that get my heart eating more. For me, things like biking are one thing that works great with that.

I am sure some of you would suggest things like running or jogging, but for me, I get the feeling that my joints and knees would not like the aspects of 259 pounds crashing on and off of them.

Maybe it is just me and me being in a "phaze" or something, but I am curious. I get the feeling that I really need to lose body weight so I can be healthier, but I also know that for me, it is hard to keep up with things.

Not only that, I have noticed that after doing the exercizes, a few hours later, it is as though my body says it just wants to crash and sleep.

Also, I am sure that aspects of losing body fat involve something to get your heart rate going and burning more calories then one intakes. But, it seems that just about everything these days is so unhealthy for you. Me, I absolutly can't stnad eating salads as when it comes to food and textures, it would be like say, 100 teachers scraping a chalk board with that really nasty twinge that you could get in your neck and spine. For me, that is pretty much every time I bite down into something that has a texture like lettuce/salad/etc.

Granted, then it makes me wonder if I am missing out on certain nutrients and whatnot my body may need.

Sorry, I think I am just rambling/ranting a bit. ^_^;

Also, I do wonder if these thoughts say, were brought on by reading the entire Capre Diem Comic as well as Profile's Comic at least from a few days back.

I am sure some of you know at times aspects of stories affect me quite deeply due to my way of thinking about them. For those that don't know me, I tend to think that aspects of stories while they may be fiction in this realm of existance/universe, they are real in their own world/realm and that those who are artists/writers, have a form of psychic or other form of connection to that realm and have the capability to transfer the experiances in those thoughts into a medium for others to read and enjoy.

Anywho, anyone have any tips who say, have lost body fat? Ways that might work best for losing body fat, but at the same time, doing it in a manner (and if nessisary) combined with say, weight lifting so one doesn't end up with flabby loose flaps of skin that I think can happen with others?

I am curious to hear your opinions or thoughts on the matter.

more then likely make you laugh till your head/hart/other body part explodes from overexertion called Hyperbole & a Half

Main site is here:
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/

But, allow me to share a few that made me laugh ultra crazy.

This one while may be mildly sad for some reason made me laugh like crazy:
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....childhood.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....d-on-real.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....val-guide.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....ith-brick.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....feel-like.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....be-afraid.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....tch-in-11.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....unny-died.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....s-of-2005.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....3/animals.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....-approach.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....ent-of-my.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c...../am-adult.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c...../am-adult.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....03/i-find.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....val-guide.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....amous-and.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....leton-man.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....tines-day.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....-probably.html


http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....2/badface.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....g-zombies.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c...../dinosaur.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....-programs.html ((Can you say butter & honey sandwiches?))

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....e-i-think.html

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....goat-back.html

This is all for now. I was going to post a $#1Tload more but for now, this is enough. XD

For me, I have noticed that the walking that I from time to time do seems to as far as I know not do too much for me as even say, walking a few miles, or so, it doesn't feel like it does much, let alone get my pulse and heart pumping faster.

Needless to say, yesterday, my dad had forgotten a muffin that he microwaved (Part of a Jenny Craig Diet he is on). For me, I thought it to be a perfect excuse to get my bike out and try riding over to the place to deliver it. Technically, it is not that far at all, probably under a mile, maybe 1/2 mile tops distance wise I am guessing. I could be wrong.

But needless to say, biking is FAR more intense then simple walking. When I got to the "Bend" in the L of the Path I was to take, my heart was beating like crazy. I needed one or two times in between. The thing is, I had hoped to get it there still warm.

Of course, Murphy's Law kicked in and when I got there, my dad was not there. Luckily one of the friends of his that he sees was. It seems he had left around 5-10 minutes before I had arrived. So, needless to say, it was somewhat a wasted trip.

Anywho, needless to say, I will be trying to get some more biking in each day in the morning.

Not so much a set time or distance, but rather going to a point of medium discomfort before heading back home. That way, it gets my heart beating fast, but doesn't make me overdo it like I think I did yesterday.

