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OK Here's the Thing Why I Have Been Distant
Posted 12 years ago
Unfortunately there is no way out of this, and I am not trying to stir up any drama.
If drama starts it'll not be my doing. Here is what is actually up guys.
1. I'm tired of this fandom, thus I am leaving it. It's doing nothing but holding me back
from the things I truly want to do. I am sick of drawing porn, I'm sick of drawing fetishes, and
I'm sick of having my character degraded.
2. I am starting 2014 off fresh as a newborn artist. After my commission list is done,
I won't be taking anymore unless I have a need to get money. I want to do more meaningful things.
I am trying to find a school, center, or tutor to help me hone my skills that is affordable. I can't have a portfolio
of nothing but animal people getting fucking in ways that you couldn't survive through in the real world.
3. I am trying to find my own thing and get my name out there not as a furry artist. I want to be known
for ME not just another girl that can draw -insert creature here's- dick being stuffed in black holes.
I need to grow, I have been doing this far too long and now its boring and stale.
4. All in all this fandom has been ruined for me, by many things. My home life does not help, you know how hard it is
for me to get intimate with my husband after drawing unreal cock sizes and cum flying everywhere all day?
For some it's easy but not for me, not to mention I have been ignoring him alot recently because
I have been on my comp alot trying to get commissions done.
5. I'm not a furry myself so this is why some things affect me so negatively. Also like 95% of commissions
bought from me are porn. I can't show off my work to anyone but my husband and even he is like "Oh more porn"
Of course he doesn't' SAY IT but it's how I feel because yeah that's what it is. I drew my huntress
from Monster Hunter 3 Ultimate yesterday and it looks good. Best human I have drawn in years.
David loved it, and said that I have done a wonderful job. That was one of the best feelings I could
even feel.
6. So where does that leave me on FA? I'll just be a watcher. I have made to many friends to just leave 100%
Also since hardly anyone has followed me anywhere else, I'll be posting YCH's when and if I do them.
I will take commissions only as needed, like if I need money for a bill. With my dad moving back in
money troubles will dwindle. I will announce streams still too.
7. I am almost finished writing up my T.O.S but since I am making a major move like this I will be revising it.
Couple things you need to know though, my prices are being adjusted as well as other things.
*Adult fee is $20
*NO MORE PORN of MY OC's *very few exceptions will be made*
*No more allowing 2 characters without a fee, commissions cover 1 character $10 per character.
*Pics will not be posted on FA, commissioners may post it WITH my signature and Water Mark
*YOU ARE NOT allowed to alter the pic in anyway.
8. So what will I be doing? Working on my humans and drawing whatever I WANT finally.
9. Will I still draw my OC's? Yes I will and if I draw porn of them it will be rare and
only with THEIR counterparts.
10. I'm doing this to become a better artist, if you only draw the same thing all the time just different faces
you will never improve. I need this change, plus I'm going to start studying other programs. As I have already
opened the door into a new way of things by talking to alot of willing artists.
So with all that said, I will be posting misc. mainly anthro here https://www.weasyl.com/~malikyte
I will be reviving my dA and making a new tumblr JUST for art. As for no stream today, I had alot
of bullshit happen today and to many distractions so I'm going slow.
That's all if you have any questions comment here with them I'll be happy to answer anything.
Sorry No Stream
Posted 12 years ago
Changed my mind, I don't feel like streaming.
After These Commissions...
Posted 12 years ago
I'll be closed possibly till the end of the year. I will still take
Stream commissions once in awhile, but for the most part
I will not accept amymore. However if the money is needed
then I will open a few slots. I and going to be making a lot of
changes. I want to be able to do something more meaningful.
I'll be working on personal projects, but
constantly working like this is preventing me from
following my dream.
Gotta shape up and start fresh, and make the changes
finally happen. I'm glad I'm finally doing this, I feel better about it
already. Still confused? You'll find out soon.
2014 Starting Fresh *Updates*
Posted 12 years ago
I am still doing the $12 flat colours during my streams.
The last day for that is on the 21st. just wanted to make that clear
Now on to the real reason for this journal. As you may know
I am no longer using this site for my main art gallery.
