My net has been shitty and breaking for the past two days. I have been trying to work on commissions and crap but my net keeps dying when I try to load anything. Refs, YouTube, skype. It's mostly connection errors so I am messing with the router, just giving people a heads up why I have not been able to reply.

Sorry guys I am finally back home from the holiday season, continuing my work now, love you all~!!

Just to keep my vent off the front.


I guess I can just poll it right now.

Tell em guys what is your favorite species/what you want to see more of?

POLL DONE

or if you don't see what you wanted to vote for comment here~

i just need a little advice. I have a friend who basically goes through phases of needing and wanting my attention to straight up ignoring and hating me. I have been going through this same cycle for years now and I just need help... How do I finally cut out and forget someone who care about so much but can break me down into tears. I have spent countless nights unable to sleep blaming myself for things when it isn't even my fault.

I know it takes time. I am doing well and barely tend to get bothered or upset hearing up them. But ... What can I do so I don't fall back into them again when they try to connect again. They mean the world to me but it's so emotionally and mentally damaging its enough to cause me to be unable to draw or have fun. Because of them they cause me to be this insecure person who can't stop but be paranoid that if I say a word out of line our friendship ends on the spot.

I just need advice. What can I tell myself to give myself confidence that I am making the right moves and steps to avoid them.

I was gonna stream while doing commission work but apparently the boyfriend's cat ate a bone or something.. she vomited a lot of blood and we have already had her treated by the vet but the poor thing is miserable. Gonna go spend time with him and his cat ;<. If I am not back tonight I will be live again tomorrow working on commissions[NOT A COMMISSION STREAM JUST OWED STUFF]

EDIT: I will have my phone so I will be able to chat and respond a bit

Personally there is one anime that I think is perfect and perfectly encompasses something that happened in my own life.

This anime is Honey & Clover, for those who have not watched it, its good and so... wonderful.. its the story shared between 6 points of view; 5 students and a teacher who all go to an art school. It starts slow and is a bit older but is perfect and hits you over and over in the feels/heartstrings. I am not talking about character death or anything I am talking about growing attractions, friend zones, jealousy and more. Its just perfect and has the right mix between humor/romance/slice of life~!

When ever I feel a little lost or lonesome I love listening to the OST and watching the series again.

So I have a lot of favorite anime's but this would be one of the few I would eagerly buy the boxset of~!
; v ;

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So tell me about yours~!

Working on commissions today. I am exhausted today after working over night.

I kinda feel like just quietly working on commissions so I will be sending out a few in a couple of days, I just wanted to give you all and update to say I am finally back home and back to working on art.

Again thank you all for your love and support, everyone of you guys is a lovely creative person ovob
don't let the world getcha down <3

*rolls away*

I STARTED PLAYING TOUCH A FEW HOURS AGO AND HAVE SUCESSFULLY RUINED ALL MY CHANCES OF HAVING THINGS OTHER THAN KPOP ON MY IPOD

gonna try sketching/coloring abt to get back into the swing of things.

https://picarto.tv/LucciolaCrown

Took this from

A – age: 23
B– biggest fear: spiders/Needles
C – current time: 01:49pm EST
D – drink you last had/are having: applecider
E – easiest person to talk to: Zainee + Aydub
F – favorite song: Leave a Trace - CHVRCHΞS
G – ghosts, are they real: yes
H – heritage: Scottish "Royalty"
I – in love with: =/////////= Someone who doesn't love me back but I wont give up~!!!!
J – jealous of: People with friends
K – killed someone?: myself slowly>>Agreed
L – last time you cried?: Two Nights Ago
M – middle name: Rose
N – number of siblings: 1 half brother and 2 younger sisters
O – one wish: To be able to keep living and drawing each day
P – person who you last called: My Mother! Brunch <3
Q – question you’re always asked: Where are you?
R – reason to smile: Friends.
S – song last sang: Love Like You REMIX
T – time you woke: 12pm [I work nights]
U – underwear color: Blue with Black Lace
V – vacation destination: Japan, Greece, London
W – worst habit: Overthink things.
X – x-rays you’ve had: teeth, back, kidneys, ovaries
Y – your favorite food: CURRENTLY GREEN TEA ANYTHANG
Z – zodiac sign: Scorpio

I did et

I feel so dead and numb.

