★✧⛦This or That - Melia ⛦★✧
General | Posted 6 years ago
𝒽𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓇 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 ?
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Hot. Melia enjoys relaxing with hot baths, preferably lots of bubbles. She enjoys soft smells, like lavender or sage. She especially enjoys sipping a sweet chilled wine, or warm tea while she soaks.
𝓈𝓊𝓂𝓂𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑒𝓇?
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Melia is especially fond of autumn. She loves the smells, colors, and the satisfying crunch of the dry leaves. She also enjoys winter, even if it isn't the same as her home. Where Melia grew up ice would coat the trees, and they would appear gold when the sun shown behind them. Where she is now, it's more wet and less cold. So snow is a bit rare. But she does like the cooler temperatures.
𝓉𝓎𝓅𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝑜𝓎𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝓎𝓅𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝒾𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝓈𝓉𝓎𝓁𝑒?
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Melia is surprisingly girly in some situations, and enjoys the way full circle skirts flow. However she doesn't like to define herself by gender. Melia's style is just that: an individual's style. She doesn't let others dictate her life. As such, Melia can most often be found in comfortable pants and a either a loose fitting shirt, or a shirt that shows off her boobs. Sometimes she just loves the way she looks in a dress, admiring how sexy she appears in it.
𝓃𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝑜𝓌𝓁 𝑜𝓇 𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝒾𝓇𝒹?
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Melia was raised to get up early, and get things done. She spent some years where she was required to get up early. However, she is a night owl at heart. She loves the quiet of the night, and soft glow of the moon. Although, this might be because of her insomnia.
𝒻𝓊𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓀𝒻𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝓇 '𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝓊𝓃'?
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Melia tends to eat small amounts throughout the whole day. However, her favorite breakfast food is sausage. Her dragon heritage, that gave her unusual teeth, not only allows her to digest meat but means that it is necessary for her to remain healthy. She once spent some time with a true horse anthro, not eating meat. It was not long before she felt lethargic, and depressed. But after eating some meat she would feel better.
𝑒𝒶𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝓅𝒶𝓃𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒾𝓁𝓁?
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Melia sometimes has an over active startle response, as a result from past trauma. However she has learned many tricks over time to calm herself back down.
𝒸𝑜𝒻𝒻𝑒𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝑒𝒶?
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Melia drinks a cup of coffee every morning, and often drinks several cups of tea. Sometimes she enjoys the soft flavor of chamomile or a lavender and lemon tea she recently found. Other times, however, she prefers strong flavors of chai and Earl Grey.
𝒹𝑜𝑔𝓈 𝑜𝓇 𝒸𝒶𝓉𝓈?
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Melia truly enjoys dogs, but harbors no resentment for cats. She will always try to help animals in need. As a result she has adopted cats and dogs in the past.
𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔?
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Melia used to read, but after an unfortunate head blow she has found reading more difficult. She also used to write more frequently, ideas flowing freely from some strange place within her soul. Stress seems to have placed a dam between her and the place that ideas and stories used to flow from. She hopes that this dam will crack, or even fall apart, with time.
𝑜𝓊𝓉𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒?
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Life has been hard on Melia. Even though many think she is too young for such issues, her knees, hips, and back begin to ache after even a short walk. She pushes past this in her pursuit to find quiet spots in the woods, however. Although she still doesn't spend nearly as much time outside as she used to.
𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓅𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓇 𝓊𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓅𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹?
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Somethings she over prepares for. But most of the time she finds herself desperately trying to keep up with others or gain enough space in a situation so that she can figure it out. For somethings she is very good at this, such as learning to be better at something she has some experience with. However she is never well prepared for social situations.
𝓈𝓊𝓃𝓃𝓎 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝓇𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓎 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇?
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Definitely rainy weather. She loves the sound of it, and the grey and gloomy nature of cloudy weather. Thunder and lightning make her feel alive. Sunny weather is too bright, and hurts her eyes.
𝒷𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝓎 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝒷𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒?
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Melia feels most alone when with more than one or two others. She never did learn how to communicate with a group, although she doesn't experience stage fright and can easily communicate to a group. She also most often finds that others seem to ignore her presence when she is with a group.
𝟣𝟤 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝒸𝓀 𝑜𝓇 𝟤𝟦 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝒸𝓀
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She prefers 24 hour time, however most of the people she knows use 12 hour time. So she ends up translating often.
