I Guess Im 20 Now .o.
General | Posted 8 years agoI suppose thats pretty strange haha. Nothing really changes I guess?
Ive got a long way to go guys, but I couldnt be happier with where Im headed in life, however slow it may feel, I dont mind slowing down and taking my time to enjoy what life has to offer <3
Spending the next couple days with tha girlfrienddd. Going out to eat and stuff and just hangin out. And theres apple pie too. ;w;
Im super hyped! <3<3<3
Ive got a long way to go guys, but I couldnt be happier with where Im headed in life, however slow it may feel, I dont mind slowing down and taking my time to enjoy what life has to offer <3
Spending the next couple days with tha girlfrienddd. Going out to eat and stuff and just hangin out. And theres apple pie too. ;w;
Im super hyped! <3<3<3
A Fear For Heights
General | Posted 8 years ago
As I write this I'm listening to the near-final mix of the next track in the album, A Fear For Hieghts. A song about falling in love with the wrong person, and the blindfold new love can put on us all.
Im happy to say instrumentals for the last two songs are done and i just need vocals. The album name is set in stone and I'll reveal it once I have the artwork I need for it.
I'm looking at the album having 6 tracks in total. I understand its small, but its a lot for me. Especially when you consider it all tells a single story. 4 songs is the max for EP's as far as the UK is concerned and a 6 track release is considered a small album.
Anywho. I'm keeping this release from being uploaded for a while until Im confident I'm done with it. Not too much longer Id hope!
Help Fund Our Trip To Yellowstone With Commissions!
General | Posted 8 years ago
OKAY SO me and my dear
cricketkittycup are planning a trip to Yellowstone in mid June and any bit of help would be absolutely appreciated!
I'm super excited guys me and her really want to do a lot of travelling and stuff and I never travel, but I absolutely love nature and seeing new things, so this trip to Yellowstone with her is going to be something to remember and it means so much to me.
cricketkittycup is taking a nice variety of commissions right now and she is excited to be a part of this community and start to get a little more involved with it!
She can do anything from sketches to digital arts, so if youre at all interested in helping out please do give her page a look and note her for questions! <3<3<3 Thanks everybody who read this!
Welcome My Girlfriend To FA!
General | Posted 8 years ago
WOOP WOOP
I swear to god I didnt suggest anything
I just showed her the website and her curiosity lead her to making an account!
--->
cricketkittycup!!
Anywho she makes wonderful realism paintings and sketches and its been a while since shes been a part of an art community, especially one like ours!
I'm sure she'd love a warm welcome to the community so if you want to be a part of that please do go say hi! It. And maybe give her art a bit of a look too. <3<3
Shes also open for sketch commissions.. >w>
Short Hiatus Update
General | Posted 9 years agoI expected to be nearly finished with the album by now but something awesome came creeping up on me these past few weeks.
I started talking with an old coworker/friend of mine and we've been hanging out a lot recently. And she's turning out to be one of the most wonderful things that has happened to me in a while. I usually dont like being that gross gooey lovey person when it comes to posting updates in here, because personally I think a lot of it is flashy and...idk out of place?
But this is really something I cant not mention at least once. This is one of those things people talk about where you know, we talk for hours and dont do anything, and we listen to music and show eachother things and we cook together and genuinely just relax and I'm just beyond myself. Honestly. Ive never had anything like it.
Im taking some intiative for once in my life with my drivers license and a plan for secondary education, too.
Needless to say she's been an enormous influence for me already and Ive been getting caught up in it a lot in the past few weeks.
Work on the album will continue as soon as I get some free time to do so! Thanks guys! <3 The Final Stages Of My Album's Production
General | Posted 9 years ago
Well everybody! It's getting really close to being that time! With three full tracks on the final stages before being finished, I'm happy to say that soon I'll be ready to begin the final stages of production for the album itself.
So what's next exactly?
I'm glad you asked stranger!
Well considering the nature of this album and what it means to me I am going to go through some extra care to make sure this is a release to remember for those that listen to my music, and for me as well.
I'll be needing to hire a photographer here in Minnesota for a photoshoot to take place at some point so I can get material to work with for the album cover as well as the next step here.
