First off, I'd like to thank you guys for all the amazing birthday wishes! Q3Q <3 You guys are like the most amazing people ever! and i couldn't be more grateful to have you all in my life! ;3; <3 <3 <3

Alright. So i got tagged by the ever so bruh like  silverfannumberone She'll probably start tagging me in everything for now on haha F'D

Anyway, just a list of some songs i consider just straight up "masterpieces" No special order of of course ^^; And this will be like the most diverse list ever

since i like all kinds of music~ BI; So for those who are curious what my fav songs are

1. Amanda - Boston
2. Master Of Puppets - Metallica
3. Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold
4. The Hardest Part Of Letting Go.....Sealed With A Kiss - Megadeth
5. Ungrateful - Escape The Fate
6. Wanted Dead Or Alive - Bon Jovi
7. A New Level - Pantera
8. Nightmare - Avenged Sevenfold
9. Piss - Pantera
10. Here Comes The Sun - The Beatles

Okay so there was alot of Pantera but hey BI; there my favorite band BC

(Kinda different list from the one i posted on DA)

So now i tag;
 mega-emperor
 jonouchi
 lazyfoxxx (I know Mira already tagged you! Muwhahaha! BD )
 jrk42293
 ultra-adeline
 katieee
 mickkeh
 queenflare-chan
 michat2
 resi-chibi
 zaptitan
 pyc-art


And anyone else on my watch list that wants to do it! owo;

Hehe~ now i get to see what everyone's favorite tunes are! BD

Welp. its finally my birthday and now im older BI; (Nooooooooo! i don't want to get old and wrinkly! >A< )

But i am fine with getting fat from eating my birthday cake! BD Hahaha~

*Goes off and noms on chocolate fudge cake*

I REGRET NOTHING! XDDD

Ok. Done being a derp....Now time for bed hehe ^^;

Hey guys~ before i start with this journal, this isn't a cry for help or a looks to gain any attention to myself. Just explaining why i haven't been around or responding to the uber amount of awesome comments that have piled up and such uvu;

As of recently i kind of fell into a quite deep and debilitating depression and there was really no real reason how it came about. Im just weird like that uvu. Once i start thinking about negative things or horrible past memories, it just opens a door for the everything else negative to fill your head of things true and untrue. I just didn't feel like doing much of anything, drawing, talking to friends on skype, even playing my guitar i didn't wanna do u3u.

I usually prefer to keep these kind of things to myself because i don't wanna drag down my friends with my sadness and pity XD; Just makes me feel weak as a person if i have others try to help me up rather then me just trekking through it myself i guess uwu. So i worked through most of it and recently things have picked up and im not as gloomy as i was the past couple of weeks.

So i apologize for not replying to those on skype or on DA and FA and notes. I know its no excuse so if your pissed i understand~

Now just got to respond to all these comments and i guess i'll feel a little bit better hehe ^^;

Well im off from work and i figured i'd be doodling most of the day and i guess i should stream too Hehe ^^; but i was conflicted if i should use my mic or not >w> Several friends were curious to what i sound like and are encouraging i use my mic. YEAH. Im talking to YOU Lazy!!! XDDD

Idk~ i might do it >w> but yeah ouo; just figured i'd post a journal on the subject hehehe ^^

Well long story short~ Me and my bro got into a fight, and a rather physical one, Which ended in his tablet getting smashed along with the pen too......It wasn't my tablet but it was the only thing i had to draw on D: So i need to buy one myself~ And just figured for any artists out there that use a tablet can give any recommendations? D: Any help would be very much appreciated. Thank you! ;3;

nervous as hell but oh well ^^;

https://new.livestream.com/accounts.....events/3314466

Im trying to set up Livestream and i actually managed to get it set up properly! But it says that the live chat had to be integrated? Does this mean i won't have people chatting if i was to stream? because it says i have to upgrade and it costs money! >< Do i have to pay to get the chat box? or am i reading something wrong? Or is there another livestream service thats free all around?! D:

Since i've started drawing with a tablet and Sai, i've been thinking about doing a livestream one day. When i first thought about it i was super stoked for the idea! Though now im like nervous as hell when realizing people would watch me draw xD; and hear me talk i guess ouo;

Though it wouldn't be anytime soon~ Because of fucking work xD; but i was just curious to see who would come watch ouo;

Haven't done these in a while so i figured i'd set it up this week hehe

I just want to reset my planned out commissions because stupidly enough of me. I couldn't remember half of them i was offered and im just too lazy to go find the notes x____x So if you were still interested in commissioning me or if you had already or an art trade, Send me a note and i'll make sure to jot all the details down this time DX

Sorry ;3;

Well.....i've seen several people doing this new meme, so i figured i'd give it a try hehe ^^;

If you have any assumptions about me! comment! and i'll let you know if its true or not!