I am now using weasyl, I want to start 2014 off fresh. I am going
to be doing a few things differently from now on.
First as many changes will be that now, you must use email to get ahold of
me. I disabled my notes here, I encourage anyone to try and give
Weasyl at least a 30 day trial, this has nothing to do with FA
more like a personal preference.
also from now on I will only be online
Tuesday- Friday from 9am - 4:30pm
this includes Skype as well, after 4:30 my computer will be shut down
and not turned back on till I wake up Tuesday morning.
I really need to start regulating the time that I'm on the computer.
It's not healthy and I want to start making better choices for myself.
Also for my husband and I, as he is my entire world and everything
comes after him and my job.
This year is already started out good for me, and I would
like for it to continue that way. My bitch manager that tormented
me at my job and help me prisoner practically.
She got fired yesterday so that relieves stress from me at my job.
also after everything that was said and done my father is
moving back in with us. Between his health and money issues it's just the best thing to do.i don't make enough at my job and commission work
to help to make back up money.
David gets more pay and hours that I do. So he will be moving back in.
This means that I am once again rearranging and cleaning the house.
Getting ready for the move PLUS get my commission work done.
I I'm not going to have a whole lot of time to do anything. To be
honest I want to be off of the computer more often. It's a problem
a lot of times I find myself just refreshing pages.
So if you cannot catch me during the time that I am online. Email
me if you need me for anything email me and I will het back
to you asap. Also the following have my cell number in case I
need external contacts.
If it's an emergency, or something you really need to say during
my days off you can contact them. They can text me for you.
ONLY FOR EMERGENCIES OR COMMISSION RELATED!
So what I am basically saying, is I have a life, I have a husband,
I have a home. I am a wife and a daughter. I have far more
important priorities than drawing porn. So I'm going to
start treeting my life as one and stop ignoring the more
important things in life.
I dont have many friends but the ones I do have I cherish and respect.
I only have 1 hudband and.1 life to live do time that I grow up
and stop ignoring my life.
2014 bring it on.
Updating this Here too
Posted 12 years ago
So I woke up just now and I'm still groggy and can't stay focused on anything. Last night I tried to go
to bed around 12 and could not sleep so I got up and stayed up till about 3am. Tried to lie back down
and my legs wanted to run a marathon. I did doze off for about 15 minutes then woke back up and
went to the kitchen and took a xanax... Only thing is I forgot I had taken one the first time I got up.
So I'm kinda zombie like atm and feel like I'm gonna pass out. So unfortunately not streaming today.
I'm just gonna chill and play video games, The in stream commission will be finished Tuesday that I owe.
Anyway sorry bout this I'm a derp and everyone knows it.
Q&A Come Ask me Stuff!
Posted 12 years ago
You may leave your questions here or here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5030923/
I never got around to doing this one so I'll either be doing it later tomorrow or next week
RULES!:
1. NO PERSONAL QUESTIONS!
2. BE RESPECTFUL!
3. NOTHING ABOUT MY LOVE LIFE
You can ask about anything from art, video games, or just general stuff. ANYTHING! *except personal stuff*
These will be answered via Livestream
Dr. Phil Wants Furries?
Posted 12 years ago
I would actually watch that episode XD, hell if I was a furry myself I might even apply. Free flight to L.A
Free hotel, Free Food? Hellz Yeah. If my husband would let me I'd do it now and pretend I as furry
I could use a vacation :3
$12 Flats *Need Money for Hubbys B-Day*
Posted 12 years ago
I know I have a commission list but for the next 3 weeks I'll be running a Stream Commission Special for Flat colors for $12 dollars.
Example here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12398943/
For $8 more you can upgrade it to Shading like this
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11475864/
Only they will be lined like the first example.
3 weeks only
$12 Flats
$20 Simple shading *$5 off original price for this PLUS line art instead of sketch*
I want to be able to do something NICE for my husband for his Birthday since we have been through alot and he needs it. Poor guy is run down and works like a horse and gets nothing nice for his hard work other than more work. I never have money to get him anything so I'm hoping this will help.