With a nice selection of photos to choose from I will actually be having hard copies of the album manufactured and sent to me personally, with a track list and some other little details.
Not sure if they'll be sleeves, wallets, or jewel cases, but buying in bulk is expensive so im trying to figure out some ways around the price and only get around 20 made.
So where will the music be available?
Well aren't you just full of great questions today?
Every track for the album will be readily available here on FA to listen to! Tracks that are already released on here will be re-released. This is my baby though, so im going to go through some extra lengths to protect it. Possibly by registering it for legal copyrights! But thats boring stuff.
The album will be available for high quality download on Bandcamp for sure, and not long after release depending on the expenses to get it up there, every major online music retailer you could think of.
It will not be free. But it will be cheap. I hope you can understand that. Id say it took me a while to decide on that but it really didn't. This album is very...very...special to me. I almost guaruntee you I will be in tears when I get to hold my first physical copy. Its been something I used to fantasize about a lot but never thought I'd actually do. This album is the last 4 years of my life coming to a close, and leaving me nothing but a fresh start ahead of me.
I want the album to have a price out of that respect alone, and I hope that makes sense.
You can also order the hard copy of the album, which, since I will have it in my posession, before shipping out can write personal thank you notes to those of you who decide you want a copy. <3<3<3
Thats all I have to say for now. The album title and the official tracklist will be announced when I have the album cover and other things ready. Thats also when preorders will open up.
I know I dont have as many followers as im making it seem. And maybe this isnt as big of a thing as you think Im hoping itll be, but for me it doesnt matter how many people are paying attention. This is important to me. I thank those of you who have been anticipating this for your support. How few of you there might be. It's all I could ever ask for.
-MelodicatThe Bee Movie But In 7 Different Genres
General | Posted 9 years agoOmg ive been dying for the past like 15 minutes LMAO
https://youtu.be/2MZZhIZ29XA
https://youtu.be/2MZZhIZ29XA
So I watched Firefly And Serenity.....
General | Posted 9 years agoSomebody please send me to an alternate timeline where this series is ongoing OH MY GOD.
PLEASE PLEASEPLEASE.
Jesus Christ, I mean this show was so ahead of its fucking time its absolute gold. An astounding cast playing even more astounding characters that just seem...so solid? These people are like family and I love the idea that they are sort of bound to this life of crime and live by the order of the captain, who might I add quickly became one of my favorite characters of all time. Thats saying a lot considering the entire crew is my favorite character pretty much lol
So much potential with that show...its bittersweet honestly...because on one hand its nice to see they left it alone, finished with a nice bang and were content with leaving it at that. You know instead of going too far with it until its not even special anymore.
But on the other it just...wasnt enough. Im sure they knew that. I would have been content with two or so more seasons. Hell even just one. I havent had enough of their characters and Im not sure I ever will and Im just absolutely crushed because of it. I know this was back in 2001 but i mean seriously looking at it now im just...its really depressing. ITS TOO GOOD ;A;
PLEASE PLEASEPLEASE.
Jesus Christ, I mean this show was so ahead of its fucking time its absolute gold. An astounding cast playing even more astounding characters that just seem...so solid? These people are like family and I love the idea that they are sort of bound to this life of crime and live by the order of the captain, who might I add quickly became one of my favorite characters of all time. Thats saying a lot considering the entire crew is my favorite character pretty much lol
So much potential with that show...its bittersweet honestly...because on one hand its nice to see they left it alone, finished with a nice bang and were content with leaving it at that. You know instead of going too far with it until its not even special anymore.
But on the other it just...wasnt enough. Im sure they knew that. I would have been content with two or so more seasons. Hell even just one. I havent had enough of their characters and Im not sure I ever will and Im just absolutely crushed because of it. I know this was back in 2001 but i mean seriously looking at it now im just...its really depressing. ITS TOO GOOD ;A;
What should I do about my tracklist for my album?
General | Posted 9 years agoAnyone who has any input on this would be greatly appreciated <3
I have a few songs I still need to write but my question is...what should I do with my older tracks?