𝒮𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝒾𝑜𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝓊𝓉𝑒 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝓂?
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Melia is generally pretty good at understanding concepts as they are taught to her, so she doesn't study or cram. Sometimes she finds that this is not sufficient, at which point she tends to cram.
𝒸𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝒷𝒾𝓈𝒸𝓊𝒾𝓉𝓈?
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Why not both? Biscuits are good with tea, and cake is good at any time for any occasion.
𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝒿𝓊𝒾𝒸𝑒?
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She prefers tea, and is completely accepting of the argument that it's just "warm leaf juice". But will drink water otherwise. Also beer.
𝓈𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝑜𝓇 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝓈𝒽𝓊𝓉?
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When asked direct question she will often answer with complete honesty. Even if this is likely to get her into trouble.
𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝒾𝓉?
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Melia never read very fast, and she feels like she reads even slower now. So there's no way she could finish a book in one sitting. However, she generally remembers what she reads. Even years later.
𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓉 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝓈𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝑜𝓇 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂?
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She fully recognizes that she has trust issues, and these have not exactly been made better over time. So now she prefers to take her time, and only give what she gets.
𝑜𝓇𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓁 𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒?
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Melia definitely has her favorite foods, but does also enjoy trying new things.
𝒷𝑒𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝒻𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝒾𝓉 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈?
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Melia has spent too much of her life living moment to moment, just trying to put one foot in front of the other, to give much serious thought to this question. Sometimes she believes in fate to some extent, but to her that is a depressing idea.
𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒾𝒹𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓇 𝒶 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝑒𝓇𝒶𝓁 𝒹𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓈𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓈𝑒/𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂??
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She keeps her things in a state of "organized" chaos. No one else could find something specific, but she generally can with very little searching. Having things too neat makes her nervous, so if she has the opportunity she'll add some clutter to a neat space.
𝓅𝒶𝒿𝒶𝓂𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓀𝑒𝒹??
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Pajamas get twisted, are too warm, and cling to her fur in the most uncomfortable ways. The only time she did not sleep in the nude was when she was in the military and sleeping in barracks.
𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝓇 '𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻'?
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Melia is very considerate, and often puts other people's needs before her own. This has not always worked out well for her, but she keeps it up.
𝒷𝓊𝓈 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝓇𝒶𝒾𝓃?
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Melia would prefer trains to buses. They move through areas that other transit methods do not, and it's easier to observe the countryside through a train window.
𝓅𝑒𝓃 𝑜𝓇 𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝒾𝓁?
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That depends entirely upon what she needs to do. If she knows she might be making corrections often, she will use a pencil. If she needs the information to be more permanent, she will use a pen.
𝓃𝑜𝓉𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝓇 𝒻𝓁𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒸𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈?
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Melia takes notes during lectures, and doesn't really understand how flash cards work. Even though she has made several attempts at making her own.
𝒸𝒽𝑜𝒸𝑜𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝓇 𝒸𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓎?
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She loves chocolate and some specific candies. Such as dinner mints, those are never safe when she is around.
𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝒾𝑔𝓃𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓇𝒶?
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Except for specific reasons or occasions, Melia prefers to not be in pictures at all.snagged from
inkstars (I'm not very good at formatting stuff like this, so hopefully it's not too messed up)Embroidery
General | Posted 6 years agoI have posted some examples of what I can do with embroidery. I do not create new artwork with this, I use artwork that someone already has and then turn that into an embroidered design that can be used as a badge or as a sort of stand alone piece of art. Since I do the embroidery by hand I often have to simplify the art so as to make it work. Most often this means that I choose a piece of fabric that closely matches the most prevalent colour of the original artwork, or sometimes a colour that will make the embroidery standout more (I did this with the piece that I embroidered for Zelda Zebra).
I would like to start offering this type of craft for sale. Prices will depend mostly on size (if something were more complex and would took me longer to make then I might add an additional fee that would be discussed with the commissioner). Smaller pieces would be $15 and larger ones would start at $20 (again, size dependant if you wanted something larger than 5"x5" I would need to charge more due to the time involved).
If enough interest is generated I will look into embroidery sewing machines, at which point I would be able to offer more complexity in terms of the colours involved.
Please contact me of you're interested in this.