Anyway for the next 3 weeks Starting this Tuesday WHILE IN STREAM I'll be offering these discounts. =)
Moving to weasyl sooner then expected
Posted 12 years ago
Yep so if you haven't followed me there do it now. People
Please give weasyl a chance 30 days at least. It had most
If not all the features that we have been wanting here for years.
I'll not go into why I'm doing the full move sooner so
do not ask please
My weasyl account is in the journal header. FA will
no longer be updated except for commission announcements
and YCH auctions.
Again my apologies, if you need to get ahold of me weasyl note
ans email only now. I'll be disabling my notes until further notice.
I won't be on my main accounts hardly. I'll primarily be on my
Group page a helping hand.
So again if you don't follow me to weasyl then sorry but
this is the end of my art here. I will be a watcher now.
T.O.S and A SERIOUS QUESTION Please Read
Posted 12 years ago
I am about to start typing my T.O.S up and while doing so I'll be making changes to my commission info.
Guys... I need you to be BRUTALLY honest about my commission prices.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11444091/
DO NOT be afraid that you may hurt my feelings please. I just want to make up a price list
that can help those that aren't as fortunate with money *like myself* but I also still don't want to under charge for the amount of work I do.
I know hardly anyone will do this for me but please just this once. I need help finding out where I stand.
Also I would hope that just because a few of you are my close friends that you will seriously answer.
If I'm too expensive for my level of skill and work TELL ME and also tell me what price you think I -should- have.
If you do not want to do this in this journal then you may note me instead.
I really want to try and be more active and I would love to have a wider group of commissioners.
I know I may seem questionable sometimes tanks to my home life and health issues. I try very hard
to make sure everyone gets their pics, and I usually never take this long to do so but well you've seen the journals.
So since I have my computer back I am working again. Anyway that is all, if you feel I should change something
please tell me, ONLY THING that is definitely remaining is my fee's those are for personal and other reasons.
Fee's WILL NOT be changed!
Free sketch a day!
Posted 12 years ago
So because I'm nice and I figure this could help boost myself
till further notice I'm going to offer 1 free sketch on the
days I'm off. This sketch will be my warm up sketch before
I start work on commissions. So how will I pick who gets
a pic?
Here in this journal comment telling me if you are ok with me drawing
your ocs. When I do the sketch I'm going to go through my watchers
gallery and pick a character to draw. Or I will ask you directly, you may also post links to your ocs in this journal. Even if you have tons of them.
So Tuesday thru Friday I will do this until further notice. If even one
person gets mad about not getting a pic I'll quit, I'm trying to
be nice. So feel free to post your ocs here if you want.
Requests will be uploaded later today
Posted 12 years ago
I will be uploading then today, yesterday kinda went sour toward the
end of my stream so I got off and watched some game grumps to cheer
myself up. Anyway I might still doodle a couple of them but later the ones I
did will be posted.
Also just a heads up I'm going to type up a tos since I have
been getting alot of people asking me to draw things I dont do.
Obviously my f-list isnt enough, sorry to sound bitchy but it's beyond
Annoying now.
REQUEST STREAM *CLOSED NOT TAKING ANYMORE*
Posted 12 years ago
Comment in this journal for a chance to get a free Request for tomorrows Stream.
I'm doing this to give thanks to those that have helped me during my time of need.
Please do read my rules though so this can go smoothly :>
Info for the Request Stream.
1. You may post up to 3 characters you would like drawn.
2. If you are chosen then you cannot get another unless it's slow and I give permission.
3. You may advertise this to your friends *privately either by notes or outside of FA like Skype*
4. I will accept donations too, if you donate there is a higher chance of it being colored.
5. You DO NOT have to be in stream *I know not everyone is able to make it.*
6. You may upgrade your pic to a colored one anytime for a $10 fee *Even if it's 3 months from now*
7. You May post your pic in your gallery just leave my water mark and signature in it and
link back to the original.
8. I might allow 2 characters in a request so long as they are not difficult characters.
9. Keep in mind I'm not that good at humans.
Rules for the Stream.
