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Posted 15 years agoWhat a total clusterfuck.
I hate hypocrisy, I hate watching someone I care about being in a bad situation lacking in basic trust. Especially when he suffers emotional abuse on a daily basis at home. I hate being accused of things I'd never do. I'd never steal someone's mate from them.
If the people involved are reading this, know this: He chose you over me and anyone else. Despite the chance to get together with me he would rather of had you guys, why then would he run off with me?
Sacrifices must be made to maintain one's principles. It may make one uncomfortable of cause one emotional pain, but one's principles define them.
Unintelligible crap, but there it is in all it's vague "trying-not-to-specify-who" messiness.
I hate hypocrisy, I hate watching someone I care about being in a bad situation lacking in basic trust. Especially when he suffers emotional abuse on a daily basis at home. I hate being accused of things I'd never do. I'd never steal someone's mate from them.
If the people involved are reading this, know this: He chose you over me and anyone else. Despite the chance to get together with me he would rather of had you guys, why then would he run off with me?
Sacrifices must be made to maintain one's principles. It may make one uncomfortable of cause one emotional pain, but one's principles define them.
Unintelligible crap, but there it is in all it's vague "trying-not-to-specify-who" messiness.
MN.
Posted 15 years agoWell obviously I got here.
Unfortunately I can't say that things have been going smoothly, rather the opposite really. work has been hard to come by, money is tight, and I am stressed. I've had emotional hell really, but over all things might be looking up in some small ways.
Trying to stay positive, and am being mostly successful, hell I made it out here after all, if I can do that I can make this a success.
Unfortunately I can't say that things have been going smoothly, rather the opposite really. work has been hard to come by, money is tight, and I am stressed. I've had emotional hell really, but over all things might be looking up in some small ways.
Trying to stay positive, and am being mostly successful, hell I made it out here after all, if I can do that I can make this a success.
It's my birthday.
Posted 15 years agoYay?!
Either way, I'm 25 now.
Not much to report, Buffalo sucks. Shroud has a job thankfully, though I don't.
Also I will be visiting Hyannis soon, on the main idea that I have some things I need to do and should do it now rather than wait and not be able to get the time off. I intend to see Draccy and Kit while there.
Right. I wonder what my birthday will bring? Perhaps gifts, perhaps new CV joints, perhaps nothing.
Either way, I'm 25 now.
Not much to report, Buffalo sucks. Shroud has a job thankfully, though I don't.
Also I will be visiting Hyannis soon, on the main idea that I have some things I need to do and should do it now rather than wait and not be able to get the time off. I intend to see Draccy and Kit while there.
Right. I wonder what my birthday will bring? Perhaps gifts, perhaps new CV joints, perhaps nothing.
February already? Month of hard work and my birthday ahead.
Posted 16 years agoIt's hard to believe that it is February already. The last few months have sucked, but this month can only get better. I don't have too much to say here other than that my birthday is on the 22nd. I'll be 25 but I certainly don't put much weight on that number.
I don't really want or expect anything for my birthday, but gifts and well wishes are always welcome come that day.
paypal[at]menokh.com
I don't really want or expect anything for my birthday, but gifts and well wishes are always welcome come that day.
paypal[at]menokh.com
I don't usually do memes, Christmas wish list
Posted 16 years agoI figured I could put this here and pretend to be following some silly meme. I don't want things for the holidays this year, so I won't be listing a 10 item list as requested by the meme. I want money, whether cash or through paypal it's all he same to me.
I don't expect many to actually do this, but since many of my friends see this I figured I'd post it here. However, if you expect a return gift do not even think of giving me money. This whole move to Buffalo has been a monetary distaster thus far, I have no spare money with which to buy people gifts, hence why I want money.
paypal[at]menokh.com
I don't expect many to actually do this, but since many of my friends see this I figured I'd post it here. However, if you expect a return gift do not even think of giving me money. This whole move to Buffalo has been a monetary distaster thus far, I have no spare money with which to buy people gifts, hence why I want money.
paypal[at]menokh.com
Right
Posted 17 years agoI've been registered on FA for longer than I care to check and I figured maybe it would be good to actually use this page for something.
Hello everyone. I'll use this mainly for posting art done of me or my characters, but may post stuff I made if I feel brave enough. Other than that i may use the journal feature to keep up with people but I have an LJ for that task too.
Hello everyone. I'll use this mainly for posting art done of me or my characters, but may post stuff I made if I feel brave enough. Other than that i may use the journal feature to keep up with people but I have an LJ for that task too.