I would like to start offering this type of craft for sale. Prices will depend mostly on size (if something were more complex and would took me longer to make then I might add an additional fee that would be discussed with the commissioner). Smaller pieces would be $15 and larger ones would start at $20 (again, size dependant if you wanted something larger than 5"x5" I would need to charge more due to the time involved).
If enough interest is generated I will look into embroidery sewing machines, at which point I would be able to offer more complexity in terms of the colours involved.
Please contact me of you're interested in this.
Veteran in Need
General | Posted 11 years agoOne of my close friends is attempting to file for bankruptcy, but she doesn't have enough money to do this. We are both US Navy Veterans (served on the same ship). I really want to help her myself, but there's nothing I can do. She's even working full time! (Because you know, Walmart totally pays a living wage) I'm just barely not homeless myself. I'm not an artist, I can't offer art for donations. If you have a basic outline and want it turned into a short story I could do that. I've done it twice before for
EvilLabRat
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1560563/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2372783/
I can also ink and color sketches....ink. I don't currently have any coloring pencils.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1975706/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1874846/
I created a Gofundme account, so if you can just spread the word, that would be pretty awesome.
http://www.gofundme.com/v4h9q2g
EvilLabRat http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1560563/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2372783/
I can also ink and color sketches....ink. I don't currently have any coloring pencils.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1975706/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1874846/
I created a Gofundme account, so if you can just spread the word, that would be pretty awesome.
http://www.gofundme.com/v4h9q2g
sex
General | Posted 12 years agoI got married, that involves sex, so you can't say that my title has nothing to do with this journal! *maniacal laughter*
I am in fact married now, he is not on FA so don't expect to see a link to his page.
I am in fact married now, he is not on FA so don't expect to see a link to his page.
WTF?
General | Posted 12 years agoSomeone posted a shout to my page yesterday "nobody asked you" their username was skyfirefox and they are "in stasis". I have no idea who this person is, or why they are upset with me o.O
Drat
General | Posted 13 years agoI don't know how to change the files on a mac, so that FA will accept them.
FML
General | Posted 15 years agoWell, that was it. I screwed up for the last time. No more chances. The only shot I've got is if my ship pulls into Guam, if his ship is there, and if I can find him while I'm there. Oh, and lets not forget this chance only exists if I can get him to talk to me if all the other things happen. He may not be willing to talk to me ever again. Yeah, this is technically the first time I've cheated on him, but to him it's the 8th time. And if I were him I wouldn't talk to me ever again either. I just wish there was some way I could make it not have happened. Some way that I could not have hurt him. I feel like I'm the girl in the song "shot through the heart". I'm the one who gives love a bad name. No, I wasn't just playing a game with him. But I couldn't do what I needed to do to make it work. I just hope he still gets the last birthday present I sent him.
Help-update
General | Posted 15 years agoHer cat has been safely returned home
This artist is really amazing, but right now she needs help. Here's her journal with details.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2255582/
Please help her if you can.
This artist is really amazing, but right now she needs help. Here's her journal with details.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2255582/
Please help her if you can.
photographs
General | Posted 15 years agoI will be posting all future photographs at this account
PhotographerMel I won't be removing any of my photos from here, I just won't be posting any new ones.
Also I am going through my old stories, and I may repost some of them. If I do I will take down the old submissions. I'm sorry if anybody faved the ones that I take down, just keep your eyes peeled. I'll either take down then repost, or re post then take down.
PhotographerMel I won't be removing any of my photos from here, I just won't be posting any new ones.Also I am going through my old stories, and I may repost some of them. If I do I will take down the old submissions. I'm sorry if anybody faved the ones that I take down, just keep your eyes peeled. I'll either take down then repost, or re post then take down.
Pet rescue asking for help
General | Posted 15 years ago
Stormslegacy Is offering free art to anyone who donates to this rescue.her journal containing details about the free art http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2179847/
On this St. Patrick's Day we are wondering where OUR pot of gold is?
The last 3 months have been rainbow-less for MRR as we have taken in
several sick and injured rats, each requiring antibiotics, revolution,
surgery and the like. Our bank account is depleted and we now have
barely enough to cover an emergency visit and we do not have enough
money to pay for our next shipment of Harlan Food to restock the
store.
This is a plea (something we absolutely HATE doing) for financial help
from our supporters and friends. If everyone could donate just $5 or
$10 to our paypal account (ratsrule2007@aol.com) we might be able to
get our safety cushion back and get enough for our Harlan order.