For where I live,our street has three culdesac thinigies so today, I managed to go inside the first and second one before heading home without stopping.

I hope that by doing this a bit each day, it can strengthen my heart to have more endurance and whatnot, not to mention I am sure it will be good for my health overall.

I am curious though, are there things I should be wary of doing?

I mean, for me, I did it a bit after waking up and having done...... a different shall we say "Arm strengthening" exercise. >_>

I hadn't eaten anything and not really even having had anything to drink.

Should I before doing the biking thing no matter how little, make sure I at least have some fluid in me?

Any tips one can give would be good. ^_^

Thanks for reading if you read it. ^_^

This may be a bit odd, but I am curious on your thoughts.

We have this old cat (I call him MooCat as he looks colored like a cow) and for some reason, when seeing him today, I have this odd feeling. I can't quite explain it other then the feeling as though perhaps feeling/knowing he won't be around much longer.

It is hard to explain it. I wonder, should I allow these thoughts to disturb me? Granted, it is not a for sure thing like a type of "KNowing for sure that say, a certain thing will not be around in a span of time" or something.

I mean, granted, part of me is curious.

If someone had say, a slight thought or possibility that a pet of yours you cared about may possibly not have long to live, be it for through the night or only a day or two, yet was not sure, would you want that person to tell you those thoughts or worries that they have for said pet, so it can allow them to spend time with said pet even if perhaps the person is wrong and you may get upset with that person, or would you think it better for that person not to bring it up so it does not cause the owner or ones that care for the pet stress incase the person may be wrong?

Trying to put the odd thoguhts into words but for some reason it is as though it does not wish to be said or something. Heck if I know. Your thoughts?

I accidently quick formatted the Ps3 hard drive when attempting to partition the PS3 drive thinking it worked similar to Partition Magic where it doesn't delete everything (as in the File Allocation Table which acts as a map to everything). Unfortunatly, that means I lost the "Map" which lists all the files of where they are on the hard drive.

I managed to run a data restoration program that managed to find most of the files, or what I assume to be the files, even though they are in interesting formats. GZIP files and massive .swf files as well.

The thing is, I am curious if others have used the ps3 backup utility with music, movies, pictures as well as game saves and etc installed and what perhaps the ps3 backup file might be like.

Would it just be one particular file say, something similar to a ZIP/RAR file but perhaps specific to PS3 use?

I have seen a few times where one can create a zip/rar file, compile the the file, then rename the extension to at times allow it to be used in the different manner.

I am hoping I do not have to replay all the games and all that stuff as that would be quite annoying, especially all the images, music & movies I put on it as well.

Can anyone assist me in this ordeal? I do not wish to have to pay someone a messload of money for a "chance" of restoring all the things. Not to mention lots of the images were adult orienteds in nature and would feel it kinda being a privacy issue. ^_^

Anywho, that is all I suppose.

This Image here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1627249/

Here is a link to where I "created" a cropped image for a site that seems to turn images into body pillow covers. It seems that the price is fixed for $69 which may seem steep (I wouldn't know), but I thought it was interesting and curious to your thoughts.....

It also seems that you get $5 per pillow cover ordered. May not be much, but still, you know?

I am more curious if this is something others would want, and if so, maybe I can see if other images might be good for this I have as well.

Here is the link to the Body Pillow Cover I "made" so to speak thanks to the image done by NayanLittle up above:
http://www.mypillowpartner.com/body.....cter-sexy-pose

I also wonder if others would find the idea of their images being converted to Body Pillows to be neat and something they could want.

Granted, technically they are not too keen on nudity but seems it can be allowed to a degree.....

Also, I sent a message to some other artists whose art I think could make good body pillow covers, and basically this could also be something for turning your art into Body Pillow Covers. It is unfortunate you can't name your own price, and have to go through another party, but still. It could be something extra to consider. Things like Journals updating people as to what art to pillow covers you have made to show others who may have extra money or something. Especially due to some of you artists who are extremely well known and good can charge a lot more for a commision, but maybe allow the user to say, "enjoy" an image you have in a special manner or something.....

