A conversation occured, between me,  midekai, and  keogi_snake about a person  jaykay who made some rather nasty statments in a log Midekai saved. Want to know how bad it is? Well, here you go >:3

Shortribs6 (10:59:32 PM) : hey furfag can you believe how bad i pwned your assfuck buddy
Shortribs6 (10:59:53 PM) : i just remembered you. you're that faggot's friend :D total ruination is what all furfags deserve
MidekaiSeekwind (11:00:52 PM) : *tilts his head curiously* Scuse me?
Shortribs6 (11:00:57 PM) : yeah, that faggot..coroo was his name
Shortribs6 (11:01:14 PM) : you remember, don't you? "oh, i love you so much, oh, please come down here"
Shortribs6 (11:01:30 PM) : it was a lot of work and being fakegay, but dammit if it didn't turn out perfect
MidekaiSeekwind (11:02:07 PM) : Of course I remember Coroo. He's up in sacremento
Shortribs6 (11:02:02 PM) : yeah
Shortribs6 (11:02:21 PM) : i convinced him to come down to arizona with nothing but 50 dollars and his stuff
MidekaiSeekwind (11:02:31 PM) : And what're you talking about?
Shortribs6 (11:02:26 PM) : and totally ditched him XD
Shortribs6 (11:02:28 PM) : epic pwnage.
MidekaiSeekwind (11:02:47 PM) : ...Wow, that's not funny.
Shortribs6 (11:02:42 PM) : AND he got talked to by the cops
Shortribs6 (11:02:44 PM) : HAHAHAHAHA
Shortribs6 (11:02:51 PM) : THAT was an added bonus
Shortribs6 (11:02:58 PM) : major fucking lulz
MidekaiSeekwind (11:03:29 PM) : So wait
MidekaiSeekwind (11:03:43 PM) : You went through all that trouble just to lure Coroo down there?
Shortribs6 (11:03:40 PM) : yup, better believe it
MidekaiSeekwind (11:03:57 PM) : I don't believe you for a second. Sorry.
Shortribs6 (11:03:47 PM) : and man will i have a story to tell for YEARS

Oh, think that's not enough for you? Here's some MORE:

Shortribs6 (11:06:28 PM) : haha
Shortribs6 (11:06:29 PM) : you wish
Shortribs6 (11:06:32 PM) : come down here and do it
Shortribs6 (11:06:42 PM) : oh wait, it's waaaaay easier to be tough over the internet
Shortribs6 (11:06:52 PM) : also, he was a nigga
Shortribs6 (11:06:56 PM) : i mean, what's up with THAT
MidekaiSeekwind (11:07:41 PM) : Wow
Shortribs6 (11:07:42 PM) : but he introduced me to furfaginfinity which really boosted my music career
Shortribs6 (11:07:55 PM) : so thank his bawwwwing ass for me, i've got a record deal out of all this HAHAHA
MidekaiSeekwind (11:08:15 PM) : Yeah hah, right. I'll believe that when I see it.
Shortribs6 (11:08:21 PM) : pssh.
Shortribs6 (11:08:25 PM) : listen to the songs, faggot
Shortribs6 (11:08:31 PM) : i've got talent AND badassness
Shortribs6 (11:08:42 PM) : i mean, who else could COMPLETELY RUIN SOMEONE'S LIFE like i did
Shortribs6 (11:08:44 PM) : NOBODY.
Shortribs6 (11:08:58 PM) : and all you furfags deserve that
MidekaiSeekwind (11:09:11 PM) : Uh. He's doing just fine actually.
Shortribs6 (11:09:12 PM) : i bet one. million. dollars that he's assfucking a moose right now
MidekaiSeekwind (11:09:25 PM) : Hah, and now you're trying to be some fakefur
MidekaiSeekwind (11:09:29 PM) : that's a BIG laugh
Shortribs6 (11:09:35 PM) : fakefur? try again. i'm a badass. just remember how i completely ruined your friend

Part 2 incoming...

This is going out to everyone who's been posting that they're going to FC.

I will (just maybe) be going. No guarentees tho.

If I do make it, I'll be there Friday afternoon/evening, and the latest I will stay is Saturday evening.