This is feeling fairly serious as we are trying to figure out how we
are going to be able to stay afloat much longer. We appreciate
anything you can donate! You will receive a personal thank you card
and will provide you with a tax deductible receipt if you ask. As an
additional bonus, for every $10.00 you donate, you will get to name a
rat and your name and gift will be mentioned on that rat's page!
Thank you so much for your continued support and loyalty to MRR and
the rats in our care.
Please feel free to pass this along!
Their website, so you can learn more about the organization and their cause: http://www.mainelyratrescue.org
damn
General | Posted 15 years agoI know few, if any will read this, and even fewer will respond, but I need to say it.
I made many mistakes with my most recent relationship. I was/am not mature enough for a serious, long lasting relationship. Maybe my outlook on life, attitude, and generally what makes me me, can't get along for too long with my wolfie, and what makes him, him. However I do know that I love him, I would do anything for him. I am going to spend the next three years, trying to learn from my mistakes, trying to figure out just exactly what I did wrong, what will go away with time and perspective, and what I actually need to work on to change. I have no idea where to start, aside from just admitting that I need to change. I hope that he will forgive me. I hope that he will give me a second chance. I want to start from the beginning again, and do it right this time. But I do not expect to ever get that second chance with him. Maybe all that I did wrong in that relationship will make the ones in the future work better.
I made many mistakes with my most recent relationship. I was/am not mature enough for a serious, long lasting relationship. Maybe my outlook on life, attitude, and generally what makes me me, can't get along for too long with my wolfie, and what makes him, him. However I do know that I love him, I would do anything for him. I am going to spend the next three years, trying to learn from my mistakes, trying to figure out just exactly what I did wrong, what will go away with time and perspective, and what I actually need to work on to change. I have no idea where to start, aside from just admitting that I need to change. I hope that he will forgive me. I hope that he will give me a second chance. I want to start from the beginning again, and do it right this time. But I do not expect to ever get that second chance with him. Maybe all that I did wrong in that relationship will make the ones in the future work better.
San Diego
General | Posted 15 years agoIs a place I have yet to see. I've been here for just over a week and I've barely left base except to cross the highway to get to another part of base. I've learned that West coast Navy is very laid back so I'm not as worried about that now. I've also learned that I'm a bit of a wild child when turned loose. Oh, and there's this drink that is supposed to get you smashed if you have just one, and it's all you have that night.......I get buzzed. However if I have three shots of rum, and then one of these drinks (Audios MF) I am pretty throughly smashed. It's a mircle I didn't crash into anything that night. Anyway.......I'm gonna try to get into the mountains before too long, so hopefully I'll have some interesting pictures to post.
Homophobia
General | Posted 16 years agoThis is something I got, with permission, from
Seige-Leonis
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I won't risk loosing my family and friends.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.
I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to teach me a lesson.
Seige-LeonisI am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I won't risk loosing my family and friends.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.
I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to teach me a lesson.
Horsey thing
General | Posted 17 years ago1. Who was the first horse you rode in a lesson?
I’m pretty sure that, that would be my dad’s (at the time) horse, Cassandra. She was a pure bred Arabian, though it may have been my mother’s half Arab, Windy.
2. What's your favorite discipline?
Don’t really know....haven’t really ridden any specific one. More English than Western, more Dressage than anything else, but I don’t specifically go for any one discipline.
3. Who's your favorite pony?
Well since I own two ponies.....I believe that would be Little Fish. Now ‘pony’ as in equine, my old mare Cassandra.
4. What's the youngest horse you've ridden?
Echo, at three years and some odd months.
5. What's the oldest horse you've ridden?
Cassandra, she was 20 something when I stopped riding her.
6. Have you ever fallen off?
Of course! It takes 100 falls to make a true horsemen....though I don’t know if my handstand off the horse’s back counts?
7. What is your favorite horse color?
Hmm....black.....palomino.....ghost horse....blue roan....sorrel.....oh you meant ‘one’? Sorry I can’t choose just one.
8. Would you rather ride inside or out?
In a ring to train, and then definitely outside! I love the freedom I have when ridding outside. And besides my round ring isn’t big enough for any horses to get up to a canter safely in.
9. Who is in your lesson?
I don’t understand the question.