To those of you who I have sent a link to this journal to, I thought it could be an idea that if you do not mind the idea, that you could yourself create an account there, choose what art/character you would feel comfortable with being turned into such a pillow and of course, if some sold, you could earn a tad bit of money as well.

I suppose that to some of you who are artists, the aspect of knowing that others would be interested in sexual aspects of a character in some physical aspect where the artist would KNOW that others are enjoying their character in more "intimate" ways even if in pillow form may not be for them. I suppose at least with art of a sexual nature, they may not wish to know on a fully conscious level that others might have thoughts of "enjoying" the artists character in a bit more intimate manner. Granted, at least with an artistic digital image manner, the artist may not have to be reminded or have to think about the idea that we all know is true for the most part that someone or numerous people have probably masturbate/fapped/insert other word for that action here, to their character

Of course. there I suppose are some people who know that others enj this and could use this idea as something to allow the fans to have so in a sense, have somewhat of a physical peice of a character that they enjoy. And that they would not have any problems knowing that others intimatly enjoy their character and not be bothered by it at all.

I am curious as to how many have the idea of being okay with the aspect of others masturbating/fapping/insert other word for that action here, to their characters and maybe wish to give their fans something somewwhat more physical, and knowing that people would pay to have a psuedo physical aspect of a character they enjoy and can enjoy it however they wish perhaps in their own and hopefully private way.

Sorry if I am rambling, I think my mind just went into its "Overthinking" mode due to thinking about both potential sides and ways one whose character to be put in this situation may think.

If some of you like the idea but are uncertain, maybe make a journal something along the lines of this:


SUBJECT: If I could make Full Body Pillow Cases of Art, would you buy?

BODY: I came across an idea and site due to someone on FA (No credit needed unless you feel like it) about a site that allows art to be made into full Body Pillow Cases. I was curious if others would pay for such an item. What if I offered to make pillow casses out of certain art images in my gallery (you the artist) would you be willing to pay XXX amount for the cases?

XXX = name your price pretty much. Enough to cover the $69 fee from the site above, or perhaps whatever from an alt site where it could be slightly cheaper. That way, you could adjust the price a tad higher due to what you feel is acceptable, and make some money, and still order it.

Just a thought to those who think they could consider this idea.

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A interesting comment from Amaya-Murahashi
Ran across this journal in passing. I personally wouldn't want one. Being that I work with the anime community more then furry i can almost guarantee due to the price, even there it'd fail. Even then they'd be more into the innocent things. If you tried this on a larger scale I'd suggest getting blank pillow cases and get some of the special paper that you can print the images on and iron them onto the cases. Can get your creation costs down to about 5$ doing it that way and most people aren't going to care if its silk screened on.

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NOTE TO SELF

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Artists galleries to look through to send list of idea potential for idea above:
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/siroc/
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/thegreatbadguy/

If I forgot to add you to this list, remind me ok?

Dream Journal 04-03-10 Log Started 10:50am

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Dream Part 1

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This "dream journal" hs two parts, the first one not as important, but the second one has more info/depth/whatever to it. Read if you like or don't.

One part of the dream I think was rather odd kinda like I was someone the complete opposite of myself mentally, but physically, perhaps the same. I don't remember much about the dream other then being upset for some reason at a cat we have for reasons unknown, something like putting the cat in some type of think like the equivilant of like a small filing cabnet. I think then a day later, I released the cat out of the file cabinet. I don't think the cat ever made any noise at all while in there. That part of the dream is barely there for me to remember. I just think it involved me getting upset at a cat, putting it in a small file cabinet type thing, releasing it a day later or something.
The odd thing is, is that I would never do such a thing to anyone or anything or any type of animal, so it really made me go "WTF?" when I woke up and remembered it.

Anywho, unto part 2 of the dream.....

