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Posted 11 years ago
Makes you a little bitch, just sayin.
How I feel about America in One Song
Posted 11 years ago
I really hate living here....
"American Trash"
I've got this planet in my hands
You know I'll waste it if I can
Come on let's give it a twist
And if it all turns to shit-
Oh wait, let's try that again.
My life's too short to have a plan
Here, let me help you understand
First take this drink and this pill
Relax your mind and be still
Let's find out who I am
'Cause I-
I'm just American trash
Stupid American trash
I'm just American-
Stupid American trash
I've got this planet in my hands
Yeah, I'll try to save it if I can
I'm satisfied with myself
Don't care for anyone else
I'm so united when I stand.
I get my facts from the TV
Believe in everything I read
It's such an ignorant bliss
When the whole fucking world wants to be like me.
'Cause I-
I'm just American-
Stupid American trash
I'm just American-
Stupid American trash
I'm just American-
And everyone's shutting down
The people are so worn out
Wake up, the dream is over
Everyone's shutting down
The people are so worn out
Wake up, the dream is over
Wake up, the dream is over
('Cause I-)
Wake up...
I'm just American-
Stupid American trash
I'm just American trash
Stupid American trash
I'm just American
Trash.
My Birthday Coming Soon
Posted 11 years ago
I want to try to raise a little bit so I can go do something. David sold his Tire/Rim set so he can treat me nicely =)
So sweet of him even though I give him a hard time about it since he really wanted those tires lol
Anyway I'm looking to take simple wing it pics they will be flat colors. If you want one please Note me, these are to go with what he has raised for me already =)
$15 flat color
$25 simple shading
Extra Character(s) $10
Adult content: $10 One time fee NOT per character
What I need from you and you MUST have in your Note
Ref sheet
Rating
That's it! They are wing it pics, if you tell me in the note what you what of the characters those notes will be ignored.
Also no complicated characters please, if you question whether they are complex or not chances are that yes the character is.
Super Depressed...Also I need HONEST Input
Posted 11 years ago
My birthday is coming up in 10 days on the 17th. I have no money and I have the weekend off to be with David. As of now I won't be able to do anything with him which is kinda depressing.
Production has been slow because I have been off and on sick as fuck. Also been rather SEVERELY depressed since I guess I might be losing my job. Since I made nothing on my membership quota I got cut again so all April I won't be working Mondays. So now I only work 2 days a week but I also still owe commissions so no way can I open spots.
I tried today to open stream commissions but no takers so whatever. Things are just not looking in my favor, just to keep myself from falling into a horrible depression I have been watching Game Grumps non stop and hanging with David.
Bad thing is I got a commission from David's boss for a custom Fish Tank wallpaper. It's a $100 job and I REALLY want to paint it but I have been having a hard time picking up my pen.
I won't get paid till it's done but again I just can't deal right now. I want to get it done before my B-Day so I can at least have something so I can do something.
One of my friends that will not be named DO NOT ASK WHO is going through something horrible. Her fiance left after a break down and he is now in a place getting emotional and mental therapy. She isn't handling it well at all and she cannot be left alone in fear of suicide. Trust me she does need to be watched and it has me worried sick.
My dad moving back in has kinda done more damage and we are so far behind on bills now. David and I are practically confined in our room now and it's stressing me out. If you thought my dad got on my nerves imagine how I am now.
I again apologize for being so slow on commissions I have NEVER had this kind of problem before. If I had the spare money I would refund a few of them and trust me I HATE even the thought of that. All the things that have been going on has gotten me in such a nasty depressive funk I just don't know if I can get out.
I recently have gotten a strange boil/pimple on my neck/shoulder area and it FUCKING HURTS and I have a feeling it's a staph infection. I have had staph infections before and it resembles a similar one I have had on my arm. I haven't been able to sleep because laying on my right side hurts. It's making me crazy angry too so it sucks.
Ok now I need HONEST input on something. I have removed my journals with my most recent commission prices.
Can YOU guys price me? I want you to to link to pics of mine and say how much you would pay for it. HONEST opinions please. I want to know what you consider worth it. Remember I might be losing my job slowly so looks like I'm gonna have to continue to beg for money and continue drawing nasty porn just to make ends meet...
So now you know what's up and why I have been less active.
ONCE AGAIN!!!! I AM ON WEASYL NOT FA!