Since I won't be there terribly long, if I make it, I will NOT be paying at the door. I won't have the money for at-the-door registration anyhow, and I'll have to save what money I will have for food.

Which means no dealer's room, and no panels (except maybe sneaking into the writing track).

I'm also a bit sad that Super Smash Bros. Brawl won't be available for FC. It means that you'll have the GOD DAMN TOURNAMENT COORDINATERS CHEA- I MEAN PLAYING LUIGI AND DOING ALL THAT GODDAMN WAVE-DASHING YOU ASSWIPES! AUUUGHHHHH!!

*ahem* But again, this is all still straight up in the air. No guarentees either way. I might have enough school stuff to prevent me. In all likely hood, you won't see me, as I would rather save what money I have for next year.

[Edit]: (Yes, I'm editing as I'm writing this, since my folks just called me away for a moment, and now I have to correct this) I will not be going to FC, it turns out I will need to work on a project for my creative writing class. I'll just save for next year.

Ya know I think...PCA could use it's own damn Wiki.

I mean, why not? Everything else on the Internet has a Wiki, why not us? It would make doing characters and finding profiles and the like so much easier. Plus, the idea just sounds nifty.

Of course, I'm not sure if yer allowed to make a Wiki using the intellectual property of another, like Pokemon, but I'm pretty sure most Wiki's out there right now don't go asking the owners of properties like Star Trek or Harry Potter for permission.


Also, on that note, I'm currently working on my next canon storyline related piece, which involves Riou's team, including the 'mon all you ladies can't seem to get enough of (and you know who you are!) Vosa!

Honestly, is it the suit, is it his demeanor? What is it that makes you ladies get all hot under the collar for the cool, collected Lanturn? :P

Also, I was quite surprised when reading the comments for Kae's picture, Lonely Hearts Club, and just how many people seemed to sympathize with Riou and his crush on Boris. I mean, I did it cause reluctant teenage crushes can be fun (to write about anyway), and at the time, there seemed to be a noticeable lack of gay students too.

Really, I was touched by how many people wanted the potential relationship to develop! I mean sure, I have to run most of the details of what goes on between them by Kae, since it IS her character Riou's crushing on, but I think they'll get along nicely. ^^

Well, more than likely folks, FC is a no go for me. For one thing, no money. Two...school work. I have a paper due THAT Friday, as well. I might, MIGHT be able to come down, but someone will have to be willing to hole me up for the night if I am to stay, and again, I will lack the means to compensate you financially for it.

...Toonami?

You know, that feature on Cartoon Network, back several years ago, it came on just after you got out of school, you'd go home, dump your stuff, flip on the TV, and watch favorites like Thundercats, Sailor Moon, DBZ, and more?

God, I remember watching that. I even remember the Toonami Event, 'The Intruder', which replaced the old Tom with Tom 2. Then there was all the awesome intros to their shows!

Sailor Moon: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGM5Cphe_as "We fight for justice and against evil!"

Dragonball Z (One of many openings/promos): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qnu8laOXnyc

And then, even in later itenerations of the show they used openings for their regular Friday night movies

Pokemon The First Movie: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F4DinSnb0So "Is that a challenge?"

Honestly, I dunno what they did with the feature, I think it's strictly Saturday nights now, which kinda sucks if you asked me, I loved the old school style. Brings back memories...

Well, since both  kompy,  gammaeradon,  carlito, and  asuraludu did it, I'll do it too! Cmon, ask away! They won't mind...much.

Team Silhouette
Riou Hotaru (Captain) - Lucario
Vosa Towaru (2nd Position) - Lanturn
Tidot Montgomery (3rd Position) - Dragonair
Karon Alexander (4th Position) - Marowak

Independents
Kessen Hotaru (Brother; Guardian) - Lucario
Issen Hotaru (Eldest Brother; Fighter) - Lucario
Milena Hotaru (Bride-to-Be) - Lucario
Sakura Hotaru (Roserade; Sister-in-law) - Roserade

For those of you who aren't familiar with the independents, Kessen is Riou's guardian, since he transferred over from overseas, who's watching him while he attends PCA. Issen is his eldest brother, who Riou is uneasy around. Milena is Riou's arranged marriage bride. Sakura is a close friend, and Riou's sister-in-law. So by all means, ask away!