Should I leave them alone or re-release them to be a part of the Album?
Because on one hand they are older and they would make my quality and presentation inconsistent...but on the other hand they fit with the theme of the album perfectly. They express opinions and ideas that I want this album to express you know?
But the inconsistency bothers me. I dont want to release an album with various levels of quality and have new people hear it and think I have no clue what Im doing ;A;... I mean no Im not making music for other people Im making it for me but I still have to have standards right?
I have a few songs I still need to write but my question is...what should I do with my older tracks?
Should I leave them alone or re-release them to be a part of the Album?
Because on one hand they are older and they would make my quality and presentation inconsistent...but on the other hand they fit with the theme of the album perfectly. They express opinions and ideas that I want this album to express you know?
But the inconsistency bothers me. I dont want to release an album with various levels of quality and have new people hear it and think I have no clue what Im doing ;A;... I mean no Im not making music for other people Im making it for me but I still have to have standards right?
Remixes For Quick Goodbyes
General | Posted 9 years agoIve got a couple people who've approached me for this so I have vocal stems and Midi's up on dropbox for download! If anybody is interested in giving it a shot just message me and I can get you a link!
If I get at least one more artist on board Ill release a nice little remix EP with it all.
Anyway, if youre not interested and just clicked on this to see what it was about, hello there ;w;
If I get at least one more artist on board Ill release a nice little remix EP with it all.
Anyway, if youre not interested and just clicked on this to see what it was about, hello there ;w;
Recent Track Repurpose Being Finished
General | Posted 9 years agoRepurpose is going to be rereleased as a full-fledged single very soon!
I got to writing and its full of awesome stuff Im excited to share this one with you guys. It'll be my next big release since How Happy Works! ;A;
I got to writing and its full of awesome stuff Im excited to share this one with you guys. It'll be my next big release since How Happy Works! ;A;
Just a Quick Update +Thank You
General | Posted 9 years ago
Honestly I'm sort of surprised my last journal was like a month ago, considering all that I've been pushing myself through.
I suppose part of it is because of how used to some of this I am by now, which is sort of a bittersweet thing in this case I guess.
At any rate, I've had to take some time with myself to move past some familiar heartache that hit me pretty hard not long after Christmas. Its been...not easy. Emotions arent very cooperative a lot of the time, at least not for me, but I really did want to thank those of you who have been there to listen to me and relate to me and help me through my situation. Its something I could never really put into words; it means the world to me.
You all know who you are. <3
With all the help Ive had to stay positive, Ive been having an easier time getting to work on my music, and Ive been much happier with the things I write. This drive of optimism I have is picking back up and Im glad!
Anywho, the Furry Musicians "express yourself" contest has been open for submissions all month, and Im taking this chance to vent out some of the things Ive been needing to express through music, and submit it through the contest. Im working on a full album this time around, and I intend to bring out the best of it through these next few submissions of mine, so keep an eye out if you'd like!
Id love to say more but the Album is sort of writing itself right now, and I still dont really know many details on it other than that it will be the last collection of songs to be written about this chapter in my life. After this album, I'm moving on and Im never going back. So I will have quite a few things to write before Im content in releasing it.
Thanks again everyone for the support and the love on my work. It brings a smile to my face every time I think about it..<3
Happy Holidays Everyone <3
General | Posted 9 years agoI hope you all get to spend it warm and close to those you love <3
Im not going to be doing much. Unfortunately my family is in Oregon and nobody is really here anymore aside from my grandmother, but thats all I really need!
Happy holidays once again! <3<3
Im not going to be doing much. Unfortunately my family is in Oregon and nobody is really here anymore aside from my grandmother, but thats all I really need!
Happy holidays once again! <3<3
Thank You Guys <3 (+ Update)
General | Posted 9 years agoIt always fascinates me how alive and caring this community is, and my journal the other week got wonderful feedback and I was so happy to be able to get that boost from you guys. It really helped me out a lot. I'm starting to be a bit more lenient with my productions. I'm starting to not worry about what other people will think when they hear my music for the first time. While I have kept my music passionate and true, I do worry a lot about "proper" song structure and attention grabbing and all this stuff that makes me worry my projects aren't up to par with other musicians..