Posted 11 years ago
How many times do I have to fucking say this?
https://www.weasyl.com/~malikyte
https://www.weasyl.com/~malikyte
https://www.weasyl.com/~malikyte
https://www.weasyl.com/~malikyte
https://www.weasyl.com/~malikyte
THAT IS WHERE I AM NOW
I only use FA to keep an eye out on people and fav art that's it!
Why the New watches?
Posted 11 years agoI don't post art here anymore, I only advertise because some people don't go on weasyl. Seriously new watches on this account are useless
If you Live in FL/Tampa Area Bronycon News
Posted 11 years ago
So a long time friend of mine has given me an offer. She has acquired a table at a local upcoming bronycon and its family friendly no adult content allowed. She has offered to have me as her partner. Neither of us like the pony fandom but hey its a chance to make extra cash.
She sculpts I draw, and she needs a partner so I might do it. No porn or adult content already is a win for me so yeah.
so you think it'll be worth it to put my hatred aside to make extra money? Or would I considered to be a sell out? In all honesty I could probably make more there than I do my own job :/
Watch Out for
Posted 11 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/user/valdyrburr/
Seriously this guy's little innocent experiment he calls it is fucking disturbing.
Look at his page and read it, why the admins allow this is beyond me but I don't
run the place, whatever. Seriously this guy needs help.
So I'm Super Sick
Posted 11 years agoI have been trying to shake off this sickness for like 2 weeks now. My throat has been hurting really bad and I have horrible headaches all the time. Today I feel quite feverish 100 to 101 fever and my nose is runny, just overall not a good day.
I will still try to work but I may be a bit slower but that is to be expected, seeing how my eyes feel like they are going to pop out and my head feels like its in a compressor.
Anyway just giving you all the heads up
To any NEW WATCHERS
Posted 11 years agoI don't post art here I am not active on FA I left and only advertise sometimes here.
I'm on weasyl watching me here is useless unless you like to see advertisement or
wish to join a stream once in a while.
EVERYONE Needs to Read This!
Posted 11 years ago
Read this, read it again, maybe one more time. SOAK IT IN AND LEARN FROM IT!
http://phantom42.tumblr.com/post/78.....k-to-an-artist
ATTENTION GOOGLE CHROME USERS! *VIRUS WARNING*
Posted 11 years agoGoogle chrome seems to have been targeted by some asshole it seems. My computer had a nasty
virus on it and it happened during an innocent download of an emulator.
http://www.microsoft.com/security/p.....hijacking.aspx
I am not the only person this has happened too as well. A friend of mine from work had to have
their comp taken to get looked at. They were able to remove it but they explained that its EXTREMELY
difficult because alot of virus programs can't see it there fore do not count it as a threat.
This is an adware virus so unless you have a GOOD ad ware protector on your comp and no
not some free shit program I mean REAL LEGIT and possible expensive program. You aren't
getting rid of it.
Google Chrome seems to be the only browser from what I have researched having this kind of issue.
Best advice I can give is to uninstall it and use another program until Microsoft gets off their
ass and fixes it. You can look around if you want about it, it's happening to alot of people.
Just like how FireFox was having BAD virus and ad ware issues like 3 years back *which is why I went to chrome*
So my case got so bad I had to wipe my comp clean to factory direct. It was getting really fucked up =/
SO I wanted to warn as many people as I can, please be careful you don't want strangers seeing your
browser history do ya?
TENTACLE YCH SOLD OUT!
Posted 11 years agoAll three have been purchased =)
Can't wait to get started ^__^ thank you!
YCH TENTACLE SEX HERE ON FA!!!
Posted 11 years ago
Go here to bid! I may extend the time limit since i just uploaded them here.
1: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12806233/
2: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12806250/
3: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12806258/
Bidding starts at $40
Auto buy at $70
buy all 3 for $150 which saves you $60
Here is the quality they will be done in
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12806297/
Making FA my YCH spot
Posted 11 years agoFA is now my YCH spot, I'll post the YCH ad's and then the finished results. EVERYTHING else will be on weasyl.
Just no one is bidding on weasyl I guess cuz I have very little watchers there.
YCH TENTACLE SEX!
Posted 11 years agoIf you would liek to bid or buy all three go here
https://www.weasyl.com/submission/4.....tentacle-sex-1
https://www.weasyl.com/submission/487870
https://www.weasyl.com/submission/487871
To my Friends... Please contact me for important info...
