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Posted 10 years agoSoooooo I have Omega Ruby and I'm bored and I wanna battle~
Anyone interested?
Anyone interested?
How do you eat a Baby Bottle Pop?....
Posted 10 years agoI don't know how lol its my first one....
:/ a tough choice
Posted 10 years agoWell... I finally have to face the decision of whether or not I try to fix things with my mother :/
Among the fact that I may be homeless by the 7th of next month :/
So some song lyrics on how I feel
I need to know, so could you show me
How I can make it work?
The animal inside
Is thirsting for a fight
With world that is so dull and broken
It dies before my eyes
Fade out into the white
You smile, completely blind
I'm lying here, drowning in my fears,
Can't take another breath
The truth and all that I've known before is
Now scaring me to death
Please,
Unravel me and face my sins
Will you drive me to insanity?
I'm not the one I used to be
I'm falling apart in this world so devastated
I grow transparent, my soul's so faded
Don't try to find me 'cause I'm not letting go
Of the mess I made here
Imaginary place that someone else created
You shouldn't be afraid of it 'cause there is no pain here,
So just keep me in your vivid memories
These precious memories...
The void around devours me
It never stops, it never leaves
Reminding me of when
I would laugh aloud so innocently
I'm paralyzed, I can't escape, I close my eyes and start to change
I'll break the wall and I'll stand tall to
UNRAVEL IT ALL!
I'm changing inside, but I still can see the light that
Will shine upon these dying days and challenges we have to face
Unravel me and face my sins
You can drive me to insanity
But I won't ever let you break me
I'm falling apart in this world so devastated
I grow transparent, my soul's so faded
Don't try to find me 'cause I'm not letting go
Of the mess I made here
Imaginary place that someone else created
You shouldn't be afraid of it 'cause there is no pain here,
So just remember the one I used to be
Keep me in your memory
And don't forget me, just don't forget me
Just don't forget me, just don't forget me
Now that I've changed I'm completely paralyzed
There's nothing I can change in my own little paradise
Remember the light you once saw in my eyes
Among the fact that I may be homeless by the 7th of next month :/
So some song lyrics on how I feel
I need to know, so could you show me
How I can make it work?
The animal inside
Is thirsting for a fight
With world that is so dull and broken
It dies before my eyes
Fade out into the white
You smile, completely blind
I'm lying here, drowning in my fears,
Can't take another breath
The truth and all that I've known before is
Now scaring me to death
Please,
Unravel me and face my sins
Will you drive me to insanity?
I'm not the one I used to be
I'm falling apart in this world so devastated
I grow transparent, my soul's so faded
Don't try to find me 'cause I'm not letting go
Of the mess I made here
Imaginary place that someone else created
You shouldn't be afraid of it 'cause there is no pain here,
So just keep me in your vivid memories
These precious memories...
The void around devours me
It never stops, it never leaves
Reminding me of when
I would laugh aloud so innocently
I'm paralyzed, I can't escape, I close my eyes and start to change
I'll break the wall and I'll stand tall to
UNRAVEL IT ALL!
I'm changing inside, but I still can see the light that
Will shine upon these dying days and challenges we have to face
Unravel me and face my sins
You can drive me to insanity
But I won't ever let you break me
I'm falling apart in this world so devastated
I grow transparent, my soul's so faded
Don't try to find me 'cause I'm not letting go
Of the mess I made here
Imaginary place that someone else created
You shouldn't be afraid of it 'cause there is no pain here,
So just remember the one I used to be
Keep me in your memory
And don't forget me, just don't forget me
Just don't forget me, just don't forget me
Now that I've changed I'm completely paralyzed
There's nothing I can change in my own little paradise
Remember the light you once saw in my eyes
-sighs- i'm like the worst guy ever -_-
Posted 10 years agoI don't know why I get this way, I just do... I'm an idiot sometimes and maybe I just feel too strong about some things but damn I can be an idiot-_- I just wanna quit life and become a burrito-_- I'd be so happy then
Sooooooo~
Posted 10 years agoI'm going to be gone tomorrow evening through Saturday with a band concert stuff and so I wont be online except Friday night and I'll be busy so if you need me I'll get back to you on Sunday~
Love you all <3
Love you all <3
i cant sleep....