Yep! any questions about ANYTHING feel free to ask! or even if you want to ask any of my characters too hehe ^^; ask away!

Kinda late, but better late then never i guess ^^

Yeah, because its that time of the week again xD;

Haven't done this in a while so.....Ask away :P

*Grumbles while getting out of bed at 4 pm*

Questions?

Everyone knows the drill xD; if you have any kind of questions ask me anything =o

Ask away D: could be about anything...... ANYTHING O_O

Another one stolen from  jrk42293 Because....Oh hell because im fucking bored D:


1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
-Cards On The Table - In Her Memory
-Lift Me Up - Five Finger Death Punch
-Far From Home - Five Finger Death Punch
-Reckless And Relentless - Asking Alexandria
-Eruption - Van Halen
-Beat It - Michael Jackson

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
It would be Dimebag Darrell but hes dead so....Synyster Gates from Avenged Sevenfold.

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
Okay it reads; "Go fuck yourself. I don't want to get up to find a stupid book"

4) What do you think about most?
My Future. Always wondering about it and how it will pan out.

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
"Its Good" xD;

6) Do you sleep with or without on?
Whut? D:

7) What’s your strangest talent?
I don't know o.o

8) Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence)
Girls want; Boys to bow to them.... xD; idk

9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
No xD;

10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
Like literally 5 minutes ago o.o I air guitar ALL THE TIME BD

11) Do you have any strange phobias?
No, but my twin is literally afraid of Redeads from Ocarina of time XDDD;

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
A rock once....I fell and got in there somehow x.x

13) What’s your religion?
Catholic

14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Packing my car to go to a show, or waiting outside of the music venue before going on stage.

15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
Both BD

16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
Pantera.

17) What was the last lie you told?
I don't usually lie to people but, When i told my mom i took out the garbage when i didn't xD;

18) Do you believe in karma?
Yes. Experienced it and witnessed it first hand.

19) What does your URL mean?
It means i don't care man.

20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
Greatest weakness; Letting negative comments get to me easily. Greatest strength; Leading and organization

21) Who is your celebrity crush?
I don't really have a celebrity crushes o.o

22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
Yes >///>

23) How do you vent your anger?
Badly....When i get mad. I do stupid stuff that i regret later on.

24) Do you have a collection of anything?
Nothing really no

25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
I usually don't like both. Though i hate talking on the phone and i have no idea why o.o

26) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?
Yes and No. Theres things i like about me and things i don't like but we can't always get what we want right?

27) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?
Sound i hate; A crash cymbal crashing right up to your ear. Sound that i love; Harmonizing guitars <3

28) What’s your biggest “what if”?
What if Apollo (My character) was real? Ooh how awesome my life would be then BD

29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Ghosts yes. Aliens....Eh...

30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
Dresser. Nothing.

31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
My brothers feet BLEGGGH....

32) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?
Court......

33) Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
The Heavens :P

34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
Selena Quintanilla Perez

35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
To live it the best you can and the remember the happiest and best of your moments.

36) Define: Art.
The beauty of something you created from your own imagination, thought and skill

37) Do you believe in luck?
Yes.

38) What’s the weather like right now?
Cloudy. Looking like its gonna rain.

39) What time is it?
6:32 am

40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
Yes and Yes i have. Rear ended someone

41) What was the last book you read?
Invisible

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
I do yes BD

43) Do you have any nicknames?
Ant. Thats usually it D:

44) What was the last movie you saw?
Dimevision

45) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?
Stepped on a board with 2 screws sticking out. Worst pain ever....

46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
Yes.

47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
Yes. Guitar stuff.

48) What’s your sexual orientation?
I would say Bi-sexual. Though its more towards dudes ofcourse xD; But its weird how i am. Im actually turned off by sex when it involves me. I don't know that is :/

49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
Yep.....

50) Do you believe in magic?
Yes

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
I do, but i'd rather prefer to let them blow over and make ammends. Unless they really done wrong....Then they can suck it

52) What is your astrological sign?
Libra

53) Do you save money or spend it?
Save it. Its the more responsible choice.

54) What’s the last thing you purchased?
A Dean 79 ML Guitar from guitar center BD

55) Love or lust?
Lovust

56) In a relationship?
Yes <3 3 years today actually c':

57) How many relationships have you had?
Two. The first was a girlfriend......so glad im done with her now xD; My current is a boyfriend who i love with all my heart c': <3

58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
No.

59) Where were you yesterday?
My friends house for his birthday.

60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Yes! BD my hair brush xDDD;

61) Are you wearing socks right now?
No.