Not worrying about this is sort of letting me get back to my roots. Back when I thought everything sounded good as it was. Back when I wasnt pressured to add effects or different sounds just because other people do.
So with that being said I'm happy to say I've got a new release coming out here soon. Yes it's a full song. And yes its happening. <3
It's nice and lengthy, and has a lot of heart put into it so far. I'm really excited to be able to share once I get the vocals in.
After this I'm getting caught up on my commissions and then starting work on a new EP
Not worrying about this is sort of letting me get back to my roots. Back when I thought everything sounded good as it was. Back when I wasnt pressured to add effects or different sounds just because other people do.
So with that being said I'm happy to say I've got a new release coming out here soon. Yes it's a full song. And yes its happening. <3
It's nice and lengthy, and has a lot of heart put into it so far. I'm really excited to be able to share once I get the vocals in.
After this I'm getting caught up on my commissions and then starting work on a new EP
How Happy Works Officially Released!
General | Posted 9 years agohttps://open.spotify.com/track/5aAoGU6UsiKxtQUOoHshXw
This is awesome awesome AWESOME!!
Thanks again to
eluti for re-remastering it to make it such a solid track! <3<3<3
Its up on Spotify, iTunes, Google Play, pretty much all major online retailers or services!
This is awesome awesome AWESOME!!
Thanks again to
eluti for re-remastering it to make it such a solid track! <3<3<3Its up on Spotify, iTunes, Google Play, pretty much all major online retailers or services!
Not Feeling So Good About My Music...
General | Posted 9 years agoI want to work and write and produce and be everything I dream of being but I just cant...I want to do it so badly.
I just feel stuck I guess. I want to make things but the second I get in there its just demotivating. It's such a big thing. And I know I could wow people but my projects are missing something so important.
I want a piano in my music but i dont know how to write for them...
I want a guitar in my music but how the hell do I do that if I dont even understand the basics of a piano..??
I play instruments my own way and I taught myself a lot of the tricks I know, and sometimes...idk I feel like a joke.
And I act like so many people care about my music, I mean, Im sure a lot of you do but, idk maybe I'm in over my head. I feel so passionate about everything but I cant be productive and it just...yeah.
I just feel stuck I guess. I want to make things but the second I get in there its just demotivating. It's such a big thing. And I know I could wow people but my projects are missing something so important.
I want a piano in my music but i dont know how to write for them...
I want a guitar in my music but how the hell do I do that if I dont even understand the basics of a piano..??
I play instruments my own way and I taught myself a lot of the tricks I know, and sometimes...idk I feel like a joke.
And I act like so many people care about my music, I mean, Im sure a lot of you do but, idk maybe I'm in over my head. I feel so passionate about everything but I cant be productive and it just...yeah.
Full EP Cancelled
General | Posted 9 years agoI cant work on it any more, the projects are too different and inconsistent and I want a clean slate. I was really excited for its release, but the songs are probably better released as singles. If anyone actually wants to buy my music, I'll have the tracks up ior purchase eventually once I get around to it.
Until my next announcement Ill be going quiet as far as content goes. Im tired of releasing half-assed unfinished tracks and doing nothing with them.
Thanks for the understanding, those of you who follow my work. <3
Until my next announcement Ill be going quiet as far as content goes. Im tired of releasing half-assed unfinished tracks and doing nothing with them.
Thanks for the understanding, those of you who follow my work. <3
Happy Howloween
General | Posted 9 years agoSpooking up your inbox since October 31st
I hope your nights are filled with crepy crawlies and spoopy skeletons.
Im working this year so someone should get at least one peice of candy in the name of me. ;3;
Anyway, have a safe Halloween everybody! 💀💀💀💀Shifting focus to collaborations
General | Posted 9 years agoHi everybody! Its been a while since any solid release of mine, and while I've gotten close, my sound just isnt what I want it to be just yet, but its getting there!
So for the time being I think it would great to work on collaborations and practice my writing and recording while working on my own content in my free time. Thatll let me pump out content a bit more frequently since, as it turns out, I get offers for collabs more often than I complete my own music xD
So lets take advantage of that! Why not?
