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Ah well.
General | Posted 18 years agoWell, Stuff came up, and I managed to dodge all of that insanity. @_@;
On that note, I love my car... albeit it's a Civic Hybrid, but holy crap. 100 Miles on the gallon and once every 7 years I switch out the battery. Woo! Downside is, some JACKASS Scratched the living CRAP out of my CAR near the front right lights. AH well. Just gotta be more careful next time.
Anyway... Yeah. Started drawing again, and apparently I've still got the 'quick sketch' abilities so I'm sharing a table with someone in Anime Next this July. $1-2 a quick sketch of whoever/whatever. And it's not 'rough' like either. It's ... basically penciled, and somewhat ready to be inked. Which not a lot of you guys out there would care very much or know, as none of you have seen my work before. (har har) I have GOT to draw more and upload it here.
Love ya Shorty!
On that note, I love my car... albeit it's a Civic Hybrid, but holy crap. 100 Miles on the gallon and once every 7 years I switch out the battery. Woo! Downside is, some JACKASS Scratched the living CRAP out of my CAR near the front right lights. AH well. Just gotta be more careful next time.
Anyway... Yeah. Started drawing again, and apparently I've still got the 'quick sketch' abilities so I'm sharing a table with someone in Anime Next this July. $1-2 a quick sketch of whoever/whatever. And it's not 'rough' like either. It's ... basically penciled, and somewhat ready to be inked. Which not a lot of you guys out there would care very much or know, as none of you have seen my work before. (har har) I have GOT to draw more and upload it here.
Love ya Shorty!
I'm good
General | Posted 18 years agoHeh. I'm good and happy. Nothing new here except that I think i'm getting a new car! ... I know nothing about cars but... it's either an Acura or a Civic. Hm... no upgrades or nothing. Just stock stuff.
I will never draw again
General | Posted 19 years agoA lotta 'shit' hit the fan, and I don't know WHY in anyone's name I'm posting this here, as I'm not known or anything. But I have to write it somewhere. I will NEVER draw again, as I was starting to draw again, taking small commissions, etc. just for a little money so i can... 'go to the dream.' But the person I was supposed to go with? *shakes head* betrayed me. and you want the honest truth? I want the person back. But I don't want that person back because I said anything. I want this person back because the person WANTS to.
My mental health and physical health deteriorated to *shit* because of all the things I've been doing FOR this person. Just for money, or advancements so I can BE with this person.
It was for *nothing.* This person thought I had 'abandoned' her/him. What a load of flying. bull. shit. I sweat. I bled. I mother fucking cried for this person. I helped this person, with all of my abilities that I could have. Where did that lead me?
Nowhere. I want to be with this person. I never confessed it I'm afraid, and this person knew it, and never picked up on the many obvious hints that isn't blatantly telling him/her.
So the person dumps me.
The end. Finis. I tore up I think a possible $500 worth of commissions, and scattered them in the wind outside my house. I will never draw again.
My mental health and physical health deteriorated to *shit* because of all the things I've been doing FOR this person. Just for money, or advancements so I can BE with this person.
It was for *nothing.* This person thought I had 'abandoned' her/him. What a load of flying. bull. shit. I sweat. I bled. I mother fucking cried for this person. I helped this person, with all of my abilities that I could have. Where did that lead me?
Nowhere. I want to be with this person. I never confessed it I'm afraid, and this person knew it, and never picked up on the many obvious hints that isn't blatantly telling him/her.
So the person dumps me.
The end. Finis. I tore up I think a possible $500 worth of commissions, and scattered them in the wind outside my house. I will never draw again.
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