10. Who have you been taught by?
My horse, my mom, and my dad.
11. How old were you on your first pony ride?
Around 4, that I remember, and she wasn’t really a pony.
12. Who's your favorite horse/pony to jump?
I never really got into jumping, the only horse I knew that was good at it, and would jump, was my sister’s horse, and I was afraid of that mare.
13. When did you start riding lessons?
In the third grade.
14. Who's your least favorite horse to ride?
Haven’t really ridden enough to say, because I enjoyed Ahshin’s gate when I was ridding him, but since he threw me I’ve too afraid to get back on. So I’d have to say Ahshin. I would say Stormy, but she’s dead now.
15. How many trail rides have you been on?
Umm.....Lots and lets leave it at that.
16. Most weird/interesting thing done on horseback?
I tried to jump on to Cassandra bare back, and wound up doing a handstand on the other side. She also reared with me once. And I nearly fell asleep on her back.....do any of these count?
17. Have you ever ridden bareback, and on who?
‘Of course...that is a very important step in learning how to ride your horse and how to sit. Everybody should ride bareback.’ by
Hidalgo It’s just such a good answer. And I’ve ridden most of my horses bareback: Cassandra, Fish, Fancy, Rajiyah, Ahshin, and Echo. Didn’t ever tempt fate with Stormy though.
18. Least favorite pony to ride?
Echo. She’s also the only true pony I’ve ever ridden....no that’s not true. She is under 14.3 hands, but she’s an Arabian, and not a “pony”–connotative meaning.
19. What's the highest you jumped?
Only about 2-3 feet.
20. Who was the first horse you cantered on?
Cassandra.....No it was Fish. I followed the horses, and jumped on her without even a halter, something spooked the horses and they all went running back to the barn. I know foolish of me, but I was about 10 at the time.
21. Who was the first horse you jumped?
Stormy. I didn’t want to. My sister made me.
22. Scariest moment on horseback?
Toss up between when me and Cassandra fell in the sink hole, when Fancy reared and wound up sitting down, because she over balanced, and when Ahshin was bucking and the saddle came almost completely off his back-he was cantering at the time, with his nose on the ground.
23. What is your favorite part of the horse?
Umm....their ‘heart’, as in their soul I guess.
25. Who are your favorite boarders?
The only times the horses were boarded was before I was born, none.
26. Who are your least favorite boarders?
See 25.
27. Why did you start riding?
Because my mom rode, and was absolutely crazy about horses(still is crazy about them) I guess is was just natural that I would want to ride them, but unlike my sister, it wasn’t a phase for me.
28. What is your favorite pony breed?
Don’t have much experience with ponies, but from appearance that would have to be Shetlands, or Hackneys.
29. What's your ideal height of a horse/pony?
About 15-16 hands. Tall enough for me, but not huge.
30. Describe your dream horse?
The height I said in ‘29', gentle, black, Arabian blood, and of course mine.
31. Favorite horse markings?
Very little if any chrome, like a star or snip.
32. When was your last lesson?
From a person, some years ago. From a horse, just a few hours ago.
33. Would you rather jump or do flat?
“Flat”?
34. Have you ever showed?
No, but I would like to.
35. Ever ridden a boarder?
No
36. Who did you ride in your last jumping lesson?
Stormy. That would also have been my only jumping lesson.
37. Who did you ride in your last flat lesson?
I don’t know what is meant by ‘flat’.
Years Riding: About 10 years now.
Favorite Horse Book: Oh crap! I can’t think of the name of it, but it is about one of the Through Bred foundation stallions. The small bay one from Arabia.
Favorite Horse Movie: Hidalgo, or Black Beauty
Names of Horses ridden: Windy, Cassandra, Little Fish(After the Storm), Stormy (Dancing the Storm), Fancy, Ahshin, Rajiyah, Echo, Maggy(friend’s horse), Chille, and I’m pretty sure that’s it.
Barns ridden at: technically none.....since I don’t think my own barn counts.
I’m pretty sure that, that would be my dad’s (at the time) horse, Cassandra. She was a pure bred Arabian, though it may have been my mother’s half Arab, Windy.
2. What's your favorite discipline?
Don’t really know....haven’t really ridden any specific one. More English than Western, more Dressage than anything else, but I don’t specifically go for any one discipline.