Posted 10 years agoThat moment where all your thoughts keep buzzing around in your head and you lay there for hours till you get up again.... that's me right now..... but I'm gonna lay down again, hopefully this time... after making music and tiring myself out I can sleep.... maybe school will be cancelled, its really cold and it rained... so fingers crossed <3
Sex meme lol
Posted 10 years ago1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Yes..... >.> I would heheh don't judge meow
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
^////^ mmmmm night I guess >///////> maybe morning but if its like fapping it makes me sleepy lol
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Left I think x3 why does it matter?
4. Do you masturbate?
Yes~ of course~ hehhehe kyun~
5. How often? Lately?
uhh frequently >////> a two nights ago </////<
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Nope ^/////^ I wouldn't ever x3 I'd do it for free JUST KIDDING I Swear
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Baths but I don't have the time to -sigh- oh well
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
No... but~ I would like to maybe >/////> I'm a virgin I dunno what I want
9. Do you watch/read pornography? With other people?
yes and yes >///////< -whistles awkwardly-
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Aggressive <3 I want him to fuck my brains out~
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Yes >////////> and I hope he loves me too <3
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Nah, I doubt it :/ I know a lot though
13. Would you choose love or money?
Love, I can and do live without money, but love is very important to meow~
14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Virgin~ buuuuuut~ Bondage, hypnosis and umm I don't have a third
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Nope x3 I'm a sexual baby nobody has had the chance lol
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
Virgin again~ but umm >/////> I have an awkward living room sex fantasy >/////> just be watching TV then bam sex lol
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Gah so many things I gotta call virgin on lol but umm if I had to pick, an attic lol
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Nope x3
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Nay
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
People do that? I thought that was a movie thing....
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Not as far as I know~
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Never been to one~
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
umm nope, I want to... my first kiss was to a girl lolz
24. What's your sexual preference?
None~ but I like guys more so gay all the way
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
... isn't that illegal?
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Nope~
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
m.. >_> nope
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Spencers?~
29. Bought something from an adult store?
No... I've wanted to though heheh
30. Do you own any sex toys?
Not a single one heheh
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
.......................... why?
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
I Yes and yes >////////>
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
No?
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Yes~ umm a few times
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
If RP's count then yes
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
Yes~
37. What's your favorite sexual position?
-giggles- I dunno >////>
38. What's your favorite sex act?
I have a heavy hypnosis fetish soooooooooooooo >///////////>
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
as far as my knowledge I have not
40. Who do you think has the guts to re-post this?
I dunno
Yes..... >.> I would heheh don't judge meow
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
^////^ mmmmm night I guess >///////> maybe morning but if its like fapping it makes me sleepy lol
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Left I think x3 why does it matter?
4. Do you masturbate?
Yes~ of course~ hehhehe kyun~
5. How often? Lately?
uhh frequently >////> a two nights ago </////<
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Nope ^/////^ I wouldn't ever x3 I'd do it for free JUST KIDDING I Swear
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Baths but I don't have the time to -sigh- oh well
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
No... but~ I would like to maybe >/////> I'm a virgin I dunno what I want
9. Do you watch/read pornography? With other people?
yes and yes >///////< -whistles awkwardly-
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Aggressive <3 I want him to fuck my brains out~
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Yes >////////> and I hope he loves me too <3
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Nah, I doubt it :/ I know a lot though
13. Would you choose love or money?
Love, I can and do live without money, but love is very important to meow~
14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Virgin~ buuuuuut~ Bondage, hypnosis and umm I don't have a third
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Nope x3 I'm a sexual baby nobody has had the chance lol
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
Virgin again~ but umm >/////> I have an awkward living room sex fantasy >/////> just be watching TV then bam sex lol
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Gah so many things I gotta call virgin on lol but umm if I had to pick, an attic lol
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Nope x3
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Nay
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
People do that? I thought that was a movie thing....