For ya'll out there that chat with me and other such stuff, an announcement. The hext week or two are the last weeks of the college quarter for me. Therefore, it will highly unlikely that you will see me online at all during that time. Not that I might not find the time, but it will be doubtful.

Just a friendly reminder in case you wonder where the hell I vanished too for two weeks.

Eh, perhaps I take the fandom a tad too seriously. Most of you would probably notice the abnormal amount of time I spend on the net, and wonder, "Why doesn't he go out and do other things?" In fact, I've had people ask me that. Thing is: there's nothing to do here.

Sure, I may live in California, but trust me, even this wonderous state has it's dead zones. And sure, hanging out with friends would be nice, if they didn't live 30 mins away, the gas usage being enough to nip repeated visits in the bud. I don't have the money to be spending an hour or more each day driving to see my friends.

So, I spend my time, on the net, or on my consoles. Unfortunately, my fustration/annoyance with a lack of viable acitivites in the real world, is compounded by the actions of people on the net. Sure, it might just be words glowing on a screen, but when you keep seeing the same set of words over and over, it starts to bug you.

For starters...I realized that, in having a fursona, the ONLY way to get people's attention, it seems, to either be some slender, femmy whore who is basically a flat-chested girl, or a muscle-ridden, ultra macho super stud. For any of you who have seen my character pictures on my FA page, it's plainly obvious that I am neither.

This of course, cuts my potential candidates almost in half, as I'm either not masculine enough for some (Honestly, since when did being over 10' tall and high on steroids be the sole requirements for masculinity?!), or I'm not small and slender enough (Apparently, being 6'1" is too tall, even though that's small end of the average scale)

Then, comes the issues of species. I'm a cat, a black jaguar to be precise. (Why is it EVERYONE has to call me a panther, I make it plain as fucking day that I'm a jaguar! And then I get this bullshit about 'jaguar, panther, same thing' and it INFURIATES me!!) Apparently, us cats are 'overdone' and boring...but foxes and canines are A-okay...WTF?! So, I try to spice things up a bit.

How so? I decide to make Mel interesting. Though Fantasy-setting Mel has a backstory (yet unwritten), Modern/Future Mel did not. So, I decided to use a little creative lisence, and write this little bit here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/763329/

Yeah, it seems a bit farfetched, and a bit House-of-the-Dead-ish, but hey, there's stranger shit out there. So I write this piece up, and use it as the basis of the new Mel...and guess what? Apparently, people 'preferred' the old, typical feline Mel. Something about 'if it ain't broke, don't fix it.'

Excuse me?! People are allowed to have all kinds of outlandish backstories and shit, and when /I/ decide to use a little creativity, it's bad?! Apparently people who have maybe spent 5 hours or so TOTAL (note, this isn't even all in the same day) playing and writing with me prefer the old Mel. Anyone else see the hypocrisy?

So I decided: screw it. Screw. Them. All. I'm fuckin' sick of trying to please people and be what they would find appealing. I'm going to do my own damn thing. I won't let other people be hypocritical and do drastic things to their characters, and say it's fine, but then complain when I do something new and drastic.

I've just about fucking. HAD. IT.

Yeah, bit quick to do another journal, but I had to ask this.

I have some writings I'm working on...and I'll hopefully post them here. Question is...should I? I mean, it's not a picture, and it's not even porn, not even close.

Which means you furs will actually have to engage your brains and read the words that I have to say. But is it worth trying to get your lazy asses off the couch?

I hate to constantly write journals that are so negative, but it seems something NEVER fails to happen that doesn't make me upset/sad/annoyed/etc.

So, you wonder, what has the kitty miffed now? Well, it's people who don't tell you when something is wrong. I mean seriously people, do you think that if you just don't say anything, the person will take the hint? Or will figure it out all on their own that something is wrong?

Not everyone can tell immediately what's wrong! I don't know that I might be saying something offensive to you. I don't know that my posts during our RP aren't long enough. I can't tell you don't have any interest in me.

Don't assume being silent will help anything. There are a fair number of reasons why you might be quiet, and ignoring me hoping I'll go away isn't high on the list.

When I first joined the fandom, I was under the impression the fandom was a group of socially accepting people who had an alternate look on things and a different lifestyle.