1. DO NOT complain if you are not chosen *I will use a random number generator.*
2. Do not post links in the stream.
3. If you got a pic do not ask for another unless I announce I'll accept more.
4. Be nice
5. In your comment tell me what rating you prefer. This can be as a whole or per character you post.
6. Remember only up to 3 characters can be listed.
That's pretty much it, I'll be streaming early probably around 9am-4pm EST
My Yearly Hiatus *READ IMPORTANT*
Posted 12 years ago
As you all know or most know I fucking hate Christmas and the Holiday season.
I appreciate any gifts given to me but no amount of kindness can help ease the pain this holiday
in particular inflicts on me. So this is why I have been absent from the computer.
Few things you all need to know though.
1. David was able to get my comp back from rent a center. He explained everything that had happened
and how being an artist I try to make a second source of income and my computer
was perfect for doing this. The tv was nice but the screen is not meant to handle what I do.
Everything is to dark no matter how I change the settings. Anyway the store manager *really nice guy and likes us* felt really bad and since Christmas was around the corner he told David to take it back.
He gave use till sometime in Jan. for free to save up for the payment. He also took $10
off the payment and deducted some off the final pay off. The comp is now about 70% paid off.
2. I have been sick off and on since December began. My have been really fucking stressed out and if it weren't for my brother hanging out with me and playing MH I may have had a break down last week. *I consider him my bro and we play online together alot* Also to my lovely hunters thank you so much for MH3U for my 3DS! David and I have been playing together since we got it <3
3. I should be back to regular scheduling next week as far as working on commissions. I -MAY- do a Request stream Thursday and Friday as a way to say THANKS for all the help I have received from my struggles. This community has taught me alot through out the years and from the bottom of my heart thank you all for your help. If I could I would hug and squeeze all of you
4. After my owed commissions I'm going to take a break from WORK related art. I'll still do the occasional stream commission session, YCH and adopts that I have planned. These however will be as needed but I just feel like I have been over working myself right into an art block. So I think a break to draw what I want would be nice.
5. I REALLY appreciate you guys for being so patient with me, I do whatever possible to make sure this does not happen again. Losing my comp hit me hard unfortunately but I'm recovering now. I have to do my data transfer back to my comp which is a pain, but worth it.
So that is about it guys just keep you all up to date. I'm going to continue to play MH with David now lol
Also just because I don't like Christmas doesn't mean I can't say Merry Christmas everyone. I hope you all have a wonderful day tomorrow and that you spend time with your loved ones and eat lots of yummy treats. *hugs everyone*
Updates, FA, Stream, and Moving *PLEASE READ*
Posted 12 years ago
So as you all may remember about my dad bailing on us last minute for the move. We were able to pay our house payment between the donations, and a check that David's boss made out to him because she over heard David talking to me on the phone during lunch. She heard him say that we were still $250 short so she gave it to us. So thank you for all your help everyone, we would not have a place to live if not for you.
Unfortunately this brings a new problem, in order for use to save an extra $150 a month we took my computer back. I am STILL not use to this tv, mainly because now I can sit at my desk to draw. I have no real set up for drawing yet. I have not worked on commissions since I have no way to really sit down and draw atm. I'm trying out a few things and we are looking into a small end table or something that I can easily place in front of the couch.
Also since I now monitor my streams with my laptop *that is working now* I can't type hardly on my streams. It's a pain to move the tablet grab the laptop and type then set it back and grab the tablet again. Repeating that process is annoying, David got me an early Christmas present which was a headset. So I will be talking to answer questions, I'll be using the mic only to speak when I need to.
I will try to do simple stream commissions today because we are still in need of money sadly and I have no money for Christmas either. I just hope that it works because drawing from this couch gets painful after a while DX
FA, like most of you I am pissed and annoyed. I have decided that I'm going to primarily use weasyl now.
If you don't want to follow me there then that is to bad, you REALLY SHOULD give weasyl a try. Just a 30 day trail at most. It has if not all then MOST of the features people here on FA want, like folders, better commission layouts, organized galleries.
I'll still be on FA but mainly for updates and if a commissioner wants their pic uploaded here. Honestly I have been on FA for a total of 7 years and I just don't see this place changing at all. So since I use art as a source of income I need a more reliable place to be and so I made the choice to go primarily on weasyl.
On FA I'll still do YCH's and stream posts.
I'll be moving a few things there, and some art will be posted EXCLUSIVELY there.