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Not as far as I know~
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Never been to one~
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
umm nope, I want to... my first kiss was to a girl lolz
24. What's your sexual preference?
None~ but I like guys more so gay all the way
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
... isn't that illegal?
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Nope~
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
m.. >_> nope
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Spencers?~
29. Bought something from an adult store?
No... I've wanted to though heheh
30. Do you own any sex toys?
Not a single one heheh
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
.......................... why?
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
I Yes and yes >////////>
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
No?
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Yes~ umm a few times
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
If RP's count then yes
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
Yes~
37. What's your favorite sexual position?
-giggles- I dunno >////>
38. What's your favorite sex act?
I have a heavy hypnosis fetish soooooooooooooo >///////////>
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
as far as my knowledge I have not
40. Who do you think has the guts to re-post this?
I dunno
Just a bored journal~
Posted 10 years agoWellp its a slow day lolz umm well~ if anyone haz any questions for me I'll answer them~ I don't care what they even are x3
in need of help
Posted 10 years agoSo,, recently I've been having issues with Mt living situation, I'm not sure if i'll be able to stay where I am if the current issues are resolved, and I hate asking for help, but worse case I'm kicked out... umm would anyone be kind enough to give me a small room? I'll do anything I can, i'll pay rent and stuff too... just I'm kinda in need of help. :/
A friend is streaming :3 come by and chat
Posted 10 years agoSoooooo http://www.twitch.tv/kagekurayuki i'd love to chat while watching hehehe hope to see you there
TMI Tuseday on a Sunday night lol
Posted 10 years agoI see these a lot and well I'm uber bored and well yeah ask me anything <3
Woo arts~
Posted 10 years ago
EvilLittleSeeds doing this for the arts and this amazing wonderful awesome guy~I did a story edit~ He's an amazing writer
Posted 10 years agoSoooooo this is a link: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15573817/
He's amazing and you should give him a watch <3
Thanks lovelies~
Melody signing out~
He's amazing and you should give him a watch <3
Thanks lovelies~
Melody signing out~
Meme to get to know me <3
Posted 10 years agoName: David~
Nickname: Melody, Mel, Shadow (Dont call me Shadow..... ever....)
Location: Virginia, USA
Age: 18
Height: 6ft 1-ish
Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
Any pets: 5 cats (Kiara, Nermal, Yummy Tummy, Mojo, and Poosh) 1 dog (Winrey)
Favorite thing about yourself: My hair lol
Worst habit: Having too much self hatred
Fun fact: I play tuba, piano and sing x3 lol
Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Gender identity: Male
Sexual preference: Demisexual
Romantic preference: Male <3
Hogwarts house: Ravenclaw
Routine
"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": Night owl x3 I stay up till like 5am hahah and I have to get up by 8am -_- it sucks
Bath or shower: Shower hahah
First thought in the morning: So... sleepy... dont... wanna... go to school today -sobs-
Last thought before falling asleep at night: ...... damnit I'm horny
School/Work
Do you work or are you a student at a college: I'm a student (High School) Senior~ No job unfortunately
What do you do good [WELL at]: Music and art I think x3
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Ummmm idk.... graduated and working as a music director :3
Habits (Do you…?)
Drink: Sadly yes..... not frequently though
Smoke: Nope >.< I cant stand the smell lol
Do Drugs: Not at all
Exercise: Yes, I jog and lift weights in my free time or for fun
Have a go-to comfort food: Yes~ Chicken and Dumplings <3
Have a nervous habit: Holding my leg and chewing my nails
What is your favorite…?