There are only two words that can describe the truth:

Utter. Bullshit.


The hypocrisy I run into on a regular basis makes me steam and broil. Social acceptance my ass. The fandom is made up of a number of tightly knit social groups, who consist of people who all live generally local to each other, or have the ability to see each other semi-regularly.

These said social circles, are closed, knit tightly, in such a way that prevents any sort of outside interference or intrusion from anyone. Unfortunately, what qualifies as intrusion is broad. Merely attempting to engage in interactions with these individuals can qualify as being desperate and invasive.

Now, if this were limited to merely the internet, I would be willing to laugh off this entire thing and poke fun at it. But this extends outside the internet as well. I'll admit, I've fortunately never had the problem of anyone reacting negatively to me, but it's bound to happen.

The sheer hypocrisy of it makes me snarl. I try my best to be more outgoing, to be more open. But I can't help it when the times I'm with such large groups, everyone almost immediately forms their circles and talk about stuff. There's little room for me to get anywhere in there.

And people wonder why I don't like big parties, and why FC is so nerve-wracking.

What I want, you won't have

What you need, I won't give

What you desire, I won't offer

What you'd take, I won't stand

Is a man not allowed to have a rant?

I mean, we all get stressed at times. And for me, I find that writing it out gives me a way to get it out of my system. However, this doesn't neccessarily mean I need to have people comment on it.

It's not that I'm getting pissy at the people who did comment. I just think I would like to have a moment where I can be a bitch, be a bit of an ass, and can say things that I feel like saying. I mean, sure, I made some rather rude remarks. But honestly, I would've never said anything to the people involved. I'm not even sure how they found out about it in the first place.

Oh well. I suppose I'll just have to put up with people feeling the need to say something when input isn't required of them.

Continuing from where I left off...

Midey and I did go to a party, which DJ Mixer held at his place with his roomies, the 'Fuck AC' party. However, I'm mostly wishing I'd decided not to go, or had somehow convinced Midey to let me stay at his place. Why? Well, to start, again, stuck in a house full of strangers, who seem to all know each other. Lovely, people all engaged in an almost non-stop conversation, which makes it awkward for me to interject.

On top of that, there was the rather large number of alcohol bottles everywhere. I am 22, so I could drink, and I wasn't driving, so it wasn't an issue...but it was all pretty hard stuff. I might be a wuss, but I don't like the taste of alcohol. It makes my mouth taste horrible, and often, the harder stuff burns my tongue and throat. I didn't notice a large number of drunk people, thank god.

However...there was the rather prolific drug use I spied. Now, I'm anti-drug myself. I've NEVER touched drugs, tabacco, etc, of ANY kind. Period. Yeah, strange as it sounds, I've been clean from the day I was born, to this moment right now. I've never laid hands on a single cigarette, pipe, or any form of drug paraphanelia (sp?). And people at this party were smoking/inhaling/huffing/whatever the fuck they call doing drugs these days, all over the place. I couldn't even go out back without my nostrils being assault by cigarette smoke. I was told that almost all of DJ's parties are like this, which was a surprise to me. Again, I didn't care that they were doing in, I don't judge them. If they want to do stuff that can mess them up, that's their right. But man, the smell was KILLING ME. >_<

The one last thing at the party that really erked me, was the dry-erase board. Yeah, bear with me. I was feeling bored as shit, and noticed the dry-erase board, which people had been drawing on. Mostly silly shit and all. I decided, on a whim, to doodle on it. I know that my artistry abilities are severely limited, and so, I drew the one thing I remembered how to draw (sorta) from memory: EM. (For those of who who don't know EM: http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b.....m/UNKNOWN.jpg)

Well, I drew him from just below chest level up, as best as I could remember him. It wasn't good, and it's hard to color in both his hood AND his coat, since dry-erase sucks with shading. But I did it, and wrote two lines above him. I felt pretty proud of myself. I mean, I hadn't drawn him in ages, hell, hadn't drawn at all in ages.