Is anyone interested in doing some collab adopts at some point?
I don't mind if they are your species or mine~

Message below with examples of your past adopt/collaboration pieces.
Also tell me what part of it would you prefer doing~

I finished ....
My friend has been forcing me to play vindictus and grind straight to 60... In a few days... Which combined with all the badge chibies I have been doing has killed my poor hands ;0;..

But I am 60 now....

//crawlsintobedanddies


Also don't forget the raffle over here !
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6971602/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6971602/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6971602/

RAFFLE TIME

I want to thank you all for your support and love after so long. Lately things have been tight and you all have been a major help.

To show thanks to you all with a little raffle thing so here is how it works~

This raffle will have three or so winners~

Post a comment with either

I WANT ARTSU

OR

I WANT AN ADOPTOBRU

Depending on what you say in your comment you will be randomly entered for a chance to win an adopt or art~ [For artsu link a ref with your comment or else I will randomly pick from your gallery]

I was going to make this look prettier but I suddenly feel really sick so I am going to bed; (

Night Lovelies~

Cute little mini twinklebells gacha adopts~
http://puu.sh/jrvEB/7c063886ba.jpg

OR

New Based Parfum gacha
http://puu.sh/jviIR/2c93e03da9.jpg

Either of them cost $12!


If you are interested in one please fill out this form and either note me or comment here with it~

FA Name : Your FA name here
Paypal : Yout Paypal here
Species :
Palettes : Link to palette
Theme : One word describing the theme




S L O T S
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1. CLOSED
2. CLOSED
3. CLOSED
4. CLOSED
5. CLOSED



Sorry again for adoptable spam while I am also working on commissions, paying back a friend and stuff ; o ;~!

Adopts that I am ALWAYS looking for and love~

This is just a little update type thingy

Also offering the art or adopts[customs] for
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Dainties by paijux
Purralies by sundances
Dreamies by beagalltach [I will look at MYOs too <3]
Luminettes by crwn.
Zoo Keepers by Sundances
Eerays by Cookihana
Pokopoms by Tete

Yo!

So uh, had my friend bail on traveling with me so I have to pay the entire two week parking fee.

So I am going to open up more slots for my latest style of cheeb.
http://puu.sh/etOUl/053c24b4c5.jpg

So the price is $6 !
You can post three characters and I will randomly choose one to sketch.
If you want more than one that is fine !

SLOTS

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1.natsukis_commishes

2.
3.
4.

Please fill out the form and post below

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Refs:

Cost:(aka if you want all three drawn that will be $18)

http://www.livestream.com/sweetpomegranate
Streaming Art

I am actually selling some of my old jewelry
This includes,
A sapphire heart pendant
And a small ruby necklace.


I really need the money for my stuff so having jewelry seems like such an insignificant thing.
I will post up pictures later and such but would anyone be interested ?

Need money asap @_@
lowered to $35
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15062148/

A flight for my trip just showed up for $200 less!
i really need to make the money asap!

Dreamy by Nonoel/Coynu ($45)
Longear : Mint Ring by Niaro ($25)
Luminette by crwn($30)
Moonbuns by meilynn($15 each, $40 for the last three combined)

★--★--★--★--★

L I N K S
Deviant Art : LucciolaCrown
Toy House : LucciolaCrown
Art Tumblr : LucciolaCrown
Twitter : RoseRabbit

★--★--★--★--★

- + - + MeiLynn/LucciolaCrown ADOPTABLE TOS + - + -


Purchasing Rules
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+ Posting the adopt to your account is fine but please link and credit me in the description.

+ Design Changes are typically fine like small color shifts, pattern, hair or eyes. HOWEVER extreme changes need to be cleared before they are posted! If you can no longer see a resemblance from the original design you seriously need to consult me first.

+ Please connect me on toyhouse[LucciolaCrown] so I can keep track of the adopts or note me when they are traded/sold.

+ If you do pass the design on please pass on this information to the new owner~!

Reselling/Trading/Gifting
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+ Resells are fine but you can only sell it for the original price of the character and any PAID commission works. Gift art/freebie art cannot be tacked onto the adopts price if you didn't spend anything on it.

+ Trading adopts is also fine but once they have been traded said adopt can no longer be resold and can only be traded or gifted.

+ Gifting adopts mean you have completely lost the monetary value in the adopt and it may not be resold or traded. Gifted adopts may only be gifted or returned back to me so I can keep or redistribute them~



Breaking any of these rules will result in being added to my blacklist, I will no longer sell/trade/do gift art to you at all.