Physical quality (in yourself): meh hair~ <3
In Others: Mmmmm hair and personality
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): Ummm my happy side x3 hahaha its great when I'm happy <3
Food: Nachos, chicken and dumplings, and Chinese/Japanese <3
Drink: Mountain Dew <3 <3 <3
Animal: Kittiesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss <3
Artist/Band/Group: C-Clays, Lizz, Moomar2
TV Show: Angel Beats! <3
Art Related
Preferred tools: Ummm paper and pencil (What can I say I'm traditional)
Computer type: Mac or Apple
Favorite theme: Mmmm bondage, Littles, and Hypnosis lol
Humanoids, Furries, or Ferals (fave to draw/write about): Humanopid, cause I cant draw straight up furry
Cell shade or soft shade (to do or to see): both kinda lol
Fanart or Original art (of what you enjoy the most): http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13002402/ that one <3 <3 <3 OMG sooooooooo kawaii <3
Nickname: Melody, Mel, Shadow (Dont call me Shadow..... ever....)
Location: Virginia, USA
Age: 18
Height: 6ft 1-ish
Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
Any pets: 5 cats (Kiara, Nermal, Yummy Tummy, Mojo, and Poosh) 1 dog (Winrey)
Favorite thing about yourself: My hair lol
Worst habit: Having too much self hatred
Fun fact: I play tuba, piano and sing x3 lol
Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Gender identity: Male
Sexual preference: Demisexual
Romantic preference: Male <3
Hogwarts house: Ravenclaw
Routine
"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": Night owl x3 I stay up till like 5am hahah and I have to get up by 8am -_- it sucks
Bath or shower: Shower hahah
First thought in the morning: So... sleepy... dont... wanna... go to school today -sobs-
Last thought before falling asleep at night: ...... damnit I'm horny
School/Work
Do you work or are you a student at a college: I'm a student (High School) Senior~ No job unfortunately
What do you do good [WELL at]: Music and art I think x3
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Ummmm idk.... graduated and working as a music director :3
Habits (Do you…?)
Drink: Sadly yes..... not frequently though
Smoke: Nope >.< I cant stand the smell lol
Do Drugs: Not at all
Exercise: Yes, I jog and lift weights in my free time or for fun
Have a go-to comfort food: Yes~ Chicken and Dumplings <3
Have a nervous habit: Holding my leg and chewing my nails
What is your favorite…?
Physical quality (in yourself): meh hair~ <3
In Others: Mmmmm hair and personality
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): Ummm my happy side x3 hahaha its great when I'm happy <3
Food: Nachos, chicken and dumplings, and Chinese/Japanese <3
Drink: Mountain Dew <3 <3 <3
Animal: Kittiesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss <3
Artist/Band/Group: C-Clays, Lizz, Moomar2
TV Show: Angel Beats! <3
Art Related
Preferred tools: Ummm paper and pencil (What can I say I'm traditional)
Computer type: Mac or Apple
Favorite theme: Mmmm bondage, Littles, and Hypnosis lol
Humanoids, Furries, or Ferals (fave to draw/write about): Humanopid, cause I cant draw straight up furry
Cell shade or soft shade (to do or to see): both kinda lol
Fanart or Original art (of what you enjoy the most): http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13002402/ that one <3 <3 <3 OMG sooooooooo kawaii <3
I took some bdsm test online lolz
Posted 10 years agoHehe so these are my results lol
== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Girl/Boy
93% Submissive
91% Slave
80% Brat
80% Experimentalist
75% Bondage Receiver
71% Exhibitionist
70% Degradation Receiver
64% Primal (Prey)
60% Primal (Predator)
59% Voyeur
55% Vanilla
45% Bondage Giver
41% Switch
38% Master/Mistress
29% Brat Tamer
29% Daddy/Mommy
29% Masochist
24% Non-monogamist
21% Pervert
20% Dominant
16% Sadist
11% All-Rounder
11% Degradation Giver
== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Girl/Boy
93% Submissive
91% Slave
80% Brat
80% Experimentalist
75% Bondage Receiver
71% Exhibitionist
70% Degradation Receiver
64% Primal (Prey)
60% Primal (Predator)
59% Voyeur
55% Vanilla
45% Bondage Giver
41% Switch
38% Master/Mistress
29% Brat Tamer
29% Daddy/Mommy
29% Masochist
24% Non-monogamist
21% Pervert
20% Dominant
16% Sadist
11% All-Rounder
11% Degradation Giver
I smoked with a ninja because I have amazing boobs lol xD
Posted 10 years agoSaw Angel do this and laughed my ass off xD
[] January: I cuddled with...