However, I had the unfortunate luck of coming from the bathroom, to hear people talking, and they were commenting on my picture. I didn't hear anything specific, but they were laughing. Understandable. It was a horrible picture IMO, and I didn't expect ANYONE except for probably two people to recognize EM. I went around past, to get a drink, and got pissed when I glanced at the board. Why? My art had been defaced. I can imagine someone erasing him, that would've been fine. But no, someone had to ruin it by defacing him. They did that stupid 'chargin' laser' face and shit.

That made me miffed. I was tempted to take my anger out by simply erasing everything on the board, or defacing it all in retaliation. Yeah, immature, but I was upset. Then, I later learned who had specifically done it: The RGHU. Wow, an artist who I knew, not personally, one I respected for his work, decides to randomly wreck someone else's piece.

I do realize that my reaction is probably unwarranted and silly, but it's hard. I mean, I try my best to do what I can, given what limited ability I've got, and what happens? My piece is ruined because he wanted a laugh, or to get his friends to laugh. Ugh, I dunno. In general, the only nice thing about the party was the anime they showed. I just lounged on the stairs and watched it. In all honesty though, the next time such a party occurs there, I'm leaving myself out of it. It was, at best, a waste of time, and at worst, adding to my building stress.

In other notes, I finally got my UC Davis classes registered. I'm taking 4 classes, and my Mon/Wed/Fri's look really busy. I'm equal parts nervous, excited, and worried. I know it's going to be a lot more work, and it's going to be tough, but I want the major, and the degree. I also need to write...about 20 pages as part of the application for the creative writing class. I've had a few people, most notably Kitler, ask me why I'm doing it, why I'm still living with my folks, so, I'll explain my living situation right here and now.

I'm living with my parents, because I was living on my own, in an apartment, 3 years ago. My folks and I were not getting along, to put it lightly. We mutually decided that my staying in the house was a bad idea. My parents found an apartment in town, and agreed to pay for my rent, and a few other expenses, if I got a job, and paid for my utilities and part of my car insurance.

As time went on, I realized I wouldn't be able to become independent. I was only making minimum wage, and even if I was working 40 hours a week, I wasn't making enough to cover all my expenses. Then, about a year ago, the rent jumped by over 80 dollars. So, my mother made an offer. I could move back into the house, if I continued my education (I wasn't going to school while I was in the apartment), and she would pay for my expenses, and send me to UC Davis. I would have to follow the rules of the house, though compromises were made, as I wasn't the same person I was 3 years ago.

My mother and father and quite strict, compared to most parents, I admit that, and they'll even admit that! But they do quite a bit more for me than most parents EVER do. And they're sending me to one of best universities in CA. However, apparently this baffles people. I was asked once by Kitler if I really wanted to go to school, why I put up with my parents rules. I really didn't like that.

Sure, I don't like the rules and various restrictions, or the lack of freedom and privacy I use to have. But I want the education. It also looks good on a job application. Having the education will make me a better writer. And if I moved out, where would I go? People tell me I should leave.

Fine, then YOU tell me where I should go! Tell me where I should move to, or better yet, give me an offer. Don't try to tell me I should leave if you can't help me or give me a place to stay! It doesn't help me to just tell me what YOU think works. Really, I don't need you to worry about my best interests. You can't help me. I appreciate the concern, but I'll be fine.

I think I'm done for now.

Update and some system venting, so ya'll beware.

Well, I keep hearing about how all you bitches went to AC and had a blast, and man am I jealous x_x. Of course, I can't go, cause I couldn't save up enough money to go. Not that I wouldn't want to, but seriously, I physically don't get enough money to pay for all the following expenses:

a)Plane ticket: srsly, you have any idea how much a ticket to PA would cost?!
b) Registration: Probably the smallest expense, but still, it's still a chunk of cash.
c) Hotel lodgings: Ugh, there's a real killer. Even if I'm rooming with someone, lodgings could be anywhere from half to a fourth of the plane ticket's cost.
d) Food: Necessary, and even if I only eat two meals a day....that's about 16 bucks or so PER DAY. And that adds up quick.
e) Spending cash: Optional, but I'd at least want a t-shirt.

All this adds up to something in the range of $600+ for one weekend...so you can see why I'd rather go to FC, which is local, and saves me about 300 bucks. As much as I want to see some people...saving that kind of cash would take me over a year, which means I skip two FCs, just to go to ONE AnthroCon, so my preference is obvious.

