Hi everyone, stuff has happened and such. I decided to want to change usernames for a while now and finally got to fixing it up.

The new account is still barren but it's here:
 CheshieCheshire

Hello people i have unwatched and watched again.

Hope you read this and understand... I had to unwatch a lot of you sexy artists because gf didnt approve. Sadly things did not work out but i can re-watch all of you nice people again.

So... yeah... Spam time!

as said in the previous journal, i had a challenge going on with  dalinela and i passed it (after extention)

so, i made 12 drawings, that was her criteria. some of them have been mashed together in the MFNS comic page and i will keep up the artyness in a pace that i can keep up with as well...

thanks to those supportive and i will see you around again

Well, me and  Dalinela had a talk and afterwards she forced me to do challenge... a week of her schedule.
a pic a day... starting yesterday (21th of april)

i immediately fell behind on schedule with this one because i panicked.
you can expect as much pics as i can this week, wish me luck

I know, i am mentioning stages of my drawings and felt the need to write them down

1 - Sketchyness (Just a simple sketch)
2 - Inkyness (Lineart)
3 - Coloryness (Flat colored)
4 - Shadyness (Rare, shaded)

so... now you people know ^^

oh... btw...
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/692785/

this sweet person has opened up some free slots for awesome art (after some pushing) check it out and make her happy?
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/692785/

WOO my second rant here!

Computers (i know, i practically live in their world, but nevertheless)

I take my pretty scanner, i take an app that (to my knowledge) used to pick it up and scan stuff...

BUT NOT NOW! no, i mean. i want to do stuff, why would the computer (a good friend of mine) help me in my quest to resurrect me from the art grave i was in...

anyone here kind enough to tell me what app CAN work with CanoScan LIDE 20?
or how to beat sense into Paint.net

(i feel stupid for asking...)

*snarls at stuff*

so yeah... dear watchers (if you read this) expect more (awesome?) work from me later on

*edit*
fixed, TWAIN is a drivertype, never knew that there was also WIA O.o

[x] public speaking
[x] staying single forever (how irrational of me)
[x] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[x] that Scary guy...
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secret

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
{{{If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.}}}
People who don’t have any are liars.

This is a thing that is on my mind for a while now...
WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH ALL THOSE HERMS
is it suddenly fashionable to have boobs AND a penis? or is just a penis or just boobs not satisfactory enough.
or maybe it is because it is a feeling of wanting to be transgender. or the part where you cannot decide what to be.

my main question is why? please feel free to answer if you want but dont shoot me down for expressing my feelings

personally i dont get the whole herm stuff but maybe thats because i dont like any other penis then my own.