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Dream Part 2

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The second dream chunk included seemed to take place in something like a Mass Effect Universe which on a type of derelict space station that seemed to be "browken up" into massive chunks that do a degree still had some function to them. I remember aspects of there being some type of zero G/spacewalk type things & combat and jumping massive chunks of space debris/station to another perhaps mildly similar to like in Dead Rising, but had the Mess Effecct look & feel. I remember I think it must have been controlling a "Character" as though a game suddenly when it shifted to where I was playing a video game as my dad walked in for some reason. He must have asked me something and saw the paused screen and was wondering what the heck it was as it seemed paused on an area where it seems there must have been a type of smaller "platform" that had some sort of energy flowing on it that one would need to dodge.I then remember the "Visual state" returning to what it was before.

The odd think about this whole thing seemed almost to be some type of VR simulation/dream type setting with the characters, as the characters suddenly seemed to "wake up" in an area of the space station that was secure and safe. As I the main character seemed to wake up in a first person perspective, I noticed my eyes seemed to see some type of green alien type girl. She seemed to be laying down on the ground in a somewhat seductive pose next to me probably saying something along the lines of "Glad you/you guys finally woke up".

I do not know the gender of the character I was, but it seemed not to matter. I noticed what looked to be bodies of some enemies. Supposedly this person had defeated them with her bare hands. It is unknown if she had biotic or tech abilities like in the game, but I know the character had no firearm weaponry on her.

This Alien girl's skin seemed to be colored similar to like Shiala from Mass Effect 1 primarily. She had the dark black void eyes like Thane Krios from Mass Effecct Two. As for the appearance of the body and face, I am not 100% on that. I think it could have been something similar to a fusion of Asari & Drell with "Hair" like things like a fusion of Asari and Turian. But it seems that the body had horizontal lines all over the body. Wore some type of black halter corset top thing that changed to full body black type suit. Seems that while the ME crew (Actual crew members in party unknown) were unconscious, this female alien ust have woken up from some form of Cryo sleep due to aspects of this odd unconscious simulation type thing. She seemed to be laying down on the ground in a suggenstive manner, when the main character woke up. It appears that this person managed to beat the enemies were beaten with her bare hands.
The outfit she wore seemed to be incredibly revealing. She wore something perhaps similar in nature to what looked to be somethng like a black corest that was made of a single peice of material, gloves, boots & leggings made of the same type of black semi shiny latex like looking material. I noticed that she indeed had quite lovely breats, but that there was nothing to the equivilant of a "Nipple" like on human type bodies. All along her body seemed to be various horizontal lines that ran up & down her body it seemed. And as for the area or her crotch/groin, it looked as though nothing was there either, perhaps similar to looking like a doll without clothes on. But it could just be that there was an unseen "slit" positioned slightly different to that of human anatomy. But then she crossed her arms over her torso/chest area and it looked as though the material of her suit seemed to grow into a suit perhaps somewhat similar to what the rest of the crew was wearing but in an all black shiny tecture. But I could be wrong and it could have just been something like a full body type of black latex like suit which seemed to cover her entire body up to the neckline area.

After that, I woke up so don't know what happened next.

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Log Ended 04-04-10 1:45am (due to being busy all day. >.< May be why details could be mixed up. T_T)

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ANYWHO, let me know your thoughts, ok? Dreams are so weird, aren't they?

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3615529

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3615549

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3615578/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3615594/

I hope you find the images and more importantly, the mini stories I made for a few to them to be enjoyable.....

I might be thinking about moving out within the next year or so and am curious if anyone knows of any good techniques or websites one can search for looking up apartments.

I have tried, but some want you to pay some fee for them to show you the info and others just don't seem to work that well.

I am curious if others have ideas of websites or techniques that one can use when trying to search for apartments.

http://www.formspring.me/megamanrulesall

Or here, though perhaps the other is preferable?

Not sure why I am posting this, but whatever.

I was with a friend of mine who is Gay as he needed some help with computer related things. Not sure how it came up, but we were talking about stuff, porn, showed him some furry porn on here and my laptop.