Posted 11 years agoNote me here or on weasyl
Skype me if you have my skype
Email me
I have something I need to say... It's very important.
Please...
The Real Reason Why I Left & Withdraw from the Furry Fandom
Posted 12 years ago
*WARNING SOME THINGS IN THIS JOURNAL WILL BE A LITTLE DISTURBING AND CONTAINS CONTENT LIKE
RAPE, STALKING STORIES, PERSONAL PROBLEMS!* If you do not wish to read it then don't.
This is in no way an attempt to stir up drama, this will be worded the best way possible. Since I have been
in the fandom for a long time people have been asking questions so I feel I -should- at least answer
a few of them.
Again some subject matter might be disturbing.
SUBJECTS IN BOLD CONTAIN SAID CONTENT
FA Drama & rape drama:
This did have alot to do with it but my main reason for leaving FA is not entirely from
this. Only a few close friends know this and David of course, when I was 13 I was raped. You see my parents
trusted me that I would come to them if anything had ever happened and sadly their trust was misplaced.
I have alot of mental problems as I have explained here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5255783/ I though I was
strong enough over my mental state that I would be able to fight this off but I can't.
My parents let me have a boyfriend at 13 and we NEVER did anything serious. In fact he was very nice and if
anything we were just friends. The more my problems worsened the more he started to notice
I -could- be easy. At this time I'm between doctors trying to figure out what is wrong with me.
Well one day he used my one weakness against me and asked if we could have sex. Now before anyone goes
YOU WERE ONLY 13 YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT CONSENT IS!!! I have always been a bit smarter
and more mature. I also drew alot of porn then as well trust me I knew what sex was and that I
kinda wanted to try it. I agreed, I knew it was going to hurt since I was a virgin but I wanted to try it anyway.
Well I had never actually seen his penis before, and for a 13 year old he was HUGE 7in. He did have a
condom luckily, but after we started it was more painful than I expected and I went with it till he
started to get really rough. I asked him to stop it hurt, he smacked me int he face and told me to shut my mouth that
he was going to do what he wants and there is nothing I can do. I tried to get him off but he wasn't letting up.
he said if I said anything he would tell my parents that *I* forced it on him and that I was mean, and
he would rough up himself to look like I had beaten him. At this time I was always finding a reason to fight
so it would've been believable.
After that day he would force me to blow him alot and swallow. The abuse didn't stop there though.
Since he knew he had me on a leash one day I walked home with him to his house. I fell asleep on his
bed, I woke up to him and his brother *19 years old* playing games. I hear his bro say she was awake.
They stopped playing and locked his door. They wanted me to blow both of them as he told his bro how
good I was at it. When I refused his older brother held me down and my ex shoved it in my mouth and well yeah.
They took turns...
So this continued for not too long as finally he broke up with me and my rage got the best of me.
I ended up beating the hell out of him, my parents came to see what was happening.
They asked WHY ARE YOU BEATING HIM! He then looked at me and said "Yeah Mel why? Or should I say why?"
I froze in fear and let him get up, ever since I had been reclusive of people advances on me. luckily I met David after many
failed attempts to find a partner I could just be with not for sex but comfort.
So why does this have anything to do with the FA drama? Zaush raped her, I firmly believe that.
Rape victims can spot a sexual predator, and since the admins are going to keep him on the team
I don't want anything to do with this place. So that is one reason I left and will not return.
MOST RAPES are never reported and the rapist are free, I never reported my abuse which over time was
a years worth of forced blow jobs and once in a while penetrative sex. I was too afraid, plus
his older bro was a well known drug dealer and since I was forced to -serve him- as he called it
I was NOT taking that chance of putting myself or my family in danger.
SO yes I know a thing or two about rape, I know how rapist act when they did something this
fucking disgusting to someone. And between all the nasty comments Zaush has made
and how he is treating this whole situation it makes me rage. Fuck him.
*STALKING*:
There is a user on this site that was stalking one of my friends *who is no longer
on here and mentioning who this person is would be a bad thing thanks to some assholes*
This kid stalked and harassed us for the longest time and became basically sexual obsessed with us.
Also somehow this sick bastard KNOWS WHERE I FUCKING LIVE, I have emailed admins and made reports but nothing
has been done except once when he was harassing my friend. This guy CONTINUES to come in my friends
picarto stream and threaten everyones life and keeps saying he is going to kill my friend. You can't
IP ban on picarto... This kid is seriously fucked up and if you want to know who he is I'll answer that EMAIL only so you
all can block him ahead of time.