Also, if anyone read my FC journal, you'd see that, given that FC is ALWAYS a bit of an unnerving experience. I mean, so few people I know go, and they're all hanging out with their close and/or closed circle of friends, which usually ends up with me wandering aimlessly for things to do, since everyone is busy. I mean, I want to hang with people like Sohjin, Kitler, and Tremor, just to name a few, but I don't share many of their interests, and when I was there, I felt mostly an accessory. It's not their fault, I just feel a bit alienated because I can't talk about the things they talk about. I mean hell, I don't do much. I write, I read, I watch TV, I like anime, and video games, and listening to "lame" (as I've heard it been called) music. I'm not into cars, I'm not into music remixing or DJing, I'm not into working out, or guns, and I'm not an artists. I realize that I'm a rather boring individual.

It also doesn't help that, besides Sacramento furs, who I only get to see on the weekends, when I can go, there's absolutely NO ONE local. Excluding Sacramento, everyone either lives several hours away, or in another state. I've had people ask why I spend so much time on my computer, when I could be out doing things. It's the simple fact that there isn't anything to be out doing, and no one to do it with. My 'social life' consists only of telephone conversations and IM chats. Yeah, I know, lame.

I have been hanging out with Midekai, visiting him on the weekends, which helps a lot. This friday is his birthday too, so I made sure to get him something. In fact, hanging out with him makes me feel so much better, that I'm actually a little depressed when I leave. We do have a lot in common, and it's nice that we can chat about some of my interests I mentioned above.

Note: Since FA is limiting my journal size, I'm splitting it up into a few parts.

Ugh, caught a case of mild food poisoning on Tuesday from some seafood my dad cooked, must've been the mussels. Not fun, I can tell you. Stomach cramps, nausea, irregular bowel movements. Hope I never have that problem again.

Also...I wish I could draw again X3 I see people offering cheap commishs for things like avatars or pictures, and though I often have the money, I don't have fucking Paypal. As for reasons why I don't, well, there's a lot of them. Mostly the fact I'm living with my folks, and I don't have an account to Paypal with. Plus, how do I tell my folks I want an account to pay for porn? And don't tell me to go behind their backs. If I did and I got caught, I'd be on the sidewalk on my ass in less than 10 seconds.

Eh, I'm just jealous that all I can do is write, and imagine. Oh well.

I feel so tired lately. School's almost over, and then I have to get a job. And then there's UC Davis for another two years. Man...I feel kinda burnt out and empty right now.

That, and I'm thinking about FC '08, and all of the sudden, I don't feel so keen on going. ._. I dunno why, just the thought of another FC like last year, especially since I might or might not have the kind of money I was hoping for. If I go, I won't be volunteering for staff, that's for sure.

Ugh, I dunno, I just feel like I want to go and hibernate for the next several months or something. I feel mopey, and depressed, and tired. I wish I had someone to go and hug for the next couple of hours >_>

I had to start my Diamond game over, so my FC changed.

Trainer Name: Melfice

4167 0993 3279

Heyo, since everyone else is putting it up, might as well put mine up too!

Trainer Name: Melfice (duh)

FC: 2535 0098 4124

Sad that the Union Room and the Underground are Wireless only tho :(

But I'd love to see how the voice chat works!

....Oh no X3... bad mental image...

VOICE CHAT SEX!!

Heyo, since everyone else is putting it up, might as well put mine up too!

Trainer Name: Melfice (duh)

FC: 2535 0098 4124

Sad that the Union Room and the Underground are Wireless only tho :(

But I'd love to see how the voice chat works!

....Oh no X3... bad mental image...

VOICE CHAT SEX!!

This was something I did a while ago for a Forum RP, and unfortunately, it didn't recieve a great deal of positive reception. Mostly cause everything thought that, while the idea was well worked out, drew attention and focus away from the main story.

This has made me more than a little annoyed. It seems nowadays, writing characters with any kind of deep backstory or thought-out plan is a waste of time, epseically if they're used for any kind of RP. I hate to have a character with an open-ended history, or who's development is supposed to be up in the air. My characters act in a way I dictate. If the story and it's plot causes changes, it will be at my choosing, and if I think it's appropriate.