Eventually, we started talking and he was asking me various questions and whatnot. Then for me, I attempted to ask him if maybe he wanted to see my "tool" downstairs. The first attempt failed due to nervousness and perhaps not wording it correctly.

After some time, I just bluntly asked him if he wanted to see my cock. He said sure, so, needless to say, he tried giving me a handjob and watched me try and masturbate as he rubbed his hands over me, but unfortunatly, it didn't seem to do much. >.<

For me, I have noticed that for as long as I can remember, it seems for the most part, it is like my body seems to most of the time make it so feeling aspects of touch, be it me touching my arm or other aspects of my body to be barely able to be sensed. I mean, I can slap my arm till it's red, and it would barely hurt.

Needless to say, I felt bad as I know he was trying to make me feel good, but alas it seemed it didn't work.

I am wondering why it is that my body seems to have this tactile sensory deprevation effect. I noticed that at night it seems as though the sensory dullness goes away to the point of feeling mild tickliness when say, I rub my arm or shoulder, yet most of the day, it isn't sensitive at all.

Anyone else have similar things happen about a type of body senses being dulled for unknown reasons?

I have thought maybe I was overthinking about my body's sensitivity of touch to be odd a lot, but I always assumed I was overthinking and overreacting and put it out of my mind. My body has probably been this way for a few years I think.

I think the reason I am thinking about it now is that I have a type of proof that is is not just my mind and aspects of where someone else doing touching stuff has the same dull sensation.

It also makes me wonder about aspects of any potential future sexual endeavors and how this would play out. I would feel bad if a partner trying to make me feel good is unable to due to my body being like it is.

Eh, maybe I am overthinking.

Post your thoughts or opinions or whatnot I suppose if you wish.

http://kawaiinot.com/?p=1

This site has interesting mini comics. And I love how many of them have semi hidden sexual/double entandres (or however you spell that word). XD

Lots of cuteness and silliness contained within those.

That is all I suppose. Been fiddling around with 3D Custom Girl, thinking I can do stuff on it to be a sort of "Model" to try and attempt drawing stuffs. Kinda like that figure one can buy and pose to aid in art made of wood and whatnot. Who knows?

I am back as I FINALLY have my laptop back now. Just a headsup for all of you. ^^

EDIT:

Also, I am curious if anyone knows who did these flashes:

http://swfchan.com/17/81764/?KDW_3some_pt2.swf
http://swfchan.com/17/81717/?ditto2.swf

This is just ahaeds up to everyone that it seems I will not have my laptop for 2 weeks. Iam typing this via my PS3 with the controller & not any keyboard. It is troublesome, because it is too easy to hit wrong button & have to start all over. The tapping noise when you move to each laetter can cause severe cases of mind/brain numbing which makes you want to feel like falling asleep.

Needless to say, my ability yo respond severly hindered. So, please do not be alarmed if I don't reply. I would rather do it in a way without the mindnumbing sound & where Ican concentrate better.

So, that is all for now from me. Imay look at pics from time to time, but may not be able to reply, ok?

Also, just typing this out has taken 10 minutes. Can you say WTF? Icould type this a LOT faster on the laptop. Oh well, that is all for now, see ya all in 2 weeks, ok? Later.

I took this Meme from  kairensky

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Legs (I start from lowest point to highest)

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Black (Used to have one, but not anymore. It allowed me to do my "Ninja" outfit you can see here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/369977/

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Well, seeing as how I havent kissed anyone I can't really answer that, can I?

4. Do you plan outfits?
Not really. For me, my 99% of the time, year round attire equates to my sandals, jean shorts and eitheer a short sleeved, non sleeved, tanktop or "muscle" shirt. Basically, if you saw me, you'd think I was headed to the beach or something. Even when potentiallly rainy. XD

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Blank and mildly excited (as I am heading to LIttle Tokyo in downtown LA with some friends in a bit. ^^

6. What's the closest thing to you that is red?
The numbers on my clock display

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
I can't remember, as a dream I have remembered in any detail is quite a long time ago. Though, I could cheat and look through my journal logs. XD

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
Nope.