62) What’s your favorite animal?
None..... >n>

63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
I usually find it hard for someone to like me honestly xD; But i figure joking around, talking and acting like a bigshot i guess BD

64) Where is your best friend?
In the Marine Corps right now :c

65) Spit or swallow? (;
Spit out that mint, swallow that slice of Pizza 8D

66) What is your heritage?
Mostly Irish hehe ^^;

67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Sleeping actually o.o

68) What do you think is Satan’s last name?
I don't think he'd actually have one o.o

69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
That kind of question?.....Yes >n>

70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
Yes.....Things would be better in my life if i had a friend exactly like me >.<

71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
Work is work man :/ Sorry puppy.....That car was going to run you over anyway :c

72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
Ofcourse i'd tell my family and my friends. I would do non-stop stuff every single day i had left to live. Drink, party, visit the world, play a show. Everything. I would be afraid on what lies on the other side of death.

73) You can only have one of these things: trust or love.
Trust

74) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
Here Comes The Sun by The Beatles

75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
9187

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
Complete trust in one another, no secrets and being able to talk about anything with your partner <3

77) How can I win your heart?
Its hard to say honestly, But "Hes" done it ;D

78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
I believe so o.o

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Picking up the guitar

80) What size shoes do you wear?
10. 14 wide.... ;D

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
Here lies our dear fallen brother who was loved and cherished by all he knew. Inspired so many with his music, his passion and his love for life. May God bless his soul as he will be missed dearly. RIP.

82) What is your favorite word?
Music

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word: heart.
Him :"> <3

84) What is a saying you say a lot?
"Practice makes perfect"

85) What’s the last song you listened to?
Domination - Pantera

86) Basic question: what’s your favorite color/colors?
Black and blue

87) What is your current desktop picture?
http://www.wallsave.com/wallpapers/.....l-x-967028.jpg

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
My father....

89) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
"Are you gay?"

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Freak the fuck out and panic like crazy XD;

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Time Travel....

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
There really aren't times i want to relive. Except maybe the birth of my baby sister.

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
My entire childhood

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
Ummm i wouldn't want to sleep with them? D:

95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
California BD

96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
Not that i know of o.o

97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
Sure

98) Ever been on a plane?
Yes, several times

99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
Hai 8D

100) Give me your top 5 favorite blogs on Tumblr.
No.

Im up late and can't sleep, so i figure i'd start this question thing up early :P

Also i got some news with my idea im trying to put together. One of my friends know of someone who can work awesomely well with flash so if it everything is cool with him, the end result would look like this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10766005/

My friend also came up with another awesome idea for this, since for me to draw every character would be.... so much work x___x wht not make this a full on collab? mixing everyones styles along with their characters would be the coolest thing ever! ;w;

Now all i need is a good BGM for the character selection screen xD; But i got some ideas. Im into heavy metal so if you got ideas surprise me! BD

I was surprised how many people were actually praising my idea that i had, however i want to clear up something that might have been confused you guys. As much as i'd LOVE to make a game, I DON"T HAVE THE ABILITY TO DO IT QAQ.

What i meant i wanted to do, was draw my characters and friends characters of my choice in a huge roster together xDDDDD; So im sorry for the mix up~ If anyone know someone who does program and is willing to maybe work with me on, that be awesome o3o

So im sorry for the mixup DX ;w;

But yeah~ Even if i could make a game, It seems Apollo would probably either annihilate every fighter (Even when not his titan size) Unless someone else has something to say other wise BC

I've been thinking of this idea for quite a bit now, and wasn't sure of even doing it until i saw one of my friends draw out a very similar idea.

See i've always thought of making a fighting game, kind of like Sonic the fighters or even Tekken, But with my Sonic OC characters and even characters belonging to my friends hehe ^^; But i can do anything near close to game making or design, so i really wanna make a Character select roster. Kinda like what my friend did here ^^; http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13292687/

Because i've thought. I have plenty of friends with awesome Sonic characters of their own, and i like to hope my Sonic God characters or good too xD; So why not show them all off in a fighters roster? XDD;

I do want to attempt this soon, but im just hoping i don't get so fucking lazy XDDD;, because im still held up with commissions too >A<

But just wanted to see what some of you thought, or if you maybe wanna submit a character i guess? XD; Majority of these i will be seeking out through notes to ask permission to add them in hehe ^^; Because i plan on making this pretty big @__@

I enjoyed doing my first one last week, so i figured why not keep up with it and do it again? Hehe BD

Ask me anything 030

My good friend  tailverknk Is doing a comic contest which requires people to vote, so if any of you feel like helping me out by helping him, Please go vote for him so he can win! >.<

Here the link where you can vote!!!!
http://woobox.com/b3qtqs/vote/for/2458374

Its only right if he wins! I mean XD; c'mon! not to shoot down the other entry's, but his is clearly the best one in terms of legitimacy >n>

Thanks for reading guys! c: *hugs everyone*

I always see some of my friends on here doing it, and im really bored on my day off so why not i guess? ^^;

Ask me anything i guess is how it works right? O.O