[ ] February: I stabbed...
[ ] March: I pulled...
[ ] April: I ran naked with...
[ ] May: I banged...
[ ] June: I raped...
[ ] July: I had sex with...
[ ] August: I licked...
[ ] September: I ninja-kicked...
[ ] October: I slapped...
[x ] November: I smoked with...
[ ] December: I ate out with...
Pick the day you were born!
[ ] 01: The kool-aid guy...
[ ] 02: A horse...
[ ] 03: A porn star...
[] 04: Some cheese...
[ ] 05: An Ipod...
[ ] 06: My neighbor...
[ ] 07: A glass of milk...
[ ] 08: A pickle...
[ ] 09: Santa Claus...
[ ] 10: A hobo...
[ ] 11: My best mate...
[ ] 12: Paris Hilton...
[ ] 13: A whore...
[ ] 14: A cat...
[ ] 15: A bisexual...
[ ] 16: A crackhead...
[ ] 17: A cereal box...
[ ] 18: A lesbian...
[ ] 19: A homo...
[ ] 20: A toothbrush...
[ ] 21: A toilet...
[ ] 22: Your mom...
[ ] 23: An Easter egg...
[ ] 24: The profile owner...
[ ] 25: Myself...
[ ] 26: My ex...
[ ] 27: An orange...
[x ] 28: A ninja...
[ ] 29: A homosexual...
[ ] 30: A llama...
[ ] 31: A duck...
Pick your favorite color!
[x ] Red: Because I have amazing boobs.
[ ] Orange: Because I was dared too.
[ ] Yellow: Because I smoke crack.
[ ] Green: Because I'm beautiful.
[ ] Aqua: Because it was cool.
[ ] Blue: Because I wanted to.
[] Purple: Because I'm a pimp.
[ ] Pink: Because I like noodles.
[ ] Brown: Because I'm gay.
[ ] Grey: Because that's how I roll.
[ ] White: And I'd do it again.
[ ] Black: Because I'm sexy.
[ ] non of the above: Because I've got abs
[] January: I cuddled with...
[ ] February: I stabbed...
[ ] March: I pulled...
[ ] April: I ran naked with...
[ ] May: I banged...
[ ] June: I raped...
[ ] July: I had sex with...
[ ] August: I licked...
[ ] September: I ninja-kicked...
[ ] October: I slapped...
[x ] November: I smoked with...
[ ] December: I ate out with...
Pick the day you were born!
[ ] 01: The kool-aid guy...
[ ] 02: A horse...
[ ] 03: A porn star...
[] 04: Some cheese...
[ ] 05: An Ipod...
[ ] 06: My neighbor...
[ ] 07: A glass of milk...
[ ] 08: A pickle...
[ ] 09: Santa Claus...
[ ] 10: A hobo...
[ ] 11: My best mate...
[ ] 12: Paris Hilton...
[ ] 13: A whore...
[ ] 14: A cat...
[ ] 15: A bisexual...
[ ] 16: A crackhead...
[ ] 17: A cereal box...
[ ] 18: A lesbian...
[ ] 19: A homo...
[ ] 20: A toothbrush...
[ ] 21: A toilet...
[ ] 22: Your mom...
[ ] 23: An Easter egg...
[ ] 24: The profile owner...
[ ] 25: Myself...
[ ] 26: My ex...
[ ] 27: An orange...
[x ] 28: A ninja...
[ ] 29: A homosexual...
[ ] 30: A llama...
[ ] 31: A duck...
Pick your favorite color!