9. What are you craving right now?
Food. But wiating till I get to Little Tokyo to enjoy the yumminess of eating food. ^^

10. Do you floss?
No.

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Too much like lettuce. yuck.

12. Are you emotional?
It can depend. Sometimes I at times seem to not have any emotions, other times extremely happy and out going. It can depend at random. Seemingly random times, I can get worked up and cry over something in a movie or anime, yet when something in real life happens that makes me think I should be feeling some form of saddness, I feel nothingness.

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Nope. Too time consuming and waste of time I would think.

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
For me, I usuallly lick my ice cream. The thought of nbiting into the ice cream and potentially getting "teeth freeze" sensation may not be all that good.

15. Do you like your hair?
I have no strong preferance one way or the other. It is what it is.

16. Do you like yourself?
Yeah, but at times I wish I could change certain aspects of myself in times of mental/emotional weakness.

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Nah. Probably not.

18. What are you listening to right now?
CSI on the TV, while simultaneuosly listening to the Castlevania 64 - Silent Madness theme.

19. Are your parents strict?
They can be. At times my mom is insanely strict and overprotective, my dad is laid back pretty much. For example, I say I am going out somewhere. My mom would be "Be back before dark and call me every so often." My dad would say "Have fun and be safe."

20. Would you go sky diving?
Not sure, what with the aspects of me unable to go more then a couple steps on a ladder. Yet why is it I can ride and enjoy roller coasters? talk about odd huh?

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
It's ok. at rare times by itself, other times when paired with pineapple or peaches it = yumminess.

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
I met Penn & Teller in Vegas, if they count.

23. Do you rent movies often?
No.

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
No.

25. How many countries have you visited?
None. I have yet to travel outside the US.

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
No.

27. Ever been on a train?
Yep.

28. Brown or white eggs?
Never had brown eggs. I wonder if they taste mildly different?

29. Do you have a cell-phone?
Yes.

30. Do you use chap stick?
nope. Never have, same for lotion on hands. XD

31. Do you own a gun?
does a $5 airsoft knockoff handgun count?

32. Can you use chop sticks?
Yes.

33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
probably with my parents at home.

34. Are you too forgiving?
I think the chance is high that I am. I may just be too nice of a person for my own good. >.<

35. Ever been in love?
Nope. Kinda hard when you've never even been on a date, or really know aspects of certain emotions.

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow?
Considering tommorow is Saturday, more then likely working.

37. Ever have cream puffs?
yes. They are f*cking awesome. ^^

38. Last time you cried?
Heck if I know. I rarely cry. My guess could have been when watching some sort of movie or anime.

39. What was the last question you asked?
"Are we still on for the Little Tokyo trip?"

40. Favorite time of the year?
Winter. Gotta love the cold and rain if it actually happens. ^^

41. Do you have any tattoos?
nope.

42. Are you sarcastic?
I don't believe I am.

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
nope.

44. Ever walked into a wall?
Not really. I mean at times I may have been going a bit fast when trying to open a sliding door to go outside and miscalculated aspects of door opening a lot slower and bumped into it.

45. Favorite color?
Black (And dark colors that do not make my eyes hurt when I look at them due to hypersensitivity to light.

46. Have you ever slapped someone?
nope.

47. Is your hair curly?
Nope.

48. What was the last CD you bought?
I have no clue. Could be a Castlevania SOTN, or Legend of Zelda collection. I cant rememer.

49. Do looks matter?
I guess they can, though to me, the inside is what should be more important. Maybe a balance of sorts.

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Not sure. I would have to be cheated on, let alone be in a relationship to know for sure.

51. Is your phone bill sky high?
No.

52. Do you like your life right now?
It is ok. Working on making things better.

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
nope. I have a hard enough time sleeping when there is no sound, so having sound would amplify that inability a lot.