3. Who's your favorite pony?
Well since I own two ponies.....I believe that would be Little Fish. Now ‘pony’ as in equine, my old mare Cassandra.
4. What's the youngest horse you've ridden?
Echo, at three years and some odd months.
5. What's the oldest horse you've ridden?
Cassandra, she was 20 something when I stopped riding her.
6. Have you ever fallen off?
Of course! It takes 100 falls to make a true horsemen....though I don’t know if my handstand off the horse’s back counts?
7. What is your favorite horse color?
Hmm....black.....palomino.....ghost horse....blue roan....sorrel.....oh you meant ‘one’? Sorry I can’t choose just one.
8. Would you rather ride inside or out?
In a ring to train, and then definitely outside! I love the freedom I have when ridding outside. And besides my round ring isn’t big enough for any horses to get up to a canter safely in.
9. Who is in your lesson?
I don’t understand the question.
10. Who have you been taught by?
My horse, my mom, and my dad.
11. How old were you on your first pony ride?
Around 4, that I remember, and she wasn’t really a pony.
12. Who's your favorite horse/pony to jump?
I never really got into jumping, the only horse I knew that was good at it, and would jump, was my sister’s horse, and I was afraid of that mare.
13. When did you start riding lessons?
In the third grade.
14. Who's your least favorite horse to ride?
Haven’t really ridden enough to say, because I enjoyed Ahshin’s gate when I was ridding him, but since he threw me I’ve too afraid to get back on. So I’d have to say Ahshin. I would say Stormy, but she’s dead now.
15. How many trail rides have you been on?
Umm.....Lots and lets leave it at that.
16. Most weird/interesting thing done on horseback?
I tried to jump on to Cassandra bare back, and wound up doing a handstand on the other side. She also reared with me once. And I nearly fell asleep on her back.....do any of these count?
17. Have you ever ridden bareback, and on who?
‘Of course...that is a very important step in learning how to ride your horse and how to sit. Everybody should ride bareback.’ by
Hidalgo It’s just such a good answer. And I’ve ridden most of my horses bareback: Cassandra, Fish, Fancy, Rajiyah, Ahshin, and Echo. Didn’t ever tempt fate with Stormy though.18. Least favorite pony to ride?
Echo. She’s also the only true pony I’ve ever ridden....no that’s not true. She is under 14.3 hands, but she’s an Arabian, and not a “pony”–connotative meaning.
19. What's the highest you jumped?
Only about 2-3 feet.
20. Who was the first horse you cantered on?
Cassandra.....No it was Fish. I followed the horses, and jumped on her without even a halter, something spooked the horses and they all went running back to the barn. I know foolish of me, but I was about 10 at the time.
21. Who was the first horse you jumped?
Stormy. I didn’t want to. My sister made me.
22. Scariest moment on horseback?
Toss up between when me and Cassandra fell in the sink hole, when Fancy reared and wound up sitting down, because she over balanced, and when Ahshin was bucking and the saddle came almost completely off his back-he was cantering at the time, with his nose on the ground.
23. What is your favorite part of the horse?
Umm....their ‘heart’, as in their soul I guess.
25. Who are your favorite boarders?
The only times the horses were boarded was before I was born, none.
26. Who are your least favorite boarders?
See 25.
27. Why did you start riding?
Because my mom rode, and was absolutely crazy about horses(still is crazy about them) I guess is was just natural that I would want to ride them, but unlike my sister, it wasn’t a phase for me.
28. What is your favorite pony breed?
Don’t have much experience with ponies, but from appearance that would have to be Shetlands, or Hackneys.
29. What's your ideal height of a horse/pony?
About 15-16 hands. Tall enough for me, but not huge.
30. Describe your dream horse?
The height I said in ‘29', gentle, black, Arabian blood, and of course mine.
31. Favorite horse markings?
Very little if any chrome, like a star or snip.
32. When was your last lesson?
From a person, some years ago. From a horse, just a few hours ago.
33. Would you rather jump or do flat?
“Flat”?
34. Have you ever showed?
No, but I would like to.
35. Ever ridden a boarder?
No
36. Who did you ride in your last jumping lesson?
Stormy. That would also have been my only jumping lesson.