[x ] Red: Because I have amazing boobs.
[ ] Orange: Because I was dared too.
[ ] Yellow: Because I smoke crack.
[ ] Green: Because I'm beautiful.
[ ] Aqua: Because it was cool.
[ ] Blue: Because I wanted to.
[] Purple: Because I'm a pimp.
[ ] Pink: Because I like noodles.
[ ] Brown: Because I'm gay.
[ ] Grey: Because that's how I roll.
[ ] White: And I'd do it again.
[ ] Black: Because I'm sexy.
[ ] non of the above: Because I've got abs
Meow?
Posted 10 years agoThat is all <3
To the old love of my life
Posted 10 years agoI will not let this continue, I cant keep pretending that nothing ever happened, I cant keep letting myself go insane, because the bottom line is you hurt me, you hurt me deeply... because of you I broke... because of you I starved myself every day, I felt like I wasn't good enough for the man who told me that I was the most important person in the world... I'm done, I need to move on, and moving on means I need you out of my life. I've locked away all my feelings for you, I kept them in because I thought one day you'd love me again like you did before, but no, I'm done, what happened back then is over... and its time one of us ends this. I'm not a little kid anymore, I'm a man now, and its time I finish what should have happened long ago, goodbye... thats what never happened was neither of us said goodbye. so its about time one of us does... Danny, this is goodbye
So please, tell me you still respect me enough to leave me alone
So please, tell me you still respect me enough to leave me alone
Anyone wanna play Cards Against Humanity? link and password
Posted 10 years agoWoooooo 100 faves~
Posted 10 years agohehehe thank you all sooooo much, because I just reached 100 faves~ <3 hehe
I'm glad you all have gone on this journey with me, starting out as barely good at drawing now to this point <3
I love eatch and every one of my watchers <3 -hugs and kisses to all-
Just let me know what kind of stuff you want for the future and I'll get to work asap : 3 hehehe I might start doing some writing and other stuff soon as well <3 so stay tuned~ cause this melody will pump you all up da ze~ -^_^-
Melody~ signing off <3
I'm glad you all have gone on this journey with me, starting out as barely good at drawing now to this point <3
I love eatch and every one of my watchers <3 -hugs and kisses to all-
Just let me know what kind of stuff you want for the future and I'll get to work asap : 3 hehehe I might start doing some writing and other stuff soon as well <3 so stay tuned~ cause this melody will pump you all up da ze~ -^_^-
Melody~ signing off <3
Merry Christmas <3
Posted 10 years agoHave a great Christmas <3
I love you alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll <3 hehehehe and thanks for watching meeeeeh~
I love you alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll <3 hehehehe and thanks for watching meeeeeh~
Will you awaken me from this dream?
Posted 10 years agoDisappearing fragments of my memory seal the ends of my broken world
Though I stretch out my hands I cannot reach them; all that remains is an album.
So in this dream from which I do not wake, I search for true evidence of my memories
Clutching dearly at these fragmented pages… my plastic mind.
I am so scared of losing you; you alone were my everything.
I cannot stand on my own; my tears overflow and fall in silence.
In my dreams, I am always lifting my prayers to you,
Until I wake from this slumber.
Voices ring from the photos I had lost, ripped apart saying goodbye.
The key in my pocket tarnishes, and
The devil lies in wait for me.
I froze shivering, crying in my room where I was always left alone.
Wanting for your warmth, I turned my back on god… my plastic mind.
Would you wake me from this dream?
You alone were always there to embrace me gently.
I can’t breathe.
Would you wake me from this dream?
In these dreams, surely you’re smiling sweetly.
The needle stopped forever.
Would you wake me from this dream?
You alone were always there to embrace me gently.
I can’t breathe.
Would you wake me from this dream?
In these dreams, surely you’re…
If this way I could regain my lost memories…
Would you wake me from this dream?