54. Can you handle the truth?
Yep.

55. Do you have good vision?
No. I wear glasses, but can't remember why they said. I all I know is without then, I can't see for shit. Everything, even my hand in front of my face is a blur. @_@

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
I don't think so.

57. How often do you talk on the phone?
So-so

58. The last person you held hands with?
Not sure if I ever have.

59. What are you wearing?
Black shoes, white socks, black long jeans, tighty-whities, a dark blue shirt with a stick figure doing the nannny-nanny-nah-nah type thing kids do with a quote that says "It's funny how you think I'm listening."

60.What is your favorite animal?
Cats, but dogs are practically equal as well. Though a few more % may be in favor of cats.

61. Where was your default picture taken at?
by default picture, do you mean featured pic or avatar?
If you mean featued pic, it was drawn for free by a friend of mine called  ghostgetter
If you mean avatar it was done by NayanLittle as a request, and I cropped it and resized it to be an avatar.

62. Can you hula hoop?
I don't know. Maybe? Would it even fit around me?

63. Do you have a job?
Alas, I do not.

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
A movie ticket to go see Avatar (Yesterday as in 02-04-2010)

65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Not that I can remember. But there may have been one time ages ago, when parents and I were locked out of house, and they shoved me through the forced open bathrooom window to go and unlock the doors. XD

I will be getting my laptop serviced due to aspects of the casing on this particular Gateway laptop acting goofy on me yet again.

There are also aspects of it seeming to overheat due to either fans not working, or a lack of fans. The area where the power cord plugs in seems to have some "Wiggle room" when plugged in which does not seem good, and there is a large blue line on the side of the screen as well.

So, I will not have the normal means of using the internet like I normally do.

I will let everyone know when I get it back. Though technically, I could use my PSP, but without a USB keyboard, trying to do stuff will be a lot more challenging.

Just letting you all know.

Yeah, I am sure some of you are thinking, what is up with this journal. XD

Well, I am thinking of getting one of these three Masturbation sleeves.

First one is this:
http://www.toydemon.com/Tokyo-Honey.html
Next is this:
http://www.edenfantasys.com/masturb.....inside1-nubbed
This is made of something called Elastomer and has multiple nubs.
Last is this:
http://www.edenfantasys.com/masturb.....bimeiki-spiral
This apparently is made out of Thermoplastic Rubber and has a swirl/ribbed combo texture

What are your thoughts? Be it Material safety, and whatnot, due to being a beginner in regards to using toys in general, you know?

I am thinking more about getting #1 or #3, # 2 looks like it could be a tad too intense for me. Though, the thought of a suction aspect for #2 sounds fun also.

Hey everyone. Just a random heads up to ya all, is the fact that I shall be turning 25 or a quarter century old on Jan 7th. I got my gift already which was money, which I used to purchase a Sony 1080p 32" 60Hz LCD TV. I am so happy and can't believe I didn't get one sooner as I can actually see details of the games I am playing instead of it being blurry and like "What does that text say? I can't even read it." XD

So, I am just REALLLLLLYYYYYYYY Freaking happy. ^^

Anywho, that is all, so yeah. I hope everyone is doing ok.

Also, if anyone knows computer stuff maybe more then me, maybe give this previous journal a look as well as comments if you think you may be of assistance?

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1112580/

Later all and have a good and happy holidays and stuff. ^^

First off, While I do have some training in computer related things, I know when I need to ask others questions if I am unable to solve things.

A friend of my dads, I was looking at his computer, as after these others who had to format and reinstall windows XP on it, it seems that there is no longer sound on it.

I did some fiddling around with it, solving a few other Device Errors present, but for some reason, the PCI Card simply will not detect the drivers needed to run it.

He has a Windows XP Home Premium (I think Premium) SP 3 Computer.

The brand is a Delll Vostro Desktop 200.

According to the device drivers CD that came with the computer, the PCI Card is called a

Conexant D850 56K Modem

Now, part or me wonders why the Dial Up Modem seems to somehow cause problems audio wise and when it is solved, Sound comes back to life.