I met one of my stalkers face to face in a walmart, they found me through FA and dA. He wanted
me to come to a swinger party and if I was up to par he would make me a slave and I could have
all the sex I want. I looked at him and pretended to be interested because it was funny. David was behind him
and he had no idea. I punched the guy and he fell into David who TOWERED over him. He got up and ran.
The way FA handles stalkers on this site is horrible, I have seen MANY users leave because of stalking.
One girl got it so bad the guy showed up to her house *leaving names out* she had screen caps
of her notes asking the admins to ban him and had PLENTY evidence but their response was
that screen caps are not a good method of proof as they can be altered. Lemme tell you something,
I have been working on art programs for a looooooong time and even I don't know
how to alter screen caps! NOT EVERYONE DOES, so nothing is done. Something happens and
the admins basically say fuck you lololololo .... just wow.
A few personal issues:
Ok now for another main reason why I left and am withdrawing from the fandom. This
part is going to be talking about a few individuals without naming them. If you feel you are one of them
then sorry, but this part is from my feelings being hurt to many times.
So I want to start off by saying I have made a few very good friends on here. This fandom has taught me alot
about how people can in deed come together in one's time of need. Again I thank you all that have
helped me int he past.
However I wish I could say that about everyone...
So here it is, a few people *claiming to be one of my friends* have been doing the exact opposite.
In fact to make this easier I'm just going to make a list of what these people did or do by
their actions.
Passive aggressive attitudes, and acting like their life is so much harder than everyone else.
Acting like me being almost being homeless, having to have risky surgery, and practically having to beg
for money and commissions just to make ends meet isn't as bad as their bad day. Sending
passive aggressive messages to me, and acting like I don't care about them because I'm not
talking only to them on various sites. Sometimes I need to be distant, and everyone knows of my
conditions. I don't always like to talk all the time and I take some heavy ass meds. I can't get them
because I don't have insurance, my dad has the same scripts as me, so I have to wait till he gets his.
I go through BAD withdrawals... I am constantly sick, I have horrible health issues that can kill
me at anytime. I could have a heart attack literally anytime I have hypertension, and my dad
when I was like 6 had a horrible heart attack. you know what he was doing when it happened?
Teaching me how to solder, we were laughing and suddenly my dad stopped and starting chocking up
clenched his chest and fell to the ground.
After all I have seen and been through sorry if I don't feel like I hearing how your one bad
day was worse than something I have been through.
Being lied too, oh man this one pisses me off to know end. DO NOT tell me "sorry I wish I had
the money to help" then go buy 5 fucking adoptables the same day or next day! Seriously
if I'm opening things like the $12 flat colors and you tell me you can't buy one but then I see you just
bought a $30 adoptable RIGHT AFTER TELLING ME NO yeah I get a bit upset in fact I shut my stream down.
If you don't want a pic that is fine BUT DON'T TELL ME YOU DON'T HAVE THE MONEY FOR ONE THEN
GO BUY TONS OF OTHER SHIT FOR MORE THAN I CHARGE! Also tot he artist that sells super detailed design
for only $8 a pop fuck you! Artists like you are why artists like me cannot sell our ORIGINAL and
NOT COPIED DESIGN JUST DIFFERENT COLORED adopts!
Also it hurts me bad when people not only do this but then forget I WATCH THEIR ACCOUNTS
Like I'm not going to see this....
Hello I'm married? Don't flirt with me period. There was a time where I did flirty talk but
I saw how it was bothering my husband and even though I knew it was harmless and I meant NOTHING
by it. I was disrespecting David, and he is my one truest best friend in the whole world. NO ONE
will ever be a David to me but him you understand? It's rude! I asked to stop and some people
just don't get the fucking idea. For those this is about grown up, seriously.
Just because YOU got hurt doesn't mean your friends need to be burned too! Sometimes
life sucks, we learn from it and for someone of this kind of intelligence I would have expected you to be
able to deal better. Pain sucks, getting burned by loved ones and people you care about hurts bad.
This means you should EMBRACE the friends you do have NOT burn them too. We are here
for you and you treated us like trash on the floor? Really? Grow Up! Just because YOU got
hurt by one or 2 people doesn't mean suddenly all your friends will hurt you!