You alone were my everything
I lift to you my prayers, until I wake from this slumber…
So~ I now have my email active again, so if you wanna talk~
Posted 11 years agoSo its:
shadowfusionchild[at]gmail.com
Its one of the best ways to contact me aside from:
skype:
david.melody6
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For an old friend
Posted 11 years agoMaybe I made the wrong choice that time
I wonder what would have happened, this song reminds me of a friend I had a long time ago
If your watching, I never forgot you, Gregory
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EF_.....2ED4F5B827610D
Long before we each said goodbye
All our fights would make hate appear
I don't know why those are the days
I hold dear
You taught me how to be so fearless;
Always pushing me further each day
Saying, "You can overcome it all
and find happiness along the way if you try"
*I'll go on alone with the pain
And I swear that I won't complain
'Cause I'll have the dream you gave me
To keep me strong just how I should be
You were once what made me happy
What I once had called my everything
But it faded and I could see
Being with you was all just a dream
I once thought we always would be
And never cross the finish line
But I knew that was just a wish
Of mine
I don't regret being born any longer
I have learned to cherish life
'Cause you gave me all you had and more
Though we now move on our separate ways
Without strife
(Chorus*)
Even if I am far from you
When there's more than distance between us
I will pick myself up once more
With the strength I have thanks to you
I'll go on alone
With the pain
Though I want to die
I'll restrain
It's your voice that I can still hear
Like a light that will not disappear
Even if it's hard to move on
Even if I cannot stop my tears
My heart is warm because of you
And I'll hold that dear for all my years
Our time came and went by so fast
I now look back and make it last
I cannot recall what broke us
Into pieces like inside my heart
If I close my eyes I can hear
Someone laughing long ago with me
To this day I've held that right here
'Cause you're still my most precious treasure
Our time came and went by so fast
I know look back and make it last
I cannot recall what broke us?
Into pieces like inside my heart
If I close my eyes I can hear
Someone laughing long ago with me
To this day I've held that right here
'Cause you're still my most precious treasure
I wonder what would have happened, this song reminds me of a friend I had a long time ago
If your watching, I never forgot you, Gregory
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EF_.....2ED4F5B827610D
Long before we each said goodbye
All our fights would make hate appear
I don't know why those are the days
I hold dear
You taught me how to be so fearless;
Always pushing me further each day
Saying, "You can overcome it all
and find happiness along the way if you try"
*I'll go on alone with the pain
And I swear that I won't complain
'Cause I'll have the dream you gave me
To keep me strong just how I should be
You were once what made me happy
What I once had called my everything
But it faded and I could see
Being with you was all just a dream
I once thought we always would be
And never cross the finish line
But I knew that was just a wish
Of mine
I don't regret being born any longer
I have learned to cherish life
'Cause you gave me all you had and more
Though we now move on our separate ways
Without strife
(Chorus*)
Even if I am far from you
When there's more than distance between us
I will pick myself up once more
With the strength I have thanks to you
I'll go on alone
With the pain
Though I want to die
I'll restrain
It's your voice that I can still hear
Like a light that will not disappear
Even if it's hard to move on
Even if I cannot stop my tears
My heart is warm because of you
And I'll hold that dear for all my years
Our time came and went by so fast
I now look back and make it last
I cannot recall what broke us
Into pieces like inside my heart
If I close my eyes I can hear
Someone laughing long ago with me
To this day I've held that right here
'Cause you're still my most precious treasure
Our time came and went by so fast
I know look back and make it last
I cannot recall what broke us?
Into pieces like inside my heart
If I close my eyes I can hear
Someone laughing long ago with me
To this day I've held that right here
'Cause you're still my most precious treasure
My birthday today~
Posted 11 years agoHallelujah, my birthday has finally come, though its been just as crappy as I'd expect, but oh well, hell what is life if it isnt painful right?
25 minutes in and already bawling my eyes out :/ yay me
gonna call my therapist later though, gah I need my med so bad -_-
25 minutes in and already bawling my eyes out :/ yay me
gonna call my therapist later though, gah I need my med so bad -_-