37. Who did you ride in your last flat lesson?
I don’t know what is meant by ‘flat’.
Years Riding: About 10 years now.
Favorite Horse Book: Oh crap! I can’t think of the name of it, but it is about one of the Through Bred foundation stallions. The small bay one from Arabia.
Favorite Horse Movie: Hidalgo, or Black Beauty
Names of Horses ridden: Windy, Cassandra, Little Fish(After the Storm), Stormy (Dancing the Storm), Fancy, Ahshin, Rajiyah, Echo, Maggy(friend’s horse), Chille, and I’m pretty sure that’s it.
Barns ridden at: technically none.....since I don’t think my own barn counts.
The Storms
General | Posted 18 years agoHas anyone else ever challenged a storm? I love the rain, and when a storm comes I will go out and just about challenge/question the strength of the storm. Mind, I do respect storms and their power, but I so love to go out and stand in the rain. Though my mate seems to hate it. He's not a happy bat in thunder storms.
This could be a problem, I love storms and just about challenge them, and he is scared of them.
Any way jsut wanted to know if anyone else shared my love of storms.
This could be a problem, I love storms and just about challenge them, and he is scared of them.
Any way jsut wanted to know if anyone else shared my love of storms.
Rapes are Exceptionally High
General | Posted 18 years agoHope that one got your attenion, now read and listen to the report.
http://www.npr.org/templates/story/.....toryId=9803207
A part of the report.
All Things Considered, April 24, 2007 · Native American women and Alaska Native women suffer disproportionately high levels of sexual assault compared with other women in the United States. They're also the least likely to receive justice, according to a report from Amnesty International.
this can not just die, we can not let this go on with no press, no one saying something! some thing must be DONE about this!!!
if you agree post this every where you can, even take it to your congressman, govornor, or who ever you think might do some thing about it!!
when you go to that page, click the listen button to get the whole story.
http://www.npr.org/templates/story/.....toryId=9803207
A part of the report.
All Things Considered, April 24, 2007 · Native American women and Alaska Native women suffer disproportionately high levels of sexual assault compared with other women in the United States. They're also the least likely to receive justice, according to a report from Amnesty International.
this can not just die, we can not let this go on with no press, no one saying something! some thing must be DONE about this!!!
if you agree post this every where you can, even take it to your congressman, govornor, or who ever you think might do some thing about it!!
when you go to that page, click the listen button to get the whole story.
To The Nice Guys Left Behind
General | Posted 18 years agoTo every guy that's said, "Sex can wait."
To every guy that's said, "You're BEAUTIFUL."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that REALLY would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with MEANING.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home even though she went home with that other guy.
To every guy that would sit and WAIT for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to CUDDLE.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he CARED through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the ONE.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that WASN'T just trying to get laid.
To every guy that gave his HEART and SOUL.
To every guy who PRAYS that she is HAPPY even if you are not with her.
***Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore ... And because of this, there are not many left out there!!!
If you are a nice guy repost this with "Nice guys finish last." in great big letters
If you are a girl that thinks every guy should try to accomplish even a few of these repost this with: "To the nice guys left behind"
To every guy that's said, "You're BEAUTIFUL."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that REALLY would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with MEANING.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home even though she went home with that other guy.
To every guy that would sit and WAIT for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to CUDDLE.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he CARED through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the ONE.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that WASN'T just trying to get laid.
To every guy that gave his HEART and SOUL.
To every guy who PRAYS that she is HAPPY even if you are not with her.
***Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore ... And because of this, there are not many left out there!!!
If you are a nice guy repost this with "Nice guys finish last." in great big letters
If you are a girl that thinks every guy should try to accomplish even a few of these repost this with: "To the nice guys left behind"
LIttle thing about my character
General | Posted 18 years agoStole this from http://www.furaffinity.net/user/mukichan/
1. What is your character's name? Melia
2. What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race/species? She is a pegasus anthro who lost the luster to her coat, and whose wings began to fall apart, and then she had the rest of her wings torn off.
3. What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up? “Why must I wake up every day?” Or, “What hell must I face today?”
4. Your character's favorite outfit would be? She likes to wear a shirt that ties at her neck and low in her back (reminds her of when she had wings), with lose pants, a pair of comfortable deer skin boots, and pig skin gloves-for riding, or silk gloves. In winter, she wears a light sweater, and close fitting pants, with the boots on the outside of her pants.