So I'll announce when my stream goes up, may not be to long from now.
READ ME I'M IMPORTANT! *CONTACT INFO!*
Posted 12 years ago
Since I am now losing my computer, this is my last major update till I get back on my feet.
Using David's comp means I have WAAAAY less time to work, seeing how now I can't do anything
after 4pm and at any time he is home I cannot have access to the computer. This is because our HD
TV *IS* our computer monitor, so when he is home we watch tv or play games.
So because of this I have 2 contacts here on FA that have my personal cell number.
&
These two are very close friends and will relay any message you have for me if I am unable to
get to a computer. Also 
will be ran by &
primarily in my absence. Remember that this shouldn't be too long, I need to get things for David's
computer so I can work efficiently. I need cord extensions and I have re download all my programs.
I also have to re arrange my desk to fit elsewhere in my living room without it being in the way.
So this is it, I want to thank all of you for helping me. I am still in need of help though in order to make
it through this month. I'm leaving my donation pool open, if you would like to donate my paypal is
Dameonfur[at]hotmail.com
I'll update you all once I have something to update.
Thank you...
Thank You
Posted 12 years ago
Thank you everyone for everything, today was my final art stream till I can
start work on David's comp. I do not know how long it'll take to get set up but even when I am
I'll have even less time to draw, so this means hardly any streams.
We still need help so if you still want to lend a hand you can go here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5313634/
After today I will not be on skype till I get a new OS for my laptop. Hopefully I can
get one soon but util then I'll only be on little by little.
Now that I have to share this comp with David I'll no longer be able to be online after 4pm.
Not even once in a while....
So if you aren't online during the times I can stream then I guess we'll never see each other.
.... I want to break down so bad right now.....
Even MORE BAD NEWS! *Just Fuck my Life Seriously!*
Posted 12 years ago
Continuing of this
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5318871/
So my hunting crew as hard as they tried to help me keep my computer... I can't.
paypal money takes 3 days to show in our bank. we transferred the money over as soon as we got it
Saturday my bank is only open till 12 and closed on Sunday
I won't get the money till monday
rent a center.... if I don't pay it then the late fee they charge is the amount of the payment
we only have $42 at this moment since we took everything and paid our house
meaning the money won't be here in time to save my computer
and after 3 days of non payment they come to get the product
So I'm losing this computer either way I look at it... So today is my last day to stream until I can
Everything set up on David's comp, keep in mind his comp is across the living room and
he has a tower, my cords for my tablet and head phones only go so far. This means we have
to get cord extensions, he is going to make them most likely. I have to figure a way to move my desk so
it's not in the way in the living room.
This s just a huge fucking mess, all because my dad bailed on us. So I'll be turning my stream on soon.
It'll be my last one until who knows when.
If you would like to still donate to help with other bills here is the paypal:
Dameonfur[at]hotmail.com
Great More Fucking Bad News
Posted 12 years ago
Continuation of
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5313634/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5316625/
last night I was transferring my stuff to David's computer and I dunno what happened
but SAI is not working, all my other programs are but it *it's the only digital download*
So unless I can't get this working I won't be able to open the files to transfer them to either
Photoshop, Sketch book, or Fire Alpaca. I'm working on it....
Seriously can ANYTHING else go wrong?! Also I know my dad will be down here sometime to pick a fight
with me but he doesn't have to know that my live stream will be running recording his dumbass.
Why record him? Proof! That's why! Apparently some people think I'm just a furry*how I loathe that term and being called it* crying wolf for money.
So yeah fucking proof and anyone who wants to listen to it can ask and I'll let you hear the truth..
Also I may cry too so be prepared for that... as I said before I'm not well. This whole situation has
David and I tip toeing around each other it's driving me to insanity. M blood pressure has been through the
roof these past few days yesterday it was 167/94 remember if you blood pressure reaches into the 190's and 100's
you have to be hospitalized since those readings usually mean inanimate heart attack.
So yeah again sorry for any inconveniences for commission work, I did not foresee this all happening to me
though given my past I should have expected it so partially my fault I suppose.
Regardless I'll try to get SAI fixed.