So for the time being I think it would great to work on collaborations and practice my writing and recording while working on my own content in my free time. Thatll let me pump out content a bit more frequently since, as it turns out, I get offers for collabs more often than I complete my own music xD
So lets take advantage of that! Why not?
A Job And A Lack of Something Or Other
General | Posted 9 years agoHey guys. If anybody has been wondering where ive been, or even if you havent, Ive been going through sort of an art block.
Its more of just me wanting to take a break from the stress I put on myself for making and finishing my music.
It just started to weigh heavily on me and I needed a break.
Ive got a job at a Holiday gas station now working overnights. Its nice but it will make things harder for me as I adjust to the change in schedule and amount of free time.
Im looking forward to a lot of things right now and Im just hoping to god that for once in my life I can take a step towards my future.
Anyway, wish me luck everybody. I'll see you soon.
Its more of just me wanting to take a break from the stress I put on myself for making and finishing my music.
It just started to weigh heavily on me and I needed a break.
Ive got a job at a Holiday gas station now working overnights. Its nice but it will make things harder for me as I adjust to the change in schedule and amount of free time.
Im looking forward to a lot of things right now and Im just hoping to god that for once in my life I can take a step towards my future.
Anyway, wish me luck everybody. I'll see you soon.
IMPORTANT UPDATE.
General | Posted 9 years agoI'm going to the store down the street to buy some pop.
Elite Dangerous Vs. No Man's Sky
General | Posted 9 years agoPlease stop.
Please stop compairing them.
I just saw a review for nms talking about how its quote, "Everything Elite: Dangerous should have been and wasnt."
OH GO CRY ABOUT IT. Just because you cant handle a REAL game doesnt mean shit.
"OUghhhheww bUT meloDIShat its so BorIng and STUpedd."
No you just cant handle the fact that the game takes time and patience. No DONT get me wrong, im not bashing on people who dont like those kinds of games. Im bashing on the fact that people ACTUALLY give Elite Dangerous shit reviews because they just cant handle the game. Jesus Christ pull yourself together. Thats like me taking Minecraft Story Mode and giving it one star because "its nothing like minecraft". Of COURSE ITS NOT ITS A DIFFERENT FUCKING GAME.
Go home and take a break please.
Please stop compairing them.
I just saw a review for nms talking about how its quote, "Everything Elite: Dangerous should have been and wasnt."
OH GO CRY ABOUT IT. Just because you cant handle a REAL game doesnt mean shit.
"OUghhhheww bUT meloDIShat its so BorIng and STUpedd."
No you just cant handle the fact that the game takes time and patience. No DONT get me wrong, im not bashing on people who dont like those kinds of games. Im bashing on the fact that people ACTUALLY give Elite Dangerous shit reviews because they just cant handle the game. Jesus Christ pull yourself together. Thats like me taking Minecraft Story Mode and giving it one star because "its nothing like minecraft". Of COURSE ITS NOT ITS A DIFFERENT FUCKING GAME.
Go home and take a break please.
Do you ever feel down?
General | Posted 9 years agoHere, take some of this: https://soundcloud.com/adamyoungmus...../heliumballoon
Im perscribing it to you. Melodicat suggests you take two for every hour you are upset until your symptoms disappear.
Im perscribing it to you. Melodicat suggests you take two for every hour you are upset until your symptoms disappear.
Where I've Been
General | Posted 9 years agoIve been really stuck and lacking motivation. I've gotten out of the house for a while to hopefully fix things, but I think it's just making things worse honestly. Maybe when I get back I can convert this sort of lost feeling I've been getting a lot of lately into something positive, like my music. I'll be back on Wednesday and after that...who knows.
I'm so confused with everything right now and its just so overwhelming.
I'm so confused with everything right now and its just so overwhelming.
Another Instrumental Finished!
General | Posted 9 years agoI'm glad to see that I'm actively working on stuff now! :D
I just have to record vocals and there'll be another track on the way!
I just have to record vocals and there'll be another track on the way!
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