5. When your character looks into a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice? The lack of wings behind and above her head.
6. Does your character have the same tastes in food as you? No, she likes to eat a lot of grain–she’s an equine.
7. How is your character similar to you? It’s hard for her to get truly attached to someone, but when she does it’s almost impossible for her to not care about them.
8. How is (s)he different? She’s more depressed, she loves to fly, she doesn’t get as upset over the small things, and she is a little harder to make mad.
9. If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you? No, she would have a higher pitched voice that was some how softer.
10. If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them? Swish my tail around, swivel my ears, and try to figure out how, with this nose I could eat 1pound of grain with out eating the 1table spoon of powder wormer.
11. Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them? Haven’t had her on the net long enough, not enough people have read about her, plus I haven’t posted a description about her yet.
12. What advantages does your character have over you? She is free to do what she wants...if she doesn’t like someone she can just leave town, and not have to look back.
13. What disadvantages? She has to think about how to kiss her boyfriend...she has basically a large human mouth, but he is a fox.
14. Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know? None that I know of.
15. Do you have any secret drawings only you know about? Nope, the only one is posted.
16. Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her? Sorta, I’m not really sure how it’s gonna work, but I do have plans for her.
17. What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character? Again, she’s not been on the net long enough, but if I had to make a prediction: most would think that she is a simple horse anthro, but she is really a pegasus.
18. If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be? The hearing, I’d love to have directional hearing!
19. Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same relationship with your character as you with the real-life person? Yes, Grey Fox is based off of Shauntil, or more what he wishes he to be. But the relationships are the same!
20. Have you written any stories about your character? Working on it, but so far it’s just the prologue.
21. How has your character changed since his/her first creation? She has nothing left of the wings, just scars. Plus she’s a lot smaller now.
22. Give us a one-liner from him/her. “I’ll be fine.”
1. What is your character's name? Melia
2. What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race/species? She is a pegasus anthro who lost the luster to her coat, and whose wings began to fall apart, and then she had the rest of her wings torn off.
3. What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up? “Why must I wake up every day?” Or, “What hell must I face today?”
4. Your character's favorite outfit would be? She likes to wear a shirt that ties at her neck and low in her back (reminds her of when she had wings), with lose pants, a pair of comfortable deer skin boots, and pig skin gloves-for riding, or silk gloves. In winter, she wears a light sweater, and close fitting pants, with the boots on the outside of her pants.
5. When your character looks into a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice? The lack of wings behind and above her head.
6. Does your character have the same tastes in food as you? No, she likes to eat a lot of grain–she’s an equine.
7. How is your character similar to you? It’s hard for her to get truly attached to someone, but when she does it’s almost impossible for her to not care about them.
8. How is (s)he different? She’s more depressed, she loves to fly, she doesn’t get as upset over the small things, and she is a little harder to make mad.
9. If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you? No, she would have a higher pitched voice that was some how softer.
10. If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them? Swish my tail around, swivel my ears, and try to figure out how, with this nose I could eat 1pound of grain with out eating the 1table spoon of powder wormer.
11. Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them? Haven’t had her on the net long enough, not enough people have read about her, plus I haven’t posted a description about her yet.
12. What advantages does your character have over you? She is free to do what she wants...if she doesn’t like someone she can just leave town, and not have to look back.
13. What disadvantages? She has to think about how to kiss her boyfriend...she has basically a large human mouth, but he is a fox.
14. Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know? None that I know of.
15. Do you have any secret drawings only you know about? Nope, the only one is posted.
16. Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her? Sorta, I’m not really sure how it’s gonna work, but I do have plans for her.
17. What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character? Again, she’s not been on the net long enough, but if I had to make a prediction: most would think that she is a simple horse anthro, but she is really a pegasus.
18. If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be? The hearing, I’d love to have directional hearing!
19. Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same relationship with your character as you with the real-life person? Yes, Grey Fox is based off of Shauntil, or more what he wishes he to be. But the relationships are the same!
20. Have you written any stories about your character? Working on it, but so far it’s just the prologue.
21. How has your character changed since his/her first creation? She has nothing left of the wings, just scars. Plus she’s a lot smaller now.
22. Give us a one-liner from him/her. “I’ll be fine.”
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