Updates.... Bad ones, All Good things Must Come to an End
Posted 12 years ago
I am still in desperate need of money so I am still running donations you can read about it here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5313634/
So the registration for our other car just fucking up and walked away! Remember a while back ago when I said my
dad tried to sell it under our nose? We believe he has the info on the car but claims he doesn't.
The car sat at his house for a long time and between all the lies he has told us I believe he has it.
We went over to his house earlier and a fight almost broke out, he can tell we are super pissed.
So without being able to sell the car that means we have to come up with $350 fast. *thats how
much we were going to get for it*
Also to make matters worse, I'm losing my computer now. We cannot afford to keep paying on it now.
This means I have to share a computer with David so that mans even less time to work on stuff.
My laptop is all fucked up and can't run shit right now, I tried testing LS on it and it lags horribly.
SAI and PS run like shit on it now.
Since I'll be using David's comp this means I can only be on from around 9am till 4pm my time.
No more getting on randomly during the evening times. I'm not putting skype on his computer either.
SO if you have my skype I will no longer be on it after Friday. So if that was your only way
to talk to me outside of FA I'm sorry.... Trust me it hurts me bad.
So it's the count down till the end. It's been fun but all good things must come to an end sometime.
So commissions will be even slower now, This I cannot help since I apparently I can't work
when he is home.
If you are able to help out still I would appreciate it very much.
Paypal:
Dameonfur[at]hotmail.com
....Please Help.......
Posted 12 years ago
So as you all know, my dad was going to move back in well
You can read about the move here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5267039/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5286006/
.... He just bailed on us in our most desperate time
of need. You see we came to him at the beginning of the month of November and he seemed more than happy to make the
move but... You see since we had planned this out David and I used our money we would normally would save for
our house payment to pay off bills that were behind.
We only have $100 for our house payment and it's due today but can go till Friday *we hope* So we
are left with no choice we have to sell our other car *the one we were rebuilding* which is killing us on the inside.
I'm crying right now because if we can't get at least $500 for it then we are seriously fucked.
Ore original plan was to move my dad in, sell the car to use that money to fix the one we have but...
Guys I am fucking scared now, this has David all kinds of pissed and I know they are going to get into a fight.
Even by selling the car we still have LOTS of other things to pay down.
I cannot accept anymore commissions since I have a backlog of them now. I haven't been able to work on
BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN WORKING IN HE FUCKING HOUSE FOR THE MOVE! So now all that wasted time for fucking nothing!
.... I'll be installing all my stuff to David's computer because I can't afford to keep this one. I'm so upset right now.
I just.... I can't believe this is happening. Everytime something good happens in my life something horrible happens
IMMEDIATELY afterwards....
I'm opening donations, I'm sorry I can't open commissions. If you can donate to help us I would
truly appreciate it...
Paypal: Dameonfur[at]hotmail.com
Anything helps, even if you signal boost *by your own accord this is not a requirement*
I'm not allowed to be happy...
Want a Free Sketch?
Posted 12 years ago
Leave a comment with a character you want drawn. I haven't touched my tablet in days thanks to all the
bullshit going on at home, so I need to break some rust from my hands. I'm going to so a warm up
sketch so if you want to have a chance for a free sketch then this is it.
*more partial to Pokemon (characters)*
If no one comments by 12pm est then I'm closing this offer
Pokemon X *Anyone need a certain Eevee?*
Posted 12 years ago
I have around 200 eevees left so if anyone wants one let me know.
I'm killing them off... I mean setting them free to die on their own.
Anyway if you want one or more note me with the
Nature, gender, and nickname you prefer.
3DS FRIEND CODE!!!
Posted 12 years ago
Add me, I have Pokemon X so and I breed, keep in mind though I have not beat the game on this run
so I have a limited amount of mons, but a ton of Eevee's
Friend Code:
2363-6444-9177
Comment with your friend code too if you want :>
Would Anyone be Interested in Tutorials?
Posted 12 years ago
I have thought about making them in the past but since I have very small
viewing audience in LS I dunno if it would be worth it. I mean I'm not the best artist
around but I feel I could help out struggling novice artists around.
If you would like to have a tutorial to watch, what would you like to see?