This one is for the furry community as a whole, do not judge me, and DO NOT
talk to me as I am one of those murry purry tards! Look I am not a furry, never was
never will be. I just seem to be better at anthro and mythical creatures than humans.
I started drawing things not human because I am a human and it's boring.
This fandom has changed since I been working in it, now with all these extremist it's sickening!
You are driving people like me away, and I LOVED this fandom because the people were NICE
but alot of it has turned to shit. It's sad too really it is, and NO not everyone is like this.
Still the few out weight the many on this one.
Friends throwing me away over a cartoon/fandom.... This one really hurts.
One of them apologized and said he was at fault but none of the other 3 has done this. One of them
I have known since I have been with David, we drew stuff for each other alot and had a mutual friend
between us. Then MLP happened and since I don't like it he threw me away. 2 others did the same.
Putting fandoms before FRIENDSHIP? Rather ass backwards I think.
So this i s why I left FA and the Furry fandom all these things combined. This fandom is holding me
back from becoming a better artist. If all I do is draw unreal sized dicks fucking
furry black holes I'll never get anywhere. Weasyl as some of yo may or may not know, it's NOT
A FURRY SITE alot of furries are on it but it's pretty much dA only allows porn, DRAWN porn
not dick and vag shots like dA.
I'm also going to be on dA again very soon, and after my commissions are done
I likely won't be drawing anthros much and porn. Feel free to follow me on dA and Weasyl
I remain fully active on both, so feel free to stop by.
I will open commissions only when I need money for something and that may not be often now.
My dad moving in will solve alot of our money issues, but I will be doing a drive for extra funds
for my anniversary and my B-Day.
So there you have it, why I left, I suggest more of you do the same because this site is going
down a very slippery slope. The admins don't really care for your well being and I have been here
since 2006 and it's been nothing but empty promises. Or you can stay in this drama infested place
if you want. I un watched everyone so my messages don't pile up. My MelanieCaffrey account
I watch too many and I'm too lazy to un watch. So it'll just back up, its already at like 7,000+
messages but oh well.
Anyway I'm out.
For Those That are Wondering.
Posted 12 years agoI am going to make a journal here explaining all
the reasons why I left. It's not all because of the Zaush
and FA drama. Though FA is a huge part in it.
I will do my absolute best to explain everything without
sounding like a huge bitch. I am not trying to stir up drama
no one will be named as I do not embarrass people like
that. However if you feel as if you might be offended by
what I might say then here is you chance to not read the
upcoming journal. You now know ahead of time.
Some things will be semi graphic too and disturbing.
You have been warned.
Dear Commissioners
Posted 12 years ago
Once again I have FUCKING LEFT FA
ALL art is now posted on my weasyl account only now
If you do not have a weasyl then EMAIL me for your pic.
This is the last time I say this.
I'm Gone
Posted 12 years agoFurry mentality
Posted 12 years ago
How do we know he raped her? WHERE IS THE PROOF? WHERE ARE THE POLICE REPORTS?
Y DAT GURL SO STOOPID? SHE LIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
Zaush says he didn't do in in a shitty attempt to redeem himself journal and all is forgiven?
Yeah fuck that.
Girl MUST provide proof that she wasn't raped but Zaush says he didn't do it and it's excused?
Furries.
Looking for more adimns for A Helping Hand
Posted 12 years ago
This person will be like a co owner, my stepping away from FA
has affected my time on here. So looking for extra help, here is what
I'm looking for.
1. Be able to answer as many comments, notes, and fave art.
2. Help manage the group overall.
3. Be able to check on group at least 3 times a week.
If you're interested email me at Laqoura[at]hotmail.com
If I owe you a commission *PLEASE READ*
Posted 12 years ago
I still have your info however I advise you to re EMAIL me your stuff
Laqoura[at]hotmail.com
I'm just taking extra precautions, also remember I won't be on here anymore pretty soon.
Remember I have moved to weasyl https://www.weasyl.com/~malikyte I will no longer be updating
FA.
People who sell dirt cheap adopts *rant*
Posted 12 years ago
Seriously piss me off...
Long story short, it kills people like me who want to sell them based on a price
I know the character is worth PLUS the labor and time I place into the character(s)
.... This is why I have not released any adopts. Why pay $15-30 for one when
you can buy one for $8 or 3 for $16?
So glad I'm getting out of this once my commissions are done.