The question I have is this.

Despite the fact that the drivers are on the CD Windows will not detect them even after extracted from the CD.
Downloading them from Conexant's site also does not resolve the issue.

One of the programs, I do not know if it is not working properly due to Windows XP Service pack 3 being installed or not. Would I say, have to uninstall SP 2 & 3 and try and see if it would allow the drivers and program to be detected and run properly?

I do know the program has that thing pop up about not being digitally signed. The Conexant site says to click the button to allow it to go ahead and continue. But still, I just see that and nothing else of the program. At times double clicking on the exe, gets the hourglass for a few seconds, then seems like nothing despite it being "active" on the Process List.

So, does anyone have any idea, or would I need to provide more info?

I found this news article and it is quite interesting:
http://tech.yahoo.com/blogs/null/158160

I wonder what those of us who have PCS will use for all our Office Software related needs. XD ^_^;

You may have noticed the temporary avatar ofr Rena in Psychotic laughter mode from the anime Higurashi: When They Cry.

Well, for me I am just so happy.

Today as in Friday 18th, 2009 (For those that read it in the future past the dates mentioned) I went with a couple friends to Little Tokyo and had lots of fun. ^^ I haven't beeen there in a LONG time. Bought a bunch of Magazinez with really neat art. Some of them have this "Must be 18+ to buy" which are good despite not really being all that Porn like, like say, here. Maybe exposed breasts at the most for the most part. One came with some form of full body pillow case for about $10 (Normal for that mag apparently.) and another I believe has some figurine of some sort.

The ones I bought ranged from about $8-$15. Needless to say, I spent about $90 on them. I maybe have close to 7-8 magazines as a few were 15, few were 10 and few less then that.

I have yet to open them up. Sometimes I buy them, and look at them say, a couple months later. Sounds weird I know. When I feel like I wish to get rid of them, I donate them so to speak to friends and stuff. They seem happy.

And before you even say it, NO THERE ARE NO STAINS or "sticky" areas or stuck pages as some of you I am sure were thinking. Don't deny it. I know how all your naughty minds work...... well, maybe that is a good amount of you all. XD

Seriosuly though. I think tiredness from yesterdays waste of time stuff I did, with todays super amount of fun, walking around, stuffing myself at this All you can eat place and whatnot is making me silly in the thinking and whatnot areas.

And tommorow will be super fun as Family and I are doing our X-mas get together stuff. ^o^

So, I think to a degree I might be a more happy version of my current avatar. XD

And, if you managed to read this, you can claim your 55 gallon sized drum of assorted cookies over through the right door over there.

I hope all of you are doing well and having fun and things are going well or good for you all be it yourselves, family, friends and etc, ok? Later all.

EDIT: Also, have you all seen the Yahoo X-mas banner? Has what looks to be a cute fox like thing dressed up like a elf and whatnot. Looks cute. ^^

EDIT2: For those who want to keep a copy of the flash that the Yahoo fox thingy is, go to Yahoo.com, Click File, click Save Page As..., Save it somewhere. Then, go into the folder that it creates, (Probably will be Yahoo!_Files, then delete everything except the filed titled 320x85ymha.swf

And then, enjoy. ^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/310...../#cid:23049731

Check this out as I found it and it is freaking hilarious to me. XD

To all of you who watch me and whatnot, my online time may not be as often for a bit as the game called Demon's Souls Has trapped yet another soul within the confines of the place known as The Nexus.

I know not when I will return from this place which keeps me confined, but I shall do what I can so I may have temporary moments where I temporarily and free from the hold of that place.

So, I shall be here from time to time if I am able or remember.

If anyone wishes to contact me, or perhaps assist me in the struggle of escaping, my PSN is Megamanrulesall.

Feel free to add me and let me know you are from here so I may add you and whatnot, ok?

For those of you also trapped inside the place known as the Nexus, I wish you the best of luck in your attempts of escaping.