Of course, why bother RPing, most would ask. It's because it helps me develop my style. Being in an ever changing story, especially one I don't control, is great. Since I have to adapt my style. But when someone tries to take away my ability to control my own characters, that's where I draw the line.

*ahem*

Anyway, back to my idea. Before I start, many of you might see a description for a character, and say "Hey, that's Melfice!" And I'd have to correct you. Melfice is a template for a type of feline that I do. Usually, when anthromorphs are allowed, I ALWAYS play a black feline. No ifs ands or buts about it. The feline's physical shape is always the same as my Melfice Sketch. However, that's where the similarities end.

Physically, Melfice and the 'Melfice look-alike' are the same, with perhaps a few minute difference, like hair length, height, weight. But otherwise they could be twins. Where they really differ is their personality. Also, the personalities tend to be two types.

'Melfice' Type: A more balanced personality. Has emotional issues or standard flaws, but typically tends to be well-rounded. Usually used in fantasy settings, and modern settings for something like high school or college.

And then we have the second type:

'Khym (pronounced Kim)' Type: Reckless, arrogant. Usually a devil-may-care attitude, usually with a very big ego. However, these overly harsh and abrasive qualities hide a usually sensitive interior, that's only seen around a few individuals, or when situations hit close to home.

So, when I speak of Khym, and Melfice, I speak of a character fitting that type. However, the subject of this explaination for my character(s), Khym is an actual character, and the basis for which the entire personality type is founded on.

In Part 2, I'll go into the actual idea!

Heh, I totally forgot Easter was just the other day. Oh well, one of those forgettable holidays. However, this Easter was veeerrrryy special. How so? Cause I got to go over to a friends house and play a game on his PS2. What game, you ask, would be special enough to be worth notice?

Not God of War 2, or Final Fantasy XII.

I got to play Kingdom Hearts RE: Chain of Memories.

Yep, my friend has the joy that is Swap Magic.

And let me tell you that that game is simply fucking EPIC. I was wowed by it. There were more than a few moments in which I was like "Wait...that didn't happen that way before!"

And one of most epic of fights, was the 4th Riku fight. Anyone out there who's played the GBA version knows what I talking about. Seriously, the fight is even HARDER now. And the music to accompany that fight makes it even more epic too.

Seriously, if Square doesn't release this stateside, the crowds will burn down their building and execute their CO's. Heads will roll!! Don't miss out on this absolutely HUGE moneymaking opportunity!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DL0hBSbshaI

IT'S OVER NINE THOUSAND!!


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Oh cmon, someone seeing this video would HAVE to make this joke. I mean shit, watch the vid! He's even got a power aura! I'm waiting for him to go Super Sayian any second now.

Cmon, somebody YTMND this shit!

Hey...anyone out there want to trade friend's codes? I could use some friends for matching.

Mine is 124649018441

Honestly, this shit is fucking bananas!

Why can't I say that I have absolutely NO desire, or even give reasonable explainations why I have no desire, to see that damn movie, without some fucker telling me I'm being an idiot, or that I'm not a "man".

As if I have to validate myself by seeing some stupid, overpriced movie! Maybe I just don't like the idea of the movie? Maybe it's the kind of action film that I don't give a fuck about? Hell, why am I giving reasons in the first place?! I don't have to explain myself to any of you!

Honestly, the last movie I've gone to see is Silent Hill. Movies are expensive for me nowadays, especially since I have other expenses I would rather cover, like my video games for my new PS3, or my DS. It's a 2 hour movie, which, given how much I'd have to pay, would be money better spent on something that'll last me several days.

I'll wait and get in on Netflix. I don't care if I don't get the "movie experience". I mean hell, it's based on a graphic novel that nobody's heard of until this movie. And with only two exceptions, almost ALL movies-based-on-books SUCK ASS.

So there's REALLY no incentive for me to see it. And I'm getting really sick of artists drawing their 300 pictures, or of my fur friends quoting that damn movie! *flails*

And don't EVEN tell me I suck, or somehow I'm stupid for not seeing what you think is an "awesome" movie. I don't have your taste in movies, or your desire to spend 10+ dollars in a theater for some instant gratification. I'll wait till they do some "director's cut" or an "unrated version", and I'll MAYBE see it then.